2021-5-17 SHOWING WHO I REALLY AM

[0:00 - 0:26] This is not the kind of stream or what I even really wanted to do this morning at all. I had some other shit planned.
[0:26 - 0:34] But some real shit came up that needs my attention.
[0:34 - 0:48] Apparently some stupid fuckhead decided to make a Kiwi Farms on my account to try to ruin my career.
[0:48 - 0:52] All because you want to make me look like a piece of shit.
[0:52 - 1:02] How lame is that? And I get it. I get it. Kiwi Farms is a career killing threat. I get it.
[1:02 - 1:18] And trust me, I've seen careers get killed with this site many times over. But I'm not about to be another statistic of that site.
[1:18 - 1:28] I'm about to tell you guys how I really fucking am. And I swear to god, y'all motherfuckers better not try to twist my goddamn words either.
[1:28 - 1:40] If you try to twist my words, I'll fucking know about it real easily. All I gotta do is go back and watch this stream.
[1:40 - 1:49] Seeing motherfuckers on Kiwi Farms have it mixed up. One, I'm not a third generation pedophile.
[1:49 - 1:58] Okay, yes, my biological father went to jail the day I was born.
[1:58 - 2:07] Yes, he went to jail for pedophilia the day that he was born. Yes, he didn't get out until I was 18.
[2:07 - 2:18] That part is true. But me being a pedophile, I ain't no fucking pedophile, dude. I only fell for a pedophilic troll.
[2:18 - 2:22] A troll, my guy.
[2:22 - 2:43] See, Kay Peters is what's known as a pedophilic troll. See, she uses pedophilic methods to troll people and get them arrested on dumb shit.
[2:43 - 2:54] She has a whole history of this shit. Matter of fact, she's gotten her kids taken away after she got arrested for shit like this.
[2:54 - 2:58] Look it up.
[2:58 - 3:18] People want to make me out to be this plagiaristic, non-artistic guy when really I'm not. I'm none of those things.
[3:18 - 3:34] I'm none of those things, man. You want to know what I do half the time when I'm not on here? I work on art music, watch anime, play video games, and work on my racing.
[3:34 - 3:49] Because yes, I am trying to become a competitor in the world of sports. Right now, I'm currently training on rally 2.0 to actually get into rally cross rhythm.
[3:49 - 3:59] And I'm doing quite well, actually. I'm currently in the top 100 for time trials. I'm actually doing very well.
[3:59 - 4:11] But you see, all these people want to sit here and talk all this shit and say that I'm a crap baby, that I'm a meth head, and that's not know I'm not.
[4:11 - 4:20] See, when I was a woman, let me explain something to you guys. And this goes into why I look the way that I look and why I am the way that I am.
[4:20 - 4:34] See, when I was born, I was born one time 10 ounces. I was very premature and my head was the size of my mom's fist and my arms and legs were the size of our pinkies.
[4:34 - 4:44] I was not supposed to live. The day I was born was the day that I was actually supposed to die.
[4:44 - 5:12] But because there was a doctor that believed in me living, because there was one nurse in there that didn't want to give up, who helped my mom get me on oxygen, got me in the fucking incub for another six months, and did whatever they had to do to get me to live, they fucking did it.
[5:12 - 5:18] And now look at me, I'm here 30 years later.
[5:18 - 5:23] I'm a walking, talking, living, breathing fucking miracle.
[5:23 - 5:28] Do you know how many kids like me die every day when they're born?
[5:28 - 5:34] Do you know how many people that are born that die every day?
[5:34 - 5:52] No way of being born the way that I was. There's quite a bit.
[5:52 - 6:08] There's quite a bit of people that when they're born, the way that I was, they die. And why do they die? Because the fucking doctors don't give a shit.
[6:08 - 6:22] But yeah, here I stand 30 years later. I see, when I first started YouTube back in 2009, I didn't sign up for this.
[6:22 - 6:39] My first video that I ever posted was a memorial video for my best friend David, who had just passed literally a couple months before, before I made the channel.
[6:39 - 6:49] That was my very first video I ever posted. And then from there I started to create AMVs, which if you don't know what that is, look it up. It's not that hard.
[6:49 - 6:57] They're called Anime Music Videos. And it was a very popular trend I've done, and it still is.
[6:57 - 7:01] That's one trend that I cannot say has never died off.
