Original upload date: April 16th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:24] How the fuck are you guys doing today?
[0:24 - 0:33] Now I do apologize for earlier. I did have to take a business call with my brother Sean
[0:33 - 0:42] Sanders aka Sean's play. Me and him are working on some new ideas because your boy is going
[0:42 - 0:47] to be doing a cameo on his show The Sean Show real soon. For all y'all that know The Sean
[0:47 - 0:59] Show season 4 dropping is here. So be ready for a dope ass cameo. Look for those of you
[0:59 - 1:11] that don't know The Sean Show just look out Sean's play and you'll find it. But enough
[1:11 - 1:29] about that. For the past several months I've been locked away in the dark trapped outcast
[1:29 - 1:54] shunt ridiculed left behind shut out left to die with these broken wings not able to
[1:54 - 2:07] do anything but over the last few months I've gained my wings back slowly. I've taken every
[2:07 - 2:21] single knife, every single knife that has ever been shoved in my back and in my stomach,
[2:21 - 2:40] in my neck. I've taken those knives and I've turned them into something. I'd say it's
[2:40 - 3:05] finally rise from the ashes.
[3:05 - 3:32] I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back.
[3:32 - 3:57] Yeah. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be
[3:57 - 4:55] back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be
[4:55 - 5:19] back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to
[5:19 - 14:02] be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to
[14:02 - 14:21] be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going
[14:21 - 14:36] to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going
[14:36 - 14:52] to be back. I escaped.
[14:52 - 15:15] I want to tell you right now, there's no way in hell I'm ever giving my soul up to that
[15:15 - 15:32] kind of shit ever again.
[15:32 - 19:44] I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back. I'm going to be back.
[19:44 - 20:10] And on that song, I want to say this. Given what I did last night, how I admitted my
[20:10 - 20:28] wrongs and fought to make them right. Oh, I got you, Jay. Hey, Vex, what up? Yo, how
[20:28 - 20:37] the fuck did Vex lose her fucking wrench, man? What the fuck, dude? But for real though,
[20:37 - 20:45] don't you think I made a double last night when I admitted all my wrongs? When I admitted
[20:45 - 20:51] what I did wrong, I can't clear out everything I did wrong and why I did it. Let me tell
[20:51 - 21:00] you right now, motherfuckers, that shit takes more balls to do. That shit takes way more
[21:00 - 21:06] fucking balls to do. That is somebody who runs and hides and makes excuses like a fucking
[21:06 - 21:19] bitch like Strawberry AKA Noelle Van Brocklin. See, I'm like her. I didn't make excuses.
[21:19 - 21:26] I didn't make excuses. I came clean about the shit that I did, but she kept running
[21:26 - 21:34] around in fucking circles, looking for excuse after excuse after excuse to cover her goddamn
[21:34 - 21:44] lies. And think about this. Think about this for a minute, y'all. For all y'all that do
[21:44 - 21:49] know the full story about about Noelle and myself, think about this and what she said
[21:49 - 21:55] last night. I want y'all to really think about this. If she didn't see us as being
[21:55 - 22:04] a couple, then why is it that whenever she got cheated on, she got pissed? She got fucking
[22:04 - 22:13] pissed when she found out she got cheated on after I found out what she does. Doesn't
[22:13 - 22:20] that seem kind of strange to you? The fact that she'll get pissed off on a live stream.
[22:20 - 22:26] Now if we weren't really together, why are you getting mad? Why are you getting pissed?
[22:26 - 22:34] Why are you getting mad that I'm doing the same shit that you do? Why are you getting
[22:34 - 22:41] mad? It's like I said last night, and I for an eye, it's only fair. You do this shit
[22:41 - 22:52] to me. I have just as much right to do this shit right back.
[22:52 - 23:18] Exactly, dude. It really is a double standard on her end, bro. It really is.
[23:18 - 23:37] I'm trying to find a way to fix it like this. It is your 50 dollars, but you can't help the
[23:37 - 24:02] car. It's things you need. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't
[24:02 - 24:18] want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. Oh, God, you will be amused. I shout out to
[24:18 - 24:24] the name of my God. I will sense of you, my God. I shout out to the name of my God. You
[24:24 - 24:33] will be amused and see you at my feet. See you at my feet.
[24:33 - 24:59] Oh, God, you will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused.
