2021-10-20 Broken Joker (Song)

[0:00 - 0:11] People are starting to notice
[0:11 - 0:40] Am I really the villain or am I just another choker looking forward in a motherfucking piece
[0:40 - 0:46] Everybody always wanna try to turn me into another fucking piece
[0:46 - 0:52] I'm so sick of being made out to be a motherfucking penny when I'm not
[0:52 - 0:57] I'm just a broken man trying to find his way through the maze of the right to wrongs
[0:57 - 1:00] Every single day trying to do what I know
[1:00 - 1:04] Just me and my team and my motherfucking crew
[1:04 - 1:07] Just doing what I gotta do to survive
[1:07 - 1:11] Trying to kill my head up over the water every single day
[1:11 - 1:15] All my life I don't understand why is it that you won't
[1:15 - 1:19] Try to trick me try to troll me try to make me out to be
[1:19 - 1:23] Something that I'm not, I don't understand a man
[1:23 - 1:26] Why is it that you gotta bully me?
[1:26 - 1:31] What did I ever do to deserve anything that you ever do to me?
[1:31 - 1:43] All I've ever done was take to myself at the time I feel
[1:43 - 1:47] Like I'm being pulled up on a motherfucking shelf
[1:47 - 1:49] I'm so motherfucking sick of the way
[1:49 - 1:53] Everybody always treating me every fucking day
[1:53 - 1:57] At the night they can walk on me like I'm some sort of welcome man
[1:57 - 2:01] Y'all don't understand what it's like to be me
[2:01 - 2:04] I connect with the choker on a real fucking level
[2:04 - 2:08] Cause I am him, he is me, we are one, we are we
[2:08 - 2:13] You don't understand what it's like to be in my shoes
[2:13 - 2:17] Going through the nightmares and everybody fucking charging you
[2:17 - 2:24] Cause you're looking a little bit weird from everybody in society
[2:24 - 2:30] You don't know what it's like to be labeled as up in the body
[2:30 - 2:36] Every motherfucking one of your peers, everybody that used to be your friend is now
[2:36 - 2:39] Took me back on you, yeah you want this world to know
[2:39 - 2:42] But you really don't know which way you're going
[2:42 - 2:47] That is my mind, not to sign a fucking cage inside my fucking mind
[2:47 - 2:52] Every day of my life I deal with this
[2:52 - 2:56] Motherfucking chaos is rolling through my fucking mind
[2:56 - 3:02] At the time I wanna take the bullet to the brain and just fucking die
[3:02 - 3:07] All because of everything that everybody's pulled me through
[3:07 - 3:15] Dang yeah I'm not the fucking Vinnie
[3:15 - 3:17] But that's what you make me out to be
[3:17 - 3:21] You make me out to be your motherfucking Vinnie
[3:21 - 3:25] Constantly attacking me, judging me, maiming me
[3:25 - 3:30] Penetrating me and abusing me, mentally breaking me down
[3:30 - 3:35] And destroying me, so then I feel like I ain't fucking nothing
[3:35 - 3:40] But I know deep down I'm struggling just to get up again
[3:40 - 3:43] I'm so sick and tired of being walked on
[3:43 - 3:52] Being taken in, being a joke by everybody
[3:52 - 3:55] I just want to be loved by somebody