Original upload date: May 29th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:26] What up y'all, good morning everybody. I know it's early but I wanted to speak on something
[0:26 - 0:34] here and there and again y'all I do apologize for not being live yesterday and doing just
[0:34 - 0:39] a couple live music videos last night which I did enjoy and I hope y'all did enjoy those
[0:39 - 0:51] music videos I understand I do hope that y'all enjoyed that shit but man y'all are fucking
[0:51 - 1:01] trolls man y'all are something else bro like for real man y'all trolls are dumb cuz see
[1:01 - 1:07] I know what image y'all are looking up when it comes to my artwork and that just means
[1:07 - 1:13] that art piece I'll have to work a little bit more on and be a little bit more transformative
[1:13 - 1:20] with but I did a reverse image search on three of the other images yes they come back
[1:20 - 1:26] with visually similar images but they don't come back with the same ones so yeah other
[1:26 - 1:34] than that one I'm in the fucking same zone straight up man like y'all obviously don't
[1:34 - 1:42] fucking get that when you're so transformative when you're so transformative with an art
[1:42 - 1:50] piece that even Google can't fucking find that shit obviously I'm in the same zone obviously
[1:50 - 1:58] I'm fine wait bro Google can't even find the images that's how good I am with my transformative
[1:58 - 2:08] artwork Google can't even find that shit alright bro ask Violet I look up three of
[2:08 - 2:15] my own images Violet can tell you she sat right there while I fucking did it I looked
[2:15 - 2:21] up three of my fucking images and you know it came off everything else but my image
[2:21 - 2:27] yeah my image showed up at the top but when you look in Google images it did not show
[2:27 - 2:39] a single iota of an image resembling it so y'all trolls are full of shit your dough
[2:39 - 2:50] is fuck like y'all trolls think that this is something I find funny I don't find this
[2:50 - 2:56] offensive or anything I don't find this to be bullshit I just find this shit to be funny
[2:56 - 3:06] as fuck like the fact that y'all want to waste your time being such dickheads every
[3:06 - 3:13] damn time or y'all want to waste time being dickheads being so fucking negative and y'all
[3:13 - 3:20] want to sit there and talk shit about oh you know get a real job get a 95 job but
[3:20 - 3:29] what y'all don't realize is that my family is everything to me the reason why I'm trying
[3:29 - 3:34] to make it in music or in my artwork is for the very reason of the fact that not only
[3:34 - 3:40] can I provide for myself but so I can give back to my family who essentially gave me
[3:40 - 3:48] my life my family gave me everything let me tell you right now man when I was born
[3:48 - 3:55] I was born one pound ten ounces okay and this is all facts I was born one pound ten
[3:55 - 4:03] ounces and was not supposed to live past birth every fucking doctor in that hospital said
[4:03 - 4:11] I was supposed to die every fucking doctor said that I would not live there was one
[4:11 - 4:18] nurse in that fucking hospital that believed in me one who just happens to be who just
[4:18 - 4:27] now happens to be my mother fucking godmother and let me tell y'all right now if my moms
[4:27 - 4:34] hadn't gone against the fucking doctors if my moms hadn't gone against what the doctors
[4:34 - 4:41] were saying I wouldn't be here today I wouldn't be alive but because she disobeyed the doctors
[4:41 - 4:49] and fought for me and fought and fought and did everything she could I'm here motherfuckers
[4:49 - 5:00] I'm here so ultimately I owe my family everything I owe my family my life and I'm out here
[5:00 - 5:05] trying to make a living off of my artwork and my music so I can give back to those
[5:05 - 5:13] that have given to me so I can help those that have helped me so I can do for those
[5:13 - 5:19] that are like me that don't have shit well then well obviously I do have shit but y'all
[5:19 - 5:27] see what I'm saying so I can fucking give back to those that fucking deserve a chance
[5:27 - 5:32] and apparently none of y'all motherfuckers seem to understand that when it comes to
[5:32 - 5:42] my family that is fucking everything to me man my family comes above all else my family
[5:42 - 5:48] will always come first my family is the whole reason why I'm doing all the shit that I'm
[5:48 - 5:54] doing with my artwork with YouTube with my music that's why I do that shit I just don't
[5:54 - 6:03] do it for myself I do it for my family and for those that have actually been in the positions
[6:03 - 6:09] that I've been in throughout my life it's like there's other saying that and I know
[6:09 - 6:15] I mentioned this guy why I know why do y'all think that you know I treat him as a god
[6:15 - 6:19] but I don't I don't treat this dude as a god but I do agree with a lot of what he
[6:19 - 6:27] says I do agree with a lot of the shit that he does speak upon Ryan Upchurch actually
[6:27 - 6:32] said this in a fucking video while back matter of fact it's that same fucking video that
[6:32 - 6:41] I brought up a while back about getting into music you can't write a song you didn't live
[6:41 - 6:49] you can't write a song you don't fucking live so whenever I put out this shit and
[6:49 - 6:56] my music or I put out artwork that reflects my life you know that's because I went through
