2021-12-29 GOODBYE YOUTUBE !!!!!

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[0:02 - 0:09] The person who used the mostverbs is called Chance or Cyraxx or Chance, and the person who used the mostverbs is Chance.
[0:09 - 0:23] The person who used the mostverbs is Chance or Cyraxx or Chance Wilkins is Chance or Cyraxx or Chance Wilkins.
[0:23 - 0:28] The person who used the mostverbs is Chance or Cyraxx or Chance Wilkins.
[0:28 - 0:37] The person who used the mostverbs is Chance Wilkins, and the person who used the mostverbs is Chance Wilkins.
[0:37 - 0:52] 10 years ago, I started my journey on this platform.
[0:52 - 1:05] 10 years ago, I started what I thought would be a journey into happiness and success.
[1:05 - 1:20] And over the years, I did find some success.
[1:20 - 1:34] And also over the years, I've found a lot of torment, a lot of grief, a lot of hatred, a lot of negativity, as well as a lot of positivity.
[1:34 - 1:40] And over the years, I've made great friends that I will carry forever for the rest of my life.
[1:40 - 1:48] I have made some of my best friends in the world to this day through this platform.
[1:48 - 2:06] I have made some amazing memories with some amazing people like Classic Games Canada that I will carry for the rest of my life.
[2:06 - 2:33] But here recently, over the last two years, things have gone from very, very good and joyful to where things have gotten very, very evil, very nasty, and not okay.
[2:33 - 2:51] Over the last two years, I've lost some of the best friends that I've known almost my entire life, friends that I've known for years that I've been very, very close with.
[2:51 - 3:07] My biological father lost his job because of the negativity on this platform. I lost my job because of the negativity on this platform.
[3:07 - 3:35] And at one point, I almost took my own life and actually attempted to take my own life. But none of that could compare to the hatred and the evilness that William Gloryhole has done over the last several months to me, my family, and those close to me.
[3:35 - 3:51] Over the last two months, I have been bullied, harassed, and it's gotten out of control.
[3:51 - 3:58] I've lost opportunities to do things that I've always wanted to do with my life.
[3:58 - 4:08] I've lost opportunities to get signed to record labels. I've lost out on sponsorships for gaming.
[4:08 - 4:27] I've lost out on amazing job opportunities that I would have taken up in a heartbeat that I could have taken up in a heartbeat if William Gloryhole had not fucked me over and done what he has done to me.
[4:27 - 4:45] And a lot of you are probably laughing right now, and that's fine. You can laugh all you want.
[4:45 - 5:03] Go away and leave me alone.
[5:03 - 5:32] To you guys that have befriended me and had my back this whole time, people like Krip Kay, people like my good friend Nylit, people like Chillax, and even people like Lava, and even people that have given me good advice, such as Cruella.
[5:32 - 5:52] I want to say thank you to you guys, and to those of you that have made me laugh and smile even in the worst of times like Classic Games Canada.
[5:52 - 6:01] I can't thank you guys enough for everything that you've done for me.
[6:01 - 6:15] All those times that I tried to leave YouTube, those were actually genuine attempts of me trying to leave, trying to escape the negativity.
[6:15 - 6:22] But I kept getting drawn back in by the hatred, by the evilness.
[6:22 - 6:30] And that's not something that I've ever wanted for myself.
[6:30 - 6:44] You can even ask people like Classic Games Canada. I never once in my life asked to be bullied or harassed ever.
[6:44 - 6:50] Ten years ago, I had a normal life.
[6:50 - 6:55] Ten years ago, I had a bright future in music.
[6:55 - 7:07] Ten years ago, I was doing what I loved, without being harassed and being attacked.
[7:07 - 7:13] I had a normal life. I had everything that I wanted.
[7:13 - 7:17] I had a great career in music ahead of me.
[7:17 - 7:22] I had a wonderful girlfriend that I loved to the moon and back.
[7:22 - 7:26] I had my family and I had my friends.
[7:26 - 7:32] I had everything that a person could ever ask for.
[7:32 - 7:46] And now because of William Gloryhole and what he has done to me and my family and friends, I've lost all that.
[7:46 - 7:56] I wasn't, I'll be honest, I've not been happy like I was before Albus.
[7:56 - 8:09] Every day since he started attacking me has been a constant struggle to get out of bed, to smile, to be happy.
[8:09 - 8:25] Every day has been a constant fight of me looking over my shoulder, wondering what is he going to do next, what's going to happen next.
[8:25 - 8:38] And to be honest, I would like to give back to the way that I was before all of this.
[8:38 - 8:49] I would like to be able to be myself again, the me that I was before all of this shit started, before I started getting targeted and bullied.
