2021-4-15 Things need to Change

[0:00 - 0:18] What the fuck is up you guys?
[0:18 - 0:43] How the fuck y'all doin' guys?
[0:43 - 1:00] Yo dang this, I do apologize for not being on yesterday dude I just had a lot of shit
[1:00 - 1:05] going on man, so I do apologize for not being on there with your brother, but don't worry
[1:05 - 1:15] man I hope we had her today and we can get it in on some rising for her, but let me take
[1:15 - 1:25] off some man, last night was quite honestly the worst night of my fucking life, literally
[1:25 - 1:34] my last night was the worst night of my goddamn life, cause not only did I have my fucking
[1:34 - 1:41] worst enemy coming out of me, but also I found out that my girl was seeing other dudes behind
[1:41 - 1:49] my back the entire fucking time, calling them her boyfriend and she was their girlfriend
[1:49 - 1:54] and this and that man, that's fucking bullshit dude, so let me tell you man that literally
[1:54 - 2:02] was the worst night of my fucking life, it really was, cause I thought that I had found
[2:02 - 2:08] the one person that I'd be spending the rest of my life with, I thought I found the person
[2:08 - 2:16] that actually understood what it's like to be where I was at, what it's like to be backstabbed,
[2:16 - 2:22] what it's like to be torn down, what it's like to be fucking broken like I am now once
[2:22 - 2:33] again due to all this shit, say now last night was fucking terrible dude, let me tell you
[2:33 - 2:39] right now, this is no shots at you Marty, this is nothing personal against you Marty
[2:39 - 2:47] this is just me speaking the truth about what's going on in my life, see Marty my whole life
[2:47 - 2:53] motherfuckers who like you have taken from me, y'all always felt like y'all got a take
[2:53 - 2:58] from me, you just take and take and take and take and then when you can't take anymore
[2:58 - 3:04] you attack that person just so you can take more, that's been my entire life, every time
[3:04 - 3:11] I can get with somebody that's cute as hell that doesn't look like they should be with me,
[3:12 - 3:19] the other person gets jealous and does what they can to take them from me every damn time, every
[3:19 - 3:29] time all because they're fucking jealous, like what I don't deserve to be with anybody, I don't
[3:29 - 3:35] deserve happiness, bro we all deserve happiness, we all deserve to be with that one person that
[3:35 - 3:43] makes us happy, and let me tell you right now Marty, Noelle did make me happy for a time,
[3:43 - 3:50] for a time she did make me happy, I'm not gonna lie, but then when I found out she was doing what
[3:50 - 3:55] she was doing, that's when all bets were out the fucking window Marty, why do you think I
[3:55 - 4:01] started talking to elderly girls after I found this shit out, I'm not gonna sit there and be
[4:01 - 4:06] stabbed in the back and played for a fool, that just ain't fucking happening,
[4:06 - 4:17] and yeah I get what I did may have been wrong, and you're right that may have been wrong, but
[4:17 - 4:24] at the end of the day, no I was the one that started this, not me,
[4:26 - 4:32] well yeah some of the stuff I did do was wrong and probably shouldn't happen, but as I said
[4:32 - 4:41] a lot of the things I did do were after keyword, after I found out that she's calling other guys
[4:41 - 4:51] her boyfriend, and selling them nude photos and videos, and how do you think that makes me feel
[4:51 - 4:57] having to sit there and watch that shit go on, do you have any idea how much that fucking hurt me,
[4:57 - 5:10] I'm thrilled, any idea how much that shit fucking hurts, having to sit there and watch your
[5:10 - 5:17] significant other, call these other dudes boyfriend, sitting there and sending them nudes,
[5:18 - 5:23] photos, videos, you fucking name it, do you have any idea how much that shit hurts,
[5:23 - 5:32] do you have any idea what it's like to have to sit there every day wondering what they're doing,
