2021-12-27 SKXRZ

[0:30 - 0:46] now I see nobody you enjoying some of my music and to you guys that enjoyed I'm
[0:46 - 0:48] Grateful for that
[1:07 - 1:09] That's it's time to give you guys something
[1:10 - 1:13] That you guys have not heard before
[1:13 - 1:21] That's a brand new fucking album that I've been working on on and off for the last four fucking years
[1:27 - 1:30] So I hope you guys are ready for some fun I
[1:31 - 1:39] Hope you guys are ready for the heaviest fucking album and the heaviest fucking show that you've ever heard in your goddamn life
[1:39 - 1:41] I
[1:49 - 1:52] Because this is a metal album I started about four years ago
[1:53 - 1:55] And I've been working on on and off
[1:56 - 1:58] since then
[1:59 - 2:01] And I hope you guys are ready
[2:01 - 2:11] Because by the time this shows over you will leave with scars
[2:31 - 2:33] I
[3:01 - 3:03] I
[3:31 - 3:51] I
[4:01 - 4:09] I see the devil smiling at me.
[4:09 - 4:10] Fuck.
[4:10 - 4:24] You're clear you seem to know.
[4:24 - 4:35] You claim you seem to know. You claim that you know everything that I know.
[4:35 - 4:42] Yes, you claim to know everything that I know.
[4:42 - 4:48] You claim you seem to know everything that I know.
[4:48 - 4:55] You claim that you know everything that I know.
[4:55 - 5:08] You claim that you know everything that I know.
[5:08 - 5:15] I don't need this devil, never do whatever I need. I'm gonna die.
[5:15 - 5:22] Need to get away this devil, serving back your life.
[5:22 - 5:30] And it wouldn't touch any stages mile that I cannot refute.
[5:30 - 5:39] Yeah, I get no repairs. Devil has no mental health.
[5:39 - 5:50] Yeah, I need to get away. Devil has my mind as well.
[5:50 - 6:00] Go away, the devil in my mind.
[6:00 - 6:27] Road, go away. Tell for the last time you're saying go away.
[6:27 - 6:37] Devil get away from me. Get out of my mind.
[6:44 - 6:48] How the fuck you guys doing today?
[6:57 - 7:07] This one I wrote, slowly after Chester's passing.
[7:07 - 7:12] So I want to see those RFP Chester's going into goddamn comments.
[7:12 - 7:38] Because this one's for him.
[7:38 - 7:54] This whole riff right here is for him.
[7:54 - 8:05] And anybody who thinks I suck, they can go fuck themselves.
[8:05 - 8:18] I wander through the minds of the outskirts of time.
[8:18 - 8:27] I wander through the outskirts of time in my mind.
[8:27 - 8:38] In that defense I see the reflection of what you want.
[8:38 - 8:51] Left behind all I see, the light that you left behind.
[8:51 - 9:05] Oh, I see the life that you left behind.
[9:05 - 9:33] Your day you see down in Zang, all the rocks and mines.
[9:33 - 9:41] Your day you see me long.
[9:41 - 9:50] You're gone and never forgotten.
[9:50 - 10:02] Your day you see me long.
[10:03 - 10:30] You're gone and never forgotten.
[10:30 - 10:58] You're gone and never forgotten.
[10:58 - 11:24] You're gone and never forgotten.
[11:24 - 11:34] You're gone and never forgotten.
[11:34 - 11:44] You're gone and never forgotten.
[11:44 - 12:04] You're gone and never forgotten.
[12:04 - 12:14] You're gone and never forgotten.
[12:14 - 12:24] You're gone and never forgotten.
[12:24 - 12:34] You're gone and never forgotten.
[12:34 - 12:44] You're gone and never forgotten.
[12:44 - 12:56] Don't ever give in, don't let them break you down, shove you down.
[12:56 - 13:01] Don't ever give in to what they say you don't know man.
[13:01 - 13:08] But I know you don't know that I don't ever let them take you away or break you down.
[13:08 - 13:20] Don't ever give in to them, don't let them go lost or find a portion that they sell you.
[13:20 - 13:26] Don't ever give in.
[13:26 - 13:36] Don't ever give in to them, prove they want to take everything away from you.
[13:36 - 13:46] Don't ever give in to them, prove they want to take everything away from you.
[13:46 - 13:56] Don't ever give in.
[13:56 - 14:04] This is a revolution.
[14:04 - 14:14] Don't ever give in to them, prove they want to take everything away from you.
[14:14 - 14:29] Keep on burning for a better day.
[14:29 - 14:33] There's no revolution suddenly.
[14:33 - 14:43] Never give in to those around you or what they say.
[14:43 - 14:56] For the hatred, for the loneliness, for these people that want to drag you down and put you in.
[14:56 - 15:05] There's no prison today, don't ever give in to what they say.
[15:05 - 15:12] Never give in to those around you.
[15:12 - 15:26] Don't let them tell you what they say and if all you have is the truth that's on you.
