2021-12-26 remembering the lost

[0:00 - 0:19] [Music]
[0:19 - 0:21] What's up everybody?
[0:21 - 0:28] Now
[0:28 - 0:35] [Music]
[0:35 - 0:41] Already this past few months and a few years I've seen a lot of people talking trash about it
[0:41 - 0:47] Thinking that they know me and to a certain extent you do
[0:47 - 0:51] But what you don't know
[0:51 - 0:55] Is the struggles
[0:57 - 0:59] And losses
[0:59 - 1:02] That I've dealt with
[1:02 - 1:06] Since 2009
[1:06 - 1:11] And that's why I'm dedicating this whole show
[1:11 - 1:15] To those that I've known personally
[1:15 - 1:24] From the man that got me doing music my best friend
[1:25 - 1:27] And brother David Stone King
[1:27 - 1:31] To
[1:31 - 1:33] My mentor Koda Oda
[1:33 - 1:46] Everybody that has inspired me and pushed me to be what I'm not saying. That's why I'm wearing
[1:51 - 1:56] The hoodie of the school that got me started on my path
[1:56 - 1:59] And that's why for this show
[1:59 - 2:02] I'm going to be using this guitar pick
[2:02 - 2:04] That was given to me
[2:04 - 2:07] By my brother David
[2:07 - 2:09] A few months
[2:09 - 2:11] Before his passing
[2:11 - 2:16] So this whole show
[2:16 - 2:17] Is dedicated
[2:17 - 2:19] To my brother David
[2:19 - 2:21] My brother Zach
[2:21 - 2:23] My mentor Koda
[2:23 - 2:26] My first girlfriend in high school Cynthia
[2:26 - 2:30] And the love of my life that I lost just a couple years ago, Lexi
[2:30 - 2:34] And as well
[2:34 - 2:36] As my older brother Bill that I lost from cancer
[2:36 - 2:39] Everybody that I've ever lost
[2:39 - 2:42] That's pushed me to this point
[2:42 - 2:46] This show
[2:46 - 2:51] Is for them because if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be doing the music that I love
[2:51 - 2:54] For you guys
[2:54 - 2:58] So
[2:58 - 3:00] Okay
[3:00 - 7:07] So
[7:34 - 7:36] This next one
[7:36 - 7:42] Was one of my brother David's final recordings on bass for this song
[7:42 - 7:45] So david
[7:45 - 7:47] This one's for you, man
[7:47 - 10:50] So
[10:50 - 11:17] And Frank I'm gonna ask you one time
[11:17 - 11:26] I'm gonna ask you one time why to please be respectful during this memorial show or to please leave
[11:26 - 11:40] So either please be respectful or please leave the chat right now
[11:40 - 14:58] So
[14:58 - 34:08] [MUSIC]
[34:08 - 34:24] Actually, I visited him a lot more than people seem to think.
[34:24 - 34:30] You can ask my motherfucking family.
[34:30 - 34:36] I was up there at the goddamn hospital every fucking day.
[34:36 - 34:43] Every chance I got, I was up there.
[34:43 - 34:47] So, Cruella, you can shut your goddamn mouth.
[34:53 - 34:55] And, Jasper, you can shut it back up.
[34:55 - 34:59] All you motherfuckers that are talking shit.
[34:59 - 35:05] Thank you for the hell out of doing this, you dumb bitch.
[35:05 - 35:10] Same with you, Jasper.
[35:10 - 35:13] You motherfuckers want to talk shit?
[35:13 - 35:16] Talk shit to yourselves.
[35:20 - 35:25] I'm over here paying homage to those that came before me.
[35:25 - 35:33] I'm over here paying homage in my respects to those that came before me.
[35:33 - 35:36] Those in my life that I lost.
[35:36 - 35:41] Those in my life that put me on the map of where I'm at today.
[35:41 - 35:48] And I'm not going to have some punk ass motherfucker coming up in here ruining my show.
