2021-6-16 the truth about why im ot where i need to be

[0:00 - 0:26] I'm not going to stay here and be around the bush. Y'all know who this video is for. This
[0:26 - 0:38] is for Shaggy to go. The man who dissed me or got paid to diss me. The man that got paid
[0:38 - 0:51] to diss me by Skull Kid. I'm here to tell you the fucking truth. I'm here to tell you
[0:51 - 0:58] the fucking truth. Not only to you Shaggy, but to everybody out there that wonders why
[0:58 - 1:08] I'm not where I need to fucking be. Everybody out there that wonders why I'm not where
[1:08 - 1:13] I need to be and why I'm not doing shit that I need to be doing or shit that I want to
[1:13 - 1:25] do like my fucking music. I'm here to put that to a fucking rest. Now Shaggy, do you
[1:25 - 1:30] want to know the real reason why I'm not out there doing shows? Why I'm not out there
[1:30 - 1:39] doing shit? It's because of the little sniveling, crying baby baguettes like Skull Kid. Little
[1:39 - 1:48] bitches like Skull Kid that want to fuck me over. People like Skull Kid want to ruin
[1:48 - 1:58] shit for me because I look a little bit different. See, like you Shaggy too though. Like you
[1:58 - 2:07] Shaggy. I've been bashed on a bullet my whole goddamn life. I've been labeled the outcast
[2:07 - 2:16] my entire life just like you. And what happens when I get good at something motherfuckers
[2:16 - 2:25] like Skull Kid want to come along and fuck shit up for me, steal from me, take shit
[2:25 - 2:33] from me. And then you got little bitch ass coat bags like Masshole reports who want to
[2:33 - 2:50] take advantage of me and steal from me, ruin my reputation, ruin my fucking name. And I'm
[2:50 - 2:56] calling every one of you motherfuckers out right the fuck now. I'm calling every one
[2:56 - 3:03] of you pussies out right the fuck now. See, what you motherfuckers don't realize, what
[3:03 - 3:10] y'all don't realize is this. Y'all tell me that you want to do something with my life.
[3:10 - 3:23] Y'all want to sit there and tell me to do something with my life. But then, but then
[3:23 - 3:30] when I start to do something with my life and I start to do good for myself and I start
[3:30 - 3:37] to make money off the shit that I enjoy, what do you fuckbags do? You come in and
[3:37 - 3:47] you ruin shit. You come in and you shut me down. You hold me back. Oh, for what? For
[3:47 - 3:55] what? Hey you see Shaggy, this is something that he never told you. This is something
[3:55 - 4:03] that Skull Kid didn't fucking tell you. Is that he likes to bully motherfuckers. He likes
[4:03 - 4:14] to attack people. He likes to hold people back. And that's how he fucking is. 'Cause
[4:14 - 4:32] I can tell you motherfuckers don't want to bully me. Hold on guys. What? What the fuck?
[4:32 - 4:57] What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck?
[4:57 - 5:26] What the fuck?
[5:27 - 5:54] Now, y'all see what I just did? Helping my family out. Y'all see how I just had to go
[5:54 - 6:02] help my family out? That's my life. That's what I do is help take care of my family.
[6:02 - 6:09] That's my life every day. That is my fucking life every day. Helping to take care of my
[6:09 - 6:23] family. That's my life. And what you little pussies don't realize is this. You tell me
[6:23 - 6:29] to go out, get a job, make money somehow, right? Well, the minute I start making a little
[6:29 - 6:34] bit of money, I start making a little bit of money and I start doing good for myself,
[6:34 - 6:40] right? I start doing real good for myself. I start to make a living off of what I love
[6:40 - 6:46] to do, whether it be my music or my artwork or whatever I'm doing. I start to get a little
[6:46 - 6:53] bit ahead, right? I start to do good. And then what do you fucking do? You come along
[6:53 - 6:58] and you yank it out from under me. And for what reason? Because I look a little bit
[6:58 - 7:15] different because you don't like me because of what I fucking do. Like why y'all gotta
[7:15 - 7:22] go after me? I don't get it. Why go after the little guy? Why go after the guy that's
[7:22 - 7:31] out here busting his ass, trying to make a living just like you do? I don't get it.
