2021-12-12 A light in the Darkness

[1:00 - 1:02] I
[1:19 - 1:21] Know
[1:51 - 2:07] Tear the glue around the dildo, my lord, to the brood, just run this morn, for the animal soul is morn.
[2:07 - 2:16] Will there be any bleeding around me for your arse? I have no control this time.
[2:16 - 2:27] But no, we both shall die any other night.
[2:27 - 2:35] Hey, I can hear you calling again.
[2:35 - 2:40] Change is about to begin.
[2:40 - 2:42] The devil is violent.
[2:42 - 2:45] I can see the fear in your arse.
[2:45 - 2:47] But you can bring yourself to scream.
[2:47 - 2:50] Tarnishing of all the disguise.
[2:50 - 2:54] But if it is going to learn.
[2:54 - 3:09] Tear the glue around the dildo, my lord, to the brood, just run this morn, for the animal soul is morn.
[3:09 - 3:17] Will there be any bleeding around me for your arse? I have no control this time.
[3:17 - 3:41] But no, we both shall die any other night.
[3:41 - 4:03] Tear the glue around the dildo, my lord, to the brood, just run this morn, for the animal soul is morn.
[4:03 - 4:12] Will there be any bleeding around me for your arse? I have no control this time.
[4:12 - 4:18] But no, we both shall die any other night.
[4:18 - 4:43] Tear the glue around the dildo, my lord, to the brood, just run this morn, for the animal soul is morn.
[4:43 - 5:08] Tear the glue around the dildo, my lord, to the brood, just run this morn, for the animal soul is morn.
[5:09 - 5:35] How the fuck are you guys tonight, man? What is good, what is good, what is good?
[5:35 - 5:45] So, let me say something to you trolls like, well let me take this down to a fucking personal level for y'all fuckers right quick.
[5:45 - 6:03] See, I noticed over the last few days, since y'all trolls have been getting weeded out, y'all have been getting scared, y'all have been getting pissed off, because y'all motherfuckers are getting weeded out.
[6:03 - 6:12] See, the funny thing about you trolls is all you got going for you, is that, oh, he's this, he's that.
[6:12 - 6:16] Oh, your music's this, your music's that.
[6:16 - 6:29] Well, I gotta tell everybody, man, my music game for everybody, my music is for those like myself, those that get bullied and attacked every day.
[6:29 - 6:32] Those are the people that I do music for.
[6:32 - 6:48] You wanna tell yourself, man, when I started doing music, I made a promise to myself, and to those like myself, that I would be the voice for those people that are like me, that you trolls bully every day.
[6:48 - 6:53] I swore that I would be the voice for those people, and I've stuck to that promise.
[6:53 - 7:00] I've kept that promise. I've become the voice for the people like myself.
[7:00 - 7:05] But what I wanna ask you trolls is this one thing.
[7:05 - 7:10] What do you do besides sit there and troll all day?
[7:10 - 7:13] What do you do for a living to help people?
[7:13 - 7:20] What do you do?
[7:20 - 7:25] What do you do to help people out?
[7:25 - 7:33] Well, yeah, I don't see you guys getting up on the mic and creating songs to help people.
[7:33 - 7:44] I don't see you guys making a discord and reaching out your hand to people like myself that could use the help, that could use somebody to defend them.
[7:44 - 7:51] I don't see you guys putting out any fucking hard work doing anything.
[7:51 - 8:01] All you guys do is sit there and work your shitty nine to five jobs, and then you come home and troll people.
[8:01 - 8:03] That's all you do.
[8:03 - 8:13] All the while, I'm sitting here up in discord, behind my mic, putting out music, being there for people.
[8:13 - 8:27] Actually, being there for people like myself, that could use somebody to talk to, that could use somebody to vent to, that could use somebody that's a friend.
[8:27 - 8:32] Why do you think nobody respects you trolls?
[8:32 - 8:38] Because all you are is a wannabe carbon copy of music biz Marty. That's all you are.
[8:38 - 8:40] That's all you little trolls are.
[8:40 - 8:42] You're trying so hard to be Marty.
[8:42 - 8:47] Well, sorry, ain't nobody gonna troll me the way that Marty did.
[8:47 - 8:54] Because see, while I'm out here actually helping people, you can ask Krim Kay.
[8:54 - 9:01] Matter of fact, you can ask anybody that's a true fan from my old discord.
[9:01 - 9:05] See, I actually take the time out of my day to help people.
[9:05 - 9:14] I take time out of my day to listen, to be there for people that are like myself.
[9:14 - 9:26] I give people a platform to be able to come in and speak their truth and tell their story about how they got bullied, what they went through.
[9:26 - 9:37] Because what y'all don't realize is that I was once in their position and you trolls are the ones that put me there.
[9:37 - 9:42] I was on the edge of suicide at one point.
[9:42 - 9:52] I have been bullied. I have been attacked. I have had a lot taken away from me.
[9:52 - 9:57] And y'all can sit there and say that it's a joke, whatever, ha ha ha.
[9:57 - 10:04] But the truth is, the real joke is you guys. You guys are the joke.
[10:04 - 10:13] Because you think you're doing something. You think that you're being a badass.
[10:13 - 10:25] But when in all reality, in all actuality, all you're being is a little bitch who's not getting their way.
[10:25 - 10:29] See, I don't react to your garbage anymore the way that I used to.
[10:29 - 10:35] So y'all feel like, oh, I'm gonna take it up a notch and I'm gonna fuck with this guy.
[10:44 - 10:52] See, unlike you trolls, I don't sit there and run around and attack people all day.
[10:52 - 10:55] That's not what I'm about. That's not what I do.
[10:55 - 11:00] Ask anybody that knows me on a personal fucking level.
[11:00 - 11:07] Ask anyone that knows me on a personal level. I don't run around attacking motherfuckers like that.
[11:07 - 11:13] Because y'all attacking people like that shows your insecurities.
[11:13 - 11:20] Y'all are so fucking insecure with your own lives that you feel like you gotta fuck someone else's life up.
[11:20 - 11:25] Like, dude, if your life is shitty, do something about it.
[11:25 - 11:29] Don't sit there and attack other people just because your life is shit.
[11:29 - 11:36] Just because your life is shit doesn't mean you gotta make someone else's life shit.
[11:38 - 11:41] Like, for real.
[11:45 - 11:52] And y'all wonder why people take their lives, why so many people and so many good YouTubers,
[11:52 - 11:58] some of which I have known in the past, have actually taken their lives.
[11:58 - 12:03] A lot of it's due to y'all motherfucking trolls bullying them all day, bro.
[12:03 - 12:11] Yes, I've had smaller YouTubers that were good friends that have taken their lives because you fucking trolls.
[12:14 - 12:21] I've had a lot of fucking good people that I've known that were smaller YouTubers, smaller than me,
[12:21 - 12:26] take their own lives because of people like you guys.
[12:26 - 12:33] And I feel bad for their families because y'all called, y'all caused them to do this shit, bro.
[12:35 - 12:42] Like, you guys sit there and you attack these people, these good people that work hard,
[12:42 - 12:47] that have a family, that are working hard at their dream.
[12:47 - 12:54] You come and control them and take that away from them and then you sit there and laugh at them
[12:54 - 12:58] because you took away the very thing that they had going for them.
[13:13 - 13:15] And that's just fucking sad, bro.
[13:15 - 13:19] Like, what kind of a sick fuck do you have to be to do something that fucking low?
[13:24 - 13:27] Hey troll, fuck off and get a life.
[13:50 - 13:53] Matter of fact, this one right here,
[13:53 - 13:59] it's for all those that took their lives because of people like you trolls.
[14:00 - 14:02] This one's for them.
[14:09 - 14:14] I want to see a candle for those that we lost due to bullying.
[14:16 - 14:21] I want to see a candle in the comments for those that we lost suicide due to bullying.
[14:21 - 14:24] Let's go. This is for them.
[14:51 - 14:53] I came to take my breath.
[15:22 - 15:26] This is the way it's gotta be.
[15:39 - 15:43] Suddenly the lights go out.
[15:43 - 15:47] Let forever drag me down.
[15:47 - 15:51] Then we'll fight for one last breath.
[15:51 - 15:55] I will fight until the end.
