2021-12-22 STUDIO SESSION DAY 4

[0:00 - 0:22] What is up? What is up? What is up you guys? You guys already know that he is back in the
[0:22 - 0:28] studio for another session having some fun. Chill out with you guys. Y'all already know
[0:28 - 0:30] what it is.
[0:45 - 0:50] Now before it's on the right process...
[0:58 - 1:16] We are about to get into this making an instrumental.
[1:29 - 1:31] What the fuck?
[1:39 - 1:41] Yeah.
[1:41 - 2:02] Why does it sound like some shit from fucking Mortal Kombat?
[2:02 - 2:08] How am I gonna know? I mean that's the coolest word. Love.
[2:32 - 2:38] Your house is your house.
[3:02 - 3:04] What the fuck?
[3:32 - 3:53] Ooh, I actually like that. Right off the bat it's sounding good.
[4:02 - 4:05] What the fuck?
[4:32 - 4:47] Ooh, hold up, hold up.
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[7:02 - 7:31] Alright so this one I may have to do the guitar manually which is fine on me so we're gonna set that up.
[7:32 - 7:34] Alright.
[8:02 - 8:12] I already got an idea in mind for the riff that I want to do.
[8:32 - 8:58] Y'all cry, don't worry, I'll get to it.
[9:03 - 9:31] Ooh, now I'm gonna take the sheet.
[9:31 - 9:33] Yes, go it, what up?
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[10:23 - 10:36] I'm just gonna ask if that's a bad...
[10:53 - 11:17] Whoa, let's see if that's a trap number four.
[11:17 - 11:39] Alright so I'm gonna start over on this because that's how I fucked that up.
[11:39 - 11:55] I'll just drag this back across because I can really fuck that up.
[11:55 - 11:59] Let's put this on track two.
[11:59 - 12:05] I'm gonna put this on.
[12:05 - 12:21] Next let's put guitar on track four.
[12:21 - 12:39] I'll have emissary.
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[19:29 - 19:41] I'm not doing it Tyler.
[19:41 - 19:49] Sorry y'all but I am not going on Marty's panel. Marty just kissed my motherfucking ass.
[19:49 - 19:59] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[19:59 - 20:27] Marty did you think where the fuck he wants to take?
[20:27 - 20:37] I know the truth, you guys know the truth, that's all that fucking matters.
[20:57 - 21:17] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[21:17 - 21:37] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[21:37 - 21:57] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[21:57 - 22:17] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[22:17 - 22:37] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[22:37 - 22:57] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[22:57 - 23:25] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[23:25 - 23:53] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[23:53 - 24:21] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[24:21 - 24:49] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[24:49 - 25:17] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[25:17 - 25:45] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[25:45 - 26:13] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[26:13 - 26:41] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[26:43 - 27:09] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[27:09 - 27:35] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[27:35 - 27:57] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[27:57 - 28:25] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[28:25 - 28:53] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[28:53 - 29:15] I'm not here to entertain Marty, I'm here to do my fucking job as a fucking artist.
[29:15 - 29:17] Yeah, it's fucking worth it.
[29:45 - 30:09] My thrill, going to Marty's panel that just gives him what he wants.
[30:09 - 30:11] I know you are.
[30:11 - 30:30] I'm just saying like in general like why would I go to Marty's panel like that's just taken away from what I'm trying to do, which is, you know, get back into my music releasing music releasing an album like I'm literally working on a fucking album every day on stream for you guys.
[30:30 - 30:46] And if I'm over on Marty's panel that just takes away from that.
[30:46 - 30:55] Like I'm done giving dumbasses like Marty fucking ammo.
[30:55 - 31:00] Yeah, here's the thing burger Marty's not someone to collab with.
[31:00 - 31:06] Trust me, I've learned that I'll try to collab with him in the past and it doesn't work.
[31:06 - 31:11] Now if he has like a legitimate artist that I feel is good.
[31:11 - 31:22] And if another artist wants to collab me then yeah I'm down, but I'm not going to sit there and give my time to somebody that's a waste of space like Marty.
[31:22 - 31:39] It ain't happening.
[31:39 - 32:07] Exactly nice guy and see nice guy gets it.
[32:07 - 32:22] I was rendered out this riff and now we're going to pick it apart and mess with it.
[32:22 - 32:34] I say I do I do where it comes from burger I really do and I do appreciate it man don't think that I don't appreciate what you're what you're getting that I fully appreciate that bro 100%.
[32:34 - 32:39] I appreciate where you're coming from so don't think I don't like where you're coming from and you're right.
[32:39 - 32:42] It is good to collaborate with other YouTubers.
