2021-12-28 IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE

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[0:40 - 0:42] What's up everyone?
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[0:52 - 1:06] A lot of you guys have been asking me since earlier, "Am I okay?"
[1:06 - 1:14] And the answer is physically, "Yes, I'm fine."
[1:14 - 1:20] But mentally, I'm not okay.
[1:20 - 1:28] I'm not okay by any means.
[1:28 - 1:36] I'm really not.
[1:36 - 1:45] For the past several months, I have been being harassed and bullied to the fullest extent
[1:45 - 1:51] by a person by the name of William Glory Hole.
[1:51 - 2:03] He has attacked my family, attacked my friends,
[2:03 - 2:17] caused my biological father his job, caused me my job with my best friend.
[2:17 - 2:25] He continues to bully me through places such as discord.
[2:25 - 2:45] He continues to belittle me. He continues to defame me, slander me.
[2:45 - 2:58] I've asked this man many times very nicely to please stop, but yet he refuses to do so.
[2:58 - 3:09] This man has pushed me to the point of making death threats that I do not enjoy making.
[3:09 - 3:16] This man has no remorse.
[3:16 - 3:27] This man has ruined so much for me in my life.
[3:27 - 3:41] To the point to where I am even afraid to even look at any kind of social media anymore.
[3:41 - 3:59] Every day when I wake up and I look at my Facebook, I'm always alert and fear that he is going to post something on my Facebook and attack my family.
[3:59 - 4:16] This man has gotten private photos of my family that are not public.
[4:16 - 4:32] This man has posted private videos and photos of me that were sent between me and some of my exes to pornographic websites.
[4:32 - 4:53] He continues to mock me on discord, blatantly bullying me, harassing me, harassing my family, sending disgusting things such as the item that he sent recently,
[4:53 - 5:04] which was a dead pig, a dead baby pig still inside of the fetus.
[5:04 - 5:14] I've reached out many times to the police and have gotten no response.
[5:14 - 5:24] I've reached out to the FBI agency and all they tell me to do is make a report.
[5:24 - 5:33] This man has ruined several aspects of my life.
[5:33 - 5:41] To where it is very hard for me to walk down the street without looking over my shoulder.
[5:41 - 5:47] Always being alert of fear.
[5:47 - 6:11] This man has bullied me so bad to the point that at one point I was considering taking my own life but did not.
[6:11 - 6:18] This man has almost put my mom in the hospital.
[6:18 - 6:26] Almost put me in the hospital due to stress.
[6:26 - 6:34] This man has ruined friendships.
[6:34 - 6:45] This man has caused family members of mine their jobs.
[6:45 - 6:57] He has tried to ruin my name and I don't know what to do anymore.
[6:57 - 7:02] I cannot take much more of this.
[7:02 - 7:08] Every day I am stressed out to the max because of this person.
[7:08 - 7:22] Always being an alert of fear of what this man is going to do next.
[7:22 - 7:35] All I've ever tried to do was make money off my music and my artwork so that I can make a living for myself and for my family.
[7:35 - 7:44] That's all I've tried to do is earn an honest living doing what I love to do with my artwork and my music.
[7:44 - 7:49] That's all I've tried to do.
[7:49 - 7:56] But yet I sit here and get bullied every day to the fullest extent.
[7:56 - 8:01] Yet no one cares enough to do anything.
[8:01 - 8:09] And what I don't understand is why is nobody doing anything to stop this awful person?
[8:09 - 8:15] Why is nobody stepping up and putting an end to what he's doing?
[8:15 - 8:25] I don't understand.
[8:25 - 8:31] I'm tired of living in fear.
[8:31 - 8:50] I'm tired of being bullied. I'm tired of having to look over my shoulder every five seconds when I go outside.
[8:50 - 8:55] I'm tired of the harassment.
[8:55 - 9:03] I'm tired of losing friends. People that I love and care about not speaking to me anymore because of him.
[9:03 - 9:09] I'm sick of all that.
[9:09 - 9:15] So what I don't understand is why is nobody stepping up to do something?
