2021-6-21 Letter to my son (Song)

[0:00 - 0:23] This song, this song is from my son, who when he was born my ex came to the state, without me knowing.
[0:23 - 0:42] So soon I hope you hear this one day, I want you to know that I love you. I miss you so much every day. I just hope you hear this one day.
[0:42 - 0:55] Yo, every day when I wake up and I see the pictures of you growing old every single day inside them. Where did the time go? Where did my song go? Damn.
[0:55 - 1:09] I don't understand why she had to give you away. It's like she wanted to rip you away from me and I don't understand it. Could it give you everything I wanted to give you? The life that you deserve?
[1:09 - 1:34] I wanted to give you the world. I just wanted to give you the world and I wanted everything to be okay. I wanted us to be a family like what's supposed to be you when you ride by my side with me in the woods ripping it up on the mic just knowing that you got a future son of old.
[1:34 - 1:57] I want you to know that I love you when I miss you every single day then close by half the time. I just want to break down a crowd to kill you down right here by my side when I wish I could hold you, hug you, tell you everything that is going to be alright. Wish I could show you everything deeper than a siphon.
[1:57 - 2:20] Yeah, yo, thunder stroke always haunches when you get older, but the truth is, yeah, you gotta get a hand on your shoulders. I know that you will be alright. Goddamn, I wish that I could stop breaking down frying every single day and I wish that you were right here by my side.
[2:20 - 2:42] God, I don't understand it. Why is it that you had to get taken from me every single day? It seems so dark and gloomy cause you're not here. God, this isn't right. Why is it that you're not here right? By my motherfucking side right when you need to be.
[2:42 - 3:04] God, I don't understand it. That dog, why is it that I can't hit my son or my family right by my side? I want you to know that I love you so no matter what, no matter the day, over time, no matter the time zone, I will always be right there by your side and spirit and heart and everything that you do.
[3:04 - 3:23] And I just want you to know that I love you and I hope that you hear this. And I hope you know just how much I care. And I hope you know that I wish I could have been there. I love you son. So much.