2021-2-25 UPDATES and Plans for the 1K Mark

[0:00 - 0:29] Hey guys what's up, it's ya boi, ya already know who it is, I'm not saying the name. Now, I do have some updates for everyone. I have a few updates and a few things to speak about.
[0:29 - 0:52] First off, I did talk to Tange. I know she didn't want me to mention her in the videos, but I feel like for you real supporters out there, you guys deserve to know what's going on. She is in fact okay.
[0:52 - 1:08] Sorry, I was trying to plug this in. Sorry guys, I was trying to plug this in. Can't wait to do some artwork here in a bit.
[1:08 - 1:30] But for those of you wondering, she is okay, she's doing good.
[1:30 - 1:46] So, like I said, she is going to possibly be back probably tomorrow and talking and stuff like that.
[1:46 - 2:03] But I wanted to give you guys an update on what's going to happen with the Thousand Sub Mark because I feel like this is something that genuinely does need to happen because nobody else will do it.
[2:03 - 2:15] What I'm going to do whenever I hit the Thousand Subscriber Mark, whenever that will be, I don't know.
[2:15 - 2:38] But whenever I do hit that Thousand Sub Mark, I am going to be starting up a community for people that have been bullied or are being bullied because this is a very serious subject that not a lot of people take very seriously.
[2:38 - 2:47] And it's not an okay thing. I don't agree with the bullying. I don't agree with the trolling.
[2:47 - 3:11] It's not okay. I want to start a movement to help put a stop to all that because as some of you guys, the real supporters, the real fans of myself and Tang, who have been so supportive of us.
[3:11 - 3:24] For those of you that have been supportive, just know that we thank you guys and we do appreciate the love and the support you guys have shown you guys are truly amazing.
[3:24 - 3:37] Truly, truly amazing. You guys are awesome and we can thank you guys enough for being supportive like you guys are, especially during these tough times.
[3:37 - 4:06] And but, um, you know, as you guys witnessed last night, Marty and his team and Schnucklecat and their boys and the Bender boys they, they pulled some very messed up stuff that is not fair to not only my girlfriend but to myself and those
[4:06 - 4:16] who support us, but that's not fair to anyone that this should have happened.
[4:16 - 4:20] And, you know, and I want to take this channel in the right direction.
[4:20 - 4:33] I want to take this channel and turn it into an anti bullying and anti suicide channel, whether it be doing vlogs whenever, you know, me and her moving together and I get a new camera.
[4:33 - 4:52] Or whether that be, you know, doing simple things like sitting down and hanging out.
[4:52 - 5:02] Like, you know, what those people did to my girlfriend last night was not okay and it was not funny.
[5:02 - 5:08] Like, she's been depressed all day to the point to where all she could do is sleep.
[5:08 - 5:20] That's all she's been able to do all day is sleep because of what these people did to her.
[5:20 - 5:32] Like, I'm a firm believer in this saying right here that my brother Sean sent me that I sent to her. And I truly agree with this I would I try to live by this quote.
[5:32 - 5:45] Every day I tried to, you know, live by this quote and implement it every day into my everyday life, which is this right here.
[5:45 - 5:54] When you truly don't care what anyone thinks of you, you have reached a dangerously awesome level of freedom.
[5:54 - 5:59] And that's very true.
[5:59 - 6:17] That is one of the truest quotes that I try to live by when you don't care what people think about you, you're ultimately enlightened at that point to a certain degree, you're enlightened, you're freed from the bullshit, you're freed from being held back.
[6:17 - 6:26] And I understand that, you know, people take pictures of you and they post them on the internet to bully you and stuff.
[6:26 - 6:30] I've had it done to me several times.
[6:30 - 6:44] And yeah, it hurts and it sucks. But at the same time, you know, you have to be the one to be like, hey, you know, you can do one or two things.
[6:44 - 7:00] You can either let it bother you and get depressed and upset and you know, ultimately let them win or you can step up and be like, hey, you can say what you want about me.
[7:00 - 7:06] I don't care because I know who I am as a person.
[7:06 - 7:13] I have people that love and care about me and nothing you say or do is going to faze me.
