2021-3-20 why i have the Mindset that i do

[0:00 - 0:15] What's up everybody, I know I'm late, but, what do you think about something here man?
[0:15 - 0:26] Something that I think a lot of people get wrong when it comes to me as a person.
[0:26 - 0:44] A lot of people seem to think that, you know, I'm this evil person, but the truth is I'm
[0:44 - 0:58] really not, dude. I'm really not an evil person. You see, I've noticed something recently,
[0:58 - 1:05] very recently actually, and I've kind of noticed it on and off over the years, but not as bad
[1:05 - 1:13] as it's been recently, which is people openly being a pussy about everything.
[1:13 - 1:35] And you see, people like Marty are literally evil people. And see, my mindset comes from
[1:35 - 1:40] me being an army brat. If you guys don't know I was raised as an army brat my whole
[1:40 - 1:47] life. My dad was a second Airborne Division Staff Sergeant United States Army. And so
[1:47 - 1:57] I had to grow up in that military environment. And even as a kid, we didn't, well, I didn't
[1:57 - 2:03] get the chance to really be a kid because I was always looking after my family. I was constantly
[2:03 - 2:10] helping out wherever I could until I was about 12, 13 years old when my dad retired.
[2:11 - 2:23] But in that time span, granted, I didn't actually serve, but I had to, you know,
[2:23 - 2:29] go through that, you know, my dad basically breaking down my mind in a sense and building
[2:29 - 2:35] me back up to be a tough person. And part of the, and something that comes with that military
[2:35 - 2:45] mindset when you're a kid is if somebody bullies you the way that Marty bullies me all the time,
[2:45 - 2:54] you got two options. You can either A, fight back against that person and stand up for yourself,
[2:54 - 3:02] or B, you can run and hide like a coward. And I ain't no coward. I wasn't built like that.
[3:03 - 3:13] I was built to defend myself against people like Marty. And yes, I may threaten his life,
[3:13 - 3:19] but you got to understand all the threats that I did were in pure self defense. Okay.
[3:19 - 3:28] He started his channel on me for no reason at all. And he began to get worse and worse.
[3:28 - 3:34] So what did I do? Instead of just sitting there and ignoring it, I began to defend myself
[3:34 - 3:44] as each situation escalated. As he got worse, I began to have to defend myself
[3:44 - 3:48] more and more and more to where I'm constantly having to defend myself
[3:48 - 3:55] every few hours now because of them. Yeah, I know the threats that I do are wrong,
[3:55 - 4:07] but can you really blame me? I mean, look at what he's done.
[4:07 - 4:19] Now look at what Marty has done to me over the long ass time span of like two, three, four years.
[4:25 - 4:31] Like, you know, and I agree with biscuits on this dude. I agree with him. I do agree with that.
[4:31 - 4:38] It should be an eye for an eye. Like, but here's the thing. Everybody seems to think that I make
[4:38 - 4:47] these threats to scare Marty and a part of me does that to scare him, but it's not to threaten
[4:47 - 4:55] his life. It's to get him to leave me alone and make him realize that I'm not some, you know,
[4:55 - 5:06] pushover like I was when Heather was here or how I was back in 2018. Like I'm a totally different
[5:06 - 5:14] person now. Like I don't sit there and let people walk all over me and I'm not gonna let people
[5:14 - 5:20] walk all over me. I didn't want anybody walk all over me in high school. I'm not about to fucking
[5:20 - 5:28] start doing it now either. I'm 30 fucking years old man. I have friends and family that are still
[5:28 - 5:32] serving in the military to this very day and they know about what's going on.
[5:32 - 5:38] They know about it. Let me tell you, they're not too happy about it.
[5:38 - 5:41] They're pissed as fuck that all this shit's going on.
[5:41 - 5:52] They don't like seeing it. I don't like dealing with it. Like, when are you fucking trolling
[5:52 - 5:57] morons that work with Marty gonna realize that all you're doing
[5:57 - 6:04] is just creating unnecessary drama and unnecessary bullshit
[6:06 - 6:17] to feed into his bullshit lies. Like it's irritating.
