2021-3-30 THIS ENDS NOW MARTY

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[0:17 - 0:45] Marty, I'm telling you right now
[0:45 - 1:05] What you're doing has to stop, Marty. I'm not kidding. What you're doing to me, it needs to stop.
[1:11 - 1:19] Because of you Marty, I almost ended up in the hospital today because of stress.
[1:19 - 1:35] Because of you, I almost ended up in the hospital because my stress levels were so high. It's so through the roof that I almost ended up in the hospital.
[1:35 - 1:53] Shortly after I showed this morning, I watched you livestream back and saw what you did. And it's not okay, Marty. You need to fucking quit.
[1:55 - 2:07] I'm not asking you to quit, I'm telling you that you need to quit. You have to quit. Because I don't want to end up in the hospital, alright?
[2:07 - 2:15] My mom almost ended up in the hospital the other day because of the stress from you. Because of what you're doing.
[2:16 - 2:30] You need to quit, Marty. It ends now. It ends now and tonight for good.
[2:32 - 2:42] Because of you, Marty, I've been laying in bed and sick all fucking day long. That's the science from my show this morning. After that, you know what I did?
[2:42 - 2:58] I laid down and slept all day because I've been sick as fuck over the past few months because of you. Marty, because of you, I barely eat, I barely sleep. I barely do anything anymore because of you.
[2:59 - 3:05] All I do anymore is I wake up, I do my stream, and then I go the fuck back to bed.
[3:05 - 3:23] I'm tired of it, Marty. I physically cannot take it anymore. I physically cannot handle it anymore.
[3:28 - 3:30] You need to stop.
[3:45 - 3:57] So I tell you, Marty, it took everything in me. It took every ounce of energy in me to get through doing that show this morning. This morning I didn't even want to get out because of you.
[3:57 - 4:11] It took every ounce of energy in me to get through that damn show. But you know what? I pushed through it for the fans, for the people that enjoy what I do. I pushed through it for them.
[4:14 - 4:16] I can't hide this anymore, Marty.
[4:16 - 4:22] You literally are physically making me sick.
[4:27 - 4:44] You are physically making me sick, and I can't handle the stress anymore. You need to stop. And now, I'm not playing these games anymore, Marty. This has got to stop, man.
[4:45 - 4:58] Because if you don't, so many is going to end up in the hospital. And more than likely, that person will either be me or my mom. And neither one of us needs that.
[4:58 - 5:07] So, Marty, I'm telling you right now, back the fuck off and stop.
[5:07 - 5:22] Marty, I can't do this no more.
[5:22 - 5:48] I can't do this no more, Marty. I can't fight you no more. This has to stop. This isn't a game.
[5:49 - 5:56] This is not a game.
[6:18 - 6:26] And as for the people that want to sit there and talk shit and say that life isn't inside that screen, that's what you don't understand.
[6:26 - 6:45] For me, my career is inside this screen, my music. Everything I do revolves around being on here. Everything from my music to my artwork, to doing these shows.
[6:45 - 6:52] That's how I make my money, okay?
[6:57 - 7:17] Everything I do from my music, my live shows. And the only reason why, and a lot of people ask me, why don't I do live venues? That's because around here in Akron, there are no venues open right now, so I have to make use of what I can do.
[7:18 - 7:30] Which is doing these live shows for you guys on here. Because right now there are no venues open right now, and they're probably not going to be open for a good while.
[7:40 - 7:49] And thanks, Rackington, I appreciate that, brother. So, you know, when it comes to these shows, I do what I can.
[7:49 - 7:59] But let me tell you, even during that show, it took everything in me not to show that I'm getting sick.
[8:00 - 8:18] I am physically getting ill because of this, because of the stress levels being so high, because of what Marty's doing. I'm constantly looking over my shoulder, constantly looking around like wondering what's he going to do next.
[8:18 - 8:25] And I'm tired of having to do that. I'm tired of it.
[8:25 - 8:44] I'm tired of living in fear. I'm tired of having to look over my shoulder and always be on alert.
[8:45 - 8:58] I hate it. I hate being on alert every day.
[8:59 - 9:16] It fucking kills me. Like, I'm tired of always being on alert because of you, Marty. I'm tired of it.
[9:17 - 9:28] That's why, after tonight, I'm throwing my hands up. I'm walking the fuck away, and I'm not mentioning you ever again.
[9:28 - 9:37] As a matter of fact, tonight, your name is getting banned on this channel, because I don't want nothing to do with you.
[9:37 - 9:42] You might connect yourself to me, but I'm not connecting myself to you.
[9:45 - 9:47] I'm done.
[9:47 - 9:53] I am totally done.
[9:53 - 10:07] Because, Marty, let me tell you, over the last several months, you've done some shit that's not okay.
[10:08 - 10:15] You've drug my family into your drama as revenge, caused my biological father to lose his job.
[10:15 - 10:18] I'm done.
[10:18 - 10:23] I am seriously done, Marty. You need to quit.
[10:23 - 10:37] And that's why, here in a minute, I'm going in, and I'm banning your name from ever being mentioned ever again, because I want nothing more to do with you.
[10:37 - 10:44] And I actually want to get better. I want to be the person that I was before all this.
[10:44 - 10:58] I want to be the person that I used to be before all this fucking drama.
[11:06 - 11:08] I don't need this.
[11:08 - 11:15] I'm done with it, Marty.
