2021-2-23 RISE ABOVE THE ASHES FULL ANTI BULLYING SHOW

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[0:30 - 0:33] I'm sick of seeing it.
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[0:41 - 0:45] You guys thought you could push people like me around.
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[0:47 - 0:50] You thought you could push the weak around.
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[0:57 - 1:01] You guys thought you could push people like me around, right?
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[1:10 - 1:12] Wrong, bitch.
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[1:16 - 1:22] 'Cause if there's one thing I won't do, and that I won't stand for,
[1:22 - 1:27] it's people like the Bender Boys and people like Music Biz Marty
[1:27 - 1:31] and Schmecklecat pushing people around.
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[1:34 - 1:41] For far too long, people like Tonic, myself, and other people who have suffered,
[1:41 - 1:43] I will no longer let that happen.
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[1:51 - 1:57] Because when I made a promise to defend those weaker than myself through music
[1:57 - 2:00] and to give people on this platform a place where they can come
[2:00 - 2:03] and be free from the hatred, I meant that.
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[2:21 - 2:33] And quite honestly, I'm tired of seeing the hatred.
[2:33 - 2:36] I'm tired of seeing the bullying.
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[2:43 - 2:50] And I can promise you, these scars that I have, I will wear them proudly,
[2:50 - 2:54] and I will defend those weaker than myself.
[2:54 - 3:03] And if you do have scars from being bullied, being attacked, wear them proudly.
[3:03 - 3:07] Wear those scars as a badge of honor.
[3:07 - 3:13] Because those scars showed and do continue to show that like me,
[3:13 - 3:17] you're a survivor, a fighter.
[3:17 - 3:22] And you've got the power and the will and the strength to keep fighting.
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[3:34 - 3:38] So I hope this first song helps you guys in some way,
[3:38 - 3:45] and I hope it shows that you should be proud of the scars that you're given.
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[3:51 - 3:54] Because you all are amazing in your own way.
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[4:13 - 4:23] Excuse me, excuse me, all that I need, all I can see when I look in the mirror, I can't escape all these thoughts in my mind,
[4:23 - 4:30] the waiting too long, the time I've been back to it, if I fall, there's everything I know.
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[4:33 - 4:37] They all do well, but all the time will tell.
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[8:07 - 8:17] You know, it's funny, you say I need to go into comedy, but I know what I'm meant to do, motherfucker.
[8:17 - 8:27] I know exactly what I'm meant to do, and what I'm meant to do is music and staying up against punk-ass bullies like you fuckbags.
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[12:28 - 12:50] You know, there's one thing I'm really getting tired of, and that's these fake-ass fucking trolls thinking they could walk up in here and be fucking snakes and attack people and troll people for no goddamn reason, except to get a fucking laugh.
[12:50 - 12:57] See, it's motherfuckers like you guys, the fucking trolls, that have no fucking lies.
[12:57 - 13:07] So what do you do? You run up here, run in your mouth, trying to attack people, thinking that you could stop people like me.
[13:07 - 13:14] Oh, guess what, motherfuckers? I'm the answer to that problem.
[13:14 - 13:25] I am the answer to that problem. If you want to know why, I stand up for people like myself against little bitch-ass trolls like you guys every fucking day.
[13:25 - 13:39] And what y'all fuckbags don't realize is that it's little bitch-ass trolls like you that are the reason for suicide for people like myself and people like me every fucking day.
[13:39 - 13:44] Because of people like you since this fucking pandemic started.
[13:44 - 13:53] Do you know how many teens and young adults take their lives every fucking day because of trolling and fucking cyberbullying?
[13:53 - 14:00] Do you not realize how many people lose their lives every day because of that shit?
[14:00 - 14:12] I'm out here trying to save lives. What are you trying to do? And last, I say this, fuck suicide and fuck bullying.
[14:12 - 14:21] Because I don't care how many of you fuckbags there are, I will continue to be that voice that people need.
[14:21 - 14:28] I will continue to be that person that is understanding, that knows what it's like to be there.
[14:28 - 14:48] Because like this Phoenix Ocarina right here, like this beautiful Phoenix Ocarina, I will rise above everything.
[14:48 - 14:54] I will rise above the ashes. I will continue to fight.
[14:57 - 15:00] And if you think I'm playing, try me.
[15:00 - 15:21] And this song right here, this is going out to all those that we unfortunately lost between last year and this year due to suicide.
[15:21 - 15:29] This song right here is going out to every single person that we've ever lost to suicide due to bullying.
[15:29 - 15:45] And if you know somebody that lost their life to bullying or to suicide, please, by all means, put their names in the comments right now.
[15:45 - 15:54] And if you know somebody that lost their life to suicide, please, by all means, put their names in the comments right now.
[15:54 - 16:01] Should I stay?
[16:01 - 16:07] Where are the signs I ignored?
[16:10 - 16:18] Cannot help you, not to hurt anymore.
[16:18 - 16:31] We saw brilliance when the world was asleep.
[16:33 - 16:41] There are things that we can have, but can't keep.
[16:41 - 16:59] If they say, "Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars? It flickers, flickers. Who cares if someone's time runs out?
