2021-10-13 tellin my story through my Music

[0:31 - 0:43] I don't think I need to say what this shows about.
[0:43 - 1:05] I think, I think many of you have already known my story of my life.
[1:05 - 1:13] They're wrong, and they help you.
[1:13 - 1:18] But we deserve the way you're depending inside.
[1:18 - 1:57] When you got wondering why you see me know what it's like to be on the edge of suicide.
[1:57 - 2:01] Everybody always pointing fingers at me every fuckin' day.
[2:01 - 2:04] You don't know what it's like to wanna put you on.
[2:04 - 2:07] Got your face nice and away, face doing the shit.
[2:07 - 2:11] You say I was a fuck, you can't, I beat the fuck, you sure.
[2:11 - 2:15] Okay, open up the man I wasn't even so close to survive.
[2:15 - 2:25] You say that I was supposed to die in front of what he's even supposed to be.
[2:25 - 2:30] Yeah, that's the thing, I was born for you, here I am, 30 years later.
[2:30 - 2:37] So we're doing what I gotta do, so what I don't understand.
[2:37 - 2:48] Talking on my back, I can't, can I even get my life back?
[2:48 - 2:57] But I gotta try, I gotta do something.
[2:57 - 3:00] I can't just fuckin' sit here.
[3:00 - 3:07] I'm so sick of seeing all these demons runnin' around in my head.
[3:07 - 3:11] Goin' at me like it's not a fuckin' any goddamn guy.
[3:11 - 3:16] I'm tellin' you, askin' you, will there ever be an exorcist?
[3:16 - 3:20] Fuckin' story, will there ever be any of my pain?
[3:20 - 3:25] All I wanna do is see myself again before the shit can go away.
[3:25 - 3:50] Out of the fuckin' heart, sleepin' nights, knowin' it.
[3:50 - 3:56] Everybody in this talk is calling me a pedophile when they don't stand right there.
[3:56 - 4:03] I can't sleep in that fuckin' church, so fuck away.
[4:03 - 4:18] You gotta sit there, waitin' your life away.
[4:18 - 4:22] Goin' somethin' that you know ain't gonna catch you waitin' things.
[4:22 - 4:26] Doin' that shit every night and you ain't out here.
[4:26 - 4:35] And you throwin' that guy like a kid on the street.
[4:35 - 4:39] And I tell him all the fuckin' story for the whole fuck's sake.
[4:39 - 4:58] I know that somethin' that you know can do to him.
[4:58 - 5:01] Doing nothing might not feel like something.
[5:01 - 5:02] The truth is...
[5:02 - 5:07] I'm gonna make a beat in 15 seconds and my time to start.
[6:13 - 6:15] Disappear or what? Disappear.
[6:15 - 6:17] Why? Got a why?
[6:17 - 6:19] Can't you just take the pain away?
[6:19 - 6:22] I'm so fuckin' lost in my fuckin' ways
[6:22 - 6:26] Because of everything that everybody fuckin' does to me.
[6:26 - 6:31] I just wanna make a living for me as I...
[6:31 - 6:39] Have to push the hat to pull the lowest chill.
[6:39 - 6:40] Like a thing.
[6:40 - 6:43] So attack me every fuckin' thing I do.
[6:43 - 6:45] Understand that why?
[6:45 - 6:48] Here's the fact that I'm the one that you told me why.
[6:48 - 6:51] And I'm the one that you called after.
[6:51 - 6:54] Yeah, I know I look a little bit different
[6:54 - 6:59] But that don't make you some fuckin' right to judge me.
[6:59 - 8:04] Like another hit another miss.
[8:04 - 8:26] I stand right here to dance in the fuckin' back.
[8:26 - 8:29] I just don't know what to do.
[8:29 - 8:41] And they don't even know you don't understand my story.
[8:41 - 8:46] Do you see the pain that's inside of me?
[8:46 - 8:51] Do you see the tears that I have behind the fuckin' line every day?
[8:51 - 8:55] Do you know what it's like to go through the pain
[8:55 - 8:58] That I got from the face?
[8:58 - 9:09] Cause it's all the pain and there ain't no restriction
[9:09 - 9:12] Pull me through my mind so that it's mine.
[9:12 - 9:17] Mine's always in fuckin' distress.
[9:17 - 9:20] Every single day I wipe away the sins
[9:20 - 9:24] Trying to find a way to make it for my family.
