2021-5-4 how i have been Robbed of all my dreams

[0:00 - 0:27] I know it's early, but to those watching I want to speak about something. I want to speak
[0:27 - 0:40] about how I've been robbed of every opportunity to achieve my dreams, to do music, to run my
[0:40 - 1:00] own business. How I've been robbed of my dreams by a bitch named Masshole Reports. Ah, speaking
[1:00 - 1:12] of which, here's the bitch that orchestrated it lava. Here's the bitch that orchestrated
[1:12 - 1:20] the whole thing. The little cunt bag piece of shit lava girl. How do you feel about yourself
[1:20 - 1:28] bitch? Knowing that you ruined someone's life. Knowing that you robbed me of my opportunities
[1:28 - 1:38] bitch. How do you feel? I hope you feel fucking good. I hope you feel real good knowing that
[1:38 - 1:47] you robbed me of every opportunity. All because you were fucking pissed off at me. No matter
[1:47 - 1:53] about it, I'm glad you're here lava. I'm glad you're here. I'm glad you showed up
[1:53 - 2:01] bitch. I've been wanting to confront your ass for over a week now girl. See, when I
[2:01 - 2:07] left your ass, I left you because I knew you were being fake as fuck. You were being
[2:07 - 2:27] dishonest with me. And what did you do? You hired the fucking cunt bag, Masshole Reports,
[2:27 - 2:35] because of you my biological father lost his job, had to get a new one. I lost my job with
[2:35 - 2:44] my best friend. Now because of you, I can't get a job. I can't do the things I want to
[2:44 - 2:52] do. I got motherfuckers out here running around spreading rumors about me. I got people threatening
[2:52 - 3:02] my family's lives every day. And all because you couldn't handle the fact that I dropped
[3:02 - 3:27] your ass like a fucking rock. Yo GG on what's good man? Yo toxic angel, what's up? Yo brown
[3:27 - 3:39] what's good man? I see you homie. I see you baby. But lava because of you, I've been robbed
[3:39 - 3:50] of every opportunity that I was chasing after every opportunity that I wanted to chase after
[3:50 - 4:00] I can no longer do because of you, you dumb bitch. All because you felt like you had to
[4:00 - 4:10] get revenge on me. You could have just did the adult thing and let it go like every
[4:10 - 4:17] other person. You could have just did the adult thing and not have done anything. You
[4:17 - 4:22] could have just grow up and be like hey, yeah we split but I'm not gonna do this to you.
[4:22 - 4:28] You could have just done that. But instead what did you do? You decided to get revenge
[4:28 - 4:37] by fucking my life up. Now because of you, I'm constantly looking over my shoulder.
[4:37 - 4:43] Now because of you bitch, I've lost out on opportunities. I've lost friends, family members
[4:43 - 4:49] that won't even speak to me anymore. All because you wanted to be a little cry baby
[4:49 - 4:57] fucking bitch. All because you wanted to be a fucking bitch and start and you know be
[4:57 - 5:06] a pussy and ruin my motherfucking name. That's all you wanted to do. You wanted to get revenge
[5:06 - 5:21] on me so you hired an asshole to do what she did to me. Now you tell me where is that
[5:21 - 5:28] fair that you did that to me? Because honestly if you were to break up with me, I wouldn't
[5:28 - 5:33] have done that to you. I wouldn't have done the adult thing and be like okay we're broke
[5:33 - 5:49] up but I'm not gonna do anything to you. Yeah, you always say wham wham when you fucking
[5:49 - 5:57] become big berthed bitch when you go to jail for what you've done. Because while you might
[5:57 - 6:03] not realize it, but yes even though you might be in Canada, you think that's really gonna
[6:03 - 6:11] stop the police from coming after you, I don't think so. Because what you did is a fucking
[6:11 - 6:19] felony bitch. What you did is a fucking felony. Even though you might not realize it, what
[6:19 - 6:30] you did is a fucking felony. You paid someone to ruin my life. Now because you, I can't
[6:30 - 6:36] even walk down the street to the corner store without getting called names, without being
[6:36 - 6:53] attacked, without being bullied. It doesn't matter Lava. That's besides the point. The
[6:53 - 7:04] point is bitch, you decided to ruin my life. That's the whole point of all this. Okay?