[15:55 - 16:01] Then I will fight the enemy within.
[16:03 - 16:09] Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin.
[16:09 - 16:16] Terakini, just echo of me.
[16:16 - 16:19] Suffer slowly.
[16:19 - 16:24] This is the way it's gotta be.
[16:24 - 16:27] Don't bury me.
[16:27 - 16:31] Faceless enemy.
[16:31 - 16:35] I'm so sorry.
[16:35 - 16:39] This is the way it's gotta be.
[16:39 - 16:43] Terakini.
[16:44 - 16:48] Leave me alone.
[16:48 - 16:52] God, let me go.
[16:52 - 16:56] On blue and cold.
[16:56 - 17:00] Black skies will burn.
[17:00 - 17:04] Look for me down.
[17:04 - 17:07] Hey, leave me alone.
[17:07 - 17:11] Just turn around.
[17:11 - 17:17] There's nothing left.
[17:17 - 17:24] So if I'm beyond this world.
[17:24 - 17:29] I feel nothing anymore.
[17:29 - 17:36] Terakini, just echo of me.
[17:36 - 17:40] Suffer slowly.
[17:40 - 17:45] This is the way it's gotta be.
[17:45 - 17:48] Terakini.
[17:48 - 17:52] Faceless enemy.
[17:52 - 17:56] I'm so sorry.
[17:56 - 18:00] This is the way it's gotta be.
[18:00 - 18:04] Terakini.
[18:05 - 18:12] I feel nothing anymore.
[18:12 - 18:22] I went back to.
[18:22 - 18:34] Yo dumbass, quit calling because I'm not going to fall for your crap.
[19:05 - 19:10] You guys ready to take the sub a notch? Where's all my fans at? You guys ready to take the sub a notch?
[19:10 - 19:21] Because this one's for you guys. This one's for the motherfucking nation, bro. This is for you guys.
[19:21 - 19:31] I'm the one you betrayed. Self-acclaimed on the plane. Life's eternal spin. Conjuring your ghosts.
[19:31 - 19:40] Hearing death, I agree with the selfish and free. Trust is nothing but a knife across the throat.
[19:40 - 19:47] The end is coming for us. We're running off. Get your hands off.
[19:47 - 19:56] Pray for the holy ones. Your words are more than enough to break the walls of the blood.
[19:56 - 20:08] Pray to the skies above. Your fear is death in the dust. We are the saints of the blood.
[20:08 - 20:18] Hearing death, I agree with the selfish and free. Trust is nothing but a knife across the throat.
[20:18 - 20:23] The end is coming for us. We're running off. Get your hands off.
[20:23 - 20:32] Pray for the holy ones. Your words are more than enough to break the walls of the blood.
[20:32 - 20:42] Pray for the holy ones. Your words are more than enough to break the walls of the blood.
[20:42 - 20:51] Pray to the skies above. Your fear is death in the dust. We are the saints of the blood.
[20:51 - 21:00] We are the saints of the blood.
[21:07 - 21:11] We are the saints of the blood.
[21:12 - 21:19] We are the saints of the blood.
[21:26 - 21:36] Shanks of the blood.
[21:41 - 21:48] Shanks of the blood.
[21:57 - 22:04] The end is coming for us. We're running off. Get your hands off.
[22:04 - 22:12] Pray to the holy ones. Your words are more than enough to break the walls of the blood.
[22:12 - 22:23] Pray to the skies above. Your fear is death in the dust. We are the saints of the blood.
[22:23 - 22:30] We are the saints of the blood.
[22:31 - 22:40] We are the saints of the blood.
[22:50 - 22:56] And that's facts man. All you guys that fucking show support for me and love for me man.
[22:56 - 23:01] You guys are the ones that I fucking care about. You guys are fucking awesome.
[23:01 - 23:05] All y'all that actually do show real support. You guys are fucking awesome.
[23:05 - 23:10] Because you guys being okay helps me to be okay.
[23:10 - 23:15] So I need every one of you to be okay so that I'm okay.
[23:15 - 23:19] Because if you're okay, I know I got a shot at this shit.
[23:26 - 23:41] And if all you fucking trolls have a problem with that, then that's on me. That's on you.
[23:41 - 23:47] If you got a fucking problem with it, go to fuck somewhere else.
[23:47 - 24:05] This one is from me directly to all the real fucking fans that have shown nothing but love.
[24:05 - 24:07] This is for you guys.
[24:07 - 24:22] My mind remains my pain. I'm tied down to vicious chains and spirals as I yank to find holy embrace.
[24:22 - 24:30] Stay with me. I'm afraid of my soul. Backing down with sin control.
[24:30 - 24:38] Hold on, be free and you can deny the game is coming.
[24:40 - 24:51] Will we live? Will we die? Just keep on saving your girl but the fear isn't cause.
[24:51 - 24:57] The world will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[25:01 - 25:16] The symbol for my shame, the color of your name is how they see you break.
[25:16 - 25:21] Live with my mistakes. Stay with me.
[25:21 - 25:27] Get away from it all. Watching every little form.
[25:27 - 25:34] Hold on to me and I can let go. The end is coming.
[25:35 - 25:45] Will we live? Will we die? Just keep on saving our good boys.
[25:45 - 25:54] The fear isn't cause. The world will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[25:54 - 26:09] The fear isn't cause. The world will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[26:24 - 26:46] Will we live? Will we die? Just keep on saving our good boys.
[26:46 - 26:55] The fear isn't cause. The world will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[27:01 - 27:12] The fear isn't cause. The world will stain us with the scarlet cross.
[27:13 - 27:18] With the scarlet cross.
[27:22 - 27:25] With the scarlet cross.
[27:25 - 27:53] You see all you sniveling little trolls are just that pathetic sniveling whiny bitchy fucking trolls
[27:53 - 27:59] that are miserable with their lives.
[27:59 - 28:10] That's all you are. You're sniveling little cry babies that are so miserable with your lives
[28:10 - 28:17] that you feel like you have to attack other people.
[28:17 - 28:24] Seriously, that's fucking shitty. What kind of shitty person do you have to be to do that?
[28:24 - 28:29] For real, what kind of shitty person goes around doing that shit?
[28:29 - 28:37] What kind of person goes out of their way to attack somebody and drag them down?
[28:37 - 28:43] All because your life is shit. That don't mean you gotta go out of your way to make someone else's life shit.
[28:44 - 28:48] Who the fuck died and made you God?
[28:48 - 28:54] Seriously, who the fuck died and made you God where you feel like you have that right?
[28:54 - 28:57] Cause you don't have that right.
[28:57 - 29:01] Oh, that's for you little fucking trolls.
[29:01 - 29:05] That's for you little fucking trolls. Let me say this.
[29:05 - 29:09] For all y'all that said that I need to be in wrong turn and this and that and the other
[29:09 - 29:14] and then I look like this dude from that movie. You know what I had to say to that?
[29:14 - 29:19] You know what I had to say to that? It's this.
[29:19 - 29:22] When's the remake, fuckers?
[29:22 - 29:25] Give him a call. Throw him my name in the hat.
[29:25 - 29:31] I'll do the fucking role of a weird creature or a fucking monster. I'll play a fucking zombie.
[29:31 - 29:34] I'll play a weird looking motherfucker from wrong turn.
[29:34 - 29:38] I don't give a shit. I'll play a creature from Hill's Have Eyes.
[29:38 - 29:43] I don't give a fuck. Throw my hat in the fucking name, bro. Let's fucking go.
[29:47 - 29:50] Seriously, throw my name in the hat, man.
[29:50 - 29:54] I'll play a character from wrong turn. I'll play a character from Hill's Have Eyes.
[29:54 - 29:59] Hell, I'd love to do that because I love the Hill's Have Eyes films, man. Those are fucking good.
[29:59 - 30:05] For real, like, I'll play one of those weird looking creatures for a remake. I don't fucking mind.
[30:06 - 30:10] In case y'all haven't noticed by now, I fucking love horror films, dude.
[30:10 - 30:15] Me playing a role of that cowboy would be fucking dope, dude.
[30:15 - 30:21] Seriously, that would be fucking dope. Sign me the fuck on. Let's fucking go.
[31:05 - 31:07] I don't give a fuck.
[31:16 - 31:24] Matter of fact, to show my love for the horror genre, let's go.
