2021-10-6 coffee nd chill

[0:11 - 0:25] What's up everyone?
[1:02 - 1:43] I'm gonna say something right off the rip to Marty.
[1:43 - 1:47] Marty you're full of fucking shit.
[1:47 - 1:50] I am not killing my fucking family.
[1:50 - 1:56] If anybody's killing them, it's you and the fucking trolls you douchebag little bitch.
[1:56 - 2:50] So you can take your fucking supposed evidence, show it off your ass and go fuck yourself dude.
[2:50 - 3:33] Like seriously dude, I'm tired of taking the blame for you fucking trolls doing what you do, Marty.
[3:33 - 3:38] Honestly tired of taking the blame for what everybody does to me.
[3:38 - 4:29] Yeah no, you're not getting modded, I don't know how to how.
[4:29 - 4:32] I unmodded you.
[4:32 - 4:38] I unmodded you, but you're gone now.
[4:38 - 4:40] I'm not even thrilled I do it.
[4:40 - 4:47] I'm honestly tired of taking the blame for what everybody else does to me.
[4:47 - 4:55] And what doesn't make any sense to me is that you guys sit there and you attack me and you attack me
[4:55 - 4:57] or anyone in general.
[4:57 - 5:03] And then when they get modded, fired back, y'all get pissy and whiny like,
[5:03 - 5:07] oh whiny went to England, nigga you know what you did?
[5:07 - 5:30] Like y'all want to act stupid and it's fucking dumb.
[5:30 - 5:35] Like y'all try to contradict me when I speak the truth.
[5:35 - 5:38] And it's stupid.
[5:38 - 6:00] And what I find funny is that y'all say I'm delusional but really I'm not.
[6:00 - 6:39] Cause you know what I really want out of YouTube?
[6:39 - 6:42] I want to be a successful gaming channel.
[6:42 - 6:47] Like how am I supposed to do that if everybody keeps trying to fuck shit up for me huh?
[6:47 - 7:01] Like seriously how am I supposed to be a successful gaming channel if everybody keeps fucking shit up for me
[7:01 - 7:05] every single fucking time.
[7:05 - 7:11] It's ridiculous dude.
[7:11 - 7:19] That's all I've ever wanted out of YouTube was to be a successful gaming channel and to get sponsored
[7:19 - 7:24] and to do what I love to do which is race, drive cars, have fun.
[7:24 - 7:30] But yet I can't do that because everybody wants to fuck everything up for me for no goddamn reason
[7:30 - 7:32] and it's stupid bro.
[7:33 - 7:49] Cause you know people like Black Panther.
[7:49 - 7:55] People like Slaptrain, Jacksepticeye, Markiplier.
[7:55 - 8:01] People like Dashie Dames.
[8:01 - 8:05] Frickin' Greys still plays.
[8:05 - 8:09] Spears the Amazing HG, YVR.
[8:09 - 8:13] Like all those guys are influences to it.
[8:13 - 8:22] Those are the guys that inspire me to want to start YouTube.
[8:22 - 8:26] Those are the people that inspire me to want to do YouTube.
[8:26 - 8:36] But my question is how am I supposed to be a successful gaming channel if everybody keeps
[8:36 - 8:40] interfering in my real fucking life and taking away from that.
[8:40 - 8:52] I have spent more time defending myself than I have creating content and that needs to change.
[8:52 - 9:26] Now let me see the bullshit comments.
[9:26 - 9:36] Yeah says the one who hacked my shit Marty you overweight faggot.
[9:36 - 9:43] Marty stop putting the blame on me yo bitch.
[9:43 - 9:49] You're the one that hacked my Twitch account you fucking old bastard.
[9:49 - 9:52] You're the one that hacked my Twitch account.
[9:52 - 9:56] You're the one that got a fucking permaband you fucking piece of shit.
[9:56 - 10:02] So don't say that or talk shit on me motherfuckers.
[10:02 - 10:05] You know what you did.
[10:05 - 10:17] I'm sorry but I do not trust you.
[10:17 - 10:21] Like seriously you want to run your mouth about me but yet you're the one that
[10:21 - 10:26] fucking hacked my goddamn Twitch you overweight bitch.
[10:26 - 10:30] I'm gonna tell you like I told you before motherfucker hit the goddamn gym.
[10:30 - 10:34] Hit the fucking treadmill you overweight obese bitch.
[10:34 - 10:39] Seriously take your fat ass to the motherfucking gym and hit the goddamn treadmill.
[10:39 - 10:52] You might lose some motherfucking weight.
[10:52 - 10:56] Honestly I was tired of taking the blame for what everybody else does to me.
[10:56 - 11:02] With asshole reports and all this now I'm tired of taking the fucking blame dude.
[11:02 - 11:05] I'm not to blame.
[11:05 - 11:10] I am not a fucker what y'all did to me.