[6:56 - 7:03] that shit I went through dark times in my life I've been in many mentally and verbally
[7:03 - 7:11] abusive relationships I've been in several emotionally abusive relationships my dad was
[7:11 - 7:18] never around all right when I was a kid my dad was never around all right even though
[7:18 - 7:26] my dad was in the military he was never around he was always on base always working doing
[7:26 - 7:34] shit so for most of my life it was always just me and my mom's and then when me and
[7:34 - 7:41] my mom moved down to Florida it was me my mom and my older brother and then you know
[7:41 - 7:47] we all three moved up here and then from there it became me and my mom and my brother for
[7:47 - 7:52] a time and then after his passing became me and my mom's for a few months and now it's
[7:52 - 8:00] me and my mom and my stepdad like like a lot of y'all motherfuckers don't seem to
[8:00 - 8:06] get that family needs a lot to me and I might not have that luxury of working a regular
[8:06 - 8:12] 9-5 job with the rest of y'all but you know what I was put on this earth for a fucking
[8:12 - 8:21] reason and that reason is to do my artwork and to do my motherfucking music I was put
[8:21 - 8:27] on this earth to do artwork and fucking music bro to tell my story and to share my life
[8:27 - 8:34] with y'all through my artwork and my fucking music and I'm not about to sit here and let
[8:34 - 8:41] some one of these fucking punk ass trolls get in the way of that shit I was put here
[8:41 - 8:50] for a fucking reason okay my artwork reflects my life 99% of my artwork reflects my life
[8:50 - 8:58] or reflects a situation on society like an artist that I am really putting up on shirts
[8:58 - 9:06] and coffee cups and shit very very soon called social decay and what that piece will be speaking
[9:06 - 9:17] upon is this sometimes we cling so much to life that we don't realize that ultimately
[9:17 - 9:26] by focusing only on life we're essentially pushing ourselves back towards death we see
[9:26 - 9:33] death and we cling on so much that we essentially are killing ourselves we're essentially you
[9:33 - 9:41] know not realizing that death is a natural part of life and that's just facts death
[9:41 - 9:47] is a natural part of life and I'll admit after my brother passed there was a time that
[9:47 - 9:55] I feared death after my brother passed away I used to for literally the first five months
[9:55 - 10:01] the first five months after his passing were the worst you want to know why because after
[10:01 - 10:11] his passing after he passed away I used to fear death on a daily fucking basis I used
[10:11 - 10:18] to get to the point somewhere I used to realize oh my god one day I'm gonna die and am I
[10:18 - 10:23] doing enough am I you know helping this person am I doing this am I doing that like what
[10:23 - 10:28] why am I not doing this with my life you know what like why do I have to die I used
[10:28 - 10:34] to question that shit all the fucking time I used to be like that after my brother's
[10:34 - 10:40] passing I used to be like that for the longest fucking time and then I slowly over time
[10:40 - 10:48] begin to realize that death is just a natural part of our existence death is just a natural
[10:48 - 10:59] part of human life now when I go yes my physical body will be gone my physical body very dead
[10:59 - 11:11] gone see you later but my music and my artwork will continue to live on and hopefully the
[11:11 - 11:19] shit that I do put out you know not only inspires people but also helps motherfuckers like
[11:19 - 11:25] I want to be that guy that can leave a legacy not just through my music but through my
[11:25 - 11:31] artwork so I can show the world that there are good artists out there like myself who
[11:31 - 11:41] do know how to convey proper messages that do know how to leave a good legacy behind
[11:41 - 11:49] ultimately and when y'all get in the way of me doing my job and yes I will admit I don't
[11:49 - 11:56] get a regular fucking paycheck okay I get it y'all going to have a job to where I get
[11:56 - 12:10] a paycheck I get it all right I get that y'all want to have a paycheck but what y'all don't
[12:10 - 12:18] realize is let me ask y'all this all right let me ask you guys this how do you think
[12:18 - 12:27] Warner Buffett got to where he got to how do you think Nicholas Tesla got to where he got to
[12:27 - 12:40] not in fact how do you think vans like Lincoln Park got to where they got to they didn't have
[12:40 - 12:53] no handouts help machine gun Kelly the most famous rapper well the most famous rapper gone
[12:53 - 13:04] punk in the fucking music industry the most famous battler of all time was homeless before
[13:04 - 13:14] he became famous he was homeless that motherfucker lived on the goddamn streets okay machine gun
[13:14 - 13:23] Kelly went from being essentially homeless and not having anywhere to sleep to making it huge
[13:23 - 13:30] like he's doing now and yeah y'all might not like him and I'll be honest I don't like his new shit
[13:30 - 13:36] either I prefer his older shit but let me tell you you got to respect that you got to respect
[13:36 - 13:43] the fact that he had the balls enough to go from being homeless and busting his ass doing what he
[13:43 - 13:51] loved with no fucking handouts no job no house and look where he fucking got to look where the
[13:51 - 14:03] dude got to he's a fucking world famous music artist now there are artists out there and fans