[6:17 - 6:27] Like it's fucking irritating because, you know, I'm over here trying to live my life as a normal
[6:27 - 6:33] human being, doing what I love to do, building a good positive community like I had going for a
[6:33 - 6:40] while and doing what I love to do with my music and my artwork and, you know, my racing and shit.
[6:40 - 6:46] Matter of fact, I actually just got out and got brought onto a race comp team a few minutes ago,
[6:46 - 6:54] shot those guys on discord. But, you know, that's why I have the work ethic that I do,
[6:54 - 7:02] which that comes from me being an army brat. We were taught to work hard. We were taught to bust
[7:02 - 7:10] our asses. We're not like this. I'm not like this new generation of kids. We weren't raised like
[7:10 - 7:18] this new generation of kids where if you make one mistake, oh, it's okay. It's okay. You know,
[7:18 - 7:26] I know you didn't mean to know. If when I was a kid, if we made a mistake and we fucked up,
[7:27 - 7:34] we got to let know that we fucked up, especially when you come from a family that I come from
[7:34 - 7:42] with my family being military. If I did one bad thing in school, like if I got a bad grade or
[7:42 - 7:48] if I picked a fight with somebody, you know what would happen? My dad would put his boot up my
[7:48 - 7:55] fucking ass every damn time. My dad would put his fucking boot up my ass. And I learned,
[7:55 - 8:01] I learned real quick not to be a stupid ass. I learned real fucking quick and I'm glad that
[8:01 - 8:10] he did that. And him doing that made me the person that I am today. He made me mentally
[8:10 - 8:20] tough in that regard. He showed me not to take shit from anyone. If somebody fucking attacks you,
[8:20 - 8:25] you don't just sit there and roll over and take it. You fucking stand up and you fight back.
[8:26 - 8:33] Like and it irritates the fuck out of me because everybody nowadays is openly a pussy about
[8:33 - 8:41] everything. You say one fucking thing to offend someone and all of a sudden are this awful bad
[8:41 - 8:48] guy. Somebody attacks you and you defend yourself. All of a sudden, oh my God, you're a fucking
[8:48 - 8:59] monster. Oh, maybe if you pansy ass little whiny bitches would get off your fucking asses and
[8:59 - 9:06] actually do something with your lives and stop fucking sitting on the internet like a bunch of
[9:06 - 9:14] fucking zombified idiots. Y'all might actually fucking learn something, bro.
[9:17 - 9:20] Yes. I've had radio jobs. Yes. I've flipped my shit.
[9:20 - 9:31] But at the same time, I'm only a human fucking being, bro. I'm a human being, dude.
[9:31 - 9:37] There's always so much somebody can take before you fucking finally snap.
[9:37 - 9:45] And Marty happens to be that one person that wants to keep pushing things and pushing things.
[9:45 - 9:55] Well, you know what? I'm not some fucking pushover that Marty can fucking sit there and push around.
[9:55 - 9:59] If anything, I'm going to stand up and I'm going to fight back
[10:10 - 10:19] because I'm not. I'm not a fucking pushover, bro, and I'm not talking about him. I'm using him as
[10:19 - 10:28] an example. And dude, I do take my own advice. I bust my ass and I work fucking hard as I can
[10:28 - 10:45] and everything I do. Yo, Jack here. What's good, man? Good to see you, bro. How you been? What's new?
[10:48 - 10:59] I mean, like I just find it funny that these this new generation of people that are fucking so good
[10:59 - 11:06] to the fucking Internet don't even see that there's actually a real world outside of the Internet.
[11:06 - 11:13] Like y'all don't even see that there's a real world behind that computer, behind that screen,
[11:13 - 11:19] that person that you watch, they've got a real life. I've got a real life. I go outside all the
[11:19 - 11:27] motherfucking time. Well, at least I did until the fucking pandemic. And then I was forced to
[11:27 - 11:34] be stuck inside. Don't like you, but what can I do? You know, it is what it is. But before the
[11:34 - 11:40] fucking pandemic started, you can ask anyone, dude. I was always outside. I was always filming.
