2021-4-1 Blackout Virtual Tour Day 2

[0:00 - 2:44] What the fuck is up with y'all, y'all didn't really think I was going to let you go without a show today did ya?
[2:44 - 2:52] That's what it is.
[2:52 - 3:00] Isn't this farewell? Is it a plan that's not well lived by?
[3:00 - 3:19] Cause I draw and regret to the truth of a thousand lives so let mercy come and wash away what I've done.
[3:19 - 3:35] I pace myself to cross a world I've become. Erase myself and let go of what I've done.
[3:35 - 3:40] Would you ask what you thought of me?
[3:40 - 3:59] But I clean this land with the hands of a certainty so let mercy come and wash away what I've done.
[3:59 - 4:21] Erase myself to cross a world I've become. Erase myself and let go of what I've done.
[4:21 - 4:51] For what I've done, I've done again. And whatever pain may come, that isn't sense. Forgive me, what I've done.
[4:51 - 5:12] Don't erase myself to cross a world I've become. Erase myself and let go of what I've done.
[5:12 - 5:28] Forgive me, what I've done.
[5:28 - 6:03] Erase myself to cross a world I've become.
[6:03 - 6:31] Memories conceal like a blue moon.
[6:31 - 6:44] I'm picking me apart again. You all assume I'm safe here in my room unless I try to start again.
[6:44 - 6:53] I don't want to be the one. The battle's always choose. Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
[6:53 - 7:03] I don't know what I'm fighting for or why I have to scream. I don't know why I used to keep and say what I don't mean.
[7:03 - 7:23] I don't know how I got this way. I know it's not alright. So I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit tonight.
[7:23 - 7:37] I'm catching my cure. I totally lock the door. I try to catch my breath again. I know much more than any time before.
[7:37 - 7:51] I have no options left again. I don't want to be the one. The battle's always choose. Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
[7:51 - 8:00] I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don't know why I used to keep and say what I don't mean.
[8:00 - 8:21] I don't know how I got this way. I'll never be alright. So I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit tonight. I'll beat it on the walls.
[8:21 - 8:34] Cause I know what I've fought. I'll never fight again. And it's how it ends.
[8:34 - 8:44] I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream. But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean.
[8:44 - 9:04] I don't know how I got this way. I'll never be alright. So I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit tonight.
[9:04 - 10:45] [silence]
[10:45 - 10:56] This song right here, let's go down to all those that do face suicide like myself on a daily basis.
[10:56 - 11:08] So if you are going through this, I want you to know that you're not alone and this song is for all of you.
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[11:16 - 11:21] And just remember, you're never alone.
[11:21 - 11:32] There ain't around me once I was on the ground. I tried to look the other way but I couldn't turn around.
[11:32 - 11:45] It's okay for you to hate me for all the things I've done. I made a few mistakes but I'm not the only one.
[11:45 - 12:02] Step away from the ledge. I'm coming down. I could never be what you want me to. You pull me under just to save yourself.
[12:02 - 12:14] You will never see what's inside of me. I pull you under just to save myself.
[12:14 - 12:19] [silence]
[12:19 - 12:29] The ready question on how much I can take. You can't feed me your bullshit hoping I will break.
[12:29 - 12:43] Is there anybody out there? Is there anyone who cares? Is there anybody listening who will hear my final prayer?
[12:43 - 12:59] Step away from the ledge. I'm coming down. I could never be what you want me to. I pull you under just to save myself.
[12:59 - 13:17] You will never see what's inside of me. I pull you under just to save myself. It's creeping around me.
[13:17 - 13:33] It's tearing us apart. So I'm coming down around me. Does anyone, anyone care at all?
[13:33 - 13:44] I will never be what you want me to. You pull me under. I pull you under.
[13:44 - 13:52] [silence]
[13:52 - 14:05] [screaming]
[14:05 - 14:09] [silence]
[14:09 - 14:20] I pull you under.
[14:20 - 14:30] [silence]
[14:30 - 14:42] I could never be what you want me to. You pull me under just to save yourself. You will never see what's inside of me. I pull you under just to save myself.
[14:42 - 15:10] You will never see what's inside of me. I pull you under just to save myself.
[15:10 - 15:20] And just remember guys, if you guys are facing what I face every day, just know that you're not alone.
