2021-2-2 Im Literaly At my breaking point

[0:00 - 5:05] A little bit too much to make sure you keep your eyes closed.
[5:05 - 5:10] Like I said, things may not have always gone the way I planned,
[5:10 - 5:15] but unlike you, Marty, I don't sit there and I don't let it tag people for no reason,
[5:15 - 5:20] especially after they fucking apologized to me.
[5:20 - 5:26] If you were, like let's say, if you were to like, let's switch the roles here, Marty.
[5:26 - 5:32] Let's say if you were to do that to me and you came to me as a man and apologized to me,
[5:32 - 5:37] I'd accept your apology and let it go and move on with my life.
[5:37 - 5:42] I wouldn't sit there and come after you every fucking day of the week.
[5:42 - 5:47] I wouldn't sit there and attack you over and over and over
[5:47 - 5:52] and do fuck the shit like send you Ralph and tell you to fucking kill yourself.
[5:52 - 5:55] I wouldn't do that.
[5:56 - 6:00] But that's exactly what you do.
[6:00 - 6:16] What should we do?
[6:16 - 6:18] It's not on the list.
[6:18 - 6:33] Why you don't understand how much of my life you are fucking up, Marty.
[6:33 - 6:38] You don't understand how much of my life you have actually fucked up and ruined.
[6:38 - 6:41] Because of you.
[6:41 - 6:44] Because of you, Marty.
[6:44 - 6:52] Because of you, I've lost friends like Courtney.
[6:52 - 7:00] I've lost really good friends and family because of you, Marty.
[7:00 - 7:07] And all you can do is sit there and attack me day in and day out
[7:07 - 7:09] and you wonder why I do what I do to you.
[7:09 - 7:13] You wonder why I fight back.
[7:13 - 7:22] Do you think I like saying that shit that I say to you? No.
[7:22 - 7:26] But somebody needs to give you a dose of your own goddamn medicine.
[7:26 - 7:32] Somebody needs to show you what it's like to be hurt the way that you've hurt me.
[7:38 - 7:44] All you've done is fucking ruin my life.
[7:44 - 7:48] That's all you've ever done.
[7:48 - 7:58] Do you understand me, you bastard?
[7:58 - 8:03] That's fearless in death.
[8:03 - 8:14] You wonder why I threaten to kill you so much, Marty.
[8:14 - 8:18] It's because of what you fucking do.
[8:18 - 8:21] It's because you push me to that point, man.
[8:21 - 8:27] You push me to that point of wanting to kill you.
[8:27 - 8:33] You push me to that point because you bully me so fucking much.
[8:33 - 8:39] And you don't think I haven't tried to take my life because of you? I have.
[8:43 - 8:48] Twice in a row, I have tried to take my life because of you.
[8:48 - 8:52] But you wonder what stopped me from doing it, my friends.
[8:52 - 8:57] My friends that actually care about me talked me down from it.
[8:57 - 9:06] I am done with this, Marty. You need to quit.
[9:07 - 9:18] I'll be right back, guys.
[9:19 - 12:31] (door opens)
[12:32 - 12:37] Oh, that doesn't do good. It wasn't me.
[12:37 - 12:41] Which one, lava? He's going round.
[12:41 - 12:42] No.
[12:42 - 12:44] Which one?
[12:44 - 12:48] Girl, you're just not fucking supposed to yet.
[12:48 - 12:57] Oh, Kendall? Kendall and Ann are talking, and Kendall wants to get revenge on me, so she's going through her hands to do it.
[12:57 - 12:59] Yeah, no, you're for what?
[13:00 - 13:02] I don't fucking know.
[13:02 - 13:11] But those two are talking, and are now flying ways to fuck my life up, to fuck everybody's lives up,
[13:11 - 13:15] who knows that she gets a cause of fire and an old criminal.
[13:15 - 13:18] Even though she's wanted, it's a really different state.
[13:18 - 13:23] Three different states, ready for it now.
[13:27 - 13:31] I don't know what to fucking do, because I'm just trying to live my life.
[13:31 - 13:35] And if money's doing what I want, you know, this could be fucked up.
[13:35 - 13:37] The guy knows.
[13:37 - 13:39] I know this.
[13:39 - 13:43] And I've talked to him all the other day, I have to be honest with you, honestly.
[13:43 - 13:46] He did not know that she did that.
[13:46 - 13:51] She woke up the rest in the middle of the night, like he was sleeping.
[13:56 - 14:00] She woke up in the middle of the night without his fucking dog in the back.
[14:00 - 14:19] Right now, I don't want to fucking do that.
[14:19 - 14:25] Oh, why don't we always forget those?
[14:26 - 14:30] So, literally, I was talking about the laws here for cyberbullying,
[14:30 - 14:33] but these migrants don't take that seriously.
