2021-12-24 i AM NOT GONNA BE MICRO MANAGED BY YOU ANYMORE

[0:00 - 0:16] First of all, Merry Christmas Motherfackles. Hope you guys have a good Merry Christmas. Hope you guys are having fun tonight.
[0:16 - 0:20] But this video won't get me too terrible at all.
[0:20 - 0:34] Because instead of beating around the bush and doing this and doing that, I'm just getting straight to the motherfucking point.
[0:34 - 0:44] You trolls are a fucking joke. As a matter of fact, not just the trolls, the whole troll community is a joke.
[0:44 - 0:58] And I know your plans for me. I know what you want. I know for a fact why you motherfucking trolls keep trying to hold me back.
[0:58 - 1:12] I mean, it's very simple and it all goes right in the background to the vendor toys, aka the bendover bitches, aka the vendor boys.
[1:12 - 1:19] See, you trolls, all of you are linked up to the vendor boys.
[1:19 - 1:27] And you guys, the troll community, not counting you or anybody else like you, you guys are good.
[1:27 - 1:31] You already know who I'm into to say it.
[1:31 - 1:38] But because of the people like you, music bitch Marty.
[1:38 - 1:44] Or should I say Nicholas?
[1:44 - 1:49] Nicholas Beagle Boy.
[1:49 - 1:53] Or should I say Nicholas Beagle Bitch instead?
[1:53 - 1:58] Yeah, I'd say Beagle Bitch sounds better. Nicholas Beagle Bitch.
[1:58 - 2:14] See, because of you trolls and you not making any money off me.
[2:14 - 2:23] You guys see the talent in me. You guys see talent in what I do.
[2:23 - 2:26] And because you can never get hurt.
[2:26 - 2:32] Hey, don't fuck. Get a life quick, Olin.
[2:32 - 2:39] See, because of you trolls. See, the problem with you trolls is you're all drug addicts.
[2:39 - 2:44] You're all druggies. That's all it is. You guys are motherfucking drug addicts.
[2:44 - 2:52] And Siznak made it very fucking clear what you guys wanted to do with me.
[2:52 - 3:03] See, you trolls think I'm becoming irrelevant, but I'm not.
[3:03 - 3:13] It's really you lowlife scumbags that are the irrelevant ones.
[3:13 - 3:19] See, you guys want to make money off of me.
[3:19 - 3:28] And because you can't make money off me, you think that it's fair for you to fuck my life up.
[3:28 - 3:35] Because see, in your head, if you guys can't make money off me, then no one can.
[3:35 - 3:40] That's how you fucking operate. If you guys can't have your way with me,
[3:40 - 3:45] then why should anybody else have their way with me?
[3:45 - 3:51] You're a bunch of fucking limp dick drug addicts.
[3:51 - 3:55] Every last one of you are motherfucking drug addicts.
[3:55 - 4:02] See, you guys want to fucking use me for your own selfish reason.
[4:02 - 4:08] You want to use me to make money so you can fuel your motherfucking drug habit.
[4:08 - 4:16] Just so you can get your next quick fix. That's all it is.
[4:16 - 4:19] I'm not stupid. I see right through the fucking bullshit.
[4:19 - 4:25] And because I'm not bending to what you guys want me to do,
[4:25 - 4:31] you're taking everything away from me to keep me from getting to where I need to fucking be.
[4:31 - 4:38] Well, guess what? That shit stops right here and right the fuck now.
[4:38 - 4:44] I done switched all that shit so you dumb fucks can't fuck with me.
[4:44 - 4:50] I done switched over my cash app. I done switched PayPal, email addresses.
[4:50 - 4:58] I done switched everything. So you numb skulls can't fuck with me.
[4:58 - 5:04] And nobody owns me, nigga. I own me. Nobody micromanages me.
[5:04 - 5:10] I am my own manager. I am my own person. Ain't nobody own me.
[5:10 - 5:21] Nobody fucking owns my ass. I own me, nigga. Nobody else, me, myself.
[5:21 - 5:28] I own me, motherfucker. Nobody else owns me. I own me.
[5:28 - 5:35] Hey, you wrote the only way to sit there and let you little druggie bitches stand in my way anymore?
[5:35 - 5:40] Correction. I'm not gonna let that happen anymore.
[5:40 - 5:44] Because, see, because you guys don't get what you want,
[5:44 - 5:49] you feel like I shouldn't be able to get money doing what I love to do.
[5:49 - 5:55] See, you guys are a bunch of pansy ass whiny bitches.
