Original upload date: May 6th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:17] What's up guys? It's your boy. Now it needs to be spoken on. Alright someone that does
[0:17 - 0:35] need to be spoken on. And honestly it's these pussy ass motherfuckers that showed up to my
[0:35 - 0:49] house yesterday. There we go. I'm talking about that ring light dude for real. Fucking love
[0:49 - 0:54] that thing. But I'm gonna speak on this shit. Because I'm like nobody else has the fucking
[0:54 - 1:04] balls to speak on this. So I'm gonna be that motherfucker that speaks on it. I'm gonna
[1:04 - 1:09] be that son of a bitch that speaks on this shit. And yes Marty I am gonna include you
[1:09 - 1:16] as well because you are part of this sadly. And Kate yes I'm gonna mention you and yes
[1:16 - 1:22] I'm gonna be mentioning names that don't really need to be brought up but I feel like
[1:22 - 1:47] in this instance they really do need to be brought up to kinda show certain aspects.
[1:47 - 2:13] Like I'm gonna straight out say this right now. To the motherfuckers that showed up to
[2:13 - 2:24] my house today wanting to run their mouths. Dude you're full of motherfucking shit. Like
[2:24 - 2:32] you guys really think you're gonna do something to me and my family's name. Motherfucker
[2:32 - 2:38] were you even listening to what I was saying yesterday? Were you even paying attention?
[2:38 - 2:48] I don't think you were. Because see when I brought the whole Kate shit you see Kate
[2:48 - 2:58] might not be a bad mother okay. Kate might not be a bad mom outside of YouTube. But other
[2:58 - 3:10] people view her as a bad mother because of her actions and what her actions portray.
[3:10 - 3:16] Just like they did with Jamie. Jamie went through the same shit. Jamie was one of the
[3:16 - 3:22] most amazing parents that I know. Jamie was one of the most amazing mothers that I knew.
[3:22 - 3:31] I knew her family, I knew her kids personally. I'm still very close to her family but when
[3:31 - 3:43] she was on YouTube there were people out there like CPN who viewed Jamie as a bad parent
[3:43 - 3:49] because of the way she portrayed herself on YouTube. People took a look at what she
[3:49 - 3:55] was doing and said oh she's a bad parent because this is how she's acting on here.
[3:55 - 4:02] If she's acting on here this is how she must be in real life right. Wrong. That's not
[4:02 - 4:09] how she was in real life. See I knew Jamie outside of YouTube. Okay I knew how she was.
[4:09 - 4:14] And let me tell you that one was one of the best fucking parents you could ever come
[4:14 - 4:20] across. Jamie was one of the most outstanding parents you could ever see in your whole fucking
[4:20 - 4:38] life. Now the difference between Kate and Jamie is this. Jamie never did anything to
[4:38 - 4:47] get her kids taken from her. Okay. Jamie never did anything to get her kids taken from her.
[4:47 - 4:54] Now Kate on the other hand she has done stuff to get her kids taken. She has committed crimes
[4:54 - 5:02] and felonies to get her kids fucking taken away from her. Go look at a record. She has
[5:02 - 5:09] a record. Look at Kate Peterson. You'll see she's had her kids taken. And look the way
[5:09 - 5:20] she's going right now. She's on that very same fucking track. She's back on that same
[5:20 - 5:28] fucking road to having her kids taken once again for the same shit she got arrested
[5:28 - 5:35] for the first time. What pisses me off about Kate is this. What pisses me off about Kate
[5:35 - 5:45] so much is this shit right here. The fact that she gets paid to fuck with people like
[5:45 - 5:59] she does me. The fact that she gets paid to do what she's doing is bullshit. It's stupid.