[9:15 - 9:30] Why? Why is nobody stepping up and putting an end to what he's doing?
[9:30 - 9:40] This man is getting away with so many crimes that it's not even funny.
[9:40 - 10:04] This man has turned friends that I've known for years against me.
[10:04 - 10:10] I don't care who you are. Leave me alone.
[10:10 - 10:18] No, I am not, you fucking bitch. He's the monster, not me.
[10:18 - 10:22] You see what I fucking deal with?
[10:22 - 10:29] And just for the record, I am not a monster.
[10:29 - 10:38] I am in no way a monster.
[10:38 - 10:50] If anyone's the monster, it's him.
[10:50 - 10:58] I do not deserve what I am getting put through.
[10:58 - 11:05] It's bad enough that I had to deal with almost two years of being harassed.
[11:05 - 11:11] But now dealing with this?
[11:11 - 11:14] I don't deserve this.
[11:14 - 11:29] My family, my friends don't deserve this.
[11:29 - 11:43] So what I don't understand is why, kids, you assholes? Leave me alone.
[11:43 - 11:49] Fuck off.
[11:49 - 11:58] I'm tired of it. I'm tired of acting like I'm okay when nothing is okay.
[11:58 - 12:03] I'm tired of acting like everything's okay when nothing is all right.
[12:03 - 12:23] Nothing is okay.
[12:23 - 12:30] Fuck you.
[12:30 - 12:45] I'm tired of acting like everything's okay because nothing is all right with this shit.
[12:45 - 12:56] What I don't understand is why is nobody stepping up and doing something?
[12:56 - 13:06] Fuck you.
[13:06 - 13:11] I'm tired of acting like everything is okay when nothing is all right.
[13:11 - 13:16] I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of hiding.
[13:16 - 13:22] I'm tired of hiding the truth.
[13:22 - 13:28] Nothing is fine. I am not okay.
[13:28 - 13:39] And William Gloria is the reason why.
[13:39 - 13:50] And what I don't understand is why is nobody stepping up and saying something?
[13:50 - 13:58] Y'all say you give a fuck. No, the fuck you don't.
[13:58 - 14:10] Why is no one saying something?
[14:10 - 14:36] Why is no one going after this monster? Why?
[14:36 - 14:48] Why is he this way? I never asked to be bullied. I never asked to be harassed.
[14:48 - 15:09] I never asked for any of this.
[15:09 - 15:27] Fuck off.
[15:27 - 15:38] I'm tired of the harassment. I'm tired of being bullied.
[15:38 - 15:45] I'm tired of being mad to be a monster that I'm not.
[15:45 - 16:03] You want the monster? Look at William Gloria. He's the monster, not me.
[16:03 - 16:11] Shut the fuck up.
[16:11 - 16:23] I never once asked to be bullied or humiliated or attacked or belittled.
[16:23 - 16:31] I never asked for any of this shit that he has done to me.
[16:31 - 16:50] My family especially doesn't deserve this shit. I don't deserve this.
[16:50 - 16:59] What the fuck do you want? I know you are. You sick fuck.
[16:59 - 17:09] Now guess what? Your dad's a bitch and so are you. Now get a life in fuck all.
[17:09 - 17:19] I'm tired of this.
[17:19 - 17:26] You're right and it doesn't deserve this.
[17:26 - 17:40] But guess what William Gloria does? Puts me and my family through this shit and I'm sick of it.
[17:40 - 17:50] My actions don't do shit. So very screw you.
[17:50 - 17:59] You can choke on a dick bro I care boy.
[17:59 - 18:11] You ain't shit and you know you ain't shit. So fuck off.
[18:11 - 18:21] How do my actions create this? I never asked to be attacked. I never asked to be bullied.
[18:21 - 18:37] So why don't you go eat a dick and shut your mouth.
[18:37 - 18:55] I'm tired of this. I'm tired of my family being harassed by you dick face losers.
[18:55 - 19:11] I'm sick of it. I'm tired of watching my family go to bed every night damn near and fucking tears be the way you losers do.