[24:59 - 25:24] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[25:24 - 25:47] You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out
[25:47 - 25:59] to the name of my God. You will be amused and see you at my feet. See you at my feet.
[25:59 - 27:25] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[27:25 - 27:49] I shout out to the name of my God. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused.
[27:49 - 30:58] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[30:58 - 31:46] You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[31:46 - 31:56] I shout out to the name of my God. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[31:56 - 32:08] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[32:08 - 32:21] You will be resumed. You will be amused. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[32:21 - 32:29] You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be amused. I shout out to the name of my God.
[32:29 - 32:42] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be lizard. I shout out to the name of my God.
[32:42 - 32:54] You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed. You will be amused.
[32:54 - 33:01] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed. You will be resumed. You will be resumed.
[33:01 - 33:08] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God.
[33:08 - 33:13] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed.
[33:13 - 33:34] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God.
[33:34 - 33:42] You will be resumed. You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God.
[33:42 - 33:56] You will be resumed. You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed.
[33:56 - 34:03] I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God.
[34:03 - 34:17] You will be resumed. You will be resumed. I shout out to the name of my God. You will be resumed.
[34:17 - 34:25] You will be resumed. You will be resumed. You will be resumed.
[34:25 - 34:49] Bye.
[34:49 - 34:50] Are we ready?
[34:50 - 35:04] I am the money-free. There's no reality. Just it's for a future that keeps on going.
[35:04 - 35:19] I am the money-free.
[35:19 - 35:47] My free. My free. My free. My free.
[35:47 - 35:51] You'd never want leftover food.
[35:51 - 36:03] Did you?
[36:03 - 36:16] I'm about to take it back a bit on this one.
[36:16 - 36:17] That was totally stranded.
[36:17 - 36:20] How many of you guys remember this shit?
[36:20 - 36:24] Oh, yeah. Do you guys remember this shit?
[36:24 - 36:52] Did you say shit?
[36:52 - 37:04] This is what I brought you, this you can't keep. This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[37:04 - 37:17] The heart's too low, the heart's too loud, it's too thin. Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[37:17 - 37:23] This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe. This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[37:23 - 37:40] I promise you, my heart just promised one thing. Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[37:40 - 37:48] This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe. This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[37:48 - 37:56] I promise you, my heart just promised one thing. Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[37:56 - 38:11] Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[38:11 - 38:16] This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[38:16 - 38:22] This is what I brought you, babe. This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[38:22 - 38:30] This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe. This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[38:30 - 38:38] This is what I brought you, babe, again, babe.
[38:38 - 40:00] Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet. Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[40:00 - 40:03] Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[40:03 - 40:27] Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet. Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[40:27 - 49:50] Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[49:50 - 49:51] Kiss my ears, it may be too sweet.
[49:51 - 50:08] Kiss my eyes, it may be too sweet.
[50:08 - 50:19] We always judge people for who they are, what they do, what they have, what they don't have,
[50:19 - 50:23] how much money they have or don't have, but really we don't take the time to look in
[50:23 - 50:29] the mirror at ourselves and judge ourselves.
[50:29 - 50:36] That's why I always say judge yourself before judging someone else.
[50:36 - 50:44] Look in the mirror before you point fingers at someone else, because chances are, chances
[50:44 - 50:46] are you're just like them.
[50:46 - 50:52] At the end of the day we all bleed red, at the end of the day we are all human beings
[50:52 - 50:53] on the inside.
[50:53 - 50:59] It doesn't matter what we look like, what we have or don't have, what our skills are
[50:59 - 51:04] or aren't, whether we can draw, do music, whatever, it doesn't matter.
[51:04 - 51:11] At the end of the day we all have strengths and weaknesses, and it's not right for someone
[51:11 - 51:16] to come along and attack somebody's weaknesses.
[51:16 - 51:25] Some of us may be physically tough, some of us may be a mental genius, but at the end
[51:25 - 51:34] of the day we are responsible for our own actions, and people like Juggalo972 don't
[51:34 - 51:42] see that, and that's a shame, that's a crying shame, because he used to be positive, now
[51:42 - 51:50] look at him, constantly running around talking shit on me.
[51:50 - 51:57] It's like what makes you feel like you have to take time out of your day to attack somebody
[51:57 - 52:03] that may be weaker than you, because let me tell you right now Juggalo972, I may look
[52:03 - 52:10] weak, but let me tell you right now, mentally I'm stronger than you will ever fucking be.
