2021-3-12 Giving my all for what i love

[0:00 - 0:25] I'm not even going to be kidding you, you know, I'm not even going to be kidding you, you're not even going to be kidding me, you're not even going to be kidding me, you're not even going to be kidding me, you're not even going to be kidding me.
[0:26 - 0:46] You know, I'm not even going to be getting this negativity, but I am going to fucking say something that needs to be said that nobody seems to have the fucking balls to say.
[0:51 - 0:58] All y'all punk motherfuckers that don't think I'm going to get anywhere, you guys are full of shit.
[1:14 - 1:27] I have literally sold four copies, four signed copies of my album Shadowborn.
[1:27 - 1:39] And I find it funny that you guys sit there and say like, I'm not going to get anywhere, I'm not going to do anything, but the truth is, you know, and my girlfriend had a good point.
[1:39 - 1:44] My girlfriend Tange and my friends had a very good point.
[1:44 - 2:03] To make money, you know, let me tell you, they were right.
[2:04 - 2:30] Because, let me put it this way, I don't care how much money I have to spend, I'm going to do whatever it takes to create good content for this channel, to entertain you guys, to put out the content that I need to be able to do my job with.
[2:30 - 2:54] See, even if I had to spend a little bit of money to get the stuff I need to create the content, I'll continue to do so.
[2:55 - 3:06] Because, yeah, I'll eventually get the rig. I'll eventually get that fucking set up. There's no time in my mind about that at all. That will happen.
[3:06 - 3:14] That will happen.
[3:14 - 3:23] But in order to put out the good content that you guys want, I have to be willing to spend a little money.
[3:23 - 3:34] And I've been doing that. I've spent a little bit here and there to get the stuff I need to create the content that y'all want to see.
[3:34 - 3:51] Y'all motherfuckers that want to be working on merchandise ideas, working on artwork, and working on websites, and making sure everything's in fucking line with shit that you need to be doing.
[3:51 - 4:02] You're not the one that's busting your ass every night. Hold on, guys.
[4:02 - 4:24] Sorry about that. But like I was saying, you guys aren't the ones out busting your asses every night to make a name for yourself, doing what you love because you love to do it.
[4:24 - 4:27] Not a shame, man.
[4:27 - 4:33] But let me tell you, man, y'all motherfuckers that are naysayers, y'all are full of shit.
[4:33 - 4:38] And you want to know why you're full of shit?
[4:38 - 4:51] Because you guys are just that. You're shit-talking naysayers. You're full of shit.
[4:51 - 4:55] And y'all are pissed off that you don't fucking faze me.
[4:55 - 5:04] Y'all are pissed off that between me and my girl and my team like Courtney, I'm making fucking moves.
[5:04 - 5:18] While you guys are two steps ahead, I'm three steps ahead, grabbing shit that I know I can make content out of, building my fucking reputation, building my fucking stuff up to be able to do my fucking job.
[5:19 - 5:38] I ain't triggered. I just find it fucking hysterical that y'all fucking morons think that you're stopping me when you ain't doing jack shit, except sitting there with your goddamn thumb up your fucking asses, acting like you're hot shit, but you ain't.
[5:46 - 5:55] See, while y'all motherfuckers are sleeping at night, you know what I'm doing? I'm up every fucking night busting my ass.
[5:55 - 6:07] While y'all motherfuckers are sleeping on shit, I'm out here busting my ass for shit, every night, every fucking night, every fucking day.
[6:07 - 6:18] I bust my ass for what I love to do, not only for myself, but for my girl, so that I can make a living for me and her both.
[6:25 - 6:34] To make money, you gotta be willing to spend one of my money, especially in this fucking business, whether I'm money, nigga.
[6:34 - 6:50] And this for all y'all naysayers out there that obviously don't know who the fuck I am.
[6:50 - 8:21] [MUSIC]
[8:21 - 8:27] And that's facts, man. Y'all may not know who I am.
[8:27 - 8:34] [MUSIC]
[8:34 - 8:37] But one thing you gotta understand, man.
[8:37 - 8:42] [MUSIC]
[8:42 - 8:45] All your busting my ass, keep it on my grind.
[8:45 - 8:53] [MUSIC]
[8:53 - 8:58] Every fucking day I keep on my damn grind, every goddamn day.
[8:58 - 9:01] [MUSIC]
[9:01 - 9:09] And I find it funny because you guys think that you're stopping me, but dude, you're not stopping shit.
[9:09 - 9:13] You're only motivating me.
[9:13 - 9:17] You're only pushing me to want to do better.
[9:17 - 9:21] You're pushing me and motivating me to do better.
[9:21 - 9:25] Because I know every time y'all haters get mad.