[8:49 - 9:07] I want to be the real me that I was 10 years ago, before all this started.
[9:07 - 9:12] And in order to do that, I have to leave this platform behind.
[9:12 - 9:17] I have to go back to my roots of where I started.
[9:17 - 9:29] I have to refine myself and go back to where I first started 10 years ago.
[9:29 - 9:37] And I know some of you are probably laughing at me right now, but that just shows that you don't understand.
[9:37 - 9:53] That just shows me that you don't understand what it's like to be in my position, or what it's like to get put through what I have been put through over these last several months.
[9:53 - 10:00] These last several months have been pure hell for me.
[10:00 - 10:14] These last eight months in general have been a living, breathing nightmare for me.
[10:14 - 10:19] And to be honest, I'm tired of living like that.
[10:19 - 10:23] I'm tired of living in constant fear.
[10:23 - 10:31] I'm tired of living, waking up, always having to look over my shoulder everywhere I go.
[10:31 - 10:50] I'm constantly worrying about when is he going to attack my family next? Who close to me is he going to attack next?
[10:50 - 10:58] And for those of you that talk shit to me, that just shows that you don't understand what it's like to be in my position,
[10:58 - 11:08] to deal with such evil and negative hatred the way that I have been dealing with it.
[11:08 - 11:15] You know, when I started YouTube 10 years ago,
[11:15 - 11:26] when I started YouTube 10 years ago, I never in my whole life thought that I would ever have to deal with something like this.
[11:26 - 11:39] I never thought that I would ever have to deal with someone as evil and maniacal and as cruel and as cold hearted as William Gloryhole.
[11:39 - 11:47] People like Marty, I kind of expected.
[11:47 - 11:53] But people like William Gloryhole, I never saw that coming.
[11:53 - 12:06] People like Masshole reports, I never saw that coming.
[12:06 - 12:10] And I talked it over with my family today.
[12:10 - 12:24] I talked over with my bandmates and I talked it over with my friends.
[12:24 - 12:39] And if I want to be successful with my music, I have to leave this platform behind and go back to where I started all those years ago.
[12:39 - 12:45] Do I want to leave? No, I don't.
[12:45 - 12:59] But in order for me to become who I was 10 years ago, I need to go back to where I first started, which is leaving this platform behind.
[12:59 - 13:07] I cannot be on a platform where there is nothing but negativity and hatred.
[13:07 - 13:11] There's way too much hatred on this platform and I can't handle it.
[13:11 - 13:17] I don't need negativity in my life.
[13:17 - 13:25] I need like-minded people, positive people, people that want to see me succeed in my life.
[13:25 - 13:43] Those are the kind of people that I need around me.
[13:43 - 14:01] I don't need evil individuals like William Gloryhole attacking me. I don't need it. My family doesn't need it and my friends don't need it.
[14:01 - 14:26] For far too long, I've been harassed and attacked. And to be quite frank, I'm tired of it.
[14:26 - 14:34] To be quite frank, I'm tired of the harassment.
[14:34 - 14:53] I'm tired of watching my family suffer. I'm tired of suffering. I'm tired of watching my friends be turned against me.
[14:53 - 15:04] Some of you might see it as weak that I'm walking away. Some of you might see it as me being weak and being a coward.
[15:04 - 15:19] But let me tell you something. It takes a bigger man to know when to walk away than to sit there and deal with bullshit like this.
[15:19 - 15:42] It takes a bigger man to walk away from a situation like this than to sit there and take bullshit like this on a daily basis.
[15:42 - 15:59] And honestly, I don't understand how any of you that are being hateful and spiteful towards me, I don't understand how you can sit there and be all those things when you don't know my situation.
[15:59 - 16:26] You don't know my story. You don't know what I've had to deal with in my life. I've had to deal with things in my life that I would never wish on my worst enemy.
[16:26 - 16:44] And that's where you're wrong. That's where you're wrong, mad at you. You guys only think you know my story, but you don't truly know it until you've lived in my shoes.
[16:44 - 16:50] You do not truly know my story until you've gone through what I've gone through.
[16:50 - 17:14] Until you've been through the things that I've been through, until you've seen the things that I've seen, until you've walked a mile in my shoes, you don't know my story like you think because you're not me.
[17:14 - 17:31] See, people have this misconception about me thinking that they know me, but really, you don't truly know me like you think you do. Everyone claims to know my story, but you don't know my story.
[17:31 - 17:52] All you see is what's put up on the internet, and what's put up on the internet is nothing but garbage. That's all it is. Garbage. Garbage posted out by William Gloria because he thinks that he's right all the time when he's not.
[17:52 - 18:20] No, that is not true. I am not a child of rape.