[14:33 - 14:36] They think that it's a civil thing.
[14:36 - 14:39] Like, oh, why don't you always watch this?
[14:39 - 14:42] You know what they haven't done all that shit before?
[14:42 - 14:50] I don't fucking know what I'm going to do right now.
[14:51 - 14:55] Like I said, I don't know.
[14:56 - 15:26] [COUGHING]
[15:51 - 15:54] I got you, G. Don't worry, man.
[15:54 - 15:59] Y'all want to know what happened? Let me explain it to you.
[15:59 - 16:11] I sat down with Marty on Discord today,
[16:11 - 16:16] and I finally fucking went off on him over a call.
[16:17 - 16:22] And he kept on making up all these reasons as to why he keeps attacking me
[16:22 - 16:27] over and over and over.
[16:27 - 16:35] And yet he keeps on saying like, "Oh, it's your fault.
[16:35 - 16:38] Oh, it's, you know, you're going to jail.
[16:38 - 16:41] No, you're doing this. You're doing that."
[16:41 - 16:45] Like, what the fuck, dude?
[16:46 - 16:49] He's not banned.
[16:49 - 16:55] Junior's not banned. What the fuck?
[16:55 - 17:08] Point being, this has got to stop.
[17:08 - 17:14] Yeah, I can see you, classic. I got you, man.
[17:14 - 17:17] [COUGHING]
[17:17 - 17:29] All I'm trying to do...
[17:29 - 17:36] All I'm trying to do is live my life in peace
[17:36 - 17:41] and make a living doing what I love to do for those that support me,
[17:41 - 17:44] for those that enjoy my work.
[17:44 - 17:47] I'm trying to give them music that they enjoy.
[17:47 - 18:00] And I'm trying to make a living for my fucking family.
[18:01 - 18:10] What is so wrong about wanting to make a life for my family?
[18:10 - 18:15] What is so wrong about that?
[18:26 - 18:32] Like, what is so wrong about wanting to make a living for my family doing what I love to do?
[18:33 - 18:51] [COUGHING]
[19:17 - 19:23] But here's the thing. Because of Marty, I lost friends and people I'm close to.
[19:23 - 19:26] People that I've known for years...
[19:26 - 19:33] have now turned on me.
[19:44 - 19:49] Because of Marty, people have turned on me.
[19:49 - 20:04] I know I do, babe, and I thank you for that.
[20:09 - 20:15] I don't know what to do anymore. The police won't do anything. Nobody will do anything.
[20:15 - 20:19] I don't know what to do anymore.
[20:19 - 20:27] The police will not do anything. Nobody's heard back from the lawyer yet that I'm supposed to be getting in contact with.
[20:27 - 20:30] Nobody has heard back.
[20:38 - 20:46] I don't know what to do. It's like, how long is it going to be before something finally gets fucking done?
[20:46 - 20:55] Why do you think I want Marty's channel gone? Why do you think I want him arrested?
[20:58 - 21:07] The dude is doing nothing but attacking me over and over and over and it's--
[21:07 - 21:16] I'm done yet.
[21:16 - 21:26] I need your guys' help. This is gone for me. I'm trolling.
[21:27 - 21:31] To bullying, to straight out trying to ruin my life.
[21:31 - 21:40] I need your guys' help to shut down Marty for fucking good. This has got to end.
[21:40 - 21:48] And actually, yes, it is Dana. Cyberbullying, that is a federal crime.
[21:48 - 21:53] If you look it up, cyberbullying is actually a federal offense.
[21:53 - 22:16] [Silence]
[22:16 - 22:20] My mom doesn't even know what to do.
[22:20 - 22:32] [Silence]
[22:32 - 22:41] And you want to know why they haven't charged him? Because the police here in Akron, Ohio don't believe that cyberbullying is a federal offense.
[22:42 - 22:50] They don't see it as a civil case. They don't see it as federal. They see it as civil, which means they won't do anything.
[22:50 - 22:55] [Silence]
[22:55 - 22:59] I'm done. I'm done.
[23:00 - 23:04] [Silence]
[23:04 - 23:13] I need to go in dinner, guys. Tange, as soon as I'm done, I will call you. We need to talk about this because this is getting out of hand.
[23:13 - 23:19] [Silence]
[23:19 - 23:25] But I'm telling you guys right now, yeah, why not, guys?
[23:26 - 23:40] [Silence]
[23:40 - 23:48] Guys, I have to go eat dinner real quick. Tange, as soon as I'm done eating, I'll message you on Discord.
[23:49 - 23:56] I need your help to stop this. I need your kind of help to bring down Marty. This has got to stop.
[23:56 - 24:04] He's digging into my personal life and ruining my personal life. This has got to stop.
[24:05 - 24:20] [Silence]
[24:21 - 24:35] Guys, help me stop this.