2021-11-23 MY FInal THaughts on Being Screwed Over By the Trolls

[0:00 - 0:21] Alright, what's up guys, I'm here to kind of expand on the video that my family had me make a little bit ago, well my last video, confronting everybody that's been stealing from me.
[0:21 - 0:43] This is a legitimate question for everyone out there, and I do mean everyone out there that has been attacking me since I came onto this platform day one, or since I started getting known, and my name started getting out there.
[0:43 - 1:03] And this isn't just a question coming from me, this is a question coming from my fans, my family, my friends, people that support me, you know people that don't even know me that are seeing how I'm being attacked.
[1:03 - 1:33] And what I want to know is this, is what made y'all want to attack me from day one, right? Out of the thousands of people on the internet, out of the hundreds of thousands of people, why target me? Why target me out of all these hundreds of people?
[1:33 - 1:59] Alright, y'all got hundreds of thousands of people, why target me? Is it because I look different, because I look weird? Like what's your deal? Because let me tell you something, when I first started YouTube back in 2009, alright, I started in the infant days.
[1:59 - 2:22] I started out to create music, to create a community of people like myself that would enjoy the music that I release, that would be able to come together as a collective, and you know share their thoughts, share their opinions.
[2:22 - 2:36] And you know just a group of like-minded people that you know could you know share their thoughts and opinions without being harassed or bullied.
[2:36 - 2:46] But now it seems like one person posts an opinion about something and the whole world feels like they have to attack him.
[2:46 - 3:03] One person like me that looks a little bit different from normal people makes one video, one video, and all of a sudden everybody wants to target that person, or target me.
[3:03 - 3:21] And I don't understand why, like what did I ever do to anybody to be targeted from the very get-go? I'm not talking about during the math school reports days or that shit, I'm talking about before that, the day one.
[3:21 - 4:00] I'm talking day freaking one harassment. And what y'all don't realize is this, is you guys sit there, okay, you sit there and you bully someone like myself, and you push us and antagonize us and drive us to the point of wanting to snap, or wanting to end our lives.
[4:00 - 4:13] And then when we do one of those two things, you guys play the fucking victim like y'all ain't do nothing wrong. And it don't make no damn sense.
[4:13 - 4:33] That's just like with math school reports, how she specifically targeted me for that pedophilic troll.
[4:33 - 4:52] Did I fall for it? Yes. Was it wrong? Yes. But I admitted my wrongs, I came clean about what really fucking happened, and the police came out and even told me that I was not a pedophile.
[4:52 - 5:10] Now, once my innocence was confirmed, y'all should have left it alone and let it go. Y'all should have been like, alright, he admitted he was wrong, we should just let it go and move on.
[5:10 - 5:35] But yeah, y'all can't seem to let that shit go. And why that is, I don't understand. Like, it doesn't make no fucking sense for y'all to be doing this garbage.
[5:35 - 6:02] It's honestly fucking dumb. Like y'all act like I like threatening people when I don't. I really don't like doing that.
[6:02 - 6:16] But y'all bullied me so much and pushed me so fucking far by doing the shit that math school reports has done.
[6:16 - 6:33] By hacking into my shit, by attacking my girlfriend and her family, by attacking my family, by, you know, finding out my address and my personal info.
[6:33 - 6:46] And actually showing up at my fucking house. To where at one point, one of y'all motherfuckers showed up and I had to have the police escort you away.
[6:46 - 7:09] Because y'all wanted to literally kill me. I mean, what's the fucking point of doing any of this shit? It does not make any sense to me.
[7:09 - 7:21] Cause I mean, I'm just a simple dude trying to help out his family and make money doing what he loves to do.
[7:21 - 7:31] But yeah, because I'm the weird looking motherfucker, everybody feels like they have to attack me. They have to take everything from me.
[7:31 - 7:43] Y'all feel like I don't deserve shit. And that's not cool. It really ain't cool.
[7:43 - 7:56] So what I don't understand is why y'all continue to do this shit? Why target me? Why be a fucking bully?
[7:56 - 8:10] Cause like I said in my last video, I'm the motherfucker that stands up to bullies. I'm the motherfucker that stands up for the people that get bullied, that get attacked.