[5:55 - 5:59] Because I'm not giving you what you want,
[5:59 - 6:04] you're gonna try to make it hard for me to do what I need to do to provide for my family.
[6:04 - 6:14] And that's not right, nor is it fair.
[6:14 - 6:19] You think that it's okay for you motherfuckers to come in and
[6:19 - 6:24] take what you want from me just because I don't give you what you want?
[6:24 - 6:30] Sorry, I don't work for you. I work for myself.
[6:30 - 6:34] I work for those that enjoy what I do.
[6:34 - 6:40] I don't work for a bunch of pansy ass bitches
[6:40 - 6:45] that want to run their mouths all fucking day and act like they're better than everybody
[6:45 - 6:49] because really you ain't nothing but a bunch of lowlife little faggots.
[6:49 - 6:55] You're nothing more than lowlife scum.
[6:55 - 7:01] That's all you trolls are, your lowlife scum.
[7:01 - 7:07] See, all you trolls think that it's okay to come in and take what you want from me.
[7:07 - 7:14] Wrong answer, bitch.
[7:14 - 7:18] At Tricky Tony, you go first, bitch.
[7:18 - 7:24] I'll use the rope after you do, how about that? You use it first and I'll use it.
[7:24 - 7:31] I'm banana now, I'll just let you use it.
[7:31 - 7:38] Because see, that's the problem with people like the bendover bitches.
[7:38 - 7:47] They want to use me because they see me as a cash cow.
[7:47 - 7:52] Well, like Ryan Upchurch said in his song Johnny Cash,
[7:52 - 7:55] and I rep this 100%.
[7:55 - 8:03] I am for sale and I show them and tell them just show and tell.
[8:03 - 8:08] I am for sale and I'm there showing them just show and tell.
[8:08 - 8:17] Which means nobody controls my ass.
[8:17 - 8:29] I control me, motherfucker.
[8:29 - 8:36] Man, you ain't even the real Dana White. Get the fuck out of here, bro.
[8:36 - 8:55] You ain't even the real Dana White, don't fuck.
[8:55 - 8:58] Why, y'all think this shit's funny, but it ain't funny.
[8:58 - 9:04] Because at the end of the day, see, what gets me is this.
[9:04 - 9:09] Y'all sit there and say, you want me to get a job, correct?
[9:09 - 9:13] You want me to make money, right?
[9:13 - 9:21] Well, maybe if you fucking retards would leave me the fuck alone
[9:21 - 9:28] and quit going after my motherfucking shit just because you don't have a hand in it.
[9:28 - 9:33] Maybe if you leave me the fuck alone and let me do what the fuck I need to do
[9:33 - 9:38] to make the money I need to make to provide for my family,
[9:38 - 9:41] I would have a job.
[9:41 - 9:46] But you dumb fuck morons make it hard to do that.
[9:46 - 9:49] All because you're not getting your way.
[9:49 - 9:54] Because you want to be whiny little snot in those bitchy ass brats.
[9:54 - 10:01] That's all you are, you're whiny little bitches and not getting your way.
[10:01 - 10:08] So you whine and cry, oh boo hoo, I'm not getting my way so I'm gonna fuck his shit up.
[10:08 - 10:19] Man, fuck you.
[10:19 - 10:26] Hey, has anybody heard the story about the time that Tricky Tony got banned?
[10:26 - 10:30] Because I sure have.
[10:30 - 10:34] Hey, did anybody hear about the time that I've banned Tricky Tony?
[10:34 - 10:40] No? Well, if you have, well, yeah, you see what happened.
[10:40 - 10:45] Has anybody heard about the story where I've banned Tricky Tony for running his mouth?
[10:45 - 10:48] Has anybody heard that story?
[10:48 - 11:01] Because it just happened.
[11:01 - 11:04] And if you haven't heard the story, go back a few minutes and watch.
[11:04 - 11:06] I guarantee you'll like the story.
[11:06 - 11:10] It's a good story, actually.
[11:10 - 11:14] Y'all should read it. It's a good book.
[11:14 - 11:18] It's called Tricky Tony Got Banned. You should check it out. You should definitely read it.
[11:18 - 11:21] I definitely recommend it.
[11:21 - 11:41] It's definitely one of my personal favorite books.
[11:41 - 11:50] But for real though, y'all try to say that it's funny, fucking up someone's life.
[11:50 - 12:04] Like, what makes you think you have that right to take advantage of honest people like me that are busting their asses, doing what they need to do?
[12:04 - 12:12] Imagine, put yourselves in my shoes for just one minute, okay? Imagine you're in my position, okay?