[31:24 - 31:30] How'd that life, that life at all? Praying that it passes.
[31:30 - 31:35] Attention of the Indian. I didn't bring the backwood. Motherfucking boy, that's how to do shit.
[31:35 - 31:38] Mama never loved me, never paid me no attention.
[31:38 - 31:42] Dating was right, but 30 days old, state-born and kind of prison.
[31:42 - 31:48] And I was raised by my own will. Surviving off of scraps of bones, being trapped in roadkill.
[31:48 - 31:52] Spending my days and my nights and alone. And my mind is gone.
[31:53 - 31:56] They shoot it for me in the tomb. I didn't ask for the sign.
[31:56 - 31:59] When they cut me out of the womb with a tall fucking knife.
[31:59 - 32:02] Now walk with a sight in a murderous ability.
[32:02 - 32:05] A cold-billed motherfucker, feel where I feel it in.
[32:05 - 32:08] Cracked out, and I'm gone off my moonshine.
[32:08 - 32:11] A hundred days drive me from a musket down.
[32:11 - 32:14] And in these cold fields, willing all these wicked skills.
[32:14 - 32:17] Swinging sights, choppin' dice, and cut your bull a bone to kill.
[32:17 - 32:20] They respond to childhood about a son.
[32:20 - 32:23] Seven-water, seven-and-a-seven, child, bottom one.
[32:23 - 32:25] So black for the pain.
[32:25 - 32:29] Bodies in the field blown, pouring like rain.
[32:29 - 32:32] They respond to childhood about a son.
[32:32 - 32:35] Seven-water, seven-and-a-seven, child, bottom one.
[32:35 - 32:37] So black for the pain.
[32:37 - 32:40] Bodies in the field blown, pouring like rain.
[32:40 - 32:45] Lost in the woods, in the blankets with dishes on the dark, dark roads of suspicious.
[32:45 - 32:47] To screeching ditches, headnuts rickering.
[32:47 - 32:52] It's got your turning switches, now you're so damn scared about the shit in your fridges.
[32:52 - 32:53] You can't be straight.
[32:53 - 32:55] All you hear is every breathing on your eyes.
[32:55 - 32:57] Just see what it is that you're seeing.
[32:57 - 32:59] Didn't throw up on the 8-4.
[32:59 - 33:01] Pissing me off the road.
[33:01 - 33:02] Fast as your back.
[33:02 - 33:03] That's got your screaming.
[33:03 - 33:04] No, no.
[33:04 - 33:10] You're thinking of the reason that you're about to find out what it is to suffer with a rusty blade in your mouth.
[33:10 - 33:11] No way to run.
[33:11 - 33:12] No way to hide.
[33:12 - 33:15] Being stopped by the scarecrow, the bloodline of Malachi.
[33:15 - 33:17] I hear this voice talking.
[33:17 - 33:18] That won't leave me alone.
[33:18 - 33:20] Telling stretch this bitch about her hair.
[33:20 - 33:21] And drag her home.
[33:21 - 33:24] Over my shoulder, in the back of a picture truck.
[33:24 - 33:25] And we don't dare to hold her.
[33:25 - 33:27] We don't dare to chop her up.
[33:27 - 33:33] Seven-water, seven-and-a-seven, child, bottom one.
[33:33 - 33:35] So black for the pain.
[33:35 - 33:39] Bodies in the field blown, pouring like rain.
[33:39 - 33:44] Pissing out the sedan.
[33:44 - 33:49] The scarecrow's hat is casket.
[33:49 - 33:52] Turn out the lights and knock the doors.
[33:52 - 34:07] Paying
[34:07 - 34:11] Turn off the lights and lock the doors
[34:23 - 34:26] Prayin' that he's never chomped by the wand
[34:31 - 34:32] By the wand
[34:32 - 34:38] Prayin' that he's never chomped by the wand
[35:02 - 35:07] By the wand
[35:07 - 35:20] Prayin' that he's never chomped by the wand
[35:20 - 35:31] Prayin' that he's never chomped by the wand
[35:31 - 35:42] Prayin' that he's never chomped by the wand
[35:42 - 35:49] I got something special for you trolls
[35:49 - 35:52] This one's going out to the trolls man
[35:52 - 35:55] I ain't done a song for the trolls in a while man
[35:55 - 35:57] So this one's for the trolls
[36:00 - 36:03] This song describes every one of you fucking trolls
[36:13 - 36:16] Not all by the king
[36:18 - 36:22] Telling everybody they know nothing
[36:23 - 36:27] And only what you thought you were
[36:28 - 36:32] Time is on your side anymore
[36:32 - 36:34] anymore
[36:35 - 36:37] It's so
[36:37 - 36:39] You tell me
[36:39 - 36:42] Can't take my chances
[36:42 - 36:45] But I told you one too many times
[36:45 - 36:47] That you were cryin' like a bitch
[36:55 - 36:57] Down top of the nails
[36:57 - 36:59] I promise you that
[37:01 - 37:03] Still down the line
[37:03 - 37:05] And you'll get bitched and back
[37:05 - 37:07] And you can run
[37:07 - 37:10] Oh, you don't mouth all day
[37:10 - 37:14] But the hand of God just meant you back
[37:14 - 37:17] Into yesterday and soon
[37:17 - 37:19] You tell me
[37:19 - 37:22] I can't take my chances
[37:22 - 37:25] But I told you one too many times
[37:25 - 37:27] That you were cryin' like a bitch
[37:27 - 37:30] And you wonder why
[37:30 - 37:33] No one can stand you
[37:33 - 37:35] There's no denying
[37:35 - 37:38] And you were cryin' like a bitch
[37:38 - 37:40] You were cryin' like a bitch
[37:49 - 37:54] Blinded by your sacred faded past
[37:54 - 37:57] Only time is your riddable
[37:59 - 38:02] Created a second chance to prove
[38:02 - 38:07] That your arrogance is stronger than you'll ever be
[38:07 - 38:10] Stronger than you can be
[38:17 - 38:20] Oh, stronger than you can be
[38:27 - 38:30] Oh, stronger than you can be
[38:33 - 38:35] Hey
[38:39 - 38:41] And so
[38:41 - 38:43] You tell me
[38:43 - 38:46] I can't take my chances
[38:46 - 38:49] But I told you one too many times
[38:49 - 38:51] That you were cryin' like a bitch
[38:51 - 38:54] And you wonder why
[38:54 - 38:56] No one can stand you
[38:56 - 38:58] There's no denying
[38:58 - 39:01] And you were cryin' like a bitch
[39:01 - 39:04] You were cryin' like a bitch
[39:04 - 39:07] You were cryin' like a bitch
[39:07 - 39:09] You were cryin' like a bitch
[39:09 - 39:12] Hello, bitch
[39:19 - 39:21] And that's facts, man
[39:21 - 39:23] That's all you trolls do, man
[39:23 - 39:26] You wanna cry like a fuckin' bitch
[39:26 - 39:28] That's all you do
[39:28 - 39:30] You wanna cry like a bitch
[39:30 - 39:34] Cuz you're not gettin' your way
[39:34 - 39:36] That's all it is
[39:36 - 39:38] You're wantin' and cryin'
[39:38 - 39:40] Cuz I'm seein' the truth
[39:40 - 39:42] And you can't stand it
[39:42 - 39:44] Because my homie Scully over here
[39:44 - 39:46] As well as my brother Krip K
[39:50 - 39:53] Is getting rid of you fuckin' trolls
[39:53 - 39:55] And help me to achieve my goal
[39:55 - 39:57] To hit that thousand sub mark
[39:57 - 40:00] To get paid to do what I fuckin' love
[40:05 - 40:07] Which is to do my music
[40:07 - 40:09] To do my gameplay videos
[40:09 - 40:11] And to do my artwork and sell my merch
[40:11 - 40:14] And ultimately get paid to help people
[40:22 - 40:24] So Scully, shout out to you, my man
[40:24 - 40:26] Shout out to my brother Krip K
[40:26 - 40:28] See ya'll, man
[40:28 - 40:30] Fuck, I love you guys, you guys are awesome
[41:26 - 41:28] This next one is going out to the charity
[41:28 - 41:30] That I helped out with a lot
[41:33 - 41:35] Yo, bass, what up?