[14:03 - 14:10] and people out there that don't have the luxury of working regular jobs and those of us that
[14:10 - 14:17] don't work regular jobs we're the motherfuckers that y'all bash on because y'all can't seem to
[14:18 - 14:23] grasp it around your fucking heads that we all have situations we all have a different
[14:23 - 14:29] situation that does not allow us to work a regular job my challenge to be a little bit
[14:29 - 14:37] more fucked up because of the fact that Kate cost me the fact of me not able to work plus
[14:37 - 14:43] I did fucking work okay I worked for my friend Enoch's fucking gaming company until I got
[14:43 - 14:45] Fucking fired
[14:45 - 14:47] Because of what Kate did
[14:47 - 14:54] But do you see that lead do you see that's time for me? No, I'm still out here. I'm still on my fucking ground
[14:54 - 14:58] I'm still doing what I gotta fucking do. I'm still out here busting my fucking ass
[14:58 - 15:06] I'm still out here trying to show y'all that I want that shit. I want the smoke. I want that thing
[15:06 - 15:13] I want that glory. I want that money. I want that chance to be able to change my family's lives for the better
[15:14 - 15:18] And in order for me to do that, I need to keep on my hustling my fucking grind
[15:18 - 15:25] That's why every time I go live now and I go to remake these songs
[15:25 - 15:28] Y'all ain't getting that shit for free no more
[15:28 - 15:31] Y'all ain't getting that shit for free
[15:31 - 15:38] Because I'm tired of being walked on. I've been walked on for 10 plus years in the music industry
[15:39 - 15:43] By little fucking douchebags like Eric Scruggla who say
[15:43 - 15:52] I was living in your shadow. You're not a real artist. You're just a DJ. I was living in your shadow
[15:52 - 15:57] Bitch, no, I wasn't you were never living in my shadow. I never was just a DJ
[15:57 - 16:06] Okay, I'm tired of being walked on I'm tired of being trampled on and I'm tired of being taken advantage of
[16:07 - 16:12] And y'all want to sit there and say that I'm taking advantage of motherfuckers
[16:12 - 16:15] Y'all want to sit there and say that I'm scamming people
[16:15 - 16:18] How am I scamming people dude? I
[16:18 - 16:22] got paid five bucks to sit down and
[16:22 - 16:25] record an older song in my style
[16:25 - 16:31] Remix that shit and put it out and guess what that shit's popping off
[16:31 - 16:37] That shit's actually getting somewhere. That shit's driving in traffic
[16:37 - 16:43] It's driving in traction because of the fact that it's a brand new style that I coined that I came up with
[16:43 - 16:50] That people are fucking eating up that people are fucking loving me
[16:50 - 16:55] Y'all just can't stand the fact that I'm different from you
[16:55 - 17:02] I stand out in the crowd and I'm proud to stand out. I'm proud to be that dude with hair like this
[17:03 - 17:09] I'm proud to be that dude that shortest fuck. I'm proud to be that motherfucker that looks weird
[17:09 - 17:12] And you want to know why?
[17:12 - 17:17] Because people see me they don't think I can do the shit that I'm able to do
[17:17 - 17:23] And I get the chance to prove every one of those motherfuckers wrong every goddamn time
[17:23 - 17:30] Every day every night I get to prove these motherfuckers wrong and I get to show them what I could really fucking do
[17:30 - 17:32] You
[17:32 - 17:41] So for all y'all trolls out there that think you're phasing me
[17:41 - 17:47] You're really not and you can sit there and shut down my shop a million times over if you want
[17:47 - 17:48] Do you want to know something?
[17:48 - 17:52] I'm gonna just keep on coming back and coming back and
[17:52 - 17:59] Re-opening my shit and keeping my shit going you want to know why because I don't give up. I don't back down
[18:00 - 18:05] And I'm not gonna sell pussy ass fucking bored out of their goddamn mind trolls
[18:05 - 18:12] Get in the way of my fucking job my artwork and my music. That is my job
[18:12 - 18:20] My artwork and my music that is my job
[18:20 - 18:27] That's what I do for a living and maybe if y'all stupid fucks would stay the fuck out of the way
[18:29 - 18:33] And quit judging me based on what and look at what I'm doing right now
[18:33 - 18:41] Maybe if y'all would grow the fuck up and quit the bullshit and stay the fuck out of my way
[18:41 - 18:47] I can make a living at my job. I can do shit that I need to do. I can help pay the bills
[18:47 - 18:53] I can help my family out. I can help do shit that y'all want to see me do
[18:54 - 18:59] Like y'all want to see me go out and travel and do these vlogs and shit, right?
[18:59 - 19:03] well, how am I supposed to do that shit if
[19:03 - 19:05] I
[19:05 - 19:12] Can't make the money that I need to make to be able to make that content to be able to create that shit
[19:12 - 19:17] You see what are you see where I'm going with this if y'all want better content
[19:17 - 19:24] Y'all need to let me do what I need fucking do to make that money so I can do this shit
[19:24 - 19:26] so I can go out and
[19:26 - 19:34] Shoot these movies and shoot these vlogs and go visit friends and family and vlog that shit and you know
[19:34 - 19:39] help take my family and travel where they want to travel to like
[19:39 - 19:42] Y'all want to see this shit
[19:42 - 19:46] But yet y'all don't want to stay out of my way long enough to let me do what I gotta do
[19:46 - 19:49] It don't make no sense
[19:52 - 19:54] Hey squishy, what's up, buddy?