[12:12 - 12:24] Imagine you're in my position. You bust your ass your entire life, building your music up, honing your craft, honing your skills.
[12:24 - 12:32] And then when it comes time to put out the music, you bust your ass on an album, right?
[12:32 - 12:40] You work hard as fuck on it. You work hard as fuck on the merchandise. You do everything right.
[12:40 - 12:44] You do everything the correct way, just like I did.
[12:44 - 13:01] And then, all of a sudden, some asshole who thinks that they're entitled to your shit, like clearly they're not, comes along, takes all that shit from you just because they think they can,
[13:01 - 13:09] giving you a bad reputation, giving you a bad name, and making it to where nobody wants to fucking work with you.
[13:09 - 13:18] All because of the fact that they think that they're self-entitled and the world fucking owes them something.
[13:18 - 13:23] That's exactly what you fucking trolls have done to me.
[13:23 - 13:44] Every single time I have busted my ass to get a little bit of somewhere, every time I have released a shop, released merchandise, released an album,
[13:44 - 13:59] you motherfucking trolls come in and take it just because you don't want to see me get anywhere because you don't fucking have a hand in it.
[13:59 - 14:11] Well, I'm sorry to say, my music and my shit ain't your motherfucking property, and it sure is fucking for sale, and neither am I.
[14:11 - 14:20] My likeness and my image ain't for sale, unless I say it is.
[14:20 - 14:34] You retards don't own me. I, myself, me, this guy right here, this short weird-looking motherfucker right here, this dude talking to you right now, this guy owns me.
[14:34 - 14:47] I own me, not you fucking reject little lit dick trolls.
[14:47 - 14:59] Well, let's just say this, chill. I found out quite a lot of bit about a lot of the trolls last night when I was talking to Scully.
[14:59 - 15:08] And things are starting to add up. And yes, Courtney, that includes your backstabbing drug ass.
[15:08 - 15:19] And yes, I will admit, I like CPN. CPN's a cool motherfucking dude. Hell, CPN's one of the coolest motherfuckers I've ever met in my life.
[15:19 - 15:29] So mad props to CPN, aka Childs Play Ninja. What up, bro? I see you, CPN. I see you, brotha.
[15:29 - 15:38] See, at least CPN doesn't try to fucking take advantage of people like me.
[15:38 - 15:57] At least people like Chillax, Scully, CryptK. At least they don't take advantage of me or try to take advantage of me like you trolls have, like music biz Marty has.
[15:57 - 16:16] Like defender toys, aka the Fendover bitches have.
[16:16 - 16:31] Yo, Cynthia, Merry Christmas.
[16:31 - 16:40] And I'll be honest, man, I'm about fucking tired of being passed around like I'm someone's goddamn show and tell.
[16:40 - 16:48] I'm tired of being passed around like I'm owned by you fucking retards when I'm not. Y'all motherfuckers don't own me.
[16:48 - 16:59] I know my worth. And what I'm saying, my whole studio, including the shit that I just ordered for myself,
[16:59 - 17:09] is worth more than your whole motherfucking house.
[17:09 - 17:20] For real. If you add up all the shit that I've got in my studio alone, my camera, like my actual Canon Rebel EOS T6,
[17:20 - 17:38] professional camera, my tripod, my two webcams, my TV, my two Chromebooks, my laptop, my two wheel rigs, everything I got in this room is worth more than your motherfucking houses combined, bro.
[17:38 - 18:05] I've actually invested time and money into my shit.
[18:05 - 18:10] I've actually invested in myself.
[18:10 - 18:15] But what have you dumbfucks done?
[18:15 - 18:29] All you invested in is drugs, crap, meth, coke, all that bullshit y'all fucking trolls have invested in.
[18:29 - 18:33] That's all y'all dumbfucks invested in is your next fix.
[18:33 - 18:39] And guess what? I got some for y'all's asses.
[18:40 - 18:43] And that's the thing. I'm sorry.
[18:44 - 18:47] Do that. Do that. Do that. Do that.
[18:47 - 18:57] Do that. Do that. Do that. Do that. Do that. Do that. Do that. Do that.
[18:57 - 19:02] Guys, this is the only island in the Valley. I don't need a roof, I'm a gala industry major.
[19:02 - 19:06] I'm a gala woman, nothing down, they don't want to take it.
[19:06 - 19:09] I'm a native by the side of the desert, nothing down the place.
[19:09 - 19:12] We have a strange affair on the air, they break the shoulder tear.
[19:12 - 19:15] We're waiting on everybody to stop me on the stairs.
