2021-5-10 IM NOT YOUR FCKING MONKEY

[0:00 - 0:01] When it's just safe to do so.
[0:01 - 0:13] Don't fucking talk man, cause there's some shit that I'm really sick of.
[0:13 - 0:16] That motherfuckers have been doing to me.
[0:16 - 0:29] And we need to have a little chat about this shit.
[0:29 - 0:47] One, motherfuckers like Kate threatening my fucking family and then being a bitch and calling the fucking cops when I do the same I can fucking retaliate.
[0:53 - 1:02] Like I'm honestly sick of it dude, like you want to sit there and attack my family, I have just as much right to do the same thing back to you bitch.
[1:02 - 1:05] Just as much right.
[1:05 - 1:16] Like dude, you want to threaten my family's lives, you better fucking believe I'm going to do the same shit right back to you and show you how it fucking feels bitch.
[1:19 - 1:35] Like where is it fair that my family gets attacked but yet when I fire back, I'm the one that gets the cops called something.
[1:35 - 1:39] I'm the one that gets attacked for wrongdoings.
[1:40 - 1:54] Like what the fuck dude? Like where is that right or fair in any shit or form? Like I didn't ask to be fucking trolled.
[1:54 - 2:02] I don't deserve this shit Kate.
[2:08 - 2:21] Like you want to set family and threaten our lives and then when I retaliate and do the same thing to you that you did to me, you get all bitchy and whiny.
[2:21 - 2:26] Like I ain't got to write the fucking fire back.
[2:34 - 2:39] Like what the fuck bitch? I'm fucking sick of it bro.
[2:39 - 2:43] I didn't sign up for this garbage.
[2:51 - 2:59] Fuckin' of all. Motherfuckers thinking that they're gonna get me on their livestream to make me look like a fucking idiot.
[2:59 - 3:06] Sorry motherfuckers, I'm not going on anyone's fucking livestream unless they're a good friend of mine.
[3:06 - 3:18] Like my brother Sean. Hell, I'll go on my fucking time and kick it with him.
[3:19 - 3:22] I have zero problem with that.
[3:22 - 3:38] But when you want to get me on your fucking livestream to explain a situation that's already been fucking explained 50 million times, like dude it ain't fucking happening.
[3:38 - 3:47] I'm genuinely sick of not being able to do shit that I don't want to fucking do.
[3:48 - 4:16] Like instead of being able to work on content that I want to work on or put out a fucking book that I want to fucking put out that I've been busting my goddamn ass on for the past fucking week and getting photos for myself against a bunch of fucking pussies.
[4:17 - 4:24] I'm not making any money off my shit. Well gee there's a fucking reason you fucking assholes.
[4:24 - 4:32] I started running my own business and doing shit I want to do.
[4:32 - 4:38] Y'all want to set that shit away from me but I'm reporting the fuck out of it.
[4:39 - 4:48] Sorry bitch I'm not a nine to five job kind of guy. I'm gonna run my own business and make money when I do best kind of guy.
[5:04 - 5:09] And this is what I've been trying to get at the entire fucking time dude.
[5:09 - 5:16] This is what I've been fucking so pissed off about for the last six fucking years.
[5:16 - 5:28] And that's it, it's about goddamn time y'all mother controls gotta taste your own fucking medicine dude. It's about tiny little bitches heard me.
[5:31 - 5:40] Because quite frankly I'm tired of not making money doing what I love to do and being able to support my fucking business.
[5:40 - 5:53] Like y'all want me to sit there and make money doing what I love to do right?
[5:53 - 6:00] But yeah when I start making money doing it y'all want to sit there and take it away by reporting the fuck out of my shit.
[6:00 - 6:03] And getting it struck down and taken down.
[6:03 - 6:14] I'm fucking tired of it man. I don't deserve this. Do you think I wanted to threaten Kate's family? No.
[6:14 - 6:16] Yeah.
[6:16 - 6:25] Alright.
[6:29 - 6:37] But for real though man like doing what I do when I threaten Kate's family do you think I like doing that shit?
[6:37 - 6:41] No I don't I fucking hate it.
[6:41 - 6:54] But when you back me into a fucking corner and do like you've been doing to me what do you expect to fucking happen?
[6:54 - 6:57] What do you expect to come of it?