[41:35 - 41:37] Now, this next song right here
[41:37 - 41:39] Before I start this, there's a little bit
[41:39 - 41:41] Of a backstory to this one
[41:42 - 41:45] And the reason why this song is personal
[41:46 - 41:48] This song right here actually
[41:48 - 41:50] Has to do with
[41:50 - 41:54] A charity that I'm actually a volunteer for
[41:54 - 41:57] It's a nonprofit organization
[41:57 - 41:59] Known as Operation Smile
[41:59 - 42:02] Now, if you don't know what Operation Smile is
[42:03 - 42:05] They actually go around the world
[42:05 - 42:07] They travel the world
[42:07 - 42:09] Giving free surgeries to kids
[42:09 - 42:11] With cleft palate, cleft lip
[42:11 - 42:14] And they do it for some adults as well
[42:14 - 42:16] Now, I got started
[42:16 - 42:19] Back in like 2000
[42:19 - 42:22] Like 2005, 2006
[42:22 - 42:24] That's when I first heard about it
[42:24 - 42:26] I was 16 when I first heard about it
[42:27 - 42:29] And honestly, I've been doing it ever since
[42:29 - 42:31] Doing local missions
[42:31 - 42:33] Traveling around Akron
[42:33 - 42:36] I've actually got a fucking certified volunteer card
[42:36 - 42:38] Somewhere around, you don't have to find it
[42:38 - 42:40] But as soon as I find it, I'll show you guys
[42:40 - 42:43] But I actually help volunteer for these guys
[42:43 - 42:45] Every day, I've done
[42:45 - 42:47] Matter of fact, you can look on
[42:47 - 42:49] Unofficial Cyrax archives
[42:49 - 42:51] I've done videos for them
[42:51 - 42:54] I've done put together little video clips
[42:54 - 42:56] Other stuff on YouTube
[42:56 - 42:58] And actually shared it with them
[42:58 - 43:00] And they loved it
[43:01 - 43:04] And I could proudly say
[43:04 - 43:06] That I'm a volunteer for Operation Smile
[43:06 - 43:09] Because I know what those kids are going through
[43:09 - 43:10] When they get gawked at
[43:10 - 43:11] When they get cheered at
[43:11 - 43:13] When they get laughed at
[43:13 - 43:15] When they get made fun of
[43:15 - 43:16] I know what that's like
[43:16 - 43:18] Because I'm in that same boat all the time
[43:18 - 43:21] I grew up the same way they did
[43:21 - 43:23] So for me
[43:23 - 43:25] I felt at home doing that
[43:25 - 43:28] And I'm proud to say that I do that when I can
[43:29 - 43:31] I'm proud to say
[43:31 - 43:33] That I'm a volunteer for these guys
[43:40 - 43:43] And matter of fact, this next song that I'm about to do
[43:43 - 43:45] Was actually the theme song
[43:46 - 43:48] For the documentary that
[43:48 - 43:50] Operation Smile had me help out with
[43:51 - 43:54] So this song is actually for them
[43:54 - 43:56] This is actually their theme song that they did
[43:56 - 43:58] And I want to give a huge shout to Solierna
[43:58 - 44:00] For dedicating this song to them
[44:00 - 44:02] Or, you know, more or less
[44:02 - 44:05] Letting Operation Smile use it for the film
[44:05 - 44:07] So Matt from Solierna
[44:07 - 44:09] If you guys don't know who he is
[44:09 - 44:10] Dude, look up Godsmack
[44:10 - 44:12] You'll find out who he is
[44:13 - 44:15] But this song right here
[44:15 - 44:18] Is going out to all the fellow volunteers
[44:18 - 44:20] Of Operation Smile
[44:20 - 44:22] As well as Operation Smile themselves, man
[44:22 - 44:23] I fucking love you guys
[44:23 - 44:25] I'm proud to be part of the OS family, man
[44:25 - 44:27] I fucking love you guys
[44:30 - 44:32] This is Through the Eyes of a Child
[44:44 - 44:47] And the flames
[44:50 - 44:52] Has not turned in
[44:52 - 44:54] Away
[44:54 - 44:56] Restless souls
[44:57 - 44:59] Crying to
[44:59 - 45:02] Release them from the pain
[45:08 - 45:11] They can't take the pain
[45:13 - 45:15] No
[45:19 - 45:21] I'm so wasted
[45:21 - 45:23] Away, so where
[45:23 - 45:25] Is our recognition
[45:25 - 45:27] That's Christ
[45:27 - 45:29] I'm so lonely
[45:29 - 45:31] For you
[45:35 - 45:37] And the children
[45:37 - 45:38] Cry
[45:38 - 45:40] The one by one
[45:40 - 45:43] Can you help them
[45:43 - 45:48] Look what we've done to ourselves
[45:53 - 45:58] The eyes of a fallen child
[46:01 - 46:07] Taking away the innocence of life
[46:08 - 46:11] To live with me
[46:11 - 46:15] To live with me out from this pain
[46:17 - 46:23] And I will live through you again
[46:28 - 46:31] Through the eyes of a child
[46:37 - 46:40] Down for it rain
[46:40 - 46:43] But death comes with the shame
[46:43 - 46:45] We look away, yeah
[46:45 - 46:48] Feel the stains
[46:48 - 46:50] Of blood, so tears
[46:50 - 46:53] Made from their fears
[46:53 - 46:55] Helpless ones
[46:55 - 46:57] All alone
[46:57 - 47:02] Why don't we stand by their side
[47:03 - 47:08] For the inside, yeah
[47:11 - 47:15] The eyes of a fallen child
[47:19 - 47:25] Taking away the innocence of life
[47:26 - 47:28] To live with me
[47:29 - 47:33] To live with me out from this pain
[47:35 - 47:41] And I will live through you again
[47:42 - 47:44] Again
[47:45 - 47:48] Through the eyes of a child
[47:49 - 47:51] Yeah
[47:51 - 47:53] Oh, yeah
[47:57 - 48:00] Yeah, yeah, yeah
[48:16 - 48:18] Well, Scotty, bro
[48:21 - 48:23] You
[48:38 - 48:41] Through the eyes of a child
[48:46 - 48:50] Through the eyes of a child
[48:51 - 48:54] Through the eyes of a child
[49:09 - 49:11] Shout out to fucking offers to smile, man
[49:11 - 49:13] I fucking love you guys
[49:13 - 49:15] And I want to say to offers to smile, man
[49:15 - 49:17] Thank you for the fucking opportunity
[49:17 - 49:20] To be able to help people like myself, man
[49:20 - 49:22] I can appreciate that shit
[49:23 - 49:25] And I can honestly say I'm proud
[49:25 - 49:27] To say that I work with you guys
[49:27 - 49:29] You guys are fucking awesome
[49:29 - 49:31] Keep on doing what you guys are doing, man
[49:31 - 49:33] Keep on saving fucking lives
[49:33 - 49:35] You guys are fucking awesome
[49:50 - 49:52] Thank you
[50:20 - 50:22] Thank you
[50:39 - 50:41] Now this one right here
[50:41 - 50:43] This one's from my old school
[50:43 - 50:47] And I do mean my OG old school fans
[50:47 - 50:49] We're talking back in
[50:49 - 50:52] Oh, nine old school fans
[50:52 - 50:54] So for my old school fans
[50:54 - 50:56] You guys might remember this
[50:58 - 51:01] For the new ones, this one might be new to you
[51:01 - 51:03] If you haven't heard it
[51:08 - 51:11] This is Feeding on Darkness
[51:17 - 51:22] The world discreet
[51:22 - 51:24] The world discreet
[51:27 - 51:30] The world is dark
[51:38 - 51:42] yahhhhhhh
[51:47 - 51:50] This is a darkness
[51:50 - 51:51] You would never hear
[51:51 - 51:55] All meeting and believing there is a nightmare
[51:55 - 51:56] This is a darkness
[51:56 - 51:58] This is all that
[51:58 - 52:01] Be the other reason you go inside
[52:01 - 52:03] Why are you fucking with me?
[52:03 - 52:05] You're not a dead and no free
[52:05 - 52:07] You're not a solid
[52:07 - 52:08] There will be great
[52:08 - 52:12] This is my result
[52:12 - 52:13] Yeah
[52:13 - 52:22] This is the darkness, we believe in the darkness.