[5:59 - 6:07] Like what? You ain't got the balls enough to get off your ass and get a real job. You'd
[6:07 - 6:12] rather sit here and ruin people's lives on the internet for money. Is that how is that
[6:12 - 6:20] what this has come to now? Because like I told you, Kate, you sit there and you say
[6:20 - 6:27] for me to get a job, right? You say for me to get off my ass, get a place of my own,
[6:27 - 6:33] get a job, blah, blah, blah, blah. You say all these things but yet you make it to where
[6:33 - 6:44] I can't do any of those things. You ruin those opportunities for me. You ruin the ways that
[6:44 - 6:55] I can make money. Like I said earlier this morning or yesterday, if you would just leave
[6:55 - 7:02] me the fuck alone and let me do my shit, let me do my artwork, let me do my videos,
[7:02 - 7:07] you know, let me do whatever I need to do to get to where I need to be, I can make
[7:07 - 7:17] money on this platform. But yet you want to hold me back by spreading all these rumors
[7:17 - 7:25] about me about how oh I'm a pedophile, I'm this, I'm that and make all these fucking
[7:25 - 7:33] photoshopped images of me and put this shit all over these different fucking websites.
[7:33 - 7:43] Like bitch, grow up. What you're doing is childish nonsense. It's bullshit. And y'all
[7:43 - 7:48] want to know why I'm not getting anywhere? It's because of motherfuckers like Kate and
[7:48 - 8:02] Marty sadly. No offense, Marty, but you did kind of fuck straight up for me. Yo, shout
[8:02 - 8:09] out to my brother Sean. What's good, bro? Hell, ask my brother Sean. My brother Sean
[8:09 - 8:16] here can tell you what I'm telling you, man. My brother Sean can tell you what I need
[8:16 - 8:24] to do. You know, let me do my artwork and my videos and shit. Even he could tell you
[8:24 - 8:31] I have a future doing this shit. He wouldn't say that just because, you know, he's family,
[8:31 - 8:38] not just because he's my brother, but this dude genuinely sees what I'm capable of.
[8:38 - 8:45] He can tell you firsthand that I have that capability to make money on this platform.
[8:45 - 8:54] And yet, like, where is that okay? Like, where is it okay to fuck someone's life up and
[8:54 - 9:05] get paid for it? It don't make no goddamn sense, bro. It really doesn't like I'm not
[9:05 - 9:12] trying to live my life and do what I love for a living. And yet I get held back by
[9:12 - 9:30] people like Marty and Kate over dumb childish, stupid bullshit, bro. Let's pretend he did
[9:30 - 9:47] this. Facts, bro. The facts, man. And like I said, you know, yes, I admit, I made a mistake
[9:47 - 9:53] when it came to the Kate shit. I fell for a trap that I shouldn't have felt for. Yes,
[9:53 - 9:58] I did something that I shouldn't have done. But at the end of the day, that doesn't make
[9:58 - 10:07] me a pedophile. Being a pedophile is something that my biological father is, and it's something
[10:07 - 10:15] that Tony is. I made one mistake over the internet, one mistake with this bitch. And
[10:15 - 10:23] now all of a sudden, I'm a pedophile? Really? Like, what? And I know where a lot of y'all
[10:23 - 10:28] are gonna go. What about that 15 year old dude? I blocked her as soon as I found out
[10:28 - 10:38] she was 15, okay? I've blocked her as soon as I found out. So there's that. But I just
[10:38 - 10:49] find it so ridiculous that y'all people that sit here and attack me are the same ones
[10:49 - 10:55] that are telling me to get a job and do this and the other. Like, do you hear yourselves?
[10:55 - 11:07] Wait, do you even hear what you say? That's facts, brother. That is facts, bro. That is
[11:07 - 11:20] very true, bro. Oh, by the way, Sean, I don't know if you know this, but this is actually
[11:20 - 11:26] a good friend, Tansh. This is my motherfucking best friend and brother here, man. I've known
[11:26 - 11:34] this crazy dude right here for, what? 17 years? Something like that? But this is actually
[11:34 - 11:39] my best friend, Sean, man. This is my brother right here. This is my fucking family right
[11:39 - 11:55] here, dude. And that's the thing, Lex. I'm not speaking. And this is where a lot of people
[11:55 - 12:03] are getting mixed up. I'm not speaking bad on Jamie. I'm really not. I'm not speaking
[12:03 - 12:13] bad on her at all. What I was saying is the same way that she was judged is how people
[12:13 - 12:24] judge Kate. You'll see Jamie was an awesome mother outside of YouTube. She was awesome.
