2021-12-19 broken trust (Song)

[0:00 - 0:18] The body is dead every time I look away Somebody always asks to turn on me and stab me in the bed
[0:18 - 0:25] Every night they never really care about me anyway the same old song just different days is every day
[0:25 - 0:33] Looking at me night and day for me to go away Yet I say loyal like I can't
[0:33 - 0:42] In this way by anything that they say Why am I always what to be?
[0:42 - 0:53] Fleet of minds like I'm the bad guy When all I'm trying to do is keep my head above the water just
[0:53 - 1:03] Trying to survive another day another fight Every night I go to sleep hoping that the damn one can't
[1:03 - 1:14] Take these vans to souls sent to hell to die Yet I don't wanna be a sinner I just wanna live my life
[1:14 - 1:29] God can someone help me I don't wanna fan at all I just wanna live my life I don't want my fate to be dead
[1:29 - 1:38] I don't wanna die I just wanna break up knowing everything will be alright
[1:38 - 1:46] Why is it in every single day Somebody always asks to turn on me
[1:46 - 1:54] Like they never really care about me anyway Yet I say loyal to those that don't care
[1:54 - 2:02] What the fuck is wrong with me? Why is it in every single day I'm always being lived as a bad guy?
[2:02 - 2:09] I don't understand it Why is it then?
[2:09 - 2:18] I always feel so obeyed by everything Everybody always turn on me
[2:18 - 2:26] Some sort of way it's kinda like Everybody always trying to move this inside
[2:26 - 2:33] They wear a mask like it's some sort of mask of rain God what is it then?
[2:33 - 2:39] Everybody always gotta turn on me I don't understand it What did I ever do?
[2:39 - 2:47] Turn the surface heavy God damn Can I even fucking hack it?
[2:47 - 2:56] I don't know what to do anymore I don't know who to trust Everybody's always acting so fucking thick God
[2:56 - 3:06] That's why every time I step on the move then I just bust around I'm so sick of all these fucking idiots
[3:06 - 3:13] Turnin' on me I just wanna live my life every day
[3:13 - 3:20] To the fullest knowing that I'm making no then and change For people like me I'm so sick
[3:20 - 3:27] I'm so fucking sick of the way Everybody always wants to shut me down
[3:27 - 3:32] Wants to cancel me Wants to pull me in the ground
[3:32 - 3:39] Yeah I stay wild Like I can't be swayed By anything they say