[35:49 - 35:52] I wouldn't do that shit to you motherfuckers.
[35:52 - 35:57] If you lost somebody in your life and you were doing a tribute for them,
[35:57 - 36:00] I wouldn't come in and disrespect you, no.
[36:00 - 36:04] I would give you my utmost respect.
[36:04 - 36:11] And I expect the exact same respect in return.
[36:12 - 36:16] I expect the same exact respect in return that I would give to you.
[36:16 - 36:36] If you were doing a show for your loved ones, I would show you my respect.
[36:36 - 36:39] I would give you my respect.
[36:39 - 36:42] I wouldn't be shitty.
[36:42 - 37:04] Obviously you guys have never lost anyone in your life.
[37:04 - 37:09] Because if you did, you wouldn't be sitting here talking fucking shit.
[37:09 - 37:14] So you fucktards can get the fuck out.
[37:14 - 37:32] You disrespectful little fuckbads can get the fuck out and stay out.
[37:32 - 37:49] How dare you be disrespectful like that?
[37:49 - 37:53] Because I wouldn't disrespect you.
[37:53 - 37:56] So why you gotta disrespect me?
[37:56 - 38:00] If you lost somebody, I would show you respect.
[38:01 - 38:04] I would give you my respect.
[38:04 - 38:10] I wouldn't come up into your stream and be fucking shitty.
[38:10 - 38:19] So what makes you think you have the right to come into my stream
[38:19 - 38:23] without paying homage to those that came before me?
[38:23 - 38:29] What makes you think you have the right to come into my stream and act shitty?
[38:30 - 38:35] You don't have that right.
[38:36 - 38:43] What makes you think you have the right to come into my stream and act shitty?
[38:43 - 38:51] You don't have that right.
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[41:59 - 45:53] [MUSIC]
[46:10 - 46:14] You know, I want to know something about you, motherfucking trolls, all right?
[46:14 - 46:18] This is a genuine fucking question, all right?
[46:18 - 46:24] Fuck you, troll.
[46:24 - 46:34] This is a genuine fucking question for you guys.
[46:39 - 46:42] This is a genuine question for you, motherfuckers.
[46:42 - 46:46] Why do you all feel like you have to come after me, huh?
[46:46 - 46:52] What did I ever do to any of you to make you want to come after me?
[46:52 - 47:00] What did I ever do to any of you?
[47:00 - 47:05] Because last time I checked, I've not done a damn thing to any of you trolls.
[47:10 - 47:12] How about I don't?
[47:15 - 47:19] Hey, dumbass, if you're looking for a fight, find it somewhere else.
[47:23 - 47:27] I'm serious, man. I ain't done a goddamn thing to you, trolls.
[47:27 - 47:31] So why do you feel like you've got to go after me?
[47:31 - 47:34] I ain't done shit to you.
[47:37 - 47:40] Hey, Campbell Soup, go fuck yourself.
[47:43 - 47:47] Seriously, I ain't done a goddamn thing to any one of you.
[47:47 - 47:52] None of you should be going after me because I haven't done anything to you.
[47:52 - 47:56] I haven't done a damn thing to any of you.
[47:56 - 47:59] So why you gotta fuck with the weird guy?
[47:59 - 48:03] Huh? Why you gotta mess with the dude that looks weird?
[48:04 - 48:07] Why you gotta fuck with me? Why can't you fuck with yourselves?
[48:07 - 48:12] And actually, no, I don't.
[48:12 - 48:18] The ones that bring the real disgust to this world are people like you, HDR.
[48:18 - 48:22] You're the ones that bring disgust.
[48:22 - 48:24] I'm proud I was born.
[48:24 - 48:27] I'm proud I look like a weird looking motherfucker.
[48:27 - 48:29] I'm proud to look like a troll.
[48:29 - 48:33] I'm proud to look like that dude from Wrong Turn.