[12:24 - 12:29] One of the best mothers that I've actually known in my life. All right, Jamie was an
[12:29 - 12:38] amazing mother, but the people that did not like her viewed her as a bad parent. Same
[12:38 - 12:47] way they do with Kate. But there's a difference between Jamie and Kate. Kate has a record
[12:47 - 12:55] of doing what she's doing now. Kate has actually gone to prison for doing the shit she's
[12:55 - 13:17] doing in a similar way she's doing to me. You are very right on that topic. And trust
[13:17 - 13:20] me, I've not done that shit since. You're going to ask anyone. I have not done that
[13:20 - 13:31] shit since. I don't learn my lesson. But like I was saying, Kate has actually gone
[13:31 - 13:39] to jail for this shit. Okay, so Kate's doing now, she has gone to jail for and actually
[13:39 - 13:47] had two of her kids taken from her. Jamie has not taken things that far to have her
[13:47 - 13:55] kids taken. An amazing mother outside of YouTube. She might be one of the best parents that
[13:55 - 14:03] you know, but those that don't like her are going to view her in a certain way. And they
[14:03 - 14:11] did the same thing to Jamie and I witnessed this. I witnessed this firsthand. I saw what
[14:11 - 14:19] people said about her. And I've known Jamie just as long as anyone. Jamie was a very close
[14:19 - 14:27] friend of mine. You know, Jamie was one of my closest friends. Yeah, she may have told
[14:27 - 14:34] me on YouTube this and the other, but so what? At the end of the day, outside of YouTube,
[14:34 - 14:39] me and Jamie were of course fucked. We'd talk on the phone all the time. We'd video
[14:39 - 14:46] chat. We'd hang out, whatever. Like me and Jamie were very good friends. Jamie was a
[14:46 - 14:54] very dear friend to me before her passing. And like I said, I'm not here to, you know,
[14:54 - 15:03] desecrate her name. I'm not here to defame her or anything. All I'm simply saying is
[15:03 - 15:12] that how people that don't like you view you is what they're going to run with. If
[15:12 - 15:18] somebody doesn't like you, they're going to continue to be like, Oh, this person acts
[15:18 - 15:27] this way on YouTube. So they must be this way in real life, right? Wrong way. And Sean
[15:27 - 15:35] can tell you this best. Sean here can tell you better than anyone. You get me on YouTube
[15:35 - 15:40] and say I'm doing a cover show or something. I'm the dude that can get stuff done. I'm
[15:40 - 15:48] the dude that ain't going to be stopped. But you get me outside of YouTube. You know,
[15:48 - 15:55] you take away that persona outside of YouTube. I asked Sean, I'm one of the goofiest motherfuckers
[15:55 - 16:01] you'll ever meet. Hell, take a look at that vlog that I did with my brother Jake. How
[16:01 - 16:09] me and him did a store run and we were just screwing around. How I was in that vlog is
[16:09 - 16:17] how I am outside of YouTube every day. Ask Sean, ask Jake. They'll tell you how I am
[16:17 - 16:23] outside of YouTube. I'm like the rest of you guys outside of YouTube, man. I'm like
[16:23 - 16:28] the rest of you guys outside of YouTube, dude. I'm a fucking anime nerd. I'm a comic geek.
[16:28 - 16:36] I'm a video game nerd. I'm shit. I fucking still go back and watch and I know I'm going
[16:36 - 16:41] to get a lot of shit for this, but I don't go fuck. Dude, I watch the anime version
[16:41 - 16:48] of Supernatural, okay? Plus, I still go back to this very day and rewatch shows like
[16:48 - 16:55] Angel, Charmed. Some of you might not remember this, but Highlander, the Highlander series.
[16:55 - 17:00] Shout out to my brother Joe for hooking me up with that series. I love that series.
[17:00 - 17:05] Like, dude, I still watch fucking, I go back and rewatch Vampire Diaries all the fucking
[17:05 - 17:15] time. What does that tell you? Hell, I watch fucking Saw, the Saw series, Final Destination.
