2021-12-4 MUSIC FOR CHANGE

[0:30 - 0:34] You guys see those hatchets on my back
[1:00 - 1:29] You guys see those hatchets
[1:29 - 1:35] that were on my back
[1:35 - 1:46] Let me tell you a little story about those
[1:46 - 1:54] You see when I went to North High School
[1:54 - 2:04] I made a promise
[2:04 - 2:12] Just like I got protected by my friends
[2:12 - 2:17] The day I became a North High Viking
[2:17 - 2:25] I took a very serious oath
[2:25 - 2:31] To protect those that are weaker than me
[2:31 - 2:34] Just like I got protected
[2:34 - 2:42] Just like I got defended
[2:42 - 2:49] And that's exactly what I'm here to fucking do
[2:49 - 3:00] So as of this moment I am calling out everyone who's ever bullied me, Rosie Wren or anyone
[3:00 - 3:03] like me
[3:03 - 3:08] And I mean I'm calling everyone you motherfuckers out
[3:08 - 3:23] Masshole reports, William Gloryhole, Rustic Angel, Shamrock, I'm calling everyone of you
[3:23 - 3:29] out
[3:29 - 3:35] And I do mean I'm calling everyone of you out
[3:35 - 3:43] You think that you can just bolt up on this platform and make fun of people?
[3:43 - 3:56] Alright come on, William Gloryhole, you pushed someone to suicide
[3:56 - 4:05] And unfortunately that person is no longer with us
[4:05 - 4:11] And Rustic
[4:11 - 4:18] You and Shamrock and your little friends pick on people like Rosie Wren who are special
[4:18 - 4:22] needs
[4:22 - 4:26] You know what I see when I look at you guys?
[4:26 - 4:30] I don't see a bunch of badasses
[4:30 - 4:36] I see a bunch of limp dick pussies who are afraid to fucking fight
[4:36 - 4:39] That's all I see
[4:39 - 4:43] You think running around the internet makes you a badass?
[4:43 - 4:48] It don't make you nothing but a punk ass bitch
[4:48 - 4:55] That's all it makes you is a fucking coward
[4:55 - 4:59] You think it's right to come up here and fuck with someone?
[4:59 - 5:09] You're wrong
[5:09 - 5:13] You think it's funny to push someone to fucking suicide?
[5:13 - 5:18] You're out of your goddamn mind
[5:18 - 5:21] You think you can just bolt up in and do whatever you want?
[5:21 - 5:24] Wrong answer, motherfuckers
[5:24 - 5:27] You can't do whatever the fuck you want to do
[5:27 - 5:35] Not in my neighborhood
[5:35 - 5:40] Cause let me tell you right now, my boy Matt right here will tell you
[5:40 - 5:46] I stand up for motherfuckers like me and him all the damn time
[5:46 - 5:52] You really think I'm afraid of you just cause you post info on me?
[5:52 - 5:55] You're losers
[5:55 - 6:00] You're a bunch of limp dick losers hiding behind a goddamn computer screen
[6:00 - 6:03] Like a little bitch
[6:03 - 6:04] That's all you do
[6:04 - 6:09] You hide like a bitch
[6:09 - 6:16] You think it's okay to come up in to my fucking neighborhood
[6:16 - 6:18] On YouTube
[6:18 - 6:23] Where I'm trying to help people and you start pushing motherfuckers around?
[6:23 - 6:28] Hell no
[6:28 - 6:32] See you can fuck with me all you want, I don't care
[6:32 - 6:43] Cause I can take every one of you pussy's on with my goddamn eyes shut
[6:43 - 6:50] The one thing I will not do is let you pick on someone like me
[6:50 - 6:54] Who needs protecting
[6:54 - 7:00] So Rosie Wren, I hope you're watching this
[7:00 - 7:03] Cause this first one's for you kid
[7:03 - 7:08] I want you to know that I got your motherfucking back
[7:08 - 7:12] And if you ever need someone to talk to you, I'm here for you
[7:12 - 7:17] You don't need these losers, you can do better than them
[7:17 - 7:22] Don't let these little pussy's push you around, cause you're better than that
[7:22 - 7:32] So Rosie Wren, this first song is going on to you
[7:32 - 7:52] She's like you, I know what it's like to be bullied
[7:52 - 7:56] I have nothing left to give
[7:56 - 7:59] I have found the perfect dad
[7:59 - 8:03] You weren't meant to make it hurt
[8:03 - 8:07] Disappearing to the dirt
[8:07 - 8:11] Carry me to heaven's arms
[8:11 - 8:15] Light the way and let me go
[8:15 - 8:19] I want time to take my breath
[8:19 - 8:23] I will then wear I began
[8:23 - 8:31] Then I will fight the enemy with it
[8:31 - 8:37] Cause I can feel a crowd beneath my skin
[8:37 - 8:44] Dear agony, just think of me
[8:44 - 8:52] Softly, slowly, is this the way it's gonna be
[8:52 - 9:04] Dear agony
[9:04 - 9:08] Suddenly the lights go out
[9:08 - 9:12] Then forever drag me down
[9:12 - 9:16] Till I will fight for one last breath
[9:16 - 9:21] I will fight until we get
[9:21 - 9:29] Then I will fight the enemy with it
[9:29 - 9:34] Cause I can feel a crowd beneath my skin
[9:34 - 9:41] Dear agony, just think of me
[9:41 - 9:49] Softly, slowly, is this the way it's gonna be
[9:49 - 9:57] Don't bury me, face less enemy
[9:57 - 10:05] I'm so sorry, is this the way it's gonna be
[10:05 - 10:14] Dear agony, leave me alone
[10:14 - 10:18] God, let me go
[10:18 - 10:22] Young, blue rain, cold
[10:22 - 10:25] Blue skies will burn
[10:25 - 10:29] Love, pull me down
[10:29 - 10:37] Hail to me, I'll just turn around
[10:37 - 10:43] There's nothing left
[10:43 - 10:50] Don't worry for me of this world
[10:50 - 10:55] I feel nothing anymore
[10:55 - 11:02] Dear agony, just think of me
[11:02 - 11:10] Softly, slowly, is this the way it's gonna be
[11:10 - 11:17] Don't bury me, face less enemy
[11:17 - 11:25] I'm so sorry, is this the way it's gonna be
[11:25 - 11:37] Dear agony, I feel nothing anymore
[11:40 - 11:56] So Shamrock, Rustic, instead of picking on Rosie Wren, why would you pick on someone
[11:56 - 12:04] like me, someone who can take your sorry ass and make you look like a fucking dumbass
[12:04 - 12:13] in front of all your little fucking fans And yes, Rustic, that includes you
[12:13 - 12:15] You know what's sad about you, Rustic?