[52:22 - 52:25] Fending the darkness.
[52:25 - 52:36] Yeah, we run from the day, now and for, we see it every day in the battle zone.
[52:36 - 52:43] Yeah, I don't need your mother's sickness inside you, not a creature in the world inside me.
[52:43 - 52:46] You will never know another Lord.
[52:46 - 52:53] There's other things in the darkness, oh, do you wanna be like me, then come with me?
[52:53 - 52:57] What?
[52:59 - 53:01] Darkness.
[53:04 - 53:07] Darkness.
[53:07 - 53:11] Darkness.
[53:12 - 53:17] Be with us.
[53:18 - 53:27] Take my soul away.
[53:28 - 53:31] You're a pity on the darkness now.
[53:32 - 53:34] You're a pity on the darkness now.
[53:34 - 53:38] You're salt and diamond, diamond, bottom, diamond, bottom to the earth.
[53:38 - 53:43] Summer is down, the dawn is down, the dawn is down.
[53:43 - 53:47] We get up on the ground, we sing it all day.
[53:48 - 53:56] Now fall away.
[53:56 - 54:08] Don't listen to me. Don't listen to me.
[54:08 - 54:14] See all the daughters that we are making fun of us.
[54:15 - 54:19] This is the daughters now we are on us.
[54:19 - 54:26] Don't listen to me.
[54:30 - 54:40] Don't listen to me. Don't listen to me.
[54:41 - 54:47] Don't listen to me.
[54:47 - 54:56] Don't listen to me.
[54:56 - 55:07] Don't listen to me.
[55:07 - 55:31] I don't know what I'm doing right now.
[55:31 - 55:33] I
[55:37 - 55:39] Shot to the homie enigma for this track
[56:01 - 56:03] Ah
[56:14 - 56:18] What is it that I've made of my mind?
[56:20 - 56:23] I'm just trying to find a way out
[56:23 - 56:27] So I can get my mind out of the dark
[56:27 - 56:34] Everything that you put me through I feel right now. It's a wonder that I'm so
[56:36 - 56:38] Motherfuckin' ass and confused
[56:41 - 56:44] Called to the rubble of the tank
[56:47 - 56:49] Wondering what it's like to
[56:52 - 56:56] Live without a soul or even a
[56:57 - 56:59] I
[57:09 - 57:11] Will not run through my mind
[57:13 - 57:20] I feel like the queen of hearts. Yeah, you're always running out of time
[57:20 - 57:28] I'm going down the rabbit hole from which I will never come back
[57:29 - 57:31] This is my world now
[57:32 - 57:42] Standing around me cause I feel like my life is turning to the dark and the black
[57:43 - 57:45] Fucking a piece that I
[57:45 - 57:53] I can see that you're real out of my your fucking life
[57:57 - 58:02] Lost in time can't decide my mind with no way out like
[58:03 - 58:05] Till I come
[58:07 - 58:09] Dead on the inside running out of time
[58:10 - 58:17] Yeah, so I'm dead on the inside
[58:25 - 58:31] Dead on the inside solid blank and on life as
[58:32 - 58:34] Plank is fucking
[58:45 - 58:47] I
[58:47 - 58:49] Now no
[59:01 - 59:03] Because I'm like glass
[59:06 - 59:13] My soul is my godless. It's made of glass
[59:14 - 59:19] And I don't want it to shatter anymore
[59:19 - 59:23] So I'm on I'm all around it
[59:23 - 59:28] I'm pretending from the dark and evil wicked ways
[59:28 - 59:34] That reside in the back of my brain
[59:42 - 59:45] Can't I just run and die?
[59:46 - 59:48] I
[59:56 - 59:58] Feel like I'm running out of time we know where to go
[59:59 - 60:03] I'm so lost in my own soul my own mind that I just don't know where to go
[60:03 - 60:09] I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm so lost so confused going down this rabbit hole the darkness over and over again every day
[60:10 - 60:14] It's like my soul trapped in a dark abyss and these demons this darkness
[60:15 - 60:17] It just won't fade away
[60:19 - 60:25] Is anyone out there can anyone hear me can anyone hear me?
[60:29 - 60:31] Can anyone hear
[60:44 - 60:46] You
[61:05 - 61:12] What is your name stay at the parlor can you read minds? Yes, I can if you just sleep
[61:14 - 61:16] You
[61:45 - 61:47] You
[62:12 - 62:14] Where's all my fucking corn fans at
[62:14 - 62:16] Oh
[62:26 - 62:30] Are you ready for the scene in the news so that you can believe that
[62:30 - 62:32] I
[62:45 - 62:51] Should have been good. I should have been down. I couldn't let go. What could I do?
[62:51 - 62:53] Oh
[63:16 - 63:18] Like a razor
[63:21 - 63:23] We all see your haters
[63:24 - 63:30] They know what they're making way back here. That was something but you need to give down
[63:30 - 63:36] Do they want to make believe try to achieve a little break from the anger?
[63:37 - 63:42] I should have been good. I should have been down. I couldn't let go. What could I do?
[63:43 - 63:46] Now I don't want to wait the feeling
[63:46 - 63:49] Bring up on the feet and stop me like
[63:51 - 63:55] I shouldn't bow down. I couldn't get through. What could I do?
[63:57 - 64:02] Get all the way the feeling bring up on the feet and stop me like
[64:09 - 64:13] And the song's broken and
[64:16 - 64:19] Night of the wishes always the same
[64:22 - 64:26] Keep on hoping that I don't go insane
[64:28 - 64:33] Can you feel right the the more it starts to stick
[64:34 - 64:36] The more you fall for it
[64:37 - 64:39] The more it starts to stick
[64:41 - 64:43] Will you fall for it?
[64:44 - 64:46] The more it starts to stick
[64:47 - 64:49] The more you fall for it
[64:50 - 64:52] The more it doesn't
[64:54 - 64:59] It has been good. I should have been down. I couldn't let go. What could I do?
[65:00 - 65:05] To think it all away the feeling take the pain and start the time
[65:07 - 65:12] Children with stood I shoot them down down. I couldn't get through. What should I do?
[65:13 - 65:19] I should take it all away the feeling bring up on the feet and stop me like
[65:22 - 65:25] Come on the beat and stop me like
[65:27 - 65:32] Frank bring up on the beat and stop me like
[65:42 - 65:44] You
[66:05 - 66:09] Why don't we stuff we just take my money as you got something
[66:12 - 66:14] Interesting
[66:19 - 66:21] Let me ask you guys something
[66:23 - 66:25] All right, and this isn't just
[66:25 - 66:28] For scully this for everyone out there
[66:29 - 66:31] How many of you guys out there?
[66:31 - 66:35] Are sick and tired of seeing these trolls walk around?
[66:36 - 66:39] At the light they can do whatever the fuck they want to do
[66:39 - 66:45] How many of you guys are sick of being pushed around by these fucking assholes like I am?
[66:51 - 66:55] Because I know for starters, I know the fact that I am I'm sick of this shit
[66:56 - 66:58] You
[67:09 - 67:15] Now when I start this next song, I want you guys to put in the comments hashtag sick of bullion
[67:20 - 67:22] Are we clear on that
[67:25 - 67:27] You
[67:33 - 67:35] All right, let's go
[67:35 - 67:37] Every
[67:53 - 67:55] With everything you do
[67:56 - 68:00] Your company's no use the world's candy blocker
[68:00 - 68:07] With everything you feel and the answers everything they promise made that's a reminder
[68:08 - 68:11] Go watch him make this better
[68:12 - 68:16] Take your trollies now. I'm never racing your bed
[68:17 - 68:20] Raise your hands get rid of it
[68:20 - 68:28] But if the fine inches go you over red put it then have you had enough regret take it then please your
[68:28 - 68:30] All right
[68:42 - 68:47] Every single day I change my own tail like around the side of it
[68:47 - 68:49] Can I get can I get get away?
