2021-10-8 FH4 Budget BUILD

[0:31 - 0:43] What is it? Oh yeah sorry to break that down camera view. But today we are doing something a
[0:43 - 1:06] little bit different. We're actually doing something a little different today which is
[1:12 - 1:22] a budget build on fh4. So we are going to be doing a budget build on horizon 4
[1:24 - 1:29] for this evening we're gonna wheel spin. Oh and also somebody is getting
[1:30 - 1:46] and how do I say it? Bad. Not saying who but when they show up. Hopefully they do show up.
[1:46 - 2:42] All right nose up right there. Now we are going to do a budget build. Oh damn cold ass gas
[2:42 - 2:52] federal god damn. I ain't got no socks or shoes on man this freaking gas
[2:52 - 2:57] that was cold as fuck god damn. I know I should throw socks or something on but
[2:58 - 4:30] it is what it is. There we are back. Guys give me just one moment here. Just had to finish up
[4:30 - 4:34] a little bit of laundry. So give me just a minute we'll get the budget build going.
[4:40 - 5:03] Just giving out a few things up. Finally done. It's fat half the freaking day doing damn laundry.
[5:03 - 5:30] Hey choked. All right see what we got in the fourths. I don't love to those.
[5:30 - 5:51] All right so damn since when did fourths of thumb points jump up? They used to be 40.
[5:52 - 6:12] When did they jump up to a hundred? God damn. That's insane. Whoa. Hopefully we get a good
[6:12 - 6:15] oh hello all right so we got that. Let's see if we have any in our
[6:16 - 6:29] mail or if it's just payouts stuff. Yeah just business payouts. Just business payouts.
[6:32 - 6:44] All right see what we got here. Hopefully we get some cash. $5,000 on a build man. That is a
[6:44 - 6:51] tight ass freaking budget. Oh shit that is a tight freaking budget dude.
[6:53 - 7:20] Oh god that's a tight budget to do a build with. Oh I had to state the $5,000 though fuck.
[7:22 - 7:41] All right let's do it. Let's find a car to do a budget build with. I do have a few brand new ones
[7:41 - 7:55] that I could probably do someone have a budget on. You know I'll try the legacy rs. I've not
[7:55 - 8:19] done the legacy rx yet. Dude nice. Dude Nissan Maximals are very nice rides. This is going to be a
[8:19 - 8:40] tight squeeze for a build. Holy fuck. I was expecting at least 150k at least but here we go. Let's see.
[8:42 - 8:54] I want to keep it as low budget as possible so I'm trying to think on what we can do here
[8:54 - 9:01] because I want to keep it low budget. Let's install that. Actually let's take
[9:04 - 9:21] let's take out the intake. Let's not throw a turbo in there. God man there's not much I can do with
[9:21 - 9:57] 5k. God damn. The fake has returned. I was counting on that. Sorry guys but Jesse turned out to be
[9:57 - 10:25] fake. Nice try on the trolls though. Nice try on the troll shit. Yo Alex what up? Fuck. All right so
[10:25 - 10:33] let's see if we can get another wheel spin by doing a race or something because I can't really do
[10:33 - 11:15] shit with 5k. There's not much we can do so let's let's up the ante a bit here. There's a super
[11:15 - 11:44] 7 down here. Let's see what this super 7 event is. Take on the horizon super 7. All right let's
[11:44 - 11:58] fuck it let's just do like this. Not the eliminated let's do let's do super 7 high stakes. Use the
[11:58 - 12:12] news hours. All right so we are going to try to get a little bit of cash for this budget build
[12:12 - 12:20] damn why the fuck is my little $300 worth thank you. Return to my hand. Return to me.
[12:21 - 12:50] All right dude the sumo legacy is one of my favorites dude. I fucking love the legacy.
[12:50 - 13:02] Good rally car too. Very good rally car. Use the new quadrature sheet across the highway.