[7:01 - 7:10] But people got this shit about me twisted, saying that I'm a pedophile, that I'm a loser, that I'm this, that I'm that.
[7:10 - 7:19] Like, what's the deal? I don't get it. Like, why do y'all feel like you have to attack me?
[7:19 - 7:29] Like, what did I ever do to warrant you guys making a Kiwi Farms account about me? What did I ever do to warrant that?
[7:29 - 7:40] Because the last time I checked, I didn't warrant any of that shit. None of my actions have ever warranted any of that shit.
[7:40 - 7:49] And yes, I may live at home with my mom. Yes, I may live at home with my family and not have a regular job.
[7:49 - 7:58] But you guys kind of understand something. To me, taking care of family means more to me than having a 9-to-5 job.
[7:58 - 8:09] Looking out for my family and helping to take care of my family, that means more to me than having a regular 9-to-5 job,
[8:09 - 8:15] being stuck at work day in, day out, day in, day out, and not being able to spend time with my family.
[8:15 - 8:27] I would rather spend every waking moment with my family than just sit there and work a 9-to-5 job and not be able to ever see them or even really talk to them,
[8:27 - 8:32] because I'd always be waking up, going to work, coming home sleeping, waking up, going to work, sleeping.
[8:32 - 8:36] Like, I don't need that shit.
[8:36 - 8:48] See, I grew up very much bullied by people my entire life. I grew up being bullied my whole goddamn life.
[8:48 - 9:00] The same, by the same people like you guys that made that Kiwi Farms account, the same dudes that made that Kiwi Farms account,
[9:00 - 9:07] y'all motherfuckers are the same ones that I got bullied by as a kid when I was in school.
[9:07 - 9:14] Y'all are the same fucking ones.
[9:14 - 9:31] Why do you think when y'all go with me the way you do, it doesn't really bother me?
[9:31 - 9:44] But, and this is a different situation. You see, because of you guys, the whole world has an outlook on me that's not true.
[9:44 - 9:50] The whole goddamn world now has an outlook on me that is not fucking true.
[9:50 - 10:01] Yes, I may rage out on live streams. I may do this on the other. I may get pissed off when I'm on a live, but you guys have to understand something.
[10:01 - 10:11] Y'all motherfuckers that attack me and go after my family, y'all motherfuckers warrant that shit.
[10:11 - 10:23] You guys come after me and then when I don't respond, you go after my family, warranting me to be going off on you guys.
[10:23 - 10:36] Like, what? What's the deal? Like, what is it about me that makes you guys want to antagonize me and poke and prod?
[10:36 - 10:43] Like, I don't get it, dude. I really don't fucking get it. There's no fucking point.
[10:43 - 10:55] Ain't going after somebody like me who's not done a damn thing to any of you. I've not done a damn thing to any of you motherfuckers.
[10:55 - 11:07] So, why antagonize shit? What? Do you enjoy seeing me get mad? Do you enjoy seeing me get pissed off? Is that it?
[11:07 - 11:14] Am I like the new, the new, what's the name, the new angry German kid?
[11:14 - 11:20] Am I the new angry grandpa to you guys or some shit like that?
[11:20 - 11:26] Rest in peace, angry grandpa though.
[11:26 - 11:34] But like, for real though, am I that guy? Am I the new angry grandpa to you guys? Is that what this is?
[11:34 - 11:44] Y'all motherfuckers are that fucking bored that you feel like you gotta go off and troll somebody and make them mad.
[11:44 - 12:00] Just to get a little bit of entertainment. Do you hear how stupid that is?
[12:00 - 12:09] And here's the thing, bro. I'm not a fucking child predator, motherfucker. See, that's where y'all get it mixed up.
[12:09 - 12:19] That's where y'all stupid fucks get it mixed up. You guys have this one-track mind of, oh, he fell for a pedophile troll.
[12:19 - 12:25] He's instantly a child pedophile. He's instantly a child predator. No, the fuck I'm not.
[12:25 - 12:33] Yes, it's true. I fell for a pedophile troll. So what? That doesn't make me a pedophile.
[12:33 - 12:43] A pedophile, by definition, actively seeks out children. I do not do that.
[12:43 - 12:55] It was a one-time mistake, motherfucker. And as I know what y'all gonna do, y'all gonna be like, what about that 15-year-old? Well, guess what? I blocked her ass, didn't I?
