Original upload date: October 5th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:02 - 0:04] What's up everyone?
[0:04 - 0:12] You guys might know me as Syrax and I know a lot of you guys are probably gonna judge me and attack me or whatever
[0:12 - 0:14] And that's okay
[0:17 - 0:22] because
[0:22 - 0:30] After you've watched this video. I have probably already left YouTube pretty good. I have been
[0:31 - 0:38] harassed on this platform. I have been bullied I
[0:43 - 0:45] have been
[0:45 - 0:48] pushed to the brink of suicide and pulled back from it.
[0:52 - 1:00] I have had my privacy invaded. I have had private videos and
[1:01 - 1:09] Messages both explicit and non explicit shared around the internet. I have
[1:10 - 1:11] Had
[1:11 - 1:23] My family attacked so bad to the point to where I lost my job
[1:24 - 1:41] I've lost friends. I've had
[1:42 - 1:44] several several breakdowns
[1:46 - 1:56] Both on and off camera and to those that you know did support me
[1:57 - 2:02] You know to you guys I do apologize
[2:03 - 2:06] but I just I
[2:07 - 2:09] Can't do it anymore
[2:09 - 2:14] My personal life has been invaded so bad
[2:15 - 2:20] All because of Masshole reports and William Glory Hole
[2:21 - 2:24] Those two people have
[2:24 - 2:27] legitimately ruined my life
[2:34 - 2:38] Because of them I've lost out on sponsorship deals
[2:38 - 2:41] I've lost out on
[2:42 - 2:44] opportunities to make a living and
[2:46 - 2:56] I honestly cannot take the bullshit anymore. And so by the time you're watching this
[2:56 - 3:01] I want to say that I'm sorry that I left but I'm honestly
[3:02 - 3:07] I'm honestly tired of being judged attacked harassed
[3:07 - 3:10] My personal life being invaded
[3:11 - 3:13] Every second of the day
[3:14 - 3:17] I'm tired of being made out to be a bad guy
[3:22 - 3:24] When really I'm not
[3:24 - 3:27] I'm tired of watching my family suffer
[3:27 - 3:42] I'm tired of them having to see me suffer and to be honest I
[3:44 - 3:53] Want my life back. I want to be able to do what I love and not be harassed
[3:53 - 4:07] I'm honestly tired of it. I'm sick of the harassment
[4:08 - 4:12] I'm sick of the bullying and I can't handle it anymore
[4:15 - 4:18] People say that I don't have a right to privacy, but I do
[4:22 - 4:31] I have been I've been accused of
[4:32 - 4:33] murder
[4:33 - 4:38] I've had people try to kill me. I
[4:41 - 4:43] have
[4:43 - 4:50] I've had
[4:50 - 4:52] people that are pedophiles
[4:53 - 5:05] Call me a pedophile and essentially my whole life
[5:05 - 5:12] Torn away from me and I can't do it anymore
[5:13 - 5:18] So to those that supported me, I'm sorry
[5:18 - 5:28] But as I said by the time you're watching this
[5:28 - 5:35] I have already left YouTube and I have no plans to come back anytime soon
[5:40 - 5:46] Until YouTube does something about this. I have no plans on coming back anytime soon
[5:47 - 5:52] But to those that have supported me over the years
[5:52 - 6:00] I want to say thank you and if I've hurt you in any way by anything I said or
[6:01 - 6:06] I'm just by me leaving. I want you to know that I am truly truly sorry
[6:07 - 6:14] But I hope you understand why I'm leaving
[6:16 - 6:26] Because for the past seven months on and off I have been physically sick from stress. I have been so stressed out
[6:27 - 6:31] To where I have physically gotten sick
[6:31 - 6:42] From stress and I don't need that anymore. I am honestly sick of it
[6:43 - 6:47] I'm tired of my family being harassed
[6:48 - 6:51] I'm tired of memes
[6:53 - 6:57] Disgusting memes and revolting videos being made about me
[6:57 - 7:08] I am tired of being bullied and harassed and no one doing anything about it
[7:08 - 7:13] So I'm doing something about it, and I'm leaving YouTube
[7:13 - 7:19] I'm tired of being harassed everywhere I go
[7:20 - 7:30] So to those that do support me. I hope you understand why I'm leaving
[7:31 - 7:38] And I hope you know that I don't hate any of you and that I love every single one of you that has supported me
[7:38 - 7:46] For all this time. I hope you understand
[7:47 - 7:53] Well again, I do hope you understand why I left and I
[7:56 - 7:58] I
[7:58 - 8:04] Hope that you know one day I can come back and things will be better
[8:04 - 8:12] but until then I need to either find a new platform or
[8:13 - 8:15] do something because I
[8:18 - 8:24] I can't stand being on YouTube anymore and being poisoned by the toxicity
[8:25 - 8:32] so I
[8:32 - 8:38] Just want to say that I love you guys and thank you for the most amazing years of my life and
[8:40 - 8:44] Maybe one day when I do come back if I ever come back
[8:45 - 8:49] Things will be better, but I can't see that happening at all
[8:50 - 8:51] anytime soon
[8:51 - 8:57] But just know that all you that have supported me
[8:57 - 9:05] I'll always be thinking of you guys. I love you guys
[9:06 - 9:09] Thank you for everything. I
[9:11 - 9:19] Hope to see you sometime in the very near future. See you guys
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '810' on August 6th, 2024