[13:03 - 13:34] Okay well like that'll be an issue. Oh damn this. Whoa. Shit. Bro this thing's got a drag tune
[13:34 - 14:04] on it I think. Yo this is definitely got a dragster tune. Oh shit. How do I just notice the
[14:04 - 14:24] doll. Oh yeah this has got a drag tune and it's weird. Oh no we're gonna make this one boys.
[14:25 - 14:36] This thing is whoever's tune this is bro. Yo is that a bobblehead dog moving its head.
[14:36 - 14:59] Oh my god it is. Yeah we're just gonna burn that one. Holy shit dude. Bro whoever threw
[14:59 - 15:07] that tune on there oh my god y'all are crazy. Like I can handle cars at stupid high speeds
[15:07 - 15:18] with that right there. That was a whole different. God damn 600. Bro 600 mil. My total winnings over
[15:18 - 15:27] four years. I don't know 18 or 22. Yeah four years I've gained 600 mil. Bro that is crazy.
[15:28 - 15:33] So I don't have 300 and 600 mil in real life bro. I wouldn't be sitting here right now.
[15:35 - 16:04] I'm being a fucking mansion. Fucking hell dude. Yeah let's give me something better.
[16:10 - 16:48] Okay the Renventing one. I can do the Renventing. No weeping right here. Ah I see someone decided
[16:48 - 18:07] to try to steal one of my old names huh. Yeah that's cute. All right what did I need to hit.
[18:14 - 18:44] All right so we got 981 for that. So we got 5,981. All right that's a little wiggle room.
[18:44 - 19:09] That's still a tight budget. I fucking hate this car. Oh my god dude this car is all
[19:09 - 19:18] pain in the ass right. I mean I love it. It's a fun car but it's all pain to drive.
[19:54 - 20:26] Okay. Yeah I forget Tom is the thing. Really bro. He's trying to get his own car.
[20:49 - 21:17] There we go. Took me a second try but we got it. I'll give that one. Oh okay we got a wheel spin.
[21:18 - 21:27] Okay good. Okay we can actually. All right now we're getting a little bit of wiggle room here.
[21:33 - 21:49] Now we're getting a little bit of wiggle room for the budget build. Let's see what this challenge
[21:49 - 22:10] offers. Bruh come on dude the 4F150 too easy. What is this mostly freaking drag race events?
[22:10 - 23:16] What is this Friday night drag race? 35. Okay dude. I like that tune. I like that.
[23:16 - 23:35] I like that tune. That's a good tune. Okay now we're definitely getting some wiggle room for a budget
[23:35 - 24:09] build because we got two wheel spins now we're on the 50k. Dude what is with all the freaking drag
[24:09 - 24:18] races recently? It seems like that's all I'm doing is drag races. Wait dude give me something. Give me
[24:18 - 24:27] a speed trap. A fucking circuit race. Something. Do you want to get Gymkhana event or something bro?
[24:41 - 24:49] Okay I like that Mustang. I like that build. So I have to hit 250 kilometers in another
[24:49 - 25:44] 35 seconds. Okay too easy. That was too easy bro. Hell I'll kill you. Hey at least I'll
[25:44 - 26:05] complete it though. That's all I care about. Hey at least I'm getting through the super
[26:05 - 26:33] seven events. I only used one restart the whole time so that's not bad. Man I swear to God man y'all in
[26:33 - 26:41] these drag events man y'all creators in these drag events bro you guys are insane. God damn.
[26:42 - 26:48] I tell you the truth. I love drag race and I love competing but bro having a drag race
[26:49 - 27:03] every single time is like switching up. Okay now can I I think what's cool is fuck. I like
[27:03 - 27:53] that Audi R8. That looks so sick. Oh really I'm locked into this. Hey when they sticking on the hood
[27:53 - 28:51] like that man. I'm like great I'm used to it because of dirt rally but I like it just because of
[28:51 - 29:05] the car. I got two burns left so this will be my second burn. This will be my second car burn
[29:05 - 29:36] or carb burn. Y'all let's bank the rewards. So we got two wheels spins plus 50k plus the original five
[29:36 - 29:44] grand so hopefully we end up with money and not a car. Only 40 grand I can I can work with that.
