2021-4-26 Ending the war on my own Terms

[0:00 - 0:24] What's up guys, I know it's dark, just getting a moment here. I know it's kinda dark-ish. So I'm gonna get my ring light plugged in here guys. I didn't think I was gonna be able to do that. Ah, fucking, hold up.
[0:24 - 0:40] But I am ending this battle with Kate on my own terms. And I am actually going to allow my brothers Enoch and Daniel to see this shit.
[0:49 - 1:08] Now first off, to my brothers on my team who I work with, Daniel and Enoch, I want to apologize to you guys for, first off, seeing all this, man. I want to apologize to you guys for seeing this shit.
[1:11 - 1:20] And, ultimately, I would like to apologize to Masshole Reports for saying the N-word, for being derogatory on your channel.
[1:20 - 1:34] Now, anybody that knows me knows that I'm not a pedophilic person. Everybody that truly knows me outside of YouTube knows that I'm not a racist, knows that I'm not a pedophile.
[1:35 - 1:46] But Kate, you have to own up to what you did. You set me up just to laugh at me. You set me up just so you can get a couple laughs.
[1:46 - 2:03] But you doing so has almost cost me my job with my best friend. People think I don't work, but I actually do have a job. I actually am an audio engineer for my friend Enoch and his gaming company.
[2:04 - 2:11] I make about $150 per demo, and this is our first major project that we've been working on.
[2:11 - 2:25] We've been around for a little bit of time. No, not too long. We haven't done any major games or anything major. This is our first actual project that we've been working on.
[2:27 - 2:38] But Enoch and Daniel and the guys are there. I want to say I'm sorry that you guys had to see this. I truly am. I understand that this is going to look bad in the public eye.
[2:38 - 2:53] But every company has these kinds of points in their careers, and I get it. You guys don't want that kind of badness in the public eye, and I get it. I understand it.
[2:54 - 3:07] But Kate, all I ask is that you leave me alone. I ask that you please take down the videos and leave me alone, okay? I'm calling your troops. I don't want this war with you.
[3:07 - 3:14] All I want to do is live my life and work my fucking ass off with two of my best friends.
[3:15 - 3:25] That's all I want to do. I want to do my job as a fucking audio engineer and work with two of my best friends that I've known for all.
[3:25 - 3:33] I can't say I've known Daniel that long, but with Enoch, I've known that man for years, okay? Enoch's one of my best friends.
[3:34 - 3:46] And Kate, I'm sorry I tried to get your channel struck down, but you have to understand something. You brought the sun to yourself when you said to yourself that you did all this because I look weird.
[3:46 - 3:55] You said to yourself, "To you, I look weird." So you felt like you had to do all this.
[3:57 - 4:10] It doesn't make no sense. I never wanted this war, okay? All I ever wanted was to work alongside one of my best friends making music for his company.
[4:11 - 4:27] I have a classical orchestra album that's dropping next month on the 5th called Dreamweaver. It's dropping next month on the 5th on all major platforms and on Spotify.
[4:27 - 4:40] That's the kind of stuff I want to be doing. That's the kind of stuff I want to focus on. I don't want to focus on, "Oh, he's a pedophile. Here's the screenshots.
[4:40 - 4:48] Here's what he did. Watch, take a look in the mirror, Kate, at what you've done. Why not look in the mirror at the things that you've done?"
[4:48 - 4:53] Take a look in the mirror, Kate.
[4:53 - 5:09] Yes, what I've done was awful. What I did was not okay, and I get that. But you have to take accountability for your own actions, Kate. You have to take accountability for that.
[5:09 - 5:24] You have to take accountability for that shit. See, you're making it look like you're doing the right thing, but really, you sat there in discord, and I've seen this for myself.
[5:25 - 5:39] I've seen you sitting there in discord, laughing at me about all of this. You almost ruined my life. Almost cost me my job.
[5:49 - 5:59] Because as I said, all I want to do in life is work alongside my best friend Enoch to build the greatest gaming company in the fucking world.
[5:59 - 6:12] That's all I've ever wanted was to work alongside my best friend Enoch and build up the best fucking gaming company in the fucking world.
[6:13 - 6:22] Now, what I did with my dick out on your livestream, I get that was a bit heavy-handed, but why I said, Kate, that was just to get you shut down, okay?
[6:22 - 6:32] And as I said, I apologize for being derogatory, for using the n-word on your channel, and for trying to get you shut down, but, Kate, you brought this on yourself.
[6:33 - 6:43] I did not ask to be attacked. I did not ask to be tricked. I did not ask to be laughed at.