[9:24 - 9:26] Sometimes I draw my friends, my girls.
[9:26 - 9:29] Everything's taken away from me.
[9:29 - 9:31] All because of everything.
[9:31 - 9:32] Every warning you.
[9:32 - 9:33] Toothpaste.
[9:33 - 9:36] All the fuckin' sins have been shown to me.
[9:36 - 9:39] I don't understand that why do you?
[9:39 - 9:40] Gotta attack me, yeah.
[9:40 - 9:42] Take it, take it, take it.
[9:42 - 9:44] Everything from me.
[9:45 - 9:47] I don't feel the pain.
[9:47 - 9:50] Why do you say that you think you know me?
[9:50 - 9:58] What's happening in the chainsaws?
[9:58 - 9:59] It's hard to hit you.
[9:59 - 10:02] If you're in a horror movie, you make poor decisions.
[10:02 - 10:04] That's what you do.
[10:04 - 10:05] If you want to save people.
[10:05 - 10:06] Yeah, I was there for real.
[10:06 - 10:07] I was there for real.
[10:07 - 10:08] He's the one who's the guy coming.
[10:08 - 10:09] He's the one who's the guy coming.
[10:09 - 10:10] How are you doing, Neptune?
[10:10 - 11:56] What's up, buddy?
[12:05 - 22:45] You guys want to know what's like to be me?
[22:45 - 22:47] You want to attack me?
[22:47 - 22:48] You want to make me?
[22:48 - 22:50] You want to take from me?
[22:50 - 22:54] Well, here's me.
[22:54 - 22:57] Come and get me.
[22:57 - 23:03] Because you'll never survive in my world.
[23:03 - 23:07] Why do you say that you know me?
[23:07 - 23:11] I said they're attacking me.
[23:11 - 23:15] Judge me, but they don't make this deal, y'all.
[23:15 - 23:23] You don't see the pain that you do know me.
[23:23 - 23:29] Every day, it's just the same shit over and over again.
[23:29 - 23:31] The story never changes.
[23:31 - 23:35] Everybody don't wait for me in the grave.
[23:35 - 23:41] And I feel like the time they brought me on me.
[23:41 - 23:43] And the school is starting.
[23:43 - 23:47] I'm so sick of so fucking sick.
[23:47 - 23:59] World of pain.
[23:59 - 24:09] Every day, when you feel like you're gonna go insane.
[24:09 - 24:22] Don't you worry, it's like in my world.
[24:22 - 24:52] Where the fucking street?
[24:52 - 24:55] I can't promise you that.
[24:55 - 25:03] Because I'm so fucking sick.
[25:03 - 25:07] They're attacking me.
[25:07 - 25:10] Bullshit every day.
[25:10 - 25:20] I'm just trying to do what is right.
[25:20 - 25:25] And make it through another night.
[25:25 - 25:38] Trying to make it through.
[25:38 - 25:40] Really trust advice.
[25:40 - 26:30] I'm so sick of fucking pain.
[26:30 - 26:31] It's like the money you found out.
[26:31 - 26:32] I'm dying on the line.
[26:32 - 26:33] You should kill your kid.
[26:33 - 26:34] You be smart.
[26:34 - 26:39] You have a mission.
[26:39 - 27:49] That's good to say to you 15% or more.
[27:49 - 27:53] Every day, every morning you have to fuck your judge.
[27:53 - 27:55] You got to know me, but with you,
[27:55 - 27:58] you don't know what it is.
[27:58 - 28:00] I want you to judge me.
[28:00 - 28:01] I'm talking to you.
[28:01 - 28:04] I want you to tell me to feel like you got a chance.
[28:04 - 28:08] You're fucking judging all me.
[28:08 - 28:11] Yeah, tonight you know me when you fucking go.
[28:11 - 28:12] I know tears.
[28:12 - 28:24] That's a motherfucker.
[28:24 - 28:25] That's dangerous.
[28:25 - 28:26] So reticent.
[28:26 - 28:27] This is real.
[28:27 - 28:28] This is fucked back.
[28:28 - 28:29] One-set dance.
[28:29 - 28:35] Put me down.
[28:35 - 28:37] Put me in your mother's fucking grave.
[28:37 - 28:39] This is one-set dare.
[28:39 - 28:40] It's so cultural.
[28:40 - 28:52] Every morning you go to fuck with the fuck.
