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2021-11-30 my Bullying STory


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on March 10th, 2023
Original upload date: November 30th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:15] Hello everyone, first of all I'd like to say welcome to my channel if you're new, if you're
[0:15 - 0:24] not new you obviously are now, but if you don't, I want to introduce myself, my name
[0:24 - 0:36] is Chance or more commonly known on YouTube as Syrax and this video is about my bullying
[0:36 - 0:50] story and how it almost cost me to take my own life and actually made me attempt to take
[0:50 - 1:01] my own life. If you guys don't know I am a survivor of suicide twice over within the last year
[1:02 - 1:10] because of being bullied. It all started about eight months ago with this person named Mass
[1:10 - 1:24] Hall reports who I did not know was an evil person. I was on my former friend music biz
[1:24 - 1:34] Marty's live stream when this girl named Kate Peters showed interest in me and I come to find out
[1:34 - 1:42] later in that stream that she was totally crazy and I had cut ties with her and I guess she got
[1:42 - 1:53] upset or something. Well, what Kate did I never saw coming. Kate almost ruined my life
[1:53 - 2:12] for good. It all started eight months ago when this girl who claimed that she was going to be 18
[2:12 - 2:22] within an hour called me from a phone number that I did not recognize talking about how she was a fan
[2:22 - 2:30] of my music how it helped her get through bullying and she said that she was a senior in high school
[2:30 - 2:41] getting ready to graduate that next day and she had told me about how she was being bullied really
[2:41 - 2:51] badly that day and asked me what are some things that she could do to you know deal with it and I
[2:51 - 2:59] gave her a few tips on you know what I did back when I was in high school on how to either avoid
[2:59 - 3:08] the bullying or how to deal with them if you can't avoid them. So me and her started talking for like
[3:08 - 3:15] an hour hour and a half maybe two times and she had showed interest in me
[3:19 - 3:22] and like we talked for literally like two and a half hours straight
[3:24 - 3:28] and then she had told me that she had to go because she had to get ready for tomorrow.
[3:29 - 3:31] Oh my not a problem
[3:40 - 3:43] but what happened next I was not ready for
[3:47 - 3:52] later that same day she had texted me letting me know that she was done getting ready
[3:53 - 4:05] well she had told me that she was getting ready to be 18 within that hour and because she was
[4:05 - 4:15] getting ready to be 18 she wanted to know if I would go out there and I said yes
[4:15 - 4:26] now this girl did trick me into sending explicit photos and videos to her
[4:28 - 4:36] as she was 18 basically by that point there was nothing wrong
[4:37 - 4:41] now
[4:44 - 4:51] what this what this girl did shook me to my core and
[4:54 - 5:02] made me fear for my future and my family if many of you don't know I
[5:02 - 5:11] know I do not work right now because I do have to take care of my parents who are both elderly
[5:12 - 5:19] I've been doing it for the last two to three years so I don't really have an income other than
[5:19 - 5:25] what I know how to do with my music and my art and stuff but that's besides the point
[5:26 - 5:42] um this girl had sent me a picture of an underage child with no clothes on at all
[5:45 - 5:50] and then turned around and told me she was 14 years of age
[5:50 - 5:54] by that point
[5:55 - 6:01] my heart sank in the wind stomach I was scared I was afraid
[6:05 - 6:07] I didn't know what to do
[6:10 - 6:11] I was freaking out
[6:11 - 6:20] um the police did get called that night
[6:24 - 6:32] um the police showed up here asked me what was going on I showed them the entire conversation
[6:34 - 6:36] of what was said
[6:36 - 6:39] and everything
[6:43 - 6:48] then when I was talking to the police I get a message from one of my good friends
[6:49 - 6:53] who is going to remain nameless because I don't want any trouble for them
[6:56 - 7:02] they had sent me a link to mass hall reports youtube channel
[7:02 - 7:11] but at that point I did not know who this person was so I clicked on the video to watch
[7:11 - 7:16] and I had pulled it up right there in front of the police and in front of my family so everybody could see
[7:20 - 7:22] and what I saw next
[7:26 - 7:30] changed my life forever and made me sick to my stomach
[7:33 - 7:35] because there on that screen
[7:38 - 7:47] was the girl that I knew as Kate Peters laughing at me and laughing about how she had just trolled me
[7:51 - 7:54] and how she thought it was funny
[7:56 - 7:58] then I felt for something like that
[8:03 - 8:08] I looked at the officers and I asked them am I going to jail
[8:11 - 8:17] and thankfully they looked back at me and they said no you're not going to jail
[8:20 - 8:27] they told me these exact words that if I were to go there and this person this 14 year old really