[32:42 - 32:44] You're not wrong.
[32:44 - 32:46] You are not wrong.
[32:46 - 32:53] Like you are right when when you say that you know it is good to collaborate and you are right on that.
[32:53 - 32:58] But with somebody like Marty that has screwed me over time and time again.
[32:58 - 33:02] I'm not about that you know what I mean.
[33:02 - 33:10] I want to work with somebody that has you know screwed me over many times.
[33:10 - 33:25] Like it wouldn't make any sense.
[33:25 - 33:29] You are right though man you are right it is good to clap.
[33:29 - 33:34] It is good to collab with you because it gets my work out there.
[33:34 - 33:40] Like you definitely are right about that though man 100%.
[33:40 - 33:49] But when it comes to people like Marty to have screwed me over and I'm not going to take that risk.
[33:49 - 33:56] Why would I take a risk on somebody that's bad for business.
[33:56 - 34:10] Like if you screw me over multiple times and I continue to work with you that just looks bad on me.
[34:10 - 34:12] Oh dude I love doing collabs.
[34:12 - 34:30] I've collaborated with other artists in the past.
[34:30 - 34:42] Like I've definitely collabed with other artists in the past and truly enjoyed it.
[34:42 - 34:46] Because not only did it force me to think outside the box.
[34:46 - 34:57] It forced me to you know do other shit than what I was doing.
[34:57 - 35:03] It essentially forced me to you know expand my horizons if you will.
[35:03 - 35:08] It forced me to expand my horizons and I love collabing with people.
[35:08 - 35:18] Just not with people like Marty that are bad for business.
[35:18 - 35:24] Matter of fact there is one dude that I did do a collab song with that I want you guys to hear real quick.
[35:24 - 35:31] Like me and him collabed I made the beat for him and he actually wound up using it.
[35:31 - 35:38] So I'm going to take my notebook out of here so you all can hear.
[35:39 - 35:43] Sorry about that guys.
[35:43 - 36:07] I'm going to flip this on real quick so you all can hear what I'm doing.
[36:07 - 36:12] Also on a side note if anybody is down to play game beats I do have that.
[36:12 - 36:14] I don't know how to play that on a cloud.
[36:14 - 36:19] So if anybody wants to get in on some game beats later on let me know if you all got Xbox.
[36:19 - 36:21] Or doesn't even have to be playing it.
[36:21 - 36:23] It could be whatever.
[36:23 - 36:28] Just saying.
[36:28 - 36:31] That's good.
[36:51 - 36:54] Alright so here we go.
[36:58 - 37:01] There we go.
[37:28 - 37:31] There we go.
[37:58 - 38:01] There we go.
[38:28 - 38:31] There we go.
[38:58 - 39:01] There we go.
[39:28 - 39:31] There we go.
[39:58 - 40:01] There we go.
[40:28 - 40:31] There we go.
[40:58 - 41:03] The name of that song is called You'll Never See It.
[41:03 - 41:05] You'll never see it coming.
[41:05 - 41:13] And if you look at the song the artist Sharon might have been Venus aka C-West.
[41:13 - 41:19] I'll actually type it in the chat so you guys actually know what it's called.
[41:19 - 41:21] I've done shit for him.
[41:21 - 41:27] I've done shit for my homie possessed one which I'll play that one next.
[41:28 - 41:49] There we go.
[41:49 - 41:51] There you go.
[41:51 - 41:56] That's the name of the song and then you just type that in exactly how it is and there you go.
[41:56 - 42:08] Let's go here to the la la la.
[42:08 - 42:15] Let's go archives.
[42:15 - 42:19] I still find it weird that somebody named the archive video on it.
[42:19 - 42:23] It's just fucking weird.
[42:23 - 42:25] I'm looking for the unofficial.
[42:25 - 42:26] There we go.
[42:26 - 42:28] Let's go unofficial.
[42:28 - 42:31] Let's go down to where's the playlist at.
[42:31 - 42:41] Ah, right here.
[42:41 - 42:44] Chat the homie possessed one on this aka team possessed.
[42:44 - 42:46] Love you guys.
[42:46 - 42:50] That's the poem but it's just a request.
[42:50 - 42:52] Oh, that's what it will be.
[42:52 - 42:53] For sure.
[42:53 - 42:57] That's it.
[42:57 - 42:58] Hey, that's just a request.
[42:58 - 42:59] Not that one.
[42:59 - 43:06] That's just my head of a word that I can speak coming from my head instructions.
[43:06 - 43:10] I have to speak it to get from it because she said to hustle rock and level the trend.
