Original upload date: June 18th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:07] I don't even know what's going on, so I'm going to try to figure out what's going on in the room.
[0:07 - 0:21] I'm going to try to figure out what's going on in the room.
[0:21 - 0:23] What's going on in the room.
[0:23 - 1:47] I'm going to try to figure out what's going on in the room.
[1:47 - 1:52] I'm not giving free rides to anyone anymore.
[1:52 - 1:55] I don't give a fuck who you are.
[1:55 - 1:58] The only free ride I would give to anyone,
[1:58 - 2:06] the only person I will ever do anything for, is my brother Sean.
[2:06 - 2:07] You want to know why?
[2:07 - 2:11] I'm only going to do shit for my brother Sean from now on.
[2:11 - 2:17] Because my brother Sean actually invests in himself.
[2:17 - 2:25] He works a regular job and shows that he's willing to invest in himself
[2:25 - 2:29] and what he's trying to do with music.
[2:29 - 2:34] I'll help out people like my little brother Ian, AKA Bradley,
[2:34 - 2:39] who has invested in himself.
[2:39 - 2:42] I'm done giving handouts to motherfuckers,
[2:42 - 2:46] because giving out handouts is what got me walked on.
[2:46 - 2:54] Giving out handouts and free rides to people is what got me fucked over.
[2:54 - 2:57] I'm telling you all this right now.
[2:57 - 3:03] I don't give a fuck if you have a brain injury, has a disability.
[3:03 - 3:09] I don't care what kind of disability you got.
[3:09 - 3:14] If you're not willing to be smart and help yourself,
[3:14 - 3:17] how is somebody supposed to help you?
[3:17 - 3:21] If you're not willing to get off your ass and help yourself?
[3:21 - 3:31] I don't care if you say, "Oh, I have a brain injury. I can't do this."
[3:31 - 3:34] I can't do that. Yes, you can.
[3:34 - 3:39] Yes, the fuck you can. You just don't want to.
[3:39 - 3:43] I should know. I was born with disabilities, bro.
[3:43 - 3:47] You're looking at a walking, talking disability.
[3:47 - 3:52] You're looking at somebody that's a walking, talking, breathing disability, bro.
[3:52 - 3:55] I was born with disabilities, all right?
[3:55 - 3:58] I'm supposed to be on a disability.
[3:58 - 4:01] I'm not even supposed to, to be honest with you,
[4:01 - 4:04] I'm not even supposed to be alive right now, okay?
[4:04 - 4:06] I'm not even supposed to be here right now.
[4:06 - 4:09] I'm not even supposed to be alive right now.
[4:09 - 4:15] But yet, here I am.
[4:15 - 4:23] Some of you guys out there want to say that
[4:23 - 4:27] because you have a brain injury that you should be on a disability,
[4:27 - 4:32] and that is true. You should be on disability if you have a brain injury.
[4:32 - 4:36] That's very true. I'm not going to deny that. That's very true.
[4:36 - 4:40] You should be. Hell, I should be on disability.
[4:40 - 4:44] I really should, but I'm not.
[4:44 - 4:46] That's not because I haven't tried.
[4:46 - 4:51] It's because the staying here won't let me get on disability.
[4:51 - 4:54] But it is what it is.
[4:54 - 4:58] Point being, some of you guys out there
[4:58 - 5:03] are smarter than you freaking let yourselves on the beat.
[5:03 - 5:05] And what do you do?
[5:05 - 5:11] You become what's known as emotional vampires.
[5:11 - 5:16] You feed off of other people's emotions.
[5:16 - 5:22] You make them feel sorry for you until they help you out.
[5:22 - 5:31] And that's not cool, dude.
[5:31 - 5:36] If you want to get into the music industry,
[5:36 - 5:40] you've got to be willing to do like I did.
[5:40 - 5:45] The reason why I'm so well respected among my peers in the music industry
[5:45 - 5:49] is because not only did I invest in myself,
[5:49 - 5:53] not only did I buy half my own equipment,
[5:53 - 5:59] not only did I do what I had to do and buckle down,
[5:59 - 6:02] but it's because I showed that I'm willing to work hard.
[6:02 - 6:05] That's how I got to where I'm at.
[6:05 - 6:09] That's why I'm respected by people like Kayla and the artist
[6:09 - 6:13] who is the label owner of Machiavelli Records.
[6:13 - 6:18] That's why I'm so highly regarded by people like him.
[6:18 - 6:21] Because I showed that I'm willing to invest.
[6:21 - 6:29] I showed that I'm willing to work hard, which I am.
[6:29 - 6:34] But for those of you that can work, you need to be out there working.
[6:34 - 6:38] You need to be out there making money and investing in yourself.
[6:38 - 6:42] Because if you're not willing to work hard and invest in yourself,
[6:42 - 6:46] how is anybody supposed to take you seriously?
[6:46 - 6:49] How is anyone supposed to take you seriously
[6:49 - 6:54] if you're not willing to invest in yourself and work hard?
[6:54 - 7:00] How is anybody supposed to help you if you're not willing to help yourself?
[7:00 - 7:08] I get it if you don't have a job and you don't have money for anything.
[7:08 - 7:10] I get it.
[7:10 - 7:15] But that's why y'all need to be out there fucking working, bro.
[7:15 - 7:19] People like me don't have that opportunity.
[7:19 - 7:23] Because I literally have to take care of my family who are elderly
[7:23 - 7:26] and don't have very long left.
[7:26 - 7:29] I don't have the luxury to work a regular job
[7:29 - 7:33] because my parents are so fucking elderly
[7:33 - 7:37] that they can die at any fucking minute.
[7:37 - 7:40] They can die at any fucking minute.
[7:40 - 7:44] So I have a legit reason as to why I can't work.
[7:44 - 7:46] I have to help my family out.
[7:46 - 7:49] I have to do things for them.
[7:49 - 7:52] I have to help them to the bathroom.
[7:52 - 7:56] At times, I have to help them take showers.
[7:56 - 8:01] So I have a reason why I'm not able to do shit.
[8:01 - 8:04] The half-y'all motherfuckers want to sit there
[8:04 - 8:10] and be fucking lazy and not work and not do anything.
[8:10 - 8:14] And guess where me doing what you guys are doing,
[8:14 - 8:19] feeding off of people, not investing in yourself,
[8:19 - 8:23] that kind of shit is what's going to fuck you over.
[8:23 - 8:28] Okay?
[8:28 - 8:31] Looking where I'm giving out free handouts got me.
[8:31 - 8:37] Looking where I'm giving out free handouts fucking got me.
[8:37 - 8:39] It got me fucked over.
[8:39 - 8:47] It got me walked on, and it got me laughed at.
[8:47 - 8:51] That's where it got me.
[8:51 - 8:53] But you want to know something?
[8:53 - 8:56] I didn't make any excuses.
[8:56 - 9:00] See, when I first started having music, I'll be honest,
[9:00 - 9:03] there was no YouTube when I started music.
[9:03 - 9:06] There was no YouTube to help me out.