[7:13 - 7:16] And it took me a long time to learn that lesson.
[7:16 - 7:27] It took me literally like seven years to learn that shit. But when I finally did learn it, you know, I can honestly say I feel better.
[7:27 - 7:37] You know, I'm in a better headspace and a better, you know, environment wise, career wise, things are going very, very good for me.
[7:37 - 7:44] You know, I got my music career game to take off soon.
[7:44 - 7:53] You know, I got all these things going for me that I'm super proud of, you know, like I said, I've got my music career taken off soon.
[7:53 - 7:59] I'm going to be starting up a gaming panel here very, very soon.
[7:59 - 8:11] So the way things are going, I'm very excited. I'm very proud of where I'm at. You know, career wise, I'm finding my path back into my original music sound that everybody loves,
[8:11 - 8:34] which is my EDM, my dubstep sound, my EDM sound, my techno, my remixes, you know, and I can honestly say that, you know, I'm in a good place in my life.
[8:34 - 8:45] You know, I have literally the most amazing girlfriend ever who has stood by me regardless of what everyone says and thinks.
[8:45 - 8:52] Somebody who has a very good head on their shoulders, who is actually teaching me a lot about business.
[8:52 - 9:09] I will admit, like she has taught me a lot about business stuff that I never even knew went into doing business because as a lot of you guys know, I was never presented with the opportunity to do business when I was in high school.
[9:09 - 9:19] So everything I've done was kind of winning it up to this point. And that's when she sat down and made me realize like, hey, you've got a raw talent.
[9:19 - 9:29] You have a very raw talent for music, for artwork, for racing. You know, let's take that raw time and let's turn that into a business.
[9:29 - 9:41] And that's what she's been helping me do. She's been helping me take my raw talent that I have and turning it into something that I can make a true living out of.
[9:41 - 9:51] Something that I can, you know, build a platform off of, which I'm very, very grateful to her for.
[9:51 - 10:03] Like, I'll be honest, I've learned so much from her in the last few weeks.
[10:03 - 10:24] I can also say I've learned more from my own girlfriend teaching me about business than the high schools would have ever taught me.
[10:24 - 10:36] You're not wrong there, Black Illuminati. You're really not. And see, that's the thing too. A lot of people think that I just repeat a lot of the things that I do.
[10:36 - 10:52] And to a certain degree, I do. I will admit, to a certain degree, I do do that. But also at the same time, with my songs, with my raps that I do, you kind of got to read between the lines of each one.
[10:52 - 11:03] Because yes, each song I do may be similar in style and subject, but they all tie in together to create one bigger story.
[11:03 - 11:24] Like, they all tie in together to create one bigger message and story behind what I do.
[11:24 - 11:45] You know, and I can honestly say, like, I've got, I can honestly say, I've got a literal, and actually that wasn't a musket, that was actually literally a bolt-action sniper style shotgun.
[11:45 - 11:57] Thank you to my aunt and uncle down in Florida, who actually are gunsmiths, who actually made that for my custom. Thank you. Fucking love you guys.
[11:57 - 12:05] And but, um, like I was saying, you know, I literally have the best fans in the world.
[12:05 - 12:18] Like, you know, you guys have given me a platform to be able to speak upon stuff that I go through, you know, and I'm happy for that.
[12:18 - 12:33] Like, I'm happy for the fact that I have this platform that I can come up on and I can speak about what I'm going through, through my music. I can, you know, sit down and talk about what I went through, the tragedies that I've been through.
[12:33 - 12:43] Like, last night when me and Tang did that livestream, and we spoke about our situations that we've not really spoken about.
[12:43 - 12:58] Like, I'll be straight up honest, if it wasn't for her, I never would have had the courage to get up and speak about what I went through as a survivor of rape.
[12:58 - 13:03] Like, she gave me the courage to do that.
[13:03 - 13:13] And was it hard? Yes, but honestly, I feel so much better because like I truly feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
[13:13 - 13:18] I truly feel like, you know, hey, I can move forward.
[13:18 - 13:33] I can do better things with my life now. I don't have to be held back by this. I don't have to be held down by this weight that's been, you know, just holding me down for so many years.