[8:10 - 8:26] What's so funny about putting somebody behind bars that don't deserve it? That's just trying to provide for their family doing what they love to do.
[8:26 - 8:43] They don't make no damn sense. Take Skull Kid Productions for example. He attacked me the one day in my chat. So I fired back.
[8:43 - 9:00] And ever since then, he has held that over my head to the extent of stealing my original artist name out from under me by constantly attacking me for no fucking god given reason.
[9:00 - 9:13] And here's what y'all don't realize. Y'all push people so far. But then when they snap back at you, y'all get fucking pissed off.
[9:13 - 9:28] Like that person did something wrong. Was there ever a thing that maybe you pushed that person to do those things that they did and or said to you? Did you ever think about that?
[9:28 - 9:42] No. That's like with me. Y'all push me to the edge so many times to where I'll fucking snap and I'll make death threats.
[9:43 - 9:58] But yet, I'm the bad guy. Y'all push me and bully me and fuck with me so bad to where I make these death threats and I hate doing it.
[9:58 - 10:14] But y'all push me so fucking far and attack me so much that when I finally fucking snap, y'all like to play the victim.
[10:14 - 10:28] Y'all like to play the victim card when y'all motherfuckers are the ones that pushed me to that shit. Y'all motherfuckers are the ones that are at fault for me being in the situation that I'm in.
[10:28 - 10:44] And it fucking sucks. Because just the other day, my mom's had a very serious surgery on her leg to where she had to have a titanium steel rod put in her fucking leg.
[10:44 - 10:59] And she's not able to really do shit. So I have to help out around the house twice as fucking much. And what y'all don't realize is that kind of life ain't fucking easy.
[10:59 - 11:21] I've never once had it easy. Not once have I ever had it fucking easy. I have been bullied my whole life, harassed my whole life, I've been talked down to my whole fucking life.
[11:21 - 11:34] But what gets me is why y'all want to prevent me from making money doing what I enjoy and what other people have said and genuinely have said I am actually good at.
[11:34 - 11:47] So that I can provide for my family so my moms can live comfortably, my stepdad can live comfortably, and I can actually have a job doing what I love to do.
[11:47 - 12:00] To where I can, you know, get a house of my own. I can go out and get my driver's license. I can afford a house for me and my girlfriend and shit.
[12:00 - 12:15] I can afford to be able to do nice things. I can afford to be able to do things that I love to do like going to concerts, traveling the world, you know, going to see friends that live in other states that I haven't seen since I was a kid.
[12:15 - 12:33] You know, things I actually enjoy doing, y'all take away from me. And why y'all are so insistent on making it to where I don't make any money off of what I love to do, it don't make no sense to me.
[12:33 - 12:44] Like, who the fuck made you God and told you that you were in charge of what the fuck I'm allowed to do?
[12:44 - 13:00] Cause I thought I said I'm my own motherfucking person. I'm my own goddamn person. I never once asked to be harassed. I never once from the very beginning asked to be attacked.
[13:00 - 13:15] I never once asked to have my life or my family's lives or my girlfriend or my in-laws lives to be put in danger. None of us deserve that shit.
[13:16 - 13:31] So like I said in my last video, y'all motherfuckers need to stop being fucking Karens and attacking everybody because it's the cool thing to do.
[13:31 - 13:47] What's so cool about attacking somebody? What's so cool about pushing somebody to the edge of suicide or pushing them to where they make death threats and genuinely get angry?
[13:48 - 13:57] What's so funny about ruining someone's life? What's so funny about making things harder for that person that they're trying to do?
[13:57 - 14:06] Like what y'all do to me? I put out my music, y'all literally make it so hard for me to actually do what I love to do.
[14:06 - 14:21] By spreading rumors, spreading lies, talking shit, making threads on me. Like kiwi farms. All for what? A few views? A few laughs?
[14:21 - 14:29] That's fucking childish bullshit. I mean don't y'all have anything better to do with your lives?
[14:29 - 14:44] Like don't y'all have anything better to do with your fucking lives than to sit there behind a fucking computer screen talking shit on somebody who's genuinely trying to provide for their family?
[14:44 - 14:58] That's all I'm trying to do. All I'm trying to do is make a living doing what I love to do. That's it. That's all I'm trying to do.