[5:32 - 5:39] wondering if there was some other dude fucking some other random dude, do you have any idea
[5:39 - 5:46] how much that shit hurts, or what that's even like, that shit hurts man, and that's something
[5:46 - 5:50] I had to go through and that shit, I shouldn't have had to deal with that,
[5:50 - 6:03] because like I said, my mom sat right there in front of me and her and said that she actually
[6:03 - 6:11] liked her man, and y'all know my mom doesn't say that heartily at all, ever, if ever to be honest
[6:11 - 6:17] with you, and that's why my mom doesn't like to talk to these girls, because they do this shit,
[6:17 - 6:22] they do the shit that Noel did, or did and probably still does,
[6:22 - 6:33] but dude point being, I didn't deserve that shit, I was trying to move on with my life
[6:33 - 6:42] and peace and be happy with no bullshit, but then once again drama pops up,
[6:42 - 6:50] and let me tell you something, I can't stay, I can't stand drama,
[6:52 - 7:04] I don't like drama, I fucking hate it man, I can't stand it,
[7:04 - 7:10] hey yo Katrina, also check your motherfucking discord, hey Katrina,
[7:10 - 7:15] make sure you check your discord later on, or whenever you get a minute,
[7:15 - 7:27] but for real though man, I'm tired of being played for a fool like this,
[7:27 - 7:39] so this one right here, this one right here, this first fucking song,
[7:43 - 7:50] this is going out to Noel, the one who fucking stabbed me in the goddamn back and used me,
[7:50 - 7:54] yeah it's a lesson learned,
[7:54 - 8:03] it's a lesson learned, you ever known somebody that never loves you back,
[8:03 - 8:08] you ever known somebody that never wants you back,
[8:08 - 8:14] you ain't dealing with the shit I had enough for that, you ain't dealing with your shit, you don't deal with mine,
[8:14 - 8:17] you're in the focus of contract, you're bound to sign,
[8:17 - 8:22] it's just how I try to talk you out the fucking line, see you missed your line,
[8:22 - 8:26] now let's go with this, you put the stuff, the stuff, the love, the kiss,
[8:26 - 8:29] I look for crutch, you in the stomach bitch, what the fuck you talk with this,
[8:29 - 8:33] you don't want me this, you want to be a fucking slut, you just fuck your dick,
[8:33 - 8:38] don't be a fucking ace, I'm wearing my miscarriage on a fucking day,
[8:38 - 8:42] just to prove I'm crazy, don't you feel my hate, don't you feel my pain,
[8:42 - 8:45] don't you feel the way you used to feel it, don't get out my face,
[8:45 - 8:49] you just said that we were meant to be, you said that we would never leave,
[8:49 - 8:52] you would never cheat, that's a fucking lie,
[8:52 - 8:56] how you gonna tell me that shit when you're messing with another guy,
[8:56 - 9:02] I don't wanna see you again, and for this lesson learned,
[9:02 - 9:07] I never love you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[9:07 - 9:13] I'm gonna run you through a good enough, it's a lesson learned,
[9:13 - 9:18] I don't even trust you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[9:18 - 9:21] you see the pet rhyme with meaning to me, I never treated you the pet,
[9:21 - 9:24] I never treated you great, I was never disciplined,
[9:24 - 9:27] I'mma fit all my ways, and never to mention,
[9:27 - 9:29] none of them still is down, made a mistake,
[9:29 - 9:32] you know how the song is down for you, it's the dream for you,
[9:32 - 9:35] I'm the king, you're my queen, I look out for you,
[9:35 - 9:37] this is how I'm fucking real pain, I'm fucking down for you,
[9:37 - 9:40] I'm putting you under my hand and I'm holding out for you,
[9:40 - 9:43] yeah, when you were in the war we first met,
[9:43 - 9:45] I gave you everything I had, you was worth it,
[9:45 - 9:48] you supported me in my music, you said I'm worth it,
[9:48 - 9:51] now you're trying to stand when you cheating on me and worthless,
[9:51 - 9:53] yeah, this is the way life goes,
[9:53 - 9:56] never let me for years, you decided to go,
[9:56 - 9:59] I'm sure this is what they said, you're not a brat, you're old,