[9:06 - 9:09] I didn't have anybody to sit down at the point and tell me,
[9:09 - 9:13] "Oh, this is how you do this, and this sounds good with this."
[9:13 - 9:17] No, I had to figure all that shit out on my own.
[9:17 - 9:19] I didn't have YouTube videos to help me.
[9:19 - 9:23] I didn't have friends to show me how to produce shit.
[9:23 - 9:26] I had to learn all my own as I went.
[9:26 - 9:29] And guess where doing that got me?
[9:29 - 9:33] Guess where learning everything all my own as I went got me?
[9:33 - 9:40] It got me to where I made a whole new genre of music that people enjoyed.
[9:40 - 9:45] It got me to where people actually enjoyed my music.
[9:45 - 9:54] It got me to where people fuck with me because I put in that time and that effort.
[9:54 - 10:00] Let me tell you, I don't care how good you think you are at music.
[10:00 - 10:05] I don't care how good you fucking think you are.
[10:05 - 10:12] Because unless you invest in yourself and you bust your ass
[10:12 - 10:18] and you show that you've got what it fucking takes like I do every day,
[10:18 - 10:24] you ain't standing a chance in the fucking industry.
[10:24 - 10:30] Unless you knuckle the fuck down and you stop making excuses
[10:30 - 10:36] as to why you can't do this, why you can't do that, stop making excuses, man.
[10:36 - 10:40] You don't see me making excuses.
[10:40 - 10:47] I help take care of my family but I don't let that stop me from making my music.
[10:47 - 10:51] I don't make excuses for myself.
[10:51 - 11:04] By the way, I don't make excuses.
[11:04 - 11:08] I don't make excuses.
[11:08 - 11:15] I bust my ass.
[11:15 - 11:20] So many of y'all would stop making goddamn excuses for yourselves
[11:20 - 11:27] as to why you can't do something and you sit down, you knuckle down
[11:27 - 11:31] and you go out and get that nine to five job.
[11:31 - 11:37] You go out and figure out how to do this shit just as I did.
[11:37 - 11:40] Maybe then people will respect you.
[11:40 - 11:46] Maybe then someone would more than likely do one to fucking help you.
[11:46 - 11:50] But if you're not willing to invest in yourself,
[11:50 - 11:53] if you're not willing to go out and work that nine to five job,
[11:53 - 12:02] I ain't fucking trying to help you.
[12:02 - 12:06] And that's the thing, bro. I've got my education.
[12:06 - 12:11] Granted, I didn't graduate but I still made it up through 12th grade.
[12:11 - 12:16] I got my education, bro. I got my education.
[12:16 - 12:22] Even though I got fucked out of my diploma, I still made it.
[12:22 - 12:28] Even though I got fucked out of my diploma, I still made it through 12th grade.
[12:28 - 12:40] So I got my education, boy. So who the fuck you talking to?
[12:40 - 12:44] Regardless of whether I graduated or not, it don't fucking matter.
[12:44 - 12:46] I made it up through 12th grade.
[12:46 - 12:50] Matter of fact, I made it to the end of my 12th grade year.
[12:50 - 12:53] So yeah, I got my education, kid.
[12:53 - 13:05] So I don't know who the fuck you're talking to like that.
[13:05 - 13:07] Matter of fact, let me tell you all this.
[13:07 - 13:10] And this is something that not a lot of people know.
[13:10 - 13:16] I was, like if I were to graduate, you know where I want to be right now.
[13:16 - 13:26] I would actually be in one of the most prestigious music schools in the country,
[13:26 - 13:31] which is Musicians Institute, which is out in California.
[13:31 - 13:40] I applied for that college back when I was in high school because doing music is what I wanted to do with my life, okay?
[13:40 - 13:42] Doing music is what I wanted to do with my life.
[13:42 - 13:48] I applied for Musicians Institute out in California my senior year.
[13:48 - 13:52] I got my acceptance letter, right?
[13:52 - 13:55] Which I did. I still have the acceptance letter somewhere.
[13:55 - 13:58] I'll have to try and dig it out and see if I can show it to you guys.
[13:58 - 14:02] But once I do show it to you guys, you guys know what I'm talking about.
[14:02 - 14:08] But I got my acceptance letter into MI, okay?
[14:08 - 14:15] I got my acceptance letter into Musicians Institute because I showed them what I can do,
[14:15 - 14:20] what I was capable of, and they wanted to help me develop my skill.
[14:20 - 14:27] But the day after I get my acceptance letter, that's when everything went to shit.
[14:27 - 14:31] That's when I lost all of that shit.
[14:31 - 14:40] That's when I found out that my fucking idiotic bitch of a principal was racist.
[14:40 - 14:52] And because she didn't like the way that I put her in her place several times for her being a total bitch, what does she do?
[14:52 - 15:01] She keeps me from graduating, which in turn forced me to walk out,
[15:01 - 15:13] which in turn forced me to call up the owner of Musicians Institute or like the headmaster or whoever you wanted to call him there.
[15:13 - 15:23] I had to call the main guy there and tell him that unfortunately I couldn't go because they wouldn't let me graduate.
[15:23 - 15:29] And around here, you can't just walk up and get your GED.
[15:29 - 15:35] No, you got to pay like a thousand dollars for that shit, and I ain't got that kind of money.
[15:35 - 15:44] But despite not being able to go to the one college I wanted to go to, guess what I did?
[15:44 - 15:55] I picked myself up. I picked myself up. Despite all that, I picked myself up and look where I got to.
[15:55 - 15:59] Look where I fucking got to. I picked myself up.
[15:59 - 16:06] I taught myself everything I needed to know, everything that would fucking help me out there in the real world music wise.
[16:06 - 16:11] I picked myself up and look where it got me.
[16:11 - 16:20] It got me in the eyes of some pretty big man people.
[16:20 - 16:29] So like I said, unless you're willing to invest in yourself and you're willing to do shit like I do and learn how to do shit yourself
[16:29 - 16:42] and learn how to bust your ass, I'm not going to fucking help you.
[16:42 - 16:50] Well, guess what, dude? I'd rather be in my family's attic. I'd rather be living a home in my family in the attic
[16:50 - 16:59] knowing that I got a music career coming, knowing that here in a few weeks, I'm going to be at a fucking club performing.
[16:59 - 17:08] You see, what y'all fail to realize is that in just a mere few weeks, I'm going to be at a club performing motherfuckers.
[17:08 - 17:14] In just a few weeks, I'm going to be at a club performing while y'all bitches are sitting here pissed off.
[17:14 - 17:26] In your best believe, I will be filming that shit. I will be live streaming that shit and I will be uploading it.
[17:26 - 17:40] So yeah, but the point is I'm done giving out free handouts because giving out free handouts and being walked on is what got me fucked over,
[17:40 - 17:46] which has led me to try to rebuild my shit back up and bust my ass.
[17:46 - 17:50] Once again, even harder than I had to do before.
[17:50 - 18:00] I ain't never say I was scared to go on stage, bro.
