2021-4-17 Being unfairly Forced out of Music

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[0:21 - 0:32] Good morning everybody, I know there's not probably any of you watching right now, but
[0:32 - 0:47] due to the actions of one arrogant little fucking prick bitch by the name of Eric Scrubbleau
[0:47 - 0:54] and him deciding to go running his mouth after I called him out on his bullshit, he has now
[0:54 - 1:03] made it very difficult for me to be able to work with anybody music wise because he's
[1:03 - 1:10] gone around spreading bad shit about me to where no other music artist is willing to
[1:10 - 1:24] collab with me or help me out and there was a label that was going to take me on but now
[1:24 - 1:38] is not because of the actions of Eric Scrubbleau so unfortunately due to his actions I literally
[1:38 - 1:48] have to unfortunately and I hate doing this because you guys know I was going to come
[1:48 - 1:57] back with a new album but unfortunately I'm not able to right now because Eric has made
[1:57 - 2:10] it very hard for me to do anything so unfortunately due to the actions of Eric Scrubbleau and
[2:10 - 2:17] the reputation that I now have because of him amongst the music community I now have
[2:17 - 2:31] to step away from it which is unfair to me because I put more hard work into any of
[2:31 - 2:39] my music than Eric couldn't his whole life. I've actually released two back to back albums
[2:39 - 2:51] on my own I've released several singles that you guys have enjoyed not to mention all the
[2:51 - 3:04] diss tracks that I've done on motherfuckers I've collabed with a bunch of people so thanks
[3:04 - 3:11] to Eric and him running his little bitch mouth it's now becoming very difficult for me to
[3:11 - 3:26] do anything but as a result of that I will be doing something even cooler I actually
[3:26 - 3:35] will be starting up an Instagram for my 3d car photography and via Horizon 4 and other
[3:35 - 3:42] forms of media but mostly Horizon 4 I will be focusing on being behind the wheel more
[3:42 - 3:50] on here practicing more getting better so I'm still going to be doing things I just
[3:50 - 3:55] won't be doing music unfortunately because of the fucking stigma that that little pussy
[3:55 - 4:03] boy or Scrubbleau decided to stick to it all because I called him out on his bullshit
[4:03 - 4:13] and he knows I'm right and this is what pisses me off about him more than anything every
[4:13 - 4:21] time every fucking time somebody calls him out on his bullshit he pulls a fucked up
[4:21 - 4:28] stunt like this and I'm not the only one he's done this to he's done it with an artist
[4:28 - 4:36] that me and him used to work with but a neighborhood junkyard guard dog he's done it to another
[4:36 - 4:50] dude that I'm still very close friends with this day so I used to kill a clown so I'm
[4:50 - 4:57] not the only one that he's blackballed he's blackballed a few other people as well as
[4:57 - 5:14] myself and honestly that just shows how fucking petty you are Eric the fact that you were
[5:14 - 5:22] blackballed somebody that you used to see as your brother somebody that you used to
[5:22 - 5:33] hold respect for and then turn your back on Eric you seem to forget dude I've known you
[5:33 - 5:44] for 15 years 15 years we've been friends and the one time I call you out on your bullshit
[5:44 - 5:50] you decide to run around to every other fucking music artist in the underground and you decide
[5:50 - 5:58] to fucking blackball me you decide to fucking undermine me for what because I called you
[5:58 - 6:04] out on your bullshit because I was straight up honest about your fucking music and how
[6:04 - 6:14] it's actually garbage how it's fucking trash how your music isn't even music nobody can
[6:14 - 6:28] understand what you're saying or is it because of the fucking fact that without me no one
[6:28 - 6:38] would know who the fuck you are Eric I made you I made you the music artist you are you
[6:38 - 6:45] owe your whole career to me if it wasn't for me motherfucker nobody in the world would
[6:45 - 6:53] know who you are if it wasn't for me you'd be still sitting down in a broken ass fucking
[6:53 - 7:02] downhouse ears probably smoking weed and fucking doing all kinds of bullshit and wasting
[7:02 - 7:09] your life away if it wasn't for me Dawn would have fucking left your ass three to four
[7:09 - 7:16] years ago I tried to take it back it was about five years ago if it wasn't for me stepping
[7:16 - 7:34] in and helping your ass out Dawn would have taken your kid and fucking left if it wasn't
[7:34 - 7:41] for me your career wouldn't have gotten anywhere motherfucker without me that album virus
[7:41 - 7:47] that we did overnight wouldn't have gotten released without me you wouldn't have had
[7:47 - 7:58] those songs that you released you owe your whole career to me Eric face it compared
[7:58 - 8:09] to me you will always be second best because of the fact that you think you're all that
[8:09 - 8:18] and you're not face it Eric without me your career would go nowhere without me nobody
[8:18 - 8:25] would know who the fuck you are you kept me living in your shadow all these years