[48:33 - 48:37] I'm proud to look like that dude that looks like him from a horror film.
[48:37 - 48:39] I'm proud to look like a monster.
[48:39 - 48:41] I'm proud to be who I am.
[48:49 - 48:53] But as for you dumb fucks, I haven't done a damn thing to you.
[48:59 - 49:03] I haven't done a goddamn thing to any of you motherfucking trolls.
[49:03 - 49:06] Actually, no, I don't.
[49:06 - 49:09] I stick to myself, you fucking reject.
[49:14 - 49:17] But here's the thing, Johnny boy.
[49:17 - 49:20] You dumb fucks are late for that train.
[49:20 - 49:26] That whole pedo train bullshit, matter of fact, you want a real pedo, go after Tony.
[49:26 - 49:29] Go after Tony, bro.
[49:29 - 49:32] He's the real pedophile, not me.
[49:32 - 49:38] See, he got caught taking pictures of underage kids in a mall.
[49:38 - 49:41] Me, I got tricked into the shit I did.
[49:41 - 49:42] There's a difference.
[49:42 - 49:47] I don't go out every day looking for kids like a pedo would do.
[49:47 - 49:49] I don't do that shit.
[49:49 - 49:55] If anything, I sit here, I work on my music, I hang out with my friends, that's all I fucking do.
[49:55 - 49:59] That's all I do.
[49:59 - 50:01] I'm not like Tony.
[50:01 - 50:04] I owned up to my motherfucking mistakes.
[50:04 - 50:06] I admitted my wrongs.
[50:06 - 50:11] I admitted my motherfucking wrongs.
[50:11 - 50:13] And I wrote those wrongs.
[50:13 - 50:18] Maybe not in your eyes, but in God's eyes, I did.
[50:18 - 50:25] I did the right thing by coming out in a minute that I fucked up.
[50:25 - 50:30] I came out, I didn't hide behind religion like Tony.
[50:30 - 50:34] Tony hides behind religion like a bitch.
[50:46 - 50:51] See, Tony hides behind religion like a bitch.
[50:51 - 50:52] I didn't.
[50:52 - 50:54] I landed up straight up.
[50:54 - 50:56] I came the fuck out of the head.
[50:56 - 51:00] Yes, this fuck shit happened because of a troll.
[51:00 - 51:05] I admit I shouldn't have fallen for it, but I did.
[51:10 - 51:16] That's because I don't use religion to hide, oh WGS.
[51:16 - 51:21] I don't use religion to hide or justify my wrongdoings like Tony did.
[51:21 - 51:26] Tony hid behind religion to justify what he did.
[51:26 - 51:27] I did it.
[51:27 - 51:31] I flat out, I met him and said, hey, yeah, I fucked up.
[51:31 - 51:34] I did something that shouldn't have happened.
[51:34 - 51:36] I felt for a troll that shouldn't have happened.
[51:36 - 51:40] Y'all retards need to let that bullshit pedo crap go.
[51:40 - 51:46] If you're going to go after a pedophile, go after Tony because he's the real pedophile.
[51:46 - 51:50] He's the one going around the malls every day and taking pictures of little kids.
[51:50 - 51:52] I don't do that shit.
[51:52 - 51:54] You can ask my friends.
[51:54 - 51:56] You can ask my family.
[51:56 - 51:58] You can ask Crip Kay.
[51:58 - 52:00] You can ask Scully.
[52:00 - 52:02] You can ask Chillax.
[52:02 - 52:04] You can ask my friends on Facebook.
[52:04 - 52:06] You can ask my family that I live here with.
[52:06 - 52:12] I don't go around every day chasing after little kids like Tony does.
[52:12 - 52:17] Tony is a pedophile and doesn't want to admit it.
[52:17 - 52:22] I owned up to my mistake.
[52:22 - 52:28] See, there's a difference between me and Tony that you fucking retards just don't fucking get.
[52:31 - 52:34] You fucking retards just don't seem to get it, do you?