[9:59 - 10:03] I guess it's too late, I'm on the side of the road, let's learn,
[10:03 - 10:09] I don't wanna see you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[10:09 - 10:14] I don't ever love you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[10:14 - 10:20] I don't wanna be with you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[10:20 - 10:25] I don't ever trust you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[10:25 - 10:28] you broke my love, you broke my trust,
[10:28 - 10:31] you broke my heart, you broke your bust,
[10:31 - 10:37] I don't think I'll ever trust anyone else's lesson learned,
[10:37 - 10:39] you broke my love, you broke my trust,
[10:39 - 10:42] you broke my heart, you broke your bust,
[10:42 - 10:47] I don't think I'll ever trust anyone else's lesson learned,
[10:47 - 10:49] this is why it ain't myself, it doesn't matter,
[10:49 - 10:51] it's your heart, you're important to your head,
[10:51 - 10:52] all the strength in your car,
[10:52 - 10:55] I wish you that is your life, I'm just saying we're fun,
[10:55 - 10:58] I'm saying yes I'm being genuine and maybe for once,
[10:58 - 11:00] you can help someone besides yourself,
[11:00 - 11:01] you wish your life for well,
[11:01 - 11:03] I just wanna know you in the pain,
[11:03 - 11:05] I'm just trying to help, so here's your gun,
[11:05 - 11:08] I'ma leave it on the table, I'ma leave you by yourself,
[11:08 - 11:10] excuse me, cut,
[11:10 - 11:16] I don't wanna see you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[11:16 - 11:21] I don't wanna be with you again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[11:21 - 11:27] I don't wanna do it again, no, it's a lesson learned,
[11:27 - 11:33] I don't wanna be with you again, no, it's a lesson learned.
[11:33 - 11:44] And that's just fucking facts.
[11:50 - 11:53] And y'all also, Katrina, I also am getting ready
[11:53 - 11:55] to fucking message you here in just a minute,
[11:55 - 11:57] so be ready to catch a message over on Discord.
[11:57 - 12:02] But for real though, man,
[12:02 - 12:04] always straight up on switch y'all, man,
[12:04 - 12:07] always straight up fucking on us, bro.
[12:07 - 12:09] Katrina treats me way better.
[12:09 - 12:11] - Yeah? - Yeah.
[12:11 - 12:13] - I'm gonna go run Gail somewhere,
[12:13 - 12:15] I'll be back in a little bit. - All right.
[12:15 - 12:17] - Man, stay here. - All right, cool.
[12:20 - 12:23] But I'll be straight up honest with your ass, Noelle.
[12:23 - 12:26] And Marty, let me tell y'all right now,
[12:26 - 12:28] I'll be straight up fucking honest with you, man.
[12:28 - 12:31] When you weren't there, Noelle, who the fuck was there?
[12:31 - 12:35] Who the fuck was there for me when you weren't, Noelle?
[12:35 - 12:38] Oh wait, that's right, I was motherfucking Katrina Luna.
[12:38 - 12:41] Let me tell you right now, man,
[12:41 - 12:45] Katrina treated me, or does treat me,
[12:45 - 12:46] way better than you ever could, Noelle.
[12:46 - 12:49] 'Cause when you weren't there, she was.
[12:50 - 12:53] Helping me the fuck out, keeping me calm down,
[12:53 - 12:55] keeping me level-headed.
[12:55 - 12:59] And that's just facts.
[12:59 - 13:02] And you can even fucking ask her,
[13:02 - 13:05] who was the first person inside of you
[13:05 - 13:09] when you weren't there to talk to me, who was there?
[13:09 - 13:11] Oh wait, that's right, I was fucking Katrina.
[13:11 - 13:17] When you were off sleeping around with these other guys,
[13:17 - 13:18] who was there?
[13:19 - 13:22] Oh wait, that's right, Katrina, again.
[13:22 - 13:25] So I'm telling you right now, Noelle,
[13:25 - 13:28] you need to get your goddamn priorities straight, bitch.
[13:28 - 13:43] Yo, Katrina, what's up?
[13:43 - 13:44] I was just talking about you two,
[13:44 - 13:46] and not in a bad way either.
[13:46 - 13:48] I was just sitting here saying, Katrina,
[13:48 - 13:52] that when Noelle was off doing this fuck shit,
[13:52 - 13:56] that you were the one that sat there and stood up for me.