[18:00 - 18:06] If anything, I'm excited to be on stage. If anything, I'm excited to be in front of that crowd.
[18:06 - 18:15] I'm excited to bust my ass and show people what I got. I ain't afraid. I'm excited as fuck for that shit, bro.
[18:15 - 18:18] I'm hyped for that shit, dude.
[18:19 - 18:30] I'm stoked to be in front of that stage here in a few weeks. I'm going to be excited. I'm going to be ecstatic. I'm going to be happy as fuck.
[18:30 - 18:42] And you want to know why? Because I'm going to be doing what I love while y'all pussies are going to be sitting there running your fucking mouth talking shit.
[18:42 - 18:51] While I'm on that stage here in a few weeks, doing what I got to do to get my name out there, what are y'all going to be doing?
[18:51 - 18:57] Sitting there talking shit, acting like a bitch, sitting in the chat running your mouth like a pussy.
[18:57 - 19:09] While I'm on that stage, killing it, y'all going to be sitting here in the chat, "Oh, I wish I was there. Oh, haha. Oh, haha. Oh, haha.
[19:09 - 19:22] Oh, look, I'm that boy that I got to do this. I'm that boy that I got to touch shit. I'm that boy that I'm going to be the last to piss them off."
[19:22 - 19:28] That's going to be you. And guess what? I'm going to sit there and I'm going to fuck your life at you.
[19:28 - 19:38] Because while I'm on that stage, you're going to be sitting there in the chat running your mouth like a pussy ass little bitch with his goddamn thumb up his ass, bro.
[19:38 - 19:47] See, the kind of shit that I do takes time. It doesn't happen overnight.
[19:47 - 19:55] There are some people that are just now turning my age, that are just now getting out there, that are just now making a name for themselves.
[19:55 - 20:03] And guess what? I'm one of those motherfuckers that are just now getting my name out there, that are just now getting somewhere.
[20:03 - 20:14] But you know something? I'm glad that it took this long. And you want to know why? You want to know why I'm glad it took this long? Because it allowed me time to hone my craft.
[20:14 - 20:27] It allowed me time to figure out my niche, to figure out what I'm good at. It gave me time to build my sound, to build my style and perfect what I do.
[20:27 - 20:33] So I don't want to fucking hear it.
[20:33 - 20:40] So I don't want to fucking hear a goddamn word out of your bitch mouth.
[20:40 - 20:56] Well, yes, it may be true that I do racing competitions and e-sports competitions for the time being. That may be true, but that is just to pass the time by.
[20:56 - 21:05] That is just to pass the time by while I wait to be able to get the money to be able to do shit.
[21:05 - 21:22] So all y'all little pussies that are sitting there laughing, you ain't got no reason to laugh. You ain't got no reason to talk yo shit.
[21:22 - 21:27] Hell, I actually want to be a fucking dumbass. I don't fucking matter.
[21:27 - 21:31] Don't let my controller get in.
[21:31 - 21:42] Hold on, y'all. I'm trying to find my goddamn controller that I have.
[21:42 - 21:52] Matter of fact, let me pull something up for you.
[21:52 - 22:21] Let me pull something up for you right quick, man. Something that I don't think a lot of y'all take into consideration, which you clearly should.
[22:21 - 22:44] I'm gonna be agitated, but I'm also going to give you some advice as well. It might be some harsh advice, but it's still some advice.
[22:44 - 22:51] I could get on here and be an asshole and out some of these people and say a bunch of shit and make a lot of people come to your page and fuck it up.
[22:51 - 23:03] But I'm not going to do that. My goal is not to make you fail. I don't want to make you fail because if I try to make you fail and do that to you, it puts negative energy in my life, which I don't want.
[23:03 - 23:27] So I have some pretty good energy in my life right now. Not only that, it takes away from my personal goals, my personal time, for writing music, for making videos. Can you just have me?
[23:27 - 23:29] Ah, here we go.
[23:29 - 23:34] But I'm scared.
[23:34 - 23:37] Your soul belongs to me.
[23:37 - 23:40] Dude, it's been a hot minute since I've been on this mug, huh? Yeah.
[23:40 - 23:47] Dude, the past couple months, I've been going through a really weird time in my life. Like, not a bad day. I mean, not a good day. Just a thing.
[23:47 - 23:51] I just woke up one night and I was like, "Dude, I'm in another jail, bitch."
[23:51 - 23:59] You know how when you're in a club and it's like, like, hobby, DM, everybody twerking, everybody's spilling drinks, nobody gives a fuck. You're just like...
[23:59 - 24:05] Yeah, I feel like that's been me lately, except for my neighbor who doesn't have a doorbell camera.
[24:05 - 24:14] I'm just kidding. My life has changed drastically since the last time I made a video like this one here.
[24:14 - 24:19] My life has changed drastically a lot of times throughout the past five years.
[24:19 - 24:23] And honestly, I think it's because I never really knew what I wanted.
[24:23 - 24:30] I was too, like, caught up in the moment of everything, going so fast-paced, 24/7, 24/7, 24/7.
[24:30 - 24:38] But the past, like, maybe month, I made a bunch of changes in my life that are for me instead of for everyone else.
[24:38 - 24:44] And don't get me wrong, I don't want you to take that as, "Oh, well, you just be out for yourself with no need to experience."
[24:44 - 24:48] You could blend a hand and give your minutes and time to other people.
[24:48 - 24:53] But the thing is, you can't give too much of that away. You have to regulate that.
[24:53 - 25:00] If you're like me and you have a huge heart and want to help everybody, that's cool, but it's also going to take up all your time and minutes.
[25:00 - 25:06] You have to spend your time and minutes wisely. You have to wisely choose who gets your time and minutes.
[25:06 - 25:13] Because time and minutes is more precious than any form of currency on the face of the earth, because that is something you cannot make back.
[25:13 - 25:18] Anybody can get out here and make $1,000 at 10,000 different places.
[25:18 - 25:23] You can't make 10,000 minutes back. Once you've spent those 10,000 minutes, they're gone.
[25:23 - 25:30] And there's two ways you can go with your life currency, your time, your minutes, the thing you never, ever get back.
[25:30 - 25:37] You can either spend your life currency on happiness, being around people you want to be around, doing things you want to do,
[25:37 - 25:48] going places you want to go, or you can get a little away and you can go do all this other shit that does not make you happy.
[25:48 - 25:51] So you're spending your life currency on shit you don't even want.
[25:51 - 25:57] And once you've spent so much time on something like myself doing things that you really don't want to do,
[25:57 - 26:03] that you're really not interested in, and being around people that really don't bring any good memories,
[26:03 - 26:09] it's just a headache, you start to sit back and think, "Well fuck, I'm in a life get now. Thanks a lot, life!"
[26:09 - 26:13] And that's where the phrase comes from.
[26:13 - 26:18] No, not fuck your life. Your life is great. Your life is the canvas.
[26:18 - 26:23] You're just a really shitty with that paintbrush, like, fuck it, but it's okay to be shitty with the paintbrush.