[15:26 - 15:40] Don't ever give up and I won't give up on you if you don't care about them and the other.
[15:40 - 15:59] We can make a better future for this hatred, sort of revolution.
[15:59 - 16:06] Sort of revolution today.
[16:06 - 16:13] We can make a better future for this hatred, sort of revolution today.
[16:13 - 16:23] We can make a better future for this hatred, sort of revolution today.
[16:23 - 16:30] Sort of revolution today.
[16:30 - 16:35] Sort of revolution today.
[16:35 - 16:45] Don't let your memories fade away.
[16:45 - 16:52] Don't ever let it fade away.
[16:52 - 16:59] Keep on burning for a brighter day.
[16:59 - 17:16] Don't let them tell you what they say and if all you have is the truth that's on you.
[17:23 - 17:28] Let your memory live on.
[17:28 - 17:34] Let your memory live on.
[17:34 - 17:39] Let your memory live on to the end of the time.
[17:39 - 17:43] Don't ever let it fade away.
[17:43 - 17:49] Don't let the memory tell yourself fade away.
[17:50 - 17:55] Don't ever fade away.
[17:55 - 18:02] Don't let them make you fade away.
[18:02 - 18:07] You are better than what you think.
[18:20 - 18:34] Yeah!
[18:34 - 18:41] You guys ready to get crazy?
[18:41 - 18:50] This one right here is for anyone that felt broken down.
[18:50 - 18:53] Yeah!
[18:53 - 18:56] Evening broken down inside my head.
[18:56 - 18:59] You little boy.
[18:59 - 19:05] You always want to want to be like.
[19:05 - 19:07] To end the day.
[19:07 - 19:11] You always want to learn how to be on the spirit side.
[19:11 - 19:18] You always want to learn how to be on the, on the side of this world.
[19:18 - 19:21] To the other side you exist.
[19:21 - 19:29] You don't know let's give that theory a little chance.
[19:29 - 19:38] Let's see what the other side does in store for you and me.
[19:38 - 19:42] Let's see what it's like on the other side.
[19:42 - 19:44] Just a little neck.
[19:44 - 19:45] Yeah!
[19:45 - 19:46] Let go of me.
[19:46 - 19:49] Maybe then I can see.
[19:49 - 19:55] What am I to look through the eyes of a ghost?
[19:55 - 19:57] Pacted myself.
[19:57 - 19:59] What if it's fun?
[19:59 - 20:04] I don't know.
[20:04 - 20:09] Maybe it'll be fun.
[20:09 - 20:18] Cause I can't see the other side.
[20:18 - 20:23] Through the eyes of a non-tan.
[20:23 - 20:30] Steer that right through the night.
[20:30 - 20:38] Nothing wonder what it's like.
[20:38 - 20:53] To look back at you with the spirit side.
[20:53 - 20:58] Look at that you with the eyes of a non-desperate you.
[20:58 - 20:59] Fun.
[20:59 - 21:00] Scared.
[21:00 - 21:01] Fun.
[21:01 - 21:05] You know that it's me staring back at you.
[21:05 - 21:12] Can't you find a way of being that you know.
[21:12 - 21:18] That I know what it's like on the other side.
[21:18 - 21:23] The non-tan spirit side.
[21:23 - 21:30] Now I know what it's like.
[21:30 - 21:37] To look in the mirror through the eyes of a spirit.
[21:37 - 21:45] From the non-tan spirit side.
[21:45 - 21:51] Take my hand when you're ready.
[21:51 - 21:56] I can promise you.
[21:56 - 22:04] Everything will be alright.
[22:04 - 22:12] Take my hand and I'll lead you to the spirit side.
[22:12 - 22:20] Where you feel no pain, no suffering anymore.
[22:20 - 22:23] I can promise you.
[22:23 - 22:47] Nothing will ever be like it was before.
[22:47 - 22:54] I've got better than you bitch.
[23:17 - 23:27] Bruh here's the thing about you man.
[23:27 - 23:30] The little thing about this dude right here.
[23:30 - 23:34] This Carrie dude right here.
[23:34 - 23:37] See what you motherfuckers don't realize.
[23:37 - 23:44] Is I get to be up here every day doing what I love to do.
[23:44 - 23:46] But yeah what do you do?
[23:46 - 23:49] Run your mouth like a fucking bitch.
[23:49 - 23:51] What do you gotta say huh?
[23:51 - 23:55] I stopped the whole show for these fucking awesome fans.
[23:55 - 23:57] Just so that you can run your mouth.
[23:57 - 24:01] So what do you gotta say you pansy ass fuckbag.
[24:01 - 24:04] It obviously ain't something important.
[24:04 - 24:11] Obviously.
[24:11 - 24:15] Obviously what you had to say isn't important though.
[24:15 - 24:23] Cause right now you're sitting there in the motherfucking chat silent as fuck.
[24:23 - 24:28] You know I find motherfuckers like you real fucking funny.
[24:28 - 24:31] Cause I get to do what I love for a living.