[43:10 - 43:12] I know that you're great at mastery.
[43:12 - 43:15] You could work so hard but never really get into it.
[43:15 - 43:20] But you want to create it to harness such a head that you want to be harnessed.
[43:20 - 43:24] Got to perform more great for money because this is the money rules.
[43:24 - 43:36] It's okay that nobody understands the way of my fictional verses that I can strike.
[43:36 - 43:40] But most of the time it's not a fiction rhyme and it's something that's a different level
[43:40 - 43:43] that I took behind me behind my mind that I got to get it off.
[43:43 - 43:44] And now I get it.
[43:44 - 43:45] Now I get it.
[43:45 - 43:48] If I were here in my home and we just doing it, then we got it up.
[43:48 - 43:50] But no one cares how much it's one take.
[43:50 - 43:51] But I get it with the hook.
[43:51 - 43:53] And I can't be like, you see, you do too.
[43:53 - 43:54] I'm slow.
[43:54 - 43:55] I just slow.
[43:55 - 43:58] My mind left me just don't grow.
[43:58 - 44:00] I can't lose anything.
[44:00 - 44:03] But I get it even then he comes up to me.
[44:03 - 44:05] Got to write along that you must come on.
[44:05 - 44:07] Listen to things so beautiful.
[44:07 - 44:09] But I don't know if I can give you me with you.
[44:09 - 44:10] I fucking miss.
[44:10 - 44:12] And no one's doing this.
[44:12 - 44:16] Because I can't realize that my own list is something that I've never had.
[44:16 - 44:20] True happiness and true friends and true other things at the end.
[44:20 - 44:26] And I'm out of family and then I have a step to the first step to the people that I know that they can kind of help me.
[44:26 - 44:28] I'm out of other half of the world.
[44:28 - 44:31] It is so potent, but it's just sort of vicious.
[44:31 - 44:40] And it sucks that dude isn't doing music anymore, which fucking blows.
[44:40 - 44:43] I don't know what he's doing.
[44:43 - 44:44] Damn.
[44:44 - 44:48] This is one of the other day a thousand plus videos on me.
[44:48 - 44:49] Fuck.
[44:49 - 44:52] That's insane, bro.
[44:52 - 44:55] That is fucking up, bro.
[44:55 - 44:58] What the fuck?
[44:58 - 45:02] What's it called?
[45:02 - 45:05] Come on.
[45:05 - 45:06] Thank you.
[45:06 - 45:12] All right, let's check this out.
[45:12 - 45:22] Yeah, it sounds like it.
[45:22 - 45:49] Oh, yeah, here we go.
[45:49 - 45:50] Dude, just by the photos.
[45:50 - 45:52] They look fucking interesting.
[45:52 - 45:53] Not even a lot.
[45:53 - 46:00] They look good.
[46:00 - 46:05] How would you like your college tuition to be more than a half off the spring?
[46:05 - 46:17] No, you may just be on to something with this.
[46:17 - 46:18] Oh, okay.
[46:18 - 46:21] You got a classic rock, huh?
[46:21 - 46:23] Hold on.
[46:23 - 46:28] How do you deal with this?
[46:28 - 46:31] Oh, I like this.
[46:31 - 46:40] Hold on.
[46:40 - 46:44] Yo, this is one of my fucking playlists.
[46:44 - 46:48] Yo, this is one of my playlists for sure, man.
[46:48 - 46:59] I like the music that shit.
[46:59 - 47:28] This is definitely going to be some ideas.
[47:28 - 47:52] Yo, that is sick.
[47:52 - 47:58] This is the second one of my playlists.
[47:58 - 48:01] That is legit going in my motherfucking playlist.
[48:01 - 48:02] I like that.
[48:02 - 48:08] That's good shit.
[48:08 - 48:09] I definitely like the style.
[48:09 - 48:35] Yo, that style is super sick.
[48:35 - 48:53] All right.
[48:53 - 48:55] Now, here's what I can definitely do.
[48:55 - 48:56] That's more of my alley.
[48:56 - 49:00] Like as far as like actually being able to do vocal work.
[49:00 - 49:02] Some of you guys may have never heard of the band Skin.
[49:02 - 49:04] If you haven't looked them up.
[49:04 - 49:07] It's SKYND.
[49:07 - 49:09] These guys actually did this song right here.
[49:09 - 49:14] I'm about to do a vocal cover up for you guys.
[49:14 - 49:24] Jonathan Davis actually from Korn is in this song.
[49:24 - 49:42] Dude, if I have to go out there and say something to him,
[49:42 - 49:47] he ain't gonna fucking like my ass.