[19:15 - 19:19] We're going to make it by the top, we're going to make it by the phone.
[19:19 - 19:43] We're going to make it by the door, we're going to make it by the door.
[19:43 - 19:45] We're going to make it by the door.
[19:45 - 19:48] We're going to make it by the door, we're going to make it by the door.
[19:48 - 40:48] We're going to make it by the door.
[40:48 - 40:54] It seems impossible for me to let this go.
[40:54 - 41:00] I feel like an animal.
[41:00 - 41:06] It seems impossible for me to let this go.
[41:06 - 41:09] I feel like an animal.
[41:09 - 41:12] I'm ready to lose control.
[41:12 - 41:15] Take everything you need.
[41:15 - 41:18] Take every part of me.
[41:18 - 41:21] Take me so well to play.
[41:21 - 41:25] Before I lose control, I've got it for you.
[41:25 - 41:30] It's impossible for me to let this go.
[41:30 - 41:33] It seems impossible for me to let this go.
[41:33 - 41:54] It's impossible for me to let this go.
[41:54 - 41:58] I want to give you a huge shout out to my man, manifest, bro.
[41:58 - 42:00] Always coming out of good ass season, man.
[42:00 - 42:02] Shout out to the homie, manifest.
[42:02 - 42:04] Let's get it, brother.
[42:05 - 43:02] It's impossible for me to let this go.
[43:27 - 43:31] These guys right here, I actually met these guys through Instagram.
[43:31 - 43:35] These guys right here are actually very, very good friends of mine.
[43:35 - 43:38] I actually met them a few years ago, like I said, through Instagram.
[43:38 - 43:45] I was scrolling through and they noticed that I liked a lot of the similar music that they do.
[43:45 - 43:52] And they actually hit me up and had me promoting their song at that time, which is called "Made to Break".
[43:53 - 44:02] So I'd like to do this song in honor of my good friends that have been waiting for me, man.
[44:02 - 44:06] So a shout out to the guys that are waiting for me. I fucking love you guys.
[44:06 - 44:10] Hopefully you guys see us, man. Hopefully you guys enjoy it.
[44:11 - 44:12] It's tasty.
[44:12 - 44:14] Deep full.
[44:14 - 44:35] I'll be the person to the looks.
[44:35 - 44:39] I'll feel it back until they say the name.
[44:40 - 44:43] They'll never understand.
[44:43 - 44:46] I'm shaped by enemies so close.
[44:46 - 44:50] I feel that I'm feeling this feeling.
[44:50 - 44:54] To have them bear my hand.
[44:54 - 44:59] I'll welcome all the shit that surrounds me.
[45:00 - 45:09] Those are the games. Now the game's all that's made to break.
[45:09 - 45:12] No, you can't take this from me.
[45:12 - 45:15] God wants me over my head.
[45:15 - 45:20] God wants me to be back today.
[45:20 - 45:30] No, you can't take this from me.
[45:30 - 45:38] This every step I'll feel them creep.
[45:38 - 45:42] I'll build a bridge so they can follow me.
[45:42 - 45:46] And probably when it's time,
[45:46 - 45:49] I start to feel like I'm alive.
[45:49 - 45:53] A break for the days that break inside.
[45:54 - 45:57] If they read all their lies,
[45:57 - 46:02] they'll float from all the shit that surrounds me.
[46:02 - 46:06] Those are the games.
[46:06 - 46:11] God wants me to break.
[46:11 - 46:15] No, you can't take this from me.
[46:15 - 46:18] God wants me over my head.
[46:18 - 46:23] God wants me to be back today.
[46:23 - 46:26] No, you can't take this from me.
[46:26 - 46:30] For so long I see your name.
[46:30 - 46:32] Don't deal with me.
[46:32 - 46:37] They don't know my name.
[46:37 - 46:41] For so long I see your name.
[46:41 - 46:43] Don't deal with me.
[46:43 - 46:48] They don't know my name.
[46:49 - 46:53] For so long I forget.
[46:53 - 46:55] I forget so often.
[46:55 - 46:58] Make a break.
[46:58 - 47:01] No, you can't take this from me.
[47:01 - 47:04] God wants me over my head.
[47:04 - 47:09] For so long I see your name today.
[47:09 - 47:12] No, you can't take this from me.
[47:12 - 47:15] Those are the games.
[47:15 - 47:20] They all might get so long to break.
[47:20 - 47:23] No, you can't take this from me.
[47:23 - 47:26] God wants me over my head.
[47:26 - 47:32] But I'm rising to be back today.
[47:32 - 47:47] No, you can't take this from me.