[6:58 - 6:59] No.
[6:59 - 7:08] This is what I want to let me do best.
[7:08 - 7:23] Like if y'all would just let me do my shit leave me the fuck alone.
[7:26 - 7:29] Let me show you guys what I have to do. I can make real money.
[7:29 - 7:38] Hang it in there.
[7:38 - 7:41] How about you?
[7:41 - 7:43] That's doing good.
[7:43 - 7:46] It's not bad.
[7:46 - 8:00] It's alright though. I have a friend of the family over here.
[8:00 - 8:05] They don't like what I was saying man. I don't deserve this shit.
[8:05 - 8:14] I really don't deserve this.
[8:15 - 8:19] You know like I said if y'all would just stop.
[8:19 - 8:27] The fucking bullshit.
[8:27 - 8:32] Yo Miss Ratty what up let me mind you Ratty.
[8:41 - 8:46] But you know like I said if y'all would just stop fucking coming after me the way y'all do.
[8:46 - 8:49] I can make real money doing what I love man.
[8:49 - 8:59] Cause I do have talent. But instead of showcasing my talent.
[8:59 - 9:02] I'm stuck wasting my time defending myself.
[9:10 - 9:13] I said I don't live going after people's families.
[9:13 - 9:18] I really don't man. I'm not a bad guy.
[9:18 - 9:24] I'm really not.
[9:24 - 9:31] Hell even wreck even wreck me.
[9:31 - 9:35] Hell even wrecking Carrie can tell you that I'm not a bad guy.
[9:35 - 9:43] But when you push somebody to the fucking.
[9:43 - 10:00] Like where's the fear that I don't do what I love.
[10:01 - 10:06] And make money for myself and make a living off what I enjoy.
[10:06 - 10:13] Like I can't think you guys want a job.
[10:13 - 10:19] And it's like every time I start to get somewhere and make a job out of what I love.
[10:19 - 10:22] Y'all want to come in and fuck shit up.
[10:22 - 10:29] Like Oh get a real job do what I'm doing is a real job.
[10:30 - 10:33] He's called being an entrepreneur or business owner.
[10:33 - 10:37] Starting your own business from home is a legitimate job.
[10:37 - 10:56] And then I get my out there.
[10:56 - 11:10] And I was laughing me how let's make one of the weird looking guy.
[11:10 - 11:12] I get it. Do with my life man.
[11:19 - 11:28] Well I got to go after Kate's family no. But seeing as she threatened my family and put my life in danger. Can you really fucking blame me for doing what I did.
[11:28 - 11:31] I seriously can you really blame me.
[11:31 - 11:38] So going after.
[11:38 - 11:53] Oh man there's a simple guy who's trying to make a living doing what he loves to do.
[11:53 - 11:57] I shouldn't have to deal with no troll shit.
[11:57 - 12:00] But yet I have to.
[12:03 - 12:09] And how when you do this shit to me and you ruin shit for me you're not only ruining.
[12:09 - 12:13] Stuff my running stuff from my real supporters.
[12:13 - 12:16] People that actually support.
[12:16 - 12:22] Like for you trolls.
[12:22 - 12:30] I do it I have me and now I start all over again.
[12:30 - 12:41] So I'll ask you this troll and get my opportunities ripped away from me.
[12:41 - 12:45] Thousand subs.
[12:45 - 12:48] But really it's not easy.
[12:48 - 12:57] It's really not as easy as a lot of people think I have put in hours of hard work.
[12:58 - 13:02] Hours of busting my ass trying to create content.
[13:02 - 13:13] Trying to do what I love to do with gaming and the car culture and making music and having fun with you guys.
[13:13 - 13:20] But yeah I can't do that because I'm constantly having to defend myself and.
[13:20 - 13:27] And I know a lot of you motherfuckers sit there and laugh at me.
[13:28 - 13:35] And that's not necessarily true Michael that's not necessarily true dude that is not.
[13:35 - 13:41] As much as I hate her as much.
[13:41 - 13:51] Cannot stay in her asshole reports she makes about 3000 a month and she only has 13000 subs.
[13:56 - 14:00] It is a proven fact that you don't need.
[14:00 - 14:04] A hundred thousand subs to make money.
[14:04 - 14:33] Anybody can make a living doing this man you don't need a million subs you really don't.
