2021-5-12 THE WAR IS FINALY OVER

[0:00 - 0:26] How the fuck you guys doing tonight. Well this morning. I should say
[0:26 - 0:47] Squishy, what's up, brother?
[0:47 - 0:57] I do apologize if the stream is a little laggy that I can't help. The stream is always laggy
[0:57 - 1:21] at night. But we have reason to celebrate. Now as many of you know, for the past month
[1:21 - 1:32] I have been terrorized, my fame terrorized, threatened, my life put in danger on many
[1:32 - 1:47] occasions. Now I don't know if it'll be for good. I don't know if it'll be for good or
[1:47 - 2:01] not, but when. Now when I went on the Massholes channel, I saw what Marty and Tanger said,
[2:01 - 2:12] so you got a dance? What's up? Now first I didn't know what they were talking about.
[2:12 - 2:19] Alright, I had no idea what they were talking about at first. So I came in there and soon
[2:19 - 2:23] and they were lying about some shit. But then I remembered the conversation me and
[2:23 - 2:33] Tanger had just a few months ago. And yes, I did go through that stuff. But it was with
[2:33 - 2:43] somebody who used to be a friend of the family that did that shit to me, the family, or somebody
[2:43 - 2:52] friend who is now sitting in jail because I found out the man not only did this to
[2:52 - 3:04] me, but also dealing with abuse from all of my exes. Being mentally, verbally, and emotionally
[3:04 - 3:15] abused to add onto everything made it a thousand times worse. But I'm not going to sit here
[3:15 - 3:25] and be ashamed of speaking on that shit anymore. You want to know why? Because tonight we took
[3:25 - 3:33] the biggest victory in the history of YouTube, in this community. I couldn't have pulled
[3:33 - 3:46] off alone without the help of Marty, Tange, and everyone of my subs. Not only because
[3:46 - 3:55] of Tange and my friends like my time, it gave me the courage to stand up and fight. We
[3:55 - 4:15] brought home the biggest fucking victory ever. Also, because I left you something pretty
[4:15 - 4:25] fucking awesome and I'm here to show my thanks. Now I know a lot of you guys are wondering
[4:25 - 4:34] still, what are you going to do next? What's next now that you took this massive win? What's
[4:34 - 4:43] next for the nation? What's next for my community now that I've taken this victory and I put
[4:43 - 4:54] an end to the bullshit. What's next for me? I'll tell you what's next for me. Focusing
[4:54 - 5:01] on my career as a YouTuber and being able to make money from what I love to do. Getting
[5:01 - 5:09] back to my normal life that I used to have before my asshole reports came in and started
[5:09 - 5:17] throwing all this garbage. That's my next move. That's what I'm going to do. Get back
[5:17 - 5:26] to my normal life like I used to have. Spending time with my friends, my family. Doing what
[5:26 - 5:45] I love to do for a living is my next goal. I know a lot of you guys are wondering and
[5:45 - 5:51] I've gotten this question many times over. Am I ever going to come out with any kind
[5:51 - 5:58] of merchandise? And the answer to that, 110% yes. Once I can find a storefront where I
[5:58 - 6:06] can do designs for real cheap and not expensive, you guys will have new designs. Now I am
[6:06 - 6:12] going to be adding something. I just actually got ideas that my brother Sean ran by me
[6:12 - 6:17] and I love this idea. So shout out to my brother Sean's play. Shout out to my brother
[6:17 - 6:23] Sean. What's up, bro? I see you. You know, I see you and love you, bro. You know, my
[6:23 - 6:33] brother. The idea that he ran with from now on, every time, every time I do piano covers,
[6:33 - 6:46] I'm going to put my personal, my very personal cash out in the description. So if any of
[6:46 - 6:54] you guys want me to do a certain song or want to play a specific song by piano, violin,
[6:54 - 7:00] or whatever, all you guys got to do is send me however much you want and I'll play it
[7:00 - 7:10] for you via your request. Now, if anybody is wondering, I do still have, I do still
[7:10 - 7:17] have CDs of Shadowborn left. If anybody would like to purchase any, yes, they are still
[7:17 - 7:24] $10. Yes, you guys will still get them. So yes, I still have a bunch of copies of Shadowborn
[7:24 - 7:32] left. If anybody would like to pick up one, I do still have it on hand, ready to go.
[7:32 - 7:40] All I need is for you to send your name and address to Discord. And then send this to
[7:40 - 7:56] Dash app. And from there, the CD will be shipped out. But like, fuck, dude, I'm still trying
[7:56 - 8:03] to wrap my head around the fact that we took the biggest victory in my entire YouTube career.
