2021-4-20 im sick of being played for a Fool

[0:00 - 0:28] So it appears we have a fucking problem with the bitch Lava Girl.
[0:28 - 0:52] Let me tell you right now Lava Girl, I'm fucking tired of this shit out of you.
[0:52 - 1:02] Like I told you on Marty's stream a few minutes ago, it's little bitches like you that play
[1:02 - 1:15] with my fucking emotions that pisses me off.
[1:15 - 1:22] I'm fucking sick of being played for a goddamn fool by little bitches like you that want
[1:22 - 1:30] to sit there and play with my fucking head, and trolls like you that fuck with my head
[1:30 - 1:33] that I'm sick and tired of man.
[1:33 - 1:45] See girls like you, I can't stand.
[1:45 - 1:54] As you sit here, you play on a guy's emotions, you play on our emotions, you use us to get
[1:54 - 2:03] whatever you want, and then when it's convenient for you, you sit there and trash us, you
[2:03 - 2:08] fuck with our emotions and then when we call you out on being fake, what do you do?
[2:08 - 2:12] You sit there and laugh and act like we're rage quitting and this and that, bitch I didn't
[2:12 - 2:19] rage quit, I just don't have time for dumbass bullshit like you Lava.
[2:19 - 2:25] You say you're real, you're not fucking real, you're fake as fuck, for real you're fake
[2:25 - 2:30] as hell.
[2:30 - 2:37] See I'm ashamed to say that I was with you Lava, I'm ashamed of that, I'm seriously ashamed
[2:37 - 2:43] of people like you, strawberry, and every other person that's ever fucking stabbed
[2:43 - 2:46] me in the back.
[2:46 - 2:52] See everybody seems to think that I'm this sex thing, but really I'm not.
[2:52 - 2:58] See what it is, is you guys come into my life, you give me a trust you, you tell me
[2:58 - 3:03] that we're together, we end up doing shit, and then what do you do when I find out that
[3:03 - 3:06] you're just playing with me and using me?
[3:06 - 3:11] You sit there and send out all these fucking photos and videos of me all over the internet
[3:11 - 3:19] to fucking embarrass me, and quite honestly I'm sick of being embarrassed, I'm sick and
[3:19 - 3:26] tired of being taken advantage of, I'm sick of it man, I'm sick and tired of being taken
[3:26 - 3:36] advantage of for no goddamn reason, I don't deserve that, I don't deserve to be taken
[3:36 - 3:44] advantage of, and I know half y'all motherfuckers that troll me ain't chicks, y'all are fucking
[3:44 - 3:52] dudes and it pisses me off, y'all act like I don't deserve happiness, like I don't fucking
[3:52 - 4:05] deserve to be happy, I'm fucking sick of it dude, I'm fucking tired of being played
[4:05 - 4:12] for a goddamn fool, I'm tired of being a troll, I'm tired of being catfished, I'm tired of
[4:12 - 4:23] being stabbed in the back by every motherfucking body I see, it pisses me off, you know all
[4:23 - 4:31] I am is a normal guy trying to do what he loves to do, who actually wants to be fucking
[4:31 - 4:43] happy for once, I don't deserve this shit, I'm fucking tired of being taken advantage
[4:43 - 4:51] of every 5 seconds by you fucking trolls, I'm fucking tired of it man, like what do
[4:51 - 4:58] you gain out of fucking trolling people, what do you gain out of coming after me,
[4:58 - 5:06] like what do you gain from that shit dude, I don't fucking get it, and lava what do
[5:06 - 5:14] you gain from playing with guys emotions like you did me, what do you gain from that shit,
[5:14 - 5:19] what do you gain from playing with someone's emotions and fucking with their head like
[5:19 - 5:26] we're some sort of toy, bitch I'm not a toy, I'm a human fucking being dude, I deserve
[5:26 - 5:35] to be treated as a human being, I'm not some fucking children's plaything, I'm not some
[5:35 - 5:41] sort of doll or marionette that you can pick up, pull the strings on me and I'll do whatever
[5:41 - 5:51] you want, no, I'm a human fucking being with real emotions, I deserve to be treated right,
[5:51 - 6:01] I deserve to be treated like a fucking human being, I'm tired of being fucked with, I'm
[6:01 - 6:06] tired of having my emotions and my heart fucking played with, I don't deserve that
[6:06 - 6:15] shit no one does, can I tell you something lava girl, I was 110% honest with you the
