2021-5-23 Recording session

[0:00 - 0:56] The person using the most slurs is called Chance or Chance Wilkins his enemies consist of Nickolas Biegler aka MusicBitchMarty
[0:56 - 1:22] The person using the most slurs is called Chance Wilkins his enemies consist of Nickolas Biegler aka MusicBitchMarty
[1:22 - 1:34] Hope you see everything that I did and wonder why I hope that I can make things right again I'm so sorry for everything that I fucking did
[1:34 - 1:44] Sorry that I fell for the mistakes that I did I'm sorry that I'm only human I don't know what to do
[1:44 - 2:13] I'm so sorry that I'm not perfect Sorry that I'm only human Sorry that I did everything wrong
[2:13 - 2:21] I'm sorry that I made these mistakes that I knew shouldn't make all along
[2:21 - 2:41] I'm sorry for all the mistakes that I made Sorry for everything that I'm taking to the grave you decided to pull at me trash me, attack me, bash me, make me, break me now just don't know who I am anymore
[2:41 - 3:09] I don't recognize myself anymore I just wanna be human again wanna be back to the way that I was before the bullying and the fighting began
[3:09 - 3:23] I don't understand why why is it that I have to go through this torment every day of my life for to find my family fighting for everything that I love now I'm here
[3:23 - 3:51] stuck on the ground don't know what to do anymore I'm so motherfucking lost in the thoughts of the inside constantly breaking
[3:51 - 4:01] I'm so sorry that I'm not perfect
[4:01 - 4:29] I'm so sorry that I'm not like you Sorry that I'm so
[4:29 - 4:46] like you Sorry that I'm so different from you Sorry about everything that I did Sorry about not being perfect Sorry about not being the same as you Sorry that I look so different from you
[4:46 - 5:09] I don't understand how I even got here always running around this circus little kid making the same mistakes of rend over again I'm only human yo what am I supposed to do I don't understand it every time I get up on the internet
[5:09 - 5:32] everybody want to judge they want to attack make me feel worthless
[5:32 - 5:48] it's so fucking hard to wake up try to provide for my family trying to do what's right by making my dreams a reality gotta get the money up gotta do what is right for me
[5:48 - 6:16] But I get up on the internet everybody want to talk all of this shit nothing like I'm in the way truth is I just want to be myself. I'm sorry that I'm here fighting every day but gets my last breath fighting every day for my family like I'm always being put to the test is how I'm feeling deep inside
[6:16 - 6:41] It's just so hard because everybody sees me they take one look at me and then they judge me like who the fuck are you? You're no different than me
[6:41 - 7:10] You're no different than me so what makes you think you have that right to judge me sorry I'm human sorry that I'm me sorry that I make these mistakes and try to grow from them on the daily I don't understand it why is it that I always feel like I want to die on the inside like I want to take this knife
[7:10 - 7:25] I let go well to the motherfucking heavens in the sky I don't understand it why is it that I can't so much hate to the point that I can't stand it
[7:25 - 7:53] Then I turn around and realize that I've made some mistakes that might be unforgivable and that's all right truth is I want to get back on the right track want to get back to my old life so I can provide for me my family please can someone help me
[7:53 - 8:08] Oh sick of the hate sick of the rage and sick of the pain
[8:08 - 8:28] It's so hard to wake up that nobody wants to fuck with you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up with depression on your motherfucking mind with suicide running through the back of your mind
[8:28 - 8:43] Do you know what it's like to want to provide for your family make your dreams a reality but it's so hard taking rejection after rejection every day
[8:43 - 9:05] feeling so lost feeling so alone feeling like you got nowhere to go so you constantly run in the circles wondering is your dream even worth it
[9:05 - 9:32] I'm so fucking lost so fucking scared don't know what I'm doing anymore I just wanted to what is right for me and my family you're so sick of seeing them suffer every day
[9:32 - 9:50] so sick of not being able to give them everything like it is to me
[9:50 - 10:19] I'm so fucking lost so fucking sick of you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up that nobody wants to fuck with you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up and die?
[10:19 - 10:27] I'm so fucking lost so fucking sick of you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up and it's so fucked up
[10:27 - 11:42] I'm so fucking lost so fucking sick of you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up and die?
[11:42 - 12:00] I'm just fucking lost so fucking sick of you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up and die?
[12:00 - 12:57] I'm so fucking lost so fucking sick of you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up and die?
[12:57 - 22:11] I'm just fucking lost so fucking sick of you all because of a mistake that you felt for truth do you know what it's like to wake up and die?
[22:11 - 22:40] By the way good afternoon to everybody that's out there. Sorry I'm not talking now I'm just like trying to get this shit to work.
[22:40 - 23:07] Yo Burger Boy always man. Always bro.
[23:07 - 23:17] Here's the thing though man I can tell when somebody's being fake and how these women are fucking troll ass fucking cat bitch.
[23:17 - 23:32] I'm not stupid I see what's going on.