[24:31 - 24:36] While you sit there and run your mouth like a little bitch.
[24:36 - 24:37] That's all you got.
[24:37 - 24:40] You run your mouth like a bitch.
[24:40 - 25:04] That's all you got.
[25:04 - 25:13] Unless you can do a metal song better than myself.
[25:13 - 25:19] If you can do a metal song better than me then I'll give you the fucking credit you deserve.
[25:19 - 25:31] But until you got the balls to step up and actually show me what you got.
[25:31 - 25:36] If you actually step up to the mic and show me what you got then I'll give you respect.
[25:36 - 25:42] But until then sit down shut your fucking mouth and enjoy the goddamn show.
[25:42 - 25:45] Or get the fuck off my stream right now.
[25:45 - 25:48] Cause this place ain't for you motherfucker.
[25:48 - 25:53] This place is for the goddamn weirdos and the outcasts like myself.
[25:53 - 25:57] The motherfuckers that you cast aside.
[25:57 - 26:02] This place ain't for you as for the weirdos.
[26:02 - 26:21] So motherfucker either quit your bullshit or get the fuck out.
[26:21 - 26:51] Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
[26:51 - 27:15] I see the Lord through the devil's eyes I see what he said to me and I have a choice
[27:15 - 27:29] to make do I find do I run I don't know what to do anymore I have no clue on what to do
[27:29 - 27:40] anymore I've lost inside my own mind the sins of making I don't know what I should choose to
[27:40 - 27:49] do I choose that never the mirror do I choose life do I choose death I don't know why am I
[27:49 - 27:57] struggling with my own demons why was I struggling with my own negative side
[27:57 - 28:07] I don't need no mirror see the terror
[28:07 - 28:21] I don't know what to do anymore I'm looking for a way out I don't want to be a devil but I don't
[28:21 - 28:36] want to be cheated by the angels in the sky what should should I take it should I use it to
[28:36 - 29:01] do I choose the devil in the now I don't know which one I chose I can't I can't be my life on the
[29:01 - 29:17] end son no son looking at I can't believe I'm a devil with man I don't want to change no one but the feeling
[29:17 - 29:33] you talk to me again maybe I'm a little deranged on the inside and my quilt of fighters growing
[29:33 - 29:48] wake up every time turn of the devil on the inside hey screw my knife turn of me to join him on the other side
[29:48 - 30:05] do I care man do I fight do I run do I hide I don't know I need to know what to do cuz I don't want my choice to be for nothing
[30:05 - 30:13] I just want to do the right thing go down the right path
[30:19 - 30:23] go
[30:32 - 30:41] it's time to get rowdy up in this shit
[30:41 - 30:43] you
[30:51 - 30:59] the only thing is the agent that you spilt on me all you want to is drive me down
[30:59 - 31:01] sure
[31:14 - 31:21] really know me they don't know what it's like go the other side of me in the other ground
[31:22 - 31:26] fight for your own life every single day and night
[31:29 - 31:33] look it around I see so many people
[31:35 - 31:37] cancer side
[31:40 - 31:45] by the one man society teams as evil
[31:45 - 31:57] oh the eyes in them all are one like me the outcast the ones that you constantly laugh at
[31:57 - 32:04] none the ones done they say you're young the boys they never when I've been told
[32:05 - 32:08] never when I've been told
[32:10 - 32:16] this song is the message for everyone like me
[32:19 - 32:28] that's me just aside stand up fight back for your right
[32:30 - 32:33] fight for your will to live
[32:35 - 32:39] fight for the outside fight for society
[32:39 - 32:42] don't you believe yourself you're blind
[32:44 - 32:54] don't let yourself be cancer side don't let them be the ones that cast you aside
[32:54 - 32:56] fight
[32:58 - 33:01] you have so much strength
[33:03 - 33:07] hiding the desire for the shed out five packs
[33:08 - 33:11] cannot wear this your will my friend
[33:14 - 33:19] do you want to die in the end or do you want to survive
[33:20 - 33:25] do you want to let your enemies live on for a time
[33:28 - 33:38] I ask you because I'm just like you I am one of you
[33:38 - 33:39] now
[33:40 - 33:49] I am like you don't even know can't I look where not the one that society teams
[33:50 - 33:53] can't brand on the outcast
[33:55 - 34:01] can't on the one everyone feels
[34:09 - 34:12] you're a human outcast
[34:14 - 34:21] can't advise society wrong because I never thought of that rule
[34:21 - 34:32] I put my own path I don't want the same path that society won't need a one if you
[34:32 - 34:34] buy was a cyanide
[34:35 - 34:42] then fuck you if you walk with society to fuck you
[34:43 - 34:46] I will never be who you want me to
[34:48 - 34:53] I won't let these people be choked down by you
[34:53 - 34:55] you
[34:55 - 34:59] for desire they can't go wrong
[35:08 - 35:10] let me stop it right there for a second
[35:14 - 35:19] that song right there did I just did
[35:23 - 35:33] I wrote that because of you trolls that started casting me out and judging me
[35:33 - 35:35] just a couple years ago
[35:37 - 35:45] matter of fact I wrote it shortly after all this crazy bullshit started because I noticed something