[29:53 - 30:02] Okay that's not bad. That I can do something with. So we got the original five grand so we got
[30:04 - 30:12] we need some out of here so we got five grand 50 grand plus 40 yeah we can do a full build.
[30:12 - 30:37] We can definitely afford a full build finally. Yes we got another wheel spin so let's do this wheel
[30:37 - 31:10] spin right quick plus whatever we get from this hopefully it's a five grand. Okay all right so we
[31:10 - 31:23] definitely have we definitely have some wiggle room now for sure for the budget build. Yeah somebody
[31:23 - 31:31] add up like how much do I have in total to spend. Do I got the original five grand then I got the
[31:31 - 31:36] 50 grand and then I got however much all those wheels spins. I know you guys hate math but I
[31:36 - 31:45] need somebody to tell me how much I'm able to spend for the build because we quite frank
[31:45 - 32:23] I suck at math. All right so uh 55 grand okay 55 grand is a reasonable budget build. I can definitely
[32:23 - 32:29] work my way through that. I just have to be selective on what I do and not go hog wild.
[32:37 - 32:57] All right so I got 70k okay a little wiggle room at least. So for this one I do want to stick
[32:57 - 33:19] to the lower class all wheel stuff. All right let's skip the engine let's skip the camshaft
[33:42 - 33:51] and I want to spend the five grand on the raised turbo or the sport. I think sport would be better
[33:58 - 34:20] and that was the sport intercooler so we're at 10 grand right now that's not bad we still got
[34:20 - 34:45] plenty of wiggle room. Now let's do rally. Now we are going to have to spend a little bank on the
[34:45 - 35:08] roll cage because I do want a full rally cage in there doing that street clutch, street train,
[35:11 - 35:39] street drive line, race diff. Oh the rims I forgot about these we're at 35. Dude we are getting
[35:39 - 37:13] close. I think we're just going to leave the tires out as they are. 40. Damn talent get them brother.
[37:22 - 37:35] Let's see so I got about 55 let's just bump it up to 63. Reason being actually now let's back it down to
[37:37 - 37:55] this. All right so in total I only spent 29 out of 50 grand that's not bad. That actually
[37:55 - 38:11] is not bad I mean I only spent like what 29k on the whole build and 29 grand I took it to a B class
[38:11 - 38:25] not bad. And I did the tires I went is I kept the tires on a rally style but then I did the
[38:26 - 38:36] rims playing. All right so definitely want to change up the paint job here so
[38:37 - 39:07] I am going to get rid of one of my designs after it takes forever to fucking load so I'm going to
[39:07 - 40:00] get rid of this one and the rest of these I think I'm going to keep. All right now we can look for
[40:00 - 40:26] a brand new design and we can paint this beast out the look. Okay we got some chiaki we got
[40:26 - 40:58] a rally Sweden. Oh Rothmans legacy okay. Yakuza crew. WRC legacy. You know what I think I'm going to do it.
[41:03 - 41:12] First I want to check on some stuff right quick. I do want to see if they have any or like really
[41:12 - 41:26] cool rally anime builds. I want to see if they have some really cool okay they do have some
[41:27 - 41:39] uh anime rally ones okay. Got the initial D one and not too really much that I'm interested in.
[41:40 - 41:57] And not too much in the Megami Kanto. Yeah I think we're just going to do the legacy.
[42:28 - 42:56] Now let's do a proper rally tune on this thing since it is doing not a long
[42:59 - 43:12] springs. I want those brought down to about five or six points. Yeah let's go like you know let's go
[43:12 - 43:35] six point five I don't know four. I want a high XL high diesel one of those because I want this thing
[43:35 - 44:34] to charge. All right let's take our new rally car out for a drive. Oh damn this thing actually
[44:34 - 46:03] wants to slide okay. Oh yeah dude this thing feels great. Dude this thing feels so good.
[46:22 - 46:47] Don't get right into a freaking house. Oops. My bad. My bad. Let's head over to them now.