[19:54 - 20:04] Like and this is what I find so fucking ridiculous
[20:04 - 20:11] Y'all want to have your noses a fucking asshole reports ass
[20:11 - 20:20] Y'all want to stay attached to what she's saying and y'all don't want to listen to the fucking truth
[20:21 - 20:25] Like y'all want the truth about Kate let me fucking tell it to you
[20:25 - 20:30] Let me tell you the truth about Kate. She's a jealous fucking
[20:30 - 20:33] egotistical bitch
[20:33 - 20:40] Kate is a fucking egotistical fucking moron. She's self-centered
[20:40 - 20:48] She gets paid to ruin lives for a living
[20:49 - 20:56] Okay, that psychotic fucking evil person gets paid to fuck with people
[20:56 - 21:05] Okay, I'm not out here trying to fuck with people. I'm not here trying to make a living doing what I love
[21:05 - 21:16] Here's the thing though I I didn't bring it on myself
[21:17 - 21:23] And y'all y'all want the truth about Kate. Let me tell you she came out of nowhere. So alive
[21:23 - 21:28] How did I bring it on myself when she came out of nowhere?
[21:28 - 21:34] Explain that one. Okay, explain what it was
[21:34 - 21:39] Explain that to me alive. Kate legitimately came out of fucking nowhere
[21:39 - 21:46] Legitimately nowhere before she did what she did. I didn't know of her channel
[21:46 - 21:49] I didn't even know who the fuck she was or that she even had a channel
[21:49 - 21:53] so
[21:53 - 21:55] There's that
[21:55 - 21:57] Your theory shot dead out of the water
[21:57 - 22:03] Shot dead right there. Boom finished done negated
[22:03 - 22:08] so explain to me again how I brought to tell myself if
[22:08 - 22:11] When I got trolled
[22:12 - 22:18] Okay, I got fucking trolled. Okay, so yeah, I didn't bring it on myself
[22:18 - 22:24] So your argument invalid your argument your fight negated
[22:24 - 22:32] And let me tell you all right now man, y'all motherfuckers that are still on that case shit
[22:32 - 22:39] Y'all need to get the fuck over it, bro. Let that shit the fuck go. That's the goddamn past
[22:40 - 22:45] see while y'all motherfuckers are over here living in the fucking past and
[22:45 - 22:54] Worrying about like oh, well he did this in this time like he did this so he doesn't deserve to do anything
[22:54 - 22:56] While y'all are back here
[22:56 - 23:04] Cleaning on to the motherfucking past. I'm over here trying to hustle and grind and do what I gotta do
[23:05 - 23:12] I'm over here busting my ass doing shit that I need to do to make money for myself and my
[23:12 - 23:20] Family so I can have a future so I can buy myself nice things so I can get my license
[23:20 - 23:26] So I can get a fucking car so I can do shit
[23:26 - 23:34] While y'all stupid folks are back here living in the past. I'm over here living in the fucking future, bro
[23:34 - 23:38] I'm over here living in the here and the now and doing what I gotta fucking do
[23:38 - 23:41] So y'all need to quit living back here
[23:41 - 23:49] You know take yourself from over here in the fucking past and put yourself here where I'm at
[23:49 - 23:57] Put yourself here where the fuck I'm at. Stop worrying about what I did two three four or five weeks ago
[23:57 - 24:00] alright
[24:00 - 24:02] People talk shit
[24:02 - 24:03] Okay
[24:03 - 24:10] People are always gonna talk shit. People are always gonna say shit. People are always going to do shit
[24:10 - 24:14] I want to tell you some of the biggest names in the fucking world
[24:14 - 24:22] Some of the biggest names in the world no matter what industry it is have gone through a scandal
[24:22 - 24:32] Name one person that is not going through a single fucking scandal in their entire fucking life name one fucking person
[24:32 - 24:37] One famous person that has not gone through a scandal in their fucking way
[24:37 - 24:42] Cuz I guarantee you not a damn one of you can name even one
[24:42 - 24:45] even one
[24:45 - 24:53] Cuz let me tell you even if you could name that I guarantee you I can easily easily prove that shit wrong
[24:53 - 24:58] Every fucking famous person has gone through a scandal in their fucking life
[24:59 - 25:03] Every one of them has gone through a scandal in their life at some point or another
[25:03 - 25:09] But you don't see people hanging on to their scandals. Do you?