[68:49 - 68:56] I'm running out of time for me to break this I'm tired of feeling like I'll never gonna make it
[68:57 - 69:00] No one can make this better
[69:01 - 69:05] Take your trollies now. I'm never running sick of it
[69:06 - 69:09] Raise your hands get rid of it
[69:09 - 69:17] But if the fine inches go you over red put it then have you had enough regret take it then please your
[69:17 - 69:20] All right, if you're sick of it
[69:22 - 69:24] Sick of it sick of it
[69:25 - 69:27] Sick of it
[69:34 - 69:39] I'm tired of it the whole world the borderland
[69:43 - 69:46] Gotta fix this the un-sick of it
[69:46 - 69:57] If you're sick if you're sick of it raise your hands if you're sick if you're sick of it
[69:59 - 70:02] Raise your hands get rid of it
[70:02 - 70:11] But if the fine inches go you over red put it then have you had enough regret take it then raise your hands
[70:12 - 70:17] If you're sick of it sick if you're sick oh you sick of it get rid of it
[70:19 - 70:28] Are you over red put it then have you had enough regret take it then raise your hands if you're sick of it
[70:30 - 70:35] I'm sick of it it's rid of it sick if you're sick of it
[70:36 - 70:39] If you're sick if you're sick of it
[70:41 - 70:43] If you're sick of it
[70:55 - 70:59] I don't know about you guys man, but I'm sick of seeing this bullying going on
[71:00 - 71:05] And I do want to give a huge motherfucking shout out to my voice scully man
[71:06 - 71:12] Scully crepe k everybody that's actually been doing good shit to help me the fuck out you guys are fucking awesome, dude
[71:19 - 71:25] That's the dude that was asking on my last channel that got taken down by the by the fucking dirtbags
[71:27 - 71:30] to the dude that was asking about that and about um
[71:31 - 71:35] Me actually doing a in-game car photography book
[71:35 - 71:40] It will take some time, but yes, I am working on a 3d car photography book for you guys
[71:40 - 71:43] I know I've been saying I've been working on it for a long time, but
[71:45 - 71:47] A lot of shit's been getting in the way dude the way I couldn't do it
[71:48 - 71:51] And now that I'm actually able to sit down and do shit again
[71:52 - 71:56] You know I can actually sit down and start to work on it and actually do shit
[71:56 - 72:04] So yes, that will be coming. I don't know if it's going to be out by the end of this year or for 2022. I don't know
[72:09 - 72:15] But to answer your question, yes, I am working on it very slowly and methodically, but I am working on it
[72:26 - 72:28] You
[72:57 - 72:59] You
[73:03 - 73:05] Now this one right here is to honor
[73:07 - 73:10] If you guys don't know on the 8th of december
[73:12 - 73:14] Back in 2015
[73:15 - 73:17] I lost somebody very important to me
[73:26 - 73:28] Oh
[73:41 - 73:45] The back in 2015 on december 8th
[73:49 - 73:51] I lost
[73:51 - 73:54] My best friend who was like my little brother
[73:55 - 73:57] To murder in his family's pizza shop
[74:00 - 74:02] That night
[74:03 - 74:05] I lost my best friend brother Zach Hussain
[74:07 - 74:13] To a murder in his family's pizza shop and if you guys don't know about it look up Zach Hussain
[74:14 - 74:16] accurate pizza shop murders
[74:19 - 74:21] That night
[74:22 - 74:24] I lost my best friend
[74:26 - 74:30] That night I lost the way that was family to me
[74:32 - 74:34] And his family not only lost a son
[74:36 - 74:38] Not only lost a brother
[74:38 - 74:44] But an uncle a friend our community lost somebody very important to them who was a good friend to them
[74:45 - 74:49] Who did everything he could to help other people when they needed it?
[74:50 - 74:55] He was the kind of person that he didn't care if it was three in the morning or two in the afternoon
[74:56 - 74:59] If somebody needed his help he was there for them
[75:00 - 75:02] That's how he was
[75:04 - 75:10] And he didn't just do that for me he did that for all of Akron he did that for the entire community
[75:11 - 75:12] So that night
[75:12 - 75:15] I not only lost a brother and a best friend
[75:15 - 75:20] But the community lost someone near and dear to them that was a leader
[75:26 - 75:29] And to honor him that song is for him
[75:45 - 75:47] I'm so tired of being here
[75:51 - 75:58] That's why all my childhood feels when you have to leave
[76:00 - 76:06] I wish that you would just leave your presence to lingers here
[76:07 - 76:10] And it won't leave me alone
[76:11 - 76:13] His wounds won't save the hill
[76:13 - 76:16] This pain is just so real
[76:17 - 76:22] This shows too much that time cannot erase
[76:23 - 76:29] When you cried I'd fight for way all of your fears
[76:29 - 76:35] When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
[76:36 - 76:42] And I held your hand through all of his years
[76:42 - 76:46] But you still have
[76:49 - 76:54] All of me
[77:04 - 77:10] You used to cultivate me by your resonating lights
[77:11 - 77:16] And now I'm bound by the life you left behind
[77:17 - 77:19] You're facing us
[77:20 - 77:23] My words, prayers, and dreams
[77:23 - 77:26] Your voice is chasing away
[77:27 - 77:30] All the sadness in me
[77:31 - 77:33] These wounds won't seem to heal
[77:34 - 77:36] This pain is just so real
[77:37 - 77:42] This shows too much that time cannot erase
[77:43 - 77:49] When you cried I'd fight for way all of your fears
[77:49 - 77:55] When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
[77:56 - 78:02] But I held your hand through all of his years
[78:02 - 78:06] But you still have
[78:09 - 78:11] All of me
[78:12 - 78:22] I so hard to tell myself and your God
[78:23 - 78:28] But though you're still with me
[78:29 - 78:39] I've been alone all along
[78:50 - 78:56] When you cried I'd fight for way all of your tears
[78:57 - 79:03] When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
[79:03 - 79:09] And I held your hand through all of his years
[79:09 - 79:13] But you still have
[79:17 - 79:21] All of me
[79:26 - 79:29] All of me
[79:57 - 80:03] And I know that I keep going back to this song a lot
[80:05 - 80:07] But
[80:10 - 80:14] If you guys don't remember me telling you about my ex-girlfriend Lexie
[80:15 - 80:19] This is a song that me and her used to do all the time
[80:20 - 80:28] And this is like her number one favorite song to do so
[80:30 - 80:37] I figured I'd only write it to honor her by doing this song for her
[80:37 - 80:44] So Lex, if you're looking down and watching I think you know what I'm about to do
[80:50 - 80:56] How many of you guys are fans of Evanescence up in here, man?
[81:00 - 81:06] Because if you guys are you guys will definitely recognize this
[81:08 - 81:12] You ready, Lex? Let's go
[81:19 - 81:22] Of course
[81:28 - 81:32] You've become so numb
[81:34 - 81:38] You're so...
[81:50 - 81:52] I can't wake up
[82:00 - 82:02] I can't wake up
[82:02 - 82:04] Save me
[82:08 - 82:10] I can't wake up
[82:10 - 82:12] I can't wake up
[82:12 - 82:14] Save me
[82:15 - 82:19] There's nothing I become
[82:23 - 82:27] No, no, no, what I'm without
[82:29 - 82:31] Save me
[82:33 - 82:35] Save me
[82:35 - 82:37] Save me
[82:39 - 82:41] Save me
[82:44 - 82:53] Put me up. I can't wake up. Save me.
[82:54 - 83:03] Put me up. I can't wake up. Save me.
[83:03 - 83:13] Put me up. I can't wake up. Save me.
[83:14 - 83:24] Put me up. I can't wake up. Save me.
[83:25 - 83:33] Prove any time without your touch, without your love.
[83:45 - 83:50] Don't disturb me if you can't see. Get to the door. Put you in there in front of me.
[83:54 - 83:59] With that thought, with that voice, with that soul. So let me try here.
[83:59 - 84:04] And my face, not my mind.
[84:05 - 84:12] Wake me up. I can't wake up. Save me.
[84:15 - 84:22] Wake me up. I can't wake up. Save me.
[84:24 - 84:33] There are bigger places in the world of eternal life.
[84:34 - 84:37] Turn on me inside.
[84:40 - 84:50] Love.