[46:47 - 47:40] Let's try to do signs. All right y'all I need to diagnose this damn thing. Oh it's right there.
[47:57 - 48:13] Let's go group B and here we go legacy rs first run man and this is actually the first budget
[48:13 - 48:19] build on the channel so this is huge the first budget build and we got to call them a cray legacy
[48:20 - 48:24] and we got to call them a cray legacy rs rap. Let's go.
[48:28 - 50:33] RFP calling the cray that 100% and it definitely feels good. This rs definitely feels good.
[50:33 - 51:01] How much we're starting on. But dude that rs feels very very good like it's definitely
[51:01 - 51:51] light it's definitely it feels good. I love it. Okay I'm just here to test the rally course.
[51:57 - 52:36] Dude I got it just fucking fast. Not gonna lie I don't lose this race but dude this thing
[52:36 - 52:53] feels so wonderful. This rs feels so good. It feels just like a real rally car like it's got that vibe.
[52:54 - 54:50] It's got the handling of a regular rally vehicle which I like. Yeah there's no way I'm doing that guy.
[54:50 - 55:00] But dude this legacy this this super legacy feels so oh damn hello. This super legacy feels so good.
[55:00 - 55:24] Oh shit no fucking wonder. I'm going against freaking AR12 Gaming god damn. All right Nick I got you.
[55:34 - 55:49] Fuck no wonder. Oh great I'm going to get the fucking legend here. Fucking hell.
[56:03 - 56:52] I'm telling you I have to use my classic rally style here. God damn Nick's quick.
[56:56 - 57:02] Don't get me wrong Nick's a good buddy of mine but bro he is fucking hard to beat.
[57:02 - 57:30] Damn Nick why you gotta think it's a hard breath. Nick I got a low frame bro you know this.
[57:32 - 57:45] But dude why you gotta think it's so difficult. This is why. Why must you be a pain in the ass.
[57:45 - 58:12] I'm coming for that time Nick. This run is coming home with me bro.
[58:17 - 58:21] You may be one of my friends on Xbox but when it comes to racing you're my opponent.
[58:21 - 58:52] You may not let you win my ass. Dude if I can beat Ken Block I'm sure I can beat you.
[58:52 - 59:01] If I can beat Vaughn Gettin Jr. and Slashry I'm sure I can take you on. Shit.
[59:03 - 59:13] That right there is my fucking problem. No he's running the full track.
[59:14 - 59:39] There are no shortcuts in Horizon 4. I'm trying to figure out where the fuck I'm
[59:43 - 60:04] I see where okay. That's when my tire was dipping off. As I'm gonna pull a little dirty trick around
[60:14 - 60:40] I got you Nick. I'm gonna get you Nick. Now that I know what you're doing I may have to
[60:40 - 60:49] pull out some of my old ass tricks. I may need to pull out my underground two day tricks
[60:49 - 61:01] and do some wall run. All right I know it's a cheap dirty trick but hey
[61:05 - 62:33] I'm gonna win you the race. What is the matter? I'm trying not to ask you man. Fuck.
[62:33 - 63:52] Why does this remind me so much of Glen Castle Farmer on dirt rally 2.0. Underground two
[63:52 - 65:09] shit. I am so close. Like I am right there. I'm coming for that spot Nick.
[65:11 - 65:16] You think I'm gonna let you get away that easy man? Just gonna be your friend? Hell no.
[65:17 - 67:44] Shit. I'm gonna snap that ass boy. Don't call me that. I might take it. Not quite.
[67:44 - 68:24] I'm only trying to tune my tune a little bit. See what that holds. Later Slip. Later Skip.
[68:24 - 69:04] Be safe bro. I'm trying to turn up the tire pressure there. 32.5. See what that makes any
[69:04 - 70:11] difference. Make a few adjustments. Damn I got it against that wall. Dude how did I not get that?