[52:10 - 52:15] In life I'm stronger than you will ever be.
[52:15 - 52:21] My spirit is way stronger than anything you've ever could even think about coming up with,
[52:21 - 52:26] because let me tell you right now pal, I was not supposed to survive past birth.
[52:26 - 52:30] The day I was born was the day I was supposed to die.
[52:30 - 52:35] The day I was born I was supposed to be in my death sentence, right there.
[52:35 - 52:41] I was supposed to die within 24 hours of being born, but look at where I'm at now
[52:41 - 52:49] dude, 30 years later, look at where I'm at now, I have an amazing fucking fan base who
[52:49 - 52:53] fucking love the living shit out of what I do, and unlike you I actually try to help
[52:53 - 53:00] people, because see Juggalo972, and this isn't just for him, this is for anybody out there.
[53:00 - 53:07] See I see the world through different lenses than the normal average people, I see things
[53:07 - 53:17] that nobody else sees, I see things and notice things that nobody else does, like how mainstream
[53:17 - 53:23] society is so glued into the latest technology and their phones and more worried about the
[53:23 - 53:31] latest tweet, the latest upload by PewDiePie, the latest fucking upload by Logan and Jake
[53:31 - 53:37] Paul, but really they're not worried about the relationships with their families, their
[53:37 - 53:47] friends, the people around them, we are so glued in to the latest fucking technology
[53:47 - 53:54] that is sickening dude, it really is sickening, and you can sit there and call me a hypocrite
[53:54 - 54:03] all you want to do, but dude, I try not to be on, I try to stay away from the internet,
[54:03 - 54:09] but it has to do with my work, so I have to be on here once in a while, I have to be
[54:09 - 54:15] on here everyday due to my work so that everything you say is updated, so that after I'm doing
[54:15 - 54:20] my job and updating everything, I can hang out with my family, I can watch movies, I
[54:20 - 54:30] can relax, watch TV, get away from the internet, escape the fucking internet race, while the
[54:30 - 54:37] rest of the world is so glued in to the latest fucking technology, it's sickening to me,
[54:37 - 54:54] it really is, and my question is this, when are we going to grow the fuck up, put our
[54:54 - 55:01] petty differences aside and start working together, that's what I want to know, when
[55:01 - 55:07] are we going to grow the fuck up, and make a better community and a better place on the
[55:07 - 55:16] internet, where people don't have to be bullied or judged or attacked, because man, I'm just
[55:16 - 55:20] a normal guy doing what he loves, trying to make the living off of what he loves to
[55:20 - 55:26] do and trying to help people at the same time any way that I can, that's all I'm trying
[55:26 - 55:34] to do, at the end of the day, when I lay my head down at night, when I lay my head
[55:34 - 55:46] down until one night, when I go to bed, I'm not a fucking superstar, I'm not a household
[55:46 - 55:51] man at the end of the day, at the end of the day, I'm just me, at the end of the day, I'm
[55:51 - 56:00] just regular nerdy ass fucking anime fanboy, Chance Wilkins, that's all I am at the end
[56:00 - 56:08] of the day, I'm me, but unlike most people, when I get on here, I don't pretend to be
[56:08 - 56:16] somebody I'm not, okay, yeah, I look different, I have scars on my fucking head from all
[56:16 - 56:23] these fucking things I've had go on in my life, you know, skin condition wise, yeah,
[56:23 - 56:31] I may be fucking small from my age, I may be five foot three, I may be in good shape,
[56:31 - 56:38] yes, but at the end of the day, I'm me, I would rather be me, I would rather be who
[56:38 - 56:47] I am than to be fucking perfect, because at the end of the day, I stand out in the crowd,
[56:47 - 56:56] I entertain people, and I bring that energy of positivity, I bring that positive vibe,
[56:56 - 57:01] I don't give a fuck what anybody says about me, you can take, you can judge me, say I'm
[57:01 - 57:07] this, say I'm that, say I suck at music, say I suck at this, whatever, at the end of the
[57:07 - 57:12] day, it ain't about what I'm good at or not good at, at the end of the day, my streams