[25:09 - 25:16] You don't see people hanging on to their scandals. So why hang on the mind? It's stupid
[25:16 - 25:20] It's ridiculous and it honestly it's fucking retarded
[25:20 - 25:24] It really is fucking dumb
[25:24 - 25:26] It's fucking dumb
[25:26 - 25:36] Like it's so fucking dumb
[25:36 - 25:49] Like I said, man, there are stupid famous people in this world that have done so much fucked up shit
[25:49 - 26:12] Like there are plenty of famous people that have done some seriously fucked up shit
[26:17 - 26:22] And I mean seriously fucked up shit
[26:22 - 26:24] But
[26:24 - 26:32] The difference between them and you guys the difference between regular people and you people on the Internet
[26:32 - 26:34] You trolls on the Internet is
[26:34 - 26:38] This
[26:38 - 26:44] These people over here have the common sense to let those people move on with their fucking lives
[26:45 - 26:49] There's like y'all won't be stuck in this shit and I ain't about to have it
[26:49 - 26:59] Because like I said these these people that are famous the big fucking names that I'm starting
[26:59 - 27:02] He works slowly starting to get up there with
[27:02 - 27:07] And when I say slowly, I do mean very very very slowly
[27:12 - 27:17] Well, let's see this way Triple H and Stephanie McMahon
[27:17 - 27:25] Two of the biggest names in the wrestling industry hands down
[27:25 - 27:36] Triple H is his wife Stephanie McMahon before they were even fucking married they sat
[27:36 - 27:42] Right there and went at it in the middle of the fucking ring on a fucking bed
[27:42 - 27:45] in front of the whole crowd and
[27:45 - 27:49] For those of you that are fans wrestling y'all will remember that shit
[27:49 - 27:52] Y'all remember that scandal
[27:52 - 28:00] But you don't see people harping on them about that do you know
[28:00 - 28:03] They let them live their lives and let them
[28:04 - 28:09] Move on from it. And yes, that was real. I did find out that actually was a legit thing that did happen
[28:09 - 28:15] That whole thing was Stephanie and Triple H. That wasn't legit. That was not scripted at all. That was for real
[28:15 - 28:19] So yes, they did actually go into that shit
[28:19 - 28:25] They actually did do that shit live like it was fucked up, but it did happen
[28:25 - 28:30] Hell
[28:30 - 28:38] When Aaron Carter Nick's younger brother got hooked on fucking drugs
[28:38 - 28:41] very badly
[28:41 - 28:50] To the point to where he had been thrown in jail several times been arrested several times
[28:50 - 28:57] And had the news and everybody talking about it for weeks on end
[28:57 - 28:59] You know what they're doing to him now
[29:00 - 29:02] They're letting him live his life
[29:02 - 29:08] they're seeing that he's actually trying to be a better person that he's actually doing better for himself and
[29:08 - 29:10] becoming a better person
[29:10 - 29:13] Because they allowed him to move on with his life
[29:13 - 29:21] They allowed him to be like, all right, you made a mistake. I'm gonna let you move on from your mistake
[29:21 - 29:24] I'm gonna let you you know learn from your mistake
[29:26 - 29:33] So yes, I get what I did was severely fucked up and shouldn't happen. I get that
[29:33 - 29:40] And I do take ownership of that always have taken ownership of that and always have owned up to that
[29:40 - 29:46] I always have taken responsibility for that and realized that I shouldn't have done that
[29:46 - 29:55] but in the high in the fucking end of things in the fucking bigger picture of things, I
[29:56 - 29:58] Y'all should take what I say
[29:58 - 30:04] Legitimately, okay, y'all need to take when I say hey, I'm trying to do better for myself
[30:04 - 30:09] Y'all should take that seriously and let me move on with my life
[30:09 - 30:16] Let me do shit that I need to do stop clinging on to oh, but you did this
[30:16 - 30:20] No, you did this so you don't deserve this. No, no, no, no, you did this
[30:20 - 30:23] So we're not gonna let you do this or no. No you did this
[30:23 - 30:25] So we're gonna ruin your life
[30:25 - 30:27] No
[30:27 - 30:30] Y'all need to quit that shit. That's immature as fuck
[30:30 - 30:36] And that's stupid as hell too cuz I tell y'all right now if y'all made a mistake
[30:36 - 30:45] Like I made and I heard about it. Yeah, I fucking chew your ass out about I would get on your ass about it
[30:45 - 30:47] I jumped down your throat about it at first
[30:47 - 30:53] But after a certain amount of time and I see that you're trying to do better and you're trying to learn from your mistake
[30:53 - 30:58] I'd let you move on from your mistake. I'd let you live your life
[30:58 - 31:05] So what I'll get is why can't y'all dumb asses? Let me live my life
[31:05 - 31:12] Let me do my artwork. Let me do my fucking music to where I can make a living
[31:12 - 31:15] doing what I love to do
[31:15 - 31:19] Like it don't mean no goddamn sense for y'all to sit there and
[31:20 - 31:25] Harp and harp and harp and harp on the same fucking subject
[31:25 - 31:29] over and over and over
[31:29 - 31:33] Y'all realize how tiring that shit is to have to wake up
[31:33 - 31:41] Every day to get ready to do a fun livestream with people and to make a little money doing what you love to do
[31:41 - 31:44] All to fucking have to see
[31:45 - 31:50] Comment after comment about oh you did this. Oh you did that
[31:50 - 31:56] Do you know how fucking aggravating that is to see people commenting about the same thing?
[31:56 - 32:01] Over and over and over again. It's ridiculous man. I
[32:01 - 32:04] Don't want to have to wake up to see that shit
[32:04 - 32:08] I don't want to have to hop on to do a livestream and have to see that shit. I
[32:08 - 32:12] Don't deserve it. I
[32:13 - 32:15] Deserve to be able to live my fucking life
[32:15 - 32:21] I deserve to be able to do shit that I want to do in my life like if I want to do
[32:21 - 32:23] artwork and
[32:23 - 32:29] I want to make fair use artwork. That is ultimately my own. I
[32:29 - 32:36] Should be allowed to do that if I want to create artwork and actually sell it. I should be allowed to do that
[32:36 - 32:42] Or if I want to make music and make a living from my music
[32:42 - 32:45] I should be allowed to do that. I
[32:45 - 32:48] Shouldn't have to be held back
[32:48 - 32:53] By y'all saying oh, but you did this you don't deserve this. Oh you did this
[32:53 - 32:59] So we're gonna spread rumors about you. We're gonna make a page about you
[32:59 - 33:02] We're gonna do this about you. We're gonna say this
[33:02 - 33:08] We're gonna say all sorts of things to fuck your life up all because you made one mistake
[33:08 - 33:12] Oh, because you made one stupid mistake that you shouldn't have made
[33:12 - 33:16] Like it's ridiculous, dude
[33:16 - 33:20] It's honestly stupid
[33:20 - 33:27] Yo classic, what up?