[12:15 - 12:27] I used to look up to you
[12:27 - 12:30] Do you now remember that conversation we had?
[12:30 - 12:34] That day when you were on my live stream?
[12:34 - 12:39] Do you now remember that conversation that we had?
[12:39 - 12:48] Because I remember like it was fucking yesterday
[12:48 - 12:54] I straight out told you to your face I used to look up to you as an artist
[12:54 - 12:59] You had some amazing fucking artwork selling the best steampunk art that I've ever seen
[12:59 - 13:14] in my fucking life Shit that deserves me in art galleries
[13:14 - 13:21] But what I want to know is what happened to the Rustic that I used to look up to?
[13:21 - 13:27] The Rustic that didn't get involved with troll ass bullshit
[13:27 - 13:33] What happened to the Rustic that used to be kind of people, that used to help people?
[13:33 - 13:37] What happened to that side of you?
[13:37 - 13:48] Because all I see now is an empty shell of the person that you used to be
[13:48 - 13:56] That's all I see is an empty hollow shell of the person that I used to look up to
[13:57 - 14:05] Now all I see is a spineless pussy running her fucking mouth acting like she's a badass
[14:05 - 14:11] when really she's nothing more than a hollow shell of what she used to fucking be
[14:11 - 14:17] You used to be an amazing artist now look at you
[14:17 - 14:22] Washed up trolling people thinking you're a badass
[14:23 - 14:29] When really you're a shriveled up old ass bitch at this point
[14:31 - 14:36] You used to be respectable I used to respect the shit out of you
[14:38 - 14:41] And now look at you picking on those weaker than yourself
[14:44 - 14:46] What happened to you Rustic?
[14:48 - 14:50] What the fuck happened to you?
[14:53 - 14:57] You used to do amazing fucking artwork
[14:58 - 15:02] Some of the best goddamn artwork I've ever seen in my fucking entire life
[15:03 - 15:05] And I'm not just saying that either
[15:08 - 15:12] You actually had some of the best fucking artwork that I've honestly ever seen in my life
[15:12 - 15:25] Now look at you picking on those weaker than you joining in on fucking with people
[15:26 - 15:31] Being a little troll being a punk ass bully
[15:33 - 15:37] Is that what you really resorted to being a bully
[15:37 - 15:46] Because the rustic that me and all your original fans used to know never did this
[15:50 - 15:55] I don't know what the fuck got into you but you need to be fucking bitch slapped
[15:55 - 15:58] with a those reality and cut the crap
[15:58 - 16:05] Because the rustic angel I knew back in the day
[16:07 - 16:10] Would be embarrassed of who you are now
[16:13 - 16:17] I know I'm embarrassed to say that I used to look up to you right now
[16:18 - 16:23] I'm ashamed to sit there and say that I used to look up to you
[16:29 - 16:39] Because all I see now is a former empty shell of the artist of the great artist that you used to be
[16:42 - 16:48] Now look at you empty hollow being a bully just like every other person
[16:51 - 16:54] This ain't you and you know I'm right
[16:54 - 17:00] This ain't you rustic and you know I'm fucking right
[17:03 - 17:05] Jenny knows I'm right
[17:08 - 17:14] Everyone here that used to be your fan that walked away from you knows that I'm right
[17:15 - 17:20] And trust me I know a lot of your fans a lot of your fans are fans of my work now
[17:20 - 17:28] And guess what I respect the shit out of them the same way they respect the living shit out of me
[17:32 - 17:39] Now don't get me wrong I respect your artwork I respect what you do as an artist
[17:40 - 17:44] What I don't respect is you being a little bitch ass bully
[17:51 - 17:53] That's what I don't respect
[18:01 - 18:04] Now William Glory Hall Masshole reports
[18:05 - 18:09] You little punk ass bitches think that I'm the pedophile
[18:10 - 18:12] I have just one thing to say to your ass
[18:13 - 18:17] Masshole reports or should I say Kate Peters?
[18:17 - 18:25] Okay, the bitch who had her two of our kids taken away for doing what she's doing now
[18:28 - 18:33] You want the real pedophile masshole reports look at yourself
[18:35 - 18:39] I'm not the one that sent someone a picture of an underage kid
[18:40 - 18:42] Now am I?