[57:12 - 57:20] are about one thing, helping people like myself, who have been through hell and back, bringing
[57:20 - 57:26] a little bit of positivity and helping people out in any way that I can, because let me
[57:26 - 57:31] tell you, this actually did happen the other day, and I know the guy and his daughter
[57:31 - 57:35] is probably watching right now, but the other day, I was sitting down cruising around on
[57:35 - 57:42] Horizon 4 with my buddy Matt, who you guys know I sure fired, our sure friend, y'all
[57:42 - 57:49] know he is, I've had him on my stream a few times, but I was just sitting down cruising
[57:49 - 57:56] with him, and I met this guy, who wanted to help me with my convoy, because he recognized
[57:56 - 58:01] my gamer tag, alright cool, off on in, let's cruise around, have a little fun, get some
[58:01 - 58:15] tandems in, you know, tear shit up, do a few races, fucking wreck shit, no hog wild, but
[58:15 - 58:21] when I got this dude on voice chat, in the party chat, he asked me, he was like, yo,
[58:21 - 58:27] like is this Cyrax, and I was like, yeah, like who's this, and then he mentioned who
[58:27 - 58:34] he was, and dude let me tell you, this guy and his daughter, have been watching for
[58:34 - 58:41] years now, his daughter, he got his daughter watching when she was like 4 years old, and
[58:41 - 58:47] they've been watching ever since, she's 6 years old now man, a dad and his daughter
[58:47 - 58:53] have been watching me for 6 years, you wanna know what he said to me, he loves the positivity
[58:53 - 59:02] that I bring, he loves the positive vibes that I bring, he loves what I do, and honestly,
[59:02 - 59:08] I love seeing that, I love seeing my channel being able to be geared towards family friendly
[59:08 - 59:23] stuff, and teaching real life lessons through my own stories to help people, you know, like
[59:23 - 59:32] I enjoy helping people, I enjoy bringing smiles to faces to those that need it, cuz let's
[59:32 - 59:40] face it, 2021 and 2020 were not the best years, well, 2020 was the shittiest year, but this
[59:40 - 59:45] year it started out bad, but it's slowly getting better, it's very slowly getting better,
[59:45 - 59:51] but let me tell you something, I wanna be able to bring positivity during those dark
[59:51 - 59:58] times, I wanna be able to help people during those dark times and I figure why not talk
[59:58 - 60:05] about my own story and take lessons that I learned in my life growing up and use them
[60:05 - 60:14] to help people, whether that be through a gameplay video or a symbol hanging out like
[60:14 - 60:38] we're doing now, like for real, at the end of the day, this community to me, this community
[60:38 - 60:47] to me, at least from my eyes, isn't my fan base, you guys are my friends, my family,
[60:47 - 61:02] people that I've known for years, people like Lex, who I can honestly say knows me
[61:02 - 61:19] better than anyone, hey trust me, Lexi does know me better than anyone in the chat right
[61:19 - 61:25] now, better than anyone, cuz she's seen the hell that I've been through since day one
[61:25 - 61:33] when I first started my channel, she's seen the hell that I've gone through, so she knows
[61:33 - 61:40] very well what it's like for me to be in these bad spots, she's watched me come up
[61:40 - 61:51] from nothing, she has literally watched me come up from literally zero subs and one
[61:51 - 61:59] viewer a stream, to all these subs, to almost four or five hundred subs and almost damn
[61:59 - 62:09] near fifty to sixty people watching on one stream, I want to tell you right now that
[62:09 - 62:15] shit means more to me than anything man, why do you think I'm grateful to every single
[62:15 - 62:28] person that gets on and starts supporting because I want to tell you right now, when
[62:28 - 62:32] you hop on and you start supporting me in this channel, you're not just supporting
[62:32 - 62:38] another random YouTuber, no, you're supporting a movement, you're supporting a community
[62:38 - 62:45] of positivity, you're supporting a place where people can come and hang out and have a good
[62:45 - 62:50] time and not be judged, I always share a snake and you're talking shit and yeah obviously
[62:50 - 62:59] you're gonna get kicked, but at the end of the day, at the end of the day we're all