[6:44 - 7:08] What I did ask for many times from you was for you to please leave me alone, was for you to please stop, but yet you continue to harass me by text message, by email, and continue to make videos on me that you know are defaming me.
[7:09 - 7:17] They are hindering my job, and that's not okay.
[7:17 - 7:31] So, to Enoch and Daniel and the guys that I work alongside, I want to say that I'm sorry to you guys, and I do hope that you guys keep me on your guys' company, man.
[7:32 - 7:40] I enjoy working with you guys. I enjoy beyond you. I enjoy busting my ass for you guys. I love it. I love working hard for you too, man.
[7:40 - 7:51] You guys are two of the coolest fucking people I've ever met in my life. And Enoch, especially you, bro. You and I both know, bro, that I'm the hardest fucking worker there is.
[7:52 - 7:59] But when it comes to doing shit that you need me to do, you know that there ain't nobody else out there that works as hard as I do, man.
[7:59 - 8:11] And I'm willing to prove myself. I'm willing to work hard. I'm willing to do whatever it is that you need me to do to get this company up and running.
[8:12 - 8:21] I gotta ignore her. I don't care if I gotta sit on Discord as I work on tracks. I don't care what I gotta do, man.
[8:21 - 8:34] I'm here to do two things. Work hard and build a great company with you, Enoch. I am here to work hard for you, brother. I'm not here to deal with this kitty crap.
[8:37 - 8:51] From this moment on, you can say what you want to say about me. You can say what you want to say about me. That's okay. You can have your opinions about me. You can make the videos that you want to make or whatever.
[8:54 - 9:09] But me, I'm stopping all this, okay? I don't want no more part of your channel. I don't want to be attacked anymore. I don't want to be bullied.
[9:10 - 9:23] You've already humiliated me enough. You've already humiliated me by tricking me and now people think I'm a pedophile when, in all actuality, I'm not.
[9:24 - 9:34] Like, you can even look at my arrest records and people that truly know me know that I'm not a pedophile.
[9:34 - 9:44] People that truly know me know that I'm not racist. But, Kate, you have to understand that you drove me to those points.
[9:45 - 9:59] And what I did was wrong, yes. And I understand that. But people who know me and know how I am know that I'm not a bad person. That I'm normally not a racist asshole.
[9:59 - 10:11] But, Kate, when you kept on making videos of me after I asked you many times to please stop, you kind of warranted these attacks on you that I've made.
[10:14 - 10:18] Now, does that make me anybody than you? Not necessarily.
[10:18 - 10:25] But at the end of the day, look at what you've done to me. Look at how you attacked me.
[10:25 - 10:40] But, you know, from this moment on, man, I can promise you, dude, I will work my motherfucking ass off for you. I will bust my ass day and night.
[10:41 - 10:50] You tell me what tracks you need me to do, bro. And I'm on that shit. You know that. I'm on that shit like white on reds, brother. You know I got you.
[10:50 - 10:57] Now, as for Kate, say what you will and do what you will.
[10:57 - 11:06] To those that really know me, know that I'm not racist and know that I'm not an asshole.
[11:09 - 11:12] They know that I'm not a bad guy.
[11:12 - 11:19] And to the people that have been standing behind me and supporting me through all this, I want to say thank you, guys.
[11:19 - 11:26] For the people that have actually been supportive of me and what's been going on, I want to say thank you.
[11:27 - 11:33] Because you guys standing behind me means so much more than you know, especially right now.
[11:33 - 11:40] I have been tortured so much over the last few days that it's crazy.
[11:43 - 11:56] For those that have actually shown support for me and actually stood behind me knowing that I'm not a bad guy, knowing that I'm not racist and knowing that I'm not a pedophile.
[11:56 - 12:06] To those of you that have been standing in my corner and helping me, I can't thank you guys enough. I really can't.
[12:09 - 12:16] But to Narn, to my buddy Enoch, I want you to know, man, that I'm going to work my ass off every fucking day.
[12:16 - 12:20] I'm going to bust my ass. I can promise you that, man.
[12:20 - 12:23] So let's put this shit behind us, Narn.
[12:23 - 12:28] And let's do what we need to do and prove these people wrong, bro.
[12:28 - 12:30] Let's prove them wrong.
[12:30 - 12:34] Straight up.
[12:35 - 12:42] But as for Kate, you can make all the videos you want on me. I will no longer respond to you.
[12:42 - 12:47] I will not say anything to you.
[12:47 - 12:52] If you send me something, I will not respond.
[12:52 - 12:58] If you send me a text message, I will not respond.