[19:11 - 19:26] I'm sick of it. I didn't do this to myself. You guys brought this on yourselves. You brought this on to me. I didn't do shit.
[19:26 - 19:41] So quit playing the blame on me. You're the ones that both not me.
[19:41 - 19:46] Piss off loser.
[19:46 - 19:54] I'm tired of this.
[19:54 - 20:06] You think this is the game. Let's see how you like it when your family gets attacked. Let's see how you like it when you get put on the edge.
[20:06 - 20:16] Let's see how you like it.
[20:16 - 20:32] Let's see how you like being harassed, being trolled, being bullied. Let's see how you like it.
[20:32 - 20:41] It ain't no goddamn joke.
[20:41 - 20:51] Especially when someone damn near takes their life because of what your actions do.
[20:51 - 21:01] You think this is funny. Let's see how you like it when you're being harassed, when you're being attacked every single day of your life.
[21:01 - 21:17] Let's see how you like it.
[21:17 - 21:36] You think this is funny. You think this is a game. It's not a joke. It's not funny.
[21:36 - 21:59] Because you piss poor losers, my family has to deal with harassment every day. Because you dirtbags, I have to look over my shoulder every time I go outside and alert of fear.
[21:59 - 22:08] You think this is a game. It's a funny. It's a haha joke time.
[22:08 - 22:23] People have lost their lives because of this guy. People have died because of this guy. But yet nobody does anything.
[22:23 - 22:42] This man has actually pushed people to end their lives. Yet no one does anything. Why?
[22:42 - 22:56] What's it going to take for someone to step up and do something? How many people have to lose their lives because of this dirtbag? How many?
[22:56 - 23:19] How many people have to take their own lives before this douchebag gets stopped? How many?
[23:19 - 23:32] No one deserves this. Those people that he pushed to end their lives didn't deserve what they got. I didn't deserve what I got from him.
[23:32 - 23:42] My family sure as hell didn't deserve it.
[23:42 - 23:52] So William, trust me, motherfucker. Come hell or high water. I don't care what it takes. I'm stopping you.
[23:52 - 24:04] It might not be by my hands, but trust me, I'm the one starting the fire. I'm the one that's starting this shit.
[24:04 - 24:23] And trust me, I will not stop until you are brought down, until you are behind bars where you belong.
[24:23 - 24:42] And if you think I'm joking, try me. What? Like I said, William, keep on going. This ain't no joke.
[24:42 - 24:59] I'm not gonna let anyone take their lives anymore because of you. I refuse to let you push anyone else to suicide. I refuse.
[24:59 - 25:16] I'm not gonna sit by anymore and take your fucking bullshit. I refuse to sit by any longer and think you're a punching bag.
[25:16 - 25:25] It's time the roles are reversed, William. It's time for you to feel the pain that you put me through.
[25:25 - 25:37] It's time to show you what it's like to be victimized the same way you victimized me.
[25:37 - 25:54] It's time you felt the pain that I felt, the same pain that those people that took their lives felt, that you caused. Enough is enough, man.
[25:54 - 26:17] Knock this shit off. It's time you felt the pain that I felt all these months because of you. It's time you felt the pain of those people that you pushed to end their lives.
[26:17 - 26:26] It's time you felt the pain, William.
[26:26 - 26:40] And trust me, I will not stop fighting for those people. I will not stop. I will continue to fight for them.
[26:40 - 26:48] I will bring them down, not just for myself, but for those people who took their lives because of you.
[26:48 - 27:03] I will continue to fight for those people because no one deserves what you do to them.
[27:03 - 27:18] So, William, fuck you, you piece of shit. You won a war. You got a war, boy. And believe me, I'm winning this war.
[27:18 - 27:26] One way or another, come hell or high water, I will avenge those people that you fucking killed.
[27:26 - 27:38] I will avenge those people that you pushed to suicide. And I will have you locked away for everything you've done to them and to me.
[27:38 - 27:52] Game on, pussy. You fucking coward. You want me. Come get me, you fucking coward. Game on.