[47:47 - 47:58] And that's facts what I got.
[47:58 - 48:02] You motherfucking trolls can never take from me.
[48:02 - 48:04] You can shut down my channel.
[48:04 - 48:07] You can shut down my shop.
[48:07 - 48:10] Hell, you can take my image.
[48:10 - 48:13] Do whatever the fuck you wanted.
[48:13 - 48:16] But at the end of the motherfucking day,
[48:16 - 48:21] I can't write the fuck back the very next day.
[48:21 - 48:26] And I keep fucking going.
[48:26 - 48:31] Regardless of what you punk ass trolls ever have to say.
[48:37 - 48:40] Every time you try to shut me down,
[48:40 - 48:43] I come back the very next day.
[48:43 - 48:45] Every time.
[48:45 - 48:50] So honestly, I don't see why you trolls
[48:50 - 48:53] don't fucking bother anymore.
[48:53 - 48:56] I don't see why you fucking bother.
[48:56 - 49:00] Yeah, guess what?
[49:00 - 49:02] Every time you come back,
[49:02 - 49:05] I outsmart your dumb ass, don't I?
[49:05 - 49:09] Oh, wait, yeah, I think I do.
[49:09 - 49:22] And you're right, Ricky, they do need to stop.
[49:22 - 49:26] They do need to stop trying to micromanage me.
[49:26 - 49:29] 'Cause I am my own person.
[49:29 - 49:31] I am me.
[49:31 - 49:43] (silence)
[49:43 - 49:45] It don't fucking matter, bro.
[49:45 - 49:48] That's the thing.
[49:48 - 49:51] That's the thing though, bro.
[49:51 - 49:54] Me getting pissed and me doing my job
[49:54 - 49:57] are two different things, bro.
[49:57 - 50:01] See, you can get me pissed all you want
[50:01 - 50:05] without getting in the way of what I do.
[50:05 - 50:08] There are other ways to get me pissed off
[50:08 - 50:10] than to go after my shit
[50:10 - 50:14] and try to stop me from making the money that I need to make.
[50:14 - 50:18] Why do you think I don't give into your asses?
[50:18 - 50:21] Why do you think I make you out to be a joke?
[50:21 - 50:26] 'Cause all you trolls are, are a fucking joke.
[50:27 - 50:30] Every last one of you is a fucking joke.
[50:30 - 50:36] Seriously, every last one of you is a goddamn joke.
[50:36 - 50:44] Anybody with half a fucking brain can see
[50:44 - 50:47] how ignorant you really fucking are.
[50:55 - 50:57] Yeah, you may be right.
[50:57 - 51:00] I may sit in my room all fucking day long.
[51:00 - 51:02] That may be true.
[51:02 - 51:06] I may sit up on YouTube quite a fucking bit during the day.
[51:06 - 51:10] But have you taken a look at my live streams?
[51:10 - 51:13] Do you know what the fuck I do?
[51:13 - 51:17] I bust my ass on my music.
[51:17 - 51:20] I bust my ass entertaining people.
[51:21 - 51:25] People that actually enjoy my content.
[51:25 - 51:29] Not that you lazy asses would know what that's like
[51:29 - 51:33] 'cause none of you motherfuckers have ever put an ounce of hard work
[51:33 - 51:36] into anything in your fucking life.
[51:36 - 51:40] You expect everything to just be handed to you.
[51:40 - 51:44] Well, sorry, motherfucker, that's not the way real life works.
[51:44 - 51:48] In real life, you gotta bust your ass for what you want.
[51:48 - 51:53] And me, I do that shit every night, every day, doing nice.
[51:53 - 51:57] I have stayed up with zero fucking sleep.
[51:57 - 52:01] Busting my ass, doing what I gotta do.
[52:01 - 52:09] I have done that more times than any of you trolls can count
[52:09 - 52:11] in your entire fucking life.
[52:11 - 52:16] I have put more time and effort into my craft
[52:16 - 52:19] and my channel and my brain and my music.
[52:19 - 52:22] More than half of you fuck controls have ever put into anything
[52:22 - 52:24] in your whole lives.
[52:24 - 52:29] I created a whole genre of music that people love.
[52:29 - 52:40] Oh, I know a lot of you guys do, Johnny.
[52:40 - 52:43] I fuck with y'all that support me.
[52:43 - 52:48] I'm talking about what big bitches over here like Peter File.
[52:48 - 52:50] Oh God, fucking Peter File Hunter.
[52:50 - 52:52] Really, bro? Really?
[52:52 - 52:55] That's the bitch you got by the name.
