2021-10-22 SUICIDE AINT A JOKE

[0:00 - 0:26] Thank you.
[0:26 - 0:36] What's up, guys?
[0:36 - 0:49] On the stream, I'm actually coming out tonight by the name of Deadbeat Valentine.
[0:49 - 1:05] Now Deadbeat, I don't know if this is some sort of troll or what.
[1:05 - 1:10] I don't know if this is some sort of troll or what.
[1:10 - 1:15] But honestly, bro, this suicide shit ain't a joke.
[1:15 - 1:20] I don't know if this is a scam or a setup.
[1:20 - 1:29] Now, what I'm going to do is I'm going to post this man's Discord in the chat.
[1:29 - 1:33] And I need everyone to reach out to this man.
[1:33 - 1:54] I'm going to make sure I spell it right.
[1:54 - 2:03] Hashtag 2132.
[2:03 - 2:07] This is the man's Discord right here.
[2:07 - 2:15] I'm actually going to pin this message for you guys to see.
[2:15 - 2:21] I need everyone of you to reach out to this man because this man is talking about suicide
[2:21 - 2:30] and talking about how he is going to kill himself if he does not get $25 to his PayPal
[2:30 - 2:32] for his meds.
[2:32 - 2:36] Because I will admit, he does take anxiety meds.
[2:36 - 2:47] I will give him that.
[2:47 - 2:51] But, Deadbeat, this ain't fucking funny, bro.
[2:51 - 2:56] This ain't a fucking joke, dog.
[2:56 - 3:00] Oh, I know it is, and that's why I'm calling him out on it.
[3:00 - 3:05] Like, bro, this shit ain't no goddamn joke.
[3:05 - 3:08] This is real life, bro.
[3:08 - 3:10] Hold on, man, y'all.
[3:10 - 3:15] Hello?
[3:15 - 3:17] Dude, that's fucked, man.
[3:17 - 3:19] You don't need to be doing that shit, dog.
[3:19 - 3:21] Nah, man, you need to stop.
[3:21 - 3:23] Serious, bro, knock it the fuck off.
[3:23 - 3:24] This ain't a joke, man.
[3:24 - 3:26] So knock your bullshit off, dude.
[3:26 - 3:31] Seriously.
[3:31 - 3:35] What I'm saying right now, motherfuckers, for all y'all that are joining in on this shit,
[3:35 - 3:44] you need to fucking stop.
[3:44 - 3:50] Y'all need to fucking knock it off.
[3:50 - 3:53] This shit ain't no goddamn joke.
[3:53 - 4:02] Lex Key, Lava, Saren, Marty, everybody has actually seen me on the edge of suicide.
[4:02 - 4:09] I've actually been on the edge, live.
[4:09 - 4:15] Ask anyone that knows me.
[4:15 - 4:17] Ask anyone that motherfucking knows me.
[4:17 - 4:21] I have actually been on the edge of suicide.
[4:21 - 4:26] People have actually witnessed me on livestream on the edge before.
[4:26 - 4:31] So I know very well what it's like to be on the motherfucking edge.
[4:31 - 4:35] And let me tell you, Debbie, this shit ain't no fucking joke.
[4:35 - 4:42] Saying you're going to kill yourself if you don't get 25 bucks, bro, you're a fucking scammer.
[4:42 - 4:47] It's a scam.
[4:47 - 4:54] Now, there is one other thing that I do want to touch face on very fucking briefly.
[4:54 - 5:02] One, the chick that was in my chat earlier supposedly pretended to be my friend
[5:02 - 5:05] that I'm going to be getting with soon.
[5:05 - 5:06] Get the fuck out of here.
[5:06 - 5:07] That wasn't her.
[5:07 - 5:09] You ain't her.
[5:09 - 5:14] Now, for those of you wondering why I'm not saying anything,
[5:14 - 5:17] I got a lot of people saying, "Oh, is she underage?"
[5:17 - 5:20] But no, she's not underage.
[5:20 - 5:23] Saren has actually talked to her and seen her.
[5:23 - 5:26] She is 27 years old.
[5:26 - 5:29] She's going to be 27 here in April.
[5:29 - 5:34] She's 26 right now, and she's going to be 27 in April.
[5:34 - 5:39] Saren has actually seen her face and spoken to her.
[5:39 - 5:41] She is of age.
[5:41 - 5:46] I am not saying her fucking name because I don't want motherfuckers going after her
[5:46 - 5:49] because I know what y'all niggas are going to do.
[5:49 - 5:52] You're going to sit there and warn her family and this and that and the other dude.
[5:52 - 5:54] Her family knows what's going on.
[5:54 - 5:59] And Nino's saying she's pissed at you motherfucking trolls.