[18:42 - 18:44] No, that was you
[18:45 - 18:53] So I said they're calling me a pedophile when you're the one looking on pictures of underage kids
[18:58 - 19:01] I'd love to see what's on your hard drive, bitch
[19:01 - 19:04] I bet you got loads of trial pornography on there
[19:05 - 19:07] I'd be wanting to put money on it
[19:08 - 19:10] You and your little fat ass husband
[19:12 - 19:14] Who do nothing but bully people
[19:15 - 19:17] Y'all should be bitch slapped
[19:20 - 19:24] Because let me tell you something and I know Matt knows I'm right on what I'm about to say
[19:25 - 19:28] When me and him were grown up when we were kids
[19:31 - 19:35] If somebody was bullying us and we confronted someone
[19:37 - 19:42] We didn't confront them with our words beyond a fucking computer screen
[19:43 - 19:48] No, we said whatever we had to say to their fucking face
[19:50 - 19:57] If we had a problem with someone we didn't hide behind the screen we said it to their goddamn face in person
[20:04 - 20:09] So what I don't get is why are you little pussy ass lip-dink motherfuckers
[20:09 - 20:13] Afraid to show up at my house and say what you gotta say to my fucking face
[20:27 - 20:35] Or is it because you're scared that a five foot three dude will knock your fake asses out quicker than you can say whoops
[20:40 - 20:49] What's the matter are you actually afraid that a five foot three dude will knock your fake asses out and affairs the shit out of you live
[20:51 - 20:56] Is that what you're afraid of are you afraid that short dude like me can knock your fake asses out
[21:01 - 21:08] All I see is a bunch of limp dick pussies hiding behind a goddamn computer screen like a coward
[21:10 - 21:22] Now some of you may be wondering why I have the legendary samurai Miyamoto Musashi as
[21:25 - 21:28] My cover right now as my thumbnail
[21:29 - 21:32] Well, there's a very legitimate reason for that
[21:33 - 21:34] Because see
[21:34 - 21:40] When the legendary Miyamoto Musashi was alive he stood for one thing
[21:42 - 21:44] Honor was his main thing
[21:46 - 21:48] Honor integrity respect
[21:50 - 21:57] Were the three main principles that he lived by all of which I lived by every fucking day
[21:58 - 22:08] So you can sit there say what you want about me laugh me all you want I don't give two fucks
[22:10 - 22:16] But I guarantee you any of you punk ass motherfuckers show your ass up to my neighborhood
[22:17 - 22:19] Why don't you knock on my fucking door?
[22:21 - 22:23] Stop driving by like a pussy
[22:24 - 22:26] Knock on my fucking door
[22:27 - 22:30] I'll come outside and I'll knock your fake ass out
[22:32 - 22:34] And I won't even think twice
[22:35 - 22:40] If anything once I knock your ass out, I'll stand over your body and fucking laugh at you
[22:42 - 22:46] Because all you are is a bunch of weak ass bullies with no respect
[22:47 - 23:00] Now how about you William glory hole you want to do the honors of being the first one to get knocked the fuck out
[23:01 - 23:07] Because after all you did push someone to suicide out of the Lego community
[23:10 - 23:15] There's a reason you got pushed out of that community because you pushed someone to suicide
[23:17 - 23:21] You pushed someone to kill themselves who is no longer with us because of you
[23:23 - 23:25] You're the one at fault
[23:27 - 23:30] You bullied someone until they killed themselves
[23:31 - 23:33] And I'm not okay with that
[23:34 - 23:39] I in good conscience cannot sit there and let this continue on
[23:42 - 23:45] So like I said William the bitch
[23:45 - 23:50] You want a war motherfucker ask my brother Matt
[23:52 - 23:54] Ask all my fans
[23:55 - 24:00] When you fuck with one of us you fuck with the entire fucking Cyrax nation
[24:01 - 24:03] You fuck with an entire family
[24:05 - 24:08] You fuck with one of us you fuck with all of us
[24:09 - 24:12] And that goes for you too
[24:12 - 24:15] Massal reports as well as you rustic
[24:16 - 24:18] As well as all your little friends
[24:21 - 24:23] So you want a war
[24:27 - 24:33] Come get me motherfuckers. I'm right here and I'm not hiding from none of your little pussies
[24:33 - 24:35] So say what you want about me
[24:36 - 24:38] Go ahead
[24:38 - 24:42] Say whatever the fuck you want about me
[24:45 - 24:49] And candle I know you got my fucking voicemail bitch
[24:50 - 24:56] Why don't you man up until the goddamn truth that I never fucking laid a goddamn hand on you?
[24:57 - 24:59] I never even met your ass
[25:02 - 25:06] So why the fuck you running around telling people that I raped you bitch
[25:06 - 25:08] I never fucking touched you
[25:09 - 25:12] I wouldn't touch you if my life depended on it
[25:13 - 25:19] If I had a choice between touching you or death or guess what bitch, I guess I'll meet the goddamn grim reaper
[25:25 - 25:30] I'd rather meet the goddamn grim reaper than touch your fucking fake ass
[25:36 - 25:38] So
[25:46 - 25:50] So you think you can just waltz around telling people that I raped you think again, bitch
[25:52 - 25:59] Because you think you're untouchable, but you're not you want the untouchable one you're looking at them right here
[26:01 - 26:03] Go ahead ask anyone
[26:04 - 26:07] They'll tell you bitch. I am the untouchable one
[26:10 - 26:12] Ask anyone go ahead
[26:15 - 26:19] Ask anyone and they will tell you the same thing i'm telling you
[26:21 - 26:24] You guys try to have me arrested didn't fucking work
[26:25 - 26:28] Tried to shut all my tails down that failed
[26:28 - 26:30] Guess guess what i'm back
[26:33 - 26:35] You
[26:54 - 26:56] So this one right here
[26:56 - 27:00] It's going out to the motherfucking nation and anybody out there
[27:01 - 27:05] That feels like they ain't got the strength of fight. I hope this gives you that strength of fight
[27:07 - 27:09] Fuck your bullies. They're pussy
[27:10 - 27:12] Get out get out
[27:12 - 27:14] Get out get out
[27:16 - 27:18] Get out
[27:20 - 27:22] Get out get out
[27:22 - 27:24] Get out get out
[27:25 - 27:27] Get out
[27:27 - 27:30] Where are you ranting now
[27:31 - 27:37] It's revolution in the long your power has been taken away been taken away
[27:37 - 27:40] Do you think they don't have anything now?
