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2021-1-8 proving my skills on the mic are real


Uploaded by UNOFFICIAL CYRAX ARCHIVE on December 31st, 2022
Original upload date: January 8th, 2021 (automatically grabbed from title)
[0:00 - 0:23] Well, well, well. Marty, it looks like you wanna run your mouth, don't you? Including
[0:23 - 0:44] you Grimace. Let's prove your ass on Grimace. Can you know what you're staring at? Grimace,
[0:44 - 1:08] you're staring at the next Jonathan Davis. You're looking at the next Jonathan Davis
[1:08 - 1:25] boy. How about now? Do I walk away? And do I stand
[1:25 - 1:39] my ground and accept my face? And there's a business Christ that twists my every dream
[1:39 - 1:52] into almost every night. I hear that team outside. Why are we going on this way? Pakistan's
[1:52 - 2:02] in this crazy place. You're leaning down on Frankenstein and pillows back again. What
[2:02 - 2:10] in the bad time to lead this way? Black as a soul has led astray. You're leaning in
[2:10 - 2:25] some places I can never follow. This is found in the darkest ways. As I search around, I
[2:25 - 2:44] say nothing but mistakes. And there's a business Christ that twists my every dream into almost
[2:44 - 2:49] every night. I hear that team outside. Why do we plan to be gone this way? Black as a
[2:49 - 3:19] soul has led astray. You're leaning in some places I can never follow. And when you scream,
[3:19 - 3:26] you push you so much further. And when I leave, I always walk right back again. Then when
[3:26 - 3:35] you cry, the tears are causing bitterness. About a time, I'm slowly dying. Give me a
[3:35 - 3:50] love of your own. Give me a love of your own. Give me a love of your own. We're going on
[3:50 - 4:00] this way. I'm not even in these games. Nothing's going to break it down. I'm telling us back
[4:00 - 4:10] again. What is the bad time to lead this way? Black as a soul has led astray. You're leaning
[4:10 - 4:23] in some places I can never follow. This is found in the darkest ways. Until I stand
[4:23 - 4:35] my ground. There's nothing left to say. And Marty, you and your little fucking faggot
[4:35 - 4:47] friends who sit there and talk all the trash you want. It don't fucking affect me, bitch.
[4:47 - 5:00] I really don't. So sit there and talk all the trash you want, nigga. It don't faze me,
[5:00 - 5:23] nigga. So the haters. You can sit there and talk all the shit you want, nigga. It don't
[5:23 - 5:47] faze me. What about all the real supporters, though, man?
[5:47 - 6:16] Oh, my God, I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[6:16 - 6:35] I don't want to hurt you. Oh, God, I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[6:35 - 6:53] Oh, my God, I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[6:53 - 7:14] I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't
[7:14 - 7:31] want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to
[7:31 - 7:58] hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[7:58 - 8:19] Oh, my God, I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[8:19 - 8:33] I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't
[8:33 - 8:55] want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to
[8:55 - 9:19] hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[9:19 - 9:39] I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't
[9:39 - 9:53] want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to
[9:53 - 10:23] hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[10:23 - 10:39] I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't
[10:39 - 10:56] want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to
[10:56 - 11:13] hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you.
[11:13 - 11:35] I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to hurt you. I don't
[11:35 - 11:56] want to hurt you. Wake up and sweat again. Another day's been made to waste in my disgrace.
[11:56 - 12:06] Stuck in my head again. Feels like I'll never leave this place. There's no escape. Am I
[12:06 - 12:31] my own words and me? Give it up. I'm seeing your feeling. Is there nothing you can say?
[12:31 - 12:44] I don't know what to take. Thought I was focused but I'm scared. I'm not prepared. I'm not
[12:44 - 13:02] prepared. Looking for help somewhere and no one cares. Am I your worst enemy? I can't
[13:02 - 13:10] hear it. I'm seeing your feeling. Is there nothing you can say? Take this out of work.
[13:10 - 13:36] Don't stop procuring. Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. God! Put me out of my misery.
[13:36 - 14:05] Put me out of my misery. Put me out of my fucking misery.
[14:05 - 14:22] Give it up. I'm seeing your feeling. Is there nothing you can say? Take this out of work.
