2021-4-8 i0dk what to do anymore ..............

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[0:39 - 0:43] Good morning, guys.
[0:43 - 0:52] As you brought to life, barely fucking slept. Again.
[0:52 - 1:02] I got maybe two hours of sleep and I'm sick.
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[1:11 - 1:14] But to be honest...
[1:14 - 1:22] I don't know what to do anymore.
[1:22 - 1:28] I really just, I truly don't know what to fucking do anymore.
[1:28 - 1:34] That's whole Marty shit, like, I genuinely don't know what to do.
[1:34 - 1:46] Like, I genuinely don't know what to do.
[1:46 - 1:56] You know, it seems like every time I reach out for fucking help, Marty cuts me off.
[1:57 - 2:04] Or does something to attack me or make it to where that person won't fucking help me.
[2:04 - 2:11] For two fucking months, this shit's been going on.
[2:11 - 2:18] And I genuinely don't know what to fucking do anymore.
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[2:28 - 2:32] And, you know, people sit there...
[2:32 - 2:45] People sit there and say that, "Oh, it's easy. It's, you know, it's so easy. Just ignore 'em and get off YouTube. It's not that fucking simple."
[2:46 - 2:48] It's really not.
[2:48 - 2:53] Y'all motherfuckers think that it's fucking simple, but it fucking isn't.
[2:53 - 2:59] It's not simple. It's not as easy as you fucking think it is.
[2:59 - 3:06] See, y'all motherfuckers don't see what this man does outside of YouTube to me.
[3:06 - 3:12] Y'all don't see what he does to my family outside of motherfucking social media.
[3:13 - 3:22] You're not the one that has to fucking wake up every day feeling fucking depressed, feeling afraid for your family.
[3:22 - 3:28] Always looking over your goddamn shoulder. You don't have to deal with that.
[3:28 - 3:30] I do.
[3:30 - 3:38] Every day I fucking wake up. I wake up out of that fucking bed right there. Every day, depressed is fucked.
[3:39 - 3:44] Wondering who in my family is gonna get attacked next.
[3:44 - 3:48] What is Marty gonna do fucking next to attack me?
[3:48 - 3:54] See, you guys sit here. You go about your day.
[3:54 - 4:00] You go about your day, do your 9 to 5 job, do whatever, without getting harassed or attacked.
[4:00 - 4:07] But me, I have to deal with this shit every goddamn day. And I shouldn't fucking have to.
[4:08 - 4:14] And what pisses me off is that...
[4:14 - 4:24] What pisses me off is that even if I do do that, even if I do do that, man, here's the thing, you don't get it.
[4:24 - 4:29] Even if I do shut up my computer, you know, this motherfucker's done.
[4:30 - 4:42] This man has literally attacked my personal family, invaded my privacy, outside of social media and the internet and technology.
[4:42 - 4:50] This man has literally gone after my fucking family. Literally gone after them.
[4:50 - 4:58] So no, turning off the computer won't do any fucking good.
[4:59 - 5:06] And see, y'all think that it's that easy, but it's not.
[5:06 - 5:14] Oh hey, every day I fucking wake up, depressed is fucked. Wondering what Marty's gonna fucking do next.
[5:14 - 5:24] Wondering who he's gonna attack in my family. What person in my circle of friends is he gonna attack next?
[5:25 - 5:29] He's already gone after my fucking girlfriend.
[5:29 - 5:36] He's already gone after my family. Who the fuck is this sick fuckbag gonna go after next?
[5:36 - 5:40] And you know what I find fucked up?
[5:40 - 5:48] And so many people sit there and say, "Oh, we'll do what we can to help."
[5:48 - 5:53] No the fuck you don't. You don't sit there and fucking help.
[5:54 - 5:59] If you guys actually gave a shit, you would actually fucking help.
[5:59 - 6:04] But instead you sit there and give fucking advice.
[6:04 - 6:10] You sit there and say, "Oh well, do this. Turn off the computer or do this."
[6:10 - 6:15] Sorry motherfuckers, it's not that goddamn easy.
[6:16 - 6:28] You don't understand. Vex here understands. Vekka here has seen me and witnessed me firsthand going through this shit.
[6:28 - 6:33] She fucking knows firsthand what I fucking deal with.
[6:33 - 6:38] She has been there and seen it first fucking hand.
[6:41 - 6:47] So other than her, y'all motherfuckers that are commenting, y'all don't know a goddamn thing.
