2021-4-10 NEW BEGINNINGS

[0:00 - 0:17] What is up you guys, what is up, what is up, what is up? It's your boy. I figured to celebrate
[0:17 - 0:28] the beginning of this war of seven long years. I figured to celebrate my new life.
[0:28 - 0:43] A new me, a new time, a new era. I would do something super, super dope for you guys. But first, I'll be sharing this stream man.
[0:43 - 0:55] I'm gonna share this stream to a couple of people right now, nevermind.
[0:55 - 1:17] But man, I would say, thank you to everybody that's been hella supportive over the last seven years, man. You guys are awesome, dude.
[1:17 - 1:46] My friend, man, y'all been hella dope, hella amazing, and just straight out badass, but man, I wanted to celebrate this win and the rebirth of myself in a whole new way.
[1:46 - 1:52] So let's start things off right, shall we?
[1:52 - 2:22] Yo, whole new era, whole new me. Ain't nobody ever gonna motherfucking hold me. Everybody been trying to motherfucking break me.
[2:22 - 2:36] They like to know me. They don't know anything about me. I'm seeing these snakes in the motherfucking grass, and I'm cutting their motherfucking heads off 'cause I know the negativity will never last.
[2:36 - 2:50] Here I am, outlasted. Everybody on the motherfucking mic like this is a motherfucking fight night. Everybody been trying to break me down, take me down into the motherfucking grandma.
[2:50 - 3:00] Never would I bow down, never would I go down. Here I am, standing my ground.
[3:00 - 3:18] This is my time. This is my time to motherfucking shine. Here I am, staying on the ground. You thinking that you motherfucking know me, get the fuck away from me. You don't know anything about me.
[3:18 - 3:31] I don't know you. I don't owe you anything. So get the fuck up out of my face before I have to lay you punk asses in the grave.
[3:31 - 3:44] This is my time, my year. Ain't nobody ever gonna motherfucking bring me. Got the piss team in the fucking world. Got my girl, got my family.
[3:44 - 3:58] That's all that I motherfucking need to make my dreams, go from being a dream to being a motherfucking reality.
[3:58 - 4:08] So don't think for a second that you're ever gonna stop me. Baby, this is my time, my year, my wind.
[4:08 - 4:16] I'm the kid that shaded a motherfucking high kid.
[4:16 - 4:21] And that's facts.
[4:21 - 4:24] Shout out to the one person watching.
[4:24 - 4:27] What up to the one person watching, man? What's good?
[4:27 - 5:03] [silence]
[5:03 - 5:19] Now, let's take this up a notch, shall we?
[5:19 - 5:25] Now, I'm not gonna be doing Chester's parts on this, but I will be doing Mike Shinoda's parts.
[5:25 - 5:35] So shout out to Mike Shinoda, shout out to the motherfucking Lincoln Park. R.I.P. to Chester, man, one of the greatest of all time.
[5:35 - 5:51] And most probably R.I.P. to DMX, the fucking legend.
[5:51 - 6:01] Yo, you were that. Downtation, never gonna be another one. No, sometimes I know. So taken, so can I take it like never let go.
[6:01 - 6:05] That sorrow, that sickness, that shock when you feel it don't need.
[6:05 - 6:09] That sorrow, so vicious, so pretty, can I let myself see?
[6:09 - 6:17] You know, I'm gonna be scared of themself, to know myself. Set the breath, yet to know myself. Set the breath, set the note on my head.
[6:17 - 6:21] Set the seconds, know what I tell. Set the seconds, you know what I'm sayin' there.
[6:21 - 6:49] That's about to be the tale they live now, who says, singin'.
[6:49 - 6:55] This is my will, this is my heart. Let me tell you, I'm gonna stack up, y'all go high, I go smart.
[6:55 - 7:01] As they're working in front of the back yard, I see that frustration, great songs, so we don't know.
[7:01 - 7:09] And I'll come back unshaken, let down, live, let go. So you can let 'em be known, I don't hold back, hold my own.
[7:09 - 7:19] I can't blame that, and again these songs, I can't seem to let 'em out of my soul. Tell yourself back, I can't do more. Tell myself, but below my scores, let the tales ring wherever they are.
[7:19 - 7:36] That was it, I'm sayin'.
[7:36 - 7:53] Let go!
[7:53 - 8:01] Yo, you can tell right now, I don't roll over, don't let down, I don't roll over, no, don't count, I don't roll over, don't know how.
[8:01 - 8:05] This is where they end me so.
[8:05 - 8:24] They learn our news. Each one gets lost in the echo.
[8:24 - 8:52] Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
[8:52 - 9:19] How the fuck you guys doin' today, man?
[9:19 - 9:34] You know I had to pay respects to this, man. As yesterday, we lost an amazing fucking legend in the music world, so many that I grew up listening to, so many that I was a fan of.