[84:54 - 85:04] you know I had to do that one for you girl
[85:24 - 85:26] You
[85:54 - 85:56] You
[86:14 - 86:18] Now this last one is going out to anybody out there that
[86:19 - 86:26] If any of you guys in the comments right now have lost anyone but in the last couple of years
[86:28 - 86:32] And you never got the chance to say goodbye to that person
[86:36 - 86:40] Hopefully this song helps you to finally to be able to say goodbye
[86:48 - 86:50] Yes
[87:00 - 87:04] It's just like I never got to say goodbye to Lex before her passing
[87:04 - 87:08] I want you guys to be able to have that opportunity that I never had
[87:12 - 87:17] Once you guys feel to have that opportunity to say goodbye to the ones that you love that you guys have lost
[87:18 - 87:23] I never got that chance and hopefully this gives you guys that chance to say that
[87:28 - 87:30] Now before I start this
[87:30 - 87:37] When this shit kicks in I want you guys to drop the names of everybody that you fucking lost in your life
[87:38 - 87:44] With a candle next to their name to make sure that their memory stays alive and that they are never forgotten
[87:49 - 87:51] You
[87:57 - 88:02] Let's go three two one go
[88:18 - 88:21] Oh
[88:48 - 88:50] Hey
[89:10 - 89:12] What made my head is broken
[89:12 - 89:16] Oh, kid, did I question everything?
[89:16 - 89:21] No chance of doubt being able to penetrate my heart
[89:21 - 89:26] There's never a way to end our world within everything I say
[89:26 - 89:31] The shadows of your loss are tearing me apart
[89:31 - 89:34] Sky
[89:34 - 89:40] Too cold and black as night
[89:40 - 89:46] No, you're cold, it just isn't right
[89:46 - 89:51] Save our last goodbye
[89:51 - 89:57] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[89:57 - 90:01] Save our last goodbye
[90:02 - 90:06] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[90:06 - 90:11] Save our last goodbye
[90:11 - 90:36] I welcome the challenge, Jimmy. Hey, Jeremy, I welcome the challenge.
[90:36 - 90:47] My world is shattered, it is so right
[90:47 - 90:52] Save our last goodbye
[90:52 - 90:57] Save our last goodbye
[90:57 - 91:02] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[91:02 - 91:07] Save our last goodbye
[91:07 - 91:12] Save our last goodbye
[91:12 - 91:15] Save our last goodbye
[91:15 - 91:21] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[91:21 - 91:25] Save our last goodbye
[91:25 - 91:32] It is gonna be the light broken in the hall of doors
[91:32 - 91:36] Save our last goodbye
[91:36 - 91:41] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[91:41 - 91:46] Save our last goodbye
[91:46 - 91:53] It is gonna be the light broken in the hall of doors
[91:53 - 91:59] Save our last goodbye
[92:11 - 92:19] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[92:19 - 92:23] Save our last goodbye
[92:23 - 92:31] If anybody near my mind, your face will never leave me
[92:31 - 92:35] Save our last goodbye
[92:35 - 92:44] And to that dude, Jeremy, they'll sit there saying that things are going to get interesting. Interesting how?
[92:44 - 92:55] Because whatever it is, I welcome the challenge. I mean, I always did love a good challenge, so bring it on.
[92:55 - 93:07] Because I guarantee you, not only will I rise up to that challenge, but I'll blow that challenge out of the fucking water and I'll surpass it with flying colors.
[93:07 - 93:12] Garen, fucking tea it.
[93:12 - 93:20] Garen, fucking tea it. So bring on your little challenge.
[93:20 - 93:27] Because I'm not backing down and I'm not running. So bring on your little bullshit challenge, Jeremy.
[93:27 - 93:34] I'm here and I'm ready for you.
[93:34 - 93:49] Because by the end of it, you're gonna end up like every other fucking troll. You're gonna be negated, defeated, goodbye.
[93:50 - 94:03] Garen, fucking tea it.
[94:03 - 94:11] And to this dude right here, that...
[94:11 - 94:19] To this f-backs, dude. Well, it's hey man. You're right, dude. I do have decency.
[94:19 - 94:30] I do have morals. But apparently some people don't.
[94:30 - 94:40] Yeah, I've seen that shit and I'm just laughing at him. I've seen that he was in chat and I was laughing my ass off at him.
[94:40 - 94:49] I'm seriously laughing my ass at him. I'm laughing my ass off at him so badly right now, bro. This shit's funny.
[94:49 - 94:55] Oh, really, master. What can you do better than me?
[94:55 - 94:59] Name all the things that you can do better than me.
[94:59 - 95:02] I'll wait.
[95:02 - 95:06] I'll show right up here against my wheel rig.
[95:06 - 95:12] So go ahead. Start naming all the things that you can do better than me, master shredder.
[95:12 - 95:18] Because the only thing I see you're good at is running your mouth.
[95:18 - 95:24] Go ahead. I'll wait.
[95:24 - 95:31] Go ahead. Start naming all the things that you're supposedly better at than I am. Go ahead.
[95:32 - 95:42] Well, obviously, it's got to be something. Otherwise, you wouldn't be sitting there running your mouth like you do, bro.
[95:42 - 95:58] Obviously, you're better than, obviously, you're supposedly better than me at something because if you weren't better than me at something, then you wouldn't be running your mouth in the chat like you are right now.
[95:58 - 96:08] Just saying, bro.
[96:08 - 96:10] Just saying, man.
[96:10 - 96:27] Oh, and to Angie, to Little Miss Angela, I hope you know that you're a fucking joke.
[96:27 - 96:38] To Angela, my ex-mod and ex-friend, I hope you know that I find what you do hilarious.
[96:38 - 96:47] I seriously, you're up in William Glory Hole's Discord. You're up in Masshole's Discord and doing what?
[96:47 - 96:52] Oh, gee. That's right. I forgot. I know exactly what you're doing.
[96:52 - 96:56] You're talking shit on me, but on my back thinking I'm not going to see it.
[96:56 - 97:08] But the truth is, dumbass, I see everything.
[97:08 - 97:13] Like, seriously, I see everything that you say and do.
[97:14 - 97:21] You trolls act like you fazed me, but really? You're just free fucking views from me, bro.
[97:21 - 97:25] You trolls literally do three things.
[97:25 - 97:35] Watch my content. Well, click on like content, watch my content, leave a dislike or a like or whatever, and then comment.
[97:35 - 97:38] That's literally four levels of engagement.
[97:38 - 97:44] So essentially, you're just going to see more of me and you're recommended.
[97:44 - 97:51] So pretty much all you trolls do is bring in the free views, and I love it. It's free fucking views.
[97:51 - 97:57] Why do you think I love the haters? Because you guys bring in free fucking views from me.
[97:57 - 98:07] Which, in turn, brings me one step closer to that thousandth sub-mark.
[98:07 - 98:18] So essentially, I'm winning and you trolls are losing.
[98:18 - 98:36] And seriously, you trolls are essentially bringing me one step closer to my goal of the thousandth sub-mark.
[98:37 - 98:48] So if anything, you're just defeating yourselves.
[98:48 - 98:55] You're ultimately just defeating yourselves.
[98:55 - 99:00] You're not defeating me. You're not doing anything to me.
[99:00 - 99:13] All you're doing is bringing in free views from me, which puts me one step closer to my goal.
[99:13 - 99:17] And that is the legit question. You want to know why?
[99:17 - 99:21] And I'll admit, sometimes I do get mad and I have a legit reason.
[99:21 - 99:29] And you know what that reason is? It's because sometimes they overstep boundaries that they have no right overstepping.
[99:29 - 99:35] Like when they attack my personal life. Like when they attack my friends and my family.
[99:35 - 99:54] That's my personal life and you don't fuck with someone's personal life like that. That's just something that you don't do.
[99:54 - 100:00] Like it's one thing to fuck with me. You control me, whatever.
[100:00 - 100:04] But you bring my friends or my family into the mix.
[100:04 - 100:10] Bro, you're asking for trouble at that point.
[100:10 - 100:14] Like it's one thing to troll somebody.
[100:14 - 100:18] Like, dude, take the memes that are made about me.
[100:18 - 100:21] We all know that there are memes out there that are made of me and shit.
[100:21 - 100:29] And I laugh at them. I love the memes. I personally love the memes. I laugh at them all.
[100:29 - 100:37] I laugh at all the memes that get made about me because to me they're funny.