[33:27 - 33:29] You
[33:29 - 33:42] What about my art dude
[33:42 - 33:47] My bro, I don't said it at the beginning of the fucking live stream man, I
[33:47 - 33:52] Would you didn't send it at the very beginning of the fucking live stream, dude?
[33:52 - 33:58] I looked up all three of my art images and guess what they came back
[33:58 - 34:01] with
[34:01 - 34:08] similarly visual images or so that would fall under that category for each one, but
[34:08 - 34:12] The image itself didn't come back
[34:12 - 34:18] Oh, I know it is why I know it is
[34:19 - 34:25] I'm just I'm just stating the fucking truth. I can you buy, you know, then why trust your ass, you know
[34:25 - 34:27] Then why I trust you about it
[34:27 - 34:36] Well, like I said, man, I'm just tired of fucking having to wake up every god damn morning to fucking bullshit
[34:36 - 34:42] And speaking of which a
[34:45 - 34:51] little birdie by the name of violet filled me in on some shit last night that I was unaware of and
[34:51 - 34:58] To the people that were you know, saying that they do want to deal with me. Honestly, I'm flattered. I
[34:58 - 35:01] really am
[35:01 - 35:02] But
[35:02 - 35:07] If you're just getting I'm gonna say this right now just to get this out the way
[35:07 - 35:11] if you're just wanting to be with me just to
[35:11 - 35:16] Just because of who I am or if you're just trying to be with me because you think I have money
[35:16 - 35:18] Sorry, you're wasting your fucking time
[35:18 - 35:25] Like I'm looking for something real. I'm not out here to play games
[35:25 - 35:27] I'm not out here to fuck around
[35:27 - 35:30] like
[35:30 - 35:33] If I'm with somebody I want them to you know
[35:33 - 35:41] Be with me and like me for me not because of who I am or what I do
[35:41 - 35:48] Like that's one thing I've always fucking hated is that a lot of times I'll get these chicks
[35:48 - 35:53] I fucking hate on me and no one want to date me because of who I am
[35:53 - 35:58] Don't want to date me because they think I have money because I'm actually getting my name out there
[35:58 - 36:02] Like
[36:02 - 36:07] That's the kind of shit that annoys me like if I get with somebody I want it to be organic
[36:07 - 36:10] I want it to be natural. I want to be fucking real
[36:11 - 36:16] Okay, I'm not out here to play games like let me put it to you this way when I'm with somebody
[36:16 - 36:23] I'm a loyalist fuck. I don't sit there. I don't cheat around. I don't send other chicks fucking
[36:23 - 36:26] Photos. I don't sit there and you know
[36:26 - 36:29] Cheat on people. I don't sit there and do that dumb shit
[36:29 - 36:35] That's not how I am when I'm with somebody I'm with them and I expect the same thing in fucking return. I
[36:37 - 36:43] expect you know on there's only there's very few things that I expect which is
[36:43 - 36:46] Loyalty and honesty, that's it
[36:46 - 36:55] You know, if you're a little team, that's awesome. And if you're honest with me, that's very very respectable
[36:55 - 36:58] Like I want somebody that
[36:58 - 37:06] Understands my situation and doesn't care whether I have a regular nine-to-five job that doesn't care
[37:06 - 37:12] that you know my family means something to me or that I helped take care of my family or
[37:12 - 37:18] That I do live at home my family and shit like that's what I'm looking for
[37:18 - 37:22] I'm not out here looking for something that hasn't that wants to be like
[37:22 - 37:26] Oh, you need to be on your own in order for me to be with you
[37:26 - 37:29] Do you know how many people live at home with their families?