[9:25 - 9:30] I know every time y'all motherfucking haters get mad.
[9:30 - 9:36] I know I'm doing something right.
[9:36 - 9:49] See, I've done more in my motherfucking lifetime than half y'all motherfucking haters who ever do in their whole goddamn life.
[9:49 - 10:00] See, when I started out wanting to do my own business, yeah, I came up in the music scene, but you want to know something, dude?
[10:00 - 10:08] Let me tell you, man. I created musical genres that people enjoyed.
[10:08 - 10:13] I've bent genres to new styles and new heights.
[10:13 - 10:19] I created and fathered a whole new fucking genre of music that people fuck with.
[10:19 - 10:26] And I created a whole-- I brought back an old-school fucking art style that was all but gone.
[10:26 - 10:33] I brought back a fucking art style that was almost dead.
[10:33 - 10:38] I keep graffiti art. I keep fine art styles.
[10:38 - 10:44] Along with shit.
[10:44 - 10:54] And while y'all motherfuckers want to sit there and try to incriminate me, y'all are just making yourselves look stupid as fuck, which I find funny.
[10:54 - 11:09] Like, I find it hysterical that you guys really think that you guys can fucking stop me.
[11:09 - 11:23] Matter of fact--
[11:23 - 11:48] Oh, wow. It's fucking spooky Tuesday.
[11:48 - 11:57] I find it funny that you guys are actually saying they're trying to, like, you know, basically incriminate me.
[11:57 - 12:16] And it's not working. I just laugh at y'all fucking morons.
[12:16 - 12:20] Now, let me go to my music channel here.
[12:21 - 12:49] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[12:49 - 12:55] Now, let's see if I can find it.
[12:55 - 12:57] Hopefully this is the right one.
[12:57 - 13:03] And if it's not, I know which one I'm going for next.
[13:03 - 13:14] See, while I'm out here making fucking-- making fucking banger hits--
[13:14 - 13:27] like this right here.
[13:27 - 13:31] More human reaction, which one-- here we go.
[13:31 - 13:43] See, while y'all is sleeping on me, I'm out here doing shit like this.
[13:43 - 14:02] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[14:02 - 14:13] Y'all ain't doing this like me.
[14:13 - 14:17] Y'all ain't doing what I do.
[14:17 - 14:35] Y'all can't make a banger hit like this.
[14:35 - 14:49] Y'all ain't fucking doing shit like this off of what I'm about to play for y'all. Y'all ain't doing shit like this off of a motherfucking iPad.
[14:50 - 16:28] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[16:28 - 16:33] Let's see y'all motherfuckers do this shit, man.
[16:33 - 16:38] And hell nah, this is using stock shit.
[16:38 - 16:57] And hell nah, man, that track is made using pure fucking stock plug-ins.
[16:57 - 17:08] You guys seriously fucking lose my goddamn thing.
[17:08 - 17:24] See, that song "Lock Demon" that y'all just heard was made using this in a fucking stock-ass, fucking free-to-use fucking drum pad off a fucking Google Play store.
[17:24 - 17:29] That's all I did that with was this.
[17:29 - 17:33] All right, seriously, that's all I fucking use.
[17:33 - 17:37] A Kindle is kind of like-- it's kind of like an iPad. It's a Kindle Fire.
[17:37 - 17:42] It's kind of like, you know, it's like an iPad or a tablet.
[17:42 - 18:11] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[18:11 - 18:17] And that's what I find funny is that y'all the fucking idiots want to sit there and talk shit.
[18:17 - 18:20] And yo, Tonic, hit me up on Facebook, man.
[18:20 - 18:23] I got big news for you, bro.
[18:23 - 18:25] I got big-ass news for you, man.
[18:25 - 18:48] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[18:48 - 18:53] Man, I bet I got something for all you weak-ass haters.
[18:53 - 19:03] I know y'all didn't see this one coming.
[19:03 - 19:13] Y'all thought I was going to sit there and let you all talk shit and get away with it and think you guys are going to faze me.
[19:13 - 19:17] This right here is to prove that y'all don't fucking faze me.
[19:17 - 19:24] Do I know you? Yes, I do. This seems so familiar.
[19:24 - 19:32] I'm about to prove y'all don't faze me, man. If anything, you get me bigger.
[19:32 - 21:37] [MUSIC PLAYING]
[21:37 - 21:40] And that's facts, man.
[21:40 - 21:44] Y'all want to sit there and talk shit about me?
[21:44 - 21:51] Dude, it don't matter if I fucking leave the music scene entirely like I have.
[21:51 - 21:59] I will always and forever remain the motherfucking king of the underground music scene and in anything I fucking do.