[27:40 - 27:48] Damn the revolution takes a net to shackle so it's on the way that country on your mind
[27:50 - 27:53] So let the vision leave you blind
[27:53 - 27:55] And
[27:57 - 27:59] Move in standing now
[27:59 - 28:06] It's revolution for too long your power has been taken away been taken away
[28:06 - 28:08] Do you think they know you but
[28:09 - 28:16] There's an education but they can't control you once you've broken away that dark control in your mind
[28:16 - 28:18] I
[28:19 - 28:21] Didn't want you they will find
[28:23 - 28:25] Before they aren't ready for
[28:27 - 28:31] Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to be strong
[28:32 - 28:36] Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong
[28:38 - 28:44] They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be afraid of
[28:46 - 28:48] God
[28:54 - 28:56] That's enough ranting now
[28:57 - 28:59] You know the takings
[29:00 - 29:06] Desivations have been taken away been taken away. They think you're ranting now
[29:06 - 29:14] For the revolution on your game control you once you've broken away that's talking you're out of your mind
[29:15 - 29:19] When there's no one standing for you, they will find
[29:20 - 29:23] Of course they aren't ready for
[29:24 - 29:29] Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to be strong
[29:30 - 29:34] They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong
[29:35 - 29:42] They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be afraid of
[29:44 - 29:46] God
[29:51 - 29:53] Are you ready?
[29:54 - 29:56] Let me see those hashtags
[29:56 - 30:01] Fuck bullying going in the comments right the fuck now. Let's go
[30:10 - 30:12] Getting them out of your mind
[30:14 - 30:17] But standing for you they will find
[30:18 - 30:20] Cause they aren't ready for
[30:22 - 30:26] Are you ready? They aren't ready for you to be strong
[30:28 - 30:32] They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong
[30:33 - 30:39] They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone who cannot be afraid of
[30:39 - 30:41] God
[30:42 - 30:45] Ready? They aren't ready for us to be strong
[30:47 - 30:51] They aren't ready for us to prove them wrong
[30:52 - 30:59] They aren't ready for you to be turned into people who cannot be afraid of
[31:01 - 31:03] God
[31:03 - 31:05] Are you ready?
[31:05 - 31:07] Are you ready?
[31:10 - 31:12] Are you ready?
[31:25 - 31:28] Now by the start of this next song
[31:29 - 31:33] I want to see every single one of you motherfuckers in the comments right now
[31:34 - 31:39] I want to see every single one of you by the time this next song starts up to put hashtag
[31:40 - 31:42] Fuck bullying
[31:45 - 31:48] Because these boys ain't nothing but a bunch of pussies
[31:59 - 32:03] And nobody banned this man. I want this man to stand before the nation
[32:09 - 32:12] You
[32:39 - 32:41] You
[33:02 - 33:04] And this one right here
[33:06 - 33:08] This going out to all those
[33:08 - 33:11] That came before us defending us
[33:13 - 33:18] This is to honor those that defended us when we needed it most
[33:21 - 33:24] This is inherit the crown
[33:25 - 33:28] We're all spending more time in our own space. So why not own it?
[33:29 - 33:33] Browse enterprise car sales selection of quality free-owned vehicles and start
[33:36 - 33:40] I said don't wear the mangy in my ampto
[33:42 - 33:45] I will inherit the crown
[33:47 - 33:50] Don't wear the mangy in my ampto
[33:50 - 33:55] I will inherit the crown
[33:57 - 33:59] You're gonna be like when you put your hands up
[34:01 - 34:03] You're gonna let me down
[34:03 - 34:05] You're gonna let me down
[34:05 - 34:07] You're gonna let me down
[34:07 - 34:11] Let me be your new foundation
[34:11 - 34:16] This is to honor those who are not fit for us
[34:16 - 34:21] Don't wear the mask in my ass, Joe!
[34:21 - 34:25] I will in the air in the crowd!
[34:25 - 34:31] I said, don't wear the mask in my ass, Joe!
[34:31 - 34:36] I will in the air in the crowd!
[34:36 - 34:38] Can't wait to get out of here, no fuckin' brain!
[34:38 - 34:41] Let me find another mother to beg!
[34:41 - 34:43] Let me find another mother to beg!
[34:43 - 34:46] I'm gonna be a man runnin' with the other man!
[34:46 - 34:50] Let me be your new man, Joe!
[34:50 - 34:57] Son of the Lord of Belongers, POTS!
[35:07 - 35:12] Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na!
[35:12 - 35:17] Come in my hand and meet the Lord!
[35:17 - 35:22] Either way, I'll take it away!
[35:22 - 35:27] Then on my shoulder, your presence is gone!
[35:27 - 35:33] Either way, I'll take it away!
[35:33 - 35:39] On my shoulder, your presence lives on!
[35:42 - 35:47] I know you are, Marcia!
[35:47 - 35:52] If you don't like it, take a hike, bitch!
[35:52 - 35:56] Go the fuck somewhere else!
[35:56 - 36:01] You pussy-ass coward!
[36:12 - 36:17] Let me be your new man, man!
[36:17 - 36:22] Let me be your new man, man!
[36:22 - 36:27] Let me be your new man, man!
[36:42 - 36:47] Marcia, I am going, nobody!
[36:47 - 36:52] You know what I'm doin'?
[36:52 - 36:57] Callin' your father, Marcia!
[36:57 - 37:02] Marcia, I am going, nobody!
[37:02 - 37:07] Marcia, I am going, nobody!
[37:07 - 37:10] Marcia, I am going, nobody!
[37:10 - 37:12] What I'm doin'?
[37:12 - 37:15] Callin' your fake ass out!
[37:15 - 37:19] You limp dick bully!
[37:19 - 37:21] You're a limp dick little bitch!
[37:21 - 37:24] Hiding behind your words!
[37:24 - 37:27] Kids, you ain't got the balls to make a fucking video
[37:27 - 37:32] Showin' your face, can't front me like a man!
[37:32 - 37:37] So fuck you!