[26:23 - 26:30] Yeah, you got this paintbrush, you're not even cleaning it off, you just, you got red, yellow, blue, green on there,
[26:30 - 26:34] you're like, "Look at what I'm painting!" And you're like, "What is it? It's a big pile of shit!"
[26:34 - 26:39] But then again, who are you spending your life currency on? Are you spending it on people who are like,
[26:39 - 26:45] "Yeah, yeah, that looks good! Look at it, look what I painted! I painted a bigger pile of shit!"
[26:45 - 26:51] Or are you spending it on people who are like, "Hey, your paintbrush is dirty as hell, you've been ditched like 20 times
[26:51 - 26:54] and I haven't cleaned it and your water looking like old ass chocolate milk."
[26:54 - 26:59] So if you're just in this circle with all these people who just paint half ass, ugly ass paintings
[26:59 - 27:05] and don't really care about what they look like and aren't maintaining their utensils to paint good pictures,
[27:05 - 27:09] when you're all in your room, in your little circle room or whatever, all hanging out,
[27:09 - 27:12] you're all hanging your pictures up with your room going to look like doodle on a biscuit.
[27:12 - 27:18] And then next thing you know, you're sitting in this room with all these people, with all these doodle paintings all over the wall,
[27:18 - 27:24] and they're like, "Hey, these paintings are dirty!" And every single second, minute, hour,
[27:24 - 27:30] you choose to sit in the doodle room with fucking all these doodle head ass motherfuckers.
[27:30 - 27:35] Well, you're just, you're gonna feel shitty. No pun intended. You're gonna feel shitty.
[27:35 - 27:41] Because you're going father and father in life debt. Fuck that. Just get up, be like,
[27:41 - 27:47] "Hey, my painting looks like shit. Y'all's paintings look like shit. I'm sick of painting shit."
[27:47 - 27:51] Dude, if no one's doing it for you, just burn it inside yourself. Dude, stand up and be like,
[27:51 - 27:55] "Yo, all y'all's paintings look like high-high painting."
[27:55 - 28:01] And you know what? I'm sick of being septic, take Picasso, fuck it. Then, you walk out of the doodle room,
[28:01 - 28:07] you open the fucking door, and you go out, and you do things, and you be around people,
[28:07 - 28:15] and you go places, and small things, big things, it doesn't matter. Anything that you want to do,
[28:15 - 28:24] in a good light. Anything that you aspire to be, spend your life seconds and minutes on it.
[28:24 - 28:30] Don't give it to people who don't give a fuck. Don't spend it on shit you don't want to do. That's dumb.
[28:30 - 28:37] Invest your life currency for a good life. Don't go in debt to be depressed all the time.
[28:37 - 28:45] Because even though some of y'all, and even myself sometimes, are good at covering up the fact
[28:45 - 28:56] that you're going in debt with it, don't even do that. It's fake. Invest it. Go live that shit.
[28:56 - 29:02] Fuck and be happy, dude. Fuck being depressed. You don't have to be. Fuck going in debt to life.
[29:02 - 29:07] You don't have to. You just simply don't have to. So with that being said,
[29:07 - 29:11] don't take those two new paintings off the wall, bruh. This room ugly as hell.
[29:11 - 29:16] Remodel that mug associate. You know what I'm saying?
[29:16 - 29:25] Now, take that and combine it with what I'm about to show y'all.
[29:25 - 29:28] Take what he just said right there, and combine it with him.
[29:28 - 29:35] Now, take what he just said right there, and combine it with this.
[29:35 - 29:38] All right, look, there's a few things we're going to talk about in this video.
[29:38 - 29:43] I'm a tad bit agitated, but I'm also going to give you some advice as well.
[29:43 - 29:46] It might be some harsh advice, but it's still some advice.
[29:46 - 29:49] I couldn't get over here and be an asshole and out some of these people
[29:49 - 29:53] and say a bunch of shit and make a lot of people come to your page and fuck it up.
[29:53 - 29:56] But I'm not going to do that. My goal is not to make you fail.
[29:56 - 30:02] I don't want to make you fail because if I try to make you fail and do that to you,
[30:02 - 30:05] it puts negative energy in my life, which I don't want.
[30:05 - 30:08] So I have some pretty good energy in my life right now.
[30:08 - 30:12] Not only that, it takes away from my personal goals, my personal time,
[30:12 - 30:15] from writing music, from making videos and just having the other.
[30:15 - 30:20] But I've been seeing some shit lately. It is kind of weird and it's really starting to annoy me.
[30:20 - 30:22] I don't know if it's because my numbers are going up.
[30:22 - 30:24] I don't know if it's because I have my album about to come out.
[30:24 - 30:27] I don't know if it's because I just dropped and said fuck it.
[30:27 - 30:29] It's got almost 3 million views.
[30:29 - 30:32] I don't know why, but we're having a talk right now.
[30:32 - 30:34] Number one, if you're getting into the music industry,
[30:34 - 30:36] here's what not to do, Ralph.
[30:36 - 30:41] What you don't do is make a YouTube name called Ryan Upchurch
[30:41 - 30:45] with the same exact picture as me, Ryan Upchurch.
[30:45 - 30:49] And then get into my album and write over and over.
[30:49 - 30:54] But hey, do you like country rap tunes? If you do, check out my new music.
[30:54 - 30:56] Check out those fucking new music.
[30:56 - 30:59] What's your name? What do you look like?
[30:59 - 31:01] How do we look you up on iTunes?
[31:01 - 31:05] It's not my music you're posting. It's definitely not my music you're posting.
[31:05 - 31:10] There's no beneficial factor to acting like another artist
[31:10 - 31:14] and then making it the same profile picture, same name and everything,
[31:14 - 31:19] claiming to be us and then posting beginner music.
[31:19 - 31:23] It's okay that it's beginner music. I have beginner music.
[31:23 - 31:26] My album Chico County is beginner music.
[31:26 - 31:29] But I didn't say, "Look at me. I'm fucking swim shady.
[31:29 - 31:31] Check out my new country rap tunes."
[31:31 - 31:34] It would be better for you to have your own name
[31:34 - 31:38] and your own picture and your own music and go into other artists' comments
[31:38 - 31:41] and be like, "Hey, check out my music if you have a chance."
[31:41 - 31:44] I mean, people act like we don't see it, like we don't read comments.
[31:44 - 31:47] We do. And I block them every time.
[31:47 - 31:52] If I block for one, nobody's going to listen to it because they know you're lying, first of all.
[31:52 - 31:56] Second off, people are going to get angry and not want to even give it a chance
[31:56 - 32:00] when you're following somebody that they like and they see you acting like them to promote your shit.
[32:00 - 32:02] That's just not how you do things.
[32:02 - 32:05] So to get this part of the video out of the way, don't do that.
[32:05 - 32:08] Make up your own name. Post a picture of yourself.
[32:08 - 32:11] If you want to promote other artists' shit, fine, do it.
[32:11 - 32:14] If people click on it, do it. If they don't, well, I mean...