[13:33 - 13:50] And, you know, and when I first started talking about stuff like that, like, suicide, fucking being bullied, being a survivor of suicide, and really reaching out to help people.
[13:50 - 14:02] I really felt like I had found my purpose, which is to help people through my music and show them that they're not alone, that there is help out there.
[14:02 - 14:11] There are people out there that genuinely care, that will not judge you, that will not bash you, that truly genuinely want to help.
[14:11 - 14:28] And TGL, that's fine that you don't agree with a lot of what I do.
[14:28 - 14:38] Whether that be my music or what have you, you know, that's fine. Like, you can agree with what I do or disagree. Like, that's your right to do that.
[14:38 - 15:01] But at the end of the day, you know, and I know this is gonna sound wrong to a certain extent, but it's really not. But at the end of the day, for me, YouTube is just a job.
[15:01 - 15:22] I wake up eight in the morning, eight, nine in the morning, do my live streams, spend time with my girl, get off around four or five o'clock in the afternoon, do another live stream that night, or what have you, or do a cover show or whatever.
[15:22 - 15:34] And then, you know, I spend the rest of the time with her. And, you know, and that's how I see YouTube, like, not you guys, you guys, the fans, you guys are fucking amazing.
[15:34 - 15:49] I fucking love you guys. But when it comes to YouTube itself, like, I see YouTube as a job, as a business.
[15:49 - 15:55] You know, I wake up in the morning, do my job.
[15:55 - 16:01] And then I go about my day.
[16:01 - 16:10] Because at the end of the day, YouTube is nothing more than that. It's a job.
[16:10 - 16:35] And like I said, you know, like, you guys, the real fans have given me an opportunity to do something that I really do love.
[16:35 - 16:44] So I have the opportunity to do something I love once I hit that thousand subscriber mark, which is why I'm taking this so seriously now.
[16:44 - 16:52] Yes, in the beginning, I kind of didn't take it as seriously because I never thought that I would get to the point that I'm getting to.
[16:52 - 16:57] I never thought I would get this far.
[16:57 - 17:07] Honestly, especially after my last channel got taken down due to bullshit reasons, I never in my entire life thought I would get up to this point.
[17:07 - 17:13] I'm literally this close to a thousand subs, this close.
[17:13 - 17:23] And, you know, I can honestly say I've worked very hard to get to where I'm at now, and I'm proud of that.
[17:23 - 17:31] I'm proud to say that, hey, once I hit that thousand sub mark, I'll be able to say, hey, I'm a legitimate YouTuber.
[17:31 - 17:40] I make money from this. I'm monetized. I get the opportunity and the chance to do what I love on this platform.
[17:40 - 17:56] And I couldn't ask for a better job than that. Like literally, I get to do literally three things that I love to do for the rest of my life, which is YouTube gaming and music.
[17:56 - 18:06] Like I get to do those three things as a career and not very many get that opportunity.
[18:06 - 18:17] There's very few out there that do get there's very few people out there that do get that opportunity to make a living on what they love to do.
[18:17 - 18:25] And like the way I see it is I'm not kidding the crowd.
[18:25 - 18:35] I'm not kidding the crowd at a concert staring up at his favorite band, telling myself one day that's going to be me up there.
[18:35 - 18:39] That's going to be me on that stage one day.
[18:39 - 18:42] And now look at me.
[18:42 - 18:50] I'm not a kid that went from being in the crowd to being up on that stage and rocking it.
[18:50 - 18:59] And I'm proud of that. I'm proud to say that I'm that dude that.
[18:59 - 19:11] That gets to be up on the stage and do what he loves to do and, you know, have a platform to speak his peace and to be able to help others like myself.
[19:11 - 19:21] Because at the end of the day, my true passion isn't just music. It isn't just gaming isn't just vlogging and doing live streams.
[19:21 - 19:31] My true passion is helping people.
[19:31 - 19:38] Like, you know, I love to help people. I've I've always been like that ever since I was a kid.
[19:38 - 19:45] I've always loved to help people. I've always loved to, you know, do what I can to help others.