[37:37 - 37:47] Bitch, no way to make me mine out!
[37:47 - 37:56] I will end up in the crowd!
[37:56 - 38:02] I will end up in the fucking crowd!
[38:07 - 38:21] I want to say this right the fuck now.
[38:21 - 38:35] Rest in peace to all those that came before us and died fighting a good fight.
[38:35 - 38:46] You guys may be gone, but your memory is here with us and always fucking will be.
[38:46 - 38:52] Chester, Mitch, all of our friends that we all lost.
[38:52 - 38:57] Everybody that stood up against bullying, even though you guys are gone.
[38:57 - 39:01] Your memory will forever live on through all of us.
[39:27 - 39:43] This is Aerogarden, for your own fast loads, heirloom veggies, and more, up to five times faster than with soil.
[39:43 - 39:44] It's easier and f-
[39:53 - 39:56] Shout out to all the nation that fucking rocks when we're man.
[39:56 - 39:58] I fucking love you guys.
[39:58 - 40:00] As much for y'all, dude.
[40:00 - 40:02] I fucking love the nation, you guys are dope.
[40:26 - 40:28] Nobody knows if it's over for me.
[40:28 - 40:29] I'm over the edge.
[40:29 - 40:30] I'm blowing up the signs.
[40:30 - 40:32] I'm not who I'm supposed to be.
[40:32 - 40:35] Nobody shows me to sit in the heavens.
[40:35 - 40:37] And yet I'm regretting the demons in my head.
[40:37 - 40:38] I'm the red light.
[40:38 - 40:42] I'm never gonna get another chance to enjoy with somebody else.
[40:42 - 40:43] Come to me, dude.
[40:43 - 40:44] To me, dude.
[40:44 - 40:45] To the penny.
[40:45 - 40:46] Yo, I'm out of health.
[40:46 - 40:50] If I hadn't read it to it so stupidly, it could be you and me in the future.
[40:50 - 40:52] Fucking I love my mutual aid.
[40:52 - 40:54] But it's never gonna be that way.
[40:54 - 40:55] I'm so down now.
[40:55 - 40:56] I'm giving you all my fame on the deck.
[40:56 - 40:57] With my hands on a chair.
[40:57 - 40:58] With your mic.
[40:58 - 40:59] I'm looking right out in the crowd.
[40:59 - 41:00] In my dreams.
[41:00 - 41:02] You really don't know what I mean.
[41:02 - 41:03] That's the thing.
[41:03 - 41:04] Cause I don't trust anyone anymore.
[41:04 - 41:05] You're an enemy.
[41:05 - 41:07] See, it's my last chance.
[41:07 - 41:09] I won't watch you in the name.
[41:09 - 41:12] Cause I'm just wrecking and heading for the key.
[41:12 - 41:15] See, I can't take it.
[41:15 - 41:18] I made myself to be someone that I'm not.
[41:18 - 41:19] It's crazy.
[41:19 - 41:22] So save all your goodbyes.
[41:22 - 41:25] I'm going to give it to you one last time.
[41:25 - 41:27] So you can feel me.
[41:27 - 41:29] Just do your best stuff.
[41:29 - 41:32] Do the best thing when I'm going to the keyboard.
[41:32 - 41:34] Take what I'm taking slow.
[41:34 - 41:36] Happiness can make you show.
[41:36 - 41:37] Cause I've been forgotten.
[41:37 - 41:39] There's no fixing or forsaking home.
[41:39 - 41:41] In the brain, I don't need my dough.
[41:41 - 41:43] Whatever it means to know hustle, crack.
[41:43 - 41:45] But whatever it takes, I'm gonna make my cake.
[41:45 - 41:46] And I might just bust the rap.
[41:46 - 41:48] But it green, I see no point.
[41:48 - 41:50] To do it, we need to bring my choice.
[41:50 - 41:52] It's Friday, so I'm gonna mark the rock.
[41:52 - 41:54] I'm bringing noise, but you can't do that.
[41:54 - 41:56] Cause I do rap for the fans where I need to vent.
[41:56 - 41:58] And if anybody believe me, this ain't easy.
[41:58 - 42:00] I cannot breathe a pat.
[42:00 - 42:02] Then if I collect and check for the words,
[42:02 - 42:03] well, I'm no bad.
[42:03 - 42:05] I'm doing it all the way to my family.
[42:05 - 42:06] And it's so sad.
[42:06 - 42:09] You're gonna have to come to this.
[42:09 - 42:11] And the pain that it came from life
[42:11 - 42:13] that women isn't gonna get covered.
[42:13 - 42:15] No, I just can't keep away from my music life.
[42:15 - 42:17] And my challenge is between being me
[42:17 - 42:19] and please you can't get bouncing.
[42:19 - 42:20] This made me laugh.
[42:20 - 42:22] Now, if you don't stop sleeping and playing with me,
[42:22 - 42:24] cause you wouldn't ever get to hear the motherfucking drop
[42:24 - 42:26] the shit in that David tree.
[42:31 - 42:34] Now, Marcia, let me ask you something.
[42:34 - 42:37] Not attacking you at all whatsoever.
[42:37 - 42:41] But have you ever stopped to ask yourself
[42:41 - 42:43] this one question?
[42:43 - 42:48] Who's the real bullies here?
[42:48 - 42:53] Have you ever stopped to ask who's attacking whom?
[42:53 - 42:56] I mean, seriously, take a look at my videos.
[42:56 - 42:59] Ask yourself.
[42:59 - 43:02] I mean, really ask yourself.
[43:02 - 43:04] Who's the real bullies?
[43:04 - 43:07] Myself, the one that's standing out to them
[43:07 - 43:09] are those that are going around
[43:09 - 43:13] accusing me of shit and making videos on me.
[43:13 - 43:17] Ask yourself that before you go judging someone next time.
[43:18 - 43:24] Just a little friendly advice for you, man.