[6:47 - 7:07] Y'all don't know what it's like to wake up depressed every fucking day because of a fucking asshole that fucking goes after me every goddamn day of my motherfucking life, attacking my family, threatening my motherfucking life every goddamn day.
[7:08 - 7:20] Every day I wake up depressed. Every day because of Marty, I deal with depression. I deal with suicide. I've attempted to kill myself several times because of Marty.
[7:20 - 7:29] You guys don't know what that's fucking like. I do. Because I live with it. Every day.
[7:32 - 7:39] I'm tired of y'all motherfuckers being lazy as shit and not doing a goddamn thing to stop this coward.
[7:39 - 7:45] Y'all sit there and say that all we care about you know the fuck you don't.
[7:45 - 7:56] The only one who really gives a fuck is Vex and those who are actually in my friend's circle that actually have tried to help.
[7:56 - 8:00] Or those in my family who have tried to help.
[8:01 - 8:10] All y'all rest of y'all motherfuckers, you don't give a fuck. If you did, you'd be fucking finding a way to shut this punk ass down.
[8:10 - 8:24] This motherfucker has committed felony after felony day in and day out and nobody does a goddamn thing. Why? I don't fucking get it.
[8:25 - 8:38] I'm sick and tired of you punk motherfuckers that are in the chat right now thinking that you know shit but really you don't know a goddamn thing.
[8:38 - 8:54] You don't know my life. You don't know what I deal with. You don't know what it's like to sleep one to two hours a fucking week at most.
[8:54 - 9:06] This whole week that went by, this whole fucking week I've slept maybe two hours at most the entire fucking week.
[9:06 - 9:17] The entire fucking week I've slept maybe two hours at the most because of Marty and what he fucking does.
[9:18 - 9:31] And you say I don't have a life? Yes the fuck I do. I do have a life but little bitches like Marty want to sit there and interrupt it for no goddamn reason.
[9:31 - 9:39] Matter of fact, I give you permission to block these bitches right here. I give you full permission to get rid of these cowards.
[9:39 - 9:43] Because obviously they don't fucking get it.
[9:43 - 10:08] Here's the thing Chuck, you're a piece of fucking shit just like Marty. You don't fucking get it. Matter of fact, nah, you know what?
[10:09 - 10:26] And here's the thing dude, no offense to you David. I'm not trying to you know speak bad on you. I get where you're coming from but I've tried that.
[10:27 - 10:42] I have fucking tried that and you know what happens? None of this shit gets taken down at all. I have tried going out to this man for copyright. Several members of my family have tried to strike down his channel.
[10:45 - 11:03] Several of my siblings, my own mom, my own biological father, I myself, my friends have tried striking Marty's channel down but guess what? Doesn't do any good.
[11:03 - 11:12] And the only way Marty will be stopped is if he's fucking behind bars. That's the only way this will stop is if he's in jail.
[11:13 - 11:16] This is the only way it will stop.
[11:16 - 11:25] Y'all might think, oh you take that channel blah blah blah, it will stop. No, the fucking won't. Because you know what that motherfucker is going to do?
[11:25 - 11:33] He's going to turn right back around and make another channel and keep it going. So no, it won't fucking stop.
[11:33 - 11:39] It's not going to stop unless this son of a bitch is behind motherfucking bars.
[11:40 - 11:51] Yeah, I may have done some bad shit. I may have done some really fucked up shit but you know what? Unlike Marty, I atoned for my crimes. I paid my dues.
[11:51 - 11:59] My biological father that he continues to harass has paid his dues over 30 fucking years worth.
[11:59 - 12:03] The man deserves to live his life in goddamn peace.
[12:03 - 12:23] See, y'all sit there and you talk and you talk but you don't really see what I deal with every fucking day.
[12:23 - 12:28] You're not in my shoes. You're not in my fucking body.
[12:29 - 12:38] You don't understand what I deal with every day and every fucking night.
[12:38 - 12:48] You don't understand what it's like to live with depression, to live with suicidal thoughts because of a fucking bully.
[12:49 - 12:59] You don't understand what it's like to have your family attacked day in and day out every fucking day of the goddamn week.
[12:59 - 13:10] You don't understand what it's like to live in fucking fear on a constant basis. You don't understand what the fuck I deal with.
[13:11 - 13:18] I'm 30 goddamn years old. I shouldn't have to deal with this bullshit garbage.
[13:18 - 13:27] See, y'all sit there and act like, "Oh, it's not that bad." Or really, "It's not that fucking bad."