[52:55 - 53:01] Here's the thing though, Pete.
[53:01 - 53:07] I have put more time and effort into my motherfucking craft,
[53:07 - 53:13] into my shit than you have ever put into anything
[53:13 - 53:15] in your whole life.
[53:15 - 53:19] You've not done a damn thing with your life.
[53:19 - 53:20] I have.
[53:20 - 53:26] Matter of fact.
[53:26 - 53:53] I don't see you trolls putting on something like this.
[53:55 - 53:57] I don't see y'all doing that.
[53:57 - 54:01] I don't see y'all busting your ass for a fucking year and a half
[54:01 - 54:03] to earn this.
[54:03 - 54:08] I don't see y'all doing that shit.
[54:08 - 54:11] I'm busting my ass and earning this shit.
[54:11 - 54:15] I'm busting my ass making and releasing this.
[54:15 - 54:18] I don't see you doing anything or that.
[54:18 - 54:22] I don't see you fucking busting your ass
[54:22 - 54:24] for a fucking record like this.
[54:25 - 54:27] I've busted my ass for this.
[54:27 - 54:30] I earned this shit fair fucking square.
[54:30 - 54:33] I've busted my ass for this shit.
[54:33 - 54:45] This right here is proof of my hard ass fucking work.
[54:45 - 54:49] And so is this.
[54:49 - 54:53] So is my proof fucking shows.
[54:53 - 54:59] So if you think you can do a better motherfucker,
[54:59 - 55:03] then stuff up to the mic and show me what you got.
[55:03 - 55:06] Show me what you can do.
[55:06 - 55:09] Stop running your mouth like a bitch.
[55:09 - 55:11] And show me what you got.
[55:11 - 55:17] Cause you ain't earning one of these like I have.
[55:17 - 55:24] You ain't busting your ass like I have.
[55:24 - 55:40] Yeah, I may not be making money right now off my shit,
[55:40 - 55:42] but guess who's fault ass, Pete?
[55:42 - 55:44] You motherfucking trolls.
[55:44 - 55:49] Cause like I said before,
[55:50 - 55:55] every time I start to gain a little bit of traction in anything,
[55:55 - 55:59] whether it's my 3D car photography,
[55:59 - 56:02] whether it's my artwork,
[56:02 - 56:05] whether it's my music,
[56:05 - 56:09] no matter what it is,
[56:09 - 56:14] every single time I start to gain a little bit of traction,
[56:14 - 56:18] you motherfuckers come in and fuck all of it up
[56:18 - 56:21] just cause you think that you have the right to.
[56:21 - 56:26] When I'm trying to do what I got to do
[56:26 - 56:28] to be able to provide for my family
[56:28 - 56:31] so that I can ensure that when my mom's passes
[56:31 - 56:33] and when my family goes,
[56:33 - 56:36] that I'll be able to fucking make a living.
[56:36 - 56:39] That I'll be able to make it.
[56:39 - 56:42] That I'll have something to fall back on.
[56:42 - 56:44] That I'll have a career under my belt
[56:44 - 56:46] that I know won't go anywhere.
[56:47 - 56:50] So while you're sitting behind your fucking key,
[56:50 - 56:52] your fucking kitty ass keyboard,
[56:52 - 56:55] and your shitty ass $2 computer monitor,
[56:55 - 56:58] talking shit up on the internet,
[56:58 - 57:01] I'm gonna be over here busting my motherfucking ass,
[57:01 - 57:03] doing what I gotta fucking do.
[57:03 - 57:07] If you don't like that, well screw you.
[57:07 - 57:13] I don't see you busting your ass for shit.
[57:14 - 57:17] I don't see you taking the time out of your day
[57:17 - 57:20] to ask how your fans are doing.
[57:20 - 57:24] I don't see you going out of your way
[57:24 - 57:29] to ask your fans on the side outside of YouTube
[57:29 - 57:32] asking, "Hey, what do you need help with?
[57:32 - 57:34] Is there anything that I can do to help you out?
[57:34 - 57:36] What's going on? How are you doing?"
[57:36 - 57:40] I don't see you reaching out to people like I do.
[57:41 - 57:46] I don't see you asking everybody how they're doing.
[57:46 - 57:50] I don't see you putting your ass on the line like I do,
[57:50 - 57:52] putting your story out there,
[57:52 - 57:55] bearing yourself to the world.
[57:55 - 57:57] I don't see you doing that shit.
[57:57 - 58:02] Every time I step up to the fucking mic, I am me.
