2021-10-13 FIGHTING FOR WHAT I WANT

[0:00 - 0:24] *sigh* *clap* *crack* What's up everyone? First off, before I say what I have to say,
[0:24 - 0:31] First off, I would like to apologize to Charity. I want to say that I'm genuinely and truly
[0:31 - 0:40] sorry about me not listening to you and I'm truly sorry about letting these people get
[0:40 - 0:51] to me. I really am. I can't say how sorry I am enough. I'm sorry about all that and
[0:51 - 1:01] I hope that you can forgive me for that, but I was talking to my good friend Devin this
[1:01 - 1:12] morning and him and Charity make some very very very good points on my life that I need
[1:12 - 1:28] to do. I need to start worrying about me and stop worrying about other people. Now Marty
[1:28 - 1:39] you can sit there and you can say that you're selling CDs off of you know whatever doing
[1:39 - 1:45] whatever I don't give a fuck. Go ahead and do whatever the fuck you want to do cuz you
[1:45 - 1:51] know deep down that you don't own me. I own me. So you can do whatever the fuck you want
[1:51 - 1:58] to do with that shit. And Saren to be honest with you, you say that you're not about drama
[1:58 - 2:13] but are you really not about drama? I'm not trying to you know bash you or anything because
[2:13 - 2:18] I mean I'm not gonna lie you have helped me. I'm not gonna take that away from you.
[2:18 - 2:24] You have helped me in the past. I will give that to you. You have helped me and I thank
[2:24 - 2:41] you for that. But honestly to be honest with you Saren I'm tired of being drug into fucking
[2:41 - 2:48] drama. It's always oh this person's saying this this person's doing that. Oh Marty's
[2:48 - 2:54] doing this and I'm fucking tired of it. Okay I'm trying to make a living off of what I
[2:54 - 3:05] truly love to do. Okay and how am I supposed to invest time into doing what I need to
[3:05 - 3:13] do to make that money to do what I love so I can have a living doing what I enjoy if
[3:13 - 3:24] I'm always caught up in the drama. So all you little trolls like Jasmine Monique and
[3:24 - 3:32] Marty and the vendor boys and fucking William Gloria and all these people that want to
[3:32 - 3:40] talk shit on me behind my back go ahead and continue to do so because your words have
[3:40 - 3:49] no effect. See there's something I learned a long time ago that's very very true. It's
[3:49 - 4:05] called talk is cheap. Actions speak louder than words. Okay I do nothing but show action.
[4:05 - 4:19] Okay everything I've done I have shown proof of. I have made money in 2018. Alright in
[4:19 - 4:29] 2018 I sold two albums. Two music albums back to back digitally released by me. In
[4:29 - 4:38] 2018 between June and December and guess what I made bank. I sold an album this year.
[4:38 - 4:49] Guess what I made bank. It don't matter how much money I made I still made money. See
[4:49 - 4:58] y'all got it in your heads that living comfortably is okay but how can you grow as a person
[4:58 - 5:03] if you're living comfortably. How can you get better at what you want to do if you're
[5:03 - 5:10] living comfortably. Me I enjoy not living comfortably. I enjoy putting in the hard
[5:10 - 5:18] work of what I love to do because at the end of the day in the long run the fruits
[5:18 - 5:24] of my labor will show. At the end of the day that hard work in the long run is going
[5:24 - 5:34] to pay off and that's what you fucking trolls don't get. I don't have time for your ignorant
[5:34 - 5:44] troll bullshit. I'm honestly tired of worrying about oh this person said that. Oh this person
[5:44 - 5:55] did this. Like I'm tired of it. Okay I'm trying to do what I need to do to be successful
[5:55 - 6:00] and in order to do that I need to trust people like Devin. I need to trust people I charity
[6:00 - 6:05] because those are the motherfuckers that have my best interests at heart. Those motherfuckers
[6:05 - 6:15] have my best interests and you can sit there and say well oh you don't have a real job.
[6:15 - 6:23] Well neither do you motherfuckers. I am few too. What are you really doing? Waking up,
[6:23 - 6:31] going to work, getting shit pay that you're barely that you're where you're broke is
[6:31 - 6:43] fucked by the end of the month. Like that's all you're doing. Like think about it all
[6:43 - 6:52] the most successful people in the world, all the most successful people in the world never
[6:52 - 7:02] graduated high school. They started out the same way I did. Okay. Let me give you a prime
[7:02 - 7:12] example. Elon Musk, most genius guy in the world. Never finished high school. He didn't
[7:12 - 7:17] even get past I think like he stopped at like the 11th grade or 10th grade. Now look
[7:17 - 7:31] at him. He's one of the most well-known geniuses in the fucking world. Take Ryan Upchurch,
[7:31 - 7:43] the biggest country rap artist in the world. Started out in a fucking tiny ass shed that
[7:43 - 7:53] was like maybe a hundred feet by so many hundred feet. Behind his mom's trailer started out
[7:53 - 8:00] with nothing. Worked his ass off. Now look at him. He runs Hollerboy Records. One of
[8:00 - 8:10] the biggest, one of the biggest, if not the biggest country rap record label in the world.