[8:27 - 8:37] did exist and I actually went there to meet up with her then yes I would go to jail but seeing
[8:37 - 8:46] as it was a troll they were not going to take me to jail they did feel bad for me and they told me
[8:46 - 8:50] just to be more careful of who I talked to from now on which I have been
[8:51 - 8:59] and but for the next few months to follow things got way worse
[9:03 - 9:11] about a week after that I had went on to confront Kate who was now known as Massal Reports
[9:12 - 9:15] I confronted her and asked her why she did what she did
[9:15 - 9:24] and all she would do was mute me while I was on the panel with her on a live stream she kept
[9:24 - 9:30] muting me and laughing and muting me and laughing like it was some sort of sick joke to her
[9:31 - 9:40] and because of her doing that
[9:42 - 9:51] the stuff that she did to me I have even now have been being called a pedophile when I am not one
[9:54 - 10:00] now over the last few months I've done some digging and some research and found out that Kate
[10:00 - 10:07] Peters belongs to this community called the troll community which are full of dangerous
[10:07 - 10:18] and very disrespectful people um these people have been trolling and harassing people on the
[10:18 - 10:27] internet since the early 2000s and the most notable case is this guy by the name of Chris Chan
[10:28 - 10:32] whom these people have been harassing since 2001
[10:40 - 10:51] but fast forward past Kate up to about three months ago in comes in this guy named William
[10:51 - 10:58] Glory Hall who starts harassing me sending death threats to my families
[11:00 - 11:12] um sending very disgusting and disturbing items in the mail one of which was an adult toy
[11:13 - 11:24] and the next thing made me so sick to my stomach which was this man had the nerve to take
[11:26 - 11:31] hey and mix it with dog poop and put it in a baggie and send it to me
[11:32 - 11:46] but not only have these people done that these people have taken it so far to the point to where
[11:48 - 11:55] I had attempted to end my own life twice on these bullies panels while confronting them
[11:55 - 12:01] thankfully I had good friends and family to stop me
[12:04 - 12:10] these people have gone as far as to attack my family
[12:14 - 12:20] these people have put me on a site known as Kiwi Farms and have been exploiting me
[12:21 - 12:29] they have been passing around explicit photos and videos that were in my private messages on
[12:29 - 12:36] Facebook from my old account that have been since then been memorialized
[12:41 - 12:45] every time somebody stands up for me these people attack them
[12:45 - 12:56] I get blown up on my phone at all hours of the night I've had people show up at my house
[12:56 - 13:04] wanting to kill me one that was such a severe case that the person had to be ex had to be
[13:04 - 13:08] escorted off of our property by a police officer
[13:13 - 13:18] these people have tried to steal things from me
[13:20 - 13:26] if you guys don't know I am also a music artist and back in 2018 I released two
[13:26 - 13:37] electronic albums called Blackout and Evolution along with a few singles and one song which
[13:38 - 13:44] of I did singing on which was a pop slash punk rock kind of song
[13:47 - 13:52] these people have attempted to steal my music and claim it as their own
[13:53 - 14:03] these people I have tried to silence me by hacking my youtube account
[14:04 - 14:08] and most recently these people have taken videos from other channels
[14:09 - 14:15] broken into my account posted them and then reported me for those videos
[14:16 - 14:26] these people have attacked my now ex girlfriend by posting her private information up such as
[14:26 - 14:37] her hospital records they have attacked various members of my family I have lost my job with
[14:37 - 14:40] my former best friend Enoch
[14:44 - 14:49] I was actually an audio engineer for my friend Enoch I took care of
[14:51 - 15:00] menu music and in-game music and boss fighting music for a video game company that he had built
[15:00 - 15:03] he wanted to start creating games and I told him that I would help him
[15:03 - 15:10] because of these people I am not allowed to get a job anywhere
[15:12 - 15:18] because everybody in town knows me I know who I am now and will not hire me
[15:18 - 15:34] I have lost many opportunities to do things with my life
[15:37 - 15:41] because these people with no record label wants to sign me
[15:42 - 15:51] I have lost sponsorship deals brand deals because of these people
[15:53 - 15:58] I have lost my best friend of 10 years Sean Sands because of this
[15:58 - 16:16] I lost my friendship with the owner of the former record label that I was with which is
[16:16 - 16:24] the legendary artist Tupac's old label which is Machiavelli Records I was with that label for a
[16:24 - 16:33] time and the owner has since then because of these people they have
[16:36 - 16:40] you know stopped talking to me and blocked me on all social media