[7:31 - 7:39] You want the true shaggy too though? I don't hate you. I respect you. But what I hate
[7:39 - 7:45] is that you're listening to this punk ass bitch, Skull Kid who can't fucking stand
[7:45 - 7:53] my ass. You're listening to the little fat ass bitch in a goddamn wheelchair who likes
[7:53 - 8:06] the bully motherfuckers, who likes to attack people. You think I like relying on my family
[8:06 - 8:14] for shit? You think I like taking money from my family to be able to do shit that I want
[8:14 - 8:22] to do? No. I want to be able to earn my own way. I want to be able to make money myself
[8:22 - 8:32] so I ain't gotta rely on it. So I ain't gotta rely on my family for everything. I want to
[8:32 - 8:44] make it in the music industry. I want to make it in the music industry so goddamn bad. But
[8:44 - 8:52] again, every time I get a little bit ahead, y'all motherfuckers come in and you take that
[8:52 - 9:06] from me. And for what reason? I'm tired of you pussies coming in and ruining shit. I'm
[9:06 - 9:13] out here trying to make a living for my family. I'm out here trying to do shit for my family.
[9:13 - 9:26] I'm trying to earn a goddamn living for myself. I'm out here trying to do what I do best
[9:26 - 9:35] and earn a living for my family so I ain't gotta depend on them all the time. You think
[9:35 - 9:42] it's fair that I have to depend on my fucking family for everything? No. Because I take
[9:42 - 9:51] money out of their pockets that they can use to do shit. That they can use to go on vacation.
[9:51 - 9:59] They can buy themselves nice shit. But unless y'all motherfuckers leave me the hell alone,
[9:59 - 10:07] how are they supposed to do that? See, when you motherfuckers do this shit to me, you
[10:07 - 10:15] don't fucking think about who else it affects. You only think that it affects me. No, motherfuckers.
[10:15 - 10:26] That affects my family. That affects my family, not just me. That affects them as well. And
[10:26 - 10:33] you say, "I'm the bad guy." You say, "I'm the one that's a pussy." You say, "I'm a coward."
[10:33 - 10:40] You say, "I'm the fake." You say, "I'm the fraud." Look in the mirror, motherfuckers.
[10:40 - 10:48] Look in the goddamn mirror. Y'all are the fucking pussies. Y'all are the fakes. Not
[10:48 - 10:59] me. I'm tired of having to depend on my goddamn family for everything. I'm tired of it. They
[10:59 - 11:08] don't need that. I feel bad because I have to do that. I feel bad taking from my family.
[11:08 - 11:17] I hate that shit. I hate taking from my family. I hate depending on them for everything.
[11:17 - 11:30] Because it's not fair to them. It's not fair to them. I should be giving back to them,
[11:30 - 11:37] not taking from them. I should be making money on a fucking stage right now. I should be
[11:37 - 11:43] on a goddamn stage halfway across the world right now, making money so I can give back
[11:43 - 11:53] to them. But yet, where am I at? Where am I at 10 years later because of you trolls
[11:53 - 12:04] still in the same fucking spot? And I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being held back. I don't
[12:04 - 12:17] deserve it. I don't deserve to be held back. If anything, I deserve to be up on that stage
[12:17 - 12:22] just like everybody else. I deserve to be able to make a living doing what I love to
[12:22 - 12:30] do just like everyone else. I deserve to be signed to a label making money just like
[12:30 - 12:38] everyone else. Y'all don't go after Ian. Y'all don't go after any other artists that I know.
[12:38 - 12:51] So why go after me? Why attack me? Why me of all people? Why? I didn't do anything to
[12:51 - 13:01] deserve this. I don't deserve the bullshit that you give me. I don't deserve that shit.
