2021-4-22 im leaving youtube for my own safety

[0:00 - 0:20] What's up you guys?
[0:20 - 0:37] And to be honest, I know it sounds like I'm a bit scared and that's because I am because
[0:37 - 0:53] I've never been in this situation before that I'm in. And unfortunately guys, I have to
[0:53 - 1:06] leave for a while, I have to leave YouTube because all day long I was getting troll messages
[1:06 - 1:17] from Massachusetts all day long right? Well there was this person that was texting me
[1:17 - 1:26] I thought that it was a troll so I went along with it. I went along with it thinking that
[1:26 - 1:35] it was just that, a fucking troll. I was fucking with their head. And it turns out
[1:35 - 1:44] that that person that was acting like a kid was actually that, a fucking kid. And it sickens
[1:44 - 1:54] me. And now because of these motherfucking trolls, now because of these motherfucking
[1:54 - 2:05] trolls, I'm on the verge of going to jail over some shit that was a total misunderstanding.
[2:05 - 2:13] And to that dude who I thought was a troll, to that guy that I did think was a troll,
[2:13 - 2:18] I just want to say this man, I do apologize for that shit. But you have to understand
[2:18 - 2:27] something, I've been being trolled all goddamn day, every day. I honestly got thought that
[2:27 - 2:33] you and your sister were fucking trolls, okay? I've been being trolled so fucking
[2:33 - 2:44] much, so much I've been being fucking trolled. Like seriously, I will show you my fucking
[2:44 - 3:09] call log. And look, all numbers I don't fucking recognize, all from the same fucking people.
[3:09 - 3:22] Now do you understand why I thought you were a fucking troll? Now do you understand that
[3:22 - 3:39] shit? Like for real, man, when your sister called, yes, I went along with it because
[3:39 - 3:43] I thought you were fucking trolling, dude. I thought that was an actual fucking troll.
[3:43 - 3:50] I thought that y'all had set me up with somebody that was over age, pretending to be a kid
[3:50 - 3:57] and that's not being, you know, doing troll shit. I didn't think that I was actually
[3:57 - 4:05] an underage kid and I'm sorry about that. Okay, I'm sorry that fucking happened. But
[4:05 - 4:14] goddamn it, you fucking trolls need to quit. Seriously. You fucking trolls need to leave
[4:14 - 4:35] me the fuck alone. You fucking trolls need to quit. I am seriously sick of this shit,
[4:35 - 4:46] I'm sick of being a troll and I'm sick of being attacked. I'm sick of the bullshit.
[4:46 - 4:56] I just wanna be left alone. What is so hard to understand about wanting to be left alone?
[4:56 - 5:16] What is so fucking hard about that? What is so hard to understand about wanting to be
[5:16 - 5:29] left alone? What is so hard to understand about not wanting to be fucken trolled? What
[5:29 - 5:35] is so hard to understand that because of you trolls, I cannot differentiate from what's
[5:35 - 5:59] real and what's fake. What's so hard to understand about that? I'm done, guys. I can't do this
[5:59 - 6:13] anymore. I cannot do this anymore. I'm tired of my life being put at risk, my family's
[6:13 - 6:25] lives being put at risk. I can't do it no more. Now, I don't blame the guy or the younger
[6:25 - 6:35] sister. I don't blame them because they didn't know. Because they don't truly know what's
[6:35 - 6:47] going on. But I do. And I'm sick of it. And I know who's doing it to it, y'all motherfuckers
[6:47 - 6:54] that went after that little girl. That little girl that killed herself, y'all are the ones
[6:54 - 7:11] that are going after me now. You're doing to me what you did to her. I'm sick of this.
[7:11 - 7:22] I'm sick of this shit, man. Well, yes, I did talk to that girl one time because she
[7:22 - 7:29] was being bullied one time on the fucking phone. That's that I was dead ass asleep.
[7:29 - 7:34] I didn't think I was going to break into my fucking phone while I was asleep getting
[7:34 - 7:53] over this fucking cold. You know what's sad? I can't even fucking rest and get well without
[7:53 - 8:17] being attacked. And it fucking kills me. I've been sick as fuck all goddamn day. I've been
[8:17 - 8:26] sicker than a dog all day. All day I've been sick to my stomach because I've actually
[8:26 - 8:31] had the flu. And no, I don't have COVID. I just had a flu all day. So I've been sleeping
[8:31 - 8:45] all fucking day. But what I want to know, you little bitch ass trolls are doing, what
[8:45 - 8:54] I want to know is why the fuck you coming after me? What did I ever do to you? Except
[8:54 - 9:11] call your fake asses out. What did I ever do to you? That's all I want. I just want
[9:11 - 9:37] to be left the fuck alone. I can't do this troll shit no fucking more.
[9:37 - 9:45] Back to that guy and his younger sister. I want to say that I am sorry. I'm sorry I
[9:45 - 9:51] thought you guys were trolls. But you have to understand something man. I've been being
[9:51 - 9:59] trolled by people all fucking day. Every fucking day. Every goddamn day for the past
[9:59 - 10:08] few days since that bitch Kate gave out my number. I have been being trolled relentlessly.
[10:08 - 10:20] Non stop. And some of you have even witnessed it on here on live. People calling in, attacking
[10:20 - 10:26] me, harassing me, doing this, doing that. I'm fucking sick of it man. I don't fucking
[10:26 - 10:47] deserve this and I don't need this. So as of right now guys I know you guys don't want
[10:47 - 10:55] me to. I know you guys don't want me to. But out of safety for myself and my family
[10:55 - 11:00] I have to leave the internet for a while. I have to leave. That's how all of this blows
[11:00 - 11:07] over. I have to leave. Do I want to? No but things have gotten so out of fucking hand
[11:07 - 11:20] that I got no choice. But to that guy and his younger sister. I want you to know that
[11:20 - 11:27] I'm sorry I thought you guys were fucking trolls. I'm sorry I thought you were trolls.
[11:27 - 11:33] I did not realize that you were fucking for real. I did not realize that you were for
[11:33 - 11:56] real and I'm sorry. But to you motherfucking assholes that have been coming at me. For
[11:56 - 12:04] y'all motherfuckers that have been coming at me. Y'all just need to stop. So as of right
[12:04 - 12:27] now guys I have to go. I have to leave. Oh and by the way you guys can tell Marty. Matter
[12:27 - 12:34] of fact you guys can show Marty the stream so I know you guys are probably going to show
[12:34 - 12:39] this to him anyway. But show him this stream. Show it to him. Screen record it and show
[12:39 - 12:47] it to him. Because after today I'm gone. I'm leaving. And I'm not coming back for
[12:47 - 12:57] a while. I'm really not. I'm done being trolled. I'm done being attacked. And I'm done with
[12:57 - 13:20] the bullshit. I can't think of no more. I really can't. I really can't dude. I can't
[13:20 - 13:47] do this no more. I have been through enough. I have been through enough. I have been through
[13:47 - 14:02] so much trolling that I don't even know it's real and what's not anymore. And to that guy
[14:02 - 14:13] and his sister I'm sorry. I'm sorry I thought you guys were trolls. But as of right now
[14:13 - 14:21] guys I have to leave. I can't do this anymore. I'm tired of being attacked. I'm tired of
[14:21 - 14:24] being trolled. I'm tired of it.
[14:24 - 15:05] I'm tired of being trolled. I'm tired of being trolled. I'm tired of being trolled.
[15:05 - 15:25] I'm gone. Hold on hold on hold on. What are you doing? I'm getting ready to fucking leave.
[15:25 - 15:27] I'm getting ready to leave the fucking internet.