2021-2-15 Darkness within fear FUll SHow 1

[0:00 - 0:24] Hey, what's up guys, we are back.
[0:24 - 0:43] How's everybody doing?
[0:43 - 2:11] Good.
[2:11 - 2:22] Today, we're the signs I ignore.
[2:22 - 2:33] Can I help you not to hurt anymore?
[2:33 - 2:44] We saw brilliance when the world was asleep.
[2:44 - 3:07] There are things we can help, but can't keep. If they say, who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars, it flickers, flickers.
[3:07 - 3:30] Who cares when someone's time runs out if a moment is all we are quicker and quicker. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[3:30 - 3:41] The reminder, pull the floor from your feet.
[3:41 - 3:50] In the kitchen, one more chair that you need.
[3:50 - 4:12] Oh, and you're angry, and you should be. It's not fair, just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it, isn't it?
[4:12 - 4:26] If they say, who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars, it flickers, flickers.
[4:26 - 4:47] Who cares when someone's time runs out if a moment is all we are quicker and quicker. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[4:47 - 5:14] Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of a million stars, it flickers, flickers.
[5:14 - 5:42] Who cares when someone's time runs out if a moment is all we are quicker and quicker. Who cares if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[5:43 - 6:41] Who cares if one more light goes out if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[6:41 - 8:11] Who cares if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[8:11 - 8:20] Who cares if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[8:20 - 8:29] Who cares if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[8:29 - 8:38] Who cares if one more light goes out if one more light goes out if one more light goes out? Well, I do.
[8:38 - 8:43] ? 'Cause I don't wanna fall ?
[8:43 - 8:48] ? Yeah, I'll never fight again ?
[8:48 - 8:52] ? And this is how it ends ?
[8:52 - 8:54] ? I don't know what's worth fighting for ?
[8:54 - 8:56] ? Why you have to scream ?
[8:56 - 8:59] ? I'm gonna ask my daddy ?
[8:59 - 9:01] ? To show you what I mean ?
[9:01 - 9:04] ? I don't know how I go this way ?
[9:04 - 9:08] ? I'll never be the light ?
[9:08 - 9:20] ? I'm breaking the heart ?
[9:20 - 9:22] ? Tonight ?
[9:22 - 10:07] (soft piano music)
[10:07 - 10:31] - Yeah, we're back at it, man.
[10:32 - 14:28] (soft piano music)
[14:28 - 14:32] - People will tell you, why don't you go get some help?
[14:32 - 14:33] Take some meds.
[14:33 - 14:35] (soft piano music)
[14:35 - 14:37] Go see a counselor.
[14:37 - 14:39] Now they can help you with your problems.
[14:39 - 14:40] (soft piano music)
[14:40 - 14:43] Some people can never understand.
[14:43 - 14:44] (soft piano music)
[14:44 - 14:45] It's a war inside your head.
[14:45 - 14:47] (soft piano music)
[14:47 - 14:49] ? Lately I've been distant from the world ?
[14:49 - 14:50] ? In a quiet place ?
[14:50 - 14:51] ? Feels like it might be ?
[14:51 - 14:53] ? Why I definitely I can't embrace ?
[14:53 - 14:55] ? From all the hurt and all the pain ?
[14:55 - 14:57] ? Can you feel my rage growing up with ?
[14:57 - 14:59] ? Only they consider me a basket case ?
[14:59 - 15:00] ? Things have changed ?
[15:00 - 15:02] ? The past is done and over with ?
[15:02 - 15:03] ? Why I keep a trauma ?
[15:03 - 15:05] ? None of all my thoughts so cancerous ?
[15:05 - 15:06] ? One of my best friend have to die ?
[15:06 - 15:08] ? I got, can you please answer this ?
[15:08 - 15:09] ? One of my mother acting nice ?
[15:09 - 15:11] ? And I'm a less relationship ?
[15:11 - 15:12] ? Maybe I'm a dumber ?
[15:12 - 15:14] ? Take a shot of C and W ?
[15:14 - 15:15] ? I can hear my stomach problem ?
[15:15 - 15:17] ? Imagine I can never settle out ?