[16:59 - 17:16] If a moment is all we are, we're quicker, quicker. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[17:18 - 17:28] The reminder, pull the floor from your feet.
[17:29 - 17:51] In the kitchen, one more chair than you need. Oh, and you're angry, and you shouldn't be. It's not fair.
[17:52 - 18:01] Just 'cause you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there.
[18:01 - 18:18] If they say, "Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars? It flickers, flickers. Who cares if someone's time runs out?
[18:19 - 18:37] If a moment is all we are, we're quicker, quicker. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[18:41 - 18:53] And let me say right now, to all the trolls out there, I am a survivor of suicide, so I know what it's like. And I'm going to continue to help those that fucking need it.
[18:59 - 19:14] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars? It flickers, flickers. Who cares if someone's time runs out?
[19:15 - 19:40] If a moment is all we are, we're quicker, quicker. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[19:40 - 20:01] Rest in peace to all those that we lost to suicide between last year and this year.
[20:02 - 20:19] Your memory is never forgotten, and every single one of you is still here with us. Your legacies will live on through all of us.
[20:20 - 20:35] Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[20:36 - 21:03] Now it's time to give you guys, for those of you that don't understand what it's like to deal with suicide and what it's like to struggle with depression, let me give you guys an inside look at what it's like.
[21:04 - 21:26] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some help? Take some meds. Go see a counselor. They can help you with your problems." Some people will never understand. It's a blow inside your head.
[21:27 - 21:37] Lately, I've been distant from the world in a quiet place. Feels like a mind but I'm differently, I can't embrace. From all the curtain I'll obtain, can you feel my rage?
[21:38 - 24:14] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Take some meds. Go see a counselor. They can help you with your problems."
[24:15 - 24:39] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Take some meds. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. They can help you with your problems."
[24:40 - 24:57] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Take some meds. Go see a counselor. They can help you with your problems."
[24:58 - 25:15] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Take some meds. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor."
[25:16 - 25:42] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor."
[25:43 - 26:07] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Take some meds. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor."
[26:08 - 27:03] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor."
[27:04 - 27:28] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor."
[27:29 - 27:55] People will tell you, "Why don't you go get some meds? Go see a counselor. Go see a counselor."
[27:56 - 28:09] "I don't want you to let me in. I don't want you to let me in."
[28:10 - 28:25] And what I spoke about in that song is very fucking true. Last year, because of people like Marty, I did attempt to kill myself. I did attempt suicide because of Marty.
[28:25 - 28:35] And let me tell you right now, if it wasn't for two of my best friends, Brittany and Ted, as well as my own girlfriend, I might not be here.
[28:36 - 28:46] What you guys don't realize, what you fucking trolls and what you fucking bullies don't realize is suicide is a lot more real than you fucking think.
[28:46 - 28:59] It's very fucking real and no one fucking deserves it. No one deserves what you put them through or what you put me through.
[29:00 - 29:16] I'm proud to be a survivor. You want to know why? Because I got a second chance at life. I got a chance to help people like myself who struggle from bitch ass weak fuck boys who want to bully people.
[29:16 - 29:28] I am the voice for those that deal with suicide. I am the voice for those that get bullied and I'm proud to be that.
[29:29 - 29:43] I'm proud to be that voice and I don't give a fuck whether you bash on me, hate on me, whatever. I don't give a fuck. I will continue to make music. I will continue to help people in any way that I fucking can.
[29:43 - 29:48] And if you don't like it, then get the fuck out and go to another goddamn channel.
[29:51 - 30:08] Because this channel is built for those that need and escape from their everyday lives. This is built for those that don't have a way out. I give these people a way out because I've been in that dark place.
[30:09 - 30:17] And let me tell you, being in that dark place is not some place anyone deserves.
[30:17 - 30:28] Let me tell you, because of people like Marty, I have attempted to kill myself and I'm not afraid to talk about it.
[30:31 - 30:42] Because I know there's somebody out there like me suffering through the same struggles that I go through, suffering through the same bullshit, the same hell that I go through.
[30:51 - 31:05] And let me tell you, no one deserves that. No one deserves to get bullied and no one deserves to get trolled, especially not being trolled or bullied to the point of suicide.
[31:06 - 31:28] No one deserves to be talked down on. No one deserves the bullshit that you pussy-ass trolls do to them. No one deserves that shit. Not me, not them. Hell, even you trolls don't deserve that. No one deserves to be bullied. No one deserves it.
[31:28 - 31:47] And I will continue to fight against people like Marty, against people like the Bender Boys, against people like these fucking bitch-ass fake trolls.
[31:48 - 32:00] I refuse to back down. You guys and Marty can say what you want about me, but we all know that everything that comes out of Marty's fucking mouth is a lie.
[32:00 - 32:07] Hold on, guys. Yeah.
[32:14 - 32:17] How come that caper's on the mark?
[32:17 - 32:32] I asked you why you left the gate open.
[32:32 - 70:30] No, we didn't hit those ships when we left.
[70:30 - 70:32] We didn't hit those ships when we left.
[70:32 - 73:53] No, we didn't hit those ships when we left.
[73:53 - 73:55] We didn't hit those ships when we left.
[73:55 - 83:39] No, we didn't hit those ships when we left.