[12:59 - 13:05] If you send me an invite to your livestream, I will not respond.
[13:05 - 13:21] So say what you will about me. I have better things to do with my life than to waste my time on somebody who's so miserable with their own life that they feel like they have to make someone else feel bad.
[13:22 - 13:31] I'm better than that. I'm not like that. I'm not like you, Kate. I don't make people feel bad just because my life is miserable.
[13:46 - 13:54] And also to Marty, because I know you're watching too, Marty. I do want to say that I do apologize for getting your channel struck like I did.
[13:54 - 14:01] But also, Marty, you did kind of warrant that yourself as well. But I still do apologize for that.
[14:06 - 14:16] Hell, and even though Marty doesn't like me very much, even Marty, my number one enemy music biz Marty, can vouch for the fact that I'm not a pedophile.
[14:16 - 14:20] Even he knows I've never done anything like this in the past.
[14:20 - 14:31] You can't even ask him. He'll tell you straight up. I've not done anything like what Kate has tricked me into doing at all in the past. But you can ask him yourself.
[14:31 - 14:51] Oh, well, nothing, Marty. You and I both know that I'm not done any pedo.
[14:52 - 15:01] Look, Marty, you and I both know I'm not done any pedophile shit in the past. You and I know this. You and I both know this.
[15:10 - 15:21] And I'm not asking for you to vouch for me. I'm not asking that at all. I'm not asking for you to vouch for me, Marty. I'm not saying that.
[15:22 - 15:43] But I am saying that out of mine and yours is war, that seven year long war, out of that long war, not once have I ever done any pedophile shit.
[15:43 - 15:46] And you and I both know this.
[15:46 - 16:08] But as for Kate, I hope that you learn from your mistakes and don't do this again.
[16:09 - 16:29] I get that you wanted to get a laugh out of me. You wanted to make me look bad because you had a hunch. I get it. I understand it.
[16:30 - 16:41] I understand that I'm like the joke of YouTube right now. I understand that I'm the guy that everybody wants to poke fun out because I'll admit I look weird.
[16:41 - 16:57] I will admit that I look strange. I look odd. I look not normal. And I get that. And I'm OK with that. I'm OK with not looking normal. I'm OK with being a freak. I'm OK with looking weird.
[16:58 - 17:10] I get it. I look weird. So people want to laugh at me. People want to poke fun at me. And people want to make me look like complete crap. I get it.
[17:10 - 17:21] I get that people think I'm a joke at times. There are some people that take me seriously when I do my stuff, when I show what I'm very much capable of doing.
[17:22 - 17:35] I get that people want to laugh at me, poke fun at me. I get it. I'm a joke to a lot of people. But there also are a few that actually like what I do.
[17:36 - 17:44] And what can I say? It is YouTube. You're going to have people that do that kind of crap and stare at you weird, especially if you're like me and you look weird.
[17:44 - 18:02] But at the end of the day, all I'm trying to do is do my job with my best friend, just like we started to do. That's all I'm trying to do. I'm trying to do my job with my best friend and get paid.
[18:03 - 18:15] And, you know, what I did was wrong and I atoned for those actions. I get that what I did wasn't right and I never should have fallen for her trick.
[18:15 - 18:26] And I get that. I get that it looks bad and I never should have fallen for her little tricks. I should have known better. But unfortunately, I didn't.
[18:27 - 18:33] You know, I didn't know she was going to do this kind of thing. Hey, what's up, one?
[18:33 - 18:55] But as for you, Kate, I'm done fighting with you. I'm done with this war. I don't want this war.
[18:56 - 19:00] All I want at the end of the day is to do my job with my best friend.
[19:00 - 19:14] That's all I want. And I'm willing to do whatever and, you know, I'm sure you're probably watching this, buddy, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes.
[19:16 - 19:29] I'm willing to do whatever it takes to clean all this up, to fight for my position on your team. I'm willing to, you know, to fight, to clear all this up.
[19:29 - 19:39] I'm willing to work as hard as you need me to, man. I really am. So just say the word and I'm there.
[19:42 - 19:49] But as for you, Kate, I'm not going to pay attention to you anymore. Say what you will about me.
[19:49 - 19:54] Send me all the text messages and emails that you would like. I don't care.
[19:54 - 20:03] At the end of the day, you and I both know that you tricked me. At the end of the day, you and I both know that you're a troll.
[20:03 - 20:09] And I'm not paying any more attention to you at all.
[20:09 - 20:20] And I agree with Chloe. She does need to move all into her life. She really does.
