2021-4-28 HOw have i not taken respnsability

[0:00 - 0:29] What up y'all.
[0:29 - 0:54] So I'm trying to figure something out here cause I'm pretty confused.
[0:54 - 1:01] I'm pretty confused in the fact that how am I not taking responsibility for my actions?
[1:01 - 1:04] I admitted what I did, okay?
[1:04 - 1:08] I admitted to sending those photos and videos.
[1:08 - 1:14] I admitted it was wrong and that I should not have done it.
[1:14 - 1:23] So how am I not taking responsibility for what I've done?
[1:23 - 1:27] Like how am I not taking accountability for that?
[1:27 - 1:29] I don't get it.
[1:29 - 1:32] Like I'm literally fucking lost here.
[1:32 - 1:39] How is me admitting to what I did and how wrong it was with me to do it?
[1:39 - 1:47] How is that not me taking accountability and no me and Heather are not met together.
[1:47 - 1:56] We are not met together, that's not happening.
[1:56 - 2:02] Hey Marty, what's up bro?
[2:02 - 2:19] Of course man, you know I got you dog.
[2:19 - 2:22] Yeah that was Heather I was on the phone with cause Heather found out about what was
[2:22 - 2:26] going on and even she's mad about it.
[2:26 - 2:34] Even she agrees that I took responsibility, you know even she admits that I took responsibility
[2:34 - 2:39] for my actions.
[2:39 - 2:44] You know I took responsibility for my actions but what I don't understand is why people
[2:44 - 2:49] can't leave me the fuck alone and let me live my life you know?
[2:49 - 2:54] And Marty even you got to admit did I or did I not take accountability and responsibility
[2:54 - 3:01] for my actions by admitting to what I did and then apologize for it?
[3:01 - 3:09] Is that not taking accountability for what I did?
[3:09 - 3:12] Yo we rolling up on you, what up man?
[3:12 - 3:16] Stick around for a while you might.
[3:16 - 3:33] Boy last time I checked, only up to what you did involved admitting what you did wrong.
[3:33 - 4:02] Looking up to it, wait how am I not taking, oh yeah dude that was before that dude, that
[4:02 - 4:13] was before that happened so yeah, well like I said kid you and your little friends need
[4:13 - 4:16] to leave me alone okay?
[4:16 - 4:24] You know, I took accountability for what I did alright?
[4:24 - 4:29] Alright I admitted what I did was wrong but how do you expect me to move on with my life
[4:29 - 4:53] if you keep harassing me and attacking me, oh yeah it doesn't make no sense, why it
[4:53 - 4:59] don't make no god damn sense as to like how you expecting to move on from this situation
[4:59 - 5:08] and start over fresh with my life if I'm constantly being attacked on the one place
[5:08 - 5:13] where I thought I could escape to which is Facebook, I thought I'd be able to escape
[5:13 - 5:18] to Facebook but apparently I couldn't and I don't understand why y'all mother fuckers
[5:18 - 5:24] won't back off and leave me alone, alright I get what I did was wrong, I get it, it
[5:24 - 5:29] never should have happened but god damn it I took responsibility and you need to leave
[5:29 - 5:39] me alone, cuz here's the thing I'm not going to jail, alright if I was gonna go to jail
[5:39 - 5:43] the police would have been here already, if I was being investigated I would have
[5:43 - 6:13] been contacted by now, why for real if I was
[6:13 - 6:21] being investigated I would have been contacted by now, so Kate you need to quit with your
[6:21 - 6:31] fucking delusions and back the fuck off for real, like I said I'm starting over fresh
[6:31 - 6:43] here in a bit, you know I'm starting over fresh with a whole new Facebook that nobody
[6:43 - 6:50] knows about, well a few people know about it but not very much, alright I'm trying
[6:50 - 6:56] to start over fresh in my life, alright I'm trying to start my life over the correct
[6:56 - 7:02] way with a new YouTube channel where I won't be going live but I'll be posting videos,
[7:02 - 7:09] I'm trying to start over on brand new Facebook, brand new fun, brand new everything, I'm trying
[7:09 - 7:16] to start over fresh and I don't understand why y'all can't just leave me alone and let
[7:16 - 7:24] me do that, like let me move on from this situation, let me move on and actually start
[7:24 - 7:32] over fresh, like I get what I did was wrong but it doesn't mean to carry on and on and
[7:32 - 7:47] on and on and on, it doesn't mean to happen, yes there is dude, if y'all motherfuckers
[7:47 - 7:54] would just let me go and let me start over fresh, I could, it's a choice crap joint,
[7:54 - 8:02] it's a fucking choice, I have the right to start over and something you need to realize
[8:02 - 8:19] pal is that she was hired to do that shit, so don't even go there motherfucker, no I
[8:19 - 8:45] don't even know what to do, I don't even know what to do, I don't even know what to do, I
[8:45 - 9:11] don't even know what to do, like all I want to do man is move on with my life, okay,
[9:11 - 9:36] so honestly crap joint you need to think again, I'm already texting it to me, alright, have