[35:46 - 35:52] I noticed that you motherfuckers in the chat who like to run your mouth about me and say I suck
[35:52 - 35:59] and talk shit you guys are the ones responsible for me being outcasted
[35:59 - 36:02] for me being labeled as a black sheep
[36:08 - 36:15] but in doing so you helped me you helped me to find my home in the underground
[36:15 - 36:17] you helped me to find people like myself
[36:18 - 36:20] but what I find funny is this
[36:22 - 36:28] you sit there you judge people like us and then when we actually make something of ourselves
[36:29 - 36:34] you all sudden act like a fucking fanboy like you've been a fan the entire fucking time
[36:36 - 36:40] motherfucker you ain't faking shit you ain't fooling nobody
[36:40 - 36:49] if you weren't a fan before then why the fuck you a fan when people like me blow the fuck up
[36:54 - 36:57] and trust me I've already blown the fuck up
[37:00 - 37:04] but it's because of you douchebags getting in the motherfucking way
[37:05 - 37:08] that I had to put everything I was doing on hold
[37:08 - 37:14] well guess what I'm back and I ain't taking no more of your fucking bullshit
[37:15 - 37:19] you can sit there talk shit about me all you want but at the end of the day
[37:21 - 37:29] your opinion don't mean shit your opinion is worthless to me it has no value
[37:29 - 37:39] and maybe if you stop judging motherfuckers like me and casting people like me out
[37:40 - 37:44] maybe you'll see that we all have a lot more in common than you fucking think
[37:46 - 37:50] but you won't know that because you motherfuckers judge people way too fucking much
[37:51 - 37:57] by how they look who they are by what they've done in the past
[37:59 - 38:05] but instead of looking at who they are as a person you judge them without knowing them
[38:06 - 38:10] and those are the motherfuckers I stand up for the motherfuckers that you guys
[38:12 - 38:16] the motherfuckers that you guys judge the ones that you cast aside
[38:17 - 38:22] I'm the one that stands up for those people because I am one of those people
[38:24 - 38:28] and if you don't like me that's fine but that don't give me the right to run your motherfucking
[38:28 - 38:34] mouth like a bitch so instead of judging others judge yourself
[38:37 - 38:43] stop pushing your insecurities on other people just because your life ain't shit
[38:43 - 38:48] that don't give me the fucking right to make others feel like fucking shit
[38:50 - 38:55] I'm sorry that your life is shit but that doesn't give me the right to push your life
[38:55 - 39:02] onto someone else fight your own fucking battles and if you can't reach out to someone that'll help
[39:09 - 39:15] and I'm not mad about shit I'm finally rising up and doing what I should have done a long time ago
[39:15 - 39:18] and taking a stand for people like myself
[39:25 - 39:25] you
[39:31 - 39:32] go on you guys people
[39:34 - 39:37] that have put me down my whole fucking life
[39:38 - 39:46] or people like William glory hall marty or those little fucking tweets on this on discord
[39:47 - 39:54] you think what you do phases me but it doesn't because like I said I stand up for those like
[39:54 - 40:02] myself I'll rep those like myself and I'm proud to be a weirdo I'm proud to be an outcast
[40:07 - 40:10] I'm proud to be a freak of nature
[40:24 - 40:25] you
[40:25 - 40:26] you
[40:27 - 40:27] you
[40:47 - 40:49] look into the head son
[40:49 - 40:50] I'm
[40:52 - 40:52] not
[40:52 - 40:53] going to be a
[40:58 - 41:00] freak of nature
[41:19 - 41:29] I am a freak, oh yes I am a freak, oh the one that you, no two fucking eight, I am the one that you,
[41:29 - 41:38] no two rips on every single day, yes I am a motherfucking freak, no such a dirty, nasty little freak,
[41:38 - 41:49] I am a freak with a heart of gold, oh yes I am a freak, oh I am such a freak,
[41:49 - 41:57] I am the one that you, I am the one that you sleep, I am the one that you,
[41:57 - 42:15] I am a freak with a heart of gold, oh yes I am a freak with a heart of gold, oh yes I am a freak with a heart of gold,
[42:15 - 42:24] I am such a freak, oh I am a freak, I am the one that you, no two eight on every single day, I am the one that you,
[42:24 - 42:30] yes the way I am the one that you, no big, yes I may have these girls as long as I am,
[42:30 - 42:39] but that's okay, I am a freak, no such a dirty, nasty little freak,
[42:40 - 42:47] I owe that shit, every day that shit is a part of me,
[42:47 - 42:58] I am better than the one that you charge, because I am the one that you love,
[42:58 - 43:08] I am better than the one that you love, I am better than the one that you love,
[43:08 - 43:17] I am better than the one that you love, I am better than the one that you love,
[43:20 - 43:23] I am a freak,
[43:23 - 43:38] I am a freak, the one that flies through the night like a dark and wicked plant,
[43:38 - 43:47] I am like a nightmare, I am like a shadow, looking over your shoulder,
[43:47 - 43:54] and you confidently don't care about your mind when you look at me,
[43:54 - 43:58] so you see as a freak,
[44:00 - 44:07] so you see as a freak oh I am not a baby, I am not a real freak
[44:07 - 44:09] Yo, cript, what's up bro?