[7:04 - 7:14] Yeah, you may have loved me. That may be true. But you didn't have to do what you fucking
[7:14 - 7:25] did to me. That didn't give you the right to sit there and hire someone to ruin my fucking
[7:25 - 7:34] life. You have no idea how many times I've came close to suicide because of what you
[7:34 - 7:42] and your little friend decided to do Lava. You have no idea how many times I have lied
[7:42 - 7:50] awake at night bawling my eyes out, living in fear for my family. So Lava, if I were
[7:50 - 7:58] you, I would tell Masshole Reports to back the fuck off and quit. Because if she doesn't,
[7:58 - 8:07] she's going to end up in jail, just like you will. Because you're part of this. Now
[8:07 - 8:14] I'm giving you an opportunity here, Lava. I'm being generous and giving you an opportunity
[8:14 - 8:26] to tell your friend to back off. I'm serious, Mass. You need to back off. And Lava, I'm
[8:26 - 8:33] being generous right now. I'm being gracious with you. I'm trying to level with you here
[8:33 - 8:42] and give you a fair opportunity to keep your friend out of jail. I'm trying to be reasonable
[8:42 - 8:50] here and giving you a fair opportunity to keep your friend out of jail. If you don't
[8:50 - 8:56] want to see your friend go to prison, Lava, if you don't want to see your friend go to
[8:56 - 9:06] jail, if she's truly a friend to you, if I were you, I would be telling her to leave
[9:06 - 9:14] me alone. You and her need to talk and you need to tell her to back off. I'm giving
[9:14 - 9:20] you an opportunity to keep your friend out of prison because I know how to level with
[9:20 - 9:25] people because I know what it's like to be in jail. And let me tell you, there's no
[9:25 - 9:34] way she would survive. They would eat her alive in there. Trust me, they almost did
[9:34 - 9:39] it to me. But thankfully, I had a friend that keep my ass in line and keep me out of the
[9:39 - 9:50] dark shit in there. But Lava, I'm giving you a fair opportunity to keep your friend out
[9:50 - 9:59] of handcuffs. Because Lava, you don't understand what your friend's asshole reports has done
[9:59 - 10:09] to me, has done to my life, has done to my family. I've had three different assassination
[10:09 - 10:18] attempts in the past week because of her. Three times I attempted to end my life on
[10:18 - 10:24] her live stream. And just the other day, I almost ended up in the hospital because
[10:24 - 10:34] I started hyperventilating because of the stress. I have been physically sick, physically
[10:34 - 10:41] ill for the past week because of all the stress that I've been under. It's had my
[10:41 - 10:47] family under stress. My mom and her boyfriend have been under so much stress that my own
[10:47 - 10:54] mom almost ended up in the fucking hospital the other day because of the stress of what
[10:54 - 11:07] you caused to happen to me. Now Lava, I'm giving you a very, very gracious opportunity
[11:07 - 11:19] here and I want to be very clear on this and I mean very clear on this. If you truly care
[11:19 - 11:27] about your friend, you will listen to what I say and you will do exactly as I say. If
[11:27 - 11:35] you care at all about your friend, like I think you do, you'll hear me out and you'll
[11:35 - 11:43] do exactly as I tell you to do. Now, first thing I want you to do, I want you to talk
[11:43 - 11:55] to my asshole reports. Tell her to take down the videos of me. You tell her to take down
[11:55 - 12:08] those videos. Delete them for good. But before you do that, I want you to tell her to make
[12:08 - 12:28] a public apology to me for what she has done to me and my family. That's okay Lava, what
[12:28 - 12:37] I'll do is I'll make a group with you and Marty and you two can speak. I'll make a
[12:37 - 12:44] group with you and Marty and he can hook you up to her. But here's what I want you
[12:44 - 12:53] to do when you do speak to her. I want you to make her give me a public apology for
[12:53 - 13:03] everything that she has done to me and my family. We are all owed an apology here, not
[13:03 - 13:12] just for entrapping me and causing me to do what I did, but also for the attacks on
[13:12 - 13:21] my family. Now, once you tell her to give me a public apology, you are then going to
[13:21 - 13:32] tell her to delete the videos of me that she made of me. And after that, you are going
[13:32 - 13:46] to tell her to take down every website, every post, every Facebook page, every Twitter page
[13:46 - 13:58] made about me slandering my name. Now, when she does give the public apology, I want her
[13:58 - 14:18] to tell the truth about how I am not a pedophile. I want my reputation restored. Now, as I
[14:18 - 14:34] said, when and only when you complete those tasks, will I speak to you again. That is
[14:34 - 14:43] the only way I will ever speak to you ever again, is if you do those things. Because
[14:43 - 14:50] she has robbed me of every opportunity that I have tried to do, every opportunity, every
[14:50 - 14:59] dream I have chased has been taken away because of these rumors and because of the things
[14:59 - 15:08] that she has done to me. Now, as I said, Lava, I know that you're a good person at heart.