[5:59 - 6:03] She's fucking pissed at you goddamn trolls, bro.
[6:03 - 6:05] She's pissed as fuck at y'all.
[6:05 - 6:07] They know what's going on.
[6:07 - 6:08] She's pissed at you.
[6:08 - 6:14] Her family's fucking furious with you guys.
[6:14 - 6:21] So seriously, man, y'all need to get the fuck off it.
[6:22 - 6:26] Now, back to Deadbeat.
[6:26 - 6:30] Bro, you need to not get the fuck off.
[6:30 - 6:34] Suicide ain't no goddamn joke.
[6:34 - 6:38] Okay, I'm actually then on the edge.
[6:38 - 6:42] I'm actually fucking then there.
[6:42 - 6:44] Okay.
[6:45 - 6:52] I'm actually then on the fucking edge.
[6:52 - 6:58] I know what it's like to be there.
[6:58 - 7:08] No, no, no, no, no.
[7:08 - 7:14] I'm actually spoken to Deadbeat on the phone and it's not Tony.
[7:14 - 7:15] Okay.
[7:15 - 7:21] I've spoken to Deadbeat on the phone and I know for a fact that it is not Tony.
[7:21 - 7:22] I'm not stupid.
[7:22 - 7:24] I know Tony's voice.
[7:24 - 7:26] This guy was totally different.
[7:26 - 7:35] But let me tell you, Deadbeat, this shit ain't no motherfucking joke, bro.
[7:36 - 7:41] Suicide is not anything to fucking joke around about.
[7:41 - 7:49] Suicide ain't a damn thing to joke around about, bro.
[7:49 - 7:51] That shit ain't funny.
[7:51 - 7:56] Saying you're going to fucking kill yourself if it don't get $25 to your fucking paypal.
[7:56 - 7:59] Nigga, that's a goddamn scam, bro.
[7:59 - 8:05] That's a scam, Deadbeat.
[8:05 - 8:16] You're using suicide as a way to try to fuck with my head.
[8:16 - 8:20] Well, I'm sorry that I'm not falling for your goddamn prank, dude.
[8:20 - 8:22] It's not a goddamn joke.
[8:22 - 8:23] It's bullshit.
[8:23 - 8:25] It's a scam.
[8:29 - 8:33] Because let me tell you, bro, I've been on the edge.
[8:33 - 8:38] People have seen me almost kill myself twice live.
[8:38 - 8:43] I have actually been on the edge of suicide.
[8:43 - 8:52] I have actually been there twice on a livestream where people have actually witnessed me about to fucking kill myself.
[8:52 - 8:58] And people have actually stepped in to help out. My family stepped in to help out.
[8:58 - 9:01] My friends stepped in to help out.
[9:01 - 9:08] And you think this is a fucking joke?
[9:08 - 9:10] You think this is a fucking game?
[9:10 - 9:14] This is very fucking serious, dude.
[9:14 - 9:17] That shit ain't something to joke around about.
[9:17 - 9:20] That's fucked up if you're doing that.
[9:20 - 9:22] Fuck.
[9:22 - 9:41] Why do you think I relate to songs like this when I'm about to do?
[9:41 - 9:45] Why do you think I relate to shit like this?
[9:47 - 9:51] People will tell you, why don't you go get some help?
[9:51 - 9:53] Take some meds.
[9:53 - 9:56] Go see a counselor.
[9:56 - 9:58] This shit ain't funny, dawg.
[9:58 - 10:02] Some people can never understand.
[10:02 - 10:05] It's a war inside your head.
[10:05 - 10:09] Lately, I been dissing from the world in a quiet place.
[10:09 - 10:12] 'Cause I'ma run me wide differently, I can't embrace.
[10:12 - 10:15] From all the hurt and all the pain, can you feel my rage?
[10:15 - 10:18] Growing up was poorly, they consider me a best case.
[10:18 - 10:21] If things are changed, the past doesn't know a way.
[10:21 - 10:23] Why I keep on dwelling on it?
[10:23 - 10:24] Why my thoughts so canceric?
[10:24 - 10:26] My Lord, let's ring out to die.
[10:26 - 10:27] Got you, baby.
[10:27 - 10:30] Why am I so nagging now that I'm on my last relationship?
[10:30 - 10:33] Maybe I'm a drummer, take a shot in C&W.
[10:33 - 10:36] You can hear my stomach, one more reason I can never stand.
[10:36 - 10:39] I'm a drummer from the store and I can promise staying home.
[10:39 - 10:42] It's on for the joke, dawg, it's out of my fucking throat.
[10:42 - 10:45] My thoughts can really kill, best believe I will be dead.
