2021-11-26 MY RETURN

[0:18 - 0:21] What is up? What is up? What is up you guys?
[0:22 - 0:36] How the fuck is everybody doing tonight? What is good?
[0:41 - 0:45] now I have to say is
[0:47 - 0:49] Goddamn, it feels good to be back
[0:49 - 1:06] And let me tell you it feels good to be away from Trisha who treated me like shit
[1:07 - 1:17] Not in not in physical. She treated me good. You know other than the fact that she wanted to be
[1:21 - 1:24] She wanted to be with somebody else the whole damn time
[1:25 - 1:32] So yes me and Trish are no longer together, but I did gain one thing in return a
[1:33 - 1:35] Brand new me motherfucker
[1:47 - 2:28] Yeah, this guy's really trying to you know what fuck it
[2:30 - 2:36] But yes, you heard me right me and Trisha are no longer together together how she treated me
[2:37 - 2:39] What up Courtney? I see you
[2:39 - 2:48] So this one right here this for the fans
[2:48 - 5:21] Let me tell you man. It feels damn fucking good to be back and yes
[5:21 - 5:23] I do apologize for leaving like I did guys
[5:24 - 5:31] but something that you guys need to understand is that when I left I left to find myself I
[5:32 - 5:35] Left to do a lot of looking and a lot of soul-searching
[5:36 - 5:41] And let me tell you I found out a lot about myself
[5:52 - 5:55] And all I got to say is god damn does it feel good to be back
[5:56 - 6:03] Cuz let me tell you I'm not the same person that I used to be
[6:03 - 6:22] I'm not the same dude I once was and goddamn doesn't feel good to be back
[6:23 - 6:28] So all you little land trolls think you're getting to me not this time motherfuckers
[6:28 - 6:35] Now where's my motherfucking nation at?
[6:36 - 7:30] I hope to never play
[7:34 - 7:38] Thank God
[7:38 - 7:45] That we will never die
[9:38 - 9:40] Goddamn, it feels good to be back
[9:40 - 9:46] And I'm even prouder to say that my band's working on our first official album
[9:46 - 13:53] And our first single is dropping in two weeks for you guys look more mindless trolls, Ange
[13:53 - 14:08] Looks like you got more mindless
[14:09 - 14:11] mindless robots guys
[16:43 - 16:45] I
[18:19 - 18:24] One thing I've learned over these last few weeks of being gone is one very important thing
[18:25 - 18:33] And I've seen so I mentioned this in my live stream from last night, and you know what that thing is
[18:35 - 18:37] Then anywhere you are
[18:38 - 18:41] Anywhere you are can be a fucking stage
[18:42 - 18:49] It don't matter whether it's a regular concert stage it don't matter whether it's a park whether it's your bedroom
[18:49 - 18:55] Whether it's a table anywhere you are can be a fucking stage if you fucking want it to be
[18:56 - 19:03] So this right here my room is my motherfucking stage. This is where I'm at my best
[19:41 - 19:47] now for all you idiotic robot trolls y'all can sit there and laugh all you want because
[19:48 - 19:52] Y'all ain't like me
[19:52 - 19:55] Y'all are dead-ass fucking robots. I
[19:57 - 20:01] Do this shit for the fans, bro. I don't do this for you trolls
[20:01 - 20:06] I do this shit for the motherfucking fans that enjoy what the fuck I do
[20:07 - 20:11] So all you little mindless AI robots
[20:11 - 20:50] Can go the fuck on somewhere kind of thing. Well, I thank you to the trolls for the previews
[20:50 - 20:52] I appreciate the previews
[20:53 - 21:00] 100% I appreciate the previews that y'all give me no frilly. I do appreciate the previews that y'all trolls give
[21:44 - 21:47] Now you guys ready to take this up a fucking notch. Oh
[22:13 - 22:15] Trust me. I will after this
[22:18 - 22:20] Any second in your head?