[11:40 - 11:49] I was always fucking doing photography work. Like, dude, I was actually doing shit like hell.
[11:49 - 11:59] Prime example, the talking wrench video. My film, The Darkness. That was all done. Well,
[11:59 - 12:03] not turning the talking wrench video, even though the talking wrench video is one of my best.
[12:03 - 12:10] That one wasn't filmed outside. But prime example of being outside doing shit. My film,
[12:10 - 12:20] The Darkness, was filmed in literally a three to eight time span outside when the shots required
[12:20 - 12:27] me to be outside. And keep in mind, I did everything myself. I did all the filming.
[12:27 - 12:34] I did all the editing. I did all the sound work for it. I did all the acting myself, obviously.
[12:34 - 12:38] I busted my ass on that film, and it actually turned out really good.
[12:38 - 12:41] Not gonna lie, it actually turned out fairly good.
[12:41 - 12:49] But, you know, that's what I'm saying. Like, I actually got outside
[12:49 - 12:55] and was able to do shit. I didn't sit here
[12:55 - 13:07] and fucking run my mouth behind a fucking keyboard like I'm some sort of fucking tough
[13:07 - 13:14] guy when I'm not. Like, that's you guys. Like, y'all that run your mouth behind keyboards
[13:14 - 13:20] and talk shit, there's a term for that. It's called being a keyboard warrior.
[13:20 - 13:25] That's all you guys are, you're fucking keyboard warriors.
[13:25 - 13:30] You sit there and talk big and bad and talk all this tough talk.
[13:32 - 13:39] But yet, we all know that y'all ain't got real jobs. Y'all don't have your own business like
[13:39 - 13:46] I've got, okay? Y'all don't have a regular nine to five job. You're probably living at
[13:46 - 13:52] your grandparents' place in their fucking basement and are fucking doing dumb shit.
[13:52 - 13:54] Like, bro, come on.
[14:01 - 14:06] And I'm not a keyboard warrior, dude. You want to know why? I don't sit there and type out
[14:06 - 14:13] what I say on the internet. I don't sit there and type out like, "Oh, I'm a badass.
[14:13 - 14:19] I can do this." Like, no. If you got a fucking problem with me, I want you to see my face
[14:19 - 14:27] and know that I'm fucking serious about what I say. And like I told Marty, I don't hide.
[14:27 - 14:36] I'm right the fuck here. And if anybody wants to fucking step up and throw down, like I said before,
[14:36 - 14:45] y'all got my fucking address, come the fuck up here and do something. I'm not hiding.
[14:45 - 14:55] I'm not fucking hiding, bro. Like, if somebody's got something to say,
[14:55 - 14:59] I want them to come up to my address and show me how tough they are.
[14:59 - 15:06] I want them to show me how much of a badass they are and how much of a badass they claim to be.
[15:06 - 15:15] See, I don't fucking hide behind a fucking computer screen.
[15:15 - 15:20] Like, bro, if you got a fucking problem with me and you want to beat my ass,
[15:21 - 15:27] dude, you got my fucking address. Bring your ass up here and I'll show you whatever your
[15:27 - 15:35] ass whooping looks like. I'm just saying, dude, like, I'm tired of these fucking morons
[15:35 - 15:44] fucking doing this shit, man. Like, if you got a fucking problem with me and you want to fight me,
[15:44 - 15:48] don't just sit there and type it out on the internet for everyone to see.
[15:49 - 15:55] Dude, that's a coward move, dog. If you want to fucking fight me that badly,
[15:55 - 16:03] the answer is very simple. It's called get off your fucking ass, bring your ass up here and
[16:03 - 16:12] face me like a man instead of hiding like a fucking coward. And see, and that's the problem
[16:12 - 16:19] with this new generation of kids today and this new generation of adults. Like, y'all want to
[16:19 - 16:26] talk shit on the internet, but then when it comes to throwing down in real life and actually
[16:26 - 16:31] fighting and scrapping, what do you do? You run and hide like a fucking coward.
