2021-6-15 taking the next few months off from Live streaming

[0:39 - 0:44] >> What's up guys, I know I just did a live stream.
[0:44 - 0:54] Somebody out of the unit who talked about me that I wanted to keep my nose.
[0:54 - 1:00] But it's gotten to the point where I can no longer keep it on the wraps.
[1:00 - 1:07] This is something I've been trying to keep quiet for a while now.
[1:07 - 1:11] Due to the doctor's stuff and whatnot.
[1:11 - 1:17] But, [BLANK_AUDIO]
[1:17 - 1:23] My mom spoke to Ed's doctor over the course of the last few
[1:23 - 1:28] months since I've been going on and whatnot.
[1:28 - 1:36] And due to his fault, he took a few months back in the garage.
[1:36 - 1:43] There's a lot of stuff that's been going on with him.
[1:43 - 1:50] That is making him not act great, making him act differently.
[1:50 - 1:55] And I don't want to step away, I really don't.
[1:55 - 2:03] But due to his doctor's advisory and due to me having to be on call 24/7.
[2:03 - 2:09] Until we can get this stuff figured out and figure out what's going on.
[2:09 - 2:12] I'm gonna have to step away from the meeting for a while.
[2:12 - 2:19] And go after me having a normal life like I used to before I started meeting.
[2:19 - 2:24] Like I said, it's not that I want to, but due to medical reasons with Ed and
[2:24 - 2:32] me having to keep a very close eye on him over the next few months.
[2:32 - 2:38] I do have to step away and help out as much as I can.
[2:41 - 2:46] Like I said, it's not that I want to, but due to the doctor's advisory that I
[2:46 - 2:50] do step away so I can be on call, I have to do that.
[2:50 - 2:56] I have to think about my family first, and Ed's family.
[2:56 - 3:00] I have to put that first above anything.
[3:11 - 3:13] You know, Ed's my stunt dad.
[3:13 - 3:20] You know, Ed's been more of a dad to me than my own dad ever has.
[3:20 - 3:24] That's my family, that's my blood.
[3:28 - 3:32] So I won't be going live for a few months.
[3:32 - 3:36] I'll try to upload videos here and there and songs here and there.
[3:36 - 3:39] But that's the most I'll be able to do.
[3:39 - 3:42] I might upload a song here or there.
[3:42 - 3:47] Or I might upload a video here and there to keep you guys updated.
[3:47 - 3:51] I didn't see this coming.
[3:51 - 3:55] I just found out a few minutes ago from a long day.
[3:56 - 4:01] You know, all the details which I am not allowed to explain.
[4:01 - 4:04] I'm not allowed to give out details.
[4:04 - 4:09] So don't go asking, please don't go asking.
[4:12 - 4:17] But I do have to step away for a while.
[4:17 - 4:22] Like I said, I will try to upload a video or two a week or
[4:22 - 4:24] I'll try to upload a song or two a week.
[4:25 - 4:32] The only time I'll probably live stream is once I get the clearance
[4:32 - 4:39] to be able to do live shows, when I write in my DJing deck,
[4:39 - 4:44] I might try to live stream some of my shows.
[4:44 - 4:47] Then I will be booking as soon as I get the chance to.
[4:47 - 4:52] But I have to wait until Ed gets medically cleared so
[4:52 - 4:53] that I can do those things.
[4:54 - 5:02] But as soon, and I mean as soon as I get the clearance to be able to book shows,
[5:02 - 5:08] I'll be booking shows once, twice, three times a week, maybe once every other week.
[5:11 - 5:15] And I will definitely try to live stream them for you guys as much as I can.
[5:20 - 5:27] Like I said, I'll try to upload songs and upload videos and stuff whenever I can.
[5:27 - 5:33] But for the next few months, if I do go live, it'll be very, very rare.
[5:35 - 5:40] Because like I said, I have to look out for my family, and Ed is family.
[5:43 - 5:49] I have to put that above anything, I have to put that above everything else.
[5:54 - 5:58] Cuz as I said, Ed is family, that's my stepdad.
[6:00 - 6:02] And I have to look out for him first.
[6:02 - 6:05] I have to look out for my family above all else.
[6:11 - 6:15] But I just want you to know that I'm okay.
[6:21 - 6:24] For now, Ed's okay, so you guys don't have to worry.
[6:24 - 6:30] For now, he's okay, until we find out more details.
[6:30 - 6:34] But just know that I am okay, nothing's wrong.