[22:20 - 22:25] Come to play me anything. Yes, and now I see the truth against out
[22:28 - 22:30] See you later
[22:30 - 22:34] See you later see you want to make it a reality baby
[22:36 - 22:41] It's not a model. Yeah, we're not so far. Let's see you more is inside
[22:45 - 22:50] That come on think you want it's wrong to take on anyone
[22:50 - 22:55] No, I know that you are wrong. That's right. That's right
[22:57 - 22:59] Thank you
[22:59 - 23:05] Strong to take on anyone. I know that you are wrong. This is not
[23:12 - 23:15] Can't kill everything
[23:23 - 23:24] won't
[23:24 - 23:25] kill
[23:25 - 23:37] Everything
[23:38 - 23:43] You first impression kind of being very best. I see your fall down shit. That's all right
[23:44 - 23:47] I'll take your motive and run down that well now that's over
[23:48 - 23:50] Let's see your fantasy
[23:50 - 23:56] You want to make it a reality baby? Come on see inside this alliance. Yeah, we're done. It's a lot
[23:58 - 24:00] Let's see your motive is right
[24:02 - 24:06] Thank god, but thank you
[24:06 - 24:13] It's strong to take on anyone. Yeah, I know that you are wrong. That's strong. That's strong
[24:14 - 24:16] Thank god, but thank you on
[24:17 - 24:21] Thank you on anyone. Yeah, I know that you are wrong
[24:58 - 25:04] I know I don't want to doubt. I know I don't want to doubt. I know
[25:10 - 25:13] Thank god, but thank you
[25:14 - 25:21] Thank you on anyone. Yeah, I know that's strong. Yeah, it's strong
[25:21 - 25:23] Thank god, but thank you on
[25:24 - 25:28] That's wrong. Thank you on anyone. I know that you are
[26:29 - 26:31] now
[26:31 - 26:35] In case you motherfuckers didn't hear me the first fucking time
[26:35 - 26:38] at the beginning of this show
[26:38 - 26:39] Yes
[26:39 - 26:42] Me and trish split
[26:42 - 26:47] But it wasn't because I did anything it was because of what she fucking did
[26:50 - 26:57] Sitting there talking to other guys behind my back telling me that i'm not good enough
[27:00 - 27:03] Tell me that if I fuck up she was going to this dude and that dude
[27:05 - 27:07] Dude, I deserve way better than that fucking shit
[27:16 - 27:19] I deserve way better than that motherfucking shit. Am I right or am I right?
[27:22 - 27:24] Y'all to all my fucking real fans
[27:25 - 27:28] Do I or do I not deserve better than that shit?
[27:39 - 27:45] Because I say right now no one deserves to be treated the way that I got motherfucking treated
[27:46 - 27:48] I deserve better than that
[28:24 - 28:27] Let's take this back to a little bit of old school for you guys
[28:40 - 28:42] Where's all my disturbed ones at?
[28:43 - 28:47] Where's all my fellow disturbed fans? Where the fuck are you?
[28:57 - 28:59] In the back of my mind I can't
[28:59 - 29:01] barely even remember when
[29:02 - 29:09] There was nothing left to hide and she found a way inside and I was forced to walk alone
[29:09 - 29:11] Living in an empty home
[29:12 - 29:19] Or the one it was to hide it turned on the aching side i'm still the friend of my life
[29:22 - 29:27] And down the voice and share the land around my demise
[29:29 - 29:32] Now with my hand to survive
[29:34 - 29:38] And she must die
[29:38 - 29:40] Hey
[29:58 - 30:02] The member of broken man survive of everything
[30:03 - 30:08] Ready to lose his father for the memory to show he died
[30:08 - 30:10] As he waits again alone
[30:11 - 30:13] Say the president written his own
[30:13 - 30:19] Ready to allow the dog to penetrate his broken heart. He's still afraid
[30:20 - 30:24] Of alone
[32:11 - 33:01] You know, there's one thing that I have noticed
[33:06 - 33:08] about youtube
[33:08 - 33:11] Over the last several weeks of being gone
[33:13 - 33:15] and that this platform
[33:15 - 33:17] Has become an infection
[33:18 - 33:20] a cancerous place
[33:33 - 33:35] once good people
[33:35 - 33:42] now turn troll
[33:42 - 33:44] It's almost like you could say that
[33:45 - 33:47] They've been infected with something
[33:49 - 33:51] What's the word?
[33:51 - 33:52] a disease
[33:52 - 33:54] no
[33:54 - 33:56] plague
[33:56 - 33:59] That's what's already going on
[33:59 - 34:01] Ah
[34:01 - 34:04] They've been infected
[34:05 - 34:07] by the mindless
[34:07 - 34:20] sickness
[34:20 - 34:29] Who's with me?
[34:36 - 34:38] No
[34:57 - 35:04] All right, this is a little teaser for you guys. I know i'm
[35:04 - 35:18] I got something for you guys
[35:18 - 35:21] You all know I had to do a little teaser for you guys
[35:21 - 36:25] Oh shit
[37:04 - 37:11] Going down
[37:28 - 37:36] I can see inside you the sickness is rising. Don't try to deny what you feel
[37:38 - 37:42] It seems that all that was good has died
[37:49 - 37:51] Let me stop this for a minute
[37:51 - 37:53] Hey yo toxic i'm glad you showed up
[37:55 - 37:57] And do you want to know why i'm glad you showed up my friend
[38:04 - 38:08] Do you want to know why i'm glad you showed up like you did?