[28:52 - 29:08] What is it that you always feel like
[29:08 - 29:10] you got to kick on me?
[29:10 - 29:11] I'm so sick.
[29:11 - 29:12] I'm so sick.
[29:12 - 29:13] I'm so fucked.
[29:13 - 29:14] Sick of people like that.
[29:14 - 29:18] Her report's running the fucking mouth about me.
[29:18 - 29:20] People like William Glow.
[29:20 - 29:23] What was showing that you got that man?
[29:23 - 29:25] What you got to be?
[29:25 - 29:35] Such a little bitch.
[29:35 - 29:38] So sick of your fucking shit.
[29:38 - 29:40] Sick of crying these.
[29:40 - 29:41] Tiddacles now.
[29:41 - 29:48] I ain't got no way.
[29:48 - 30:14] The shopping is belong to city
[30:14 - 30:19] I ain't going to keep.
[30:19 - 30:23] When you go that man.
[30:23 - 30:25] I stole my stuff from a shopping.
[30:25 - 30:29] Is this the amount of whatlined up?
[30:29 - 30:31] Let me see.
[30:31 - 30:32] And what else?
[30:32 - 31:51] Why is Laroche Pose, a appreciate life
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[31:54 - 31:55] Because we bring you affectus.
[31:56 - 31:59] This shape right here
[31:59 - 32:01] This is the story of my life.
[32:02 - 32:04] This is my anethNotE.
[32:04 - 32:05] In-bright something out.
[32:05 - 32:08] Here we go.
[32:08 - 32:12] I was born through the cheerleaders, I was died at birth,
[32:12 - 32:15] but I was shot and fired aside, I was trying to work,
[32:15 - 32:18] curses is about to work, curses is about to work,
[32:18 - 32:22] trying to make me feel more tired before it finally works.
[32:22 - 32:25] They walked out to me while I was born,
[32:25 - 32:28] and then you got to see it, then you got to know it,
[32:28 - 32:31] then you got to find a way, then you run home,
[32:31 - 32:34] and feel better, I'm making that, then I'll show you.
[32:34 - 32:36] You got to know what you're doing, though I'm happy,
[32:36 - 32:39] but I'm glad that I'm still a bad bitch, man.
[32:39 - 32:42] You got to know what you're doing, then you put me in the trash,
[32:42 - 32:44] you put everything you've done inside of me,
[32:44 - 32:46] I'm a bad seed, that's sweet,
[32:46 - 32:48] but I'm still gonna be like you,
[32:48 - 32:51] and everybody that I talk to says that I'm like you,
[32:51 - 32:54] and I'm a bad guy, and I'm not what I like to.
[32:54 - 32:56] You said the same words, same things,
[32:56 - 32:58] but I'm still gonna be like you,
[32:58 - 33:00] and I'm still gonna be like you,
[33:00 - 33:03] and I'm still gonna be like you,
[33:03 - 33:06] and I'm still a bad boy.
[33:06 - 33:08] You got to know what you're doing,
[33:08 - 33:10] then you put me in the trash.
[33:10 - 33:19] You got to know what you're doing,
[33:19 - 33:21] then you put everything you've done inside of me,
[33:21 - 33:23] I'm a bad seed, that's sweet,
[33:23 - 33:26] but I'm still gonna be like you,
[33:26 - 33:28] and I'm still gonna be like you,
[33:28 - 33:31] and I'm still gonna be like you,
[33:31 - 33:34] and I'm still gonna go to school.
[33:34 - 33:36] There's nothing I can forgive,
[33:36 - 33:41] shit yeah that's the reason I started music so I'm trying to make it
[33:41 - 33:45] right and not to be a cool kid
[35:02 - 35:07] And all the pain in you feel my rage growing up with boy they consider me a best case
[35:07 - 35:10] But think of change, I've had a learnin' over with
[35:10 - 35:13] Why I keep on dwellin' on all my thoughts and cancer risks
[35:13 - 35:16] One more history not to die, a guy can use your head to listen
[35:16 - 35:19] Why must I take another normal escalation?