[70:11 - 71:49] Oh. I'm gonna hit me between the wall and that. I'm gonna fucking get the shit because I know
[71:49 - 72:07] exactly where I'm fucking up. It's like the car wants to get away from me. That was the only
[72:07 - 73:40] reason I thought I had the steering wheel on the top of position. Yeah there's no way I'm
[73:40 - 73:47] gonna make it but I'll still have a little bit of a better time to relax. You know this
[73:47 - 74:22] doesn't make me want to play some dirt 5 man. Hey I think that's like good. That's not bad.
[74:22 - 74:42] I'm gonna get you next time dude. You know I'm fucking. Let's hit up some dirt 5 man. Let's
[74:42 - 74:50] have some fun. Hell dude it's Friday night. Let's have some fun on some dirt 5 man. It's
[74:50 - 74:56] Friday night. Let's have some fun. And while this is the one we have guys. I'll be right back.
[74:57 - 75:03] I'm gonna grab something real quick. All right take your stone this time. So while this is
[75:03 - 75:13] one no guys I'll be right back. Well first of all I need to fix my collectible calling
[75:13 - 75:28] cray car or my Magnus Walker Porsche up here. There we go. I had to fix my Magnus Walker Porsche
[75:28 - 75:33] because it was like almost falling out. And that's the last thing I needed to have that
[75:33 - 79:39] thing falling out. It was yes over there. Interesting. I had to grab something to drink
[79:39 - 79:48] and the other half of my temperature was so bad from the other day. All right waiter on because
[79:48 - 79:55] after this stream I'm probably gonna kick it relax chill hang out. And I am gonna be going for a
[79:55 - 80:06] sponsorship too. Plus I do still need to delete a bunch of videos. Re-upload the intro to
[80:06 - 80:20] here. All that good shit so yeah. We're about to get it. Hope I need this thing to load and
[80:20 - 80:49] does not take forever. Yo it's one what up man. Actually yes they do. Mud, dirt, gravel you name it
[80:49 - 81:34] and why the fuck is this thing taking so long. Let me quit. Let me try quitting forza. Just
[81:35 - 81:49] be funny. Hell no I'm not installing forza. Are you fucking crazy? Are you fucking crazy?
[81:56 - 82:01] There we go. All right so the game passed a little came out. That's something that didn't
[82:01 - 82:28] pop up last time. All right so fucking if it's gonna do that fuck it would just have
[82:28 - 82:38] gone around a dirt a dirt rally real quick. Yeah fuck it. Let's start with one last.
[82:52 - 82:57] And then after this run ended off and then look for a sponsor. Show out and watch
[82:57 - 83:38] your anime for the rest of the night and chillax. Yeah I started to work on a short film but it
[83:38 - 83:47] never really panned out due to me losing a lot of the footage that I had filmed. So unfortunately
[83:47 - 83:54] I kind of had to scrap it. So it just kind of serves. That one I am keeping around though like
[83:54 - 84:01] for sure. Oh I am keeping that video well because it kind of serves as a reminder of
[84:01 - 84:13] what I've been through. And it shows real stuff of like actual shitty comments. So it definitely
[84:17 - 84:32] it definitely serves its purpose. Oh and if you're wondering the song that's in that trailer
[84:32 - 84:39] it's actually called Dear Agony by Breaking Vendament. And it's actually a very good song too.
[84:39 - 84:43] Remember that after this run I am going to show you guys that video because there is another
[84:43 - 84:55] version out that's very very cool. All right so let's get this running.
[85:04 - 85:17] No nothing nothing.
[85:35 - 85:54] All right I want to take my corn bracelet off. Throw my glove back on because that thing dangling
[85:54 - 86:32] up and down is annoying. June what the hell. I never fucked up right there on this one.
[86:33 - 86:56] What the fuck is wrong with me come on.
[87:04 - 87:40] Where I was going off course the freaking thing was trying to yank. All right here we go.
[88:16 - 89:55] You know I gotta put in that word. That's like I said it was the first time for everything.
[90:27 - 90:39] What the fuck. Now it's not angled weird.
[92:07 - 92:09] Oh that was close.