[14:59 - 15:08] Do my music, get signed to a label, do what I need to fucking do, and make money doing what I love to do. That's it.
[15:08 - 15:20] That's all I'm trying to do is provide for my family, myself, and my girlfriend. That's it. Like what's so wrong about that?
[15:20 - 15:34] And y'all gotta put yourselves in the other person's shoes. And y'all wanna sit there and contradict me with all these old other videos from the past.
[15:34 - 15:43] But what's funny is y'all never want to take responsibility for what y'all say and do to me.
[15:43 - 15:59] You guys only want to take a look at the videos that are posted saying, oh well you said this, oh you said that, oh no no you said this, you can't talk shit when you said this.
[15:59 - 16:17] But yet, y'all never want to take a look at what pushed me to say those things. Y'all never want to take a look at the bullying that went on to make me say those things.
[16:17 - 16:29] Y'all only want to look at, oh well you said this or you did that. You never want to take a look at it from the other person's point of view and it's stupid.
[16:29 - 16:38] So before actually judging someone, you need to look at both sides.
[16:38 - 16:54] Alright, if you see somebody like myself lashing out, when you see somebody like myself lashing out, instead of being like, oh well this guy's lashing out, let's laugh at him, ha ha ha.
[16:54 - 17:13] Instead of doing that, y'all need to take a look at the situation as a whole and be like, okay, what's making him do this? Why is he lashing out? Why is he or she saying these things out of the norm when they don't normally say that shit?
[17:13 - 17:22] So for all y'all that aren't doing that, y'all need to start doing that.
[17:22 - 17:37] And as for y'all trolls, y'all motherfuckers need to stop playing the fucking victim card. Every time somebody like me fucking snaps and we defend ourselves, or defend our families, or what we're trying to build.
[17:37 - 17:56] Alright, stop sitting there attacking somebody and then turn around and be like, oh well he's attacking me, he's attacking me. That shit ain't funny. That shit ruins lives. It really does.
[17:56 - 18:17] That shit ruins fucking lives and honestly puts people on the edge of suicide who might not be able to handle what y'all do. It's a pure fact. Look it up.
[18:17 - 18:34] The number one reason for teens and young adults killing themselves 9 times out of 10 is bullying at home, bullying at school, and bullying on the internet.
[18:34 - 18:52] You don't sit there and attack somebody who is mentally fucked up. You just don't do that. That's fucked up for you to do that.
[18:52 - 19:30] I get that people like myself, we make mistakes, we fuck up. I get that. But instead of just looking at what that person did, instead of just looking at what I did and attacking me for it, why don't you look at the view through my eyes, through my lenses.
[19:30 - 19:55] And really take a look, take a long hard look at all the past videos, all the past comments that have led up to me lashing out, to me saying the shit that I did not like saying but I said, that led up to me doing these death threats.
[19:56 - 20:21] Were they wrong? Yes. But I was pushed to say this shit because of the bullying that has taken place so much. So before you go fucking judging me again, go back and look at what the fuck I've been through.
[20:21 - 20:45] And for all y'all that are gonna judge me on this shit, take a look at your fucking selves. Don't point the finger at me when you got skeletons in your fucking closet. Don't sit there and point at my porch when your porch is dirty as fuck.
[20:45 - 21:06] Don't point the finger at me for lashing out when you motherfuckers are the ones that caused it. Plain and simple. Stop doing what you're fucking doing. It's stupid.
[21:06 - 21:24] Y'all need to leave me be, leave my girlfriend and my in-laws be, leave my family be, and let me do what I need to do so I can provide for my fucking family. So that I can actually help out and make fucking money doing what I love to do.
[21:24 - 21:40] So I can actually have a life. So I can afford nice things. So I can get a car. So I can get my driver's license. So I can take my family places. So I can get a house for me and my girl.
[21:40 - 22:03] That's all I ask is to be left alone so I can do my fucking music so that I can be able to get signed to a fucking label so that I can actually provide for my family. That's all I wanna do. That's it. Provide for my family. That's it.
[22:03 - 22:25] Now if you have any issues with that, you know where to fucking find me. But until then, I'm out. And like my stepdad told me to tell y'all the other day and I'm telling you again, shut the hell up and leave us the fuck alone. Peace.