[62:59 - 63:06] one community man, I don't think it's time we set our differences fucking aside and
[63:06 - 63:21] actually do some good because I'll be straight up honest, people like Jake Monroe, even though
[63:21 - 63:36] his videos have helped me, it's people like Jake Monroe that pissed me off because people
[63:36 - 63:44] like Jake Monroe are what fucking irritate the shit out of me, they're all about the
[63:44 - 63:50] money and they're not really about the people, they're all about themselves, but me, I'm
[63:50 - 63:56] about the fans, I'm about the people, I like bringing you guys different kinds of content,
[63:56 - 64:03] whether it be a talking wrench video or whether it be a fucking horizon 4 drift section with
[64:03 - 64:09] me and my homies or whether it's just simply hanging out and doing a show or doing a coffee
[64:09 - 64:13] and chill stream or hanging out with my friends on a stream and having a guest on a live
[64:13 - 64:20] stream, at the end of the day I love what I do because at the end of the day I know
[64:20 - 64:27] that I might help even one person that I've done my motherfucking job, at the end of the
[64:27 - 64:51] day if I can help even one person, I've done my fucking job, at the end of the day it
[64:51 - 64:58] ain't about the thing, like you guys can take away all the money, all the fame, everything
[64:58 - 65:02] from me if you wanted to, at the end of the day I'm still going to be here, I'm still
[65:02 - 65:06] going to get on here and I'm still going to do what I can to help people whether it
[65:06 - 65:17] be on this platform or whatever other platform I so choose to do it on, at the end of the
[65:17 - 65:24] day I'm about helping people whether it's a small one subscriber channel, one person
[65:24 - 65:32] and on Facebook or whatever, at the end of the day I'm about helping people, I'm about
[65:32 - 65:40] bringing positivity, I'm about uniting people under one common goal which is to stomp out
[65:40 - 65:47] negativity, to stomp out bullying, to stomp out hatred and make people realize that we
[65:47 - 65:53] all bleed red, we're all the same at the end of the day and we have no right to judge
[65:53 - 66:11] each other based on physical appearance or what we can or can't do, at the end of the
[66:11 - 66:26] day, facts, you are definitely right on that Lex, I actually should do that, wait look
[66:26 - 66:48] I'm not saying I'm perfect, I'm not saying that I'm perfect, but at the end of the day
[66:48 - 66:56] man, I'm just here to help people man, that's what I do, that's what at the end of the
[66:56 - 67:01] day I help people and that's all I try to do, whether it be through doing a hang out,
[67:01 - 67:09] doing a cover show, doing gameplay on my phone, whatever, at the end of the day it is what
[67:09 - 67:19] it is and whether you can literally take every single subscriber from me and I'm still
[67:19 - 67:26] going to continue to do it, at the end of the day I'm still going to continue to give
[67:26 - 67:35] back, because so many of you guys have given to me and showed me so much love and so much
[67:35 - 67:40] respect, not just by fan mail but just by the messages you guys send me, just it's
[67:40 - 67:55] the little things man, it's the little things man, seeing the messages you guys send me
[67:55 - 68:01] on discord and on facebook and the comments you leave on here, all the really cool little
[68:01 - 68:10] messages man, that's the shit that means something to me, you know what I'm going to
[68:10 - 68:18] tell you right now, you guys can give me a fucking record deal right now, give me fucking
[68:18 - 68:25] ten or twelve platinum records to put on my wall, and what I'm going to tell you something,
[68:25 - 68:32] those records, those platinum records, those ain't what going or what's going on the walls,
[68:32 - 68:37] those platinum records won't go on the walls, those signals sit down on the ground, you
[68:37 - 68:42] want to know what will go on the walls though? All the letters that you guys send me, the
[68:42 - 68:50] fucking dope ass artwork, the fucking stuff you guys send me, that's what would go on
[68:50 - 69:00] my wall, because to me, record deals will come and go, records will come and go, money