[8:10 - 8:16] And guess what? Record labels don't tell him what to do. He tells record labels what
[8:16 - 8:38] to do. Me, I never finished high school, but yet look at me. I've got the brains and the
[8:38 - 8:46] smarts to do what I want. Okay. I've got the ability to be successful, but what I need
[8:46 - 8:53] are the same like-minded people that have my best interest because honestly, I'm tired
[8:53 - 9:11] of sitting here being a broke-ass bitch, not being able to do anything. Like let Marty
[9:11 - 9:14] do what he's going to do. Let people say what they're going to say because at the end of
[9:14 - 9:29] the day in the long run, that shit ain't going to fucking matter. Oh, and alive and well.
[9:29 - 9:43] Nice try on spelling, dude. Actually, no, he did not. He did not graduate. I know he
[9:43 - 9:51] did graduate high school, but he didn't graduate college. He dropped out of college. So check
[9:51 - 10:03] your facts first classic and alive and well, your words don't mean anything. So have fun.
[10:03 - 10:16] Have fun with your non-spelling ass. Like, what are you in third grade? Learn how to
[10:16 - 10:27] spell dummy. But honestly, I'm tired of being held back from my true potential. I'm trying
[10:27 - 10:55] to unlock that shit. Oh, Marty. Bye bye. That's one troll gone. And classic. You're another
[10:55 - 11:13] troll doses. Adios amigo. Exactly, dude. It's all about the fucking hustle. And one thing
[11:13 - 11:25] that rings very true, one thing that rings very, very true is this to be successful and
[11:25 - 11:31] nobody going to help you. You got to be willing to work 10 times harder than everyone else.
[11:31 - 11:43] You got to be willing to put in more work. You got to be willing to work 10 times harder
[11:43 - 11:51] than the average person. The average person works nine to five generally. Okay, the average
[11:51 - 11:58] person works nine to five. But when you're in my position and you're trying to make
[11:58 - 12:05] a living doing what you do, you got to be willing to work like fucking six to 12 every
[12:05 - 12:14] day of the week. You got to be willing to put in that fucking work. Which is why from
[12:14 - 12:22] here on out, I'm trusting people like talent scout. I'm trusting people like charity.
[12:22 - 12:30] I'm trusting people like the homie Devin Marlow, aka camp time racing. Because honestly, I'm
[12:30 - 12:36] tired of worrying about all the drama that drama that drama that like, dude, no one gives
[12:36 - 12:46] a fuck about the drama. Seriously, no one gives a flying shit about drama. It's redundant.
[12:46 - 12:59] It's stupid. And eventually, it gets old. Just saying. But if I want to be successful,
[12:59 - 13:07] I need to start thinking about myself. I can't be worried about what frickin person
[13:07 - 13:13] A said about person B because person C is over here talking shit about person B because
[13:13 - 13:21] person B is talking shit about me. I can't be worried about that. Because the less time
[13:21 - 13:28] I take out of doing what I love, the less chances I have of being successful. And if
[13:28 - 13:54] I'm gonna have a shot at securing that shit, I need to put in time, effort, hard work.
[13:54 - 14:07] Like I can't be worrying about the fucking dumbasses in the world. So if you're a troll,
[14:07 - 14:13] you can forget about the negativity on the stream because I'm not about negativity.
[14:13 - 14:22] I'm about positivity. I'm about success. I'm about results. I'm about building my brain
[14:22 - 14:31] and my business doing what I gotta do to be successful for my fucking family. So all
[14:31 - 14:55] I got to say to you fucking haters is good fucking luck. Ah, another troll, a farewell
[14:55 - 15:04] player, come up and ask me what team I'm with. I'm with team success, with charity,
[15:04 - 15:23] with Devin, with people like me that are like minded. So that's the team that I roll with.
[15:23 - 15:41] Because honestly, I like the uncomfortableness. You want to know why I like being uncomfortable?
[15:41 - 15:55] You know why I like being uncomfortable? Because I enjoy the hard work. I enjoy the
[15:55 - 16:10] hard work. Yo, charity, if that's actually you, charity, if that's actually you, message
[16:10 - 16:20] me on Facebook right now so that I know that it's you so I can mod you. Like message me
[16:20 - 16:43] on Facebook so I know that it's you.
[16:43 - 17:08] Matter of fact, I got a little something for y'all.
[17:08 - 17:24] This is the team that I rock, hold up.
[17:24 - 17:50] Not this. That's even good neighborhood. You get the masses. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no,
[17:50 - 20:02] [MUSIC]
[20:02 - 20:05] Matter of fact, hold on, I got something for y'all, man.
[20:05 - 20:07] This actually suits it even better.
[20:07 - 20:08] Hold up.
[20:19 - 20:22] Oh, shit, that's what I was gonna do.
[20:22 - 20:24] But you know, fuck yeah.
[20:49 - 20:59] [MUSIC]
[24:42 - 24:46] They had label after label, turning them down.
[24:46 - 24:53] They had labels that wanted to sign them, but changed who they wanted to change who they were.
[24:53 - 24:55] But yet, look at them.
[24:55 - 25:05] Linkin Park became one of the most important bands in music history.
[25:05 - 25:10] They revolutionized a whole fucking genre of music.
[25:27 - 25:30] And if you don't believe me, the proof is right fucking here.
[25:55 - 26:00] The proof of their success is right here.
[26:05 - 26:09] Which just sounds to be one of my favorite songs of a meteor.