[38:09 - 38:11] Because you my friend don't get it
[38:13 - 38:16] You are the only clueless motherfucker up in here
[38:17 - 38:20] See you think that you could just
[38:20 - 38:26] Run around and spread shit about me and think i'm gonna give a shit, right?
[38:27 - 38:28] Wrong
[38:28 - 38:31] You can spread whatever you want about me at the end of the day, bro
[38:32 - 38:38] That shit don't matter to me because you ain't the first motherfucker to take shit and post it about me
[38:38 - 38:41] You ain't the first
[38:41 - 38:43] And you sure as fuck ain't gonna be the last
[38:44 - 38:47] All you are is a free fucking view
[38:48 - 38:52] That's all you are. You're a free view a little pawn in my little chess game
[38:53 - 38:56] See while you're playing checkers i'm playing chess
[38:57 - 39:02] See you're in my realm my world my platform
[39:04 - 39:06] therefore
[39:06 - 39:09] You are free views for me
[39:10 - 39:17] And if you don't like what you see the answer to that is simple. It's called don't watch
[39:18 - 39:21] See I don't do this shit for your lame ass
[39:21 - 39:26] I do this for the real people that are in my motherfucking discord
[39:27 - 39:32] I do it for the real fans not little chump robots like you
[39:33 - 39:40] That are acting like ai robots saying the same thing over and over and over and over
[39:41 - 39:45] That's all you are bro. You're a broken record. You're an ai robot
[39:46 - 39:48] That's all you are a robot
[39:50 - 39:54] And that's how i'm going to treat you is as a fucking robot
[40:04 - 40:06] So, you know what we do with ai robots around here?
[40:07 - 40:27] Bye. Bye
[40:27 - 40:55] I got a little something for all the fans bro. What up to all the fans, man. Fucking love you guys
[40:58 - 41:00] Shout out to the only pinto man. What's good, bro?
[41:11 - 41:18] Hey
[41:18 - 41:24] Hey drives got it
[41:24 - 41:26] How'd you do a remix of that?
[41:27 - 41:31] Everybody want to run their motherfucking mouth about me at the night they're gonna get me
[41:31 - 41:38] I don't give a fuck about what any of you motherfucking names ever fucking say about me. Yeah, don't affect me. I'm
[41:39 - 41:45] Here on the mic every motherfucking day trying to make another hit trying to make a name for myself
[41:45 - 41:51] My family and I just don't give a fuck about what any of you say about me
[41:51 - 41:58] Yeah, maybe a little bit off the dome. I may be a little bit psycho, but that's okay
[41:58 - 42:03] I'd rather be insane and go insane and make a hit
[42:03 - 42:07] Then sit there and be your pussy ass name
[42:08 - 42:12] Nitoxic angel like william glory hole speaking of which
[42:12 - 42:18] Where's the man and his yobo red is dead with that mouth up to his glory hole
[42:19 - 42:25] Just like he does every motherfucking night man this dude sucking
[42:25 - 42:26] I was down like god damn
[42:26 - 42:31] He must really love that dick. That's why he sucks in every night
[42:32 - 42:39] Just like creep k sucking on just the people stick for five bucks an hour man
[42:39 - 42:45] The dudes so fucking lame. He's just another one of the little people
[42:45 - 42:52] We all know that is motherfucking true man. That's why you ain't got your kids my dude
[42:52 - 42:55] You want a few silver stupid little punk ass bitch you
[42:56 - 43:01] Silver spoon fed rich bitch. You ain't fucking shit
[43:01 - 43:06] You ain't out here making a motherfucking hit like me. I'm on the cusp of
[43:07 - 43:10] Being signed a label. Well, what are you doing?