[32:14 - 32:18] If you want me to follow your music, you have to make stuff they want to listen to.
[32:18 - 32:23] This is not a job where it's like, "Oh, I can just sit back and fucking be lazy all day
[32:23 - 32:27] and eat co-op cakes and drink fruit coquille and just fucking spit some shit on the track."
[32:27 - 32:28] People will buy it.
[32:28 - 32:31] I know some people might think it's that easy, but it's not.
[32:31 - 32:32] That's right. It's not.
[32:32 - 32:34] There is a lot of work that goes into this.
[32:34 - 32:37] There's a lot of days you're going to have fucking headaches.
[32:37 - 32:39] There's a lot of times you're going to have writer's block.
[32:39 - 32:43] There's a lot of times you're going to have to brainstorm to figure out what to write about.
[32:43 - 32:46] Not only that, you can't just sit in a fucking room and write songs.
[32:46 - 32:47] You've got to go out and live.
[32:47 - 32:48] You've got to fuck shit up.
[32:48 - 32:49] You've got to fuck up.
[32:49 - 32:50] You've got to win.
[32:50 - 32:51] You've got to do good shit.
[32:51 - 32:53] You've got to go through sketchy situations.
[32:53 - 32:55] You've got to put yourself out there to write these songs,
[32:55 - 32:59] because some of them write themselves, especially as an independent artist.
[32:59 - 33:01] You have no health as an independent artist.
[33:01 - 33:05] The only person that has your back is you as an independent artist.
[33:05 - 33:10] You don't have people handing you stuff, "I'll sing this," or, "I'd sing this,"
[33:10 - 33:12] or, "This wouldn't be a good way to handle heartstrings."
[33:12 - 33:13] No.
[33:13 - 33:16] As an independent artist, if you want to write songs that pull heartstrings,
[33:16 - 33:18] you have to have your heartstrings pulled.
[33:18 - 33:22] If you want to write a depressing song, you've got to go through a time where you're fucking depressed,
[33:22 - 33:27] which is why my personal philosophy on writing music is you can't sing a song you don't live.
[33:27 - 33:28] You can't.
[33:28 - 33:33] I mean, you can, but your lifespan is going to be this fucking wrong.
[33:33 - 33:38] In this day and age, if you're not connected with the people who watch you,
[33:38 - 33:43] if you're not singing songs about certain stuff that you're going through in your personal life,
[33:43 - 33:48] how are people going to consistently attach their stuff to you or relate to you?
[33:48 - 33:49] They're not.
[33:49 - 33:54] Every single emotion you go through, whether it doesn't matter if they're sporadic,
[33:54 - 33:57] and you go through a bunch of weird shit in a month,
[33:57 - 34:00] you think there's not people out there that go through a bunch of weird shit in a month?
[34:00 - 34:01] There is.
[34:01 - 34:03] I mean, dude, times are different.
[34:03 - 34:06] We live in a life now where everything is fake.
[34:06 - 34:09] The person you're meeting on Tinder is fake.
[34:09 - 34:12] The person you watch on whatever is fake.
[34:12 - 34:17] The song that this guy is singing on this show is, it's not his song.
[34:17 - 34:18] It's fake.
[34:18 - 34:20] He's singing someone else's fucking song.
[34:20 - 34:23] The person you thank, you're following, you made it in real life,
[34:23 - 34:26] and they're nothing like they seem to be in real life.
[34:26 - 34:27] I mean, dude.
[34:27 - 34:28] That is true.
[34:28 - 34:29] I'm mad at you that I like that.
[34:29 - 34:31] I have not a few that I like that.
[34:31 - 34:33] But here's the issue.
[34:33 - 34:37] We have independent artists now.
[34:37 - 34:40] They have mainstream attributes.
[34:40 - 34:42] Things they were preaching about in the beginning,
[34:42 - 34:44] it's three, four years past.
[34:44 - 34:47] They're not so much preaching about the same things they are anymore,
[34:47 - 34:48] which is fine.
[34:48 - 34:53] But you still have to preach about the things that you're actually going through
[34:53 - 34:57] and the things that you have to draw a picture that is actually you.
[34:57 - 34:59] Because here's the thing.
[34:59 - 35:03] Because if you're not being you, you don't know what to write about.
[35:03 - 35:06] If you're sitting here brainstorming to be someone you're not,
[35:06 - 35:09] then the idea is you're not going to flow out of your brain.
[35:09 - 35:13] You're not going to walk in the studio and execute fucking ten songs.
[35:13 - 35:15] I'm going to be like, "Dude, I just did ten fucking songs."
[35:15 - 35:16] No.
[35:16 - 35:17] You're going to be like, "Oh, wait.
[35:17 - 35:20] Who's I trying to be a minute ago?
[35:20 - 35:22] I've got to write like that person so they think this."
[35:22 - 35:25] Do you see how that becomes a big fucking problem?
[35:25 - 35:27] It's like a big fucking tingly chord.
[35:27 - 35:29] You have to fucking undo it.
[35:29 - 35:33] If you just be yourself, you can just free your own.
[35:33 - 35:35] You can wing it.
[35:35 - 35:37] People like seeing people wing it.
[35:37 - 35:39] I've been winging it since the fucking beginning,
[35:39 - 35:42] but winging it has gotten me to this point.
[35:42 - 35:45] Winging it has gotten Pops into his point.
[35:45 - 35:48] Winging it has gotten Tom McDonald to his point.
[35:48 - 35:49] There is no blueprint.
[35:49 - 35:51] There is no I.S.
[35:51 - 35:54] We're going to do this on September 4th at 3.30 a.m.
[35:54 - 35:56] Nah, dude.
[35:56 - 35:58] If it's there, if it's there.
[35:58 - 36:00] If it's not, it's not.
[36:00 - 36:03] What is the excitement behind knowing what's going to happen?
[36:03 - 36:06] What is the excitement about knowing what someone's going to talk about?
[36:06 - 36:10] What is the excitement about knowing if this person's going to be on this show
[36:10 - 36:13] or be on this show or if they're going to put out this music?
[36:13 - 36:16] There's no excitement if you already know what the fuck's going to happen,
[36:16 - 36:18] which brings me to my next point.
[36:18 - 36:20] You have to be sharp-minded.
[36:20 - 36:22] If you want to keep growing, you've got to be sharp-minded,
[36:22 - 36:25] because when fucking problems come to you,
[36:25 - 36:28] you have to be the motherfucker that executes some son's bitches.
[36:28 - 36:31] You don't have, as it end up in ours, you don't have a PR team that's like,
[36:31 - 36:34] "Oh, well, um, you should say this, and oh, don't comment on that,
[36:34 - 36:37] and hey, steer clear from this guy and don't go hang out with him. He's bad news."
[36:37 - 36:39] You know what my PR team is?
[36:39 - 36:42] My gut and my fucking brain.
[36:42 - 36:45] Nobody can drive your career car like you can.
[36:45 - 36:48] I call it your career car because I really love cars.