[15:08 - 15:17] I saw that in you when we were together. I saw past the bullshit. I saw who you really
[15:17 - 15:27] are. I saw the real you for a brief moment. And the real you doesn't want to see her
[15:27 - 15:39] friend go to jail. You forget Lava, I know you almost better than anyone. And you and
[15:39 - 15:47] I both know that you are a caring person. And if you truly care about your friend, like
[15:47 - 15:59] you say you do, and like you want to make people believe, then do yourself a favor.
[15:59 - 16:07] Keep your friend from going to jail. Keep her out of jail. And the only way she will
[16:07 - 16:15] ever stay out of jail is by making a public apology to me and my family, which I will
[16:15 - 16:25] then download that apology and re upload it to my channel. Which that is my right to
[16:25 - 16:35] do because that involves me. And as I said, after she takes and apologizes to me, I want
[16:35 - 16:43] you to tell her to take down every single page and post made about me. Now, as I said,
[16:43 - 16:52] as she makes the apology, I want her to tell the world how she has lied to me, how she
[16:52 - 16:58] has lied to everyone and to tell them the truth about how I am not a pedophile and
[16:58 - 17:17] that I am nothing like my father. Marty, if you would please speak with Lava.
[17:17 - 17:29] Matter of fact, Lava Girl, post your Discord in the chat. Post your Discord in the chat.
[17:29 - 17:39] And Marty, matter of fact, Gigi Allen, I want you to get her in touch with Masterful Reports.
[17:39 - 17:57] You and Marty both. I want you both to get her in contact. Now, as I said, what I did
[17:57 - 18:10] was wrong. Yes. And it never should have happened. I am very much aware of that. But I was graciously
[18:10 - 18:20] let off with a warning by the gracious gentleman and the kind gentleman of the Akron Police
[18:20 - 18:31] Department. See, those fine gentlemen could have arrested me and I could be in jail. But
[18:31 - 18:38] they let me off with a warning because of the fact they knew the situation. They knew
[18:38 - 19:00] what was going on. And you would be very correct, Gigi Allen. Kate is very much out of control.
[19:00 - 19:12] As a matter of fact, she is so far out of control that there have been death threats
[19:12 - 19:23] made by certain groups that I do not associate with made towards her and her family in defense
[19:23 - 19:36] of myself. And to those gentlemen, even though I do not associate with you, I would like
[19:36 - 19:44] to say thank you for defending me. Grandin, you may have been a little bit of an extreme
[19:44 - 19:51] with what you did. I will admit that you may have been extreme with your ways, but
[19:51 - 19:57] I understand wholeheartedly where you are coming from, gentlemen. And I understand entirely
[19:57 - 20:07] you are doing what you had to do. And I don't hold that against you at all. Hell, if there
[20:07 - 20:22] were me in your shoes, I would probably do the same thing. Not going to lie. I probably
[20:22 - 20:27] would have done that too. And as I said, Lava, I'm sorry that I left you the way that
[20:27 - 20:44] I did. I do apologize for that. But at the end of the day, I did not deserve what has
[20:44 - 20:57] been done to me from the beginning of last week to this week. I did not deserve this
[20:57 - 21:24] hell that I have been through.
[21:24 - 21:34] As I said, Marty, the only way I will even consider talking to her, even as a friend,
[21:34 - 21:52] would be once an asshole reports. That is what she needs to do. That is the only way
[21:52 - 22:03] I will even consider speaking with her. And to show good faith, Lava, to show good faith,
[22:03 - 22:18] I will unblock you on Discord. To show good faith, I will unblock you on Discord. But
[22:18 - 22:27] do not take it lightly, Lava. Do not take my unblocking you for granted. Because I will
[22:27 - 22:41] be making you earn my trust back in you. I will make you earn my trust again. Because
[22:41 - 22:50] you have broken my trust in the worst way possible. And even though you don't deserve
[22:50 - 23:00] my trust at all, I am giving you that opportunity to earn it back. Against my better judgment,
[23:00 - 23:09] I am giving you that opportunity because everyone deserves a second chance. And this
[23:09 - 23:35] is your one chance to make things right. This is your one chance to fix your wrongdoings.
[23:35 - 23:56] And to those that want to sit there and judge me, I just have one thing to say to you.
[23:56 - 24:23] And that's...
[24:23 - 24:51] It would be nice, let's see.
[24:51 - 25:07] All I have to say to my haters and those that want to pass judgment on me, I would have
[25:07 - 25:24] one thing to say to you. And not one thing to say to you is this.
[25:24 - 30:21] Who taught you that haters?