[12:55 - 13:04] As soon as I found out she was underage, what did I do? I blocked her. Got rid of her.
[13:04 - 13:13] So don't even try on me, motherfuckers. 'Cause I'll spit facts to you all goddamn day.
[13:13 - 13:26] And I get it. Because of that pedophile troll, you now view me as a pedo. I get it. But the facts remain as they are, which is the fact that I'm not a pedophile.
[13:26 - 13:36] I'm just a normal dude that fell for a pedophile troll from a deadbeat bitch of a mom like Kate.
[13:36 - 13:43] See, and this is what I don't get about you trolls, man. This is another thing I don't understand.
[13:43 - 13:55] Why glad for somebody like me? Why not glad for a deadbeat mom like Kate who actually has a fucking track record?
[13:55 - 14:10] Kate has a record of this shit. Okay? Look it the fuck up. You got two hands, you can type. Look that shit up.
[14:10 - 14:30] She has a record of going to jail for doing the shit like she did to me. She has a record of losing her kids because of shit like this.
[14:30 - 14:45] Not to mention, she's gone to jail for filing fraudulent reports to federal agents.
[14:45 - 14:53] So yeah, instead of going after me, y'all stupid motherfuckers need to go after her.
[14:53 - 15:02] Stop pointing the fingers at me and start pointing the fingers at the person responsible, which is Mass Whole Reports.
[15:02 - 15:10] Point the fingers at her, motherfuckers. Stop pointing the fingers at everybody else.
[15:10 - 15:24] Instead, watch y'all point the fingers at yourselves and at the little bitches like Kate that start this shit, that ruin these lives.
[15:24 - 15:44] And like I said, I get it that Kiwi Farms is a career killing site, but you know what? I'm not gonna let some stupid ass piece of shit, moronic website dictate where my career goes.
[15:44 - 15:56] I dictate my career. I dictate my life. I control my life. Not some stupid ass fucking website like Kiwi Farms.
[15:56 - 16:06] Kiwi Farms is fucking trash. And anybody that goes on there to run their mouth about me, y'all are trash too.
[16:06 - 16:22] Every one of you stupid fucks that supports that site and bashing on me and other people, y'all motherfuckers, I control what I do with my life.
[16:22 - 16:32] Some stupid website doesn't control my life. Some stupid website doesn't control where my career's going.
[16:32 - 16:41] Do you know how many motherfucking people sit here and talk shit on Eminem and talk shit on other people every fucking day?
[16:41 - 16:56] Let me ask you this. Do you think that if Eminem, the most legendary rapper in the fucking game today, do you think that if he listened to any of those articles that he would be here today?
[16:56 - 17:11] No. He wouldn't. He didn't listen to those articles when they were talking trash on him. He didn't listen or feed in to the bullshit.
[17:11 - 17:36] And look at where he's at now. He's a fucking goat, a legend, a walking, talking, living, breathing legend in the music industry. Why? Because he didn't listen to what the fucking naysayers, the critics, the websites, he didn't listen to that shit.
[17:36 - 17:46] Don't believe me? Thack check me on this shit. Fucking Thack check me, bro.
[17:46 - 17:57] I get it. Y'all want to have your opinions about me. Y'all want to be politically correct about me. Y'all want to ruin my life because you want to be right about me.
[17:57 - 18:14] Well, guess what, bitches? My life ain't about to be motherfucking ruined by some stupid ass bullshit Kiwi Farms website or any of you stupid fucks that agree with that bullshit.
[18:14 - 18:26] Because like I said, I'm in control of me. I'm in control of my destiny. I control where my career goes. I control where my life goes.
[18:26 - 18:45] And right now, my life is going in a pretty good fucking direction, a real good fucking direction. And I'm not allowed to let some stupid ass fuck motherfuckers that are fat as fuck overweight and goddamn Cheetos and beating their dick to child porn all fucking day.
[18:45 - 19:07] Dictate where my career's going. Because that's all you stupid fucks do. You guys are like Big Will, man. Y'all stupid motherfuckers sit there, fat as fuck, eating your goddamn Cheetos all day, jerking off to God knows what, trying to be politically correct.
[19:07 - 19:14] That's all you do. That's all you motherfucking do.