[23:32 - 24:01] I don't act like I ain't got a fucking brain.
[24:01 - 26:21] I'm just fucking kidding.
[26:21 - 26:38] Oh yeah now it's working properly.
[26:38 - 27:07] I'm not. I'm just waiting.
[27:07 - 28:04] I'm just fucking kidding.
[28:04 - 28:33] I don't want to see this.
[28:33 - 29:02] You know what I'm actually gonna do something extra for you guys because now that I got that song recorded I'm gonna do something really cool for you guys.
[29:02 - 29:31] Mm hmm.
[29:31 - 29:41] I'm just not two of them popping up.
[29:41 - 30:10] What you're going to do like I used to do or what I did a while ago and actually record a cover for you guys one of my personal favorite songs.
[30:10 - 30:37] So here I'm going to have to
[30:37 - 30:49] refresh come on bring you to the side and grab the fucking song so I can do what I need to do. Come on.
[30:49 - 31:02] And you don't want to let me. That's fucking great.
[31:02 - 31:06] Let's get rid of this.
[31:06 - 31:12] Bring Microsoft Edge back up.
[31:12 - 31:41] Thank you.
[31:41 - 32:10] Here.
[32:10 - 32:39] Thank you.
[32:39 - 33:08] I was going right here and download the audio.
[33:08 - 33:30] First time to convert it and then I can download it.
[33:30 - 33:39] It's converting right now and then after that, oh damn, that was quick.
[33:39 - 33:50] We've put it to download and then I can start recording.
[33:50 - 34:10] And sometimes I can't like actually play the audio as it's downloading that would be actually really freaking cool.
[34:10 - 34:39] Wow, four scores. You really are a piece of shit, ain't you, bro? You really are fucking full of it, ain't you?
[34:39 - 35:08] You really are.
[35:08 - 35:20] Come on, everybody.
[35:20 - 35:34] Go on, I'd like to record this cover sometime today.
[35:34 - 35:38] Thank you.
[35:38 - 36:07] Cheers.
[36:07 - 36:23] And set it up just like before.
[36:23 - 36:26] Bring this around.
[36:26 - 36:36] Oh, don't know what that was.
[36:36 - 37:05] That shit.
[37:05 - 38:03] Yeah.
[38:03 - 38:06] Don't avoid to share the laughter.
[38:06 - 38:09] I don't mind.
[38:09 - 38:15] No, if I am to survive.
[38:15 - 38:38] You must die.
[38:38 - 39:07] No, but a broken man.
[39:07 - 39:11] The rat is the mouse.
[39:11 - 39:17] Now, if I am to survive.
[39:17 - 39:21] The infection was done.
[39:21 - 39:27] Murder the beast that's been eaten alive.
[39:27 - 39:40] The infection was done.
[39:40 - 40:09] Yeah.
[40:09 - 40:27] Now, if I am to survive.
[40:27 - 40:52] You must die.
[40:52 - 41:05] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[41:05 - 41:23] No, no, no, no, no.
[41:23 - 41:41] Actually, I got a better idea for you guys.
[41:41 - 41:51] I know you guys like seeing me do this so let's get it.
[41:51 - 42:32] Yeah.
[42:32 - 43:01] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[43:01 - 43:30] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[43:30 - 43:50] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[43:50 - 44:19] No, no, no, no, no, no.
[44:19 - 44:48] Yeah.
[44:48 - 45:16] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
[45:16 - 45:45] No, no, no, no, no, no.
[45:45 - 49:04] Yeah.
[49:04 - 49:33] Oh, yeah, that should turn out good. Hold up. Hold up. I want you all to hear this shit.
[49:33 - 53:36] Oh, yeah.
[53:36 - 53:44] Dude, that turned out so good.
[53:44 - 54:02] Oh, yeah.
[54:02 - 54:31] Next song.
[54:31 - 56:47] Oh, yeah.
[56:47 - 57:00] There we go.
[57:00 - 57:28] And so do you.
[57:28 - 57:57] Hey, Katrina, what's up.
[57:57 - 58:26] Thank you.
[58:26 - 58:43] This one's about to take a lot out of me. This is one that I do enjoy doing, but it's fucking it's heavy as fuck.
[58:43 - 58:51] Especially in the melodic style that I do it in.
[58:51 - 59:05] Oh, we're about to get it. We're about to nail this shit.
[59:05 - 59:23] Oh, I'm so fine.
[59:23 - 59:30] Same thing as before same routine.
[59:30 - 59:35] Oh, that was my job.
[59:35 - 59:40] Let's go for here.
[59:40 - 60:06] Let's get it.
[60:06 - 60:12] This is actually originally a female vocalist song.
[60:12 - 60:16] So it's gonna be crazy.
[60:16 - 60:20] And some of you might recognize the song too.
[60:20 - 60:26] If you do put it in the comments.
[60:26 - 60:35] Those are crying screaming for you.
[60:35 - 61:04] And you still won't hear me.
[61:04 - 67:27] Oh,