[43:24 - 43:27] You can take my advice, not take my advice.
[43:27 - 43:30] But at the end of the day, I'm not the bully.
[43:30 - 43:36] And if anything, I'm trying to stop the bullies.
[43:36 - 43:40] So, there's that.
[43:47 - 43:50] Thank you.
[44:17 - 44:20] Thank you.
[44:47 - 44:54] Now, this right here,
[44:54 - 44:59] I want to give a huge shout out to Clinton Jennings on this one.
[44:59 - 45:03] But this one right here isn't a song,
[45:03 - 45:09] but a spoken word piece by my boy, Clinton Jennings.
[45:09 - 45:15] So pretty one out there that is truthfully on the brink of suicide.
[45:15 - 45:20] I'm begging you right now.
[45:20 - 45:26] Put down whatever is that you're planning to kill yourself with,
[45:26 - 45:29] whether it's a knife, rope, whatever that may be.
[45:29 - 45:36] Just please put that down for a few minutes and listen to this.
[45:36 - 45:39] I'm gonna let Clinton take it from here.
[45:45 - 45:58] Here it goes.
[45:58 - 46:05] I want to take that moment of silence to a hundred of those that have passed on from suicide.
[46:05 - 46:08] Please don't kill yourself when I'm talking to you.
[46:08 - 46:11] And I don't pretend to know everything that you've been through.
[46:11 - 46:13] But if it's shame, you feel just know that I've sinned to.
[46:13 - 46:16] And if it's pain, you're feeling just know that that's something I went through.
[46:16 - 46:19] I don't know your story, but I know you and me are a lot alike.
[46:19 - 46:22] So let me talk to you for a minute while I got this mic.
[46:22 - 46:24] I was 18 when I pulled a gun out.
[46:24 - 46:27] At the time, it felt like my options had run out.
[46:27 - 46:30] So I put that barrel to my chest and I pulled the trigger halfway.
[46:30 - 46:33] I tried to muster up the courage to put myself away that day.
[46:33 - 46:36] But halfway under that trigger pole, I stopped.
[46:36 - 46:38] Tears flooded my eyes and that pistol dropped.
[46:38 - 46:40] And I sat in my room and I sobbed for an hour.
[46:40 - 46:43] On the outside, I was fine on the inside of coward.
[46:43 - 46:46] The noise of my depression had gotten louder and louder.
[46:46 - 46:49] I had planned to lay out in a baptism shower of gunpowder.
[46:49 - 46:52] I've been lied to just like you're being lied to now.
[46:52 - 46:54] Other people can't help you, but I might know how.
[46:54 - 46:57] Because I've walked in your shoes and I've been at my lowest.
[46:57 - 46:59] And if you don't know anything, know this.
[46:59 - 47:02] You might tell me you're going to kill yourself and you're close to this.
[47:02 - 47:05] But God wants to meet you in the middle of your hopelessness.
[47:05 - 47:08] God wants to give you away out of these feelings of doubt.
[47:08 - 47:12] And the sounds of chaos might be reverberating around you like heavy metal.
[47:12 - 47:15] But confusion isn't from God, it's straight from the devil.
[47:15 - 47:18] And he wants to silence the noise and bring peace to you.
[47:18 - 47:20] And I promise if you just ask him, he'll see you through.
[47:20 - 47:23] You got to this place because you tried fighting your own fight.
[47:23 - 47:27] And where did that get to except contemplating about taking your own life?
[47:27 - 47:30] And if you got bullied at this point, I'm sorry you went through that.
[47:30 - 47:33] But God wants to take those words from your attackers and send them back.
[47:33 - 47:36] You don't have to be defined by what people said about you.
[47:36 - 47:38] Let me pick you up if you don't know how to.
[47:38 - 47:40] You're not alone, man. You got a friend in me.
[47:40 - 47:43] You got better days ahead of you. I just pray you begin to see.
[47:43 - 47:46] Know that everything the devil did to you, he wants you to replay.
[47:46 - 47:49] But everything the devil took from you, God wants to replace.
[47:49 - 47:52] Listen to me right now and you better look me right in the face.
[47:52 - 47:55] You were created for more than to die in this place.
[47:55 - 47:57] Don't do it, man. Please don't take your life.
[47:57 - 47:59] Just take my hand and we'll make this right.
[47:59 - 48:01] I promise if you do this, you'll regret it.
[48:01 - 48:04] You'll wake up in eternity and remember I said it.
[48:04 - 48:06] And you wish so bad, you can just go back.
[48:06 - 48:09] I'm here for you right now. Please just know that.
[48:09 - 48:11] And if you think you're alone in this fight, you've been lied to.
[48:11 - 48:14] That compression came after me and I nearly died too.
[48:14 - 48:17] I thought suicide was the only way and death was meant for me.
[48:17 - 48:20] The devil played his music and I sat front row through that symphony.
[48:20 - 48:23] I walked through the fire and I felt that heat.
[48:23 - 48:25] But I pushed past the clutter and I stood to my feet.
[48:25 - 48:28] I walked out and I refused to look back.
[48:28 - 48:31] I took my depression and threw it right back into that wood stack.
[48:31 - 48:33] That fire must have blazed 50 feet high.
[48:33 - 48:37] And now I plan on leaving a legacy to look back on some day when I died.
[48:37 - 48:39] And right now I'm telling you to stand up to.
[48:39 - 48:42] Deep down inside, you know it's the right thing to do.
[48:42 - 48:44] Think about your family. Think about you.
[48:44 - 48:46] Don't kill yourself. Please don't do it.
[48:46 - 48:49] Whatever you're facing, God will see you through it.
[48:49 - 48:52] I had a fan kill himself and his mom asked if I could come see her.
[48:52 - 48:55] She was depressed and asked if I could meet her.
[48:55 - 48:57] Two weeks later, the pressure beat her.