[21:59 - 22:04] And any fucking negativity you guys feel my way, it don't drag me down.
[22:04 - 22:09] It just gets me bigger and makes me do shit that I need to do.
[22:09 - 22:12] That shit fuels me. I feed off that anger.
[22:12 - 22:28] I feed off that negative energy because it shows me I'm doing something right within my life and pushing myself to do shit that I need to do.
[22:28 - 22:32] I got you, Tony. Don't worry, dog.
[22:32 - 22:38] Well, I wouldn't say the best of everything, dude. There are people out there that are far better than I am, dude.
[22:38 - 22:56] But let me tell you, man, when it comes to my section and what I do, I am the best.
[22:56 - 23:01] I see, and that's the kind of thing I was trying to get at earlier, man.
[23:01 - 23:06] That's what I was trying to get at earlier.
[23:06 - 23:18] See, that's the kind of fucking mindset I was trying to get at earlier today.
[23:18 - 23:26] It's that unless you have that mindset of you're the best at what you do, you're not going to get anywhere.
[23:26 - 23:37] Unless you keep that fucking mindset of, "Hey, I'm the best at what I do and nobody's stopping me."
[23:37 - 23:52] Unless you take what I said earlier about having a plan A and keeping that mindset of you're the best at what you fucking do, you're going to fucking fail.
[23:52 - 24:01] And me, I keep that mindset of I'm the best at what I do no matter what anyone says when it comes to my artwork, when it comes to doing my videos.
[24:01 - 24:06] Ain't nobody doing me like I do me. Can't nobody do me like I do me.
[24:06 - 24:11] There's only one me, and ain't nobody doing me like I do me.
[24:11 - 24:17] Ain't nobody putting out videos like I do. Ain't nobody busting their ass like I do.
[24:27 - 24:29] Yeah, okay, what up, bro?
[24:29 - 24:32] What's good, broski?
[24:32 - 24:36] What's good, what's good, what's good?
[24:44 - 24:46] I'm going to tell y'all right now.
[24:49 - 24:52] I will break it out and you know what, fuck it.
[24:52 - 24:56] I'm going to break it out again as a reminder for all y'all.
[25:01 - 25:05] Y'all made me fucking break it out again.
[25:05 - 25:07] But this right here.
[25:10 - 25:14] This motherfucker right here, this shows how hard I fucking worked.
[25:14 - 25:18] This right here is proof of my fucking hard ass work.
[25:22 - 25:29] This right here is fucking proof of how hard I fucking work every goddamn day.
[25:29 - 25:34] Every day I bust my ass, and this is just a simple reminder of that.
[25:34 - 25:38] It's a simple reminder that even if I leave the music scene,
[25:38 - 25:45] I can always come back at any given time, any time I fucking want and still kill shit.
[25:45 - 25:52] And it's a reminder that no matter what I do, I'm going to be successful.
[25:52 - 25:57] Y'all thought that I wasn't, y'all motherfucking haters thought I wasn't going to be successful.
[25:58 - 26:01] Bitch, please.
[26:01 - 26:05] This right here proves that, read that right there.
[26:10 - 26:12] What does that tell you?
[26:18 - 26:20] Yo, Bex, what up?
[26:25 - 26:27] You know I got you, Becca.
[26:29 - 26:34] But like I said, this plaque right here, this just proves my fucking point
[26:34 - 26:39] that I can do anything I want to do and be successful.
[26:39 - 26:44] Hell, within the last fucking hour, I already sold fucking four copies of silent CDs,
[26:44 - 26:47] which are getting shipped out tomorrow.
[26:47 - 26:52] So yeah, y'all motherfuckers want to sit there and say that I can't do something.
[26:52 - 27:00] Like this and my will and the shit that I do.
[27:00 - 27:04] Be a fucking proving point to y'all motherfuckers.
[27:04 - 27:07] I have the best fucking team in the world, man.
[27:07 - 27:10] I have the best fucking team in the world.
[27:10 - 27:14] Ain't nobody doing like my team's doing.
[27:14 - 27:19] Like my girl, Bex, Courtney, Gigi Allen, my motherfucking team,
[27:19 - 27:25] my little brother, Bradley, the cousin of my best friend, David,
[27:25 - 27:29] Brett, who's another one of my best friends, my motherfucking brother,
[27:29 - 27:34] Kurt K, my boy, Josh, his girl, my brother, Sean, his wife,
[27:34 - 27:40] who's my sister-in-law, Christine, my brother, Jared.
[27:40 - 27:48] My motherfucking team helps hold me down.
[27:48 - 27:55] And they keep me motivated, and they keep me fucking going.