[14:22 - 14:37] I'm so beginning. Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. I bet not a single one of you
[14:37 - 14:45] motherfuckers can do that. Not a one of you. I guarantee it. I'd put money on it. I'd
[14:45 - 15:02] pay $1,000. Not a single one of you motherfuckers can do what I just fucking did. Guarantee it.
[15:02 - 15:10] Because Marty, you ain't got this skill. You and your little bitch faggot cruise itself
[15:10 - 15:23] in here running their mouths. You can't go the fuck to hell, matter of fact. Matter of
[15:23 - 15:35] fact, triple, take care of these faggots. Take care of these pussies, man. I am a little
[15:35 - 15:40] bit of loneliness, a little bit of discard, and a little bit of veins, but I can help
[15:40 - 15:44] the fact that everyone can see these scars. I am what I want you to want, what I want
[15:44 - 15:48] you to feel, but it's no matter what I do. I can't give it to you, just believe this
[15:48 - 15:54] is real. So I would call watching you turn it back if you always do. Face way and pretend
[15:54 - 15:59] that I'm not proud of you, cuz you're all that I got. Yeah, I can't bear the way I
[15:59 - 16:08] did before. Don't let your back on me. I won't be ignored. Time won't tell. Don't let your
[16:08 - 16:15] back on me. I won't be ignored. I am a little bit insecure, a little bit of
[16:15 - 16:20] confidence. You don't understand to what I can. Sometimes it don't make sense. I am
[16:20 - 16:24] what you never want to say, but I never have it down. Listen, no matter what I do, I can't
[16:24 - 16:29] give it to you. Watch us hear me out. So I'm gonna go watching you turn it back if you
[16:29 - 16:35] always do. Face way and pretend that I'm not proud of you, cuz you're all that I got.
[16:35 - 16:47] I can't bear. Don't let your back on me. I won't be ignored. Time won't tell. Don't let your
[16:47 - 16:57] back on me. I won't be ignored. Yeah, hear me out now. You're gonna listen to me like
[16:57 - 17:08] it or not right now. Hear me out now. You're gonna listen to me like it or not right now.
[17:08 - 17:19] I can't bear. Don't let your back on me. I won't be ignored. I can't bear. Don't let your
[17:19 - 17:29] back on me. I won't be ignored. Time won't tell. Don't let your back on me. I won't be ignored.
[17:29 - 17:45] Time won't tell. Time won't tell. Time won't be ignored.
[17:45 - 18:10] [silence]
[18:10 - 18:20] [music]
[18:20 - 18:24] Let it go for the ones you're trying to hang clean and thin so never gonna throw 'em up
[18:24 - 18:29] and let something shine going out of my fucking mind. Filthy mouth, no excuse, finding new
[18:29 - 18:33] places, hangin' with snooze, string me up, throwin' on top of these roofs, not at times
[18:33 - 18:37] when I won't get it loose. Truth is you can't stop saying, "Tug, chug, chug, chug,
[18:37 - 18:42] ? Chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug chug ?
[18:42 - 18:45] ? Someone poured in, make you a turntance for a kid ?
[18:45 - 18:48] ? Same brand new song now ?
[18:48 - 18:58] ? I'm feeling loud, digging deep and just throwing away ?
[18:58 - 19:01] ? Just throwing away, just throwing away ?
[19:01 - 19:03] ? I'm feeling loud, go shock and show ?
[19:03 - 19:05] ? Shock and show, just time to go ?
[19:05 - 19:07] ? Sock and knock, knock and know ?
[19:07 - 19:09] ? Cock facts and watch you go ?
[19:09 - 19:10] ? Mama help me, I'll be cursed ?
[19:10 - 19:12] ? That's rolling in every verse ?
[19:12 - 19:14] ? Can't depend on this brand new verse ?
[19:14 - 19:16] ? Fuck this hurts and all this hurts ?
[19:16 - 19:17] ? Fuck this hurts, I don't lie ?
[19:17 - 19:19] ? Doesn't matter how hard you try ?
[19:19 - 19:20] ? That's worse, don't mean a thing ?
[19:20 - 19:22] ? And I know that I won't be satisfied ?
[19:22 - 19:24] ? So why try ignoring him ?
[19:24 - 19:26] ? Making a turntance for a kid ?
[19:26 - 19:27] ? Same phrase and song now ?