[6:15 - 6:25] whole time, the whole time I was honest with you, but then what did I find out, you're
[6:25 - 6:31] sitting here stabbing me in the back acting like this is all some sort of fucking game,
[6:31 - 6:38] bitch this ain't a game, this is real fucking life, that's why I told you on Marty's stream,
[6:38 - 6:43] instead of playing these bullshit games on the internet with guys emotions, get the
[6:43 - 6:50] fuck off the internet, it would be a mother to your kids, stop doing this shit, cuz when
[6:50 - 6:55] your kids get older, how do you think they're gonna be, they're gonna be just like you,
[6:55 - 7:00] cuz they're gonna see what you do, and they're gonna think it's okay to do what you do to
[7:00 - 7:11] guys like me, and it's not okay, it's not okay to do that shit, like I told you, you're
[7:11 - 7:27] a piece of shit mother because of the shit that you do to people like me, for real,
[7:27 - 7:33] you think I deserve to get my emotions played with, you think that I deserve to have my
[7:33 - 7:41] fucking heart played with, and then smashed into a million fucking pieces, no, cuz I tell
[7:41 - 7:47] you, my mother fucking raised me right, the way I was raised, we don't do that shit to
[7:47 - 7:56] people, I was raised to treat people with the respect that they deserve, I was raised
[7:56 - 8:03] to treat people right, like human beings, I was raised to be understanding, caring,
[8:03 - 8:10] forgiving, loving, I wasn't raised to do the shit that you do, people like you lava embarrass
[8:10 - 8:18] me, you're an embarrassment, cuz you make good people like myself and Marty and even
[8:18 - 8:35] my brother Krip K right here, look like shit, you make us look bad by what you do, no I
[8:35 - 8:44] don't demand it, I don't demand respect, but let me tell you, I give out respect to everyone,
[8:44 - 8:51] I give respect to everyone, even if they don't deserve it, I give them the respect that they
[8:51 - 9:08] deserve, the only time I don't show respect is when I'm disrespected, see, I give and
[9:08 - 9:15] I give and I give and I give, I give so much of myself every day to people that actually
[9:15 - 9:26] deserve to be treated right, hey booty war, what's up man, I ain't seen your ass in a
[9:26 - 9:32] minute brother, how you doing man, long time no see homie, what's up, how you been, work?
[9:32 - 9:40] But like I said man, I'm just a normal human being, okay, I'm a normal human being that
[9:40 - 9:47] deserves happiness, I don't deserve this shit, I don't deserve to be played for a fucking
[9:47 - 9:54] fool, I don't deserve to have my heart ripped out and then thrown on the ground and stomped
[9:54 - 10:05] on and stabbed and bashed and shattered, I don't deserve that, cuz let me tell you
[10:05 - 10:13] right now guys, as people like Lava that made me broken, as people like Lava who's been
[10:13 - 10:18] treating me like shit over the years, as people like her that are the reason for the
[10:18 - 10:24] way that I am, for the reason that I am the way that I am, as people like her that made
[10:24 - 10:34] me this way, that made me broken, that fucking destroyed me, people like her are the reason
[10:34 - 10:43] why I'm so fucking scared to be with anyone, because I'm afraid that I killed with someone
[10:43 - 10:49] again, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart shattered over and over again, I'm sick of
[10:49 - 10:58] the abuse and I'm sick of being treated like shit, no one deserves that shit Lava, no one,
[10:58 - 11:14] not me, not anyone.
[11:14 - 11:42] I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here.
[11:42 - 12:02] I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out
[12:02 - 12:20] of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking
[12:20 - 14:55] heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking
[14:55 - 15:02] heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart
[15:02 - 15:08] out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart
[15:08 - 15:15] out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking
[15:15 - 15:21] heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out of here, I'm just gonna get my fucking heart out
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[38:51 - 38:55] I got you. Fuck your shit. I got you, homie.
