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2021-4-20 im DOne with the Drama


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Original upload date: April 20th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:23] What's up guys? It's your boy. I can honestly say that I'm not happy right now. And Kate,
[0:23 - 0:40] I hope you see this. I hope you do see this, Kate. I hope you do see this, Kate. Because
[0:40 - 0:48] me and you, we're done. I can't deal with your fucking mama. Okay? I don't need this
[0:48 - 0:57] unnecessary fucking drama. I really don't. I've got enough bullshit going on. I've got
[0:57 - 1:03] enough going on in my life as is. Okay? I don't need the drama that you're putting me
[1:03 - 1:15] through. Now, do I care about you as a person? Yes. But quite frankly, you need fucking help.
[1:15 - 1:20] You seriously need help that I cannot provide you. And since everyone else is afraid to
[1:20 - 1:29] say it, I'll fucking say it. You're a drug addict. You need fucking help. You need to
[1:29 - 1:48] go into fucking AA or 90 day hell, something. Get the fuck off the drugs. Get your life
[1:48 - 2:05] out. For real, the drawing that you're doing is stupid. What up, Misty? Like you need to
[2:05 - 2:17] go into rehab, do something, Kate. Like you want to put business out there. Let's put
[2:17 - 2:22] business out there. Let's talk about how you fucking lied to my face in front of everyone
[2:22 - 2:29] last night. You sat there and said that you're with your roommate. But yeah, when I called
[2:29 - 2:49] Pat up, you are still on the fucking roof. You fucking lied to me. You fucking lied to
[2:49 - 2:51] me, Kate. When I talked to Pat, he straight up said that you were still on the roof and
[2:51 - 2:56] he was on his way to go get you. You lied to all. You not only lied to me, you lied
[2:56 - 3:04] to Marty, you lied to everyone. And I see what this pattern's doing. The whole drama
[3:04 - 3:10] shit, that's what led me into abusive relationships in the first place. And I don't need an abusive
[3:10 - 3:17] relationship. I need something that's actually real, that isn't about the drama, that is
[3:17 - 3:25] willing to stick by me, despite what everyone says, despite what everyone does. I want
[3:25 - 3:34] something real. And Kate, you're not being very real. You're being dishonest with me,
[3:34 - 3:41] but more importantly, you're being dishonest with yourself. You're being dishonest with
[3:41 - 4:04] yourself by doing the shit that you do. She was wicked. She was at Costco, but she was
[4:04 - 4:11] on the roof of Costco wanting to jump off. She was on the roof of Costco wanting to
[4:11 - 4:34] end her life. And her friend Pat had to go there and talk her down. But for real though,
[4:34 - 4:42] before you get into another relationship, Kate, you need to seek help. You need to seek
[4:42 - 4:53] help and that. You're not thinking clearly at all. And this is what really pisses me
[4:53 - 5:02] off. It's the fact that you automatically assume that we're going to get married like
[5:02 - 5:15] that. I never once said that. The only reason I said that was because I felt like I was
[5:15 - 5:22] forced into it because you went off with what somebody said in the fucking comments.
[5:22 - 5:30] So I put in the comments saying that, Oh, when are you guys getting married? Now, what
[5:30 - 5:35] I said was true. I did want to speak to you about that later on, but it was going to be
[5:35 - 5:41] a later down the road kind of thing. It was going to be a later down the road, not fucking
[5:41 - 5:47] literally two days after we get together. No. And then I find out this morning that
[5:47 - 6:07] you're fucking married. You're still married to the same dude. Are you serious? No, Kate,
[6:07 - 6:25] you are going to rehab. You need fucking rehab. Oh, yes, I do, Kate. Say no, Kate,
[6:25 - 6:33] fuck you. See, you sit there and say, I don't listen about your life. Yes, the fuck I do.
[6:33 - 6:41] I get where you're coming from. I get it. But Kate, you need fucking help. Seriously,
[6:41 - 6:59] get some fucking help. And you know, that kind of behavior that Kate's doing right
[6:59 - 7:06] there, guys, that's the kind of shit that led me into abusive relationships. And I'm
[7:06 - 7:14] not doing that shit again. I'm not going to go through another emotionally abusive
[7:14 - 7:33] relationship again. Fuck that. I deserve way better than this shit. Way better. Kate,
[7:33 - 7:40] you need fucking help girl. The fact that you sit there and guilt me and then two days
[7:40 - 7:47] later you're literally wanting to jump up and get married right off the rip. What the
[7:47 - 7:52] fuck? We just started dating. We just started dating. And you're wanting to get married
[7:52 - 7:59] right off the rip like that? No. After about a year or so, yeah, I can see that. After
[7:59 - 8:04] about a year or so of being together, I can see wanting to plan a wedding and get married.
[8:04 - 8:15] I can see that. But to do that shit right out of the gate, are you fucking serious?
[8:15 - 8:26] And then to find out this morning that you're still fucking married? Are you fucking kidding
[8:26 - 8:41] me? You're still fucking married to the same dude? Are you fucking kidding me? Yo, Lexi,
[8:41 - 8:48] what's up? And nobody really proposed to anyone. It was just kind of assumed like nobody
[8:48 - 8:53] really proposed to anyone. It was just kind of assumed that we were getting married right
[8:53 - 9:02] out of the gate. It was literally assumed that we were getting married when we weren't.