[37:29 - 37:34] about 75 about 75 percent of the u.s. lives at home with their families
[37:35 - 37:40] 75 percent of people here in the u.s. live at home with their families
[37:40 - 37:44] And that's just facts
[37:44 - 37:57] Like my living circumstances and my living situation shouldn't fucking matter
[38:00 - 38:07] Alright my living situation in my circumstances and how I am shouldn't fucking depend
[38:07 - 38:11] Like you being with me shouldn't depend on that
[38:11 - 38:14] You know, I've dealt with you
[38:14 - 38:21] They have that that I live at home with my family that have accepted the fact that I
[38:21 - 38:23] helped take care of my family
[38:23 - 38:26] that have
[38:26 - 38:28] actually understood
[38:29 - 38:34] What I'm dealing with have understood that I don't work a regular job
[38:34 - 38:45] Like if you want to actually fucking deal with me
[38:45 - 38:48] Like and I was not saying this to you know to turn anybody down
[38:48 - 38:51] I'm not saying that I don't want to be on my own
[38:51 - 38:53] I would love for that to happen
[38:53 - 38:58] But with the circumstances as they are right now. I'm currently not able to do that
[38:59 - 39:01] but
[39:01 - 39:05] I am trying to bust my ass to make money
[39:05 - 39:10] I am trying to get my fucking job as an artist and a musician
[39:10 - 39:16] Up and running so I can have a business so I can make money
[39:16 - 39:18] and
[39:18 - 39:24] In order for me to make money. I need to be able to create because if I'm not creating
[39:24 - 39:27] One I get bored as fuck very fast
[39:28 - 39:31] And two if I'm not creating
[39:31 - 39:33] I'm not doing my job
[39:33 - 39:37] I'm a fucking creator. Okay
[39:37 - 39:42] That's what I do I create shit and I get paid for it
[39:42 - 39:47] so if I'm not creating something whether it's YouTube live streams, whether it's
[39:47 - 39:56] Making AMV's again because I have thought about dropping it on some AMV work yet whether it's
[39:57 - 39:59] writing songs and releasing them whether it's
[39:59 - 40:05] Creating artwork and putting it on shit for people to buy
[40:05 - 40:14] Like that's my fucking job. That's my livelihood my artwork and my music are my fucking livelihood, bro
[40:14 - 40:17] That's what I fucking depend on to make an income
[40:17 - 40:23] And at the end of the day if y'all get in the way of doing that
[40:24 - 40:26] Like if y'all have my shit shut down
[40:26 - 40:32] How am I supposed to make a living how am I supposed to have a paycheck?
[40:32 - 40:40] How am I supposed to get a paycheck if I'm not doing the things I need to do to make my money?
[40:40 - 40:47] How am I supposed to get a paycheck if I'm not able to create my artwork and release it or?
[40:47 - 40:53] Create my music and release it and try to get signed to a label
[40:54 - 40:56] Like if I can't do that shit
[40:56 - 41:00] Well, I may as well not have a job at all then, huh?
[41:00 - 41:08] I may as well not have a job at that point because like I said, my job may not be a regular nine-to-five job
[41:08 - 41:16] Okay, my job may not be a regular nine-to-five job, but it's still a job
[41:16 - 41:20] Nonetheless, it's still a job all the same
[41:22 - 41:25] Y'all get up y'all get up for work every morning, right?
[41:25 - 41:29] Well, let's eat this way. Y'all get up for work every day
[41:29 - 41:35] You get up probably about seven six seven o'clock maybe four or five is dependent
[41:35 - 41:38] You know y'all get up for work every day
[41:38 - 41:41] Y'all brush your teeth you get in the shower
[41:41 - 41:47] You get ready for the day and you go to your job. I do the same thing
[41:47 - 41:52] I wake up I take a shower I get ready for my day and
[41:52 - 41:57] I go to my job, which is my artwork my music
[41:57 - 42:01] I don't just sit down on my ass and not do nothing. Okay, I
[42:01 - 42:07] Get up and fucking 6 a.m. 5 a.m. Sometimes 4 a.m.
[42:07 - 42:13] Just like you guys I wake up and work from the time I get up to the time
[42:13 - 42:18] It's time to get off work was usually about four five six seven o'clock
[42:18 - 42:21] Depending on what I'm doing that day
[42:21 - 42:25] So I work just the same as you guys
[42:25 - 42:31] It just happens to be that my job is a little bit different than what y'all have
[42:31 - 42:34] My job is just a tad bit different
[42:34 - 42:40] That's it. Other than that other than me doing artwork and shit. I
[42:41 - 42:47] Work a regular 9 to 5 job. Just like you guys, like I said, the only difference is I do our work in music
[42:47 - 42:52] You guys work wherever you guys work. That's the only fucking difference
[42:52 - 43:00] At the end of the day my artwork in my music is not just my passion. It's my job
[43:00 - 43:04] That's what I get paid to do obviously
[43:04 - 43:08] Like obviously I get paid to do shit
[43:09 - 43:13] So like I said, the only difference between y'all's job and mine
[43:13 - 43:23] Is just the fact that we have different jobs, you know, I work a different type of job than you guys
[43:23 - 43:26] So
[43:26 - 43:31] How do I not have a job? Like seriously explain that to me
[43:31 - 43:37] Just cuz I'm not catching up paycheck every fucking week
[43:38 - 43:42] Just because I'm not balling out on hundreds of dollars
[43:42 - 43:48] Every week like some of you guys do not saying all you with some of you
[43:48 - 43:55] Just because I'm making little bits of money here and there doesn't mean I'm not working
[43:55 - 43:59] That doesn't mean I don't have a job. I do have a job
[43:59 - 44:05] It's just the difference is y'all catch a paycheck at the end of the week. Y'all get a paycheck what?