[58:02 - 58:06] I'm putting my heart and my soul into every fucking song
[58:06 - 58:08] I have ever done.
[58:09 - 58:12] My story is very fucking real.
[58:12 - 58:17] The day I was born was the day I was supposed to die, motherfucker.
[58:17 - 58:21] I stared the grim reaper in the face as a baby
[58:21 - 58:24] and laughed and lived.
[58:24 - 58:28] I stared death in the face and won
[58:28 - 58:32] as a fucking baby.
[58:32 - 58:37] The day I was born was the day I was supposed to die.
[58:38 - 58:41] I was born one pound ten ounces with one kidney
[58:41 - 58:45] and one very severely underdeveloped lung.
[58:45 - 58:48] My head was as big as my mom's fist
[58:48 - 58:52] and my legs and my arms were that fucking big.
[58:52 - 58:56] And my skin was so fucking fragile and thin
[58:56 - 58:58] that I heavily wrapped this rain wrap
[58:58 - 59:02] and put in a fucking incubator for six fucking months,
[59:02 - 59:05] just so my skin could thicken up.
[59:05 - 59:09] And then after that, I was on an oxygen tank until I was five years old.
[59:09 - 59:13] So I tell you, gone through some real shit
[59:13 - 59:15] like I've gone through
[59:15 - 59:19] as stared death in the face and survived,
[59:19 - 59:22] then you got no room to talk.
[59:22 - 59:26] You got no room to talk.
[59:26 - 59:31] Oh no, I wasn't a crack baby.
[59:31 - 59:34] I was not a drug baby at all whatsoever.
[59:34 - 59:42] It's just I was born very prematurely.
[59:42 - 59:46] So like I told you, bro,
[59:46 - 59:50] unless you stared death in the face as a fucking child,
[59:50 - 59:52] as a fucking newborn baby,
[59:52 - 59:56] and gone through the shit that I've gone through,
[59:56 - 60:00] lost the loved ones the way that I've lost the loved ones,
[60:00 - 60:03] you got no room to motherfucking talk, kid.
[60:04 - 60:07] I lost my best friend from high school
[60:07 - 60:11] to a fucking murder in his family's pizza shop.
[60:11 - 60:19] Alright, I lost my first high school girlfriend to a car accident.
[60:19 - 60:21] And then several years later,
[60:21 - 60:26] I lost my girlfriend that I dated right before I got out of high school
[60:26 - 60:30] to medical issues with her body just a couple years ago.
[60:32 - 60:36] And right before that, I lost my older brother to cancer.
[60:36 - 60:40] So until you've gone through some real fucking shit
[60:40 - 60:42] like I've gone through,
[60:42 - 60:45] you got zero room to talk, motherfucker.
[60:45 - 60:47] Because you don't know my story.
[60:47 - 60:50] You don't know my life.
[60:50 - 60:54] All you're judging by is what you see on the fucking internet.
[60:54 - 60:57] That's all you're doing.
[60:57 - 61:00] You're judging me by what the fuck you see on the internet
[61:00 - 61:03] and what other people tell you about me.
[61:03 - 61:05] Well, I'm sorry to tell you, bro,
[61:05 - 61:09] half the shit that people talk about me when they talk negatively on me,
[61:09 - 61:12] half that shit is bullshit.
[61:12 - 61:15] So unless you get to know me in person,
[61:15 - 61:18] you got no right judging me, bro.
[61:18 - 61:20] You don't know me.
[61:20 - 61:23] You don't know what I'm like outside of YouTube.
[61:23 - 61:26] I could be the nicest person that you could ever fucking meet.
[61:26 - 61:30] But yet, you wouldn't know because you automatically judgment
[61:30 - 61:32] thinking I'm an asshole.
[61:32 - 61:34] Thinking that I miss, thinking that I'm mad.
[61:34 - 61:37] Well, I'm sorry to tell you, all the bullshit,
[61:37 - 61:40] all the garbage that is said about me,
[61:40 - 61:43] 99.9% of it is false.
[61:43 - 61:45] It's garbage.
[61:45 - 61:47] It's crap.
[61:47 - 61:50] You can ask Crip Kay.
[61:50 - 61:52] You can ask Chillax.
[61:53 - 61:57] I'm one of the nicest motherfuckers you'll ever meet in your life.
[61:57 - 62:00] I'm the kind of dude that would give his shirt off his back
[62:00 - 62:02] for somebody that needs it.
[62:02 - 62:04] I'm that dude that if I see a homeless guy
[62:04 - 62:06] and I know he needs money,
[62:06 - 62:10] I don't give him that dude the last bit of money that I fucking got.