[8:03 - 8:13] The biggest victory of my entire YouTube career is now upon us. And I don't know what
[8:13 - 8:21] to say, except thank you to everyone that has supported me over the years. Thank you
[8:21 - 8:26] to everyone that has stepped up and done everything they could to help out, whether
[8:26 - 8:38] it be on Facebook, whether it be here on YouTube, whether it be on Instagram, be honest, means
[8:38 - 8:49] the fucking world to me. And I couldn't be any prouder of my fucking fan base right
[8:49 - 9:01] now. I really couldn't be the guy stepping up and showing this bitch like I can't thank
[9:01 - 9:16] you enough. It's because of your guys' hard work. It allows me to get away from all this
[9:16 - 9:45] bullshit. I say this. I know a victory wreck, the victory
[9:45 - 9:59] without being bullied, without being preyed upon, without being ridiculed. And let this
[9:59 - 10:08] be a lesson to every troll out there. Let this be a lesson to every troll out there
[10:08 - 10:15] that thinks they're going to step to me and bring me down. Be a lesson to you that if
[10:15 - 10:25] you step to all of us, you step to me or anyone within my fan base or any of my friends
[10:25 - 10:34] or family, you step to any of us or you decide to try to fuck with any of us. I guarantee
[10:34 - 10:41] you better believe I'll step up and I'll say something. I'll defend my fans. I'll
[10:41 - 10:46] defend every single fucking person up in the stream right now without a fucking second
[10:46 - 10:58] thought at all. Whether it's Marty, Tange, Violet, Wreck, whoever it is, I don't care.
[10:58 - 11:06] Even if Crick K were up in here, because see, when you come from a military background
[11:06 - 11:11] like I come from, that's what you're raised to do. You're raised to do the right thing.
[11:11 - 11:19] And when it comes to my fan base, I won't think twice at all about stepping up and defending
[11:19 - 11:26] anyone here. Because that's what a fan base does. We defend each other. We look out for
[11:26 - 11:43] ourselves. My fan base isn't just a fan base to me. You guys are my family, my blood. If
[11:43 - 11:59] anyone steps to any of you, okay. So like I said, let this be a very valuable lesson
[11:59 - 12:04] to not only the trolls, to not even think about doing dumb shit ever again, but let
[12:04 - 12:11] this be honest, I'm living proof of that. And you keep your head down, you keep going,
[12:11 - 12:19] you can make it through any fucking situation. Yes, there were times that I was on the edge.
[12:19 - 12:27] There were times that I wanted to end it all. But you want to know something? You guys,
[12:27 - 12:36] my fucking fans, my friends, my family, like my brother Sean, we're there. And I can't
[12:36 - 12:46] thank you guys enough for because of you guys. I'm back on the road and I'm back on that
[12:46 - 13:07] thousand sub March man. Let's go. We are so fucking close man. And let me tell you, when
[13:07 - 13:16] I hit that thousand. So Mark, this agent or the scar ones, this can be a victory for everyone
[13:16 - 13:21] out there that has been bullied and a victory for those that have gone through what I've
[13:21 - 13:28] gone through. And then not only that, but more importantly, a victory for those that
[13:28 - 13:38] came before me. Like my brother, Bill, my best friend and brother Zach, my mentor, Koda,
[13:38 - 13:46] my best friend, David, and more importantly, a victory for the love that I lost last year,
[13:46 - 13:57] Lexi. This will be a victory for all of us. And doing what you love to do, that's what
[13:57 - 14:03] makes you fucking legendary. That's what makes you a legend. I can't be here right
[14:03 - 14:13] now. Like my brother Sean, my brother Jake, and all those guys. Because of you guys,
[14:13 - 14:18] I'm still standing here today and not in a fucking casket very six feet deep on the
[14:18 - 14:26] ground right now. Do you not realize that? Do you not realize that because you guys,
[14:26 - 14:36] my fans and my subscribers, I'm not buried six feet deep beneath the earth right now.
[14:36 - 14:43] Because it was you guys, my subscribers that pulled me back from the edge and showed me
[14:43 - 15:02] why I need to do this. Why my family depends on me making this, this victory right now.
[15:02 - 15:08] And to anybody that is new to this community that has been bullied, that has been bashed
[15:08 - 15:16] on, has been attacked on behalf of not only myself, but the entire community. I say to
[15:16 - 15:32] you this, welcome. Because here you will not be judged nor attacked. Here you have a home.
[15:32 - 15:43] Here you are accepted. Here you are equal. And here you are free. Because unlike Kate,
[15:43 - 15:55] I won't judge you because we all have a past. Okay. All of us has a past. Our past define
[15:55 - 16:05] our future. Cause I can say one thing's for sure. I'm not letting my motherfucking past
[16:05 - 16:13] dictate my future. Hell no. I'm going strong. I'm going hard and I'm doing what I need
[16:13 - 16:22] to do to get to where I want to be. Whether that was and drifting for a fucking living.
[16:22 - 16:31] I don't care. Whichever one comes. Well guess what? That's what God chose for me. Fight
[16:31 - 16:43] for that thousand dollars for my family. So you know what I say? Fuck the hate. Cause
[16:43 - 17:04] right now this is a victory for all of us. So once again, and with this being the end
[17:04 - 17:13] of the stream, once again, I'd like to say thank you to everyone that stood up and defended
[17:13 - 17:20] me. Even though you didn't have to, you did it anyway. And I can't thank you guys enough.
[17:20 - 17:28] You guys going out of your own way to defend me and give me hope. So once again, I say
[17:28 - 17:38] this on behalf of myself and my family, thank you for everything you guys have done. And
[17:38 - 17:45] now that this war is over, I can move on to a brighter future. I can move on and do what
[17:45 - 18:02] I want to do with my life. Thank you for everything guys. So from here on out from this moment
[18:02 - 18:11] on the very beginning for people like myself, we've gone through horrible things. Let's
[18:11 - 18:18] build that community. Let's build that pot of positivity. Let's build that community
[18:18 - 18:26] up, be their voices. Let's be that voice that they need. And let's make a better future
[18:26 - 18:34] for everyone. Peace.