[16:42 - 16:49] these people have stolen I don't know how much money from me that fans have paid to get
[16:50 - 16:56] merchandise that I've paid to get music from me artwork that I've done
[17:00 - 17:08] these people have ruined my life they have bullied me so much
[17:12 - 17:16] and I would not wish this kind of bullying on my worst enemy
[17:20 - 17:30] these people are very evil people and anybody who stands up for me and tries to defend me
[17:31 - 17:39] these people will attack their friends attack their families by any means possible and they
[17:39 - 17:50] do not care these people have gone as far as to post private videos of my family these people have
[17:50 - 18:03] stolen private photos of my family members and have posted them these people are legitimate
[18:03 - 18:08] bullies and the police and the FBI are not doing anything to stop them
[18:11 - 18:17] but I would like to stop them but in order to do that I need your guys's help
[18:21 - 18:25] so if anybody out there is watching this right now
[18:25 - 18:39] if you are a victim of people such as William Glory Hall or Mass Hall reports please come forward
[18:40 - 18:50] speak up I encourage all of you to come forward and speak up against these bullies
[18:51 - 18:56] because no one deserves to get put through what I've gotten put through
[19:01 - 19:07] when I ask these people why do they bully me they sit there and they laugh at me and say
[19:07 - 19:14] because they can I asked Mass Hall reports why she did what she did and she simply said
[19:14 - 19:20] because she can because she's untouchable
[19:30 - 19:36] because of these people I have attempted to take my own life on two different occasions
[19:37 - 19:43] both of them were on live streams because of these people because I felt like giving up
[19:44 - 19:56] so if anybody out there who is a victim of these people please I urge you step up make
[19:56 - 20:05] a video say something let's shed some light on these bullies let's let's let's bring these
[20:05 - 20:13] bullies to a stop and build a better community of people because I want to be able to inspire people
[20:13 - 20:21] again I want to be able to create music that you guys can enjoy once again music that you guys can
[20:21 - 20:30] relate to that you guys can connect with and that's what I want for this channel but in order
[20:30 - 20:37] for that to happen I need you guys to be strong and be brave and come forward and comment below
[20:38 - 20:47] have you been bullied by these people at all if so please come forward and speak up
[20:49 - 20:50] no one will judge you
[20:54 - 20:59] because like you guys I want this bullying with these people to stop
[21:02 - 21:03] but I can't do it alone
[21:08 - 21:16] if you have been bullied you can either post it in the comments or if you do not feel comfortable
[21:16 - 21:24] posting it in the comments in the comments like in the description area will be the link to my
[21:24 - 21:31] personal discord community where you guys can come in and hang out and speak your peace without
[21:31 - 21:40] being judged or attacked also below is an example of what these people have done to me
[21:41 - 21:47] below will be an exit will be the link to wing gory holes channels to both channels
[21:48 - 21:57] mass hole reports channel as well as the link to a thread i'm growing a site known as kiwi farms
[21:57 - 22:07] where these people have brutally harassed me these people have bullied me these people have
[22:07 - 22:10] posted all kinds of very messed up things about me
[22:15 - 22:25] but as I said if any of you out there watching this have been bullied please speak up don't be
[22:25 - 22:35] silent anymore let's put these people in jail where they belong and show them that they cannot get
[22:35 - 22:46] away with bullying anymore I know you're scared I know that you're so you're scared and afraid to
[22:46 - 22:53] speak up and I understand and I don't blame you but right now I need everyone of you to be strong
[22:53 - 23:03] and do what's right which is to speak up please help me put these people away so that we can
[23:03 - 23:12] build a community and inspire others to do the same thing with bullying let's put a stop to it
[23:18 - 23:20] let's put a stop to these bullies
[23:20 - 23:26] thank you guys for allowing me to share my story with you guys
[23:29 - 23:39] I hope that this explains why these people bully me and I hope that those of you that are victims
[23:39 - 23:48] of these people do come forward and you know that you're not alone at all you have a community here
[23:48 - 23:52] of people that love you and care about you
[23:54 - 24:00] so please if there are any victims out there of these people please come forward and speak your
[24:00 - 24:11] peace whether I'm being in the comments or on my personal discord thank you so much for watching
[24:11 - 24:24] guys and thank you for being awesome I love you guys peace
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '633' on August 5th, 2024