[17:15 - 17:21] Like, I'm a normal guy just like the rest of you guys. The personas I have put on when
[17:21 - 17:31] I'm doing my music or certain things, that's all that is. It's a persona, okay? Outside
[17:31 - 17:37] of YouTube, like I said and like you guys have seen in the vlog that I did with my brother
[17:37 - 17:44] Jake and like I said, Sean can even tell you firsthand. I'm just a normal guy like
[17:44 - 18:04] the rest of you. But like for y'all that hate me, like for y'all that want to sit
[18:04 - 18:11] there and criticize and attack, for all y'all that fucking hate me, like what I don't get
[18:11 - 18:20] is where does that hatred come from? Like where does it stem from? Like, do you really
[18:20 - 18:28] genuinely hate me? Or are you just following the crowd like sheep and just hating on what
[18:28 - 18:51] they hate on? Exactly, bro. And that's what I've been doing.
[18:51 - 19:09] Like, for real. I trolled the trolls this morning, I had fun with that too. Can I honestly
[19:09 - 19:18] say? I'm proud to be a triple A game, like dude, I've got a support system and I'm proud
[19:18 - 19:38] of that. Matter of fact, toxic, I'm not sure about the mod you're ass. I hell, this is
[19:38 - 19:43] my week in a nutshell, alright? Alright, this is literally my week, my whole week
[19:43 - 19:50] right here for you guys in a nutshell, right here. I wake up, starting on Monday, I wake
[19:50 - 19:57] up, eat breakfast, grab coffee, take a shower, not in that exact order, but you guys get
[19:57 - 20:04] the point. I wake up, get a shower, grab coffee, breakfast, whatever. I hop on here,
[20:04 - 20:10] do my livestreams, do what I need to do, work on artwork, if I have any artwork that I need
[20:10 - 20:15] to work on that day or if I have any commissions, I knock that shit out right away in the morning.
[20:15 - 20:19] Alright, first thing I do, I knock those commissions out if I have any or if somebody
[20:19 - 20:25] wants me to do something for them, I knock all that out. Then, I sit down for about a
[20:25 - 20:30] couple hours, I watch some of my favorite YouTubers if they have any new videos up
[20:30 - 20:35] like Aki Dearest, Jacksepticeye, or you know, people like that and I hope to see if there's
[20:35 - 20:39] anything up. Cause I know some of them like Slattery and they post like around the ten
[20:39 - 20:46] o'clock or whatever or AR 12 or gaming, you know, whatever. But then after that, I get
[20:46 - 20:54] on here, I post my videos, I do my thing, you know, if I have any song ideas, I'll
[20:54 - 20:59] quickly record and put out a new song or whatever and then I go about my day and then
[20:59 - 21:06] on the weekends, you know what I fuckin do on the weekends? I sleep in until fuckin noon,
[21:06 - 21:20] I wake up, fuckin hop on say Horizon 4, WRC 6 or F1 2020 or you know, Dirt Rally 2.0.