[13:56 - 13:57] You were the one that was there for me.
[13:57 - 14:01] Every day, you were literally the first person I would talk to,
[14:01 - 14:05] 'cause she would always be off doing this other dumb shit.
[14:05 - 14:15] And that's just facts.
[14:15 - 14:25] Hey, I'm just being fucking honest.
[14:25 - 14:33] Kat, let me tell you right now, Katrina.
[14:33 - 14:36] I was straight up watching you, Katrina.
[14:36 - 14:38] You've done way more for me than Noelle ever has.
[14:38 - 14:42] And I'm not just saying that either.
[14:42 - 14:47] You've done way more for me than she ever fucking has, by far.
[14:47 - 14:52] 'Cause like I said, you were the first one
[14:52 - 14:55] that I would talk to when I would get up in the morning
[14:55 - 14:58] while she'd be off talking to these other dudes.
[14:58 - 15:01] You were the first one to sit there and say,
[15:01 - 15:03] "Hey, how you doing?"
[15:03 - 15:05] Hell, you even expressed your love for me
[15:05 - 15:07] many, many times over.
[15:07 - 15:11] Well, she's wondering what I can say for her.
[15:11 - 15:20] She's just saying.
[15:20 - 15:48] [silence]
[15:48 - 15:54] Fucking hot, man.
[15:54 - 16:04] Swear to God, didn't you get a fucking A/C in this bitch?
[16:04 - 16:13] You got to turn the cheek.
[16:13 - 16:14] Usually I let it go.
[16:14 - 16:16] Then I feel this burning deep.
[16:16 - 16:17] And I fear I'm set to blow.
[16:17 - 16:19] So I held the current season.
[16:19 - 16:21] You know, you've never met me so.
[16:21 - 16:22] Been about 10 years.
[16:22 - 16:24] Had a good one, but I've been there never so.
[16:24 - 16:27] Not too much going on like court dates of the week.
[16:27 - 16:29] I'm stressed across the two of one TV records.
[16:29 - 16:30] It's that little well that I'm in the last.
[16:30 - 16:32] All I've got moving on is my brain and the moon
[16:32 - 16:34] that I love 'cause we've been next.
[16:34 - 16:36] And I'm like, I'm rapping, I'm rapping, I'm rapping,
[16:36 - 16:37] I'm rapping, I'm rapping, I'm rapping, I'm rapping.
[16:37 - 16:40] Like, yes, I ain't ever been on for the heart so hard.
[16:40 - 16:41] But I get a million more, don't want to kill me.
[16:41 - 16:43] Just don't want to die and then your car won't start.
[16:43 - 16:44] Hell, you ain't got to use that.
[16:44 - 16:45] You're just acting like you're rapping, you're rapping,
[16:45 - 16:46] I'm carving hard.
[16:46 - 16:47] I don't want to have another one of the words.
[16:47 - 16:49] You're just competing the way you be the hardest part.
[16:49 - 16:51] I don't want to go, I don't want to pee.
[16:51 - 16:53] I shut down and it just won't speak.
[16:53 - 16:55] Then no one will love me for the death of the day.
[16:55 - 17:03] I'm on the beat, I'm on the beat, I'm on the beat.
[17:03 - 17:05] Nothing up, time in the day.
[17:05 - 17:08] To be around the bunch just ain't what you want to say.
[17:08 - 17:10] 'Cause all I'm doing is pray.
[17:10 - 17:12] So why you want to fuck with me today?
[17:12 - 17:16] I'm a diamond in the southern, I think I'm about to pray.
[17:16 - 17:18] Nothing up, time in the day.
[17:18 - 17:21] To be around the bunch just ain't what you want to say.
[17:21 - 17:23] Nothing up, time in the day.
[17:23 - 17:25] So why you want to fuck with me today?
[17:25 - 17:31] I'm a diamond in the southern, I think I'm about to pray.
[17:31 - 17:34] To be around the bunch just ain't what you want to say.
[17:34 - 17:37] I'm a diamond in the southern, I think I'm about to pray.
[17:37 - 17:38] To be around the bunch just ain't what you want to say.