[30:21 - 30:22] That's just facts.
[30:22 - 30:34] To all of you that want to sit there and hate, you weren't born hating, you were taught how to hate.
[30:34 - 30:42] You were taught these things and I genuinely feel bad for those of you that were taught how to hate.
[30:42 - 30:49] I genuinely feel bad for those of you that were taught the wrong ways.
[30:49 - 30:59] No one deserves hatred the way that I have confidence.
[30:59 - 31:12] As a matter of fact, Lava, I don't know if you're aware of this, but this song right here very much describes what these past few weeks have been like for me.
[31:12 - 31:24] People will tell you why don't you go get some help, take some meds, go see a counselor, know they can help you with your problems.
[31:24 - 31:31] Some people, you never understand, don't want to touch your head.
[31:31 - 31:41] Lately, I'm in this to run the world in a quiet place, feels like I might be why differently I can't embrace, from all the hurt and all the pain, can you feel my rage?
[31:41 - 31:48] Growing up was bullish, they consider me investigate, the thing that changed, the past is done and over with, why not keep on dwelling?
[31:48 - 31:53] I don't know what my thoughts went through, why my best friend had to die, God can you please answer this?
[31:53 - 32:03] Why am I standing like an idol, not my last relationship? Maybe I'm a drummer, take a shot, I'm sitting double, let me hear my songs grow more than you think you ever said, and I can come from the store.
[32:03 - 32:10] I promise that I'm a drummer, put a joint with the darkness, I don't fuckin' talk, and my thoughts can really kill, best believe I will be dead.
[32:10 - 32:16] I am out here saving lives, yeah, and sometimes I forget that my demons came to play, I barely hang in by a brick.
[32:16 - 32:20] Lately, I should pull this trigger and his name on my nerves, yeah.
[32:20 - 32:27] I lost in the music, it's therapeutic, barely hanging on, I don't know if I can do this.
[32:27 - 32:34] What I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, I don't know anymore.
[32:34 - 32:39] Look at my reflection, and the verses came in, wishing I was dreaming.
[32:39 - 32:45] What I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, I don't know anymore.
[32:45 - 32:50] I know your life and your anger is, I can see it in your eyes, you can't even stand yourself.
[32:50 - 32:56] He has gone you, so you go around a little tough, turning every night, debating if it even helps.
[32:56 - 32:59] You quit the party, quit the drugs, quit the reaper.
[32:59 - 33:03] And now you think it's problem solved, 'cause you changing people, it's getting miserable.
[33:03 - 33:08] It's crazy how you feeling up here, take my hand and lie down like a promise, you'll be honest people.
[33:08 - 33:14] One of my own family, I can't leave the lane and this around, give it time and then move on, forget about you anyway.
[33:14 - 33:17] But I'm not my fans, and they ain't back down to me, I'm in.
[33:17 - 33:21] Do not know the source, do not worry, and we'll all admit it's better if you go.
[33:21 - 33:24] Do not act like you have any grip, and we don't exist.
[33:24 - 33:29] This is it, where you take my hand, put it in your lie, and you can't find a place to sign it with.
[33:29 - 33:32] Show me on the dark side, through the dreary distance.
[33:32 - 33:38] Lost in the music, it's therapeutic, and I ain't got none, I don't know if I can do this.
[33:38 - 33:50] What I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, I don't know anymore.
[33:50 - 33:56] I feel like giving up though, something I can't explain now.
[33:56 - 34:03] I feel like giving up though, things I can't explain now.
[34:03 - 34:21] What I rise, what I fall, what I rise, what I fall, I don't know anymore.
[34:34 - 34:39] It's White Castle's 100th birthday, and we're celebrating as the time machine sweeps the stage.
[34:39 - 34:41] You could win a-
[34:41 - 34:46] Hello Thomas, I see that you're depressed, what's the problem?
[34:46 - 34:49] Is it the skeletons you're hiding deep inside your closet?
[34:49 - 34:52] Have you been reading all the names, they call you in the comments?
[34:52 - 34:55] You are legendary, Judy, I got you on my face.
[34:55 - 34:58] Are you distracted to promise five, though it's not an option?
[34:58 - 35:01] Now you had to die to do a shot, stop, you're an alcoholic.
[35:01 - 35:02] Is that true?
[35:02 - 35:04] You're upset that you can't add a boost?
[35:04 - 35:07] What's the matter, Thomas? Something's got you in a bag, mom.
[35:07 - 35:10] Yeah, it does, I'm anxious, 'cause it calls me down, my sanity.