[19:45 - 19:53] And I get that opportunity to help others like myself, you know, utilizing this platform.
[19:53 - 20:08] I get to, you know, speak about what I go through, you know, the situations that I've been through from being bullied, the loss of loved ones, the loss of my best friend, Zach, my best friend, David.
[20:08 - 20:19] You know, the, you know, the unfortunate things that I've had to deal with, you know, and so on and so on things, good things as well.
[20:19 - 20:35] Like, you know, getting the chance to meet, you know, my future wife on this platform, which I'm proud of meeting some of my best friends that would not only become, you know, some of my best friends.
[20:35 - 20:48] But business partners as well.
[20:48 - 20:56] You know, like, and I'm proud to say that, you know, I'm proud to say that I'm a music artist.
[20:56 - 21:10] I'm proud to say that I'm an advocate for, you know, anti-suicide, anti-bullying. I'm proud to say that I'm an advocate for autism, that, you know, I'm an advocate for people with special needs.
[21:10 - 21:19] And I'm also even prouder to say that I work as an online volunteer for the charity Operation Smile.
[21:19 - 21:27] Like, I'm very proud of that. And all these things I get to share with you guys on a daily basis.
[21:27 - 21:56] And then that right there is a lot in itself, like, damn, Corb's coming in hard, bro.
[21:56 - 22:04] But I mean, like, for real though, man, like, I couldn't ask for a better platform than this.
[22:04 - 22:13] Granted, there are certain things that I don't like about it, like the bullying and the attacks and the trolling.
[22:13 - 22:20] But at the same time, I have a platform now where I can speak out about it.
[22:20 - 22:28] I have a platform where I can be like, hey, you know, fuck the bullying, fuck the suicide.
[22:28 - 22:54] I would rather save a life than take a life. I would rather have a thousand real fans than a million fake fans.
[22:54 - 23:02] Like, for real, like, and for me, you know, and like I've told you guys before, for those of you that are for real,
[23:02 - 23:10] that are legitimate fans, you know, I can honestly say that, you know, to me, honestly, you guys aren't just fans.
[23:10 - 23:20] Like, you guys are like a second family to me. Straight up, like, you guys are my friends, my family, my homies.
[23:20 - 23:24] Like, and there's nothing that's ever going to change that, man.
[23:24 - 23:53] Like, you know.
[23:53 - 23:58] Like, you know, and you guys give me the chance to do stuff that I want to deal with my life.
[23:58 - 24:12] Like, everything from doing my artwork, my music, fucking vlogging, doing gaming streams and having fun, acting goofy as shit.
[24:12 - 24:23] Like, like, dude, I got to have my best friend of 15 years on here, my best friend who's like my little brother, Jake.
[24:23 - 24:31] Like, you guys welcomed him in with just instantaneous open arms.
[24:31 - 24:46] Like, and you see how goofy me and him are together. Like, you see how crazy we can be with each other, like, you know, like, he's literally, you know, like I said, he's one of my best friends, like.
[24:46 - 24:59] And for you guys to, you know, welcome in somebody that is literally like a little brother to me, who I've known for 15 plus years, like, that's awesome to me.
[24:59 - 25:08] And then for you guys to come in and welcome my girl in with open arms as well, like, that's a lot. That's dope.
[25:08 - 25:29] That's super cool to me to see that.
[25:29 - 25:57] You know, like, and some of you guys have been around for years and I mean years, some of you like, hell rebuildable Ryan here, man.
[25:57 - 26:02] Rebuildable Ryan has been here since day fucking one.
[26:02 - 26:25] Literally rebuildable Ryan was fucking on my channel back in the day from fucking literally my early days, literally my early days of YouTube for real.
[26:25 - 26:29] Hey, you're not wrong there, 971.
[26:29 - 26:46] You're not wrong there, dude. Like, the shit here is pretty crazy.
[26:46 - 27:04] You know, let me, let me mod Ryan real quick. I don't know how the hell you got a modded bro, but like, for real though, like, I can honestly say, aside from my best friend Sam.
[27:04 - 27:18] Bex, who you guys know is Becca and Ryan, there's not very many here who have actually gotten to see me grow since day one.