[36:48 - 36:52] You're the motherfucker that's supposed to know when you're let out on the clutch.
[36:52 - 36:55] You're the motherfucker that's supposed to know where to perfectly shift it
[36:55 - 36:57] when the RPMs go to that perfect point.
[36:57 - 37:00] With your career, you're supposed to be the one that knows how to drive
[37:00 - 37:02] with your name when you need to.
[37:02 - 37:05] You're the person that's supposed to know when your tires are about to break loose.
[37:05 - 37:08] If they're bald, if they've got tread, if you have gas,
[37:08 - 37:12] if you have clean oil, that's all on you as an independent artist.
[37:12 - 37:14] It's not on nobody else.
[37:14 - 37:18] If anybody else talks in your career car, they're going to stall that motherfucker,
[37:18 - 37:21] they're going to blow the head gasket, they're going to grind that transmission gears,
[37:21 - 37:23] they're going to fuck it all up for you.
[37:23 - 37:26] What are you going to say? "Oh, boy, it's his fault. He's the one that drove my car."
[37:26 - 37:28] No, motherfucker, you're the one that let him drive it.
[37:28 - 37:31] Which brings me to my next point, coattail riding.
[37:31 - 37:33] Coattail riding gets you nowhere.
[37:33 - 37:36] You know what it does? It gets you someone else's coach.
[37:36 - 37:38] It doesn't get you anywhere.
[37:38 - 37:41] Because eventually, once you coattail ride so much,
[37:41 - 37:44] that person's going to be like, "They're going to slip that coat off my road.
[37:44 - 37:47] You can have it. Just fucking leave me alone."
[37:47 - 37:49] They're going to go get a new coach.
[37:49 - 37:51] They're going to have your old coach.
[37:51 - 37:54] They're going to sit there and be like, "Man, I got a coat."
[37:54 - 38:01] While they're walking away, going to get a new coat, upgrading their self,
[38:01 - 38:05] while you're still hanging on the coat you were riding on them with.
[38:05 - 38:07] Now, listen, it's okay to do features,
[38:07 - 38:11] but there comes a point where features don't make sense.
[38:11 - 38:13] There are times when features do make sense
[38:13 - 38:16] when it's artists that are near the same level.
[38:16 - 38:20] Now, if this artist and this artist are on the same level,
[38:20 - 38:23] and they get a feature, and then this guy on the heater ruined
[38:23 - 38:25] the bunch of shit from trying to get at this guy,
[38:25 - 38:28] and this guy's up here now, and this dude's still down here,
[38:28 - 38:30] you don't get a feature with that guy.
[38:30 - 38:33] This guy's like, "No, you don't try to fuck me over.
[38:33 - 38:36] I'm not going to come back down and then try to pull you up here
[38:36 - 38:38] and then go back to where I was. I don't know.
[38:38 - 38:39] It doesn't work like that."
[38:39 - 38:41] The reason I'm even on this topic is because,
[38:41 - 38:44] recently, I really said, "Fuck it."
[38:44 - 38:47] I've been working my ass off for the people who watch me.
[38:47 - 38:50] I've been made a whole other country album.
[38:50 - 38:52] I've been made a whole other rap album.
[38:52 - 38:54] I'm starting on "Creeper 3,"
[38:54 - 38:58] and then shot a music video with another really big artist, Clay Walker.
[38:58 - 39:01] I just come out with a documentary, "Holler Boys,"
[39:01 - 39:06] with "Ain't Loose Visions."
[39:06 - 39:09] I got so much shit that I've been working on that's not out yet,
[39:09 - 39:11] but do you see what I do?
[39:11 - 39:13] I mind my own business.
[39:13 - 39:16] I stay in my own house. I stay in my own lane.
[39:16 - 39:19] I'm not worried about nobody. I'm worried about me.
[39:19 - 39:22] I'm worried about what my people think about me,
[39:22 - 39:25] not yesterday, but a year from now.
[39:25 - 39:27] See, I'm working in the future.
[39:27 - 39:29] These motherfuckers are living in the past
[39:29 - 39:32] and living in the past gets you nowhere,
[39:32 - 39:34] because no matter what, the world still turns.
[39:34 - 39:36] Trends still change.
[39:36 - 39:39] You have to up your skill level all the time.
[39:39 - 39:41] If you don't, you're going to fucking fade away.
[39:41 - 39:46] And with that being said, and listen, I'll watch everything, okay?
[39:46 - 39:48] When you see "Active" at 3 o'clock in here,
[39:48 - 39:51] because I'm playing with my balls and watching porn, now,
[39:51 - 39:53] it's because I'm seeing what everyone's doing.
[39:53 - 39:56] I'm looking at people's stuff, looking at their comments,
[39:56 - 39:58] seeing what they're talking about.
[39:58 - 40:00] I'm seeing what other artists are liking
[40:00 - 40:02] and what they're not liking.
[40:02 - 40:04] I see what other artists are commenting on.
[40:04 - 40:06] I see what they're posting. That's what I do.
[40:06 - 40:08] I sit around and I observe.
[40:08 - 40:10] And then I consume all of it.
[40:10 - 40:12] And then I make my own judgment about whatever it is they're doing,
[40:12 - 40:14] if I'm interested in it, if I need to know.
[40:14 - 40:17] And then I go over about my business, and I don't say anything.
[40:17 - 40:20] Then there's the other type of artist that doesn't stick around that long.
[40:20 - 40:22] The one that's like, "Hey, I'm going to ditch this person
[40:22 - 40:26] just fucking because I'm going to fucking talk shit to up church
[40:26 - 40:28] and put it just for life.
[40:28 - 40:32] So for three whole days, I get attention.
[40:32 - 40:35] Bad attention, but whatever, it's still attention.
[40:35 - 40:37] And then they don't like it.
[40:37 - 40:39] It's like, "Dude, it's what you asked for.
[40:39 - 40:41] That's what the fuck you ordered."
[40:41 - 40:44] I had an artist just the other day hit me up.
[40:44 - 40:46] He's not that big of an artist.
[40:46 - 40:48] At one time, we were on the same level.
[40:48 - 40:50] We're not on the same level anymore.
[40:50 - 40:54] And this is the thing, you can't look at other people and be jealous.
[40:54 - 40:56] You have to look at other people and be inspired.
[40:56 - 40:59] It has to make you want to get up and be better.
[40:59 - 41:02] You can't look at somebody and be like, "Fuck him. I wish I was there."
[41:02 - 41:05] And then you dwell on it so long, and you dwell on it so long,
[41:05 - 41:07] and you dwell on it so long.
[41:07 - 41:08] And then you're like, "Oh shit, I'm sinking."
[41:08 - 41:10] And you're like, "Wait, no, I changed my mind."
[41:10 - 41:12] And it's too late. You fucking drowned it.
[41:12 - 41:14] So this artist who hit me up by the ends of the day,
[41:14 - 41:16] I'm not going to stick with it.
[41:16 - 41:17] I don't want any trouble for him.
[41:17 - 41:19] I don't want everybody to notice that he didn't fucking shit up.