[21:20 - 21:25] I do my races on the weekends, I do what I have to do for my team, you know, I show
[21:25 - 21:34] up to practice just like everybody else and I go about my day, I do what I need to do
[21:34 - 21:43] for the racing side of things and then I get done, I sit down, chill out, hang out with
[21:43 - 21:47] my brother Sean, hang out with my brother James, you know, hang out with my best friend
[21:47 - 21:53] Matt or whatever or hang out with my best friend David King. No, not my best friend
[21:53 - 22:02] David Stone came that fast but a different David King that actually used to live here
[22:02 - 22:08] but then he moved down to Florida like a couple months ago but you know, I'll hang out with
[22:08 - 22:15] those guys or I'll hang out with Ian or whatever or I'll kick it with you know, his cousin
[22:15 - 22:22] Brendan or I'll hang out with my family and fuckin binge watch Studio Ghibli movies all
[22:22 - 22:28] day and stuff man, like hell, I'm freakin' binge watch Mandalorian, I'm still catching
[22:28 - 22:34] up to the Mandalorian series on Disney, I'm still catching up to that and yes, I'm a
[22:34 - 22:42] Star Wars freak, yes, I'm a Star Wars fan. Haven't been since I was a kid, what can
[22:42 - 22:49] I say? But like that's literally my week in a nutshell dude, I hop on here, do what
[22:49 - 22:57] I need to do to make that money and I go by my day. Matter of fact, starting tomorrow
[22:57 - 23:03] I will be putting out more gameplay videos and I know a lot of people are asking, dude
[23:03 - 23:09] why'd you get rid of all your videos? Well because I want to take this channel in the
[23:09 - 23:16] direction that it was intended for which is to do gameplay videos, you know, instructional
[23:16 - 23:22] videos and stuff for like tips and tricks on games because I know some people, you
[23:22 - 23:27] know, don't know a lot of tips and tricks, then I kind of have some insider knowledge
[23:27 - 23:35] on and plus I just genuinely love doing games dude, I'm a gamer. Hell, I owned a freakin'
[23:35 - 23:42] Super Nintendo when I was fuckin' 5, I had a Super Nintendo and then when I turned like
[23:42 - 23:51] 7 or 8, that's when I got my first real system which is Nintendo 64 and then from there I
[23:51 - 23:57] hadn't gotten other systems like Game White Color, Game White Vance, Game Cube, all those.
[23:57 - 24:02] Hell, I still have a freakin' Wii that I need to hook up to, I still have my freakin'
[24:02 - 24:09] Wii, you guys have seen me play my Wii before, like dude, I'm a gamer, that's what I do.
[24:09 - 24:15] I take this channel, the direction I want to take it in is, you know, doing my artwork
[24:15 - 24:23] on the side, you know, and focusing on doing these awesome gameplay videos for you guys
[24:23 - 24:32] so that I can get sponsorships, so that I can make money doing what I enjoy. Because
[24:32 - 24:37] something that not a lot of people really realize, I mean a few of you guys do know
[24:37 - 24:48] like Tangenose and Sean knows, you know, there's one thing that I do best which is like when
[24:48 - 24:54] it comes to the racing scene or, you know, cars in general, like there's a reason I
[24:54 - 25:01] gravitate towards that more than any other thing because of the, and I know a lot of
[25:01 - 25:07] people are gonna have their opinions about this but it is what it is. See, my older
[25:07 - 25:13] brother before he passed got me into the car scene. He introduced me to the Fast and Furious
[25:13 - 25:22] films and from there I had started getting into the Need for Speed Underground series
[25:22 - 25:28] and then from there I picked up Most Wanted and Carbon and Pro Street and went from there
[25:28 - 25:32] and I'm still very much an avid fan of the series. Hell, I picked up Need for Speed
[25:32 - 25:38] Heat Deluxe Edition not that long ago which is one of my favorites. I fucking love Need
[25:38 - 25:45] for Speed Heat, one of my favorites. But like he introduced me to the car series and for
[25:45 - 25:55] me doing that is my way of keeping the legacy that he left behind for me as a car fan.
[25:55 - 26:04] He left that behind and this is like my way of continuing that legacy on that he started
[26:04 - 26:09] me on. That's why I went in and I know a lot of people ask, well what does the number
[26:09 - 26:18] 23 mean to you? That was my brother's birthday. He was born on January 23rd. So for me the
[26:18 - 26:24] number 23 is very very significant and that's why when I get the money I am gonna talk
[26:24 - 26:29] to my cousin Jason who does tattoo work and right here on my arm I am gonna have the
[26:29 - 26:38] number 23 play real big and then have my brother's face somehow incorporated into
[26:38 - 26:45] the number 23. Like his face will be throughout the number 23. That's why whenever you guys
[26:45 - 26:54] see me race on say dirt five or you know fours and motorsports seven I always race
[26:54 - 27:01] the number 23 because that was my brother's birthday. And that's why you know I do what
[27:01 - 27:08] I do with car stuff because that's my way of keeping his memory alive. I help. He got
[27:08 - 27:14] this for me back when I was 13 and if y'all don't know who this is, this is actually
[27:14 - 27:23] Dale Earnhardt Sr. aka the Intimidator or more commonly known as the Black Number 3.