[15:20 - 15:48] And that there are people here that genuinely care like myself.
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[16:00 - 16:22] Which leads me into my next song. This song right here, if you guys don't know, is actually dedicated by Zoe Erna to the charity that I work with all the time that I'm a volunteer for called Operation Smile.
[16:22 - 16:30] He was kind enough to dedicate this song to that charity.
[16:30 - 16:40] So this song right here is going out to everybody on the Operation Smile team who is a volunteer just like I am. This is for you guys.
[16:40 - 16:54] Atlassian is all about teamwork and this year has been uniquely challenging for teams.
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[17:22 - 21:20] [singing]
[21:20 - 21:30] [silence]
[21:30 - 21:36] Are you guys ready to take this stuff, Anansh?
[21:36 - 21:43] Are you guys ready for some heavy fucking metal, man?
[21:43 - 21:49] Put in the comments if you guys are ready for some heavy fucking metal, man.
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[22:08 - 22:18] Where's all my disturbed ones at?
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[22:46 - 23:34] [singing]
[23:34 - 23:38] Hey, ARJ, fuck you, bitch.
[23:38 - 24:38] [singing]
[24:38 - 24:42] No, you don't fag it.
[24:42 - 24:47] You ain't got a wrench, nigga.
[24:47 - 25:58] [singing]
[25:58 - 26:06] Man, ARJ, you and your fucking goons are a bunch of bitches, man. I swear.
[26:06 - 26:23] Y'all are fucking pussies, bro.
[26:23 - 26:51] Matter of fact, I got something that will piss you off, ARJ.
[26:51 - 27:15] This song right here, this song right here, this goes out to all the victims of the Holocaust, man.
[27:15 - 27:31] This for all the lives lost in the motherfucking Holocaust.
[27:31 - 30:35] [singing]
[30:35 - 30:59] And that's true, man. Those souls of those never lost that night will never be forgotten.
[30:59 - 31:09] And this song right here, this goes out to the motherfuckers that I'm ever going to have to have anyone and change for anyone.
[31:09 - 31:17] If you guys think I'm going to fucking change for any motherfucker, you're wrong.
[31:17 - 31:41] Because I ain't changing for no motherfucker.
[31:41 - 32:01] Never again will I be this song and never again will I be reminded of living within the world of a changing and human inspiration as my obligation to never again allow this to happen.
[32:01 - 32:13] Never again do I begin. The choices are endless, I think. The sin, my own, my redemption, I can't wait to torture my father in the moment.
[32:13 - 32:30] The things I treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to change myself.
[32:30 - 32:48] I don't fight around the side, so they will not understand. I won't make the greatest sacrifice. You can't pretend where they are come live. You'll never take me alive.
[32:48 - 33:04] I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive and change again. Can't be considered. I rage again when my anger went to I.
[33:04 - 33:23] I can't fight on the ground unless I've done my redemption, my only salvation, to nothing to dream that I have been blessed with my soul is a trail to the oceans of madness, torturing the world that you have been created.
[33:23 - 33:44] Never again do I begin. The things I treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to change myself.
[33:44 - 34:11] I don't fight around the side, so they will not understand. I won't make the greatest sacrifice. You can't pretend where they are come live. You'll never take me alive.
[34:11 - 34:19] I know, say, what are you feeling? Pray more have you gone out of your mind?
[34:19 - 34:35] Won't pretend that this feels the same if I hold my anger inside. So, meaning my soul is bleeding, I've had enough of your kind.
[34:35 - 34:58] My suggestion is you're dead, scratching before you. They won't be blind.
[34:58 - 35:16] The things I treasure most in life cannot be taken away. There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice to change myself.
[35:16 - 35:37] I don't fight around the side, so they will not understand. I won't make the greatest sacrifice. You can't pretend where they are come live. You'll never take me alive.
[35:37 - 36:02] Come alive, come alive, come alive, come alive, come alive, come alive, come alive, come alive, come alive.
[36:02 - 36:31] I don't fight around the side, scratching before you. I won't pretend that this feels the same if I hold my anger inside.
[36:31 - 36:45] Let me tell you right now, motherfuckers, if you're going to sit there and talk shit, keep that negativity to your goddamn selves and keep your fucking mouth shut.