[10:45 - 10:48] I am out here saving lives, yeah, and sometimes I forget.
[10:48 - 10:51] That my demons came to play, I'm barely hanging by a threat.
[10:51 - 10:54] Maybe I should pull this trigger, and just lay my mind to rest.
[10:54 - 10:58] Yeah, I'm lost in the music, 'cause they don't feel that pain.
[10:58 - 11:01] And I don't know if I can do this.
[11:01 - 11:04] But I rise, well I fall, but when I rise, well I fall.
[11:04 - 11:07] I don't know anymore.
[11:08 - 11:11] But I rise, well I fall, but when I rise, well I fall.
[11:11 - 11:13] I don't know anymore.
[11:13 - 11:15] I know you're not even glamorous.
[11:15 - 11:17] I can see it in your eyes.
[11:17 - 11:19] You can't even stay yourself.
[11:19 - 11:20] Your pants on you.
[11:20 - 11:22] So you go around a little tough.
[11:22 - 11:24] So turn in every night, they'll fade in if it even helps.
[11:24 - 11:27] You quit the party, quit the drugs, quit the reefer.
[11:27 - 11:29] And now you think it's problem solved,
[11:29 - 11:31] 'cause you change your people.
[11:31 - 11:32] You break from his reports.
[11:32 - 11:34] It's all about you.
[11:34 - 11:37] And now you think it's problem solved, 'cause you change your people.
[11:37 - 11:38] You break from his reports.
[11:38 - 11:40] Clear your feet and all for evil.
[11:40 - 11:42] In your head, deny it and knock the promise.
[11:42 - 11:43] You'll be always peaceful.
[11:43 - 11:46] Put 'em by my family, I can leave 'em in a disarray.
[11:46 - 11:47] Give 'em time and they'll move on.
[11:47 - 11:49] Forget about you anyway.
[11:49 - 11:52] Put 'em by my fans, in the event I admit 'em.
[11:52 - 11:53] Find another source.
[11:53 - 11:55] Do not worry, they want all of 'em, man.
[11:55 - 11:56] It's better if you go.
[11:56 - 11:57] Do not act like you invent it.
[11:57 - 11:59] First you take me, don't exist.
[11:59 - 12:00] This is it.
[12:00 - 12:01] Boy, you take my hand.
[12:01 - 12:02] Boy, it's getting louder.
[12:02 - 12:04] Hey, if I ain't busy signing with you,
[12:04 - 12:06] join me on the darker side through the jury desert.
[12:06 - 12:08] Yeah, I said no music.
[12:08 - 12:09] It's a fair field.
[12:09 - 12:11] It's banging on.
[12:11 - 12:13] I don't know if I can do this.
[12:13 - 12:17] Well, I rise when I fall.
[12:17 - 12:19] I don't know anymore.
[12:19 - 12:21] Look at my affection.
[12:21 - 12:23] Ain't it worth this game, man?
[12:23 - 12:25] Wish that I was dreaming.
[12:25 - 12:29] Well, I rise when I fall.
[12:29 - 12:31] I don't know anymore.
[12:31 - 12:34] I feel like giving up, though.
[12:34 - 12:37] Some things I can't explain, though.
[12:37 - 12:40] I feel like giving up, though.
[12:40 - 12:43] Some things I can't explain, though.
[12:43 - 12:46] Well, I rise when I fall.
[12:46 - 12:49] Well, I don't know anymore.
[12:49 - 12:51] Well, I rise when I fall.
[12:51 - 12:53] Well, I rise when I--
[12:53 - 12:57] Now, Debbie, let me show you what it's fucking really like.
[12:58 - 13:12] Let me show you what it's really like to be in a dark fucking place.
[13:12 - 13:22] Hold on, y'all.
[13:22 - 13:23] Let me answer this real quick.
[13:23 - 13:24] I'm putting it into this shit.
[13:24 - 13:26] Hold on, y'all.
[13:26 - 13:28] [PHONE RINGING]
[13:28 - 13:32] Hello?
[13:32 - 13:36] Goodbye.
[13:36 - 13:38] [PHONE RINGING]
[13:38 - 13:39] Fuck.
[13:54 - 13:57] [PHONE RINGING]
[13:57 - 13:59] You know, hold on, guys.
[13:59 - 14:01] Let me turn my phone off real quick.
[14:01 - 14:02] Hold on.
[14:02 - 14:09] Here we go.
[14:09 - 14:58] [PHONE RINGING]
[14:58 - 15:05] I'm going to make a beat in 15 seconds,
[15:05 - 15:07] and my time started three seconds ago.
[15:07 - 15:09] We're going to go to sodabeats.com and use the--
[15:09 - 45:32] [MUSIC PLAYING]