[44:06 - 44:12] Every two three weeks. I don't I get paid when I make a sale
[44:12 - 44:20] Okay, that's how I make my money I get paid when I make a sale or
[44:20 - 44:31] When I sell a CD, that's how I get paid. That's how I make my money and there's nothing wrong with that at all whatsoever. I
[44:32 - 44:35] get paid through sales and
[44:35 - 44:40] Commissions you guys get paid to work nine to five
[44:40 - 44:42] That's the only difference
[44:42 - 44:45] So at the end of the day
[44:45 - 44:48] My job is ultimately my fucking job
[44:56 - 45:03] I know I don't I know I don't need to explain myself worrying about trying to make people realize what they're doing
[45:03 - 45:07] Because I said y'all at the end of the day
[45:07 - 45:10] Y'all doing this shit
[45:10 - 45:18] By having my shop shut down stuff. That's not getting me mad or angry. It's really not
[45:18 - 45:25] You're just putting a hindrance on me making money and what y'all don't realize is
[45:25 - 45:30] It's not that hard for me to get my shop back up and running
[45:30 - 45:37] Which is what I'm gonna be doing today. I have the shop set up. I just gotta get the merchandise
[45:37 - 45:44] I just gotta get the artwork and the pieces set back up to go in and resell. That's it
[45:44 - 45:47] I just got a real load of shit and that's it
[45:47 - 45:52] And then from there y'all be able to purchase, you know my artwork on hoodies
[45:53 - 45:57] On fucking coffee cups and all that good shit
[45:57 - 46:07] Yo Courtney get rid of this I was just gonna say get rid of that dude
[46:07 - 46:19] Though I for real though, man
[46:21 - 46:24] At the end of the day, I'm just like you guys
[46:24 - 46:28] At the end of the day, I'm just a working man. Just like you guys
[46:28 - 46:38] Y'all wake up at 6 7 a.m. Go to work. I'll wake up at 6 and 6 or 7 a.m. And go to work. I
[46:38 - 46:45] Said the only difference is that we have between our jobs is that we get paid differently
[46:45 - 46:50] And we work different jobs. That's the only difference
[46:51 - 47:00] Other than that, I work just like you do I get out at 6 7 a.m. I get dressed get ready for my day and
[47:00 - 47:09] I go to work whether it's working on our work or promoting it or uploading shit to the shop or whatever it may be
[47:09 - 47:14] Like I said, the only difference between my work and your guys work are two things
[47:14 - 47:19] The way that I get paid and the work that I do. That's it
[47:20 - 47:26] That's the only difference the way I get paid and what I do. That's the only difference
[47:26 - 47:34] That is literally the only difference between what I do and what you guys do
[47:34 - 47:47] So on that note, let's see how much one time I was in
[47:47 - 47:54] 759
[47:54 - 47:59] So with that being said y'all speaking of which
[47:59 - 48:03] I need to hop off
[48:03 - 48:08] I need to get ready for my fucking job because I'm hard work that I need to do
[48:08 - 48:16] I have a fucking shop to resale that I'm probably gonna be spending a majority of my day on or a majority of my morning
[48:16 - 48:23] now when I do get this shop set up, I am gonna be reposting it for you guys to
[48:23 - 48:29] Pick up the shit and I am gonna start posting on my art channel a lot more
[48:29 - 48:33] I'm gonna be doing videos of different art pieces and
[48:33 - 48:40] Shit, I'm gonna be doing some live streaming of some hand don't order and digitally don't art as well for you guys
[48:40 - 48:42] on that channel
[48:42 - 48:45] So I have a lot to do today guys
[48:46 - 48:51] Hopefully you guys understand the situation a lot more and hopefully y'all don't get in the way again
[48:51 - 48:55] and hopefully you guys let me do my job and
[48:55 - 49:01] Actually, let me create shit and do what I have to do
[49:01 - 49:04] And don't get in the way of that shit
[49:04 - 49:09] But with that being said y'all I do have to bounce I do have
[49:09 - 49:13] You know shit I have to do. I do have work. I have to get done
[49:13 - 49:16] So I'll catch you crazy motherfuckers
[49:16 - 49:23] In the next live probably around. I don't know said two three o'clock. So some show with that
[49:23 - 49:30] But I do hope that you guys have a good day or good morning and to all y'all out there man. Good morning
[49:30 - 49:35] Good evening. Good afternoon. Where were you guys around the world, man? I hope you guys stay safe
[49:35 - 49:39] I hope you guys having a good morning and good evening afternoon. Where were you guys are at? And
[49:40 - 49:43] I'll catch you guys in the next last room y'all
[49:43 - 49:49] Peace. Oh and a quick word to Kate before I go a
[49:49 - 49:56] Very quick word to kid before I go real quick. You may as well give up on the fucking email
[49:56 - 49:59] Cuz that email you sent
[49:59 - 50:06] With that supposed cease and desist letter in my email think as fuck
[50:07 - 50:11] Cuz if I were to get again if I were to get a cease and desist letter
[50:11 - 50:17] They wouldn't fucking email it to me. They'd fucking flat out and be knocking at my fucking door
[50:17 - 50:20] handing that shit to me
[50:20 - 50:28] So try again with your fake ass cease and desist letter dumbass try again
[50:28 - 50:36] Like I said if that if that cease and desist letter was real, they wouldn't be emailing it to me
[50:36 - 50:38] No, they would be printing it out
[50:38 - 50:44] Coming to my doorstep and handing that shit to me
[50:44 - 50:54] And my home so try again with your fake ass ceased and desist letter bitch
[50:54 - 50:57] Try again
[50:57 - 51:00] Peace y'all fucking love you guys
[51:00 - 51:02] *sighs*
[51:02 - 51:04] You
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