[13:27 - 13:37] This man has broken into my fucking bank account, stolen money out of my bank account, pretended to be me,
[13:38 - 13:47] sent a fucking thing of rope to my house for both me and my moms insinuating for us to kill ourselves.
[13:47 - 14:00] And then this sack of shit decides to turn around yesterday when I reach out to one of my favorite fucking YouTubers to seek counsel and to seek some sort of help.
[14:00 - 14:07] He has his little bitch goons pretend to be me and makes it to where that person won't help me.
[14:07 - 14:15] All because he wants shit his way. Well, I'm sorry, Marty, but we're not ending shit your way.
[14:15 - 14:21] The only way this is gonna end is with your bitch ass behind motherfucking bars.
[14:21 - 14:30] That's the only way it'll fucking end is with you in prison, bitch. That's the only way it'll end.
[14:33 - 14:40] It's with you behind bars so you can't do shit like this to anyone ever again.
[14:40 - 14:52] This is bullshit. It's garbage, your garbage. If anything, Marty, you're a waste of goddamn space on this fucking planet.
[14:52 - 14:59] You don't deserve to live. If anything, you deserve to be dead in the ground like a piece of trash that you are.
[15:00 - 15:10] Because that's exactly what you are. A piece of trash. Who thinks he's untouchable? Well, guess what, bitch? You're not untouchable.
[15:10 - 15:18] You're not invincible. And so help me, God. I don't give a fuck how long it takes.
[15:18 - 15:27] I will find a way to make you pay for the crimes that you committed against me and all the other people that you've attacked or fucking bullied.
[15:28 - 15:36] Because no one deserves to get put through what you put them through. No one deserves it. At all.
[15:36 - 15:43] Especially someone like me who's trying to live their goddamn life in motherfucking peace.
[15:45 - 15:54] See, if you would just back the fuck off, grow the fuck up, get the fuck over that lame-ass bullshit from last year.
[15:54 - 16:05] Grow the fuck up. Grow some goddamn balls, you fucking pussy. Grow some goddamn fucking balls and get the fuck over what happened last year.
[16:06 - 16:18] Grow up and quit the childish trash. It's stupid. It's dumb. And it's idiotic. Grow up, Marty. Stop being a little bitch.
[16:18 - 16:28] Stop trying to find an excuse to carry shit on like a coward. Grow up, you fucking trash-eating little bitch.
[16:31 - 16:36] See, Marty, you say I'm a coward? I'll know if the one that hides me had a computer screen like a faggy.
[16:36 - 16:42] I don't sit there and hide behind some dumb-ass profile picture like a fucking bitch.
[16:42 - 16:54] See, when I get on camera, you see me. You see my face. I don't hide like a bitch. Only cowards hide their faces.
[16:55 - 17:01] Only cowards run their mouths. Only cowards bully people like you do.
[17:01 - 17:12] You're a fucking coward and a piece of shit that doesn't deserve to live, especially after everything you've done to me. Everything you've done to my family.
[17:13 - 17:33] You caused my biological father to lose his job, all to get fucking revenge on me. And then you turn around and attack my girlfriend. For what fucking reason? What reason? All to gain a little bit of hype? Well, you know what, Marty? Fuck you. You piece of fucking shit.
[17:33 - 17:38] You're a piece of fucking trash and you fucking know it.
[17:39 - 17:48] If you guys want to excuse me for a minute, I'll be right the fuck back.
[17:49 - 17:58] I'm going to keep on spreading the word and make people aware of Marty. He has too much to get up to.
[17:59 - 18:19] Yeah. I'm going to keep on spreading the word and make people aware of Marty. He has too much to get up to stop me. I'm going to keep on spreading the word and make people aware of Marty. He has too much to get up to stop me.
[18:19 - 18:25] I'm going to keep on spreading the word and make people aware of Marty. He has too much to get up to stop me. I'm going to keep on spreading the word and make people aware of Marty.
[18:26 - 18:42] You want to know what I'm finding funny about you motherfuckers in the comments? Do you want to know what I'm finding funny?
[18:42 - 18:51] Do you want to know what I'm finding funny about you fucking cowards in the comments that are talking all this mad shit?
[18:52 - 19:01] Do you want to know what I'm finding funny? Y'all sit there and run your mouths because you don't know what it's like to be in my goddamn shoes.
[19:01 - 19:09] You don't know what I fucking deal with from the time I get off the stream to the time I get on stream.