[8:25 - 8:32] maybe it's time you start living in mine maybe it's time you started living in my
[8:32 - 8:41] shadow motherfucker and realize what real success is real success isn't measured by
[8:41 - 8:54] money it's not measured by popularity it's measured by hard work which you obviously
[8:54 - 9:03] know nothing about because all you ever do is release half-assed bullshit songs or you
[9:03 - 9:13] sit down and you write songs and they never get finished ever see for the last 13 to
[9:13 - 9:21] 15 years I've lived in your shadow every fucking day when you released a song when
[9:21 - 9:33] we first came out with the label killer clown sounds back in the day when we did that I
[9:33 - 9:41] kept my mouth shut about how you claimed all the work I did all the fucking work for
[9:41 - 9:48] you I made all the beats I did all the mixing the mastering I did all of that shit for
[9:48 - 9:59] you and yet I let you take the fucking credit all that fucking hard work that I did for
[9:59 - 10:10] you busting my ass hours on in very little sleep no fucking complaints at all whatsoever
[10:10 - 10:17] busting my ass for you because I actually believed in what we were doing because Eric
[10:17 - 10:23] you know damn well nobody understood your vision the way that I did no one understood
[10:23 - 10:34] what you were getting at the way that I did for 15 goddamn years I've lived in your shadow
[10:34 - 10:42] Eric 15 fucking years I've lived in your shadow kid maybe it's time you started living
[10:42 - 10:50] in mine and realizing what life is really the fuck all about maybe it's time you grew
[10:50 - 10:57] up and got out of the fucking industry that you have no business being in your music is
[10:57 - 11:08] short and trash it's garbage and no one wants to hear garbage let me tell you motherfucker
[11:08 - 11:13] I've got a few up in the chat all the time that can't stand me that I'm sat there said
[11:13 - 11:29] point blank they would rather listen to my newest album then listen to your garbage that's
[11:29 - 11:37] how bad your music is Eric now I'm not saying the way your voice is is your fault I'm not
[11:37 - 11:44] saying that I mean dude you got into a car accident and that sucks and yeah I'm glad
[11:44 - 11:54] that you and Dawn and the baby are okay but dude that affected your speech to where you
[11:54 - 12:06] can no longer do music that car accident happened for a reason Eric that car accident
[12:06 - 12:12] was God telling you it's time you get the fuck out of the music industry and be a father
[12:12 - 12:23] to your kid you don't belong in my world Eric you don't belong in the music scene you
[12:23 - 12:36] don't belong in my world you belong being a father to your kid being a husband your
[12:36 - 12:54] wife Dawn get out of the music industry Eric there's no room for you here anymore yes the
[12:54 - 13:00] years that we did work on music we're so in the best years of my life we put out some
[13:00 - 13:06] fucking banger ass hits I'm not gonna fucking lie we put out some real good music that
[13:06 - 13:21] I will forever be proud of but you need to learn when to put the mic down and say enough
[13:21 - 13:38] is enough and move on with your life cuz Eric you and I both know that I'm the only person
[13:38 - 13:50] on this whole planet besides Dawn that knows you better than anyone you forget Eric I know
[13:50 - 14:01] shit about you that no one else does I've known you for 15 years man we came up in
[14:01 - 14:09] the music scene together but the see you go and sound me in the back in the multiple
[14:09 - 14:38] ways that you have over the last few days is sickening man
[14:38 - 14:44] like dude I gave you everything I had I worked my ass off for you and more without a single
[14:44 - 14:56] complaint at all whatsoever I busted my ass for you day in and day out countless hours
[14:56 - 15:12] where can my ass off for you because I believed in you I believed in what you were doing
[15:12 - 15:20] but that was 13 years ago man that was 13 years ago as time he grew up and face the
[15:20 - 15:33] real world Eric it's time you grew the fuck up kid you have no place in my world anymore
[15:33 - 15:45] the music world in the car scene are my worlds not yours you were good at one point I will
[15:45 - 15:51] give you that at one point you were one of the best music artists in the fucking underground
[15:51 - 16:00] straight up you were one of the best fucking rappers I'd ever heard in my life back then
[16:00 - 16:09] and I'm not just saying that you were actually good but then the car accident happened and
[16:09 - 16:22] now look at you you're just a shell an empty shell of the Eric that you used to be and
[16:22 - 16:38] like I said I understand that when I called you out you got upset I get it but you have
[16:38 - 16:44] to understand something Eric I've been living in your shadow for 13 years and I'm tired
[16:44 - 16:54] of it you said that you say you've been living in mine but the truth we all know the truth
[16:54 - 17:00] Eric you and I both know the truth that I'm the one that's been living in your shadow
[17:00 - 17:07] I've been being held back by you this whole time this whole time I've been held back