[19:14 - 19:20] And ask anybody that fucking knows me.
[19:20 - 19:29] Hell, ask Chi-town. Ask my brother Sean's play.
[19:29 - 19:38] Ask my little brother Bradley. He knows, they know. Ask my little brother Marcus.
[19:38 - 19:46] Hell, as much as I can't stand the guy sometimes, ask Marty. Ask Tangerine Cat.
[19:46 - 19:52] Hell, ask my motherfucking brother Voodoo Ninja.
[19:52 - 20:08] They'll tell you how I am. 'Cause the way y'all make me out of me ain't how I really am, motherfuckers. See, the motherfuckers I named off, they know me outside of YouTube. They know me outside of social media.
[20:08 - 20:24] I talked to Voodoo Ninja on almost a daily goddamn basis, bro. He knows me. He knows how the fuck I am. He knows what's going on. And guess what? He gonna agree on the single one of you stupid fucks.
[20:24 - 20:42] He's in the same boat that I'm in. And he agrees that you dumb fucks need to back off.
[20:42 - 20:58] And you know what I find real funny, though? The same motherfuckers that run their mouths about me. The same ones that run your mouths about me. Saying, "Oh, he lives at home with his mom. He lives with his family."
[20:58 - 21:22] Well, guess what, motherfuckers? So do half of you. Half of you motherfuckers are fat as fuck, overweight, jobless. You live at home with your moms, and you want to sit there and criticize and judge me and my living situation.
[21:22 - 21:37] Man, that's pathetic. That's real fucking pathetic. And if you do have jobs, you're probably the laziest motherfuckers there at your job.
[21:37 - 21:57] And you know what I find real fucking funny is this. This is what I find the funniest thing of all. This is what I truly find hilarious. The same motherfuckers that are telling me to go out, get a job, do something with my life, right?
[21:57 - 22:16] Y'all tell me to do that. And then when I go to fucking do it and I start to build a brand for myself and build a business for myself to where I can make a living, y'all same motherfuckers want to tear that shit down.
[22:16 - 22:34] All because you don't want me building my own goddamn brand. You don't want me to build my own business and be successful because y'all motherfuckers know that I've got the smarts and the talents and the brains to be motherfucking successful.
[22:34 - 22:54] I've got the business smarts to be successful. And maybe if you stupid fucks would step the fuck aside and quit your bitch and quit your mouth running for five seconds, you might actually see that I can make a living doing what I fucking love to do.
[22:54 - 23:17] Whether that be my artwork on a clothing brand, my YouTube icon work on a clothing brand, whether that be music, whether that be gaming and getting into esports as a professional fucking athlete, or whether that be record breaking shit and breaking and shattering records and making a living off of that.
[23:17 - 23:25] Whether it be shooting films like the Talking Wrench video, no matter what it is.
[23:25 - 23:39] Maybe if y'all motherfuckers would step aside and shut the fuck up and actually let me do like I did before you guys came in and started running your mouth, I might actually be able to do something.
[23:39 - 23:55] But instead, I'm constantly young here, fighting, battling, going head to head with every one of you motherfuckers for no goddamn reason. It's a waste of my goddamn time, bro. It's a waste of my motherfucking time.
[23:55 - 24:06] I don't need to be doing this shit. I don't need to be fighting with you stupid fuckheads. You want to know what I should be doing right now? You want to know what I should be doing right now?
[24:06 - 24:21] I should be running my own business and making money, doing what I love to do, making money. But instead, every fucking day, I'm up here battling you stupid bitchface fucking idiots.
[24:21 - 24:39] Every day I'm up here battling you stupid motherfuckers. All because you want to have a fucking opinion that's bullshit. And then when I call you out on your fuck shit, "Oh, let's make a kiwi farm. Let's run his career."
[24:39 - 24:48] "Let's run his career," but yes, he was correct. Then you get the fuck out of here.
[24:48 - 24:57] Y'all ain't ruining my career, bitch. And I'm gonna make damn sure that don't happen. I'm gonna make damn sure y'all motherfuckers get shut down.
[24:57 - 25:15] I'm gonna make damn sure that my career ain't tarnished. I'm gonna make damn sure that I get to where I want to fucking be. Because this is something that I've worked my whole goddamn life for.
[25:15 - 25:24] This right here, everything I'm building up, is something that I've worked my whole goddamn career, my whole goddamn life for.