[6:34 - 6:36] Nobody drove me away from YouTube.
[6:36 - 6:40] Nobody bullied me off or anything.
[6:40 - 6:43] I am strictly leaving.
[6:43 - 6:47] I am strictly taking medical leave to help my family.
[6:51 - 6:53] Because like I said, family comes first.
[6:56 - 6:58] My family comes above all else.
[6:58 - 7:04] And I know if you guys, for those of you that are YouTubers,
[7:04 - 7:06] I know a lot of you guys understand.
[7:06 - 7:10] I know a lot of you guys that are YouTubers that watch my channel,
[7:10 - 7:14] that follow me, do understand where I'm coming from.
[7:14 - 7:21] And plus, honestly, in a way, this will be a good break for me.
[7:21 - 7:26] This will actually be a very good break for me.
[7:26 - 7:30] Cuz I'll be able to relax, I'll be able to hang out, chill out.
[7:30 - 7:34] I'm not gonna be on Discord that much.
[7:34 - 7:39] I'll be on Discord maybe once or twice a week to check up on things and
[7:39 - 7:45] that's it, but the rest of the time will be spent on Facebook.
[7:45 - 7:52] Helping my family out, doing what I can to help that out and all that good stuff.
[7:52 - 7:54] I will try to do some artwork.
[7:54 - 8:00] I'll try to figure out a shop where I can post up shop for merchandise and
[8:00 - 8:02] artwork stuff.
[8:02 - 8:05] And then when I come back, I will be promoting it.
[8:06 - 8:09] And hopefully by then, I'll have some shows under my belt.
[8:09 - 8:13] And I'll be able to do some stuff.
[8:13 - 8:21] But as of right now, I have to take medical leave and time off for my family.
[8:21 - 8:28] Like I said, it's not that I don't enjoy doing videos.
[8:28 - 8:33] Cuz I do enjoy making videos for you guys and I enjoy doing live streams for
[8:33 - 8:40] you guys, but I have to work out for my family first.
[8:40 - 8:45] My family's health and well-being means more to me than my job as
[8:45 - 8:52] a content creator on YouTube, cuz I can always create another channel and
[8:52 - 8:54] create content, that's not a problem.
[9:00 - 9:04] But for right now, guys, I do have to step away.
[9:04 - 9:09] But just know that this is not the end.
[9:09 - 9:14] I will be coming back as soon as I possibly can.
[9:14 - 9:20] It'll definitely be a while, but
[9:20 - 9:28] I definitely am looking forward to this break in a sense.
[9:28 - 9:31] Because it will give me a mental break away from everything.
[9:31 - 9:33] I'll be able to step away and do stuff.
[9:33 - 9:38] Something I've wanted to do for a while that I haven't been able to do recently
[9:38 - 9:47] that I used to do, but like I said, I am okay.
[9:47 - 9:49] I'm fine, there's nothing wrong with me.
[9:49 - 9:57] Like I'm totally fine, as you guys can clearly see, I'm fine.
[9:57 - 10:01] Like there's nothing wrong with me at all clearly.
[10:01 - 10:05] But just know that I do appreciate and love every single one of you guys.
[10:05 - 10:09] And hopefully you guys will still be here when I come back.
[10:09 - 10:14] But until then, I love you guys.
[10:14 - 10:19] If you are new, be sure to check out this channel a lot more.
[10:19 - 10:24] Be sure to check out my other videos, I have some new stuff, well,
[10:24 - 10:27] some of my new stuff and whatnot.
[10:27 - 10:35] Be sure to hit that like button and subscribe button, as well as that notification bell.
[10:35 - 10:43] Like I said, I will try to post videos and updates as much as I possibly can.
[10:43 - 10:47] I will definitely try to do that.
[10:47 - 10:53] The best that I can in my ability, because like I said, I am going to be up
[10:53 - 10:57] and down a lot, so I don't know if I will have time.
[10:57 - 10:58] Oh, yes.
[10:58 - 11:01] Yeah.
[11:01 - 11:02] All right.
[11:02 - 11:13] But, uh, without being sick guys, I love you guys.
[11:13 - 11:19] And I will see you whenever I am you come back, guys.
[11:19 - 11:21] I love you guys.
[11:21 - 11:29] Be safe, be strong and I will see you guys hopefully in a few months.
[11:29 - 11:31] Peace.
[11:31 - 11:35] Be safe, be strong, be positive, guys.
[11:35 - 11:37] See you guys in a few months.
[11:37 - 11:38] Bye.