[92:09 - 94:57] You know let me show you guys that video right quick. I want to say YouTube better start out man.
[95:18 - 96:07] Let's go dear. Ah here we go.
[96:11 - 97:04] This version of Breaking Vendament is Dear Agony. I really think you guys will like it.
[97:05 - 98:02] Actually this is a love song it's actually I'll have to show you the reaction and there are
[98:02 - 99:02] certain love songs that I do enjoy. All right but let me show you the reaction to that.
[99:25 - 99:31] Y'all know I gotta shout this man out. Massive shout to my dude Alex Sefner.
[99:31 - 99:38] What up Alex. I see you bro. Huge shout to my dude Alex Sefner on this one man.
[99:42 - 99:55] Come on let's give him the video. I don't know.
[99:59 - 100:00] I don't like your coffee name.
[100:03 - 100:07] Checking out Dear Agony by Breaking Vendament we just reacted to this song.
[100:07 - 100:12] But today we're going to be checking out the Aurora version.
[100:12 - 100:50] All right let me find the original that he did. All right so I type in his there and then type in
[101:02 - 101:35] let's go. Trying to find the one where he reacted to the original.
[102:01 - 102:09] Yeah this is the right one. Here we go this is the right one.
[102:10 - 102:14] Shout out to Alex and it was good bro. I see you dude. I see you bro.
[102:23 - 102:27] Again that's something you already knew but I'm excited man. This has been so damn long
[102:27 - 102:31] since we reacted to Breaking Vendament on this channel and I don't I don't have a good reason
[102:31 - 102:33] why it makes me want to fucking slap myself and I'll do that right now.
[102:34 - 102:43] For those of you who don't know I am an attorney with the Chilean blood first party insurance property
[102:43 - 102:50] needs and you need some answers on those let me know. That was weird but it's true but let's
[102:50 - 102:52] talk into it baby at least. No it's true he is alive.
[102:54 - 102:58] Dear Agony by Breaking Vendament now I did do a little bit of research on this and this song
[102:58 - 103:00] really hits home for me let me tell you why.
[103:03 - 103:07] Dear Agony is the furthest Benjamin Burnley has written sober.
[103:07 - 103:13] He is a recovering alcoholic and has fallen victim to Wernicke Korsakov syndrome due to his
[103:13 - 103:18] past excessive drinking. The album art for Dear Agony is an MRI scan on Ben's head which is most
[103:18 - 103:25] likely in reference to his syndrome. Oh shit oh shit. We type in Wernicke Korsakov syndrome
[103:25 - 103:32] and WKS is the combined presence of the Wernicke encephalopathy and alcoholic Korsakov syndrome
[103:32 - 103:35] due to the close relationship between these two disorders people with either are usually
[103:35 - 103:40] diagnosed with WKS as a single syndrome. It mainly causes fission changes, a taxia and
[103:40 - 103:44] impaired memory. The hell's a taxia? Taxia is a neurological sign consisting of a lack of
[103:44 - 103:48] voluntary coordination of muscle movements that can include gait abnormalities, speech
[103:48 - 103:53] changes and abnormalities in eye movement. Oh shit. I mean whenever I was younger my mom was
[103:53 - 103:57] pretty intense alcoholic and it you know it helped tear my family apart. It was something
[103:57 - 104:01] terribly hard to wash. It was in and out of rehab and I saw that growing up which is
[104:01 - 104:05] why I still don't drink to this day. You know if I'm at a party or something I'll have like a
[104:05 - 104:09] prop beer in my hand. I'll take a couple sips of it but never been drunk in my entire life.
[104:09 - 104:12] Don't plan on it. I don't know man so this one really does hit home. So we're going to dive
[104:12 - 104:16] into it man. The original video will be down below in the description. Y'all make sure you check
[104:16 - 104:21] out if you want to as the party's set then. But nonetheless, Breaking Benjamin, Dear Agony. Let's go.