[15:17 - 15:18] ? I'm a thunder struggle ?
[15:18 - 15:19] ? I can promise staying home ?
[15:19 - 15:21] ? My life's up for the trouble ?
[15:21 - 15:22] ? Like a summer fucking tunnel ?
[15:22 - 15:24] ? If my thoughts get really killed ?
[15:24 - 15:25] ? Best believe I will be dead ?
[15:25 - 15:27] ? I ain't milking, saving lives ?
[15:27 - 15:28] ? And sometimes I forget ?
[15:28 - 15:33] ? Cause my feelings came to play ?
[15:33 - 15:34] ? And barely hangin' by a thread ?
[15:34 - 15:35] ? Maybe I should pull this trigger ?
[15:35 - 15:36] ? And just lay my mind to rest ?
[15:36 - 15:37] ? Yeah, I've lost in the music ?
[15:37 - 15:38] ? This is therapeutic ?
[15:38 - 15:39] ? Barely hanging on ?
[15:39 - 15:42] ? I don't know if I can do this ?
[15:42 - 15:44] ? Will I rise, will I fall ?
[15:44 - 15:48] ? I don't know anymore ?
[15:48 - 15:50] ? Look at my reflection ?
[15:50 - 15:51] ? Angel versus demon ?
[15:51 - 15:54] ? Wish that I was dreaming ?
[15:54 - 15:58] ? Will I rise, will I fall ?
[15:58 - 15:59] ? I don't know anymore ?
[15:59 - 16:00] ? Will I rise, will I fall ?
[16:00 - 16:01] ? I know your life ain't glamorous ?
[16:01 - 16:02] ? I can see it in your eyes ?
[16:02 - 16:03] ? You can't even stand yourself ?
[16:03 - 16:04] ? You pass it on to you ?
[16:04 - 16:05] ? So you go to rhyme a little ?
[16:05 - 16:06] ? Toss it turning every night to fate ?
[16:06 - 16:07] ? And if it even helps ?
[16:07 - 16:08] ? You put the body in ?
[16:08 - 16:09] ? Put the drugs ?
[16:09 - 16:10] ? Put the reefer ?
[16:10 - 16:11] ? And now you think it's problem solved ?
[16:11 - 16:12] ? Cause you change your people ?
[16:12 - 16:13] ? You wake up miserable ?
[16:13 - 16:14] ? It's clean your feet and not for evil ?
[16:14 - 16:27] ? Take my hand tonight and I can promise you'll be always peaceful ?
[16:27 - 16:28] ? What about my family ?
[16:28 - 16:29] ? I can't leave them in ?
[16:29 - 16:30] ? Is this all right ?
[16:30 - 16:31] ? Give it time, I know of all ?
[16:31 - 16:32] ? Forget about you anyway ?
[16:32 - 16:33] ? What about my players ?
[16:33 - 16:34] ? And the impact that I've made on them ?
[16:34 - 16:35] ? Find another source ?
[16:35 - 16:36] ? Do not worry there will all of men ?
[16:36 - 16:37] ? It's better if you go ?
[16:37 - 16:38] ? Do not act like you have any friends ?
[16:38 - 16:39] ? Heaven don't exist ?
[16:39 - 16:40] ? This is it ?
[16:40 - 16:41] ? Will you take my hand ?
[16:41 - 16:42] ? The voice is getting louder ?
[16:42 - 16:43] ? You can't fight ?
[16:43 - 16:44] ? This is the sign you will ?
[16:44 - 16:45] ? Join me on the countryside ?
[16:45 - 16:46] ? Through the dream you get to help ?
[16:46 - 16:47] ? Lost in the music ?
[16:47 - 16:48] ? This is therapeutic ?
[16:48 - 16:49] ? Barely hanging on ?
[16:49 - 16:50] ? I don't know if I can do this ?
[16:50 - 16:51] ? Will I rise ?
[16:51 - 16:52] ? Will I fall ?
[16:52 - 16:53] ? Will I rise ?
[16:53 - 16:54] ? Will I fall ?