[27:55 - 27:59] But the one person that keeps me motivated and keeps me all motherfucking ass
[27:59 - 28:02] is in the chat right now, and that's my motherfucking girl.
[28:02 - 28:15] She keeps me held down. She keeps me motivated. She keeps me going.
[28:15 - 28:25] 'Cause let me tell you, man, if it wasn't for my girl putting her boot on my ass
[28:25 - 28:30] and getting me to do what I need to do, I wouldn't be here today.
[28:30 - 28:33] I wouldn't be doing this shit. I wouldn't have the motivation
[28:33 - 28:36] to do the shit that I need to do.
[28:36 - 28:40] Like I said, I may no longer be in the fucking music scene,
[28:40 - 28:45] but this right here is a constant fucking reminder that I'm doing something
[28:45 - 28:51] with my life. I'm doing something that I love. I'm doing something good.
[28:51 - 28:56] It's a constant fucking reminder that no matter what I set my fucking mind to
[28:56 - 29:02] and no matter what y'all haters say, I'm fucking doing it.
[29:02 - 29:08] See, y'all said I wouldn't make anything of myself when it came to my music.
[29:08 - 29:14] Bitch, please. I did something.
[29:14 - 29:19] So y'all can sit there and run y'all's mouths all you want
[29:19 - 29:21] at the end of the day.
[29:21 - 29:27] I'm still going to continue to have many domain content.
[29:27 - 29:31] I'm still going to continue to build up to getting the stuff I need
[29:31 - 29:33] to create good content.
[29:33 - 29:37] Like I'm still going to get the games I need to create good content.
[29:37 - 29:42] I'm still going to fucking sit down, kick it, do livestreams for you guys.
[29:42 - 29:47] I'm still going to compete and do what I love as a competitive racer.
[29:47 - 29:51] I'm still going to, you know, do my artwork and shit like that.
[29:51 - 30:01] And I ain't going to let y'all motherfuckers who want to talk shit on me stop it.
[30:01 - 30:16] Like plain and fucking simple.
[30:16 - 30:21] Let me tell you something that not only did my best friend,
[30:21 - 30:26] not only did my best friend and brother David tell me before he passed,
[30:26 - 30:32] but also something that my brother Zach told me before he passed.
[30:32 - 30:37] And that is no matter what you want to do, no matter how long it takes,
[30:37 - 30:42] you keep working on what you want to do and eventually you will get somewhere.
[30:42 - 30:46] Don't let nobody stop you. Don't let nobody hold you back.
[30:46 - 30:52] Because if you let them hold you back, you're ultimately giving up on yourself.
[30:52 - 30:59] You're not only giving up on yourself, you're giving up on your dream.
[30:59 - 31:04] And those two things right there are the most dangerous things in the fucking world.
[31:04 - 31:06] Those are the two most dangerous things in the world,
[31:06 - 31:10] giving up on yourself and giving up on what you love.
[31:10 - 31:15] Me, I had times where I wanted to give up and walk away.
[31:15 - 31:21] You're pushing me to do what I need to do and what I want to do.
[31:21 - 31:40] They kept pushing me because they saw something in me that I didn't see in my...
[31:40 - 31:46] They saw something in me that I didn't see in myself and you know what that is? Determination. Drive.
[31:46 - 31:51] The ability to actually be something.
[31:51 - 31:58] And guess what? I'm finally getting somewhere and I'm not going to let you whack at me and stop me.
[31:58 - 32:01] That ain't happening.
[32:01 - 32:16] With me, my girl, and my team, my good friend Bex, Courtney, Motel Wifi, Dana, my brother Sean, my brother Matthew,
[32:16 - 32:21] my boy David, my little brother Marcus, who I grew up with.
[32:21 - 32:29] Between my fucking team, along with my boy Bradley and all them, I can't be stopped.
[32:30 - 32:53] So, y'all want to try to fucking stop me?
[32:53 - 32:57] You know what I say to y'all?
[32:57 - 32:59] Kick rocks.
[32:59 - 33:20] Well, with that being said, y'all, I am about to bounce.
[33:20 - 33:23] I'm going to give you guys a little bit of motivation.
[33:23 - 33:27] And y'all really amp you guys up, man.
[33:27 - 33:33] And I also wanted to kind of show y'all haters that y'all can't stop me no matter what you do.
[33:33 - 33:37] No matter what you do, you can't stop me.
[33:37 - 33:41] Play the symbol. You cannot stop what I'm doing. You can't stop me.
[33:41 - 33:46] You can't stop my girl. You can't fucking stop my team.
[33:46 - 33:53] But with that being said, y'all, I will catch you later on Itonic 100%.