[19:27 - 19:29] ? When they bring that chorus in ?
[19:29 - 19:39] ? I'm feeling loud, digging deep and just throwing away ?
[19:39 - 19:42] ? Just throwing away, just throwing away ?
[19:42 - 19:45] ? I'm feeling loud ?
[19:45 - 19:48] ? I'm opening up this car ?
[19:48 - 19:51] ? Helping you make sense ?
[19:51 - 19:55] ? I've put on myself so far ?
[19:55 - 20:18] ? I'm feeling loud, digging deep and just throwing away ?
[20:18 - 20:21] ? Just throwing away, just throwing away ?
[20:21 - 21:28] ? I'm feeling loud, digging deep and just throwing away ?
[21:28 - 21:47] ?
[21:47 - 22:16] ? Those box locks below the window ?
[22:16 - 22:20] ? Sometimes solutions are so simple ?
[22:20 - 22:37] ? And the sun will stand for you ?
[22:37 - 22:42] ? And the shadow of the day ?
[22:42 - 22:46] ? Will embrace the wild and gray ?
[22:46 - 22:54] ? And the sun will stand for you ?
[22:54 - 23:06] ?
[23:06 - 23:14] ? Then I was on your window ?
[23:14 - 23:22] ? Your friends all plead for you to say ?
[23:22 - 23:31] ? Sometimes the meanings are so simple ?
[23:31 - 23:39] ? Sometimes goodbye is the only way home ?
[23:39 - 23:56] ? And the sun will stand for you ?
[23:56 - 24:01] ? And the shadow of the day ?
[24:01 - 24:05] ? Will embrace the wild and gray ?
[24:05 - 24:13] ? And the sun will stand for you ?
[24:32 - 24:36] ? And the shadow of the day ?
[24:36 - 24:40] ? Will embrace the wild and gray ?
[24:40 - 25:06] ? And the sun will stand for you ?
[25:06 - 25:10] ? And the shadow of the day ?
[25:10 - 25:14] ? Will embrace the wild and gray ?
[25:14 - 25:22] ? And the sun will stand for you ?
[25:23 - 25:38] [???]
[26:04 - 26:06] Will do.
[26:06 - 26:22] Hey, yo, guys.
[26:22 - 26:25] You know what? Hold up. I got this guy for good. Hold up.
[26:25 - 26:32] There, I'll just take care of it. I hit him on the channel.
[26:33 - 28:47] [???]
[28:47 - 29:05] Yo, what up, Jack?
[29:05 - 29:48] [???]
[30:11 - 30:15] I want to say, man, I am the voice for the Mentally Challenge.
[30:15 - 30:20] I am the voice for those that have been beaten down in society.
[30:20 - 30:25] I want to say, my music ain't for everyone.
[30:25 - 30:28] I'll admit that. My music is not for everyone.
[30:28 - 30:33] But maybe if y'all stop and fucking listen
[30:33 - 30:36] to what my lyrics are talking about,
[30:36 - 30:39] there's actually real meaning behind it.
[30:40 - 30:43] [????]
[30:43 - 31:06] [???]
[31:07 - 31:10] [????]
[31:35 - 31:45] Matter of fact, I got something to prove to y'all.
[31:45 - 31:49] You guys ready to take it back to some old school shit?
[31:49 - 32:07] Give hold and I will make my friends sing like a bomb, get some bags for the bomb I can't
[32:07 - 32:19] forget me. Sweet be the words, unlike nothing I have heard, sing along, mark and bind, yet
[32:19 - 32:40] don't affect me. That's right. Take a look at my heart. Please strike. P.W. Rhett. Rhett.
[32:40 - 32:50] I'm coming undone, right? I'm coming undone to me. I'm coming undone, well, it looks so
[32:50 - 33:00] strong, so delicate. Hey, I'm starting to sound fucking, and so I have to stop. Hey,
[33:00 - 33:05] I'm coming undone, well, it looks so strong, so delicate.
[33:05 - 33:17] Oh, I'll choke again, not my body, that's why my friends pity me in the air, rounding
[33:17 - 33:30] at me. Since I was young, I've had the sorrow of my tongue, and this sweet sugar gun does
[33:30 - 33:49] not protect me. That's right. String in between my eyes. Please strike. Make it quick now.