[19:10 - 19:28] You don't understand what it's like to deal with depression and suicide every fucking day. And when you reach out for somebody to fucking help, nobody will do a damn thing because everybody is too goddamn afraid of this little punk bitch.
[19:28 - 19:35] Y'all motherfuckers are cowards. You're afraid of Marty and you fucking know it.
[19:36 - 19:46] You're afraid because you're afraid that if you step up and fucking help and man the fuck up and grow some balls and go after this fucking bitch.
[19:46 - 19:51] Y'all motherfuckers that are trolling in the comments, y'all are the ones I'm saying this shit to.
[19:51 - 20:00] Y'all motherfuckers that are in the comments trolling, you guys are the ones that I'm naming this at. Not people like Dana.
[20:01 - 20:06] People like Dana and Vex and those that actually get where I'm coming from, they're fine.
[20:06 - 20:15] It's y'all little punk bitch cowards in the fucking comments that want to troll that I'm aiming this shit at.
[20:15 - 20:24] See, y'all motherfuckers are cowards. You're afraid of the little fucking heat from a punk bitch like Marty.
[20:25 - 20:37] You'd rather save your own goddamn skin than to step up and put an end to a fucking cyberboy that the police and the authorities won't do a goddamn thing about.
[20:37 - 20:45] And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of you motherfuckers being pussies, being cowards.
[20:45 - 20:54] When are you gonna man the fuck up? When are you gonna man the fuck up and do the right thing and put an end to this bitch?
[20:55 - 21:05] I'm sick of it. I'm sick of waking up depressed. I'm sick of waking up with suicide on my fucking mind because of this bitch.
[21:05 - 21:17] I'm sick of my family being attacked. I'm sick of having to watch my family live in fucking fear. They don't deserve it.
[21:23 - 21:35] I'm sick of watching people I love, people I care about, getting attacked, getting hurt, all because Marty wants shit his goddamn way.
[21:35 - 21:41] Well, guess what? That's ending right now. I am done.
[21:43 - 21:53] I am sick of sitting by and watching you punk bitches run your mouth and not doing anything. I'm sick of it.
[21:53 - 22:02] Every day I wake up, I have to deal with my family living in fear because of Marty.
[22:02 - 22:11] I live in fear because of Marty. My friends, my family, people I care about live in fear because of Marty.
[22:12 - 22:21] When are you guys gonna man the fuck up and realize that what he's doing is not okay? When are you gonna wake up?
[22:24 - 22:42] Wake the fuck up and realize this is real life. This shit has effect on my real life, my family's lives, my friends' lives. This has a real world effect.
[22:43 - 23:04] This isn't some social media shit that you can ignore. This man has literally gone after my family. This man has bomb-threaded my family. This man has caused my family members some of their jobs.
[23:05 - 23:15] So no, this isn't some social media bullshit. This is real fucking life, people, with real goddamn consequences.
[23:15 - 23:24] Wake the fuck up. Stop being bitch cowards. Wake up.
[23:26 - 23:36] And realize the only person here that's in the wrong isn't me. It's fucking Marty. Wake up and do something.
[23:36 - 23:46] Stop being a punk-ass coward. Wake up and realize that one of these days he could be coming after one of you.
[23:47 - 24:01] One of these days he could come after one of you. And what are you gonna do when he comes after you, huh? What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do when he comes after you?
[24:02 - 24:15] What are you gonna do? Come whining and crying to me? Well, guess what, motherfuckers? When you come whining and crying to me, when Marty comes after you, guess what? I'm not gonna fucking help.
[24:15 - 24:27] Because y'all motherfuckers don't help me. So why the fuck should I help any of you punk-ass trolls? Why should I fucking help you?
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[24:41 - 24:51] He's lying about a lot of shit. Why are you talking right now, Wiccan Moon? My biological father is not a goddamn rapist.
[24:52 - 25:11] Okay, my biological father served his goddamn time and deserves to live his life in fucking peace. And for starters, I don't steal artwork. I don't steal fucking music. I don't do that shit.
[25:12 - 25:40] That's Marty looking for a goddamn excuse to attack me. Every day this man attacks me and I'm sick of it. You don't understand why I deal with, you don't understand why I wake up angry, scared, worried.
[25:41 - 25:54] Every fucking day. You don't understand what it's like to be in my position. Put yourself in my position for five seconds.
[25:55 - 26:13] Imagine that you were in my position and your family was getting attacked every day outside of social media. Your family was being gone after. Your family was losing their jobs over a fucking lie that Marty told.