[9:02 - 9:23] I'm going to mod you, bro. And yeah, I know I had a history of doing that. But here's
[9:23 - 9:30] the thing, shot down. Those are people that I actually know. Those are people that I actually
[9:30 - 9:37] know in real life, outside of YouTube. Those are real people outside of YouTube. There's
[9:37 - 9:51] a difference. Okay, there's a total difference. Let's see with Tangerine Kat, I knew her outside
[9:51 - 9:58] of YouTube. With Tangerine Kat, I knew her outside of YouTube. With Noelle, I knew her
[9:58 - 10:08] outside of YouTube until she did what she did. But with Kate, that was like literally
[10:08 - 10:12] automatically assumption. Oh, we're going to get together for today's, but then we're
[10:12 - 10:19] going to get married. No, that's not how that works. That is not how that works, girl.
[10:19 - 10:22] The people that I was with before you, Kate, I actually knew them. I've known them for
[10:22 - 10:30] a long time beforehand, so we already knew each other beforehand. The people that I
[10:30 - 10:34] had asked to marry me when we were together, all my exes, we were already together for
[10:34 - 10:42] a while. We already knew each other beforehand. But, Kate, clearly you're not in the right
[10:42 - 10:58] state of mind. Clearly you're not in the right state of mind. You need help, Kate. You were
[10:58 - 11:08] strung out on fucking heroin last night. You're not thinking clearly. And quite honestly,
[11:08 - 11:16] I can't deal with the fucking drama. See, I want somebody that's actually real outside
[11:16 - 11:24] of YouTube, someone that is not involved in the fucking drama. And if it is somebody
[11:24 - 11:31] that's from YouTube, I want them to be outside of the drama, outside of any of this, outside
[11:31 - 11:36] of Tonic's community, Marty's community, my community. I want somebody outside of
[11:36 - 11:44] that bullshit that is not involved in the drama at all. I don't like drama. I fucking
[11:44 - 12:00] hate it. I detest it. Kate, you need to seek help. Now, whether you choose to go and get
[12:00 - 12:09] a rehab or go to AA meetings, either way, it works. But, Kate, you need fucking help.
[12:09 - 12:16] You're mentally unstable. Clearly you're mentally unstable, especially after last night. You
[12:16 - 12:22] showed that last night. You're addicted to drugs. You're unable to make, you know, you're
[12:22 - 12:29] not able to make coherent decisions. You sold your fucking car for heroin. You fucking
[12:29 - 12:48] sold your goddamn car for heroin. Like, come on. Get a grip on reality, Kate, and grow
[12:48 - 13:07] up. I'll be straight up honest with you, man. I'll be straight to fuck up honest with
[13:07 - 13:14] you, Kate. Lava here, treating me better than you do. Lava here, treating me a hundred
[13:14 - 13:30] times better than you do, Kate. Yo, I don't see the attorney guy, dude. I don't see him
[13:30 - 13:54] anywhere. Oh, no, guys. We got another drill and troll here. Hello? Oh, go fuck yourself.
[13:54 - 14:14] Go fuck yourself, bitch. Go fuck yourself. Go fuck yourself. Wow. What the fuck?
[14:14 - 14:43] You see what I do? What? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck? What's
[14:43 - 14:48] up, dude? I can't fucking find him. Yo, John, what's up, dude? I can do. Where the fuck
[14:48 - 15:05] is John? Oh, I see you, John. I got you, brother. Yo, John, what's up, bro? Good to see you
[15:05 - 15:21] up in here, John. How you doing, buddy? She really is, dude. She really is strung
[15:21 - 15:36] out on heroin, bro. Yo, Lava, I do want to ask you something straight up, Lava. Straight
[15:36 - 15:47] up, Lava. I do want to ask you, compared to how Kate treated me, would you not agree
[15:47 - 15:52] that you treated me a hundred times better than what she did? Would you not agree to
[15:52 - 16:18] that? Goddamn, dude. My fucking discourse is going off. That's very true. That is very
[16:18 - 16:47] fucking true, man. Like I said, Kate, you need fucking help. You're a fucking junkie.
[16:47 - 16:55] All right, so, Lava, what I'm going to do is I'm going to text you on Discord or I'm
[16:55 - 17:25] going to call you later on and I will fill you in, okay? I will 100% fill you in. But
[17:25 - 17:38] Kate, for real, you need fucking help, girl, and bad. Yo, Ms. Ratty, what's good? I will
[17:38 - 17:43] actually post my Discord for you guys. I know I tend to do that a lot and I kind of
[17:43 - 18:00] forgot to do it this time. And then I would like to add me on Discord here is my actual
[18:00 - 18:18] Discord for you guys. But for real though, man, you need help, Kate. And how are you
[18:18 - 18:33] not on heroin? You were talking a whole bunch of nonsense last night. For real, you were
[18:33 - 18:55] talking about how you belong to the streets and belong to Costco and shit. What the fuck?
[18:55 - 19:23] Okay, so, I'm going to call you in. Okay, so, I'm going to call you in. Okay, so, I'm
[19:23 - 19:50] going to call you in. Alright, lava, I just unlocked you and added you. So, accept the
[19:50 - 20:04] phone request and I will talk to you about what's going on. Well, like I said, lava,
[20:04 - 20:16] not lava, sorry, lava, I meant Kate, sorry. But like I said, Kate, you need help. And
[20:16 - 20:44] I can't be the one to give it to you. You need to do that yourself. For real. Get help,
[20:44 - 20:56] Kate. But yo, lava, if you message me on Discord, accept my phone request and message me and
[20:56 - 20:57] I'll fill you in, lava.
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