[9:34 - 9:40] And I think we all know who that motherfucking legend is.
[9:40 - 9:50] I don't want to see those R.I.P. DMXs in the motherfucking comments, man. R.I.P. to the fucking homie, DMX, rest in peace, D.
[9:50 - 10:11] I could fit on fucking with me, everything I could fit on fucking with me, everything I could fit on fucking with me.
[10:11 - 10:27] Nothing nice, nothing nice, nothing nice, nothing nice, nothing nice, nothing nice, nothing nice.
[10:27 - 10:43] Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.
[10:43 - 10:57] Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing.
[10:57 - 11:07] [MUSIC]
[11:17 - 11:21] One of the things you do is get a fuck with me.
[11:25 - 11:27] Every goddamn fuck with me.
[11:30 - 11:33] If God tells you something fucking with me.
[11:36 - 11:39] Every goddamn night if he don't fuck with me.
[11:42 - 11:44] Please God.
[11:52 - 11:55] One way, take the gun play.
[40:44 - 40:54] Now in case you guys are unaware, I got something for you guys.
[41:12 - 41:18] This one right here should show you guys just how much she does for me.
[41:22 - 41:31] I hope this song right here shows you guys just how close me and her are and just how much we mean to each other.
[54:45 - 54:50] Let me say right now, I can honestly say this.
[54:50 - 54:52] I can say this proudly.
[54:52 - 54:55] I mean, I can say this honestly and proudly.
[54:55 - 55:04] I am proud to be able to say that I found the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with.
[55:04 - 55:16] I'm proud to say that I finally found the one person that unlike Tangerine Cat and all the others won't give up on me no matter what.
[55:16 - 55:24] And I can also say that actually means more to me than what a lot of you guys realize.
[55:24 - 55:33] Because my whole life I've had people walk out on me, throw into the curb like I'm shit, like I'm trash, like I'm garbage.
[55:37 - 55:42] So I tell you right now, I'm glad that she's in my life.
[55:42 - 55:45] I'm glad that I'm with her and that she's with me.
[55:45 - 55:48] And I'm glad that she isn't giving up on me.
[55:48 - 55:52] Just like I'm not ever giving up on her.
[55:52 - 56:05] So all y'all fake asses can shut your fucking mouth because obviously you've never had anyone in your life that actually is worth fighting for.
[56:05 - 56:12] You've obviously never had somebody that cares about you the way that she cares about me and how she fights for me.
[56:12 - 56:15] You guys have obviously never had that.
[56:15 - 56:18] And I feel bad for you guys.
[56:18 - 56:20] I really do.
[56:20 - 56:35] I feel bad for you guys because obviously you don't know what it's like to have somebody that's willing to fight for you no matter what and is willing to stay by your side no matter what the situation.
[56:35 - 56:38] You see, she proved something to me last night.
[56:38 - 56:47] And not just me, she proved something to a lot of people last night when me and her were on Marty's panel, which I'm sure a lot of you guys saw.
[56:47 - 56:51] I'm sure a lot of you guys saw the panel last night.
[56:51 - 57:15] When Marty asked how she feels about taking care of me for the rest of her life, she straight out stood up and said the one thing that nobody has ever said before, the one thing that no one in my whole life has ever said before, that she doesn't care and that she doesn't care about the money or how much money I make.
[57:15 - 57:24] And that being with her and, you know, me being with her and her being with me is all that matters to her.
[57:24 - 57:34] Now you can't sit there and tell me that that doesn't show real loyalty and that doesn't show how real she really is.
[57:34 - 57:54] And let me say right now, I almost broke down in the tears. I'm not going to lie. I almost broke down in the tears, not in a bad way either, but in a good way because no one in my entire life has ever said that in front of someone like Marty ever.
[57:54 - 58:08] And I know I'm rambling on that kind of seems like I'm putting my own girlfriend on a pedestal here, but I'm just saying, man, she really is the best thing that ever happened to me, you know.
[58:08 - 58:16] And there is no one on earth I could be prouder to say that I'm with than her.
[58:16 - 58:28] I can honestly say there's no one on this earth I'd rather spend the rest of my life with than her. There's no one I'd rather spend the rest of my life with than Strawberry Man at all.
[58:28 - 58:42] Because, you know, me and her get along, we don't fight ever. And when we do it, usually, you know, joking around, play fighting, whatever, you know, play arguments or whatever.
[58:42 - 58:50] But that's it. Other than that, you know, we're good. My mom loves her to death. My mom actually spoke to her the other night.
[58:50 - 59:02] Super dope. Super dope. My family loves her to death, man. Like, for real, my family loves her to death.