[44:17 - 44:27] You're a proud girl, be afraid of what I owe.
[44:27 - 44:32] Shed the sun to wither me, I am the freak of nature.
[44:32 - 44:34] Can't the pain get red?
[44:34 - 44:39] I'm glad that you didn't know it a crown and you don't.
[44:39 - 44:42] Think you're not just a do what I love.
[44:42 - 44:47] You're a dream girl, show jump and smoke.
[44:47 - 44:54] You're a brother, never bring your name to the fun that you love.
[44:54 - 45:00] I am the one that everybody needs different parts.
[45:00 - 45:05] Give a sign to the one that everybody needs.
[45:07 - 45:11] I am proud of the freak.
[45:11 - 45:20] Don't create a riot through the night, then you can't die of guilt.
[45:20 - 45:29] I am a freak of nature proud of being one.
[45:29 - 45:34] If you hate me, that's alright.
[45:34 - 45:44] I will sell the end to a man at the end of the night.
[45:44 - 45:56] Yes, I am all those torched and twisted, abandoned freaks.
[45:56 - 46:01] I am a freak, you such a nasty dirty little freak.
[46:01 - 46:08] I am the one that don't hate or such a freak and I'm proud to be the one.
[46:08 - 46:16] I am the one that you love and I am proud to be the one.
[46:16 - 46:20] Shout out to my bro Krypton, what's good man?
[46:31 - 46:49] Hey yo, rotting, hey rotting Riso, if you can do better motherfucker, let's see you get out here and do something.
[46:49 - 46:59] Let's see you do something motherfucker, cause you ain't got the balls.
[46:59 - 47:15] Cause like I said, this place is for the motherfucking weirdos.
[47:15 - 47:26] This place is for the motherfucking weirdos, not little douchebags like you.
[47:26 - 47:34] Say to you, it might sound horrible, that may be true, and if you don't like it, you don't have to watch.
[47:34 - 47:39] It's called find something else.
[47:39 - 47:47] Like I said, this channel ain't for motherfuckers like you that judge.
[47:47 - 48:01] It's for people like me and Kryp K, the people that you motherfuckers talk all this shit about.
[48:01 - 48:11] This place is for the freaks and the weirdos and the guys like me that you cast aside.
[48:11 - 48:28] All the people like me that you cast aside, that's what this place is for, those motherfuckers that you guys set aside and tragically judge when you don't have that right.
[48:28 - 48:39] Yes, I'm a freak, yes, I may have scabs and scars, I may look different, but I'm proud of that.
[48:39 - 48:54] Because I get to do me every fucking day.
[48:54 - 49:05] This next one.
[49:24 - 49:45] This next one is called disconnected.
[49:45 - 50:14] This next one is called disconnected.
[50:14 - 50:43] This next one is called disconnected.
[50:43 - 51:12] This next one is called disconnected.
[51:12 - 51:25] This next one is called realized what day to day to see the world around them through someone's eyes.
[51:25 - 51:35] You always want to change and think of our life.
[51:35 - 51:53] The life of those insecure ladies behind the mask that try to lie, say everything's alright.
[51:53 - 51:58] Everybody always has their own thing that guarantees.
[51:58 - 52:11] To the everybody like me that I've been wronged in such guarantees that act like everything's alright.
[52:11 - 52:22] Then they turn around and lie, lie to play, God is what they lie to do.
[52:22 - 52:32] Then lie to play, God with people like me and you.
[52:32 - 52:43] That will not be done by a human being, that will not be taken down by human nature, that will not be done by human.
[52:43 - 52:52] That will not be done by people like you, that thing is alright.
[52:52 - 53:10] I will not bend down again, you are not my John!
[53:14 - 53:17] Your fridges could be free when you use your credit time of these...
[53:22 - 53:48] This one is called Ascension!
[53:49 - 53:52] This one is called Ascension!
[53:57 - 54:01] Welcome to the Ascension!
[54:01 - 54:04] Welcome to a new world!
[54:04 - 54:07] You can look deep inside your mind!
[54:07 - 54:12] Let me take you on a journey deep inside your role mind!
[54:12 - 54:17] Let me help you find yourself again, let me help you!
[54:30 - 54:38] Let me take you on a journey deep inside your role mind!
[54:38 - 54:50] Let me take you on a journey where you can find yourself again!
[54:50 - 55:01] Let me take you on a journey where you can find yourself again!
[55:01 - 55:10] Where you can find yourself again!
[55:10 - 55:16] Welcome to a new world!
[55:16 - 55:28] So may I bury the chain of life in a crown!