[25:24 - 25:44] And I'm not about to be held back by a bunch of fat-ass, overweight, pussy-ass little bitches that are acting lame as fuck.
[25:44 - 25:59] Exactly, dude. Exactly, Ignimatic. I get it, man. That's facts. He did. That is pure fucking facts, bro. He really did.
[25:59 - 26:07] Ignimatic's right, y'all. That dude did build his career from the ground up.
[26:07 - 26:16] And like I said, y'all motherfuckers can have your opinion about me. Say this, say that, say what you want. I don't fucking care.
[26:16 - 26:32] But there's something you do have to admit that even Strawberry, AKA Noel Van Brocklin, who, yes, is a famous actor that I had actually dated.
[26:32 - 26:47] Yes, me and Noel dated at one point. But even she brought up a good point. Even Noel brought up a very good fucking point, bro.
[26:47 - 26:57] Love me or hate me, it doesn't matter. You guys still are interested in me. I am still entertaining to you guys.
[26:57 - 27:08] Whether you love me or hate me, don't matter. At the end of the day, you fucking watch me because I'm entertaining to you guys.
[27:08 - 27:16] Love me or hate me, you guys still fuck with me. You guys still watch me because I'm entertaining to you guys.
[27:16 - 27:26] And I know half y'all motherfuckers are getting denied, but y'all know I'm speaking the truth when I say this shit. Love me or hate me, it don't matter.
[27:26 - 27:34] At the end of the day, I'm entertaining as fuck and you guys know it. I bring that entertainment value.
[27:34 - 27:40] I do what other people don't. I stand out in a crowd.
[27:40 - 27:49] Like I said, love me or hate me, it doesn't matter. At the end of the day, you still fucking watch me. You still click that play button.
[27:49 - 28:00] Whether it's a dislike, a like, or whatever. At the end of the day, it ain't nothing but a view from me, a like, all that shit.
[28:00 - 28:18] So instead of fucking hating on me like a bunch of bitches and wasting your time, hell, you all are here watching me. Why not show some love and support, man?
[28:18 - 28:28] Why not show some love and support? Why show hate? Why show a bunch of fucking hate and negativity? That's what I don't get.
[28:28 - 28:40] You guys, see this is where I get confused by you fucking idiots. You click on my video. You subscribe to my channel.
[28:40 - 28:53] You go into my loud chats and you talk shit. But here's what I don't get. If you're going there to watch me, why talk shit?
[28:53 - 29:10] I don't get it. Why talk fucking shit? Why not be supportive, encouraging? Why y'all gotta be a bunch of bitches?
[29:10 - 29:18] Like why y'all gotta sit there and be negative? If you don't like something, you ain't gotta watch it.
[29:18 - 29:24] And not only do I say this, but there's several other YouTubers that say the same goddamn shit.
[29:24 - 29:32] If you don't like what you see on my channel, don't fucking watch. If you don't like it, you ain't gotta watch it.
[29:32 - 29:37] That don't mean you gotta sit up on here and be fucking negative all the damn time.
[29:37 - 29:48] And that's where I get so fucking frustrated. Because I call you stupid asses out on your bullshit and I correct you.
[29:48 - 29:56] Then when I do correct you, you get pissed and bitched and lying alone and blah blah blah.
[29:56 - 30:06] Like dude, you act like your fucking opinion is fucking word. Like your opinion is fucking bond.
[30:06 - 30:15] But the truth is, your word ain't bond nigga. Your opinion about me ain't fact. That's your opinion.
[30:15 - 30:26] And yeah, you're entitled to your opinion about me. But half y'all motherfucker's opinions about me are false as fuck.
[30:26 - 30:33] I'm not the bad guy that y'all make me out to be, man. I'm really not.
[30:33 - 30:50] Hell, ask my brother Sean Sands. He'll tell you how I am. He'll tell you how the fuck I am. I'm the coolest motherfucker you could ever meet.
[30:50 - 30:59] Yo Bronx, where'd I go?
[30:59 - 31:09] Well I'm gonna play it this way, man. I'm the nicest guy with the biggest heart you could ever fucking meet.
[31:09 - 31:18] I really am. I'm the nicest guy that you could ever fucking meet in your life. I'll go out of my way to give you the shirt off my goddamn back.