[41:19 - 41:21] But they come to me the other day and they're like,
[41:21 - 41:23] "I need you on a song.
[41:23 - 41:26] You're going to get on this song and you're going to..."
[41:26 - 41:27] Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
[41:27 - 41:30] First off, motherfucker, you're talking to the wrong motherfucker like that.
[41:30 - 41:32] You don't come to me telling me I'm going to do something.
[41:32 - 41:36] That makes me not want to do it even more than I already don't want to do it.
[41:36 - 41:40] Then this artist proceeds to tell me, "You fucked my career up.
[41:40 - 41:43] It's your fault. I'm trying to do better for myself,
[41:43 - 41:45] and it's your fault that you did it."
[41:45 - 41:48] Nothing, buddy. My chance.
[41:48 - 41:51] You don't come to me telling me I'm going to fucking do something.
[41:51 - 41:53] You can do pure favor.
[41:53 - 41:58] Especially after you done dissed me on this screen this time
[41:58 - 42:01] and this time and said this about me on Facebook,
[42:01 - 42:03] and then you come back, "Oh, I'm sorry,"
[42:03 - 42:07] and then do it again and then come back and say, "Oh, you're a favorite."
[42:07 - 42:10] I don't owe you shit.
[42:10 - 42:14] I don't have to do fucking nothing for you, and I'm not.
[42:14 - 42:18] Because with everything I just said prior in this video,
[42:18 - 42:21] this person has done it.
[42:21 - 42:23] His music has not gotten better.
[42:23 - 42:25] It's gotten shorter and worse.
[42:25 - 42:28] They're not taking care of their self, like they should.
[42:28 - 42:31] This artist is not even making YouTube videos, dude.
[42:31 - 42:33] Everyone has smartphones now.
[42:33 - 42:36] You won't be able to know about you and you won't be able to look at yourself.
[42:36 - 42:38] Do something.
[42:38 - 42:39] Click your record button.
[42:39 - 42:42] Learn how to use item envy.
[42:42 - 42:45] Get out there and live and do things that make you write songs.
[42:45 - 42:49] Whoa, he's really changing as an artist.
[42:49 - 42:53] Now, look, you don't have to change the roots of yourself,
[42:53 - 42:59] but with the growth of you is also the growth of the people watching you.
[42:59 - 43:02] If they don't see you growing and they start to grow,
[43:02 - 43:06] and they're like, "Dude, this fucking shit is still 21 years old.
[43:06 - 43:10] What the fuck? We're all growing up now."
[43:10 - 43:13] They're not going to be able to relate anymore
[43:13 - 43:17] because you're still holding on to that cliche bullshit ass,
[43:17 - 43:19] "I'm a redneck in the back of my truck."
[43:19 - 43:26] Well, that's fine, but you can sing those songs better, more mature.
[43:26 - 43:29] You can sound better. Your craft could be better.
[43:29 - 43:31] But when you're just fucking laying around
[43:31 - 43:35] and waiting for a write-up church to do a feature with someone huge
[43:35 - 43:38] or release a huge song and then come back and be like,
[43:38 - 43:41] "Hey, oh, no, come get me. I need another coke.
[43:41 - 43:43] I need more coke, bro."
[43:43 - 43:45] I'm trying to stay warm. I've made bad decisions.
[43:45 - 43:48] I've dealt with them and bettered myself.
[43:48 - 43:52] I've done stupid shit. I've realized it and bettered myself.
[43:52 - 43:54] But when you do dumb shit and you try to cover up,
[43:54 - 43:58] "I didn't do nothing with me. You're weird with someone else."
[43:58 - 44:01] You're not learning nothing. You're not progressing.
[44:01 - 44:04] Do you realize how much shit that I've been through, bro?
[44:04 - 44:09] For real? For fucking real? Crazy breakups?
[44:09 - 44:13] Motherfucker's getting all mine. He's like, "No, no, no, no."
[44:13 - 44:15] You've got to deal with this.
[44:15 - 44:17] You can't sweep it under a rug.
[44:17 - 44:19] You can't act like it didn't happen.
[44:19 - 44:22] You've got to face these problems as a man or a woman.
[44:22 - 44:24] You have to face these problems yourself.
[44:24 - 44:27] You've got to deal with them and you have to prevail.
[44:27 - 44:30] If you get fucking scared every time somebody does something
[44:30 - 44:32] or says something and you run and cower and be like,
[44:32 - 44:35] "Oh, it wasn't me. It was his fault."
[44:35 - 44:38] You might as well just find another job.
[44:38 - 44:42] Because you know what happens when you lie about yourself?
[44:42 - 44:46] If you lie about yourself once, you've got to lie 20 times.
[44:46 - 44:50] If you lie 20 times, you've got to lie 40 more times.
[44:50 - 44:54] If you tell the truth about yourself, you've got to tell the truth once.
[44:54 - 44:58] Just once.
[44:58 - 45:01] When shit comes your way, get on here.
[45:01 - 45:02] Tell the truth.
[45:02 - 45:04] Show them who you really are.
[45:04 - 45:06] Don't act like somebody else.
[45:06 - 45:12] Don't wait on somebody else to push you up to the next spot.
[45:12 - 45:15] Don't wait on this motherfucker to have a big song so you can be like,
[45:15 - 45:18] "Oh, I'm just doing it now for a reason. Well."
[45:18 - 45:20] No.
[45:20 - 45:23] It is nobody's fault but yours.
[45:23 - 45:26] It's nobody's fault. Your numbers aren't going up.
[45:26 - 45:28] It's your fault.
[45:28 - 45:32] Because you're wasting all your time on shit that doesn't fucking matter.
[45:32 - 45:36] It's not helping you in any aspect of being an artist or an entertainer.
[45:36 - 45:39] That sounds like skunking right there, man.
[45:39 - 45:42] You can look at my shows right before coronavirus.
[45:42 - 45:44] They look totally different.
[45:44 - 45:47] You can listen to my songs from Cheatham County.
[45:47 - 45:49] You can listen to my songs from Parachute and Krieger.
[45:49 - 45:51] Totally different.
[45:51 - 45:53] You know how they got totally different?
[45:53 - 45:55] Me minding my own business.
[45:55 - 45:57] Me wanting to better myself with an arms.
[45:57 - 45:59] Because I like to strive.
[45:59 - 46:03] If you really want to be good at music, you'll do the right things.
[46:03 - 46:06] If you're in it for the wrong reasons, if you're in it for bitches and money
[46:06 - 46:10] and fucking cars and all this other shit,
[46:10 - 46:13] your career is going to be short-lived.
[46:13 - 46:15] You're going to be a speed wall. You're going to wreck.
[46:15 - 46:18] And your career car is going to be fucking told.
[46:18 - 46:21] If you're in it for the passion of music,
[46:21 - 46:24] for the passion of people sticking their earphones in
[46:24 - 46:26] and listening to what you're saying and being like,
[46:26 - 46:29] "He really is getting better. He really is going through some shit.