[52:34 - 52:44] See, Tony had admitted to having child porn on a USB drive.
[52:44 - 52:49] He admitted to taking pictures of underage fucking kids.
[52:49 - 52:52] I felt for a troll.
[52:52 - 52:55] Tony did not fall for a troll.
[52:55 - 53:03] So you retards need to leave the past in the past otherwise I'm blocking every one of you motherfuckers.
[53:03 - 53:08] Because I'm tired of you dumb fucks bringing out the past when it don't need to be brought up.
[53:08 - 53:11] Leave that shit the fuck alone.
[53:11 - 53:16] Okay, leave the past the fuck alone, you pussyass little fags.
[53:16 - 53:22] Actually, I didn't steal it.
[53:22 - 53:24] All that artwork is mine.
[53:25 - 53:28] So fuck you, Cruella bitch.
[53:28 - 53:32] Matter of fact, I'm going to start blocking all you motherfuckers.
[53:50 - 53:54] You know what, I'm gonna start blocking all you motherfuckers.
[53:54 - 54:11] Kids, quite honestly, I'm tired of hearing that, "Oh, you're a pedo."
[54:11 - 54:13] No, the fuck I'm not.
[54:13 - 54:15] "Oh, you did this, that means you're a pedo."
[54:15 - 54:16] No, it doesn't.
[54:16 - 54:18] Grow up.
[54:19 - 54:21] Seriously, man, grow the fuck up.
[54:21 - 54:24] Y'all act like school children, man.
[54:24 - 54:32] For real, you fucking dumb shits, act like goddamn sissy-ass schoolgirls.
[54:32 - 54:36] Nigga, this ain't fucking high school.
[54:36 - 54:40] I'm 31 years old, I shouldn't have to deal with pansy-ass retail.
[54:41 - 54:43] Nigga, this ain't fucking high school.
[54:43 - 54:50] I'm 31 years old, I shouldn't have to deal with pansy-ass retard trolls like you.
[54:50 - 54:56] I shouldn't have to deal with you pussies.
[55:08 - 55:11] And I don't need my moths to take care of these retards.
[55:11 - 55:26] And besides, here's the thing.
[55:26 - 55:32] About that artwork that's on my merch, here's the thing about that.
[55:32 - 55:42] Here's the thing about that, I know about what Scoey's doing, so I ain't worried about Scoey.
[55:42 - 55:44] I know what he's doing.
[55:44 - 55:50] Trust me, I know about this shit.
[55:50 - 55:52] I know what he's doing.
[55:52 - 55:54] He's working for me.
[55:54 - 55:56] So trust me, I know what he's doing.
[55:56 - 55:57] I'm not stupid.
[55:57 - 55:58] I'm in on that shit.
[55:58 - 56:00] I know exactly what he's doing.
[56:00 - 56:02] I'm not stupid.
[56:02 - 56:08] I told him to go ahead and do that, so you can kiss that troll shit goodbye.
[56:08 - 56:13] I know what the fuck Scoey's playing at, but I'm not saying shit.
[56:13 - 56:23] So what, I was 22 and in high school, what'd they fucking do?
[56:23 - 56:25] No one cares, bro.
[56:25 - 56:32] No one fucking gives this shit.
[56:32 - 56:36] Like seriously, what are you gonna learn?
[56:36 - 56:41] When are you gonna learn that you trolls aren't gonna win against me?
[56:41 - 56:43] You're not gonna win.
[56:43 - 57:08] You're never gonna win against me.
[57:08 - 57:10] So give up.
[57:10 - 57:16] You don't faze me.
[57:16 - 57:22] Every time you trolls call you know I'm just gonna ignore you, so don't even bother trying to call.
[57:22 - 57:27] Seriously, quit trying to call because you know I'm just gonna ignore you.
[57:27 - 57:35] Every time you call I'm just gonna swipe that end call button.