[27:23 - 27:33] One of the biggest legends in NASCAR. That was the guy that I grew up watching as a kid.
[27:33 - 27:40] Say no, I do have extensive knowledge on cars but like I said I think this channel
[27:40 - 27:49] is you know a fun thing. Like when I first started playing um Haven which I will be
[27:49 - 27:53] restarting that. I know a lot of y'all wanted to see me do it. I am going to restart on
[27:53 - 28:00] Haven brand new game. I am going to restart on that. But like you know that's the direction
[28:00 - 28:06] I am going to be taking this and I know a lot of you guys hate me doing this. I know
[28:06 - 28:15] I said this before but due to the outburst and backlash of everything I am actually stepping
[28:15 - 28:22] away from music. Yes I released a brand new classical castro album which I am working
[28:22 - 28:26] on figuring out where it's going to be at. Still I figured out where it's going to be
[28:26 - 28:32] on platforms. But once I figured it out you guys will be able to pick it up. But I am
[28:32 - 28:39] stepping back from music to focus on my gameplay videos and my artwork and living a normal
[28:39 - 28:44] life again. Because the last time I lived a normal life, do you know the last time
[28:44 - 28:54] I lived a normal life, the last time I lived a normal life was way back in freaking 2014.
[28:54 - 29:01] 2014 was the last time I have ever really truly gotten to have a normal life and do
[29:01 - 29:09] what I want to do with my life. And now that I am in that position again, I am taking
[29:09 - 29:15] back my life. I am doing what I want to do. And I am going to help my brother Sean out
[29:15 - 29:23] with stuff. I am going to help other YouTubers out that need help. And you know what I said
[29:23 - 29:35] you haters? Fuck the haters. Or let me quote the famous artist T.I. in one of his songs
[29:35 - 29:46] that he did with Eminem. Want to hate, have a nice time. From his song "All She Wrote."
[29:46 - 29:54] Want to hate, have a nice time. Because I'm here doing me. So if you want to hate, go
[29:54 - 30:03] ahead and hate. But I do want to give a massive, massive shout out to not only my brother
[30:03 - 30:10] Sean but my entire support team who has been doing so much to help me out. You guys are
[30:10 - 30:16] awesome and I fucking love you guys. But I do hope that you guys understand where
[30:16 - 30:22] I was coming from with the whole, you know, comparing Kate and Jamie and stuff. I hope
[30:22 - 30:28] you guys understand that a little bit better now. And what I was actually getting at.
[30:28 - 30:34] Of what I was being at all. I really wasn't. I was just saying, you know, this is how certain
[30:34 - 30:42] people viewed her. And this is how certain people view Kate. Like that's all I was doing
[30:42 - 30:51] was comparing situations and stating the facts presented. That's all I was doing. But with
[30:51 - 30:56] that being said, I do love you guys. I got bounced because I got a fucking gaming video
[30:56 - 31:02] to film here in a minute. I got shit I gotta do. So hopefully within the next hour or
[31:02 - 31:08] so, you guys have a brand new video out. It's gonna be dope. And if you are new, don't
[31:08 - 31:12] forget to hit that like, that subscribe button and that notification bell all down below.
[31:12 - 31:18] And if you have not done so yet, go check out my brother Sean and his channel Sean's
[31:18 - 31:25] play. Go showdown man some love. Throw him a thumbs up man like his videos. Subscribe
[31:25 - 31:29] to his channel man. It's awesome, dude. I fucking love man. And brother Sean, you know
[31:29 - 31:36] I love you bro. And you know I represent you any day of the week man. You know that.
[31:36 - 31:42] But with that being said, y'all, I'm your boyfriend on the ground. And I'll see you
[31:42 - 32:09] guys starting here in a couple of hours doing some dope ass gameplay videos. Peace.
[32:09 - 32:17] And of course this is the one I had.
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