[27:18 - 27:26] And you know, like, Ryan has literally been there since the days of my fucking mystic music channel.
[27:26 - 27:46] From the early days of when I did the red, common music group soldier, boy, this remix like he's from that era from before I got big, before I started to be able to have a voice before I started blowing up.
[27:46 - 28:06] Like for real, like he's not gonna say man, Ryan is legit. Oh, gee, that's fuck like the dudes. Oh, gee, as fuck when it comes to sticking around.
[28:06 - 28:10] Yes, I am.
[28:10 - 28:18] I'm gonna scold it, we're a ninja, haha.
[28:18 - 28:32] I'm sorry, but that was funny.
[28:32 - 28:39] Come on, dude. Like, matter of fact, Ryan, I actually have an oldie for you, bro.
[28:39 - 28:48] I'm about to pull up an oldie track for you. I want to see if you remember this. Yo, Warlord, what's good homie? How you doing?
[28:48 - 29:00] How you doing, man? It's been a minute. What's good, bud?
[29:00 - 29:06] Oh, facts, dude. Ryan definitely is. Oh, gee, as fuck, not even gonna lie.
[29:06 - 29:29] Let's see, where is it at?
[29:29 - 29:51] Let's see, where the fuck is it?
[29:51 - 29:58] Ah, here we go. Hey, Ryan, there's like three for a loop homie.
[29:58 - 30:06] Hey, Ryan, let's see if you remember this one, dog. And this is old school as fuck.
[30:06 - 30:14] For those of you that don't know.
[30:14 - 30:42] Let me introduce you to an old school track.
[30:42 - 30:55] Hey, Ryan, I know you heard this one, dog.
[30:55 - 31:24] Oh, God.
[31:24 - 31:41] Hey, Cindy, thank you.
[31:41 - 32:10] Yes, thank you, boys, thanks.
[32:10 - 32:39] I have a bunch of shit I've got that this one right here.
[32:39 - 32:45] This one right here is actually one of my personal favorites.
[32:45 - 32:50] Let's see if you guys, I know Ryan remembers this fucking shit that I'm about to play out.
[32:50 - 32:53] Ryan, you cannot tell me you do not remember this shit, man.
[32:53 - 33:00] I think I remember, I remember you fucking jamming to this shit when I first dropped this.
[33:00 - 33:29] All right, Peter, the fucking big man, Chester, bro. Hundred percent, man. All right, Peter, homie, dog.
[33:29 - 33:58] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[33:58 - 34:27] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[34:27 - 34:55] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[34:55 - 35:18] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[35:18 - 35:26] Yeah, I have a bunch of L.P. remixes that I am going to play on the stream, so be ready for this shit, bro.
[35:27 - 35:55] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[35:55 - 36:52] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[36:52 - 37:21] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[37:21 - 37:42] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[37:42 - 37:59] If you guys have ever seen the anime series Ghost in the Shell, you guys will know exactly where I got the idea for this from. This is called The Laughing Man. Now if you guys remember Ghost in the Shell, you guys will know exactly what The Laughing Man is, so shout out to all the Ghost in the Shell fans.
[38:00 - 38:04] Yeah.
[38:05 - 38:22] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[38:22 - 38:49] Yeah.
[38:49 - 39:17] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
[39:17 - 39:41] Yeah, we'll be dropping this one next.
[39:41 - 40:01] Y'all I know I had this shit passed away, didn't you?
[40:01 - 40:05] Y'all I know I had that shit talked about back pocket, didn't you?
[40:05 - 40:16] Hold up, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, what? Hold up, yo, hold up, hold up, hold up, hold up, fucking fuck, let me fucking check, man.
[40:16 - 40:22] Yo, I swear to God if I hit that mark, bro, hold up.
[40:22 - 40:40] Y'all better not be fucking with me, dog. Y'all better not be fucking with me.
[40:40 - 41:27] I swear to God y'all better not be fucking with me, bro.
[41:28 - 41:47] Alright, I'm gonna have to end the stream right here, guys. I'm about to go check. I'll be right fucking back, man. I need to end the stream. I'm gonna go fucking check. Hold on.