[48:57 - 49:00] She ran into a telephone pole without a seatbelt and a two-seater.
[49:00 - 49:03] I wish right now I could crawl through these speakers
[49:03 - 49:06] and somehow convince you not to go the same route sheeted.
[49:06 - 49:09] I wish I could change the fact that you feel defeated.
[49:09 - 49:12] I wish I could lock my arms around you and tell the devil to beat it.
[49:12 - 49:16] But I can't reach everyone even though I knew my best to try.
[49:16 - 49:19] Some people believe the lie that it's just best to die.
[49:19 - 49:21] And I think it's the simple way out.
[49:21 - 49:23] But they're not here to see the way things play out.
[49:23 - 49:26] They don't see the hurt they cause, the pain they leave.
[49:26 - 49:29] I take this seriously. This isn't a game to me.
[49:29 - 49:32] Even thinking about ending your life is living dangerously.
[49:32 - 49:34] So please just listen to my voice.
[49:34 - 49:36] Right now you have a choice.
[49:36 - 49:39] You can choose life or you can get drowned by the noise.
[49:39 - 49:40] Please don't do it.
[49:40 - 49:42] Please just ask for help.
[49:42 - 49:45] If not for your family, do it for yourself.
[50:00 - 50:06] I want to say a rest in peace to all those that took their lives.
[50:06 - 50:11] Because of people like Marcy and these people that are in the comments.
[50:11 - 50:13] They are bullies right now.
[50:15 - 50:20] And if you are on the edge, please don't fucking do it.
[50:20 - 50:23] I'm like, cause you're talking to somebody that's been there.
[50:23 - 50:26] I have been there at my lowest.
[50:26 - 50:29] Where you guys probably are right now.
[50:31 - 50:34] I was there just a mere short eight months ago.
[50:34 - 50:36] I was there.
[50:36 - 50:37] I was on the edge.
[50:37 - 50:40] You can ask my brother Matt who's in the chat right now.
[50:43 - 50:45] I've been at my lowest.
[50:45 - 50:47] I've been on the edge of the knife.
[50:49 - 50:51] You can ask Matt for yourselves.
[50:52 - 50:57] I'm a survivor of suicide twice over.
[51:00 - 51:03] And both times they were caused by bullies.
[51:06 - 51:09] Both times they were caused by people that wanted to see me die.
[51:09 - 51:11] And get a laugh out of it.
[51:17 - 51:19] Let me tell you.
[51:20 - 51:25] I'm glad that him and my friends and my family stuck around to stop me.
[51:25 - 51:29] Because if they didn't stop me, I wouldn't be here today.
[51:29 - 51:34] To be able to stand up to the fucking bullies and do what's right.
[51:45 - 51:47] What up blacks?
[51:49 - 51:51] What up blacks?
[52:21 - 52:46] I want to dedicate this from myself to everybody in the motherfucking Cyrax nation.
[52:46 - 52:48] I fucking love you guys.
[52:55 - 53:06] In the end, there's my soul's in the restless after my body, or am I just a child?
[53:07 - 53:17] I have fount in the flesh and blood I command in and on me, through it all.
[53:17 - 53:29] I can't give them a moment of glory, in the end there's a fade into the night.
[53:29 - 53:36] Who will tell the story of your life?
[53:36 - 53:43] And who will remember your last goodbye?
[53:43 - 53:51] Consisting in, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[53:51 - 53:58] Not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[53:58 - 54:04] On the site, on every scene, I still want to be home.
[54:04 - 54:09] I will live again.
[54:12 - 54:14] Who we are?
[54:14 - 54:19] Isn't how we live? We are molding on bodies.
[54:19 - 54:26] If I fall, y'all will rise back, y'all never live, market all right.
[54:26 - 54:32] In the end, there's a fade into the night.
[54:32 - 54:38] Who will tell the story of your life?
[54:38 - 54:45] And who will remember your last goodbye?
[54:45 - 54:53] Consisting in, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[55:00 - 55:04] What up to the Cyrax Nation? I fucking love you guys.
[55:08 - 55:19] Who will tell the story of your life?
[55:19 - 55:26] And who will remember your last goodbye?
[55:26 - 55:35] Consisting in, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[55:38 - 55:54] Who will remember this last goodbye?
[55:54 - 56:02] Consisting in, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[56:02 - 56:09] Not afraid, I'm not afraid to die.
[56:09 - 56:16] Not afraid, not afraid to die.
[56:16 - 56:30] You know what, Lex? This next one's for you, Lex.
[56:46 - 57:15] You know what, Lex? This next one's for you, Lex.
[57:15 - 57:22] Lex, this next one's for you.
[57:22 - 57:27] Like I told you last night, you know I'm always here for you.
[57:27 - 57:36] You got my number, you need anything, you fucking reach out to me.
[57:36 - 57:58] Because you know I got your back, no matter what.
[57:58 - 58:04] Like an unsung melody, the truth is waiting there for you to find it.
[58:04 - 58:10] It's not a blank, but a remedy, a clear matter of how it began.
[58:10 - 58:16] It's all in the memory, tears are lying in the struggle to find it.
[58:16 - 58:19] Early dawn, did it walk away?
[58:19 - 58:25] A voice will come from within the silence, 37th of eternity.
[58:25 - 58:28] You're waiting on the call out again.
[58:28 - 58:34] Many times don't recognize the reason they keep you blinded.
[58:34 - 58:38] Don't ever know that you walk away.
[58:38 - 58:48] When you become with what they can't listen to me now.
[58:48 - 58:53] You need never feel broken again.
[58:53 - 59:04] Sometimes darkness can show you the light.
[59:04 - 59:07] You know we're given more treasure day.
[59:07 - 59:10] You didn't really think you'd find it.
[59:10 - 59:13] But it's up for a reckoning.
[59:13 - 59:16] When the world seems to crumble again.
[59:16 - 59:19] Then the dark gets manned away.