[105:08 - 105:50] Dude this is awesome. He's writing a song to Agony from his perspective to Agony. The feeling that
[105:50 - 105:54] is most prominent whenever dealing with something like this. Essentially he's aware that his Agony
[105:54 - 105:58] was made to hurt him so that's what he's saying. He wants to disappear into the dirt,
[105:58 - 106:01] carry me to Heaven's arms. Essentially he's saying he doesn't want to be here anymore.
[106:01 - 106:04] Carry me to Heaven's arms. Someone like the way. Leave me down that path so I
[106:04 - 106:08] know exactly where I'm going and I don't get lost. Then he goes on to talk about the enemy
[106:08 - 106:13] with it. He knows that that feeling, the enemy, is with it. He feels it inside of him. He knows it's
[106:13 - 106:17] there. It's a very unwelcoming, unsettling feeling. Then the chorus is the letter to Agony that's
[106:17 - 106:22] just like he doesn't understand why he has to endure this pain, right? And alcohol not only
[106:22 - 106:26] affects the person with the addiction but also affects everybody surrounding that one person.
[106:26 - 106:29] So it's a hugely traumatic experience. This is crazy dude.
[108:49 - 108:52] He's asking to like free from this world so he can let go of that pain and not experience
[108:52 - 109:41] that anymore. He feels nothing anymore dude. Just holy shit. He committed suicide in this.
[109:46 - 109:51] Like I said man, my family has definitely been affected by alcoholism and I just want to,
[109:52 - 109:56] this song was first of all so beautiful but it's so intense and I know that there are people out
[109:56 - 110:01] there that relate to this song that this song makes them feel like they can relate to somebody
[110:01 - 110:04] else. Someone else is feeling the same way that they are but if you are dealing with any form
[110:04 - 110:09] of suicidal thoughts, if you have an alcohol addiction, a drug addiction, you need somebody
[110:09 - 110:13] to talk to, it's not your family or friends, please reach out to me in the DMs on Instagram,
[110:13 - 110:18] Twitter, Facebook, whatever the hell. If I don't answer, please don't get upset because I get a
[110:18 - 110:23] ton of messages but I want to be an outlet for you guys to, you guys can talk to somebody if
[110:23 - 110:27] you're going through something. I mean this was tough too. This was a beautiful song but it's
[110:27 - 110:31] one of those that's really hard to listen to but it's a necessary song in the world. I'm so
[110:31 - 110:35] glad that this band put this out there dude. With that being said, a little bit of a somber
[110:35 - 110:40] ending but I just want to say I love you guys so damn much. You mean the absolute world to me.
[110:40 - 110:44] You are an important person. You can make a difference and you are just fucking loved.
[110:44 - 110:47] Remember that. With that being said, that's where you guys come in. Drop some comments down below.
[110:47 - 110:50] Let me know what you think about this song Breaking Benjamin and the next Breaking
[110:50 - 110:53] Benjamin song I should be checking out. With that being said, that's where you guys come
[110:53 - 110:57] in so keep smiling. Keep being yourself. Don't let anybody throw shade at you. I will see you
[110:57 - 111:01] tomorrow. That's a month by the back though. I love y'all so damn much and don't forget it.
[111:02 - 111:14] And now y'all know what that song is really about. Now you guys know what that song is
[111:14 - 111:19] truly about. It's definitely dark dude but it's definitely a very good one for sure.
[111:30 - 111:38] Like it's definitely a good one 110% but uh yeah. With that being said y'all I'm not
[111:38 - 111:42] the bouncer now. I'm about to chill watching tv and then I might start up a stream here in a bit.
[111:42 - 111:53] I don't know but uh you know like Alex just said you know I couldn't say anything better than he could
[111:53 - 111:59] but you know you know damn well I love to sing one of you guys. You guys are fucking awesome.
[112:00 - 112:10] You know you guys keep me going. You know what else can I say other than you guys are fucking awesome.
[112:11 - 112:15] But I love you guys and I will see you guys in the next stream man.
[112:15 - 112:23] Sam will see you guys again. Keep being you and talk to haters man. Fucking love you guys.
[112:24 - 112:25] Peace. Be safe.