[17:07 - 17:19] by you unable to go for my full potential because I was always stuck helping you I
[17:19 - 17:27] was always playing second fiddle to you every time you needed something it didn't matter
[17:27 - 17:33] whether I was working on an album or what I was always putting down what I wanted to
[17:33 - 17:40] do for you if I was working on an album fuck that album I'm here to help you out what
[17:40 - 17:48] do you need man what do you need beats mixing mastering what do you need or if you wanted
[17:48 - 17:53] to work in an album and I was working on a solo album so um I always fucked my album
[17:53 - 18:03] let's put out an album together you need 30 beats by tomorrow morning fine easy done
[18:03 - 18:11] here you go you need me to record shit for you over three to four different songs no
[18:11 - 18:23] problem give me about an hour and I'll have it back to you need me to help you read rewrite
[18:23 - 18:34] a verse on a song oh man let's sit down let's rewrite shit I did all that and more for you
[18:34 - 18:50] Eric all that and more without a single fucking complaint but how do you fucking repay me
[18:50 - 19:00] with false promises of being on magazine covers getting air time on radios making me false
[19:00 - 19:18] promises of being on major record labels so who's really the one to blame here Eric especially
[19:18 - 19:30] after I bust in my ass for you non-stop every day every day I busted my goddamn ass for
[19:30 - 19:40] you and more every day I gave you 110% I didn't give a fuck whether I was dead dog
[19:40 - 20:00] tired and I was half asleep I didn't give a fuck if my older brother was in the hospital
[20:00 - 20:07] at that time when he first got diagnosed with cancer I know you know what I'm talking
[20:07 - 20:16] about Eric because you were there back when my older brother first got diagnosed with
[20:16 - 20:22] cancer and he was always at his treatment what was I doing the whole time oh wait that's
[20:22 - 20:32] right I was busting my ass for you no complaints nothing just me busting my goddamn fucking
[20:32 - 20:45] ass hours on in day in and day out over and over and over without one single fucking complaint
[20:45 - 20:58] at all and how do you repay me by stabbing me in the back and saying fuck you to me
[20:58 - 21:06] I'm busting my ass for you Eric but I'm beginning to realize now I never should have trusted
[21:06 - 21:22] you I'll be straight up honest I'll be straight up honest with you Eric I'm ashamed to even
[21:22 - 21:28] say that you were my family I'm ashamed to sit there and call you my fucking brother
[21:28 - 21:37] because all you did was use me and take from me all you did was use me since the very
[21:37 - 21:59] fucking beginning but no more Eric I'm done living in your shadow like I say I've lived
[21:59 - 22:06] in your shadow for 13 years maybe it's time you started living in mine and seeing what
[22:06 - 22:15] it is that you did to me cuz I said Eric this isn't just shadow blade talking to Eric
[22:15 - 22:21] Scruggle of the arts no this is Chase Wilkins the human being talking to the Eric that
[22:21 - 22:36] I came up with in the music scene that's the Eric that I'm talking to you changed man you're
[22:36 - 22:52] not the fucking Eric that you were 13 years ago and I still remember the problem the problems
[22:52 - 22:58] that we made each other that we wouldn't no matter what we wouldn't win our egos get
[22:58 - 23:05] the best of us we want to let shit go to our fucking heads we want to let money or
[23:05 - 23:23] fame go to our heads though look at you look at what you become Eric you've literally
[23:23 - 23:33] become the very fucking thing that you swore you'd never become ever now look at you
[23:33 - 24:02] what happened to you Eric what the fuck happened to you huh
[24:02 - 24:18] you never used to be like this man me I've remained the same the whole goddamn time what
[24:18 - 24:26] are you doing man you sold your soul for fucking money your music's gotten shorter
[24:26 - 24:40] and worse nobody can understand a word that you're saying anymore Eric and as I said
[24:40 - 24:47] you were in a car accident and I know that has a lot to do with it and I'm not blaming
[24:47 - 24:54] that on you as I said I'm glad that you and Dawn and your child are okay I'm glad about
[24:54 - 25:04] that man I'm glad that you survived that car accident but maybe that car accident was
[25:04 - 25:09] God's way of telling you that maybe it's time to pass the torch on and for you to be
[25:09 - 25:33] a father to your kid did you ever think about that I don't think you have cuz I got said
[25:33 - 25:55] Eric I've not changed at all I've been here the whole time since day fucking one I have
[25:55 - 26:03] been down to work with your ass since day one no complaints nothing I have busted my
[26:03 - 26:16] ass for you day in and day out Eric it didn't matter about sicker than a goddamn dog I didn't
[26:16 - 26:22] give a fuck and if I was sick in bed what was I doing I was still busting my ass for
[26:22 - 26:29] you my brother was in the hospital at his treatments what was I doing busting my ass
[26:29 - 26:37] for you when I was getting treated like shit by my exes who is the person that I came