[35:19 - 35:22] Pity, I'm a drummer, take a shot, I'm C-N-O-U-V-E
[35:22 - 35:25] I'm a summer drummer, reason I can never stand a lie
[35:25 - 35:28] I'm coming from the store where I can promise to stand
[35:28 - 35:30] All I'm fuckin' joking, coming from work zone
[35:30 - 35:33] And when I talk to you really kill, please believe I will be dead
[35:33 - 35:35] I am not a savior like the arts, yeah
[35:35 - 35:39] And sometimes I forget, get my demons in the play, I'll barely hang in my threatening
[35:39 - 35:42] Maybe I should pull this trigger in this land where my mind are resting
[35:42 - 35:48] I spent a few seconds stuck in that, beating, I dunno if I can do this
[35:48 - 35:54] Rise will a fall, rise will a fall, no one will move
[35:54 - 36:01] In my ranch ain't no prison ain't man, what's it that was dreaming?
[36:01 - 36:08] When I rise, when I fall, when I rise, when I fall, I don't know anymore
[36:08 - 36:11] I know your life ain't glamorous, I can see it in your eyes
[36:11 - 36:14] You can't even stand yourself, if that's on you
[36:14 - 36:17] So you go around with it, touch it, turn it every night
[36:17 - 36:19] You're baiting it, if it even helps
[36:19 - 36:22] You quit the party, you quit the drugs, quit the refill
[36:22 - 36:25] And now you think it's problem solved, cause you change the people
[36:25 - 36:28] You quit your misery, boys, they ain't feeding off any evil
[36:28 - 36:31] They might need to sign it like a promise, she'll be all with pieces
[36:31 - 36:34] What about my family, I can't leave a minute just to write it
[36:34 - 36:37] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[36:37 - 36:40] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[36:40 - 36:43] Find out the source, do not worry, there was all the men
[36:43 - 36:46] It's better if you go, do not act like you have any friends
[36:46 - 36:49] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[36:49 - 36:51] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[36:51 - 36:54] You will throw me on the wrong side, through the jury
[36:54 - 36:57] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[36:57 - 37:02] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[37:02 - 37:12] Find out the source, do not worry, there was all the men
[37:12 - 38:44] It's better if you go, do not act like you have any friends
[38:44 - 38:47] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[38:47 - 39:38] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[39:38 - 39:41] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[39:41 - 39:44] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[39:44 - 40:00] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[40:00 - 40:03] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[40:03 - 40:06] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[40:06 - 40:09] You will throw me on the wrong side, through the jury
[40:09 - 40:12] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[40:12 - 40:15] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[40:15 - 40:18] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[40:18 - 40:22] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[40:22 - 40:30] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[40:30 - 40:33] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[40:33 - 40:51] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[40:51 - 42:32] You will throw me on the wrong side, through the jury
[42:32 - 44:14] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[44:14 - 44:50] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[44:50 - 44:54] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[44:54 - 44:57] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[44:57 - 45:04] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[45:04 - 45:49] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[45:49 - 45:52] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[45:52 - 46:05] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[46:05 - 46:15] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[46:15 - 46:18] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[46:18 - 46:21] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[46:21 - 46:24] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[46:24 - 46:27] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[46:27 - 46:34] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[46:34 - 46:37] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[46:37 - 46:46] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[46:46 - 46:50] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[46:50 - 51:02] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[51:02 - 51:09] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[51:09 - 51:13] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[51:13 - 51:18] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[51:18 - 51:22] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[51:22 - 51:26] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[51:26 - 51:37] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[51:37 - 51:41] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[51:41 - 51:45] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[51:45 - 51:49] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[51:49 - 51:58] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[51:58 - 52:08] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[52:08 - 55:24] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[55:24 - 55:28] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[55:28 - 55:32] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[55:32 - 55:36] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[55:36 - 55:40] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[55:40 - 55:44] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[55:44 - 55:48] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[55:48 - 55:52] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[55:52 - 55:58] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[55:58 - 56:04] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[56:04 - 56:08] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[56:08 - 56:18] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[56:18 - 56:39] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[56:39 - 56:43] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[56:43 - 56:48] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[56:48 - 56:55] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[56:55 - 57:02] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[57:02 - 57:06] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[57:06 - 57:12] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[57:12 - 57:22] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[57:22 - 57:31] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[57:31 - 57:35] This is the way it's all free
[57:35 - 57:55] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[57:55 - 58:21] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[58:21 - 58:25] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[58:25 - 59:45] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[59:45 - 59:49] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[59:49 - 59:53] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[59:53 - 59:57] And don't exist to the sin, when you take my hand
[59:57 - 60:01] Push it out or you can't find it, miss a sign
[60:01 - 60:05] This is the way it's all free
[60:05 - 60:09] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[60:09 - 60:13] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[60:13 - 60:17] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[60:17 - 60:32] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[60:32 - 60:36] This is the way it's all free
[60:36 - 60:40] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[60:40 - 60:44] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[60:44 - 60:48] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[60:48 - 60:52] Give it time and then move on, we'll get a bachelor anyway
[60:52 - 60:56] What if I'm a fantasy, he inspects out the middle
[60:56 - 61:00] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[61:00 - 61:04] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[61:04 - 63:53] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[63:53 - 63:57] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[63:57 - 64:01] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[64:01 - 64:05] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[64:05 - 64:13] Find out the source, do not act like you have any friends
[64:13 - 64:16] I know what it's like to be there.