[31:18 - 31:28] I'm that dude that if I see you're homeless and I see you need money, I'll give you whatever money I could give you.
[31:28 - 31:40] I'm that dude that if I see an artist that's struggling on something, whether that be music or even artwork, I'll help them out in any way that I fucking can.
[31:40 - 31:46] Because I'm that kind of guy. I'm that kind of guy that'll show love to the smaller channels.
[31:46 - 31:54] I'm that kind of guy that when I hit a thousand subs, I'm not gonna act like some sort of stuck up jackass.
[31:54 - 32:02] No, I'm that guy that's gonna go out of his way to help out the smaller fucking channels that need the help.
[32:02 - 32:09] Because I know what it's like to be there. I know what it's like to be the little guy. I know what it's like to be the underdog.
[32:09 - 32:19] I'm the guy that goes out of his way to help motherfuckers whenever I can and wherever I can.
[32:19 - 32:28] Like that's how I am. That's how I've always been.
[32:28 - 32:49] So y'all fucking knuckleheads that want to talk shit, keep your goddamn opinion. If it's negative, keep your goddamn opinion to your fucking self.
[32:49 - 32:58] Keep your fucking opinion to your goddamn self and stop ruining lives.
[32:58 - 33:17] Like for real, quit ruining fucking lives bro. Like what's the point in ruining someone's life? What? Your life ain't good enough so you gotta go out of your motherfucking way to ruin someone else's life?
[33:17 - 33:31] Are you fucking serious? Y'all feel like you gotta go out of your way to ruin someone else's life? Just cuz you feel like shit? You feel like you gotta go out of the way to make someone else feel like shit?
[33:31 - 33:51] Alright bro, that's fucked up.
[33:51 - 34:01] It's stupid as fuck bro. Yo Cynthia, what's good?
[34:01 - 34:11] No life real though man. This is the kind of shit that annoys the fuck out of me.
[34:11 - 34:22] Like y'all want to go out of your way to make someone feel like fucking shit just cuz your life ain't shit and it's ridiculous bro.
[34:22 - 34:40] Like do you know what I could be doing right now? Do you have any idea what I could be doing right now?
[34:40 - 34:44] Like let me put it this way man.
[34:44 - 34:56] If it wasn't for you stupid ass fucking trolls coming in and starting your shit and ruining my career of a thousand subs, do you guys know where I'd be right now?
[34:56 - 35:00] Do you guys have any idea where I'd be right now?
[35:00 - 35:10] If it wasn't for you stupid ass trolls, I would probably be in racing school right now.
[35:10 - 35:21] I would probably be a pro driver right now or a pro level competitor right now doing what I love to do.
[35:21 - 35:37] I would probably be killing it on the fucking track right now if it wasn't for you freaking idiots giving me such a bad reputation.
[35:37 - 35:51] But instead I gotta sit up here every fucking day, defend myself, put these bullshit rumors to fucking rest every day and it's annoying as fuck.
[35:51 - 36:03] Like bro, if it wasn't for you fucking morons, I'd probably have sponsorships by now. I'd probably actually be doing something with my life right now.
[36:03 - 36:14] I would be making money right now and I'd have well over, well over 13,000 subs already if it wasn't for you fucking idiots.
[36:14 - 36:22] But instead I'd have to sit here every day, defend myself, defend myself, defend myself, put this rumor to rest, put that rumor to rest.
[36:22 - 36:31] Call out this person for being a moron. Call out this dude over here for talking about my family. It's stupid as fuck.
[36:31 - 36:41] It's annoying and I don't fucking need it.
[36:41 - 36:49] It's dumb as fuck bro.
[36:49 - 37:10] Like when you guys gonna grow the fuck up and realize that trolling is stupid, it's pitiful, it's dumb and it doesn't need to be happening bro.
[37:10 - 37:20] It's honestly stupid as fuck.
[37:20 - 37:27] Like I don't fucking get the goddamn point of trolling like what's the fucking point?
[37:27 - 37:31] What is the goddamn point?
[37:31 - 37:46] Because all you guys do is ruin lives, you ruin careers all for what? Because you're not successful? Because you ain't got the goddamn balls to get off your ass?
[37:46 - 37:54] Because you ain't got the fucking guts to get off your ass and do what you really want to do with your life?
