2021-3-5 My Final Farewell

[0:00 - 0:28] What's up guys? What can I say, it's been a long journey. As you guys can tell, Tange
[0:28 - 0:37] is not here with me right now due to certain people doing certain things and her being
[0:37 - 0:45] upset and not being able to drive. So she unfortunately had to go back home. It's not
[0:45 - 0:53] that she didn't want to be here, it's the fact that people like ARJ and all these other
[0:53 - 1:02] people had done so much messed up stuff that she was halfway here and bawling her eyes
[1:02 - 1:18] out and could not drive. So she had to go back home. But I want to say that me and
[1:18 - 1:27] her had to talk. Me and my mom had to talk. My family had to talk with her and me and
[1:27 - 1:41] everything. And I know this is going to upset a lot of you, but I had to do, I have to
[1:41 - 1:51] do this. I had to do this from my own mental health and to ultimately escape the bullying
[1:51 - 1:59] and escape the hatred that I get put through from myself and for Tange and more and more
[1:59 - 2:11] away from my family. This video is going to be my final video ever. Um, tomorrow morning
[2:11 - 2:20] all my channels will be deleted. I am leaving YouTube for good. I'm not coming back because
[2:20 - 2:49] YouTube has gotten to be so toxic. Like YouTube has gotten to be so, so toxic that I can't
[2:49 - 3:05] handle it anymore. The toxicity is so just a bad. The toxicity on YouTube has gotten
[3:05 - 3:24] so bad that I can't deal with it and no Marcus, you won't see me tomorrow. In fact, you won't
[3:24 - 3:35] see me ever again. I might hop on a live stream with Tonic or Courtney or something, but
[3:35 - 3:50] as for me doing my own stuff, I'm not doing YouTube anymore. I am leaving and shutting
[3:50 - 4:03] down. I'm focusing on myself and my relationship with Tange. I'm focusing on my family and
[4:03 - 4:13] more importantly, I'm focusing on my career as a digital artist. I'm not going to be
[4:13 - 4:31] on here anymore. Um, what else can I say? Other than it, it's been fun. It's been a
[4:31 - 4:44] fun 11 years and I've had some real good times. You know, I've had some fun times,
[4:44 - 4:55] good memories, but for my own sanity, I have to leave. YouTube has become just this cesspool
[4:55 - 5:08] of, you know, toxicness that I can't deal with anymore. YouTube almost ruined my relationship
[5:08 - 5:19] with a woman that I love. I almost lost my girlfriend because of YouTube and I'm not
[5:19 - 5:33] going to risk that ever again. So I need to do what's best for me. I need to do what's,
[5:33 - 5:49] you know, best for my relationship and what's best for me and my family. As I'm saying that
[5:49 - 5:58] I don't appreciate you guys that have helped me. I do appreciate that a hundred percent
[5:58 - 6:02] for those of you that have held me down and kept me going all these years. I appreciate
[6:02 - 6:17] that. I truly, truly do appreciate that. But now is my time to move on to a better chapter
[6:17 - 6:35] in my life, to do better for myself and to escape the toxicness that's on YouTube. My
[6:35 - 6:54] YouTube has become so toxic that it's literally unbearable. So I just want to say thank you
[6:54 - 7:02] all for the amazing memories and who knows maybe somewhere down the line in the distant
[7:02 - 7:14] future. Who knows? I might be back in the distant future. But as for now in the foreseeable
[7:14 - 7:28] future, I'm not going to be on here anymore. I know that some of you are thinking that,
[7:28 - 7:33] Oh, you know, he's going to come back. It'll only be a couple of hours. No, it's not. I'm
[7:33 - 7:46] leaving for good. I'm doing this for myself. I'm doing this for my girlfriend and I'm doing
[7:46 - 7:53] this for my family. For those of you that have supported me all these years, I thank
[7:53 - 7:58] you guys. You guys are wonderful. You guys are awesome. And I will always remember you
[7:58 - 8:04] guys. And if you guys ever want to reach out to me, you guys know how to get ahold of me.
[8:04 - 8:17] You guys know how to reach out to me. But I need to do this for myself and for my girlfriend
[8:17 - 8:27] and my family. YouTube almost calls me the one thing that means more to me than anything,
[8:27 - 8:41] which is my girlfriend. I almost lost Hange today because of A.R.J. and his goons. And
[8:41 - 9:10] I can't handle the toxicity anymore. I can't do it anymore. So I want to say thank you
[9:10 - 9:23] guys for everything. You guys are awesome. You guys are dope. You guys are amazing. But
[9:23 - 9:31] I have to focus on me. I have to focus on my relationship with my girlfriend and I need
[9:31 - 9:46] to get away from the toxicness. And like I said, who knows maybe somewhere down the
[9:46 - 9:53] distant road, you know, maybe somewhere in the distant future I might come back. I don't
[9:53 - 10:03] know. But I have to step away from YouTube for good for a good long while. So as of tomorrow,
[10:03 - 10:13] my main account will be deleted. This account will be deleted. And that'll be that. Because
[10:13 - 10:17] if you guys don't know, I did also get a copyright strike on my channel as well for
[10:17 - 10:31] whatever reason. And at this point, YouTube's not worth it. YouTube is not worth losing
[10:31 - 10:40] a relationship over. I've seen too many good people lose a good relationship over YouTube.
[10:40 - 10:47] And I'm not about to do that. I'm not about to lose the one thing that means the most
[10:47 - 11:03] to me over a fucking platform. So with that being said, guys, I hope that the lessons
[11:03 - 11:11] that I taught you guys, I hope that the things that I've shared with you about my life,
[11:11 - 11:16] the inspiration that I've given you guys, I hope that stays with you guys and you use
[11:16 - 11:32] that to help other people like yourselves. But with that being said, I'll be seeing
[11:32 - 11:44] you. And thank you guys for everything. I'm out. Peace.