[55:31 - 55:41] Let me take you on a journey deep inside your role mind!
[55:41 - 55:44] Let me take you on a journey and send you mine!
[55:44 - 55:50] Let me take you to a place where you will never have no worry anymore!
[55:50 - 55:59] Let me take you on an Ascension ride!
[55:59 - 56:06] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[56:06 - 56:14] Let me take you on a journey deep inside your role mind!
[56:14 - 56:24] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[56:24 - 56:33] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[56:33 - 56:46] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[56:46 - 57:09] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[57:16 - 57:21] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[57:46 - 57:56] This is the last one right here. This final song is called The Oppressed Ones.
[58:17 - 58:29] No! We are The Oppressed!
[58:29 - 58:39] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[58:39 - 58:49] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[58:49 - 58:59] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[58:59 - 59:09] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[59:09 - 59:19] This is the last one right here. This final song is called The Oppressed Ones.
[59:19 - 59:29] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[59:29 - 59:38] Let me take you on an Ascension ride where you can find yourself again!
[59:38 - 59:55] We are the oppressed but we are the ones that want to bring we want to have a voice all around!
[59:55 - 60:08] We are the oppressed but we are the ones that want to have a voice all around!
[60:08 - 60:18] We are the ones that want to have a voice all around!
[60:18 - 60:23] The Oppressed Ones!
[60:23 - 60:33] We are the ones that look around for the rain all around!
[60:33 - 60:44] We are the ones that always wonder how I call you!
[60:44 - 60:57] We are the ones that want to have a voice all around!
[60:57 - 61:04] We are the ones that want to have a voice all around!
[61:04 - 61:12] We are the oppressed ones but we are the ones with no voice!
[61:12 - 61:18] We are the oppressed, the broken and the fallen and the bills!
[61:18 - 61:24] We are the ones that you cast aside!
[61:24 - 61:31] We are creatures on the underground, people on the dark!
[61:31 - 61:42] We are the ones oppressed with stones made of iron that you create on!
[61:42 - 61:54] We are the oppressed ones, we are the dying ones, we are the ones that you turn away and shine!
[61:54 - 61:59] We are the ones that want a voice!
[61:59 - 62:06] We need a voice to speak for us!
[62:06 - 62:16] We are the oppressed ones!
[62:16 - 62:36] And it's true man, people like me that you guys cast aside, we are the oppressed ones, we are the ones that you cast aside!
[62:47 - 63:02] We are the ones that you say are freaks and let me tell you, like I said, I'm proud to be a freak, I own that shit!
[63:02 - 63:13] I own the fact that I'm a freak, I own the fact that I stand out, I love the fact that I look different!
[63:13 - 63:19] I own the fact and I'm proud of the fact that I don't look like you fuck it!
[63:19 - 63:25] And don't ask mainstream, no talent having robots!
[63:32 - 63:40] And Crypt is very very right dude, Crypt is very right about that, that's all you guys do!
[63:40 - 63:50] You run your mouth and babble on and on and on, like your opinion means something, but to people like me, it don't mean shit!
[63:50 - 63:57] Because opinions are like assholes, we all have one and they usually fucking suck!
[63:57 - 64:12] So like I said, you guys can have your opinions about me, that's okay!
[64:12 - 64:21] But just know at the end of the day, I always speak the truth about people like you guys!
[64:21 - 64:36] And that's what that whole album is about, my whole album Scars is about motherfuckers like you guys and society that push people like me around!
[64:36 - 64:50] Thinking that it's funny and yeah, at first it is, but then it's not so funny when your motherfuckers push someone like me to end their life and they actually go through with it!
[64:51 - 64:57] And then what? You're left with their blood on your hands!
[64:57 - 65:26] Clearly, you're so deluded by society's rule and hold on you!
[65:26 - 65:33] You're clearly deluded by the mainstream garbage that's out there!
[65:33 - 65:50] You're so deluded by the troll community that you can't see what's right and what's wrong!
[65:50 - 65:57] See, you guys say I'm delusional, but here's a fact for you!
[65:57 - 66:11] In your eyes, I may be delusional, but to the rest of the world, I have a fucking talent that you can never touch!
[66:11 - 66:20] And here's another fun fact for you, in case you're behind on history or you're still asleep!
[66:20 - 66:31] Well, since you're still asleep, exhumed art, let me enlighten you, let me wake you up here, if you will!
[66:32 - 66:59] See, the people that you learned about in school, everyone from Nicholas Tesla, Johann Sebastian Bach, Beethoven, Plato, Edgar Allan Poe, Albert Einstein, Carol Shelby, Henry Ford,
[67:00 - 67:21] Benjamin Franklin, they all have one thing in common, like myself, they were all deemed insane, they were all deemed crazy!
[67:21 - 67:29] But you see what happened with them, they went on to do great things!
[67:29 - 67:39] So my question to you is this, am I really delusional or crazy, or am I seeing something that you're missing?
[67:39 - 67:49] Am I seeing something that your normal eyes aren't seeing and are overlooking?