[16:54 - 16:55] ? I don't know anymore ?
[16:55 - 16:56] ? Look at my reflection ?
[16:56 - 16:57] ? Hey diversity ?
[16:57 - 16:58] ? Man, what shit I was dreaming ?
[16:58 - 16:59] ? Will I rise ?
[16:59 - 17:00] ? Will I fall ?
[17:00 - 17:01] ? Will I rise ?
[17:01 - 17:02] ? Will I fall ?
[17:02 - 17:03] ? I don't know anymore ?
[17:03 - 17:04] ? I feel like it ?
[17:04 - 17:06] ? I was dreaming ?
[17:06 - 17:10] ? When I rise, when I fall ?
[17:10 - 17:13] ? I don't know anymore ?
[17:13 - 17:16] ? I feel like giving up though ?
[17:16 - 17:19] ? Some things I can't explain though ?
[17:19 - 17:22] ? I feel like giving up though ?
[17:22 - 17:25] ? Some things I can't explain though ?
[17:25 - 17:27] ? When I rise, when I fall ?
[17:27 - 17:30] ? I don't know anymore ?
[17:30 - 17:33] ? When I rise, when I fall ?
[17:33 - 17:36] ? I don't know anymore ?
[17:36 - 17:42] ? Yo Justin, what up homie ?
[17:42 - 17:43] ? I'm yo Jen ?
[17:43 - 17:44] ? Here in a few minutes I'm gonna call ya ?
[17:44 - 17:46] ? I'm actually gonna do one more track ?
[17:46 - 17:51] ? And then I am going to call your ass up ?
[17:51 - 17:59] ? All right, give me just a few more minutes ?
[17:59 - 18:03] ? And then I'm gonna call ya, all right ?
[18:03 - 21:21] ? All right, give me just a few more minutes ?
[21:21 - 21:47] ? Everybody get down ?
[21:47 - 21:49] (upbeat music)
[21:49 - 21:51] ? Everybody get down ?
[21:51 - 21:53] (dramatic music)
[21:53 - 22:11] ? Everybody get down ?
[22:11 - 22:13] (upbeat music)
[22:13 - 22:43] ? Everybody get down ?
[22:43 - 22:45] (upbeat music)
[22:45 - 23:01] ? Everybody get down ?
[23:01 - 23:03] (upbeat music)
[23:03 - 23:11] ? Everybody get down ?
[23:11 - 23:13] (upbeat music)
[23:13 - 23:19] (keyboard clanking)
[23:19 - 23:21] - I hope you guys see now
[23:21 - 23:23] what it is that I deal with.
[23:23 - 23:25] (keyboard clanking)
[23:25 - 23:27] That song I just did, that's something that I deal with
[23:27 - 23:29] every fucking day because of people like Marty.
[23:29 - 23:31] (keyboard clanking)
[23:31 - 23:33] Every day I deal with that shit.
[23:33 - 23:35] When I go to sleep,
[23:35 - 23:37] I don't go to sleep to, you know,
[23:37 - 23:39] have a dream.
[23:39 - 23:41] I go to sleep 'til fucking war, man.
[23:41 - 23:43] I go to war every fucking night
[23:43 - 23:45] with the demons in my head because of Marty, man.
[23:45 - 23:47] Every night.
[23:47 - 23:49] And it sucks.
[23:49 - 23:51] (keyboard clanking)
[23:51 - 23:53] But with that being said, guys,
[23:53 - 23:55] I hope you guys did enjoy this
[23:55 - 23:59] little bit of the last bit of the show from last year.
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[24:23 - 24:25] And with that being said,
[24:25 - 24:27] I'll catch you guys in the next video.
[24:27 - 24:29] Much love, man.
[24:29 - 24:31] Shout out to the scarred ones.
[24:31 - 24:33] Fucking love you guys, and I'll catch y'all later, man.
[24:33 - 24:35] Oh, and honestly, I know that we'll be starting
[24:35 - 24:37] an art channel very soon for my digital artwork,
[24:37 - 24:39] so be on the lookout for that.
[24:39 - 24:41] Peace.
[24:42 - 24:50] .