[33:49 - 34:01] Hey, I'm coming undone, I'm coming undone to me. I'm coming undone, well, it looks so
[34:01 - 34:10] strong, so delicate. Hey, I'm starting to sound fucking, and so I have to stop. Hey,
[34:10 - 34:30] I'm coming undone, well, it looks so strong, so delicate. Hey, I'm coming undone, well,
[34:30 - 34:52] it looks so strong, so delicate. Hey, I'm coming undone, well, it looks so strong, so
[34:52 - 35:03] delicate. Hey, I'm starting to sound fucking, and so I have to stop. Hey, I'm coming undone,
[35:03 - 35:27] well, it looks so strong, so delicate. Now, let me do one of my own songs.
[35:27 - 35:47] Which will be released not on this album, but on the next one that I release. Y'all
[35:47 - 36:02] know this one.
[36:02 - 36:27] Every night and day I see dead bodies everywhere around me. They're lurking in my veins, they're
[36:27 - 36:37] in my head, and I just don't know what to do. I'm always lost inside my mind, inside
[36:37 - 36:46] my head. Every time I see you, it's like another cold blood of murder running around
[36:46 - 37:00] in my brain, in my head. Where do I go? What do I do? All I see is a vision of you. Why
[37:00 - 37:10] can't I get you out of my head? I need to get away from this cold and dark and evil
[37:10 - 37:20] world that you put me in. I don't know what to do. I've been in my head. All I know is
[37:20 - 37:48] that I need to get away, so I can make a better end. I need to get away.
[37:48 - 38:07] I need to get away from this dead bodies in my head. I'm so sick of the cold blood of
[38:07 - 38:20] my head. You committed innocent, you might die. I need to get away from all this dead
[38:20 - 38:32] bodies that you committed in my name. How can I get away from this dark and evil dream?
[38:32 - 38:43] How can I escape? How can I get away? I need to break free from everything that you did
[38:43 - 39:12] to me. I need to get away.
[39:12 - 39:37] Hell yeah man.
[39:37 - 39:43] Come on.
[39:43 - 40:08] All my emotions betrayed. I am no longer a friend. I'm no longer a friend. I'm a hell
[40:08 - 40:16] that you put me through all my emotions that you betrayed. It's kind of like you sent me
[40:16 - 40:24] in the back with a knife. You don't even see what you're doing to me in the midst of your
[40:24 - 40:37] reality. It's kind of like you don't want me to be me. You rather I be instead by the
[40:37 - 40:46] lies that you told me. And I don't know if I can handle it anymore. I just need to get
[40:46 - 40:57] away from you and find you to get away from me.
[40:57 - 41:40] How can I get away from this? How can I get away from this? How can I get away from this?
[41:40 - 41:51] Y'all know what to do. Y'all know what to do. I'm so fucking sick of being trapped in
[41:51 - 42:05] my own head. I'm so sick of everything that you did to me. I just want to get away from
[42:05 - 42:14] everything.
[42:14 - 42:33] How do you know what?
[42:33 - 42:37] This one's going out to the guy whose roommate thought that I was Johnson Davis man. This
[42:37 - 42:51] is going out to you man.
[42:51 - 42:54] This is going out to the dude whose roommate thought I was Johnson Davis as well as the
[42:54 - 43:06] dude that said it. This is for y'all man.
[43:06 - 43:24] Y'all know what to do.
[43:24 - 43:34] I'm clearly broken and no one knows what to do. Pieces of a puzzle don't be so I've
[43:34 - 43:45] handed it to you. It changes the pulse inside creeping out to come alive. It shows who and
[43:45 - 43:54] what it's going to do.
[43:54 - 44:21] How can I get away from this?
[44:21 - 44:33] I'm going out to the guy whose roommate thought that I was Johnson Davis man. This is for
[44:33 - 44:42] y'all man. I'm clearly broken and no one knows what to do. This is for y'all man. This is
[44:42 - 44:52] for y'all man.
[44:52 - 45:05] I'm going out to the guy whose roommate thought that I was Johnson Davis man. This is for
[45:05 - 45:09] y'all man.
[45:09 - 45:25] Shut the fuck up kiddo. Shut the fuck up kiddo. Shut the fuck up kiddo.