[67:49 - 67:59] Because maybe I see something that you don't, that you're not seeing.
[67:59 - 68:10] Because maybe if you stopped and take a look at the world through someone else's eyes, you might see that there's something there that you've been missing the whole fucking time.
[68:10 - 68:30] And who knows, you seeing that might change your fucking view on things.
[68:30 - 68:34] And that's the problem with a lot of people.
[68:34 - 68:39] A lot of these people that like to judge me, they never want to see the world through my eyes.
[68:39 - 68:45] They never want to see my point of view because they think that they're right all the time.
[68:45 - 69:00] Like clearly that's not the case, sometimes they are, yes, but they still refuse to see the other person's point of view, which blinds them to a lot of shit.
[69:00 - 69:12] Hell, I ask Kripp Kripp and no offense to you Kripp, but there have been times where he's jumped down my fucking throat and gone at me.
[69:12 - 69:21] And even in doing so, I still looked at things from his point of view, I still respected his point of view.
[69:21 - 69:35] I took the time to open up my mind enough to look at what he had to say and looked through his point of view.
[69:35 - 69:44] And he has done the same in return many a time.
[69:44 - 69:51] And that's what's sad about you mainstream bitch trolls.
[69:51 - 70:08] You act like the world revolves around you, but the world don't revolve around you.
[70:08 - 70:14] Y'all act like the world owes you something, but here's a little fucking reality check for you.
[70:14 - 70:19] The world don't owe you a goddamn thing.
[70:19 - 70:36] The world don't owe you shit. If anything, you lazy ass motherfuckers that judge owe the world something.
[70:36 - 70:45] And he's right, Andy. People do change over time. And Kripp K has shown me what really has been going on.
[70:45 - 70:57] He's shown me that he's a changed person. He's shown me what's really going on in the troll community, which is why I left the troll community.
[70:57 - 71:05] I left it behind because of him. People like him, Charity, Scully.
[71:05 - 71:12] Those three motherfuckers are the ones that helped me to realize that I need to leave.
[71:12 - 71:22] They're the reason why I left and I'm glad I left because I got to see what really is going on.
[71:22 - 71:29] And let me tell you, it's disgusting.
[71:29 - 71:37] I know what a lot of you guys are saying. Oh, you never leave your room. Why do you do these shows when no one really watches?
[71:37 - 71:50] You're not really on the stage. Well, let me tell you, anywhere can be a stage if you want it to be.
[71:50 - 71:59] The only difference between me doing a show here in my room and doing a show live on stage is one simple thing.
[71:59 - 72:07] On here, there's a crowd in check on a regular stage and a venue. The crowd's right there in front of you.
[72:07 - 72:12] That's the only difference. That's the only difference.
[72:12 - 72:21] But at the same time, it is still a stage nonetheless, like it or not.
[72:21 - 72:32] And I'm proud to say that I do this every day. I'm proud to say that I'm only 400-something away from that thousand mark.
[72:32 - 72:42] I'm proud to say that I'm part of the change. I'm proud to say that I'm part of the change in the music industry.
[72:42 - 72:53] I'm proud to say that I myself am revolutionizing photography in a very, very big way, which I'll be revealing very soon.
[72:54 - 73:08] I'm proud to say that I am an artist and I do what I love.
[73:08 - 73:18] I'm proud to say that I stand out. And honestly, I'm proud to say that I look different.
[73:18 - 73:29] I'm proud to say that I'm a weirdo, that I'm a freak, that I'm different, that I stand out.
[73:29 - 73:33] I'm proud to say that I belong in a horror movie.
[73:33 - 73:51] Speaking on horror movies, if anyone out there has any contact with any kind of movie production team that's looking for somebody to do horror films,
[73:51 - 73:58] let me know. I'll sign up, I'll play a fucking creature, I'll play that weird fucking psycho dude.
[73:58 - 74:04] I don't fucking mind. I love horror films.
[74:04 - 74:19] Everything from Chucky, The Conjuring, Pet Cemetery, you name it.
[74:19 - 74:26] I love horror films. So if anybody out there has any connections, let me know.
[74:26 - 74:36] I'll sign up to play a role. Hell, a couple, actually about four or five years ago, when it was still around,
[74:36 - 74:44] I got to work at the Seven Floors of Hell, which is a very famous attraction here in Ohio.
[74:44 - 74:49] And let me tell you, some of the people I got to work alongside were some of the best in the world.
[74:50 - 74:58] I got to work with actual makeup people that have actually done makeup for actual horror film people.
[74:58 - 75:02] And let me tell you, I want to give a huge shout out to those people, man.
[75:02 - 75:11] Those guys going out of their way to do makeup for Seven Floors of Hell, you guys fucking killed it that year.
[75:11 - 75:15] You guys were fucking awesome.
[75:15 - 75:23] And in case you guys are wondering what floor I was on, I was literally the psychotic patient in a psych ward.