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[39:05 - 39:07] I am going to pronounce it in a weird way, though.
[39:07 - 39:16] Everybody always talking about me. Everybody telling me to go. Fuck you and your shit.
[39:16 - 39:19] Every fucking day I'm so sick of it.
[39:19 - 39:26] So sick of the way everybody's always saying all these mind names.
[39:26 - 39:30] Every fucking day I don't know what to do anymore.
[39:30 - 39:35] I'm living a life I'm alone in this world.
[39:35 - 39:46] I walk through a dark reality that I'm numb at the end every day.
[39:46 - 39:51] I just need a key so I can escape.
[39:51 - 39:56] I just need to get away.
[39:56 - 40:01] Every night I'm crying in tears.
[40:01 - 40:09] No, but I really seem to understand what it's like to be lost alone.
[40:09 - 40:15] Walking alone in the dark with no sense of direction.
[40:15 - 40:24] No one will know. Don't even know where to start.
[40:24 - 40:29] I'm so sick of the pain. I just want it all to go away.
[40:29 - 40:33] This is not what I had in mind.
[40:33 - 40:47] What is it that everybody's always got to attack me, steal me, be sure I need to sell me from what is real, what is fake?
[40:47 - 40:50] I don't know what to do anymore.
[40:50 - 41:01] I'm so fucking lost, so fucking scared, so sick of being so emotional every day.
[41:01 - 41:05] Why is it that I can't just get away?
[41:05 - 41:14] Why is it that people like TGL can't just go the fuck away, get away?
[41:14 - 41:17] Let me live my life in fucking peace.
[41:17 - 41:20] I don't understand that.
[41:20 - 41:41] Why is it that you can't just go away?
[41:41 - 41:48] Why is it that you can't just go away, get the fuck away from me?
[41:48 - 41:59] I never answer your bullshit anyway, so do yourself a favor, fuck off out of my life.
[41:59 - 42:05] I don't need another knife in my back.
[42:05 - 42:17] I've already been betrayed and lost in my life.
[42:17 - 46:23] Why is it that you can't just go away, get the fuck out of my life?
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[46:31 - 46:56] [MUSIC]
[46:56 - 47:00] Every day, everybody always wanna knock a motherfucker right back.
[47:00 - 47:04] They don't understand the pain, and I go through every fucking day.
[47:04 - 47:11] Everybody wanna try to drag me down, then tell the motherfucking dog,
[47:11 - 47:15] they don't understand what I'm going to be, right?
[47:15 - 47:20] You may say, "There's a hell that lies in front of the roof."
[47:20 - 47:27] They don't understand that I'm God of Soul.
[47:27 - 47:36] God got me burned, chopped, shattered soul, that they fucking made this way,
[47:36 - 47:40] but that's who I was meant to be.
[47:40 - 47:53] [MUSIC]
[47:53 - 48:01] Maybe it's time that I laid out in my motherfucking way when I broke soul.
[48:01 - 48:05] Maybe it's time that I take this motherfucking night,
[48:05 - 48:10] so if I'm motherfucking naked, I don't know every motherfucking day.
[48:10 - 48:17] Everybody, then I'm gonna know the fucking way.
[48:17 - 48:23] God, so fucking sick, everybody, that's what I'm telling you,
[48:23 - 48:25] no motherfucking that.
[48:25 - 48:30] You, you, that, you, fuck yourselves, fuck your shit,
[48:30 - 48:39] everything that you move on fucking out of that is so fucking beautiful.
[48:39 - 48:45] I'm not so lost.
[48:45 - 48:48] Fuck you and your shit.
[48:48 - 48:56] You don't deserve the motherfucking everything that you do know me.
[48:56 - 49:07] Don't worry, then I'm thinking the motherfucking direction.
[49:07 - 49:11] Look at my eyes.
[49:11 - 49:13] Can you feel the rage?
[49:13 - 49:16] See no pain deep inside.
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[50:10 - 50:12] Let's go.
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