[26:37 - 26:56] through to work with to escape that bullshit oh wait that's right it was you I'm giving
[26:56 - 27:05] everything for you and more man and how the fuck do you repay me how do you repay me man
[27:05 - 27:16] by stabbing me in the fucking back and saying fuck you are you fucking kidding me man you
[27:16 - 27:22] want me to work on promo posters for you oh hey Eric I'll work on promo posters for
[27:22 - 27:27] you you want me to work on a website for killer clown sounds sure let's spend four
[27:27 - 27:39] fucking hours doing that I'm giving everything I had and more for you dog I've busted my
[27:39 - 27:46] ass for you because I actually believed in what you were doing but Eric it's time you
[27:46 - 27:55] grow up the music scene ain't for you anymore man and like I said that's not entirely your
[27:55 - 28:00] fault and I don't hold you accountable for that I don't hold you accountable for that
[28:00 - 28:08] car accident you got into that wasn't your fault that shit happened that was out of
[28:08 - 28:16] your control and I'm not blaming you for that like I said I'm glad that you and Dawn
[28:16 - 28:28] and the baby are safe I'm glad about that man I'm glad that you're okay but Eric let
[28:28 - 28:36] me tell you man you're not the same Eric that I started out with back in the day that
[28:36 - 28:48] I came up with okay I haven't changed a fucking bit since day one I've always been hard working
[28:48 - 28:56] willing to bust my ass willing to do shit that I needed to do to help you out every
[28:56 - 29:09] day every fucking night and you want to sit there and say that you're living in my shadow
[29:09 - 29:25] when I'm the one over here busting my ass for you to help your career to help you out
[29:25 - 29:49] take it easy skull be safe man like I said Eric I'm the one that's been living in your
[29:49 - 30:04] shadow not the other way around I've lived in your shadow for 13 years maybe it's time
[30:04 - 30:16] you started living in mine and saw how it really is I saw how things really are but
[30:16 - 30:24] more importantly Eric it's time you got out of the music scene cuz the scene isn't for
[30:24 - 30:36] you anymore man you had a good run and I'll give you that you had one hell of a run hell
[30:36 - 30:41] I'll be honest you've had a better run than most artists that we fucking came up with
[30:41 - 30:51] dude you had one hell of a good run and I'm not gonna deny that the music that would put
[30:51 - 31:02] out over the years has been so the best music ever like dude we literally sold out 200 copies
[31:02 - 31:11] of virus back in the day literally 200 copies that people actually fucked with back in
[31:11 - 31:25] the day but that was then dude that was then it's time you grew up and realized something
[31:25 - 31:36] Eric the music scene it's just not for you anymore dude yes your lyrics are amazing
[31:36 - 31:42] I will give you that you have some of the best like literally did your lyrics are insanely
[31:42 - 31:48] good I'm not gonna deny that dude you are a talented writer when it comes to writing
[31:48 - 31:57] lyrics I will give you that but maybe it's time you got paid for that writing lyrics
[31:57 - 32:03] being a ghost writer there's nothing wrong with doing that people do it all the time
[32:03 - 32:09] and make big money doing that shit dude there's money to be made in ghost writing you can
[32:09 - 32:23] get paid big money for that shit big money but as for you doing music as an actual artist
[32:23 - 32:27] I'm afraid to say it Eric but you're gonna have to come face to face with it at some
[32:27 - 32:37] point and realize that your run is over and I'm not trying to be a dick or asshole I'm
[32:37 - 32:45] just being harsh I'm being honest and blunt with you your time as a music artist itself
[32:45 - 32:55] as a vocalist is over maybe it's time you started focusing on other aspects of the music
[32:55 - 33:12] scene like promoting doing ghost writing stuff like that but as for being an artist
[33:12 - 33:20] you're done you've had your run and it was a good one a very good one and I'm proud
[33:20 - 33:28] of you I'm proud of the fact that you made it that far but maybe it's time you step
[33:28 - 33:35] down from the mantle and let other people step up people like myself people like bratly
[33:35 - 33:49] who are actually good and have the drive now whether you step down or not that's on
[33:49 - 34:16] you all I can do is give you my advice that's all I can do is give you my advice Eric now
[34:16 - 34:30] what you choose to do with that advice that's on you now as I said love me or hate me I
[34:30 - 34:41] don't care but just know Eric at the end of the day if it wasn't for me nobody would
[34:41 - 34:54] know who the fuck you are I made you who you are
[34:54 - 35:01] without me Eric you wouldn't have a career and you know it so instead of showing disrespect
[35:01 - 35:10] towards me maybe you should start showing a little more respect and thank those like
[35:10 - 35:23] me who actually came before you just saying I'm done living in your shadow and it's time
[35:23 - 35:32] you live in mine for the rest of your life and see what real success looks like
[35:32 - 35:36] Eric.