[64:16 - 64:19] Now once you know that none of you are ever alone,
[64:19 - 64:23] you have someone here that understands you.
[64:23 - 64:28] It's singing around me, what I thought was solid ground.
[64:28 - 64:31] But I tried to move to another place,
[64:31 - 64:33] but I couldn't turn around.
[64:33 - 64:39] It's OK for you to hate me for all the things I've done.
[64:39 - 64:44] I may be the same, but I'm not the only one.
[64:44 - 64:51] The way you're going to live is not going down.
[64:51 - 64:54] You're going through it now.
[64:54 - 64:56] What you want me to do,
[64:56 - 64:58] you're going to be on your own.
[64:58 - 65:01] Don't you think you're sad?
[65:01 - 65:21] It's what it's done.
[65:21 - 65:23] I know what you're going to say.
[65:23 - 65:26] You can't beat me, you poor shit.
[65:26 - 65:29] Don't you think I'm afraid?
[65:29 - 65:32] You're going to be on your own now.
[65:32 - 65:35] It's the man who wants to kiss.
[65:35 - 67:06] Who will hear my mother in the morning?
[67:06 - 68:05] Not even Marty.
[68:05 - 68:07] No one owns me.
[68:07 - 68:52] I want to feel ashamed of what I've done.
[68:52 - 68:58] I need to get my hands on this man.
[68:58 - 69:02] I want to feel ashamed of what I've done.
[69:02 - 69:19] I want to feel ashamed of what I've done.
[69:19 - 69:41] I want to feel ashamed.
[69:41 - 69:45] I wanna see those RIT Mitch Rockers in the comments right the fuck now!
[69:46 - 69:47] What's up?
[69:47 - 70:53] I wanna see those motherfucking RIT Mitch Rockers in the comments, man!
[70:53 - 70:55] I wanna see those candles in the comments, man!
[70:55 - 71:03] Has these words been for him?
[71:03 - 72:57] Now, so many of you might not recognize this one, but I think you guys got it.
[72:57 - 73:16] I'm a war, I'm a failure, I'm never resting peace
[73:17 - 73:25] This is for the motherfucking nation, man!
[73:25 - 73:29] This is for you guys, from here to here, this is for y'all!
[73:59 - 74:01] Please don't leave me on fuck y'all!
[74:01 - 74:26] I can't see a thing you can drop to shave me, I'm HORRIBLE!
[74:26 - 74:30] I'm hoping it be everywhere they come!
[74:30 - 76:36] The last of my tablespoons I'm done with for what they're waste!
[76:36 - 76:38] That's talking!
[76:38 - 76:45] These trolls who will never be me, and they'll never be you guys.