[20:20 - 20:32] But as for this moment on, I will no longer mention her. I will no longer have any contact with you, Kate.
[20:33 - 20:42] Thank you, Eric. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
[20:42 - 20:49] Yo, guys, stop the chat for a minute.
[20:49 - 20:56] I want to attend Eric's comment here.
[20:56 - 21:11] But like I said, to everyone that I've done wrong, I'm sorry.
[21:11 - 21:25] There's only two things I want to focus on. Doing my job with my brother, Enoch, and creating the most amazing gameplay videos that you guys have ever seen in your life.
[21:26 - 21:40] That's all I want. I just want to make money doing what I love to do, which is working with my best friend, Enoch, and doing my gameplay videos and getting to those styles and subs.
[21:43 - 22:03] And you can sit there and call me a pedophile all you want. As I said, those that truly know me, for those people that truly know me in real life, like Chloe here and Enoch, they know that I'm not a pedophile.
[22:06 - 22:14] Even though it looks that way, I'm actually not. And I'm willing to work my ass off to prove my innocence.
[22:34 - 22:41] As a matter of fact, let me show you guys, because I do want to give you guys a little bit of an early peek at the cover.
[23:00 - 23:05] Since I know you guys are dying to see the cover for the brand new album that I'm working on, I'm going to let you guys see it.
[23:05 - 23:16] This is actually going to actually be my first classical orchestral album too, which I'm super pumped for, but this is actually the cover for Dreamweaver.
[23:16 - 23:45] And if you guys are wondering who I go through, I actually go through it.
[23:45 - 23:54] I actually go through United Monsters. But as you guys can see right here, release date, May 5th.
[23:54 - 24:03] And actually, no, it's not stolen art.
[24:07 - 24:14] And yes, I have my own artwork as my fucking album cover, or my album cover as my background.
[24:14 - 24:26] But the point being, at the end of the day, I'm here to make money. I'm here to work alongside my friends.
[24:35 - 24:39] And Chloe's right, it actually is repurposed, Masshole.
[24:39 - 24:46] So Masshole, goodbye.
[24:46 - 24:55] Goodbye, Masshole.
[25:00 - 25:10] My Masshole, if you're going to report pedophiles, report pedophiles, but I ain't saying this plain as day, leave me alone.
[25:10 - 25:14] Please. That's all I ask is that you leave me alone.
[25:14 - 25:22] So go on and report pedophiles all you want, but leave me alone. That's all I ask.
[25:29 - 25:32] That is all I ask is that I be left alone.
[25:32 - 25:36] Is that too much to ask for? To be left alone?
[25:36 - 25:42] Is that seriously too much to ask for? To be left alone?
[25:42 - 25:53] Ah, I see you're trying to steal my image, huh? Nice try, loser.
[25:56 - 25:59] No, it's not. Nice try, troll.
[25:59 - 26:02] Dude, my mom's downstairs watching Dr. Phil.
[26:02 - 26:04] Nice try, though.
[26:04 - 26:08] No, that was a nice try. That was a very good try.
[26:08 - 26:13] My mom's downstairs watching Dr. Phil. There's no way she's on here. So yeah, nice try.
[26:24 - 26:37] But to my friend Enoch, I just want to say that I truly do hope that we can move past this, and that I am able to keep my job.
[26:37 - 26:43] Because working with you is the best job I've ever done. That's actually one of my dream jobs.
[26:43 - 26:50] And your team, you're giving me my dream to be able to work alongside you doing this, man.
[26:51 - 26:57] I just hope that you will reconsider and let me do what I need to do.
[26:57 - 27:08] But with that being said, guys, I am going to go because I do need to talk to Enoch.
[27:08 - 27:10] So, Enoch, I will be calling you personally.
[27:10 - 27:16] And I just hope that we can move past all this.
[27:16 - 27:23] And, you know, we can get things back to where we need to be, buddy.
[27:23 - 27:31] But with that being said, I love you guys.
[27:31 - 27:41] And I hope that, you know, all this can be put to a stop in due time.
[27:44 - 27:49] Because as I said, all I want is to be left alone. That's all I ask.
[27:49 - 28:00] So from here on out, if you are a troll or you are an asshole, I will not respond to you. I will not acknowledge you.
[28:00 - 28:10] If anything, I'm going to be focusing on my gameplay videos and working with my friend Enoch.
[28:11 - 28:17] But with that being said, I do have to go because I actually do have a meeting with him here in a few minutes.
[28:17 - 28:21] So I will catch you guys later. Peace.
[28:21 - 28:22] Peace.
[28:23 - 28:24] Thank you.