[69:00 - 69:10] will come and go, but the fans, that shit's forever, the stuff you guys send me, that's
[69:10 - 69:17] forever and that's what means something man, that shit means more to me than getting all
[69:17 - 69:22] the fucking, you can give me a fucking Grammy and Oscar and I still wouldn't put that shit
[69:22 - 69:29] on the damn walls, I mean I might but it wouldn't be like where you all can see it, it's probably
[69:29 - 69:38] on like another wall somewhere, like somewhere in another fucking room or whatever, but what
[69:38 - 69:46] does mean something to me is shit like this man, like shit like this that one of my fans
[69:46 - 69:55] sent me dude, the fucking full bio of motherfucking corn dude, like for real, how many motherfuckers
[69:55 - 70:04] do you know that have this, and yes I'm framing this motherfucker as soon as I get it, like
[70:04 - 70:10] for real it's shit like this that y'all send me dude, it's the little things man, it's
[70:10 - 70:17] the fucking fanart, the fucking stuff you guys send me, the fucking cards, the letters
[70:17 - 70:23] like that's the stuff that means something to me dude, not the fucking awards or the
[70:23 - 70:41] plaques or whatever, hell you can ask Lex, I spend damn near every day with Lex dude,
[70:41 - 70:50] like you can ask her, I spend damn near every day with her, almost all day long, so she
[70:50 - 71:01] knows me better than anyone, she knows how I am, me and her sit down on the phone and
[71:01 - 71:20] can talk for hours and hours, so trust me, she knows how I am, let me tell you, this
[71:20 - 71:49] whole misconception that people have of me, what the fuck is that, hold up, yeah sure
[71:49 - 71:59] you have, that's very true, and I was sure it was Lex, I couldn't ask for anyone better,
[71:59 - 72:18] I really couldn't, I'm not even joking either man, I couldn't ask for anyone better than
[72:18 - 72:24] her in my life dude, cause she's taught me a lot, I learned a lot from her, I want to
[72:24 - 72:33] tell you what, there's no one in the world, there's no one in the world at all, then
[72:33 - 72:38] I can honestly say that I'm proud of her to be with them Lex, cause I want to tell you
[72:38 - 72:47] when everybody else turned their backs on me, she was there, when everybody fucking
[72:47 - 72:55] turned tail and ran and went snake and rode, she was the only one there standing, when
[72:55 - 73:01] strawberry did what she fucking did, it stabbed me in the back, and I still remember these
[73:01 - 73:07] words too, I still remember the words you said to me Lex, that you were tired of me
[73:07 - 73:14] getting hurt, and that you were sick of it, and that you wanted to show me what it is
[73:14 - 73:21] to actually be with somebody, and you've done nothing but that, and that means the
[73:21 - 73:36] world to me, and I can honestly say though man, I couldn't be prouder to be with anyone
[73:36 - 73:45] else, I really couldn't, I mean I know I sound like I'm putting her up on a pedestal
[73:45 - 73:53] here but you gotta understand something dude, you have to understand that you know, she's
[73:53 - 74:09] done more for me than anyone really has, relationship wise, like, exactly, and that's why I love
[74:09 - 74:16] you, cause you actually treat me right, and not to mention you actually get my shitty
[74:16 - 74:23] jokes, ironically, and this is weird, nobody ever gets my shitty fucking jokes, but she
[74:23 - 74:34] actually fucking gets them, which is fucking weird, which I find funny as hell, like nobody
[74:34 - 74:41] in the world, other than my brothers Shawn and Jake, have gotten my corny ass jokes,
[74:41 - 74:53] the way that she does, like she actually gets what she fucking cracks up out of, like didn't
[74:53 - 75:01] y'all know that some of you guys might remember this show if you guys were around our age,
[75:01 - 75:06] some of you might not, but did you guys know that the little cartoon character Caillou
[75:06 - 75:15] is literally just the tiny version, the tiny child version of One Punch, think about it,
[75:15 - 75:24] One Punch Man, Caillou, they're literally the same, think about that for a minute, for
[75:24 - 75:53] real, think about that for a minute, yeah, I've seen it, I've seen it, yeah, I've seen
[75:53 - 75:54] it.