[43:13 - 43:15] Oh wait, that's right. You're not doing anything
[43:20 - 43:22] I forgot you're not doing anything
[43:23 - 43:26] Because you're lame
[43:26 - 43:31] You ain't nothing but a motherfucking lame man. Nobody even knows your name
[43:32 - 43:36] You're just coat tail riding off of my
[43:36 - 43:43] Motherfucking name just so you can't make a motherfucking name
[43:43 - 43:49] For yourself when you speak my name, you better be putting some respect on it
[43:51 - 43:55] Because I got something and I know you want it
[43:59 - 44:07] I got the keys to my success and i'm about to get motherfucking started on
[44:07 - 44:10] Everyone that wants to go ahead
[44:10 - 44:15] Call me guarantee you they don't knock your ass out
[44:15 - 44:18] Yo, niggas will call me the tribal chief
[44:19 - 44:23] Roman reigns cuz i'm showing up and i'm taking that win
[44:23 - 44:25] Everybody respects me
[44:27 - 44:29] And they acknowledge me
[44:29 - 44:32] They don't acknowledge you
[44:32 - 44:34] All you little trolls, they don't acknowledge you
[45:10 - 45:15] Kind of flow like a stop sign my ass bro. It's better than what you got don't fucks
[45:28 - 45:31] Hey, i'm proud to be a goblin motherfucker. I rep that shit
[45:32 - 45:35] I'm proud to be a goblin. At least i'm not a fake ass like you
[45:36 - 45:41] I may be a goblin looking motherfucker, but at least i'm not a fake ass robot like you homie
[45:50 - 45:56] At least I ain't no motherfucking fake ass wannabe like you
[46:13 - 46:15] See a lot of people have been asking me lately
[46:16 - 46:19] What it is that pushes me to do my music?
[46:23 - 46:25] And let me tell you what it is
[46:25 - 46:32] It's people that are like myself people that have been bullied that have been pushed around that have been picked on that have been
[46:32 - 46:35] Beaten down their whole fucking life
[46:36 - 46:39] Those are the people that motivate me to do my music
[47:33 - 47:38] Like I said guys, i'm proud to be a fucking goblin looking motherfucker
[47:39 - 47:41] Because i'd rather be a goblin looking motherfucker
[47:43 - 47:47] Than to be a fucking lame ass ai looking robot like you little trolls in the chat
[47:48 - 47:51] All you little robots are cute thinking that you're being smart
[47:52 - 48:00] Oh look at me i'm a robot i'm so smart I say the same thing over and over again i'm so smart
[48:01 - 48:04] Really you're not
[48:04 - 48:07] You're really not smart
[48:07 - 48:09] You're dumb as fuck
[48:09 - 48:11] And I find it cute. I find it entertaining that
[48:12 - 48:14] You guys think you're so badass
[48:15 - 48:17] I love that you think you're so smart
[48:18 - 48:19] but yet
[48:19 - 48:22] You say the same things over and over like
[48:22 - 48:24] It affects me, but it doesn't
[48:26 - 48:29] But to all my fans man, I fucking love you guys. I'm actually about to bounce and chill for the night
[48:31 - 48:35] Uh to all my fans that I do have on discord. Y'all know i'll catch you over there in just a little bit
[48:37 - 48:40] Um to all the new fans. I fucking love you guys. Welcome to the team
[48:44 - 48:48] And uh to skull kid productions on a little side note
[48:48 - 48:55] Just know skull kid that I took back all my music from you and I will be re-releasing it very very soon
[48:55 - 48:57] So be ready for that
[48:58 - 49:03] Yes, I am re-releasing my albums blackout and evolution
[49:04 - 49:06] As well as some singles
[49:06 - 49:11] That were off of both of those albums as well as some standalone singles for the fans
[49:14 - 49:16] And there's not a damn thing you could do to stop me skull bitch
[49:18 - 49:20] There's not a damn thing you could do to stop me
[49:21 - 49:26] I'm taking back what's rightfully mine and I don't give a fuck what you say
[49:26 - 49:29] What you try to do who you get involved
[49:30 - 49:33] I don't give a fuck
[49:33 - 49:36] Because you're a lame ass
[49:36 - 49:41] No one likes you for a reason is because you're a fucking asshole
[49:44 - 49:50] Who thinks he can just walk around and buy and take whatever he wants. Sorry pal. It's not how reality works
[49:55 - 49:58] That is not how reality works my friend
[50:07 - 50:11] But to all my fucking real fans out there. I do fucking love every one of you guys
[50:12 - 50:17] I want to give a huge shout out to cortney who's hooking me up with a fucking record deal. I fucking love you girl
[50:17 - 50:19] You're fucking dope
[50:19 - 50:21] Shout out to sarin
[50:21 - 50:24] Shout out to everybody in my motherfucking discord shout out to angela shout out to lex
[50:25 - 50:29] Shout out to fucking charity man. Shout out to every motherfucker that reps me
[50:30 - 50:34] That loves what I do that supports my music that supports my artwork
[50:35 - 50:38] That supports what i'm trying to do with my life
[50:39 - 50:41] I fucking love every single one of you guys
[50:43 - 50:45] But before I go
[50:45 - 50:49] There is one thing that I want to touch base on that somebody brought up in the discord the other day
[50:50 - 50:53] Which is why do I do what I do?