[100:37 - 100:48] But when you start going out of your way to cause people like my biological father,
[100:48 - 100:57] my ex-girlfriend's brother, and even me included to lose their actual jobs that they had.
[100:57 - 101:03] That's taking it too far. Way too far.
[101:03 - 101:08] Don't get wrong. I don't mind a good troll. I don't mind a good trolling.
[101:08 - 101:14] Hell, I'll admit it. I trolled people. I trolled Tyler and why. I trolled Marty.
[101:14 - 101:20] I trolled Massile Reports. I trolled...actually, I've even trolled Schmechelcat.
[101:20 - 101:27] I've trolled...hell, I've even trolled Crypt K. I've trolled Tonic and Sales.
[101:27 - 101:33] I trolled a lot of motherfuckers. But I knew my limits.
[101:33 - 101:38] I didn't go over the limit. I didn't do anything fucked up.
[101:38 - 101:41] I didn't bring their personal life into it.
[101:41 - 101:48] Now yeah, I gave Tonic some shit about the whole furry community thing. I gave him shit about it.
[101:48 - 101:52] But that's all that was was just me giving him shit. That's all it was.
[101:52 - 101:59] It was just me giving him shit and that's it. That's all it was. I was just giving him a hard time.
[101:59 - 102:03] I was trolling the guy. That's all I was.
[102:03 - 102:15] But the one thing I've never done is attack someone's personal life.
[102:15 - 102:21] Now, even when it came to people like Crypt K, well, me and Crypt K were beefing.
[102:21 - 102:28] Yeah, there was a lot more that went into that. We both brought each other's personal lives into it.
[102:28 - 102:35] So that was on the both of us. He didn't just do it to me. I didn't just do it to him. It was a mutual thing.
[102:35 - 102:40] We both did it to each other.
[102:40 - 102:46] But at the same time, we never overstepped certain boundaries.
[102:46 - 102:51] We never actually went out and tried to attack that person's family.
[102:51 - 102:58] Like he never tried to get my family fired from their job. I never tried to get his girlfriend fired from her job or whatever.
[102:58 - 103:16] Like I don't do that shit. That's not me because I have way more class than that way more class.
[103:16 - 103:28] So I have a reason to go off on some of these trolls when they overstepped those boundaries.
[103:28 - 103:37] But as for the trolls that want to sit there and talk shit, I want to say thank you.
[103:37 - 103:42] I want to say thank you to the trolls for the free views.
[103:42 - 103:49] For the free subs and the views that come in every single day.
[103:49 - 104:03] You guys are fucking awesome. And I appreciate the shit out of it.
[104:03 - 104:16] Because by you trolls viewing my content, that just brings in more legitimate fans that want to see my shit.
[104:16 - 104:24] I never even saw it, dude, so I wouldn't know anything about it.
[104:24 - 104:30] I never saw that diss, so I wouldn't know anything about it.
[104:30 - 104:35] And besides, why would I even care anyway?
[104:35 - 104:49] Like seriously, why would I even give a shit about somebody like Schmechelkat who can't even pay money back to the person that was supposed to be his best friend?
[104:49 - 104:59] Like seriously, Schmechelkat stabbed his best friend music biz Marty in the back and then turned around and refused to pay him the money that he owes him.
[104:59 - 105:05] So why would I give attention to somebody like that?
[105:05 - 105:14] Now, if you're on my level and you're up to my self count, then yeah, I'll give you the attention that you rightfully deserve.
[105:14 - 105:27] But unless you're on my fucking level, unless you've got the same amount of subs as me or more, and you want to sit there and talk shit on me, I'm not going to pay any attention to you.
[105:27 - 105:35] Now, if you're somebody like a smaller channel, like let's say you're a brand new channel, just starting out.
[105:35 - 105:45] Anyway, let's say you're a brand new channel and you like my content and you come over to my channel and say, hey, you know, I like your content.
[105:45 - 105:50] I'm a new YouTuber. Maybe you can check my stuff out and tell me what you think.
[105:50 - 105:53] Then I'll check your stuff out.
[105:53 - 106:04] Like if you're a new YouTuber doing genuine stuff, if you're genuine to people and I see that you're a good person, I'll definitely check your shit out.
[106:05 - 106:08] For real, like I'll definitely check your shit out.
[106:08 - 106:23] But if you're a shitty fucking person doing stuff like what Snackle Cat does, I'm not going to give you any fucking attention because that's not how I roll. That's not who I am.
[106:36 - 106:43] Like I'm not a shitty person to people. Hell, ask Krip K. He can tell you personally, bro.
[106:43 - 106:52] My dude Krip K can fucking tell you that I'm not the shitty person that people lead me on to be.
[106:52 - 106:57] Which I find funny, but it is what it is.
[106:57 - 107:02] But anyways, y'all, I'm about to set up for some split gate for you guys.
[107:02 - 107:09] I know I promised that I was going to do some split gate, but some shit went down earlier to where I wasn't able to.
[107:09 - 107:18] It wasn't anything serious or anything like that, though I just some family stuff came out that I had to take care of that I had to handle.
[107:18 - 107:24] It was nothing bad or serious or anything, but that's why I wasn't able to do split gate earlier.
[107:24 - 107:32] So I'm about to end the stream right here, set up for some split gate for you guys, and just chill and relax and have a fun stream.
[107:32 - 107:38] And who knows? Maybe there'll be a vlog coming again with me and my brother.
[107:38 - 107:42] And by my brother, I mean Hillbilly Jake.
[107:42 - 107:46] So yes, you guys might get to see a vlog with me and your boy Hillbilly Jake tomorrow.
[107:46 - 107:53] You know, y'all's favorite funny dude that I always hang out with, my best friend of 15 years.
[107:53 - 108:01] You know, the dude that makes all the funny Arnold Schwarzenegger voices, that funny guy.
[108:01 - 108:08] So you never know, your boy might be doing a vlog tomorrow with Hillbilly Jake. Who knows?
[108:08 - 108:16] But yeah, I fucking love you guys. I'm about to set up for some split gate, man.
[108:16 - 108:21] I fucking love you guys, and I'll catch you on split gate, man.
[108:21 - 108:30] I'll fucking love you guys. And also, whenever I do start up split gate, I am gonna put the guys stuff in.
[108:30 - 108:33] The one that I did that ToeGate run of earlier.
[108:33 - 108:37] Like that ToeGate run that I did at the end of my gaming stream last stream.
[108:37 - 108:42] I am gonna set, I am gonna put that guys gamer tag in there.
[108:42 - 108:47] So if you guys have Horizon 5, go over there and check his tracks out, man.
[108:47 - 108:53] If you guys have Horizon 5 and you have Xbox One, go check the dudes tracks out, man.
[108:53 - 108:58] I am gonna post the guys gamer tag and stuff.
[108:58 - 109:03] So you guys can go in there and check all his tracks out, man. They're super fun.
[109:03 - 109:07] I tried them all after the stream, dude. I'm a huge fan of the guy.
[109:07 - 109:11] The dudes got some amazing road courses. Absolutely love them, man.
[109:11 - 109:15] So, I'll be posting that up.
[109:15 - 109:20] And if you guys would like to donate as well, I will be posting up my cash out for you guys.
[109:20 - 109:25] If you guys would like to donate or whatever, I will be posting my cash out next stream for you guys.
[109:25 - 109:27] So, yeah.
[109:27 - 109:33] Well, that would be it, guys. I love you all, and I'll catch you guys in the next stream, man.
[109:33 - 109:38] And remember, man, stay humble, stay positive, fuck the haters, dude.
[109:38 - 109:41] To all my supporters, man, you guys are fucking awesome.
[109:41 - 109:44] I've never seen one of you guys. You guys are awesome. You guys are amazing.
[109:44 - 109:46] You guys are one of a kind.
[109:46 - 109:48] Keep being you, man.
[109:48 - 109:51] Keep doing you and keep being you, man.
[109:51 - 109:55] Fuck these trolls. Keep being your awesome, wonderful, amazing self.
[109:55 - 109:57] And keep doing what you do, man.
[109:57 - 110:00] I fucking love you guys, dude. Peace.
[110:09 - 110:14] Well, before I end this stream, I want to get rid of this dude.
[110:14 - 110:17] Actually, nah. I'll keep him.
[110:17 - 110:20] He's funny. He makes me laugh.