[46:29 - 46:33] He is really talking about some real shit that I went through before, too."
[46:33 - 46:35] That's how you win works.
[46:35 - 46:37] You don't win hearts by dissing.
[46:37 - 46:40] You don't win hearts by coattail riding.
[46:40 - 46:45] You don't win hearts by showing people something that you're not.
[46:45 - 46:48] The people that watch you are not dumb.
[46:48 - 46:51] These people that watch us are not dumb.
[46:51 - 46:53] They know when you're bullshit.
[46:53 - 46:55] They know when you're being fucking fast.
[46:55 - 46:57] They know when you're doing something that's out of your element
[46:57 - 47:00] that's like, "What the fuck? Why are they doing that?"
[47:00 - 47:02] Why are they going into this artist? What the fuck?
[47:02 - 47:06] Why don't they just stick to what they know?
[47:06 - 47:09] You lie once, you've got to lie 40 times.
[47:09 - 47:12] You lie 40 times, you've got to lie 80 times.
[47:12 - 47:15] And by the time you go to lie the 80th first time,
[47:15 - 47:18] nobody is going to fuck with you anymore.
[47:18 - 47:21] You tell the truth once, you go through shit.
[47:21 - 47:24] You tell the truth again, you show people who you really are.
[47:24 - 47:26] That's how they connect.
[47:26 - 47:31] That's how you gain respect, and that's how you stay in the game.
[47:31 - 47:35] Now, do I need to make my point any more queer, motherfuckers?
[47:35 - 47:42] Do I seriously need to make my point any more goddamn queer, bro?
[47:42 - 47:46] Do I seriously need to make myself any more queer,
[47:46 - 47:50] because everything he just said about being yourself,
[47:50 - 47:52] that's the shit that I do.
[47:52 - 47:56] Matter of fact, take the Kate shit, for example.
[47:56 - 48:00] I came on here, I spoke the fucking truth,
[48:00 - 48:06] said that I fucked up, wrote my wrongs, and fettered myself from it.
[48:06 - 48:10] My little bitches like Skull Kid over here are all like,
[48:10 - 48:14] "I'm going to diss him because he doesn't care that I want that clout."
[48:14 - 48:17] That's him. That's that, motherfucker.
[48:17 - 48:22] While I'm over here, doing me, minding my own business,
[48:22 - 48:25] staying in my own lane, doing me.
[48:25 - 48:30] Motherfuckers like Skull Kid want to come in, run around, diss me,
[48:30 - 48:34] do this, that, and the other, and it's like, where does that get you?
[48:34 - 48:37] What does that fucking get you, bro?
[48:37 - 48:40] What does dissing me fucking get you? Nowhere.
[48:40 - 48:44] What is coattail riding that gets you? Nowhere.
[48:44 - 48:49] While I'm out here busting my ass, doing what I gotta do,
[48:49 - 48:53] great, I've had motherfuckers try to take shit from me,
[48:53 - 48:55] yank names out from under me and shit,
[48:55 - 49:00] to where I've had to change my name any time it's over.
[49:00 - 49:04] But guess what? I'm still out here doing me.
[49:04 - 49:08] I'm still out here busting my ass.
[49:08 - 49:11] Great, and it might be taking me a while to get shows going
[49:11 - 49:14] because of obviously the virus and shit like that,
[49:14 - 49:19] but I'm out here doing shit.
[49:19 - 49:23] I'm out here actually doing shit.
[49:23 - 49:26] I'm actually out here minding my own business.
[49:26 - 49:29] I'm actually out here putting out music,
[49:29 - 49:32] doing live DJ shows here from my room
[49:32 - 49:35] to show y'all that I got what it takes.
[49:35 - 49:39] I'm out here doing cover shows to show y'all that I got what it takes.
[49:39 - 49:42] I'm out here putting out songs every fucking week
[49:42 - 49:45] to show y'all I got what it takes.
[49:45 - 49:49] But yeah, half of y'all motherfuckers want to sit there and be like,
[49:49 - 49:53] "Oh, he's fake as fuck. He's not going to get nowhere.
[49:53 - 49:57] He's fake as fuck. He's living in his grandma's attic.
[49:57 - 50:01] He did this. He did this. He's up in this troll.
[50:01 - 50:03] He's living in his mama's attic.
[50:03 - 50:06] So we're going to try to ruin everything for him
[50:06 - 50:10] just because we want the club and we think he looks weird."
[50:10 - 50:12] That's y'all motherfucker.
[50:12 - 50:14] That's how y'all motherfucking idiots sound, bro.
[50:14 - 50:18] That's how all you stupid fuckheads actually sound.
[50:18 - 50:21] You sound dumb as fuck.
[50:21 - 50:24] Like, for real, you sound stupid as hell,
[50:32 - 50:36] which is honestly annoying as fuck.
[50:36 - 50:51] For real, y'all sound dumb as fuck.
[50:51 - 50:56] Like, y'all sit there.
[50:59 - 51:03] You bash on me.
[51:03 - 51:05] You attack me.
[51:05 - 51:08] You try to take shit from me.
[51:08 - 51:14] And then when I come back and defend my music or defend my craft,
[51:14 - 51:17] y'all want to sit there and say this, that, and the other.
[51:17 - 51:21] Like, I'm the only dude that fucks up.
[51:25 - 51:29] When, quite clearly, I'm not.
[51:29 - 51:42] Obviously, I'm not.
[51:42 - 51:47] And yet, y'all still want to sit there and talk your shit.
[51:47 - 51:50] For what reason?
[51:50 - 51:52] It don't make no sense, dude.
[51:52 - 51:55] It really don't.
[51:55 - 52:06] I ain't hell.
[52:06 - 52:13] If I didn't know what I was doing with music, then why did I put out shit like this?
[52:13 - 52:16] Why did I put out a mashup like this?
[52:16 - 52:20] Why did I put out a remix with fucking Lindsey Stirling,
[52:20 - 52:24] who's one of the biggest fucking violins in the world, bro?
[52:24 - 52:27] Why did I put out something dope like this?
[52:27 - 52:53] I'm just a fan of shit.
[52:53 - 53:06] (Music)
[53:06 - 53:09] I'm trying to be the same now.
[53:09 - 53:27] (Music)
[53:27 - 53:35] Or do I need to go back and replay the fucking video
[53:35 - 53:41] that everybody fucking loves the song everybody fucking loves the list to,
[53:41 - 53:45] which is this right here?
[53:45 - 53:48] Do I really need to play this remix again for you?
[53:48 - 53:51] Or do I need to play one of my older songs for you again?
[53:51 - 54:18] (Music)
[54:18 - 54:23] Do I really need to play that again or do I really need to go back into my old shit
[54:23 - 54:25] and bust out my old shit?
[54:26 - 58:38] Or do I really need to go back into my old shit?
[58:38 - 87:57] Cause I don't have zero issue doing that.
[87:57 - 87:58] Thank you very much.
[87:58 - 87:59] Thanks, man.
[87:59 - 87:59] Peace.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1442' on August 17th, 2024