[49:47 - 49:49] I can promise you right now,
[49:49 - 49:51] if I have to go out there and say something to him,
[49:51 - 49:52] I will.
[49:52 - 49:53] I don't want to.
[49:53 - 49:55] But if I have to go out there,
[49:55 - 49:58] I'm not gonna be fucking nice to him.
[49:58 - 50:00] I will go up on him.
[50:00 - 50:03] Yeah, Heather may have done some dumb shit to me.
[50:03 - 50:12] But dude, nobody deserves what he's fucking doing.
[50:12 - 50:38] Oh, boy, oh, boy.
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[70:40 - 70:50] Which sucks.
[70:50 - 71:16] standard keyboard. Like an actual MIDI keyboard. Let's see what this new plugin is.
[71:16 - 71:30] I just find that shit funny. Oh, your music is stolen.
[71:46 - 71:59] Yo, can I actually download this shit for free? I mean dope if I can.
[72:09 - 72:14] Oh, I already have dude. I've watched it and it's it's stupid to me honestly.
[72:16 - 72:32] Yo, can I actually get this?
[72:46 - 72:56] Ah, I just on Instagram.
[72:56 - 72:59] But dude, I actually have seen that shit and it's stupid.
[73:02 - 73:08] Let's go. Just find out I'm getting a new plugin tonight. Hell yeah, let's go.
[73:09 - 73:11] Oh,
[73:15 - 73:20] for downloads. What? Ah, you suck.
[73:26 - 73:31] Damn dude. I don't know. I always like to give my diablo a light and my space light reverb.
[73:31 - 73:57] All right, so while those are going through my shopping cart, let's go up here. Let's go plugin picker.
[74:01 - 74:10] Trying to think of what I want to do with it.
[74:14 - 74:16] Wait.
[74:31 - 74:48] My charm controllers. I never really mess with that.
[75:01 - 75:09] Ah, I should have the control center.
[75:14 - 75:26] When I do you clearly see I do that one a little bit of ambient stuff right now man.
[76:02 - 76:13] I'm not saving that one just because it doesn't know what I'm trying to do now, but yeah.
[76:19 - 76:26] Or maybe I will. I don't know.
[76:31 - 76:48] Okay, that sounds dope.
[76:54 - 76:56] That sounds really cool.
[77:01 - 77:28] And there's a thing dude. Landscaping around here, there's not really much work for it.
[77:31 - 77:40] There's really knowledge work around here because everybody kind of likes to do their own shit, so
[77:42 - 77:43] yeah.
[77:46 - 77:58] Can't really do anything with the only ones I've done.
[78:01 - 78:02] Ah.
[78:07 - 78:20] The house is too loud.
[78:31 - 78:43] I don't know if I'm gonna make this video longer, hold on, I mean, for this video, I'm gonna be able to do some on this.
[79:31 - 79:57] I'm gonna make this video longer, hold on, I mean, for this video, I'm gonna be able to do some on this.
[79:57 - 80:26] I actually forgot to finish it, so I'm kind of glad that I have done it.
[80:26 - 80:28] I'm gonna do some on this.
[80:56 - 81:25] I'm gonna do some on this.
[81:26 - 81:51] I'm gonna do some on this.
[81:51 - 82:11] I'm gonna do some on this.
[82:11 - 82:31] I'm gonna do some on this.
[82:31 - 82:51] I'm gonna do some on this.
[82:51 - 83:01] I'm gonna do some on this.
[83:21 - 83:31] All right, so we're gonna be kind of starting.
[83:31 - 83:50] I know normally by now, you know, I would be writing and recording and mixing and mastering, but sometimes I kind of, you know, take a while to get you going.
[83:50 - 84:14] I'm gonna do some on this.
[84:14 - 84:15] You know what I mean?
[84:15 - 84:16] It's kind of that bracelet.
[84:16 - 84:30] I don't think it's like way too black and loose.
[84:30 - 84:57] But, hmm.
[84:57 - 85:26] I'm gonna do some on this.
[85:26 - 85:51] I'm gonna do some on this.
[85:51 - 86:13] All right, I do need the end to beat a little bit.
[86:13 - 86:15] All right, I do want you guys doing the end a little bit.
[86:43 - 87:12] I'm gonna do some on this.
[87:12 - 87:37] I'm gonna do some on this.
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[89:24 - 89:53] All right, so it's recent.
[89:54 - 90:21] I'm gonna do some on this.
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[103:19 - 103:39] I'm gonna do some on this.
[103:39 - 104:08] I'm gonna do some on this.