[17:38 - 17:40] I'm a diamond in the southern, I think I'm about to pray.
[17:40 - 23:08] To be around the bunch just ain't what you want to say.
[23:08 - 23:13] I try to take from me what shut the fuck up for five fucking seconds.
[23:13 - 23:16] And let a motherfucker do what a motherfucker does.
[23:16 - 23:19] I might be able to get somewhere with my shit.
[23:19 - 23:22] I might be able to fucking do something.
[23:22 - 23:27] But instead I gotta sit here every day in the same fucking cycle.
[23:27 - 23:29] Like come on motherfucker.
[23:29 - 23:32] Who the fuck about to wait and move over?
[23:32 - 23:36] Let me do what I gotta do to get to where I need to fucking be.
[23:36 - 23:41] Stop fucking causing this goddamn traffic jam in my goddamn life
[23:41 - 23:44] so I don't have to fucking deal with it.
[23:44 - 23:48] If you want me to do what I gotta fucking do to get to where I need to be.
[23:48 - 23:50] Well guess what?
[23:50 - 23:52] That's just better in my life.
[23:52 - 23:54] That's better in my people.
[24:01 - 24:06] You never know man. I'm just saying bro. Kat has done a lot for me. Not gonna lie.
[24:06 - 24:09] Kat's been there since day one honestly.
[24:09 - 24:11] I'll be straight up on it switching.
[24:11 - 24:15] Kat has been there forward through a lot of crazy shit.
[24:15 - 24:21] So I'm just being straight up on it bro.
[24:22 - 24:28] [footsteps]
[24:54 - 24:57] How many of y'all motherfuckers remember this shit?
[24:57 - 25:12] Let's see if y'all remember this shit.
[25:12 - 25:22] How many of y'all motherfuckers remember this shit?
[25:23 - 31:21] How many of y'all remember this shit?
[31:21 - 31:35] And yeah, I know on this next part, I might be pulling a bit of a sea of punk on this
[31:35 - 31:44] shit, but it's kind of fucking needed for this.
[31:44 - 31:48] Right now, Marty, I want you to fucking hear something.
[31:48 - 31:51] The shit you're doing is dumb, bro.
[31:51 - 31:58] And right now, Marty, this isn't Cyrax, the YouTube superstar, talking to music biz Marty,
[31:58 - 31:59] not.
[31:59 - 32:06] This is Chance Wilkins talking to Nicholas Bigler as a fucking person.
[32:06 - 32:10] You need to quit what you're doing, man.
[32:10 - 32:13] The shit you're doing is dumb.
[32:13 - 32:16] You need to get a goddamn grip on reality, bro.
[32:16 - 32:19] You claim that you're doing good, but really, you're not.
[32:19 - 32:23] You're creating harm, you're creating chaos.
[32:23 - 32:34] And I get it, I get it.
[32:34 - 32:37] Sometimes chaos helps.
[32:37 - 32:43] But in this instance, man, sometimes it's better to keep your mouth shut than it needs
[32:43 - 32:46] to open it.
[32:46 - 32:50] Just saying, man, sometimes it's better to keep your mouth shut and let shit happen
[32:50 - 32:54] on their own naturally than it is to open your mouth and make shit happen.
[32:54 - 33:00] Because sometimes when you make shit happen, it don't go the way you fucking plan, bro.
[33:00 - 33:07] Like last night, you should have kept your mouth shut, but you didn't.
[33:07 - 33:18] But it is what it is.
[33:18 - 33:22] But this one right here, this reminds me of the entire motherfucking people that are from
[33:22 - 33:23] the country.
[33:23 - 33:26] Where's all my country folk at, man?
[33:26 - 33:28] Where are you all at, motherfuckers?
[33:28 - 33:32] Because y'all know damn well I'm a straight up country boy with a motherfucking heart
[33:32 - 33:33] and always have been.
[33:33 - 33:40] So this is all, this is for all my country fans.
[33:40 - 47:12] This is for all my country fans.
[47:12 - 47:18] Hold up.
[47:37 - 50:07] This is for all my country fans.
[50:07 - 64:17] [Music]