[11:10 - 11:15] I'm no longer going to take the fucking blame.
[11:15 - 12:03] I'm done taking the blame for shit.
[12:03 - 12:06] You want to try to contradict me motherfucker.
[12:06 - 12:11] I'll show you the fucking facts and I'll try to contradict me assholes.
[12:11 - 12:13] I'll tell you how the fuck it is.
[12:13 - 12:17] You want to contradict me I'll lay out the goddamn facts bro.
[12:17 - 12:45] Y'all just want somebody to bully that's all it is.
[12:45 - 13:11] And Marty if you were any kind of friend you wouldn't be doing the shit that you did.
[13:11 - 13:15] If you were any kind of friend Marty you wouldn't have done what you did motherfucker.
[13:15 - 13:24] You wouldn't have hacked into my fucking Twitch you kind of did what you did.
[13:24 - 13:28] See the thing with you Marty is that you're all about yourself.
[13:28 - 13:31] You don't give a fuck about nobody else.
[13:31 - 13:35] If you did you wouldn't be doing what you fucking did you asshole.
[13:35 - 13:40] You wouldn't have hacked into my Twitch account.
[13:40 - 13:43] You wouldn't have fucking blamed me for Candle's death.
[13:43 - 13:47] If you were any kind of friend you wouldn't be doing the shit you do.
[13:47 - 13:57] So don't talk to me about being fake when you're fake as fuck yourself.
[13:57 - 14:03] Honestly I don't even want to be on YouTube.
[14:03 - 14:07] I really don't but I have no fucking choice cause I got nowhere else to fucking go.
[14:07 - 14:36] I'll be honest I don't want to be on YouTube.
[14:36 - 14:39] Honestly I'd rather be on Twitch.
[14:39 - 14:42] But guess what I can't get on Twitch.
[14:42 - 14:46] Thanks to fucking Marty though what he didn't get in me fucking permaband.
[14:46 - 14:54] I fucking hate YouTube anymore dude.
[14:54 - 14:58] It's nothing but a cesspool of garbage and bullshit.
[14:58 - 15:10] At least on Twitch I actually had real people actually enjoying my fucking content.
[15:10 - 15:23] For real I actually had people on Twitch actually enjoying my content.
[15:23 - 15:31] I was conversing with real fucking people that had similar interests that were into my content.
[15:31 - 15:47] But yeah you see what happened with that.
[15:47 - 16:07] Actually no that's not true.
[16:07 - 16:09] That is not true.
[16:09 - 16:14] I had a few very real supporters like Talon Scout that actually watched my Twitch.
[16:14 - 16:20] They weren't all trolls.
[16:20 - 16:25] I had a few other fellow Twitch streamers that were on there as well that enjoyed my content.
[16:25 - 16:29] So not all of them were trolls.
[16:29 - 16:49] My point is all I wanted to be left alone so I could do my shit.
[16:49 - 16:51] That's all I had.
[16:51 - 16:55] Is it too fucking hard to ask to be left alone?
[16:55 - 16:59] Like when somebody asks you to leave them alone.
[16:59 - 17:40] Is it really that fucking hard to back off and leave that person alone?
[17:40 - 17:42] Exactly and that's the thing.
[17:42 - 17:46] I want to be left alone.
[17:46 - 17:49] Actually I want to be left alone.
[17:49 - 17:53] I'm tired of the troll shit.
[17:53 - 18:02] Honestly I don't even want to be on YouTube but I have no fucking choice.
[18:02 - 18:03] So yeah.
[18:03 - 18:22] Like I said I don't even want to be on YouTube.
[18:22 - 18:24] I can't fucking stand YouTube.
[18:24 - 18:28] Honestly anymore YouTube is fucking revolting than me.
[18:28 - 18:43] It's disgusting and sickening.
[18:43 - 18:45] But guess what?
[18:45 - 18:47] I have to fucking put up with it.
[18:47 - 18:58] I have to put up with it until I can at least get back on Twitch.
[18:58 - 19:30] Or at least find another platform to post on.
[19:30 - 19:33] Like I showed there was a new map.
[19:33 - 19:55] What is that?
[19:55 - 20:01] Like I said I want nothing to do with YouTube.
[20:01 - 20:02] I really don't.
[20:02 - 20:07] I can't fucking stand YouTube.
[20:07 - 20:08] I fucking hate it.
[20:08 - 20:13] Like and I genuinely mean that I cannot stand YouTube.
[20:13 - 20:19] But until I can either get on Twitch or I'm doing another platform where I can stream without being harassed.
[20:19 - 20:48] What choice do I fucking have?
[20:48 - 20:51] Like seriously what choice do I fucking have?
[20:51 - 20:55] I can't get on Twitch because of Marty.
[20:55 - 20:59] I can't do shit that I used to enjoy and it's fucking bullshit.