[50:54 - 50:57] Well, i'll tell you why
[50:57 - 51:01] I do my music. I do my artwork and I aim to inspire people
[51:01 - 51:07] That is my main goal is to inspire people to be the best versions of themselves
[51:08 - 51:10] Because I myself
[51:10 - 51:18] Have been beaten down have been bullied have been drugged down so fucking far that I did at one point almost take my life
[51:19 - 51:22] But thankfully by the grace of god, i'm still here
[51:25 - 51:28] I survived those suicide attempts for a reason
[51:30 - 51:33] I didn't understand why at first but now I do
[51:33 - 51:38] It's because I have a purpose and my purpose is to help people to represent
[51:40 - 51:44] The outcast community to represent the special needs community
[51:45 - 51:51] Those are the people that I fucking fight for the people that have been bullied have been outcasted by society
[51:51 - 51:54] deemed unworthy deemed different
[51:56 - 52:00] The people that are special needs that are weird that are odd
[52:01 - 52:03] Those are the motherfuckers that I represent
[52:04 - 52:09] So that little 43 t-shirt that I got sent I love because you know, I am a little bit crazy
[52:10 - 52:13] I'm crazy enough to do what I fucking love
[52:15 - 52:17] And that's not for
[52:17 - 52:23] You trolls to understand for those that support me. They see my vision. They see what i'm doing
[52:24 - 52:27] And they love it
[52:27 - 52:31] So I tell you i'm proud to be crazy. You want to know why?
[52:31 - 52:34] Because i'm crazy enough to do what the fuck I love to do
[52:36 - 52:38] I'm proud to be crazy
[52:40 - 52:47] I'm proud to be crazy enough to do what I love because y'all dumb chumps ain't got the goddamn balls to do what I fucking do
[52:49 - 52:53] None of you trolls have the guts to do what I fucking do every day every night
[52:54 - 52:56] Putting in the hours putting in the hard work
[52:57 - 53:04] Working on not only your first solo album, but working on getting signed to the label while also
[53:05 - 53:06] working
[53:07 - 53:13] With your best friend on your band's first fucking album and your first hit single that's dropping in two weeks
[53:14 - 53:20] So i'm doing a lot of motherfucking shit. I'm doing more work than you trolls could ever do in your whole fucking life
[53:22 - 53:24] You want to know how much sleep i've had this week?
[53:25 - 53:27] four hours
[53:27 - 53:29] four hours tops
[53:30 - 53:33] This week I have had sleep. That's it
[53:34 - 53:36] four hours
[53:36 - 53:41] Because I bust my ass every fucking day every fucking night
[53:42 - 53:44] Because i'm on that hustle and grind life
[53:45 - 53:49] I live that hustle and grind life that you trolls wish you could live
[53:50 - 53:55] You wish you could be me you wish you could hustle and grind the way that I do
[53:56 - 53:58] But you ain't got it
[53:58 - 54:02] So here's a little bit of advice for you trolls before I go
[54:03 - 54:05] Stay in your own lane
[54:05 - 54:09] And if you don't like what you see on my channel instead of being negative
[54:10 - 54:12] and commenting shitty stuff
[54:12 - 54:14] Just don't watch it simple as that
[54:17 - 54:19] But to all the fans i'll fucking love you guys
[54:20 - 54:25] I hope that I do inspire you guys to be the best versions of yourselves that you can be every fucking day
[54:25 - 54:27] Because at the end of the day that is my goal
[54:28 - 54:33] It's to inspire you guys to be the best that you can fucking be regardless of what the haters say
[54:34 - 54:37] Regardless of what trolls say regardless of what society tells you guys
[54:38 - 54:41] You guys are fucking awesome
[54:41 - 54:47] Even you little trolls that think you're bad asses. Even you guys are awesome because let's face it. You give me free views
[54:49 - 54:53] But to all the ones that are like me out there to all the ones out there that are like me
[54:54 - 54:56] That have been bullied that have been pushed aside
[54:58 - 55:03] That have been cast out by society have been bullied have been picked on and trolled
[55:03 - 55:05] I want you guys to know that I think you're awesome
[55:06 - 55:11] You guys are 110 fucking awesome and I love and respect every single one of you guys
[55:13 - 55:17] And if I can do anything to fucking help you guys by god, i'll fucking do it
[55:18 - 55:20] I fucking love you guys
[55:20 - 55:25] I'll catch you guys in the morning, man. I'm out y'all to all my fans. I'll see you guys in discord
[55:25 - 55:27] I fucking love you guys
[55:27 - 55:28] peace
[55:28 - 55:31] Stay humble stay positive and remember
[55:32 - 55:36] Fuck the trolls and fuck the bullying and fuck hatred
[55:36 - 55:39] peace