[35:10 - 35:13] So I'm not kidding, you're in reality, 'cause the internet will laugh it up.
[35:13 - 35:17] I just need a beer or two, but I feel like a year or two.
[35:17 - 35:20] I thought you disappeared, I can't believe I'm still here with you.
[35:20 - 35:25] I'm shot, but they're disagreeing you against me, and I love the devil out of me.
[35:25 - 35:27] You let the demons in.
[35:28 - 35:33] It's on, you're a comedian, though, and you're in the study of what you really need to remember.
[35:33 - 35:37] No, lock you up inside these cars, we want to charge the vultures.
[35:37 - 35:45] Now, let me remind you, I'm independent because I'm the guy who does anything that wants to go viral.
[35:45 - 35:54] I'm going to get some of these guys booked.
[35:55 - 35:58] I'm lying, Robin, tell you exactly how I feel.
[35:58 - 36:01] I'm the best rapper ever, and I don't want to be great.
[36:01 - 36:04] If that's the fastest, then I don't care, don't you make no mistake.
[36:04 - 36:08] 'Cause I'm the goal of being in my ball, dirty sound balls.
[36:08 - 36:10] Call me one damn sword, I got a sword.
[36:10 - 36:14] I'm the best rapper ever, and I don't care what you say.
[36:14 - 36:17] I'm convincing, I'm the rapper, I'm the designer of the face.
[36:17 - 36:23] 'Cause I'm the goal of getting in the ball, everybody knows all the vultures that I'm hearing are on.
[36:23 - 36:27] I'm still hearing, I'm trying to get the smell of the fear.
[36:27 - 36:30] I know all the reasons why you feel so insecure.
[36:30 - 36:33] I've seen you getting backstage, hearing everybody cheer.
[36:33 - 36:37] 'Cause everybody's down for what's with all the tears.
[36:37 - 36:44] You regret that your face is covered with tattoos, mad that your beats wack, all your raps trash too.
[36:44 - 36:49] You resent that you need meds again, neglected friends, and now you just pretend you're not pathetic.
[36:49 - 36:53] You don't have a man to catch one of those dates, don't know why I don't fit up there.
[36:53 - 36:56] 'Cause if I hope some can't close my mind, I don't have my brain.
[36:56 - 36:59] Close the smoke from all those tapes, tell you those who don't have my brain.
[36:59 - 37:03] Tell your members that I'm the vulture, but I'm part of the whole bouquet.
[37:03 - 37:06] You'll never win the fight against your haters, long as you die listening.
[37:06 - 37:09] 'Cause that's every single moment that you try to miss it.
[37:09 - 37:13] Never say them in your body, never ask this anymore.
[37:13 - 37:15] I'm a giant, Thomas, why you tell a fight?
[37:15 - 37:18] I'm different, don't care about a hank that's my name.
[37:18 - 37:20] You don't have a man to catch one of those tapes, don't care about a hank that's my name.
[37:20 - 38:40] I'm a giant, Thomas, why you tell a fight?
[38:40 - 38:45] As a matter of fact, I got something for you guys.
[38:45 - 38:57] For all that want to question just how quick I am with my raps, let me show you guys just
[38:57 - 39:09] how fast I actually am.
[39:09 - 42:39] I'm a giant, Thomas, why you tell a fight?
[42:39 - 43:04] You know what, let's take this off a notch, hold up.
[43:04 - 43:09] You know what, I'm about to take this off a notch for all y'all real quick.
[43:09 - 43:18] Let's just show my true fucking potential, let's go.
[43:18 - 43:44] I got a song filled with shit full of strong will and the world gives you a raw deal and
[43:44 - 44:02] the world gives you a raw deal and the world gives you a raw deal and the world gives you
[44:02 - 44:18] a raw deal and the world gives you a raw deal and the world gives you a raw deal and the
[44:18 - 44:36] world gives you a raw deal.
[44:36 - 45:04] I got a song filled with shit full of strong will and the world gives you a raw deal and
[45:04 - 45:29] the world gives you a raw deal.
[45:29 - 45:34] I got a song for y'all, hold up, I might be able to do some quick shit, hold up.
[45:34 - 45:37] I got something for your asses, hold up.
[45:37 - 45:49] Y'all want quick shit, you got it quick, hold up.
[45:49 - 46:15] You're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just,
[46:15 - 50:44] you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just, you're just,
[50:44 - 50:52] to give you that opportunity if you're willing to do it. So with that being said, I'm about
[50:52 - 51:00] to bounce up out of here, I'm about to chill, get some coffee going, and yeah. With that
[51:00 - 51:04] being said, I will catch you guys later. Peace.