[14:34 - 14:38] Hell dude Dean and I love.
[14:38 - 14:42] Yo branding what up.
[14:42 - 14:53] Actually it's not true it all depends also does depend on how many people will do it too.
[14:53 - 14:56] And I look this up.
[14:56 - 15:00] Do you know that back when I had that thousand sub mark.
[15:01 - 15:08] Do you know how long no one takes the average you right takes a YouTube average of 16 months.
[15:08 - 15:11] 16 to 18 months.
[15:11 - 15:15] To that shit.
[15:15 - 15:18] Ask tangerine cat.
[15:18 - 15:19] Ask Marty.
[15:19 - 15:25] Ask Angel here man they will all tell you.
[15:28 - 15:32] Themselves within a fucking month easily.
[15:32 - 15:42] And you want to know why it's because I stayed consistent.
[15:42 - 15:47] I uploaded every day.
[15:47 - 15:53] I created content I live stream did two three videos a thousand.
[15:57 - 16:00] And then what happened when that channel got.
[16:00 - 16:09] What happened when my channel got struck for bullshit reasons I lost all those subs.
[16:09 - 16:21] Which is leaving me now to start over.
[16:21 - 16:32] During Kate's life.
[16:32 - 16:38] And I'm sorry for going after Kate's family.
[16:38 - 16:40] Yes I am.
[16:40 - 16:43] Did I want to know.
[16:43 - 16:48] But look at the corner that I got backed into.
[16:49 - 16:51] Look at this with.
[16:51 - 17:15] Do you think I want to be an evil person and say those things.
[17:15 - 17:16] No I don't.
[17:17 - 17:19] Because I'm not an evil person.
[17:19 - 17:22] That's not my style that's not.
[17:22 - 17:43] Like I'm just seriously sick of all the bullshit.
[17:43 - 17:49] I'm sick of me not being able to create the content that I genuinely want to create.
[17:49 - 17:59] Like I'm tired not being able to create the content that I love.
[17:59 - 18:03] That I know that everybody else.
[18:03 - 18:21] Like I said if I was just given a fair chance.
[18:21 - 18:30] I can make money doing what I fucking want to do I can break new grounds with my stuff.
[18:30 - 18:32] And have a good time doing it.
[18:32 - 18:36] But instead I'm always stressing out.
[18:36 - 18:40] Always worrying about my family always looking over my shoulders.
[18:40 - 18:49] And you know okay I get it.
[18:49 - 18:52] I do shit that's fucked up every now and then.
[18:52 - 18:54] But let's be honest here people.
[18:54 - 19:00] You fuck up you make a mistake you learn from it and you move on.
[19:00 - 19:16] Hell that's what makes us fucking human.
[19:16 - 19:23] And I mean we all make mistakes people.
[19:23 - 19:40] And for real we all make mistakes.
[19:40 - 19:47] But what separates us from everyone else is whether we make those same mistakes again or not.
[19:49 - 19:54] Whether we learn from our mistakes or don't learn from them.
[19:54 - 19:56] That's up to us.
[19:56 - 19:59] Me I learn from my mistakes.
[19:59 - 20:08] Now like I said.
[20:08 - 20:12] Was going after Kate's family wrong?
[20:12 - 20:15] 100% yes.
[20:16 - 20:19] But again I say this.
[20:19 - 20:23] Where is it fair that I don't get to retaliate.
[20:23 - 20:27] And give a taste of her own fucking medicine.
[20:27 - 20:48] Or what do you want.
[20:48 - 20:57] What do you want.
[20:58 - 21:29] You want to come down here.
[21:29 - 21:49] And yes I get it my internet is shitty.
[21:49 - 21:52] There's not anything I can really do about it.
[21:52 - 22:19] My internet is not my fault I can't help that I like to fuck up.
[22:19 - 22:23] For real that is not my fault that my internet likes to be a bitch.
[22:23 - 22:29] I take no responsibility for my internet being a dick.
[22:29 - 22:32] Not my fault motherfuckers.
[22:32 - 22:42] That is not my fault that my internet likes to be an asshole.
[22:43 - 22:46] That is not my fault that my internet likes to be a dick.
[22:46 - 27:29] That is not my fault that my internet likes to be an asshole.