[13:01 - 13:10] If anything, I deserve to be up on a stage just like everyone else. I deserve that shot.
[13:10 - 13:32] I deserve to make a living. I'm sick of it. See, y'all don't realize who this shit affects
[13:32 - 13:40] other than me. Y'all don't give a fuck. You don't care about yourselves.
[13:40 - 13:56] You don't give a fuck who you hurt. You don't care who it affects.
[13:58 - 14:05] And y'all say I'm a talentless hack. Motherfucker, I can run circles around everyone of you sons
[14:05 - 14:13] of bitches on any given day of the week. Any given day of the week, I can run circles around
[14:13 - 14:25] you guys. And you know it. You know damn well I can run circles around every one of you motherfuckers.
[14:26 - 14:42] And you know it's true. So don't act like it ain't. Because you know it's true.
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[15:08 - 15:15] As a matter of fact, this one's for all of you haters.
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[18:41 - 18:44] It's time to show you motherfuckers what I can really do.
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[18:47 - 18:50] Let's go.
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[19:00 - 19:06] Waking a sweat again, another day's been late to waste.
[19:06 - 19:12] In my disgrace, stuck in my head again.
[19:12 - 19:19] Feels like I'll never leave this place, there's no escape.
[19:19 - 19:27] I'm my own worst enemy, that can't be done.
[19:27 - 19:32] Dancing up really is the thought of you that side.
[19:32 - 19:46] Take this thought away, you're suffocating, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
[19:46 - 19:55] I don't know what to take, thought I was focused but I'm scared, I'm not prepared.
[19:55 - 20:04] I'm not a hyperventilator, looking's the hell somehow somewhere and no one cares.
[20:04 - 20:13] Got my own worst enemy, that can't be done.
[20:13 - 20:18] Dancing up really is the thought of you that side.
[20:18 - 20:36] Take this thought away, you're suffocating, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
[20:36 - 20:55] Put me out of my misery, put me out of my misery.
[20:55 - 21:09] Pull me out of my, pull me out of my fucking soul.
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[21:19 - 21:29] I'm dealing now, dancing up really is the thought of you that side.
[21:29 - 21:43] Take this thought away, you're suffocating, tell me what the fuck is wrong with me.
[21:43 - 21:57] Let's see any one of you motherfuckers do that shit, I would love to see you try to do that shit.
[21:57 - 22:03] Ain't nothing you can do that, not a one.
[22:03 - 22:11] And if you can, fucking prove it bitch, fucking prove you can do it.
[22:11 - 22:19] Fucking do something, make a move, do something.
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[27:21 - 27:29] Time to show you guys off even more.
[27:29 - 27:35] Maybe then after this, you'll get a fucking clue about where I fucking belong.
[27:35 - 27:41] And it's on that goddamn stage.
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[30:55 - 31:07] Now say something motherfuckers, now say something.
[31:07 - 31:11] Go ahead, say something, I dare you.
[31:11 - 31:17] Cause ain't none of you fucking pussy ass trolls able to do like I just did.
[31:17 - 31:21] So go ahead and say something, I dare you.
[31:21 - 31:25] You can't deny what I've got.
[31:25 - 31:31] You can't deny my skill or my talent.
[31:31 - 31:37] So go ahead motherfuckers, say something.
[31:37 - 31:41] I'm right here, say something bitch.
[31:41 - 31:48] Cause I'll continue to prove you wrong all goddamn day without a fucking problem.
[31:48 - 31:56] So go ahead.
[31:56 - 32:03] Cause ain't none of you motherfuckers doing a damn thing with your goddamn life.
[32:03 - 32:07] You're all a bunch of lifeless fucking pussies.
[32:07 - 32:25] You're a bunch of lifeless cowards.
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[33:19 - 33:23] Let's make sure Shaggy sees this shit.
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