[104:09 - 104:32] I hope you guys are ready for a look deep inside my fucking mind.
[104:32 - 104:35] Guys, it ain't gonna be pretty.
[104:35 - 104:54] I just know that this is only in for the faint hearted. That's all I gotta say.
[104:54 - 105:06] And that one touches on some serious fucking shit.
[105:06 - 105:35] I'm gonna do some on this.
[105:36 - 105:59] I'm gonna do some on this.
[105:59 - 106:27] I'm gonna do some on this.
[106:27 - 106:54] I'm gonna do some on this.
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[107:24 - 107:41] I'm running away from my past and it seems like this happiness will never last.
[107:41 - 107:48] Always feeling like I'm being pulled or blessed for the things I did in my past.
[107:48 - 107:57] Yeah, time seems to move so fast that my past always seems to come back and hold me in the darkest
[107:57 - 108:03] wisdom where I feel like I'm always trapped inside a cage.
[108:03 - 108:13] I can't seem to escape always feeling like I'm overwhelmed like I can't get a grip on anything in my life.
[108:13 - 108:25] At the time I looked up the calling asking why did you take away my normal life by hand before the thing came and took it all away.
[108:25 - 108:39] Now I just don't know what to say except that me laying dead in a grave may be my only true escape out of this personal hell.
[108:39 - 108:52] Society put me in always thinking to myself is this really yet for me?
[108:52 - 108:58] I do anything to have my normal life back.
[108:58 - 109:05] Is this really yet for me? I don't want to be the one to fade away.
[109:05 - 109:15] I just want all the pain to go away so I can heal knowing in the end everything will be okay.
[109:15 - 109:27] I'm running away from my past being pulled or blessed for the things I did in my past and it seems like this happiness always running away.
[109:27 - 109:36] It doesn't ever want to last all I want to do is bring my past back to hold me every single day.
[109:36 - 109:44] Deep inside always feeling like I'm being locked away inside a fucking cage.
[109:44 - 109:55] Everybody in society judging me staring at me for the things that I do but they don't really understand
[109:55 - 110:03] what it's like to be me. They don't understand the life that I live every fucking day.
[110:03 - 110:14] It really seems like this pain really wants to pull me in the grave and I just wish I could get my normal life back.
[110:14 - 110:18] I never wanted any of this pain.
[110:18 - 110:28] I just wanted people to understand what it's like to be me living with this anxiety.
[110:28 - 110:37] Every fucking day got so many people judging me for everything that I say and I just don't understand it.
[110:37 - 110:48] Why is it that nobody can hear the sign that screams all the pain I keep like being on the smile but really I'm scared.
[110:48 - 110:54] Deep inside wanting to go away.
[110:54 - 110:59] I just want to heal knowing in the end everything will be okay.
[111:08 - 111:10] And done.
[111:10 - 111:34] Thank you.
[111:34 - 111:49] I know one of these.
[111:49 - 112:02] And as a representative I wait for the vocals to run it down and then it is time to mix and master and then I am done.
[112:02 - 112:13] Yo what the fuck are you doing?
[112:13 - 112:18] No I want to say the voice of a generation dude I'm just speaking my mind.
[112:18 - 112:26] That's all I'm doing is just kind of showing and burying myself and showing what the fuck I go through.
[112:26 - 112:28] That's all it is man.
[112:28 - 112:36] I'm just showing what the fuck I go through and deal with.
[112:56 - 113:25] That is let's say one, two, three, yeah it's one, two, three, four songs done.
[113:26 - 113:29] Halfway through my album.
[113:29 - 113:34] It's not I am going to work on the album cover.
[113:34 - 113:36] Oh dude you're good man you're good.
[113:36 - 113:39] You're good nice guy.
[113:39 - 113:47] Like I said like you know for me and a lot of people like find this weird.
[113:47 - 113:52] Because obviously you know I am pretty well known.
[113:52 - 114:06] But for me I don't feel like that you know I feel like I don't feel famous if that makes any sense.
[114:06 - 114:26] If that makes any sense to you guys.
[114:26 - 114:33] Like I'm just doing what I love to do and just basically telling my story and just basically how I feel.
[114:33 - 114:40] And she was right when she said that for me this music is kind of like it's kind of like my therapy.
[114:40 - 114:49] It's kind of like me speaking to you guys and basically saying shit that I don't know how to say normally.
[114:49 - 114:54] So I do it through my songs in a way that you guys can understand.
[114:54 - 114:59] If that makes any sense.
[114:59 - 115:24] I do it through my songs I'm able to you know I know like really show you guys what the fuck I go through.
[115:24 - 115:26] Why do I see it.