[59:19 - 59:22] You're the one who can read and find it.
[59:22 - 59:25] Don't let hope become a memory.
[59:25 - 59:28] Let the shadow burn me in your mind then.
[59:28 - 59:31] We'll play the song till we talk the way.
[59:31 - 59:34] Don't be, don't be in the dead.
[59:34 - 59:37] Then the dark gets manned away.
[59:37 - 59:44] Don't let hope become a memory.
[59:44 - 59:54] When you become with what they can't listen to me now.
[59:54 - 59:59] You need never feel broken again.
[59:59 - 60:11] Sometimes darkness can show you the light.
[60:11 - 60:16] Matter of fact, this next one for you actually, Lex.
[60:16 - 60:19] Tickening, weakening.
[60:19 - 60:22] The fire consumes your soul.
[60:22 - 60:24] You need strength to ignite.
[60:24 - 60:28] Take the little dart to the kindle of fire.
[60:28 - 60:45] Then you ignite the fire within you.
[60:45 - 60:48] But here we go.
[60:48 - 60:55] There's one saying God listen to me now.
[60:55 - 60:59] You need never feel broken again.
[60:59 - 61:06] Sometimes darkness can show you the light.
[61:06 - 61:13] Don't ignore this sentiment now.
[61:13 - 61:17] You need never feel broken again.
[61:17 - 61:24] Sometimes darkness can show you the light.
[61:24 - 61:29] Show you the light.
[61:54 - 62:16] You need never feel broken again.
[62:16 - 62:39] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for for a very long time.
[62:39 - 62:43] And something that I'm proud to say and proud to do.
[63:39 - 64:05] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[64:05 - 64:29] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[64:29 - 64:56] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[64:56 - 65:25] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[65:25 - 65:54] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[65:54 - 66:23] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[66:23 - 66:52] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[66:52 - 67:21] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[67:22 - 67:51] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[67:51 - 68:18] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[68:18 - 68:47] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[68:48 - 69:17] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[69:18 - 69:47] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[69:48 - 70:17] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[70:18 - 70:47] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[70:48 - 71:17] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[71:17 - 71:46] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[71:47 - 72:07] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[72:07 - 72:28] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[72:28 - 72:50] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[72:50 - 73:19] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[73:19 - 73:46] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[73:46 - 74:15] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[74:16 - 74:45] I want to tell you man, this day is a day that I've been waiting for a very long time.
[74:46 - 74:58] And that's right guys, I am with the label family.
[75:17 - 75:34] This season is too big for just ran and bring. It's the holidays and we're bringing all of the colors.
[75:34 - 75:37] Hey Matt, you might remember this one.
[75:46 - 76:00] I see the things you've got to do, all the things I've got to do.
[76:00 - 76:29] I see the things you've got to do.
[76:30 - 76:52] I see the things you've got to do.
[76:52 - 77:12] I see the things you've got to do.
[77:12 - 77:41] I see the things you've got to do.
[77:42 - 77:54] I see the things you've got to do.
[77:54 - 78:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[78:24 - 78:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[78:54 - 79:18] I see the things you've got to do.
[79:24 - 79:35] You know this is where everybody out there that's on the weekend now, where all y'all got baby's weekend this weekend. This is for you guys.
[79:54 - 80:23] You know this is where everybody out there that's on the weekend now, where all y'all got baby's weekend this weekend. This is for you guys.
[80:24 - 80:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[80:54 - 81:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[81:24 - 81:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[81:54 - 82:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[82:24 - 82:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[82:54 - 83:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[83:24 - 83:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[83:54 - 84:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[84:24 - 84:51] I see the things you've got to do.
[84:51 - 85:20] I see the things you've got to do.
[85:21 - 85:50] I see the things you've got to do.
[85:51 - 86:20] I see the things you've got to do.
[86:21 - 86:50] I see the things you've got to do.
[86:51 - 87:20] I see the things you've got to do.
[87:21 - 87:50] I see the things you've got to do.
[87:51 - 88:11] I see the things you've got to do.
[88:11 - 88:40] I see the things you've got to do.
[88:41 - 89:04] I see the things you've got to do.
[89:04 - 89:33] I see the things you've got to do.
[89:34 - 90:01] I see the things you've got to do.
[90:01 - 90:28] I see the things you've got to do.
[90:28 - 90:57] I see the things you've got to do.
[90:58 - 91:27] I see the things you've got to do.
[91:28 - 91:57] I see the things you've got to do.
[91:58 - 92:27] I see the things you've got to do.
[92:28 - 92:55] I see the things you've got to do.
[92:55 - 93:24] I see the things you've got to do.
[93:25 - 93:51] I see the things you've got to do.
[93:51 - 94:20] I see the things you've got to do.
[94:21 - 94:50] I see the things you've got to do.
[94:51 - 95:20] I see the things you've got to do.
[95:21 - 95:50] I see the things you've got to do.
[95:51 - 96:20] I see the things you've got to do.
[96:21 - 96:43] I see the things you've got to do.
[96:43 - 97:09] I see the things you've got to do.
[97:09 - 97:36] I see the things you've got to do.
[97:36 - 98:03] I see the things you've got to do.
[98:03 - 98:32] I see the things you've got to do.
[98:33 - 99:02] I see the things you've got to do.
[99:03 - 99:30] I see the things you've got to do.
[99:30 - 99:57] I see the things you've got to do.
[99:57 - 100:26] I see the things you've got to do.
[100:27 - 100:56] I see the things you've got to do.
[100:57 - 101:24] I see the things you've got to do.
[101:24 - 101:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[101:54 - 102:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[102:24 - 102:53] I see the things you've got to do.
[102:54 - 103:23] I see the things you've got to do.
[103:24 - 103:52] I see the things you've got to do.
[103:52 - 104:21] I see the things you've got to do.
[104:22 - 104:34] I see the things you've got to do.