[16:31 - 16:35] Well, I'm sitting here and sipping on my coffee, going to my day,
[16:35 - 16:40] running a shop, running my business, sitting here waiting for you guys to show up.
[16:40 - 16:48] And you know what? Y'all never do show up.
[16:48 - 16:57] Like, and that's one thing that I've noticed. Every time I challenge somebody to a fucking
[16:57 - 17:05] fight that says they want to throw down and this happens every time, like you can go back and watch
[17:05 - 17:11] all the past live streams and look, every time somebody has said they want to beat my fucking
[17:11 - 17:19] ass, I have given them my fucking address and told them, hey, bring your ass on up here.
[17:19 - 17:23] But instead, what do they do? They never show up.
[17:23 - 17:33] They never fucking do it because they know damn well that if they were to show up,
[17:33 - 17:37] it'd be game over for their asses.
[17:37 - 17:45] Yo, snowcat, what's up?
[17:45 - 17:58] But, uh, I guess that man, so all y'all fucking zombified little pussies,
[17:58 - 18:06] they're so fucking entranced by social media. Get the fuck off.
[18:06 - 18:18] Why, dude, I have a reason to be on the internet, okay? I run a fucking business
[18:18 - 18:25] full time. I run a fucking clothing line, okay? I run a fucking art shop for my artwork.
[18:25 - 18:33] Okay, I run a fucking YouTube channel. I run a fucking music company with my friends,
[18:33 - 18:40] okay? So I have businesses to run. Okay, I actually do shit with my life.
[18:40 - 18:53] But yet, y'all don't seem to have jobs. Like, y'all, and this is something I find funny,
[18:53 - 18:56] y'all tell me to get a job, but really, I've already got a fucking job, dude.
[18:56 - 19:01] Like, bro, I've got a fucking job, dude.
[19:01 - 19:08] It's called me running my fucking merch shop and my art shop for my fucking YouTube channel,
[19:08 - 19:16] okay? So I got a fucking job, dude. So all y'all little pansy-ass bitches that want to
[19:16 - 19:21] sit there and say, "Oh, get a job." Motherfucker, I got a job. What do you got? Like, two cents in
[19:21 - 19:28] a fucking half-eaten-ass candy bar that's probably three days old? Like, come on, bro.
[19:28 - 19:44] For real, man. Y'all need to grow up. Stop being an open pussy about everything.
[19:44 - 19:53] Stop being a fucking coward. And if we're gonna fucking fight somebody,
[19:56 - 20:00] instead of sitting there saying you're gonna beat someone's ass and then when they tell you to come
[20:00 - 20:08] up there and do something, instead of you not going up there and doing anything and running like a
[20:08 - 20:18] bitch, why don't you get off your fucking deadbeat fat asses and actually do something instead of
[20:18 - 20:25] running and turning like a fucking coward? I'm just saying. But also, for all my real supporters,
[20:25 - 20:31] I will be doing a cover show with this here in a bit, so be ready for that. And I am doing an
[20:31 - 20:37] unboxing very, very soon, not saying when. I do somewhat know what I'm getting, but not everything.
[20:37 - 20:47] I've only seen one thing out of the box, but that'll be coming next week. And I am doing
[20:47 - 20:52] the world's hottest chip challenge, for sure. So, yeah, I'm gonna need some milk for that.
[20:52 - 21:01] So I am gonna be doing the hottest chip challenge, as well as an unboxing from a fan that sent me
[21:01 - 21:08] some fan mail. So, that'll be a fun time next week or whenever the stuff gets here. So, yeah.
[21:08 - 21:14] With that being said, love you guys. And I'll catch you guys in just a little bit,
[21:14 - 21:21] man. I'm gonna start to get this shit going. Peace.