[18:20 - 18:40] That is not true. And I know you guys are just trying to start shit. That's all you're trying to do. Because that's all you trolls do. You start shit like a bunch of cowards, because you have no, you have no life at all.
[18:40 - 19:04] You have no lives. And you like to attack people like me for the fun of it. Because you're evil fucked up in the head individuals that clearly need help.
[19:04 - 19:13] But to my fans and the people that truly have enjoyed what I've done over the years, I want to say thank you for everything that you've done for me.
[19:13 - 19:35] Everything from standing up for me, giving me amazing ideas, helping me to get to where I was help. If it wasn't for you guys, I wouldn't have hit that 1000 sub mark like I did a few months ago.
[19:35 - 19:52] But until William glory hole is off of this platform for good, and he is behind bars where he belongs, I will not be coming back to this platform until the trolling stops.
[19:52 - 19:57] And until we glory hole is behind bars where he belongs.
[19:57 - 20:09] I will not be coming back to this platform because I cannot be on a platform with such hatred and negativity of being spewed.
[20:09 - 20:25] I need positive like minded people around me. I don't need hateful spiteful angry people being around me.
[20:25 - 20:32] What do you want to 14 year old.
[20:32 - 20:40] Excuse me.
[20:40 - 20:44] Trying to see if that's true.
[20:44 - 20:50] No, it's not true.
[20:50 - 20:58] All right.
[20:58 - 21:05] You know what's really sad about all this.
[21:05 - 21:24] You know what's really sad about all this. Because of people like Mass Hall reports and when gory home. I've been made out to be something that I'm not. I'm not the evil person that people make me out to be.
[21:24 - 21:29] I'm not that evil person.
[21:29 - 21:34] I'm really not.
[21:34 - 21:46] I'm not that evil person that people have made me out to be all this time.
[21:46 - 21:58] Why could we. Why can't you just leave me alone dude seriously.
[21:58 - 22:05] Fuck off.
[22:05 - 22:10] If you guys see this as a joke. It's not funny.
[22:10 - 22:15] I'm not laughing.
[22:15 - 22:27] I almost had my entire life ruined because of you trolls.
[22:27 - 22:46] I've had almost my entire life ruined because of all you trolls that want to spew hatred at me.
[22:46 - 22:55] And why you want to spew hatred at me. I don't understand.
[22:55 - 23:03] Like why is it that you guys feel like you have to spew hatred at me when you don't truly know me.
[23:03 - 23:10] I don't understand it.
[23:10 - 23:17] But I hope you trolls are happy.
[23:17 - 23:24] I hope that you trolls are happy because you are getting exactly what you want.
[23:24 - 23:28] I am leaving this platform.
[23:28 - 23:41] And as I said until William glory hole is gone and until the trolling stops until I see that the trolling stops.
[23:41 - 23:53] I will not be coming back because I will now be on a platform where there is hatred and negativity being spewed at me every five seconds of the day.
[23:53 - 24:18] I will not be on a platform where I am constantly attacked, constantly harassed, where my life or my family's lives are being put in danger.
[24:18 - 24:29] I cannot be on a platform where my life or my family's lives are being put in danger because they have been put in danger.
[24:29 - 24:42] My life has been put in danger on several different occasions and I don't need that in my life.
[24:42 - 24:52] I don't need hatred and negativity in my life.
[24:52 - 25:13] What I need is love, positivity, kindness, support. That's what I need in my life.
[25:13 - 25:21] So after this last year is done, I will be deleting this channel for good.
[25:21 - 25:29] And I will not be coming back. I will not be creating another channel.
[25:29 - 25:34] I will not be coming back after this.
[25:34 - 25:40] And don't bother trying to reach out to me because I will not respond to you unless you are a friend.
[25:40 - 25:46] Unless you are a friend like Chillax.
[25:46 - 25:54] Or if you're a friend like Crip Kay, then yes, I will respond if you're a friend to me.
[25:54 - 26:00] But otherwise, I will not be responding.
[26:00 - 26:06] After this last year is over, I will be immediately deleting all my social media.
[26:06 - 26:19] The only thing I will have is my Facebook which is privated so that I can keep in contact with my friends and my family.
[26:19 - 26:26] Other than that, you will not find me on YouTube ever again.
[26:26 - 26:35] The only thing that will be left are remnants of me being here and that's it.
[26:35 - 26:47] That's all you trolls will have are the remnants of me not being here anymore.
[26:47 - 27:05] That's all you trolls will have is a remnant of what used to be. The remains of me being here will be gone.
[27:05 - 27:13] Because I want to do better for my life. I deserve to do better. I deserve better than this.