[20:59 - 21:04] I should be allowed to have a channel without being harassed.
[21:04 - 21:12] Because I want to tell you if your motherfuckers would stop fucking harassing me.
[21:12 - 21:18] And let me do my job you might actually like my fucking content.
[21:18 - 21:23] But you won't even give me the chance to create anything that I enjoy.
[21:23 - 21:25] It's always what you want.
[21:25 - 21:28] It's always oh we want to see you freak out.
[21:28 - 21:30] But that's not what I want.
[21:30 - 21:49] What I want is to be able to do what I love without being fucking harassed.
[21:49 - 21:52] Every five seconds of the goddamn day.
[21:52 - 22:11] But instead of people want to sit there and bully me and harass me and this and that and the other.
[22:11 - 22:13] And I'm fucking tired of it bro.
[22:13 - 22:16] I don't deserve this shit.
[22:16 - 22:20] I don't deserve what you fucking troll ass little faggots do to me.
[22:20 - 22:28] Like I said I never asked for any of this.
[22:28 - 22:31] Y'all drug me in this shit against my fucking will.
[22:31 - 22:33] You just don't want to admit it.
[22:33 - 22:36] You want to project it on me and say that it's my fault.
[22:36 - 22:42] But really y'all are the ones that drug me into this bullshit joke of a community.
[22:42 - 22:44] I never came in willingly.
[22:44 - 22:48] I never wanted to be part of this community.
[22:48 - 22:49] Never did.
[22:49 - 23:12] But it seems like every time I try to leave somebody always does something to fuck with me.
[23:12 - 23:15] And I'm fucking sick of it bro.
[23:15 - 23:20] I don't deserve what I get put through.
[23:20 - 23:29] I don't deserve to be harassed.
[23:29 - 23:31] I don't deserve to be bullied.
[23:31 - 23:34] I don't deserve to be catfished.
[23:34 - 23:36] I don't deserve any of this shit.
[23:36 - 23:49] If anything I deserve to be able to live my motherfucking life how I want to live my life without being fucking harassed.
[23:49 - 24:01] I mean seriously is leaving me the fuck alone and letting me do what I love a game that much to ask for?
[24:01 - 24:17] Like is letting me create content that I enjoy and that everybody else would enjoy if giving the chance?
[24:17 - 24:23] Like is that too much to ask for to be able to do what I truly love to do without being harassed?
[24:23 - 24:25] That's so much to fucking ask for.
[24:25 - 24:38] I have not been able to create what I want for the last year and a half.
[24:38 - 24:41] It's always been what everybody else wants.
[24:41 - 24:43] Oh you want a new song?
[24:43 - 24:45] Okay let's put out a new song.
[24:45 - 24:49] Oh you want to see me crack jokes and be a comedian?
[24:49 - 24:52] Okay let's crack jokes and be a comedian.
[24:52 - 24:55] What about what the fuck I want to do huh?
[24:55 - 25:14] Don't give a fuck about me.
[25:14 - 25:15] None of you do.
[25:15 - 25:21] None of you people that are trolls none of you give a fuck about me.
[25:21 - 25:47] I mean y'all said that and say that you care but do you really?
[25:47 - 26:00] I mean seriously do you really?
[26:00 - 26:03] Let me tell you I don't want to be a comedian.
[26:03 - 26:06] I want to be taken seriously.
[26:06 - 26:22] But like I said how am I supposed to be taken seriously if I'm always being harassed and bullied all the goddamn time?
[26:23 - 26:27] I'm sick of the fucking drama and the bullshit it needs to fucking end.
[26:27 - 26:29] And it needs to end now.
[26:29 - 26:35] Because like y'all tell me to get a job.
[26:35 - 26:42] Well maybe if you don't fucks would let me do what I need to do to hit a thousand subs.
[26:42 - 26:58] Maybe if you dumbasses would let me do what I need to do to hit a thousand subs or hit that hundred thousand mark.
[26:58 - 27:05] I can actually make a fucking living but instead y'all want to sit there and harass me and not let me do what I want to do.
[27:05 - 27:08] Because you're too fucking selfish.
[27:08 - 27:28] I'm honestly tired of doing what everybody else wants.
[27:28 - 27:31] I want to do what I fucking want to do.
[27:31 - 27:51] You know as a matter of fact I'm in the industry right here and I'm gonna do that.
[27:51 - 27:55] I'm gonna do what I fucking want to do.
[27:55 - 27:58] All y'all trolls can't kiss my ass.
[27:58 - 28:10] To all my real supporters like Wreck and Carrie and Chokes and Saren and all y'all and Talon Scout and El Giobrito and all y'all men.
[28:10 - 28:13] Be ready for a brand new channel coming very soon.
[28:13 - 28:22] Be ready for a brand new gaming channel coming very soon.
[28:22 - 28:29] I think it's time I did what I want for once.