[37:54 - 38:14] So instead you'd rather ruin someone else's career all because you ain't got one? All because you're sad, you're lonely, you're angry, you're pissed off, you're so pissed off the fucking world?
[38:14 - 38:28] Like bro, if you want to do something with your life, fucking do something with your life man. Fucking get off your lazy fucking ass and do something.
[38:28 - 38:36] Stop fucking sitting around watching the world pass you by as you don't do anything.
[38:36 - 38:45] Grab life by the fucking neck, show that motherfucker you're alive and still breathing and go after your fucking dreams man.
[38:45 - 38:53] Stop fucking wasting your goddamn time sitting here not doing anything.
[38:53 - 39:04] Stop sitting here and going after other people and ruining their dreams and their careers all because you ain't got that.
[39:04 - 39:21] See, when I see other people like jacksepticeye, slap train, Adam LZ, black panther, that dude in blue, when I see motherfuckers like that, you know what I do?
[39:21 - 39:27] I don't get pissed off or angry. No, you know what? I get inspired.
[39:27 - 39:36] Hell, my young, my brother Sean, who's got less subs than I do, inspires me to do what I do.
[39:36 - 39:46] You want to know why? Because he constantly pushes himself every day. He pushes himself every fucking day.
[39:46 - 40:01] Just as hard, if not harder than me at times.
[40:01 - 40:11] You know, when I see these bigger YouTubers or YouTubers like my brother Sean doing what they do, I don't get mad saying, oh, I wish I was there.
[40:11 - 40:20] I wish that was me. Oh, this isn't fair. He's there and I'm not. So I'm going to ruin his career. No, I don't do that.
[40:20 - 40:31] You know what I do? I get inspired and I push myself every day. I push myself.
[40:31 - 40:56] I push myself to create content that I want to create every day. I fucking fight in a battle to do what I want to do.
[40:56 - 41:15] When I see major YouTubers, I don't do like have y'all stupid fucks do.
[41:15 - 41:28] You know, I don't sit there and bitch and whine and moan and complain that I'm not there. No, you know what I do?
[41:28 - 41:50] I get inspired. I get up. I pull my pants off. I dust myself off. And I go for it, dude. I get up. I dust myself off. I keep going.
[41:50 - 41:59] And I know why do y'all motherfuckers are going to sit there and laugh at me and this and the other, but it is what it is.
[41:59 - 42:04] Because at the end of the day, y'all motherfuckers that are in the chat, I think you're just giving me free fucking views.
[42:04 - 42:25] So thanks for the free views, idiots. Like for real, thank you for the free fucking views.
[42:25 - 42:36] And while yes, the rumors are true that I may not be doing music as much as I used to, I do still work on music from time to time.
[42:36 - 42:47] But that doesn't mean I'm going to stop creating content because you stupid fucks want to act lame as hell.
[42:47 - 43:04] Like, dude, if you want to act lame, go do that somewhere else. For real, if you want to act lame and be a pussy and do this and the other, dude, go do that somewhere else.
[43:04 - 43:26] All right. Don't come around here on my channel or my brother Sean's channel or anything like that. Don't go and don't come around here on our channels talking all this mess because we ain't going to fucking have it.
[43:26 - 43:34] And as for y'all stupid fucks on Kiwi Farms, y'all better believe I'm fucking coming for those asses.
[43:34 - 43:53] I am going to make an account and I am going to speak up. I am going to say something because y'all fucking morons got everything so goddamn twisted that it's making me look like a piece of shit and I'm not a piece of shit.
[43:53 - 44:00] I'm better than that.
[44:00 - 44:11] And I know a lot of people are in the chat right now saying, hey, why aren't you responding? Why aren't you doing this? Well, dude, I don't fucking pay attention to the chat when there's fucking bitch ass trolls in there.
[44:11 - 44:17] I don't pay attention to troll comments. I don't pay attention to good comments.
[44:17 - 44:31] I don't sit there and give in to the bullshit like you weak asses do. I don't sit there and I don't give in to the bullshit like you weak minded motherfuckers tend to do.
[44:31 - 44:49] So with that, I say this. Fuck the trolls. Fuck Kiwi Farms. I'm in control of my life and I'm taking it in the direction that I want to take it. And I'm not going to let you bitch asses fucking stop me.
[44:50 - 44:55] Okay.