[75:54 - 76:24] Yeah, I wanna know, Marty, at the end of the day, it is what it is, it's what it is,
[76:24 - 76:40] like I said Marty, at the end of the day man, it is what it is, you know, even if we can't
[76:40 - 76:48] stop her, like I said, I'm not gonna let what one person does, I'm not gonna let their
[76:48 - 77:02] actions affect me, if she releases the videos, hey, whatever, but something I have to realize
[77:02 - 77:07] Marty, and this is not me attacking you, there's just me being straight up honest here and
[77:07 - 77:15] speaking as a regular person, you know, we've all done stupid shit, celebrities have videos
[77:15 - 77:23] of them like that all the time, they get leaked out, something at the end of the day, if they
[77:23 - 77:28] get released, they get released and hey, all I gotta say is I better get motherfucking
[77:28 - 77:42] paid for, that's all I gotta say on that, is I better get fucking paid for that shit,
[77:42 - 78:06] is I don't, I'm gonna be pissed, like for real, I better get paid for that shit, swear
[78:06 - 78:20] to god man, but like I said, at the end of the day, if I get paid, yeah, it's game on,
[78:20 - 78:28] if I get paid, that's the answer, it's game fucking on, but if I don't, you know, it's
[78:28 - 78:35] a lesson learned, if I get paid, dope, if not, hey, it's a lesson learned, not to make
[78:35 - 78:43] that mistake again, Lex, you know, damn, Lex, you know, damn, well, that's one of the reasons
[78:43 - 78:47] why you fell in love with me, man, that's, you know, damn, well, that's one of the reasons
[78:47 - 78:51] why you fell in love with me, because I'm funny as shit, although that's funny as my
[78:51 - 79:06] brother Sean, but you see where I'm going with it, goddamn TV, dude, I swear to god,
[79:06 - 79:16] fucking hate this damn thing, dude, man, let me see, sometimes I fucking hate it, but with
[79:16 - 79:21] that being said, y'all, I'm about to fucking bounce up out of heat, Lex, I will text you
[79:21 - 79:29] on Discord, man, make sure to respond, okay, but to all y'all other guys, man, I fucking
[79:29 - 79:33] love you guys, you guys are dope, you guys are awesome, you guys are amazing, don't let
[79:33 - 79:43] anybody, don't let anybody throw any kind of shit at you, man, and also, to all the
[79:43 - 79:51] other girls out there that say that I'm on the market, sorry, I'm off the fucking market,
[79:51 - 80:04] I got who I'm happy with, I got my girl, man, I'm happy with who I'm with, I can't be any
[80:04 - 80:13] fucking half here, dude, I really couldn't. Because let me tell you right now, the girl
[80:13 - 80:20] I'm with, Lex here, she sees right through this shit, she knows what I've been through.
[80:20 - 80:27] So she knows all too well what it's like. And honestly, bro, I can honestly say I couldn't
[80:27 - 80:33] be any half here. And I know you guys are asking, am I going? I have been reading the
[80:33 - 80:40] comments on that drift video that I did on a gameplay video on horizon four. Yes, I will
[80:40 - 80:50] be ripping the 350z today. I will be doing some gameplay footage on that. You're damn
[80:50 - 80:59] right you are, man. That's why I fucking love you, because no matter what, you always keep
[80:59 - 81:04] my head on shit. And trust me, y'all, when I need a kick in the ass, trust me, she gives
[81:04 - 81:11] it to me. Just saying, man, she does give me that kick in the ass when I need it. You
[81:11 - 81:16] know what I'm saying? I don't know what y'all other fellas have, but let me tell you, bro,
[81:16 - 81:22] she gets my ass in line. Just like I keep her ass in line too. Because she knows damn
[81:22 - 81:34] well if she does anything, I'm going to kill her and kick her little fucking tiny ass.
[81:34 - 82:01] She knows it too. You're damn right I am. Man, y'all, I'm about to bounce up off here.
[82:01 - 82:07] I'm about to kick it with my girl over on discord. And yes, you already know, I love
[82:07 - 82:11] you too, man. I will see you on discord in just a few minutes. And please be sure to
[82:11 - 82:16] answer the message. It's dark. But as for the rest of you guys, man, I fucking love
[82:16 - 82:22] you guys. Be ready for some dope ass shit. Drop it real fucking soon. Be ready for the
[82:22 - 82:26] brand new 350z video. Drop it, because I know you guys wanted to see me rip the gay
[82:26 - 82:33] pride 350z around. So yes, I will be ripping the gay pride 350z around a bit for you guys
[82:33 - 82:41] today. So that'll be fun. I'm super stoked about that. So I will catch you guys in an
[82:41 - 82:57] extreme y'all, man. And then I may be a dork around your dork. So anyways, guys, I love
[82:57 - 83:02] you guys. Me and my girl will see you guys in the next fucking video. We love you guys.
[83:02 - 83:06] Stay positive, stay humble. Till then anyway, turn these shades, you guys, man. And I'll
[83:06 - 83:09] catch you all next time, man. Peace, y'all.
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Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '1703' on August 15th, 2024