[45:25 - 45:41] Shut the fuck up kiddo.
[45:41 - 45:55] Run. Run. Run.
[45:55 - 46:09] Time to look in Grammy's face. Holding on to everything is hard to draw the line. And I'm
[46:09 - 46:22] blinding in this empty space. Searching by my memories of what I left behind.
[46:22 - 46:34] Shut the fuck up kiddo. Shut the fuck up kiddo. Shut the fuck up kiddo.
[46:34 - 47:16] Shut the fuck up kiddo.
[47:16 - 47:42] The ways love is out, don't give up. Don't be forgotten. Sit on earth and I just want to run away.
[47:42 - 47:58] So these days don't grow from here. Stay alone, count your fears. Somewhere down the line I might figure it out.
[47:58 - 48:10] Singing all my songs to bend your fears. Deep inside my heart I'm still here.
[48:10 - 48:22] We're always running away. And we don't even stop to think about it. The words in our hands, yeah.
[48:22 - 48:45] They don't need to understand. We're doing all the way. Then we're living the same about it. We got a lot of prayers. Yeah. They don't need to understand.
[48:45 - 48:54] They don't need to understand.
[48:54 - 49:14] They don't need to understand why I remember the story over the years I've forgotten how it was when I won five and I won't walk down the same road that they all follow.
[49:14 - 49:23] They don't need to understand why life's not made for me.
[49:23 - 49:37] Singing all my songs to bend your tears. Deep inside my heart I'm still here. We're always running away.
[49:37 - 49:50] No matter where they're ever thinking about it. We got ones in our hands. Yeah. They don't need to understand. We're doing all the way.
[49:50 - 50:02] No matter what they try to say about it. We got a lot of prayers. Yeah. They don't need to understand.
[50:02 - 50:20] She's on my hometown. Seems so strange now.
[50:20 - 50:32] This is our desire for such a memory. Who is I now? They don't need to understand. They don't need to make this dream of me.
[50:32 - 50:43] We're always running away. And we don't even start to think about it. We can't sing our hands. Yeah.
[50:43 - 51:05] They don't need to understand. We're doing all the way. No matter what they're trying to say about it. The world's our prayers. Yeah. They don't need to understand.
[51:05 - 51:17] They don't need to understand. They don't need to understand.
[51:17 - 51:46] I got you, Caleb. And I am going to end this stream off with a freestyle because I did see somebody just try to call it in. So this last song is a freestyle.
[51:46 - 51:56] I don't know what I've been trying to find. I'm just trying to get it all alive.
[51:56 - 52:10] I don't know what I've been trying to find. I don't know what I've been trying to find.
[52:10 - 52:33] I'm afraid of all my fears. They're made of souvenir.
[52:33 - 52:39] Heaven won't you let me in every single night and day. I got this team is running around in my head. I don't know why they can't just go away.
[52:39 - 52:48] I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away.
[52:48 - 53:04] I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away. I don't know why they can't just go away.
[53:04 - 53:22] I'm so sick of all the negativity. All I want to do is be in the energy with the positivity. Why can I never seem to escape? Why can't everything just go away?
[53:22 - 53:41] Heaven won't you let me in. I'm the temple of everything. I'm the tower of all my fears. I'm the leader of souvenir.
[53:41 - 54:01] It's time to get out of my life. Heaven won't you let me in. Why is it that I can never seem to get rid of all this negativity that's always surrounding me.
[54:01 - 54:14] No funny really understands what it's like to be in my shoes every single day when I wake up. All I see is nothing but negativity and it makes me want to throw everything away and just keep up with it.
[54:14 - 54:43] But then I turn around and realize that I was blessed with the fucking gift to spend for everybody that ain't got a motherfucking voice with God by my side. Ain't no way I'm ever gonna make another mistake again. Even though the devil's staring at me in the motherfucking face, I just look at him entirely. Get the fuck up out of my face. I am gonna win this shit. I am gonna make it to the top for my friends and my family. Guarantee you that I'm gonna be the voice for everyone.
[54:43 - 54:51] Heaven won't you let me in. The devil's everything.
[54:51 - 55:16] I don't need a souvenir. I don't want you to let me in.
[55:16 - 55:31] Come on.
Transcribed by lolcow.city as id '2077' on August 15th, 2024