[36:45 - 37:05] Cuz fuckheads, these streams aren't for you little bitches to criticize and attack me on. These streams are for people like myself who are weird outcasts of society, people that feel like they don't have a fucking place to call their own.
[37:05 - 37:19] So numb nuts, go the fuck somewhere else if you don't fucking like what I do. This place is for the fucking weirdos, not the fucking assholes like y'all motherfuckers.
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[38:28 - 38:33] This is for all the outcasts. Fucking love you guys.
[38:33 - 38:54] It was gone, the battle was won. I had to say goodbye. Pinned and turned with every fave ball written by your mind. And I wanted hell to move on from all I had inside.
[38:54 - 39:05] Then I crossed upon the same ball, but I drowned the line, beginning all my pride.
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[39:19 - 39:40] Then I called one son and said you were all I had become. I let it go of what I was for me. So goodbye and goodnight.
[39:40 - 40:01] I watched the sun, the setting suns, with these years of passing by. I never knew that hope was fatal until I looked it in the eyes. And now I'm not sure why you may fall to the racing of the side.
[40:01 - 40:20] Then I came in and out of my pride. Living there all night for misery. I was there just on the night, haunting me, crying me alone.
[40:20 - 40:38] Then I called one son and said you were all I had become. I let it go of what I was for me. So goodbye and goodnight.
[40:38 - 41:02] Goodbye and goodnight, there was hope in the given, the faithful man of mine. In the sense, in the given, I'm leaving all behind. Now I see that even angels never die.
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[41:22 - 41:51] Then I called one son and said you were all I had become. I let it go of what I was for me. So goodbye and goodnight.
[41:51 - 42:02] Goodbye and goodnight.
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[42:15 - 42:23] You know what? Let's take this fucking up a notch and go full blown rock mode. Let's go.
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[43:05 - 43:23] You guys ready?
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[44:12 - 44:33] We came from nothing, but promise one thing, we'll change the world with these guitars. Let us sing closely and don't stop working. No one can tell you who you are.
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[45:02 - 45:10] From the streets with the end of destiny.
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[45:54 - 46:08] And just fucking remember, every one of you that fucking supports me, every one of you that truly enjoys what I do, all you motherfuckers are a goddamn legend in your own right.
[46:08 - 46:15] And nobody can take that from you, ever.
[46:15 - 46:28] And if they try to, look them in the face and say fuck you.
[46:28 - 46:47] [no audio]
[46:47 - 47:16] The legacy born from a dream under the wings rose from the streets with the hands of destiny.
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[47:56 - 48:16] And you know, I can honestly say this man, 110 fucking percent, every one of you guys that has supported me, regardless of whether I've been at the top of my game, sounded like shit or whatever, every one of you guys supporting what I fucking do, means the fucking world to me.
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[49:18 - 49:36] And this one right here, this has gone to every single one of you that has ever supported me since day fucking one. This for every single one of you, both new, old, it don't matter. This for all you motherfucking legends out there, holding it down.
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[50:58 - 51:31] Legends rise.
[51:31 - 51:52] We're burning down, we're burning hot, we're not just for legends rise, we're burning out a wild one, we're not just for legends rise.
[51:52 - 52:15] Legends rise.
[52:15 - 52:32] And you know, I know I say this a lot, but honestly, I can't fucking say it enough, and I really can't. You guys made me the person that I am.
[52:32 - 52:44] Every one of you guys that supports me, you guys are the reason that I'm here, being able to do my music, do what I love, and being successful at what I love to do.
[52:44 - 52:53] You guys are the fucking reason that I get up every day and I fucking fight for what I want to do with my life.
[52:53 - 53:09] Every one of you is responsible for the Cyrax Nation. Every one of you guys not only made me into the music artist that I am, you guys are responsible not only for me being a household name through you guys,
[53:09 - 53:30] but you guys are also responsible for turning the Cyrax character and brand not just into some YouTube superhero. You guys are responsible for actually me being able to help people out like yourselves, people like myself who go through shit every fucking day.
[53:30 - 53:39] You guys are responsible for who I am and who I become, and I can't thank you guys enough for that.
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[53:45 - 69:43] [MUSIC FADES OUT]