[62:10 - 62:14] Because that's the kind of person I am.
[62:19 - 62:24] But you wouldn't know that unless you actually get to fucking know me.
[62:24 - 62:28] So to all you fucking trolls out there
[62:28 - 62:34] that think you're gonna stop me,
[62:34 - 62:36] you're not.
[62:36 - 62:42] And they're in a goddamn thing in this world
[62:42 - 62:45] that you can do to bring me down ever again.
[62:45 - 62:50] So you trolls can kiss my ass.
[62:50 - 62:59] Because I am 110% independent artist.
[62:59 - 63:02] And I plan on keeping it that way.
[63:02 - 63:05] Until a fair deal comes on from a major label
[63:05 - 63:07] that actually wants to do right by me,
[63:07 - 63:09] then I'm going 100% in it.
[63:09 - 63:11] I'm going 100% in it, man.
[63:11 - 63:14] I'm doing all my shit on my own.
[63:15 - 63:20] And I'm not gonna let you motherfucking trolls get in the way of that.
[63:20 - 63:26] Because I agree with Crypt when he told me this the other day.
[63:26 - 63:30] It's about goddamn time that I got what I deserve.
[63:30 - 63:35] It's about goddamn time that I got the money that I fucking deserve
[63:35 - 63:38] for busting my ass all this fucking time.
[63:38 - 63:43] It's about goddamn time I made something of all this bullshit.
[63:43 - 63:46] It's about goddamn time I turned that negative,
[63:46 - 63:50] flipped it into something good and did something with it.
[63:50 - 64:03] And guess what? That's exactly what I'm fucking doing.
[64:03 - 64:11] And Aaron, if you got a fucking problem with that shit,
[64:11 - 64:14] you can shove it up your ass and go somewhere else.
[64:14 - 64:23] Now, for the real fans that are wondering,
[64:23 - 64:26] "Do I have a merchandise shop out yet?"
[64:26 - 64:29] I know a lot of people are wondering, "Do I have a merch shop out?"
[64:29 - 64:31] And the answer is yes.
[64:31 - 64:34] Go to my YouTube channel, the link's there.
[64:34 - 64:37] You can pick up some Paradox merch
[64:37 - 64:40] from my brand new beat pack I'm working on called Paradox.
[64:40 - 64:46] And you can also pick up some official Cyrax merch with my face on it.
[64:46 - 64:57] So, be sure to head over, check out the merch shop,
[64:57 - 64:59] pick up some Paradox merch,
[64:59 - 65:03] pick up some Cyrax merch with yours truly on it.
[65:03 - 65:07] And I'll see you guys day after tomorrow, man.
[65:07 - 65:10] The rest of the night, I'm going to sit down and chill,
[65:10 - 65:12] kick it with the homies, kick it with my friends and my family,
[65:12 - 65:14] because it is Christmas.
[65:14 - 65:18] So, I do hope that you guys do have a good Christmas Eve and Christmas morning.
[65:18 - 65:20] Hopefully, you guys, you know, stay safe out there,
[65:20 - 65:23] because I know things are going to be a bit rough.
[65:23 - 65:28] And with that being said, man, I love you guys.
[65:28 - 65:30] Merry motherfucking Christmas, man.
[65:30 - 65:32] Hopefully, you guys stay safe out there.
[65:32 - 65:34] I'm fucking loving my fans.
[65:34 - 65:36] I love the haters. Thanks for the free views, haters.
[65:36 - 65:38] Appreciate the free views.
[65:38 - 65:40] And if you are new to the channel,
[65:40 - 65:42] don't forget to submit the only one that's scrambling
[65:42 - 65:45] and the notification bell all down below.
[65:45 - 65:47] And also, be sure to go to the community tab,
[65:47 - 65:49] check out the poll that I have up there.
[65:49 - 65:53] That's going to be ending by the end of next week.
[65:53 - 66:01] And also, like I said before, head over to the Cyrax merch shop.
[66:01 - 66:03] Be sure to head over,
[66:03 - 66:07] pick you up some merch at the official Cyrax merch shop.
[66:07 - 66:09] Pick you up some Paradox merch.
[66:09 - 66:11] Pick you up some Cyrax merch.
[66:11 - 66:14] Sit down, chill out, have a nice cup of hot chocolate.
[66:14 - 66:16] Chill out, watch a movie with your girl or your boyfriend
[66:16 - 66:19] or your significant other, and have a good time.
[66:19 - 66:22] And I'll catch you guys after the war, man.
[66:22 - 66:24] I love you all, dude. Peace.
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