[75:23 - 75:32] I played this bloody, very fucked up, deranged psychotic intake patient in the psych ward in the Seven Floors of Hell.
[75:32 - 75:36] And let me tell you, I had fun doing it. I loved it.
[75:36 - 75:44] I loved playing that role because I got to show what I can really do.
[75:44 - 75:54] But sadly due to COVID, that all got stopped last year and I don't know when they're going to pick it back up.
[75:54 - 76:08] But let me tell you, in doing that piece, I learned that I'm made for horror films. I'm made for weird shit.
[76:08 - 76:17] And let me tell you, I'm glad to say that.
[76:17 - 76:26] So like I said, if anybody out there knows anybody that is actually a legitimate film company,
[76:26 - 76:30] looking for somebody to play a role, shit, hit me up and let me know.
[76:30 - 76:33] I'll fucking play the role of a weird ass creature.
[76:33 - 76:36] I'll play an ugly looking motherfucker that wants to rip your face off.
[76:36 - 76:41] I'll play a zombie. I don't mind. Hell, I wouldn't mind playing an extra in a zombie film.
[76:41 - 76:45] I love zombie films. Resident Evil is my shit.
[76:45 - 76:54] Resident Evil, Dawn of the Dead, Zombieland, Zombieland Double Tap. You name it.
[76:54 - 77:00] I love creepy shit like that.
[77:01 - 77:10] Hell, I myself am currently taking a creepypasta that no one knows who wrote it.
[77:10 - 77:19] And I'm basically turning it into a book slash film script.
[77:19 - 77:24] So many of you guys may have heard about the creepypasta of Kisaragi Station.
[77:24 - 77:38] I'm literally taking that creepypasta and I'm translating it and transforming it into a film script slash horror book, horror novel, if you will.
[77:38 - 77:42] And so far, it's creepy as fuck. That's all I'm gonna say is that it's creepy as shit.
[77:42 - 77:46] And I promise you, you're gonna love it.
[77:46 - 77:53] So like I said, I love the darkness. I love the occult. I love the weird dark creepy shit.
[77:54 - 78:10] So I'm gonna say, if anybody out there needs somebody to play a creepy role of a creature, let me know. I'm down. I'm in.
[78:10 - 78:16] Well, that would be it said, y'all. I hope you guys did enjoy this show, man.
[78:16 - 78:26] I really do. I hope that you guys did very much enjoy this show.
[78:26 - 78:38] And I hope that I was able to help you guys in some way. I hope that I was able to help you guys find your strength to fight back against whatever it is you're going through.
[78:38 - 78:51] Because we all have our battles to fight. And I hope that I was able to help you guys to at least gain the courage to start fighting back.
[78:51 - 78:58] Whatever it is you're going through, there is always brightness on the other side. Trust me.
[78:58 - 79:20] You're talking to somebody that went through some very, very dark shit.
[79:20 - 79:30] And some of that dark stuff almost did take my life away from me.
[79:30 - 79:42] So trust me when I say things will get better. And if you want things to change for the better, you need to be the one to stand up and make that fucking change.
[79:42 - 79:45] Ain't nobody else gonna do it for you.
[79:45 - 79:52] Before somebody can help you to make that change, you need to start trying to make that change yourself.
[79:52 - 80:00] If you want help, you need to help yourself first.
[80:00 - 80:11] Well, that being said guys, I fucking love you guys. I hope you guys staying safe out there during this winter and during this bitch ass virus COVID, bitch ass virus.
[80:11 - 80:16] Fucking hate this virus man. It's a little fucking bitch.
[80:16 - 80:21] But like I said, hopefully I did help you guys in some sort of way.
[80:21 - 80:27] Now is this album going to release that I just did? I don't know. I might release it.
[80:27 - 80:39] I might go in and re-record some of the songs at a later date and re-release it.
[80:39 - 80:43] But until then, I'm gonna sit down, chill out, relax.
[80:43 - 80:52] Watch some TV, hang out with Crip King, might hop on some Forza Motorsport 7, get into a couple of Drift lobbies or a couple of Drag lobbies and have some fun.
[80:52 - 80:58] And yeah, I'll catch you guys later on in the next video y'all.
[80:58 - 81:04] If you guys did like this, don't forget to smack that like button, that subscribe button and that notification all found down below.
[81:04 - 81:13] And also, be sure to get your final poll votes in this week as voting ends at the end of this week.
[81:13 - 81:17] So make sure y'all get your votes in on the poll in the community tab.
[81:17 - 81:25] And also be sure to stop by my shop, pick up your paradox merch, pick up your Cyrax merch with my face on it.
[81:25 - 81:31] Pick you up a coffee cup, a hoodie, chill out, relax, watch some shit and have a good time.
[81:31 - 81:34] And I'll catch you guys in the next stream y'all.
[81:34 - 81:35] Fucking love you guys.
[81:35 - 81:37] Shout out to the Cyrax Nation.
[81:37 - 81:41] Stay up, stay humble, stay positive, keep being yourself.
[81:41 - 81:43] Peace.