[27:13 - 27:23] And in order to be better, I have to leave this platform.
[27:23 - 27:31] Actually, yes I am. I am going to delete my merchandise shop.
[27:31 - 27:42] And when I am ready, I am going to re-up a shop under a whole different brand and name.
[27:42 - 27:50] Because I want a fresh start in my life.
[27:50 - 28:13] Because I want to do better. And in order to do better, I have to leave this platform behind. Which is why I am leaving this platform.
[28:13 - 28:21] Effectively, immediately I am deleting the merchandise shop, all my channels, everything.
[28:21 - 28:29] You guys will not find any trace of me on here. So don't go looking for me.
[28:29 - 28:34] Because I am not coming back.
[28:34 - 28:47] Not until I am ready. And I am not going to be ready for a very very long time.
[28:47 - 28:55] And I know that a lot of you are and a few of you are upset that I am leaving. But I hope you understand why I am doing so.
[28:55 - 29:05] I hope you understand that I have to do this for myself and for my family and my friends.
[29:05 - 29:10] I have to do this for those that I care about.
[29:10 - 29:24] I have to find myself again. I have to become the person that I was 10 years ago.
[29:24 - 29:33] And I know what you guys are going to try to do. You're going to try to find a way to harass me by sending stuff to my house that's fucked up.
[29:33 - 29:41] Or hitting me up on Instagram and doing all this fuck shit. Well, I'm not going to respond to that.
[29:41 - 29:50] Any garbage that I get in the mail, like any nasty things I get in the mail, are going to be disposed of.
[29:50 - 30:06] Now, if it's a legitimate fan mail, then yes, I will be very appreciative of that. Very much so. I appreciate fan mail that I get.
[30:06 - 30:16] Like mail from legitimate fans, I do appreciate.
[30:16 - 30:30] But after I got sent that dead baby pig still inside the fetus, I knew right then and there that I had to do something.
[30:30 - 30:41] And that something is me leaving this platform.
[30:41 - 30:53] And to my fans, just know that I love you guys.
[30:53 - 30:57] And I thank you all for everything that you all have done for me.
[30:57 - 31:05] I appreciate every single one of you guys that has stood beside me and stood behind me and helped me this entire time.
[31:05 - 31:12] I appreciate and thank every single one of you guys.
[31:12 - 31:22] And just know that I will miss you.
[31:22 - 31:29] With that being said,
[31:29 - 31:33] I want to say good luck with your lives.
[31:33 - 31:38] And I hope that the lessons that I taught you guys,
[31:38 - 31:45] all the good that I tried to put into this community,
[31:45 - 31:49] I hope that you guys carry those lessons with you for the rest of your lives.
[31:49 - 31:58] And I hope that you're able to help others the same way that I tried to help people.
[31:58 - 32:09] And maybe one day that you can help others the same way that I've helped some of you.
[32:09 - 32:20] I hope that the things that I've told you guys, the lessons that I taught you, I hope that those carry on for a long, long time.
[32:20 - 32:32] I hope that you can take those lessons and help other people the same way that I've tried to help you guys.
[32:32 - 32:35] Just know that I love you guys.
[32:35 - 32:44] And this is a beginning, a brand new beginning of a new chapter in my life that I'm very excited for.
[32:44 - 32:48] And don't worry. You don't have to worry about me. I am fine.
[32:48 - 32:57] You don't ever have to worry. I am fine. And I'm going to be okay.
[32:57 - 33:07] I can promise you that I am going to be okay. And you don't have to worry.
[33:07 - 33:16] Because even though I may be gone, even though I may be leaving this platform for good,
[33:16 - 33:24] the good that I've tried to do on this platform will live throughout those that truly are appreciative of me
[33:24 - 33:34] and will live out through all of you guys that have done nothing but shown love and support for me.
[33:34 - 33:40] And I couldn't ask for more than that.
[33:40 - 33:49] But with that being said, guys, I love you all. Thank you for the best 10 years of my life.
[33:49 - 34:01] You guys have made it fun. You guys have given me a chance to do something that I love.
[34:01 - 34:11] But now it's my time to say my goodbyes and start a brand new chapter in my life.
[34:11 - 34:17] I love you guys. Take care of yourselves. Look out for each other.
[34:17 - 34:31] Stay strong, stay humble, and keep being awesome and keep being yourselves, guys. Thank you all so much for everything.
[34:31 - 34:44] I love you guys. Farewell, my friends. It's been fun.
[34:44 - 34:56] This is Chance, aka Cyrax, signing off for the last time.
[34:56 - 35:03] I love you guys.
[35:03 - 35:10] This is Cyrax, and I'm out.
[35:10 - 35:18] Good luck. I love you guys. Peace.