[57:35 - 57:45] Like so.
[57:45 - 57:55] But for real though, man.
[57:55 - 58:05] Yo Fortnite, Merry Christmas, dude. Yo Ricky, what up?
[58:05 - 58:10] Merry Christmas, dude. Hope you're doing good.
[58:10 - 58:19] But like I said, dude, I'm not a douchebag like people make me out to be.
[58:19 - 58:23] I'm really not.
[58:23 - 58:27] Watch this. You know what? I'm about to have some fun with this. Hold on.
[58:27 - 58:33] Hey don't fuck. Get away from quick calling.
[58:33 - 58:40] See? Simple answer.
[58:40 - 58:51] That's funny. It's not even popping up. That's funny.
[58:51 - 58:58] Yeah, I might do that here in a bit, man. For sure. I might do that.
[58:58 - 59:01] But for real though, man.
[59:01 - 59:07] Why you guys trying to make me out to be a bad guy that I'm not? I don't get it.
[59:07 - 59:13] I've seen all the photos that you guys have shared around about me that I got tricked into sending.
[59:13 - 59:20] I've seen all the photos and videos that you got that you chose that basically tricked me into sending you guys.
[59:20 - 59:24] And for what reason? What's the point?
[59:24 - 59:34] I mean, Marty's done worse to me than you trolls have. By far. Marty's done way worse. By far.
[59:34 - 59:42] So there's no way you dumbass trolls can hold a candle to what he's done. Ever.
[59:42 - 59:46] You can't hold a candle to what he's done to me.
[59:46 - 59:53] Oi, this man has got my biological father fired from his job to where he had to get a new one.
[59:53 - 60:00] Got me fired from my job with my best friend that is now no longer my friend.
[60:00 - 60:04] And you think you can do worse?
[60:04 - 60:07] Okay, whatever.
[60:07 - 60:14] Like you gotta understand something. You guys posting photos and videos of me. It don't bother me.
[60:14 - 60:21] So what? You got fucking dick pics and fucking jerk off videos that I got tricked into sending people.
[60:21 - 60:30] What they fucking do. No one gives a shit.
[60:30 - 60:40] No one fucking gives a fuck what you trolls do. Period. No one gives a shit.
[60:40 - 60:44] So why are you even trying, bro?
[60:44 - 60:46] Just give up, man.
[60:46 - 60:53] Y'all are a bunch of fucking wannabe trolls. You're not even on the same level as Marty.
[60:53 - 61:01] Marty can outclass you and outdo you guys in every single way, shape and form.
[61:01 - 61:04] So why are you even trying?
[61:04 - 61:09] Why are you even trying, dog?
[61:09 - 61:14] Compared to Marty, you guys are a joke.
[61:14 - 61:21] For real, you got you fucking trolls are a joke compared to him.
[61:21 - 61:25] And you guys claim that you're not trying to be like him.
[61:25 - 61:31] Yeah, you are. It's pretty damn clear that you're trying to be like him.
[61:31 - 61:41] You just don't want to admit it.
[61:41 - 61:45] You guys are just a bunch of tryhard pussies.
[61:45 - 61:55] You hide behind your words and behind a computer screen like a little bitch because you want the cloud and you want the fame that I'm gaining.
[61:55 - 62:02] You want the recognition from me because I'm a good person and you guys want to try to defame me.
[62:02 - 62:11] You guys want to try to take everything away from you because you don't want to see me make it.
[62:11 - 62:17] That's all it is. You guys don't want to see the weird looking motherfucker make it. That's all it is.
[62:17 - 62:29] You don't want to see a weird looking motherfucker like me be successful. So you do everything you can to try to ruin my image, ruin my name, ruin everything I try to do.
[62:29 - 62:39] Well, guess what, pal? Ain't gonna work.
[62:39 - 62:47] So why don't you fucking retards take this as a lesson that you're never gonna keep me held down.