[59:02 - 59:21] And y'all know that it's hard for my mom to like anyone. It really is. So for my own mom to sit there and say that she likes her and Ed likes her, that right there says a lot.
[59:21 - 59:28] That right there alone says quite a bit.
[59:28 - 59:44] But with that being said, I can honestly say that I can honestly and proudly say that this war is finally over and I can move on my life and do what I love.
[59:44 - 59:50] And God damn does it feel good to be able to do what I love.
[59:50 - 60:06] It feels amazing to finally be free from the hell that I've been stuck in for the last several years. It feels great to be able to say, hey, I have a way to do what I love to do.
[60:06 - 60:25] And all I see ahead of me is not only a bright future with my wonderful, amazing girlfriend, not only do I see a very bright future for me and her, but I also see a bright future for my career.
[60:25 - 60:33] And let me say right now, I ain't stopping until I get there.
[60:33 - 60:45] So to all the real fans, all the loyal fans who are not only fans of me, but fans of me and her being together, not only from me, but from her as well.
[60:45 - 60:49] We fucking love you guys. We thank you guys.
[60:49 - 61:04] You guys are fucking amazing. And we love every one of you guys and we thank every one of you guys who is being so supportive of the both of us and what we're trying to do with our lives.
[61:04 - 61:24] But you guys truly are amazing and we can't thank you guys enough for everything that you guys do.
[61:24 - 61:53] Like I said, I actually do have to bounce up off here. I just wanted to come on here and do a little hour stream with you guys, hang out with you guys and say my thanks and kick off a brand new era, kick off a better life, kick off a better channel, a better community, and all around a better future for myself, my girlfriend, you guys.
[61:53 - 61:57] Yo, shout out to Brooklyn Menace. What up?
[61:57 - 62:01] Shout out to the motherfucking homie Brooklyn Menace. What's good, bro?
[62:01 - 62:05] Long time no sleep, Big Dog. How you been?
[62:05 - 62:09] How you been, Big Dog? What's good? How you been, Brooklyn?
[62:09 - 62:12] What's good, man?
[62:12 - 62:35] How's things over at Studio 17, homie?
[62:35 - 62:43] Like I said, man, I wanted to come on here and show my thanks not only from me, but from my amazing girlfriend, man.
[62:43 - 62:54] You guys showing support for us means the world to us. It really does. It means the world that you guys are showing so much love and support for us being together.
[62:54 - 63:06] That means a lot. I can't even begin to tell you how much that means not only to me, but to her. You guys supporting us being together. That means so much.
[63:06 - 63:15] You don't even know how at ease we are because you guys support what we're doing.
[63:15 - 63:29] And just know that your boy is going to blow up. I am going to become an influencer on this platform. I am going to become an influencer and I am going to help people.
[63:29 - 63:45] And yes, your boy is going to be I have been getting this comment a lot or not come up with this question. I have been getting this question quite a bit lately. And that question is this.
[63:45 - 64:00] Am I going to be going back into sim racing anytime soon? Like, am I going to be picking back up on drift competitions for the motorsport seven calm at one 2020 comps?
[64:00 - 64:12] And the answer to that is hell fucking. Yeah, I am going to be picking back up on that. And I'm happy about that. I'm excited for that shit.
[64:12 - 64:21] I'm excited to jump back behind the wheel and tear it up on the track again. I'm super stoked.
[64:21 - 64:35] And the fact that my girl supports that is amazing, man. Because I guarantee you, man, once I get those thousand subs, it's game on for sponsorships, man. It is game on.
[64:35 - 64:53] So from this point on, from this day on, it's a brand new era of brand new me. A brand new year, a brand new community. And this one is going straight to the fucking top.
[64:53 - 65:08] I can promise you guys that and I can promise you guys this and not only you guys, but this is also for my girl as well. I can promise you guys that you guys give me 110% support.
[65:08 - 65:22] I promise you, I promise you, I will give it everything I fucking got to get there to the top, no matter what. I promise you guys that.
[65:22 - 65:35] Well, that being said, y'all, I do have to bounce. I fucking love you guys. If you guys aren't you, don't forget to hit the like that subscribe button and that notification bell down below.
[65:35 - 65:48] That way y'all can stay up to date. I will be posting some pretty dope ass videos. I will be posting some horizon four clips, as well as some motorsport seven clips, which I'm super excited about.
[65:48 - 65:56] I'm super stoked for that. I will be posting some crew two videos here in the very near future because I know why do you guys want to see me play the crew two.
[65:56 - 66:10] I will be doing that. So be on the lookout for some new dope content. And with that being said, I fucking love you guys. Stay humble, stay positive, don't let anybody throw any kind of shit at you.
[66:10 - 66:20] I fucking love you guys. You guys are awesome. You guys are wonderful. You guys are fucking amazing, man. Fucking love you guys, man. Peace.