[26:14 - 26:24] Imagine having rope sent to your house to you and your parents and basically being told to kill yourselves.
[26:24 - 26:38] Imagine going through that. Imagine being terrorized every day. Imagine you go to reach out to help and the police and the proper authorities won't fucking do anything.
[26:39 - 26:55] Imagine reaching out to your favorite fuck, one of your favorite YouTubers to seek help. And this person that's attacking you goes behind your back, pretends to be you so much to the point to where that person doesn't want to help.
[26:55 - 26:58] Think about that.
[26:59 - 27:12] My life is a waking and living breathing nightmare. I wake up and live an endless nightmare every fucking day of my life.
[27:13 - 27:30] Y'all motherfuckers that sit there and troll, you don't know what that's like. I am literally living in an endless fucking nightmare every day. Every day I am living in an endless nightmare.
[27:31 - 27:43] And you think it's funny but it's not. I live in a fucking nightmare every day. And I shouldn't have to.
[27:51 - 28:12] And here's the thing. Here's the thing, Miss Rattle, that don't fucking work either. Trust me, I'll try to stay off the internet. And you know what happens? My family gets attacked. My biological father loses his fucking job. So try again, bitch.
[28:15 - 28:34] But Marty, just know this motherfucker, I will continue to come after you until you are behind bars where you fucking belong. I will not stop putting out a word on you. There's already a lot of people on Facebook that fucking hate your goddamn guts.
[28:34 - 28:44] Hell, there's already a lot of people on fucking YouTube that hate your goddamn guts. You just don't see it or hear about it.
[28:44 - 29:05] And guess what? You're not going to until it's too late, motherfucker. So Marty, you need to shut the fuck off and back the fuck off and actually do something with your pitiful, non-existent fucking life. You have no life.
[29:06 - 29:26] That's why you sit on the internet and attack me. You have no life because you're a piece of shit. You have no motherfucking life, Marty. You have no life. If you did, you wouldn't spend all your goddamn time on the internet making videos attacking me, doing this, doing that.
[29:27 - 29:40] I do have a life, okay? I actually do fucking artwork and music for a goddamn living. So yes, I have a fucking life. Thank you very fucking much, you piece of shit. So yeah, I do have a fucking life.
[29:40 - 29:47] So Marty, quit the bullshit. Grow up.
[29:47 - 30:11] Seriously, I'm done with it, man.
[30:12 - 30:38] Now, if anybody would like to help, if anybody would like to fucking help and actually man the fuck up and help put an end to this bitch-ass bully, please fucking do something because I cannot handle this any fucking more.
[30:39 - 30:48] I cannot take this bullshit anymore. I am tired of living in fear. I am tired of losing sleep.
[31:01 - 31:09] CJ, Shy Town messaged me on Discord right now. What the fuck is going on?
[31:09 - 31:23] Yo CJ, I'm getting ready to call you on Discord, dude. I'm literally gonna hop off here in a second and I'm gonna fucking call you because I need to know what's going on.
[31:24 - 31:38] But as for the rest of you guys that want to sit there and troll, if you actually want to do the right thing and step up and fucking put an end to Marty, please fucking do so. Do something. Make him fucking stop.
[31:39 - 31:53] Cause I can't take this. I am done. I am at my wits fucking end with this shit. I am at my fucking breaking point and it needs to stop.
[31:56 - 32:25] So Marty, fuck you. Fuck your shit and fuck everything that you're about. And all you trolls that don't want to help, all y'all trolls that would just want to sit there and poke fun, fuck all of you that want to troll me and make jokes and do this and that.
[32:25 - 32:43] Fuck every one of you that wants to talk shit like you fucking know me because you don't know a goddamn thing about me. So shut the fuck up and keep your bullshit comments to your fucking self because I am done.
[32:44 - 33:04] Fuck all you goddamn trolls that want to sit there and attack me. Fuck every one of you that likes Marty. Fuck my wife. Fuck every one of you motherfuckers that wants to side with Marty. Because if you side with Marty, you're an enemy.
[33:05 - 33:21] If you side with Marty, you're just as much of a bully as he is. So Marty, fuck you and your goddamn friends. Matter of fact, fuck your whole goddamn panel and your whole fucking family bitch. I'm out.
[33:22 - 33:39] Now like I said, if some of you guys would like to step up and help, please fucking do so because I am tired of this. I have a life and I would like to live it without being harassed or attacked. Plain and simple.
[33:40 - 33:42] Thanks for watching.