[62:47 - 62:53] You're never gonna stop me. You're never gonna shut me down.
[62:53 - 63:03] You never can stop me. I am unstoppable. Do you not realize that? I am unstoppable.
[63:03 - 63:09] You cannot stop me. I am the untouchable one, the unstoppable one.
[63:09 - 63:20] Even if you managed to shut my channel and my shop down, guess what? I'll be right back the very next day. New shop, new channel and all.
[63:20 - 63:25] So why are you even trying?
[63:25 - 63:36] Hey retard, why don't you do something with your life and stop calling, you little bitch.
[63:36 - 63:46] For real, do what I gotta just hold that dude to do. Get a fucking life. Seriously, do something with your life.
[63:46 - 64:04] Stop being a fucking retard troll because you're never gonna stop me and you're never gonna win.
[64:04 - 64:19] You're never going to win against me. So you may as well give up because you're never ever in your whole lives ever going to beat me.
[64:19 - 64:38] I am unbeatable. And that's what you guys don't realize. You guys are a joke compared to me. Compared to Marty, you are a joke.
[64:38 - 64:48] You're up here. I'm above you. You guys are here. I'm way the fuck up here.
[64:48 - 64:56] You ain't stopping me. So give the fuck up.
[64:56 - 65:06] You're never gonna stop me. I'm unstoppable motherfucker. Ain't nobody stopping me. Nobody. Period.
[65:06 - 65:19] Flat out. You ain't stopping me and you ain't holding me back.
[65:19 - 65:31] So you may as well give up.
[65:31 - 65:37] Actually, I am unstoppable.
[65:37 - 65:44] I actually am the unstoppable one.
[65:44 - 65:52] I'm the one dude that you can never defeat, that nobody will ever defeat.
[65:52 - 66:01] Ask Crip K. Ask Marty. Ask anybody that knows me. I am undefeatable.
[66:01 - 66:11] Every time anyone has tried to shut me down, I have come back bigger and better and better than ever.
[66:11 - 66:18] Y'all may as well just give up because I'm just going to keep ignoring your calls. So you may as well give up.
[66:18 - 66:26] But like I said, I am untouchable. You cannot beat me. I am undefeatable. I am unbeatable.
[66:26 - 66:36] You can't stop this. You can't stop my progression. You can't stop the places that I'm going.
[66:36 - 66:52] Because along with my music, I'm revolutionizing photography in a very big way. I'm revolutionizing digital photography in a very big way that will be revealed very, very soon.
[66:52 - 67:05] And while I'm revolutionizing photography and taking it to the next level, and I'm taking my music to the next level, and I'm taking the shit that I do to that next level, what are you doing?
[67:05 - 67:15] Sitting in the past hanging onto some bullshit from a year ago? Dude, get over yourself. Get over it. You ain't doing shit.
[67:15 - 67:24] I'm actually doing something. You just don't see it. And the reason why you don't see it is because I don't want you to see it.
[67:24 - 67:40] I don't want you to see what I'm doing because I ain't stupid enough to reveal my plans. I ain't stupid enough to reveal my plans like you retard trolls are. I'm not that stupid.
[67:40 - 67:53] All you need to know is that I'm revolutionizing shit and I'm making big boss moves. Even though I ain't got no money, I'm making big boss moves without money.
[67:53 - 68:12] Ain't nobody doing that shit like I'm doing. Ain't nobody making boss moves like I'm doing without money. I'm making big boss moves without pay. What do you do? Watch my shit and talk shit. That's all you do.
[68:12 - 68:32] That's all you do. You talk shit like a bitch while I make big moves while I keep my game up. What do you do? Talk shit because you want to be me. You wish you were me. You wish you could be me.
[68:32 - 68:54] But face it, ain't nobody ever going to be me or do me like I do me. Plain and simple. So try if you want, you're never going to stop me. Because I am the king of YouTube and ain't nobody taking that crown. So fuck you trolls. You ain't stopping shit.