[76:45 - 76:54] you guys my supporters they can't beat you they can't defeat us no matter how hard
[76:54 - 77:11] they try they can never stop us and that's that I want you guys to remember
[77:11 - 77:19] that I want you guys to remember that the next time you're in a dark place just
[77:19 - 77:27] look back at my videos look back at my history look back at everything that I
[77:27 - 77:36] fucking been through use my story as a reminder that you can get through
[77:36 - 77:49] anything if I can survive not being supposed to live in the past birth if I
[77:49 - 77:57] can survive facing the great reaper at birth and winning and surviving you
[77:57 - 78:04] can make it through whatever you do because if you don't know my story let
[78:04 - 78:10] me tell it to you for those that you don't know my story let me tell it to you
[78:10 - 78:31] I was born September 20th 1990 out in Anchorage, Alaska I was born 1990 in
[78:31 - 78:39] Anchorage, Alaska when I was born I wasn't supposed to live I was born one
[78:39 - 78:47] town ten ounces I was very premature I was born of one kidney or one severely
[78:47 - 78:54] underdeveloped lung and my skin was so translucent and frail and fragile they
[78:54 - 79:00] had to wrap me up in saran wrap and put me in an incubator for six months just
[79:00 - 79:08] so that my skin would thicken up day in and day out for those six months I had
[79:08 - 79:16] tubes in and out of my head in and out of my head almost daily just to keep me alive
[79:16 - 79:26] and then once I got out I was on an oxygen tank it's about five years old so
[79:26 - 79:35] yeah I'm not supposed to be here I shouldn't have survived but I did but a
[79:35 - 79:41] grace of God and those fucking doctors who I owe everything to as well as my
[79:41 - 79:50] own family not listening to the naysayers I survived and if I can survive not
[79:50 - 80:00] supposed to live if I can survive that you guys can survive whatever you're
[80:00 - 80:09] going through and all you fucking trolls let me tell you this you think you
[80:09 - 80:16] know what it's like to stare death in the face you don't know anything every
[80:16 - 80:27] day I stare death in the face every day I look death in the face and I laugh I laugh
[80:27 - 80:38] in the grim reaper space those stickers on my guitar that say alive and still not
[80:38 - 80:46] dead are there for a very important reason to remind me that I'm still here that
[80:46 - 80:53] I'm still alive I'm still breathing and no matter what you fucking do during a
[80:53 - 81:03] goddamn thing that you can do to stop me during a goddamn thing on this fucking
[81:03 - 81:21] earth that you can do to get rid of me cuz like it or not I'm blazing a trail
[81:21 - 81:35] right through new trolls and there's not a damn thing that you can do to stop it if
[81:35 - 81:42] you think you can stop me try me because whether my future is in music or behind
[81:42 - 81:48] that fucking wheel as a sim racer one way or another I'm making that money I'm
[81:48 - 81:57] making that thing for my family and I'm not fucking stopping until it happens I
[81:57 - 82:26] use a watch attack g920 I actually have a g920 oh no shit hey y'all Reese you got a
[82:26 - 82:31] Facebook or discord or something that we can hang out and talk outside of
[82:31 - 83:02] YouTube but as for you trolls you're not stopping me no matter what you do you
[83:02 - 83:08] can try all you want you can take my channel down you can take whatever you
[83:08 - 84:01] want but I'll just keep coming back so all you trolls all you little kids my ass hey
[84:01 - 84:09] oh Reese's the only way that I can reach out to you outside of YouTube I just
[84:09 - 84:26] wonder unless I already know you then that'd be kind of weird but yeah that is
[84:26 - 85:03] true now the wheel I started out on was a pxn 3900 I believe it was either 3400 or
[85:03 - 85:11] 3900 I can't remember which but yeah without me sending it I hope you guys
[85:11 - 85:20] didn't enjoy this as a pxn guy hey that pxn wheel garnered me some good winds
[85:20 - 85:25] back in the day I can't deny it man they did bring me some good ass winds back
[85:25 - 85:29] in the day matter of fact at the beginning of the year when I raised that
[85:29 - 85:48] point 2020 that's what I took the win in was my pxn 3900 and so yeah we are
[85:48 - 85:52] Reese's if you got a way for me to reach out to you like let me know I'll
[85:52 - 85:58] actually send you my email so you can send me a way to reach out to you and
[85:58 - 86:08] no now it goes for you as well as same with you trolls Larry seem like a
[86:08 - 86:15] pretty cool dude and also if anybody does want to send me any fan mail I'll
[86:15 - 86:20] definitely send I'll actually post what I'll do is I'll post my email and my
[86:20 - 86:25] address so if you guys want to send anything or if y'all want to hit me up
[86:25 - 87:15] by email hey go ahead let's see I just do like this holy brightness that was a
[87:15 - 87:41] bright dude my god that was stupid bright and there y'all go y'all got my address
[87:41 - 87:48] and you got my email so shoot me some emails send me fan mail whatever you
[87:48 - 87:53] want to do and I'll catch you guys later because I'm actually about to relax
[87:53 - 87:59] because as you guys know I got a race in three days on that point 2020 so I'm
[87:59 - 88:10] gonna be practicing with that for a bit and yeah but I fucking love you guys and
[88:10 - 88:16] I'll catch you guys later man peace be safe be humble and fuck the trolls and
[88:16 - 88:23] the haters fuck the haters too