[9:36 - 9:42] them text me on discord dude, wait for real, have them text me on discord and I'll talk
[9:42 - 9:51] to them, like here's the thing dude, y'all sit there and say that I can't move on, but
[9:51 - 9:58] here's the thing crap joint, I'm not entirely involved either, okay, Kate wasn't involved
[9:58 - 10:08] too, she's just as guilty as I am, cuz she's the one that set me up, so watch talk to her
[10:08 - 10:12] as well bro, why don't you talk to her as well cuz she's the one that got paid to do
[10:12 - 10:23] this shit, so why don't you talk to her and tell her to back off, for real man, like I'm
[10:23 - 10:28] literally having to start over brand new on everything and that's not right, that's not
[10:28 - 10:50] fair to me, and it sure as fuck ain't fair to my family to live in fear, actually yes
[10:50 - 10:56] there is a recovery dude, I give it about 6 months time, people will forget about it,
[10:56 - 11:09] I give it about 4-6 months, watch what happens, cuz like I said if I was really being investigated
[11:09 - 11:14] bro I would've been contacted by now, but I would've been contacted by now if I was
[11:14 - 11:29] being investigated, seriously, I would've been contacted a few days ago actually, so
[11:29 - 11:40] I don't see why Kate can't just grow up, like I don't get why Kate can't just grow
[11:40 - 11:54] up and let shit go, listen you don't have to forgive what I did, I get what I did was
[11:54 - 12:04] wrong and you don't have to forgive what I did, but you need to let me move on and forget
[12:04 - 12:12] about it, move on and let me live my life, especially after I owned up to it and admitted
[12:12 - 12:19] I was in the wrong, like dude I asked Marty I sat right there in front of tons of people
[12:19 - 12:39] and admitted I was wrong in doing what I did, so after I owned up to it why not let me
[12:39 - 12:50] fucking move on from it, why can't y'all motherfuckers let me live my life in peace bro, like for
[12:50 - 12:56] real I admitted I was in the wrong, I knew it shouldn't have happened and I said that
[12:56 - 13:01] I knew it shouldn't have happened and I owned up to it, so why not let me live my life
[13:01 - 13:14] in motherfucking peace, so with that being said no offense to my mods, this is not being
[13:14 - 13:24] aimed at my mods or anybody like that, this right here is going on to every motherfucker
[13:24 - 13:29] that sits there and thinks that I don't deserve to live my life in peace, fuck you guys and
[13:29 - 13:35] yes I am disappearing off of YouTube for a while till all this shit blows over, so fuck
[13:35 - 13:41] the haters, what up to the real ones man, and to anybody that actually thinks I didn't
[13:41 - 13:47] own up to what I did, go back and fucking watch the live streams where I owned up and
[13:47 - 13:54] admitted to what I did, go back and fucking watch punk asses, oh by the way grow the
[13:54 - 14:09] fuck up, oh and I have defended myself bro, I have defended myself, but like I said I
[14:09 - 14:17] need to leave YouTube for a while to let all this blow over alright, like for real it's
[14:17 - 14:22] not that I don't want to be on here but I do need to get off of here for a while and
[14:22 - 14:39] let all this blow over cause I'm about fucking had this shit, I'm about fucking had it,
[14:39 - 14:49] so with that being said guys I am going to be leaving here and I am going to be you
[14:49 - 14:54] know letting all this blow over and doing my own thing for a while cause I've had enough
[14:54 - 15:03] of this shit, I really have, I've had more than enough of this bullshit, yes what I
[15:03 - 15:10] did was wrong but y'all need to understand is that I was set up, I was set to fuck up
[15:10 - 15:21] by a fucking bitch that wanted to get revenge, so honestly guys if I were y'all, I'd start
[15:21 - 15:29] questioning lava girl and that fucking punk ass bitch, asshole reports, now good day to
[15:29 - 15:35] you guys, um I will be taking a break for a while and hopefully when I come back all
[15:35 - 15:40] this will be done and over with and I can come back clean and fresh and not have to
[15:40 - 15:48] worry about any of this, so until that day comes guys, I will catch you guys later and
[15:48 - 15:53] just a fair warning to the heads up for some of y'all I will actually be doing something
[15:53 - 15:59] uh speaking on this, I'm not saying what but I will be releasing something speaking
[15:59 - 16:05] on this, uh maybe in the form of a book, maybe an audio book, maybe a recording, I don't
[16:05 - 16:10] know what I'm going to do yet but I am going to speak about the dark side of YouTube and
[16:10 - 16:15] the dark side of this shit that I've been put through, but with that being said I love
[16:15 - 16:23] you guys and hopefully all this ends soon because I do need a forced break, so with
[16:23 - 16:26] that being said I will catch you guys later, peace.