[11:15 - 11:26] So, after tonight, you will not hear me mention your name ever again.
[11:26 - 11:30] After this video, I'm not mentioning you ever again.
[11:30 - 11:35] I'm not doing it, because you don't deserve the recognition.
[11:36 - 11:45] Because everyone knows you're just a piece of shit scumbag that does nothing more than attack people for no reason.
[11:45 - 11:54] I don't give a fuck if you have a thousand subs or whatever. I don't give a fuck. I really don't care.
[12:01 - 12:05] So, Marty, your time is up.
[12:05 - 12:08] I'm cutting you off.
[12:08 - 12:15] And if you can't handle that, I'm not going to talk about you anymore. That's on you.
[12:15 - 12:26] But, starting tonight, I'm getting myself back to where I need to be.
[12:26 - 12:30] I'm cutting you the fuck off, Marty.
[12:31 - 12:35] I'm cutting you off from my channel. I'm not mentioning you anymore.
[12:35 - 12:40] And I'm doing shit that I love to do plus my job that I have with my good friend, Enoch.
[12:40 - 12:44] I just started a new job with my good buddy, Enoch.
[12:44 - 12:54] So, I do have a job doing gaming music development.
[12:55 - 13:08] I actually have a job with my friend, Enoch, composing music for a game that he's been working on for a while now.
[13:08 - 13:11] So, yes, I do have a real job.
[13:11 - 13:15] And, yes, there are real contracts involved.
[13:16 - 13:27] And, yes, there will be a demo out either next month or in May. And then the full game releases sometime next year.
[13:27 - 13:33] So, we are actually doing shit. And I do have a real job, but I am getting paid for this.
[13:33 - 13:39] So, Marty, I have stuff I actually am doing with my life.
[13:39 - 13:43] And I can't have somebody like you coming in talking all this mad shit.
[13:44 - 13:48] I can't have somebody like you coming in and ruining my job.
[13:48 - 13:53] You may have ruined it for my older brother, but you're not ruining it for me.
[13:53 - 14:02] So, Marty, tonight, here in just a minute after I end the stream, I'm cutting you off for good.
[14:02 - 14:05] And I'm taking my life back.
[14:05 - 14:09] I'm taking my life back from you, Marty.
[14:10 - 14:25] I'm doing what I need to do to better myself, which is cutting your fucking head off when it comes to this channel shape and you attacking me.
[14:25 - 14:31] I'm cutting you off, Marty. You're done.
[14:32 - 14:47] I'm sick of the drama. I'm sick of being sick. I'm sick of not being able to do what I love to do because of you always getting in the way.
[14:47 - 14:57] So, tonight, I'm taking my life back from you, Marty. Everything that you've ever stolen from me, I'm taking my life back.
[14:58 - 15:07] Everything that you've ever stolen from me in my life, everything I love to do, I'm taking all that back tonight.
[15:07 - 15:14] Because I'm done with this.
[15:14 - 15:21] And, Marty, I hope that you learned a lesson from all this.
[15:22 - 15:27] And, quite honestly, I want to say congratulations to you on something, in fact.
[15:27 - 15:33] I want to say congratulations on you joining Studio 17 very soon.
[15:33 - 15:42] Matter of fact, here later on tonight or earlier today, I heard that you were joining Studio 17.
[15:42 - 15:50] I heard that you were taking Big Will's place, and that's awesome, dude. That's awesome. I'm proud of that.
[15:51 - 15:55] You're actually doing something with your life.
[15:55 - 16:02] You're actually doing something with your life, and that's good. You're actually working with a good company, Studio 17.
[16:02 - 16:11] And, man, that's cool, man. That's dope. I fuck with the guys on Studio 17.
[16:15 - 16:23] I fuck with Brooklyn Menace, dude. Brooklyn Menace is a good dude. I know the guy personally. He's a good friend of mine. He's a very good dude.
[16:23 - 16:28] Yo, Justice Jamie, what's up?
[16:44 - 16:46] So, Marty, I'm going to end it right here.
[16:46 - 16:53] I do wish you the best of luck in your future, 100%. I do wish you the best of luck, man.
[16:53 - 17:00] And, hopefully, you don't do this anymore.
[17:00 - 17:10] Hopefully, after tonight, when I cut you off for good, you don't do this to anyone anymore, at all, period.
[17:11 - 17:15] Because this is ridiculous. I'm tired of being sick.
[17:15 - 17:25] I'm tired of not being able to live my life. I'm tired of always living my life in fear. It needs to stop.
[17:25 - 17:34] And I got you, Rockington. Don't worry, buddy.
[17:34 - 17:58] And I'm not lecturing down to him. I'm just saying.
[17:59 - 18:04] You know, I'm telling him what is going to happen and what I am going to do.
[18:04 - 18:12] So, with that being said, if anybody would like to add me on Discord, there is my Discord.
[18:12 - 18:24] I will be dropping some brand new merch very soon.
[18:27 - 18:34] Which I'm super excited about because I know most of my life I got the Cy Racing shirt, which is dope.
[18:34 - 18:51] But, Marty, I am done with you. I am taking back my life. I'm working on new music.
[18:52 - 18:57] I'm working on the game development of this brand new game with my friend Enoch and our entire team.
[18:57 - 19:12] And I wish the best of luck to you in the future and hope that you learn from this and do not do this anymore.
[19:12 - 19:17] Peace.
[19:18 - 19:27] Thank you.